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#this is pure emotional torture
andthebeanstalk · 7 months
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Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife
#simon petrikov#original#at#the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse#and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby#I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but#devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option??#it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do??#I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession#I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years!#and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself#but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture#so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful#beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to.#betty grof#fionna and cake#golbetty#golb#*driven mad by a magical crown#you forgot your floaties#edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become#betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling#but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too#but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently?#it's a good story
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slutdge · 2 months
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Not to get deep here or anything but i really think i dont want to have a relationship with my sister anymore and ive been reflecting on that a lot. like sure she didnt abuse me or really do anything to directly traumatize me, but she voted against me having human rights because im queer, as well as voting for a party that wants to harm first nations people despite both of us being first nations i just.... i dont think i can forgive her for that. weve had laughs and good times together but i find myself unable to forgive her for her politics. i wouldn't tolerate bigotry from anyone else, i shouldnt tolerate it from someone just cause theyre family.
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socialc1imb · 1 year
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Ages ago when i first got into Chonny Jash (when i really only knew him from The Mind Electric covers he did bc i was animating to it) I saw a comment on that video that said something along the lines of “i think it’s really interesting how The Mind looks down upon The Heart for being so emotional when his own lines of the song are inherently filled with emotion” and i. I haven’t stopped thinking about that since.
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starryvomit · 4 days
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multicolour-ink · 28 days
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Dimentio has twin envy
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Dimentio is a lonely individual who has little understanding of a bond that's nothing but pure and innocent since from birth ❤💚
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cyberneticwhump · 1 year
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I just hit 1̾́0̔͆0̈́̓̈́ p̒͋a͛̾͋g͑̓̕e͋͆s̈́̚͝ in my exclusively whump story.
Literally 100 pages of pure torture. Extremely ruthless, excruciating torture, sprinkled with Stockholm Syndrome and full of begging and screaming. The utmost physical torment mixed with severe emotional trauma, with no breaks whatsoever.
But don't worry, I comfort my Whumpee just so I can break him even further ;)
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cannotfly · 2 months
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@soldwrecked's arthur donaldson sent: “  loving you is like having my heart just out in the world.  outside of my body walking around.  every time i see you hurting,  it kills me.  ”
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she was nearly sick at the blood pooling into her dress, yet practically begged art not to make her go back to the med wing and have her stitches sewn back into place. despite all the pain she was in, it wasn't anything worse than what she'd been through. johanna didn't --- and still doesn't --- want anyone to touch her body. not after the capital. not after the numbing, near-unconscious state she was in as they brought her into surgery. knuckles turned bright white as she gripped his hand throughout the procedure. the doctor's orders to stay the night in the wing was what she dreaded the most. she doesn't need to have an eye on her, she had art who'd barely left her side since he rescued her. how else was she supposed to stay safe? ( art was leaving for only a little while and he would come for her. )
head tucks against his shoulder, fingers intertwining with his to guide his arms to wrap around her. ❝ they just finished. i'm not hurting. they numbed me, remember? ❞ though, she's barely able to keep her eyelids open. a minor surgery wasn't all that weighed on her. the human brain can only try identifying what is a threat and what is not for so long without needing to rest. the doctors and nurses are quick to remind her that she's safe now. thirteen doesn't feel safe. ❝ i don't like this stupid thing. ❞ she gestures to the hospital gown they convinced her to wear since her other dress was in desperate need of a wash. ❝ i don't want anything that i do to kill you. i'm okay, art. i love you. you're right here. ❞ although, it isn't okay. johanna thought she wouldn't get hurt again. the way her body numbed over at the sight of him in the room still scares her. she knew what was going to happen.
❝ whatever they gave me to numb me . . . it numbed all of me. i can't really feel anything. ❞ she raises her head to look up at him. ❝ i could be dead for all i know. i'm not dead, am i? i just got you back, i don't want to die. ❞ a breathy chuckle, as if she were joking about something lighter. in her weak state, even that rattles her chest. ❝ are you okay? i'm sorry, i don't think i've even asked you since being here. ❞
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martianbugsbunny · 6 months
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Would kill or die to see an artistically-focused skate to Achilles Come Down
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abimee · 1 year
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wrote up a huge sappy post about tock and my time playing xiv so far and endwalker but then i fell asleep after eating bad fast food and now im embarassed to post all of that so just know i think endwalker was the greatest video game story ive ever played and hermes and meteion are going to stick in my head forever and tock is my most important oc. thats the basics
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#venat was cool i guess but hermes deserves more than her#i realize too i never do my insane ramblings over here. about hermes. about how i hate people humanizing meteion when her being nonhuman is#critical to hermes character and especially how hermes cares for animals being shoved to the wayside#instead so people can just focus on him being autistic or depressed and ignore that he cares deeply and intensely for#all animals. the wasps the maggots the birds the sharks the turtles the mollusks. how he is the one consumed with the love for what#other deems lesser or below them the animals other cry couldnt possibly exhibit emotions!#i saw a tweet yesterday of someone acting horrified or absolutely astonished that spiders can recognize themselves/other spiders#and make art and it made me lose my mind because why COULDNT spiders do this? why be so surprised? why act so horrified?#they are animals that exhibit understanding. many animals have been proven to show they can recognize themselves#and even then if an animal cannot why do we see them as lesser for it. why do we argue about if animals can feel pain or not#and think that nothing deserves to be tortured by purely existing#why do we kill bugs when they are simply looking for warmth and why do we attempt to justify the merciless othering of#animals based on their capacity for emotion and humanization. when all animals should be given the choice to be as they are#wasps deserve to live spiders and tarantulas and cockroaches and maggots and pigeons and seagulls#to kill them or taunt them or degrade them for how he made them is beyond cruel. consider#anyway. i think hermes would LOVE halloween hissing cockroaches
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BHAH CHAPTER 12 IT'S TIME TO CRY
just wanna say, from the bottom of my heart, buzzy and roman I would die for you thank you for my LIFE
NOT NANS COTTAGE. maximum emotional damage hours right off the bat
god the hill house vibes jamie get out before this place tries to eat u
"Thought for the longest time that I’d never get either of you back.” bruh
Jamie fixing up her old bike for Mikey's birthday at the O'Mara's house. specifically designed in a lab to make me cry
"put out of its misery with a thousand blows to the head with a shovel" is so gruesome I read it like 3 times until I remembered that Jamie actually did that in the middle of some serious grieving jesus
mike calling jamie dani and mikey 'the family' hold on a minute man hold on a minute
dani and mikey snoozing together HOLD ON A MINUTE MAN HOLD ON A MINUTE
god jamie is such a softie this whole chapter is just her trying not to cry with how much she loves people (and is loved in return)
oh boy the eddie jamie showdown
oof my poor son boy
holy fuck this whole confrontation is intense
"After all, why bring home a haunting, a gutter rat from the wrong side of the tracks, half feral and half broken, when the golden boy was right there." how dare u use the title against me like this
"I was mad for her from the start." “We were her best friends. If you fell for her, then how could I not?" hooooooly feelings
jamie saying all this to eddie and not dani. lmao. lol. rofl, even.
grocery shopping together............. intimacy...........
"What if I want more?" Dani being able to ask that now is so important to me that's my baby she's doin so good!!!!!! letting herself love people!!!!!
dfgkjhfkjghfkjh Jackie my beloved
"Jamie made an explicit gesture with her hands" screaming this whole interaction is so fucking funnyyyyyy. in the GROCERY STORE. fucking commedians the both of u
Dani Clayton picking a car by colour and nothing else she's so relateable
horny in a car dealership lot so true! i mean jamie with these practical car skills is v hunky u are so right dani
DANI HAS HER OWN CAR AGAIN. FREEDOM HAS NEVER BEEN SO SEXY
they're so domestic ugh (affectionate)
"I WANT YOU TO WATCH" FKSDJFKJDFH YEEHAW
“I think it would’ve been nice learning with you.” is so soft excuse me while I get emosh in the middle of this sex scene
every day this fic gives me my horny rights *pray hands emoji*
fgkjdfhgkjhdfkjh Judy telling them to take some alone time she said go work out that sexual frustration u horny lesbians
“Just because I didn’t realise it, doesn’t mean I didn’t have romantic feelings.” awww
dangerous dani clayton!!!! she needs to focus on the road!!!!!
"“Jesus fucking Christ,” Jamie said." SAME GIRL
lmao holy shit I love these idiots
nan..... jamie..... ouch
mikey meeting Dani's dad........ gotta go sob for 45mins hang on
Jamie growing Nan's favourite flowers just for her...... the amount of Nan that's in Jamie makes my heart cry
this fic is so like, full of love and really sweet moments but I love that you infuse these little moments of horror imagery in a 'life can be good but we carry around so many ghosts of troubled pasts in us' kinda way. good soup
“You be good. I love you.” i am crying.
sdfjdhfgjdghfjg how is jamie in shock don't tell me u didn't already know u enormous idiot.
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I LOVE THE WAY WOMEN LOVE
pls they're so fucking cuuuute
not 'with every piece of me left' ow my heart
i can't believe what them telling each other i love you is doing to me. the power of live laugh lesbians
oh my god Judy i love u
dfjkgdfkjghdfkj Dani dressed for maximum Jamie short-circuiting is my favourite nuclear weapon
Dani "smiling at her as if trying to hold it back" top 10 anime victories
Dani finally getting her horny art room fantasies sfkjghfkjghfkjg oh boy
“You could have brought me here.” I AM LOOKING AWAY THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME. bold dani you will be the death of both of us
“I want to fuck you at home.” wholesome <3
whew I too need a cigarette rn Jackie
ooOOOOooooOo Eddie's got a girlfriend
oof poor eddie and dani though I hope they can be friends again one day they deserve it
jamie in full simp mode is so fun good for u babe
God these necklaces I'm obsessed with Dani wearing hers actually. and these two getting to go out together n be gay n in love in public!!!
jamie oh my god???!? horny rights
i am shaking like a chihuahua
“Surprise," sdfkjghdfkjghiudfhgiuerhgkjdhkjfg
"Jamie: suffering" FUCKIN SAME BRO
aww everyone singing happy birthday to the best girl!!! deserved!!! just as deserved as I'm sure the rest of this night is going to go lmao
DFGKJDFKHG ROBIN. doesn't miss a beat huh?? also i hear she's single can I get her number
jesus christ dani clayton I'm about to drive off the road and I'm not even behind a wheel
Jamie Taylor u are a stronger woman than I will ever be
“You wanna make out for a bit?” pls they're so cute
dfkgjkjdfkh princess. iconic
the "nice" that just left my mouth at Dani in lingerie who are u making me become
“I’ll be whatever the fuck you want me to be, love.” so true! me *handshake emoji* jamie
losing my got dang mind
i love that these two are so comfortable with each other it's so so so lovely to see after all the yearning bruh look at them go
“At my mercy.” i feel drunk. i need to go build a hammock
a thousand points to jamie taylor for being strapped and ready for anything and Dani for being outrageously bold and horny this whole scene was so iconic
oof Karen Clayton
Mikey seventeen the dancing queen? they grow up so fast
oof Dani bby getting into it with her. god she's so poisonous
NOT THE LETTERS
Jamie just patiently loving her while she works her way through this oh love
oh my god the box
dfgkjhdkjhgkjfh the mixtape. heart on your sleeve softie jamie taylor
wait was dani wearing Jamie's half dollar necklace earlier??? cute bastards
“They’ve always been yours.” JUST LIKE DANI'S HEART OH I AM SHATTERED
“You kept me here, remember?” This is like The Notebook level romance but better bc lesbians
and now I'm crying bc they get their happy ending. so much heartache but they still found their way back to each other
"My sweet Jamie" 😭😭😭😭
they just love each other so much how am I supposed to cope????????????
they way they've created this little family full of so much love after coming from broken homes and rough pasts makes me ache so much
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sdfkjdfhkg god Jamie is such a tease lmao. have fun girls!
THESE PHOTOS!?!??! OH MY GOD
good for themmmmmm
loving the vast array of fucking we get in this chapter!!!! giving the people what they want (Jamie's |redacted| in Dani's--I am forcefully removed from the premises)
this is not the point but oh my god Jamie building Dani a bookshelf....... romance
Jamie providing Mikey with such a nurturing and stable environment that he excelled academically like this.... my boy..... my beloved Jamie. aaaaahhhhhhhhh.
also SO fond of Jamie Carson shenanigans more more more.
god but Jamie's so scared to let go of her not so baby brother. bigger AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
crying again bc I'm so close to the end and this fic is almost over :(
both of em having to talk to their boys dfkjhgkfj godspeed
genuinely not doing well Jamie and Mikey's relationship is so special and I'm so glad they found each other and they have each other and I can't cope!!! with all these emotions!!!!
EVERYONE COMING TOETHER TO EAT. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. THIS WONDERFUL WEIRD LITTLE FAMILY.
the kids all still fighting like they're teenagers though dgkjdfhkjhdg iconic
the simple intimacy of doing the dishes together....
ANOTHER MIXTAPE??? GIMME THE LINK. also that's cute as fuck love is stored in the carefully curated playlists
Jamie is her home..........
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BITCH HOW AM I MEANT TO SAY GOODBYE TO THIS FIC. Ok I'm gonna go cry to Jamie's Mixtape (1993)
"if I loved you less I might be able to talk about it more" - me about this fic (however many words of silly waffling this post is doesn't count!!! I'm hiding the real feelings behind humour!!!!). but actually really sincerely genuinely buzzy and roman thank you so much for sharing this fic with us all and making us yearn and laugh and cry and fall in love with them all over again. unmatched.
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f2y · 7 months
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Had a dream about space dandy being my boyfriend so in other words my life will never be the same
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itspileofgoodthings · 2 years
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I only half believe this because I truly believe that doing the right thing can be synonymous with doing the hardest and most painful thing but also——
good solid and true moral wisdom doesn’t hurt you past the point of ever healing or being able to function. if someone is recommending a course of action to you and it‘s tearing you apart to contemplate it or to follow it there’s probably something wrong with that advice.
#or let me put it this way. God’s wounds are pure wounds. they’re clean#they take courage to embrace and to face and they absolutely do hurt!!!!!!!!!!!#but they don’t fester and they don’t torture and they don’t unsettle#so if you’re trying to follow moral advice that does any of those things …… it probably ain’t if fam#there’s a lot of nuance to be added here re: developing your own conscience and doing a certain amount of strength training and refining#in your own emotional life#but like. yeah.#it was really important to me for a while —that concept of doing the hard thing can break your heart#and it still is!!!! but actually there is a martyr-ish blindness that thinks the path of virtue is paved with thorns#that unrelentingly tear you to pieces and it’s like ………….#1) grow up#2) the path IS thorny and narrow#the cross is real!!!!!!!!!!!#the cross also brings peace.#not as the world gives sure!#but !! it !!!!!! is !!!!!!!!!! peace !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it is not torture#if you are constantly tormented by trying to live a certain way that is your body/soul trying to tell you something is wrong#your comfort is not the ultimate test of whether or not something is the right moral course of action!!!#but it is PART of discerning it#you need to calm down!!!!!!!!! smell some roses!!!!!!!!!! and take the most common sense advice you can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you're stuck in a toxically morally evil situation then yeah. it will take a knife to set you free#but it will not continue to needle you forever! there will be peace even in the sharpest wound of it#there's either emotional self-indulgence where the pain is something you're holding ONTO or the situation causing it is bad!!!#anyway i feel i still need to distinguish between the kinds of suffering but i'm talking about the panicky never-ending festering kind#we ARE actually pretty good at figuring out if we're at peace underneath a wound. or at least we can if we investigate#me: i can't explain! no time for nuance! also me: tries to add nuance in the tags#no idea where this came from but here you go
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kindafooey · 2 years
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Gosh, do you know the absolutely fucking ecstatic feeling when you feel like you recognize something and then it's confirmed to be just that, like
I finished playing Omori last night (that's what I was doing when the queen kicked it) and now I'm trying to cope by listening to the OST. Earlier on in my playthrough I paused during the Pluto fight for like 30 mins just so I could lie on the floor listening to the absolutely beautiful battle music, which was giving me intense Umineko vibes. Well, I just reached the track in question on the playlist and found out it's titled "GOLDENVENGEANCE". So I was like. HMMMM. And I didn't have to scroll that far down into the comment section to find out that the composer is in fact a huge Umineko fan and the track was a direct reference. So. AAAAAAAAA everything makes sense now I'm so happy
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starryvomit · 5 days
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whitesuited · 11 months
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no but really. sharon will always support killing your abusers. if you come to her for advice on the matter she will enable you. if you're coming to her for help, she will help you. if you're coming to her for help burying a body don't worry she knows a place and she'll bring her own shovel.
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t4tails · 2 years
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psyching myself up to read an email from my teacher
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