#this is sad actually

[shuichi-iguchi-enjoyer]

just realized the dragon sticker ive had on my laptop for years has… a familar look

#everything reminds me of him #i should call him type post #all it takes is for something to be green and purple honestly #but like come on the purple scales look like his hair ajjosndldjd #im down atrocious #this is sad actually

[offscreen-gloomverse-probably]

Harold: Can you keep a secret?

Seaweed: Do you know anything about my life?

Harold: No, I don't. Good point

#harold gloom #seaweed #gloomverse #incorrect gloomverse quotes #incorrect quotes #this is sad actually

[disc80s]

#is being predisposed to having depression/general feeling of sadness through your whole life an actual thing? #or do I just have undiagnosed high functioning depression #txt

[biusxstuff]

Has this been done yet?

#loki #lokius #mobius #slyvie #avatar the last airbender #meme #mine #it is actually fitting for the last scene lmao #avatar #gosh i am still so sad #loki series

[shisurus]

this panel from the world guide of falin being surrounded by other girls while laios is all alone kills me because. that's it. that's the key difference in their journeys.

as laios states himself, he left the village in order to create a home for him and falin elsewhere. a home that won't collapse due to others' hatred and fears like their old home did, a home where they are loved and accepted unconditionally. but as he soon found out, even before earning money, or having walls surrounding him and a roof above his head- what he so earnestly desired was to meet other people who will accept him for who he is as well. instead, he kept being tormented by those around him, shunned and sneered at. his loneliness quickly became all-consuming until he truly had nothing left except for the monsters in the pages of his book, but even that became a target of mockery and destroyed. that's why ever since the day he left the village, he never felt that he truly made the right choice. so he kept running away: unable to resist and unable to accpet.

and an ocean away from him there was his sister, who never managed to fully fit in herself. but unlike him, she met a person who became a home to her and learned what a true friendship was for the first time in her life. and laios clearly realizes that too when he finally sees falin and marcille together, he can tell his sister obtained the greatest treasure there is on her own- the exact thing he never managed to find anywhere himself, thus coming back empty-handed to the sister he left the village for.

but when you read this part of the manga, laios's focus is on falin's loneliness, not his own. he talks about how it hurts thinking about all those moments she had to spend alone because he wasn't there for her, so it almost sounds like he's the one who couldn't bear her suffering and therefore decided to not let her go again. but we do get a glimpse of their first meeting after that almost-decade long separation in the manga, and then we see more of that in the world guide and daydream hour- and it becomes abundantly clear that it was falin who was trying to protect and save him from this pit of loneliness and depression he was in.

so instead of just doing his best to atone for leaving her behind in the village and making sure she is never lonely again, it might also be that laios was desperately clinging to the one person in the world he felt that accepted and loved him unconditionally. those words he used to describe his motivation to stay by falin's side are the exact words she would've used as well; she couldn't bear leaving him behind in this state. in a sense, they were each other's shackles.

but then she did. she died for him and their friends, and ironically enough, it was by leaving him alone like this that he was finally able to stand on his own and put his full trust in others. to have the courage to reveal who he is and give others the opportunity to accept him after such a long time of hiding. it was a long journey, but his hiding finally came to an end when he faced the others after shedding his monster form. and i love that the person who was falin's "home" all those years away from laios, marcille, became just as meaningful to him during their time separated from falin- the first one to find him and show him that he isn't alone anymore. just as he did for her.

so at the end of the story when falin talks about all the places she would like to go, it's not just that she wants to pursue her own dreams- but that she actually feels free to do so and go anywhere she desires. and one of the main reasons for that is that her brother finally found new people he wants to be with; his own home.

#im listening to fmab sad soundtrack while writing this im gonna die actually #dungeon meshi #laios touden #falin touden

[uncanny-tranny]

Learning to internalize the message above, but art is in all of our bones. If you feel afraid to create art because it won't be "good enough," it's worth it to explore why you feel that fear. Creating art is one of the basic impulses of people, and if you want to create art, then you absolutely must.

#art #positivity #described images #image description in alt #i'm like 80% sure that's a lynx but i've never seen one irl #i'm going to weld this meme into my brain as i start crochet #maybe i have seen a lynx at the zoo actually. but that's beside the point and i haven't been to a zoo in years (sad!) #the zoos in my state are actually from what i understand VERY high-end and VERY good with their animals #which definitely makes me more willing to support them <3 #i have been informed this is not a lynx btw #IN MY DEFENSE they look similar #thank GD tumblr unlike twitter lets you edit alt text. staff was real af for that (rare compliment i have for staff)

[oriocookie]

obsessed with the way my robotics team lead talks

she’s reinventing hieroglyphics

#she rules actually i’m so sad she’s graduating

[saduboiss]

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd feels #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing quotes #bpd fp #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #depressiv #sad writing #sad words #sad sad sad #sad poetry #i'm sad #sad thoughts #sad poem #sad but true #sadnees #mentally fucked #mentally insane #mentally unstable #actually mentally ill

[fancyfeasti]

"I guess you have changed."

-Husk, Hazbin Hotel Ep. 8

#Is anyone okay after that finale?? #hazbin hotel #huskerdust #angel dust #husk #i'm still processing all the new info they just threw at us #Sir pentious is in heaven?!?!?!?!!? #lilith???? #i'm so sad its over but holy shit that was so good #anyways enjoy some soft huskerdust while you process #actually sobbing #charlie morningstar #vaggie #sir pentious #lucifer #lilith #nifty

[monhiio]

Bingge you loser... you absolute BAFOON

#he makes me sad actually #scum villian self saving system #scum villain #svsss #bingge #luo binghe #what is this a non feng xin post??? GET THIS OFF MY FEED

[sophieeee0105]

I kinda wish the red names deaths had actual death messages cuz it would’ve been kinda hilarious that both mumbo and Jimmy died to “Etho’s dishwasher” (the name of the warden) and I feel like everyone would’ve had so much fun looking at that death messages

#Secret life #secret life smp #secret life spoilers #trafficblr #ethoslab #solidaritygaming #mumbo jumbo #im actually so sad #tbh Lizzies one would’ve been so ominous as she fell out of the world #Just imagine “mumbo was slain by Ethos dishwasher” #Actually would’ve Jimmy’s said it cuz he got zapped?

[incognito-melancholia]

#thoughts #words #poets on tumblr #dark acadamia aesthetic #sad aesthetic #melancholia #sad poetry #feelings #sad thoughts #sad poem #liminal #bpd #actually bpd #bipolor

[vastpotato]

Love that tma is so traumatic constantly that we all gloss over the fact that Jon was kidnapped and forcibly moisturized while tied to a chair for a month.

Every time I think too hard about it it actually freaks me out. And Jon never talks about it again which also freaks me out

#the fics of his time there always make me so sad #did the circus even actually feed/water him #I do not want a creepy clown moisturizing me thank you #did they even understand that he gotta pee??? #someone make me stop thinking about it #it’s making me so sad and distraught for Jon #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus institute #magnuspod #jonathan sims #the archivist #Jon sims #the circus #the circus of the other #the stranger

[chloesimaginationthings]

Will Abby ever meet Elizabeth 👀

I’ve technically drawn that once before! In newer comics? We’ll see,,

#ask reply #I really do want to draw Elizabeth again #though I will warn the comics will probably be sad BAHA #Abby may meet her but just in a different way than yall think #THOUGH im also not above having a lil fun and just having actual Elizabeth meet Abby #it would be cute!

[to0needy]

not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling

#borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #tw ptsd #actually ptsd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #tw sui vent #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #sad thoughts

[etherealspacejelly]

underrated stim: mouthing along to the words of a song as if you are having an argument with someone. works very well with i will survive, for example

you gotta get into character with the facial expressions and hand gestures. my bedroom wall is sick of me. anyway.

#autism #actually autistic #actually audhd #audhd #actually adhd #adhd #SO NOW YOU'RE BACK #FROM OUTER SPACE #I JUST WALKED IN TO FIND YOU HERE WITH THAT SAD LOOK UPON YOUR FACE