#this is probably my last semester!!

[foldingfittedsheets]

I went and stood in front of a judge who said congratulations and got my name changed. Now I have to wait two weeks for my social security appointment before I can change my ID or passport, but I did the first step!

#ramblies #my beloved was really trying to hype me as I left the house and I’ll probably be excited later but right now I’m just exhausted and loopy #two days of early mornings are starting to tell and I’m out of it #I went right to the DMV thinking I could get seen quickly since it’s the asscrack of dawn but I have to do social security first booo #my last class of the semester is today and I have to help tear down our team space and I’d like to unsubscribe from activities today

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

dnkinktober day 17: brat (taming)

….except i cannot use a normal color palate for the life of me

#death note #light yagami #and technically if but only a hand: #l lawliet #lawlight #dnkinktober #my art #choking #<-tagging just in case even though he’s technically just holding his face #so yeah no normal colors for me today i’m in the mood for bright things #i should probably tag this as #bright colors #bc i just looked at it w true-tone and it is Bright #since i always seem to do so on artworks i shall tell you about my day #uhhhh nothing much happened but i did plan out a tentative schedule for the spring summer and fall semesters #according to my plan i will be able to graduate at the end of next fall (yay) #and then i will have to figure out where i want to do my masters (not yay) #hmmm other than that i skipped class bc it was on a topic i was going to low-key freak out about and did schoolwork instead #and now i'm tired bc i've gotten ~7 hours of sleep in total these last few nights bc my brain's been v panicky which is stupid but whatever #and it's been so cold. so so cold. i hate the cold #if i have to wake up and get out of bed and i start trembling and shivering i will be v upset the weather should accommodate my tastes imo #but i do get up before sunrise (booo) so i'm like really tired and miserable so it's probably not that bad but i'm a complainer #and complaining is good for u i promise. it's okay to curse the weather for wronging you and being upset that you have too much to do #back to the artwork i didn't know how to show brat(taming) visually but i wanted to do either hair-pulling of some type #like hair pulled neck exposed shirt unbuttoned sexy style w light smirking (<-will still do this btw just for something else) #but to get inspo i went to the first fic that popped up when i searched brat taming and they had someone grab someone's face #and tell them they were a very bad girl or whatever and i was like. hey light yagami is also a very bad girl so this works

[spiderin-space]

Yall really liked those wedding outfits huh

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl bishops #cotl leshy #cotl heket #cotl kallamar #cotl shamura #HOGH . finals are kicking my ass but I managed to get this done #last big piece until I finish this semester probably #fun fact I had to draw the juniper drink and fruit elixir from memory #cause the pictures are so tiny in game it’s hard to see #nyways they are ready for the Narilamb wedding :3

[becca-e-barnes]

Hi Becca! I would literally die for you blog. It’s my go to any time I need some good self care😉. You’re incredibly talented!

But I’ve had this idea bouncing around in my head. It boils down to just Bucky and cock warming. Like the reader is on him begging for more but he is just having way to much fun playing with their clit to start moving. Making them cum on him with out thrusting once.

Just an idea I thought you might like. I love you work, have a great day!!

I'm really glad you've been enjoying my stuff so much!! That's so sweet!💗 and I keep getting told I can get ✨filthier✨ so I'd love to mess with this is little bit

Because I love the thought of Bucky making you start off with a dildo that's just a little bit smaller in size than he is. Maybe one of those dildos with a suction cup on the bottom so it's stuck on a wooden chair.

"Good girl, take it all." He encourages, kneeling between your legs, watching your cunt greedily swallow the toy. It's a sight he doesn't often get to see and he's really not sure why he doesn't make a point of watching it more often.

You whine quietly, feeling the toy bottom out. Your ass makes contact with the cool, varnished wood beneath you and you can't help but roll your hips a little, enjoying the feeling of the tip rubbing against your velvety walls.

"If I wanted you to fuck yourself on that, I'd tell you to. Did I tell you to?" Bucky's voice has a sharp edge that almost knocks you out of your daze.

"N-no... But-" You begin, trying to justify your movement but he cuts you off.

"No. So don't. I want you to keep your cunt stuffed and take what I give you." He watches up at you as he presses your knees apart, keeping his eyes on your face until he can't bare it anymore.

You gasp quietly at the feeling of his hot breath on your exposed, slick sex and there's nothing you can do but whimper at the feeling of his tongue gently grazing your clit.

Fuck, it's good. It's not long before he's licking you like he's starving, lapping and sucking gently on your clit before forcing your legs wider apart to lick your arousal from the base of the toy.

"Bucky, please. Please let me move." You didn't mean to sound so pathetic but with each lick, you get closer and closer to an orgasm you won't be able to stop. An orgasm you've been warned you're not allowed to have.

You're almost surprised he takes pity on you, giving you permission to get off the toy. He removes it from the chair and sits down in it's place, offering his cock as a replacement.

You sit back down as you had earlier with your back to his chest but you can't help but feel amazed at how much better his dick feels. He's slightly bigger and while that's nice, nothing beats the way he throbs inside you and the hot, breathy groans against your ear at the feeling of your body taking all of him.

"Such a good girl." He smirks against your neck, littering your skin with kisses between his soft praises. You feel one of his hands on your chin, gently directing you to look to your right, over in the direction of the full length mirror.

The reflection you're looking at makes your walls flutter involuntarily because fuck, you really are stuffed full of his cock and he's making sure you're not able to fully enjoy it yet.

With one hand still holding your head in place, making sure you keep watching, Bucky's free hand trails down between your legs, flicking and rubbing your clit again.

"Oh f-fuck." You whine, watching Bucky's smirk widen. You can't sit still. You just can't. You want to grind your hips and take what you need and in that moment, his pleasure and all the instructions he's given you come second. You need to get off, consequences be damned.

"Don't even fucking think about it." He warns, delivering one harsh slap to your clit. It's not overly hard but it's enough to shock you. "You know you're not allowed to cum. I want to feel this pretty pussy dripping first. Don't worry though. Once you're wet and messy enough, I'll fuck you stupid on the carpet, right in front of the mirror. Want you to watch yourself cum so hard you forget your own name."

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #Bucky Barnes x reader smut #Bucky Barnes smut #I was so close to writing this with Steve instead of a toy #I had the first class of the year for my LLM last thursday besties #and my lecturer called me 'Rachel' at one point #I couldn't help but laugh #I was DREADING that class #who schedules a class from 10am to 4pm?? #that's hideous #But I went early and I got chatting to my lecturer #I'd never met her before and we were the only two in the room #so I was honest when she asked how I was feeling about the semester #cause I was ANXIOUS but she was lovely about it #and by the end of the class I'd made a few friends 🥺 #so my big panic on Wednesday night was all for nothing #will I learn anything from that?? Probably not. #I'll still be terrified the night before my next class for no reason

[cheruib]

tomorrow last exam this semester i have actual tears in my eyes

#this semester lasted FOREVER #the fact that my next one starts in almost 3 weeks too. like will i ever catch a break #probably not

[o0o0thorn0o0o]

I wish I could have but even a fraction of Orihime’s imagination… Couldn’t think of anything better than Ichigo being a secret agent, haha.

Wanted to post one final thing before my break, and I guess I wanted a soft sketch or something which then turned into a mini-comic of sorts. Speaking of break…:

It’s time for my (planned ^^;) annual month-long break. Feels so soon since my three-month…hiatus, but ah, what can I do?

I’ll still be here, like last year, but not as frequently and won’t be posting much of my own work if at all. Nothing digital, that’s for sure. Again, tryna take a break from my iPad for better habits and focus on other stuff rn. Maybe traditional sketches, but I said that last year, and how’d that turn out? Eheh…

#bleach #inoue orihime #kurosaki ichigo #arisawa tatsuki #ichihime #fanart #digital art #digital sketch #scheduled bleach reblogs’ll still be a thing #anyway wanna vent about physics rn #because my gosh #my brain is mush #had a test today #thought i was prepared #isn’t that always the case with this stupid class #because what the frick??? #a semester and a half in and i still don’t know how to prepare for these freaking questions >:[ #was really hoping for a better grade than last time but it’s probably gonna be worse #>>>>:(((( #am feeling pretty bitter rn #i hate this class so much #am soooo not looking forward to orgo 2 in the summer ;~; #lemme graduate alreadyyyyy #ahem…in other news… #ramadan mubarak ^^

[dyketennant]

i really want to write about campbell bain and how he makes his mental illness a part of his identity for this assignment, but it's a reflective essay specifically about a character we identify with due to shared aspects of our identity, and idk if im capable of getting into the time i was hospitalized with this professor. especially because i had to start off the semester telling them i missed class because i was crying profusely in the bathroom over my ex being there

#tota #takin over the asylum #campbell bain #do u think she'll put two and two together and realize said ex is why i was in the hospital #probably not. but it'd be a lil funny wouldn't it? #on the one hand it would be a really interesting paper to write. on the other hand. is that considered traumadumping onto a prof #the alternative is 1. jim from ofmd (nonbinary) whom i love but also. ofmd and i aren't talking rn 😐. or 14th doctor but thats complicated #also wanted to do crowley or maggie but i did my script assignment about good omens for this prof last semester #and i need to prove to her that i have other interests

[mishkakagehishka]

I need to stop drinking coffee probably

#''i have a bad feeling ab this person and i don't want to be in their company'' or is it that i just had coffee and am already on edge #bc of what i know of that person and i only feel nauseous bc i'm probably having a little anxiety attack #who knows. #for now i shall do my lil homework and send it to my bestie ^_^ bc she sent me hw all last semester and now it's my turn

[drewsaturday]

finally spoke up about not being able to get to campus if they decide to do an in-person graduation for that program i've been in and everyone was very understanding thankfully!!

i don't want to miss out but i am still pushing for how... it wouldn't be the end of the world if they did want to at least meet up in person and call me for 10 minutes js;ldjfk. bc i don't want to get in the way of other ppl missing out on that.

but it is nice that they're taking my limitations into consideration... like even when i suggested that, 1 of the ppl in charge was like "yeah but that won't be the same :(" so even if it doesn't work out it just makes me feel nice that they're trying.

#txt #speaking of graduation! i never emailed back the person that emailed us saying certificates/degrees/etc were #available for pickup on campus for last semester's work lmao #bc i was like 'cool guess i just wont get my certificate then' #i should maybe handle that like an adult even though it's probably too late at this point and i'd guess they trashed it js;ldfld

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

wouw i can draw someone other than the guy

#death note #near #nate river #light yagami #manga redraw #my art #probably the last ones for the night but who knows #this guy is fun to doodle #i like his smirk #really regretting skipping so much earlier this semester bc i don't want to go to class tomorrow but i can't really afford to :/ #we're getting back to the point of the semester where i want to drop out again #but actually i think that's just because it's the weekend i lose all emotional and mental stability on the weekend that's just how it is #anyway none of u could ever guess but i'm tired #but i have to do stressful things because the ppl i live with are purposefully doing things that trigger the ocd bc they think i'm faking #but uhhhh no sorry and now i have to do a bunch of necessarily intricate and painful things to fix it #i really need to get out of here tbh but i can't really leave until i'm graduated #so i suffer #anyway enjoy the doodles :]

[buffythevampirelover]

You know the poem you’re writing is good when you shed a little tear while proofreading 🤪

#I have been SO emotional this week and I assume it’s because of my period but like damn I haven’t cried like this in a while #also I haven’t been sleeping + I’m stressed about the last three weeks of the semester so that probably isn’t helping #anyways HAHA #writeblr #poets on tumblr #vent poetry #spilled poetry #moody #lgbtq #queer writers #poetry writing #proofreading #writer problems #text post #txt #dead poets society #spilled ink #relatable

[taibhsearachd]

So you know how some cats have to be kept out of the bathroom at all costs because they will shred the toilet paper at any opportunity?

That's Gil. Not in the bathroom, because frankly he is not tall enough to reach it. But I have pretty bad allergies, so sometimes when I'm out of tissues or whatever, I'll grab a roll of paper towels or toilet paper to blow my nose on.

Before the last year of my life, this was a fine thing to do. The roll of paper would remain unmolested except when I needed to blow my nose again.

Now, I have to remain eternally vigilant, lest the child realize that roll of paper exists within his reach. He will sneakily pick it up, move it just far enough away that I don't notice his shenanigans until it's too late, and then gleefully claw at it until there is nothing left but shreds that I will keep finding scraps of for weeks, no matter how hard I try to clean up.

Anyway, happy nearly first Gotcha Day to Gilgamesh, sweetest and most gremliny of princelings. Looking back on the dates... I only just realized that we acquired him on the Ides of March and maybe should have called him Caesar or Julius, because that's hilarious. Maybe that needs to be added to his litany of names belatedly? GILGAMESH CAESAR has a fucking ring to it, you know?

#gilgamesh #ides of march #dogs #pets #gil is just... I literally think this last year might have killed me if I didn't have him #losing ace was so abrupt and traumatic #(he was born the day after she died) #my last two semesters of college were horrible and dehumanizing #leading up to my probable covid infection #and the worsening of my pots #and having to drop out of school and just being so much sicker than I've been in years... #gil's been here for all but the first two months of that #and he's so charming and personable and intense #and I cannot cry in his presence without him forcibly interrupting me with kisses #and it helps #so much

[plumdale]

Me rn bc other than reading my favorite free-time activity is playing sims but I don’t have my gaming laptop with me. Is this the time I should start learning how to crochet bc I’ve always wanted to…..

#alsooo the semester started today !! had to take a bus to campus which was my first time ever riding the bus lol #I was soo confused and scared of taking the wrong one but I figured it out #got to campus and got lost for like half an hour bc it’s huge. the class I had today is probably gonna be my favorite one #bc the professor is young and super nice and flexible with grading n all that #anyway. I actually have a zoom class in 40 mins! #I’m taking two online classes because it’s just what worked best for my schedule and also I kinda had no option #bc when I was finally able to register all the classes I was rlly interested in were full…… lowkey still upset ab that #but let’s hope I can register for them next semester #LAST UPDATE I GOT THE JOB I WANTED! #genuinely hope you are all doing well!! <3 #let me know what’s going on w u guys I truly wanna know 😌 #nonsims #txt post

[lovergf]

prayer circle that i finish my final paper today

#honestly i’m so over it im probably gonna submit whatever i have no matter what #im so over it!!! i came so close to dropping out this semester and this is my last! thing!

[seknots-izumimir]

anyway hows it going bff

its!! going. i finished classes for the week. uhhh like yesterday a lil cat plushie my brother got me for my birthday came in finally. i remain an Eepy Guy........

howre u bestie

#i miss my game history class from last semester that shit was fun #i have a fun class or two this semester tho at least #you know i always thought uni would require so much more Paying Attention but by god do i just talk on discord and scroll reddit #in So Many Classes and STILL do good. how. magic probably. idk

[evablueblanket]

Daily Writing

so I'm doing a thing where I write daily and around the last week of December I compiled 31 one 1-5 word prompts and NOW ITS ALMOST DONE

For one, this is a testament to my self-proclaimed 'I can't commit to shit' and now I CAN HAHA IN YOUR FACE PAST ME

But the bad part is now I'm almost out lmao I don't really wanna take prompts from like, Febuwhump cause I just wanna do whatever the hell I want without a ton of constraits (atm cause idk if I'd be able to keep this up if I limited myself) (see: last summer where I tried to write daily and make it at least a word longer than the previous day) (It crashed and burned cause I was like "lmao no wdym you can't commit to shit LOSER)

anyways if people has a 1-5 word prompt they feel like sharing go ahead :D It can be put into dialogue, a concept, a setting, whatever you feel like

okie ty <3

#writing ideas #writing prompt #creative writing #guh #tbh I'm kinda proud of myself #this entire thing started from last semester #cause I took a creative writing class and we did daily journals #I had the option to take it this semester but chose not to #mostly cause I felt like projects were a smidge too rushed #also I'm not the most coherent writer #probably one of my bigger insecurities #so if I were to share any writing I'd probably get it proofed #a lot #but anyways I've been doing the writing thingies for a fair amount of time #ofc not proper writing #more imagining #but I super love creative writing as an art #and I'm all about the fine arts #idc if it's technically like english or something #WHATEVER #the arts are how we express our souls #or something like that #cough anyways I should be done rambling in the tags #I feel I adequently tagged this so people outside of who follow me could see this? #idk #oh well it's not a big deal lol