#this is so depressing lmao

[troubldteenz]

I should draw my oc more often

#art #oc #that feeling like your just drifting #like it feels like you’re just nothing and everything at the same time #this is so depressing lmao #anyway

[dilfbuck]

eddie diaz + text posts

#911 #911edit #911 abc #eddie diaz #eddiediazedit #911 text posts #userknight #usercam #usernolan #.gfx #gif warning #hes so me coded i fear. i just gathered posts i feel deep in my own soul #half of these r from my own about tag LMAO #unfortunately eddie diaz is representation for grouchy gays with depression and anxiety a little too well #now my buck set has a boyfriend <3 love wins

[revenantghost]

This damn thing is way out of print and often goes for $200 second-hand for a 100-page artbook, but! To keep you from having to flip through incomplete uploads on hentai sites, and to save you from minuscule and questionably seeded torrents for files you might not know how to open, you should absolutely NOT check out this Google Drive I made of some ridiculously high-quality .png scans of the '98 Trigun artbook. Absolutely don't spread it around to anyone interested and keep it from getting lost ever again.

#Trigun #Trigun 98 #Nightow #Yasuhiro Nightow #Because there are some BANGER illustrations by him #This took too much time while my insomnia began creeping up on me lmao #But leave me a tip if you'd like but more than anything I want to preserve this stuff #I'm gonna try and keep this up for as long as I can #But take it and save it and spread it #Enjoy it!!!!!!! #The depression is kicking my ass and I wanted to be and do something productive #So now you all get to benefit lol #Anyway #Someday I want to own it because I love books #But who knows #So I get to hoard the files now

[bladesmitten]

list of wyll feedback/bugs

epilogue:

no hugs and kisses in the epilogue

wyll doesn't have specific lines for other companions being romanced in multiplayer (ie, when shadowheart is romanced by lae'zel origin, she has specific lines for that. wyll doesn't, except for a romanced illithid tav/origin.)

in blade of frontiers wyll ending, romanced tav/durge can go with wyll to avernus and hunt down mizora, but in the epilogue, wyll makes no mention of their adventures in avernus (my character is dressed in avernus armour but wyll isn't)

ulder and mizora don't have letters addressing wyll

in ulder's letter to the player, he makes no mention of a potential engagement/marriage with wyll

romance:

only one romance greeting, and only triggered in act 3. often bugged

no kiss greetings before/after

ulder and mizora have no reaction to a potential engagement/break up with wyll

there's no introduction to ulder and mizora as wyll's lover/partner

wyll's kisses and dialogue in the morphic pool area aren't repeatable

bugged act 3 romance scene for tall/dragonborn models

act 3 romance scene triggers upon talking to him in camp and doesn't start after long resting - unlike other companions and literally every other romance scene. the scene ends in camp again which is really awkward

general:

wyll's major choice re: his pact and his father in act 3 is something the player makes for him - unlike other companions whose choice hinges on a skill check or previous actions in the game

origin wyll's nightmare on the first long rest is only narrated, whereas a different origin has a fully animated nightmare sequence

wyll/lae'zel flirt banter was removed without adding a potential replacement for it - hence taking out more content for the companion who already has it the least

a lot of wyll's dialogue in early access still fit current wyll's character so there's no reason to not include those, or rework them at the very least to make up for the large disparity in content (this one's my personal opinion only, though i have no doubt some of you feel the same way)

here are just some of the feedbacks/bugs that wyll has if you wanna send feedback to larian. feel free to rb and/or add your own to the list

#.txt #bg3 #wyll ravengard #bg3 spoilers #this list is so depressing lmao #sorry idk if i worded some of these well - english is hard #baldur's gate 3 #wyll #*

[oceanwithouthermoon]

sometimes i think about how nendo, kaido, saiki, (and sometimes kuboyasu but usually only when associated with them) are canonically the losers of PK and people actively dislike them, talk bad about them, make rumors about them, etc.

#which is crazy because theyre known to be besties with teruhashi and hairo #literally like. the most popular people at school ? #which like. i also get that this is even part of the reason saiki is disliked #but people dislike and even straught up bully him even before he and teru are known to be friends #but nobody ever thinks 'hey maybe theyre chill!' since the most loved people in school love them? #im so sorry saiki lmao #idk i just feel like people dont talk enough about the fact that even though he tries his fucking best to be so average and unnoticed- #he still gets fucking BULLIED ? like that is so depressing lol #anime onlys dont get to see it as much</3 #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #kaido shun #nendo riki #meows post

[yardsards]

when taz amnesty first came out, everyone interpreted indrid as a 2010s style tumblr sexyman. when in reality he was a 2020s style tumblr soggyman ahead of his time

#eliot posts #taz #the adventure zone #taz amnesty #indrid cold #he's a scrawny guy who looks simultaneously old as fuck and babyfaced #who lives in a shitty trailer full of garbage and old eggnog #everyone was like ohhh he's so mysterious and aloof. nah he's just autistic and depressed lmao

[ethmaron]

this is a bit old now but i guess i never posted it. from that one au . you know the one

#digital art #dc comics #dc #dick grayson #damian wayne #tim drake #jason todd #it was pre depressive sprial #lmao #the sketch is actually probably like a year old which is why it looks so funny

[ink--theory]

last night’s salmon run grind summarized in one quick drawing

#splatoon 3 #y'all salmon run was so depressing last night LMAO #some friends wanted to join in and I didn't wanna seem rude so I said sure #they're still baby and they were so clueless so it was just lost after lost fkldjf #ended up ranking down back to pro +1 #I was able to get it back to +3 solo before new rotation but MAN WAS IT ROUGH

[daniel-bruehl]

'I'm not seeking penance for what I've done, Father. I'm asking forgiveness... for what I am about to do.'

@djarin requested 🍂 MATT MURDOCK portrayed by Charlie Cox in DAREDEVIL (2015 - 2018)

#marveledit #matt murdock #charlie cox #daredevil #mattmurdockedit #charliecoxedit #daredeviledit #menedit #the coloring turned out so depressing in most of these plus the noise.. there's a reason i dreaded making this set for months lmao #userlindir #tusershay #userlolo #usersawah #usercroft #useraurore #usercy #userelysia #usersameera #userangel #creationtag

[bubba-draws]

A sea of void.

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#Being listening to Wozwald by Nilifruits and the music video inspired me for this #just a heads up the actual song is like uh. very depressing lmao #so dont watch/listen if ur not in the correct headspace #hollow knight #the hollow knight #hollow hk #pure vessel #gif

[michaeljoncarter]

one of the most frustrating things about current dc & what's slowly starting to make me lose interest altogether is this like… bizarre nuclear family-ization of everything & everyone

a lot of the appeal of superhero "families" came from them not fitting into the norm of what a family is "supposed" to look like. the dynamics between every single person were very unique and very few if any of their relationships really fit into any traditional family roles (because that's kinda the entire point of found families/families of choice)

but now, it's like them not resembling a conventional family unit is seen as a bad thing that needs to be "fixed," and everybody's histories & relationships are being deliberately watered down and pruned of any and all complexity so they can be easily slotted into conventional family roles

idk i just think "he's like a brother to me because of how much he's come to mean to me after everything we've been through" is a whole lot more compelling & meaningful than "we've spoken all of like 2 words to each other for as long as we've known each other, and there has been 0 development of our actual relationship, but the group we're both a part of adheres to a traditional family structure, so he is, by definition, my brother."

#sorry i'm doing like nothing but complain lately lmao but switching back and forth between old & new supercomics #is genuinely depressing #it's all just so bland #idk it's just like saying someone is 'like' family doesn't mean less than just saying someone 'is' family #in fact it 99.9% of the time it means more imo #but everybody seems to think they're making some sort of Statement by cutting out the choice aspect of it #it's just.... really annoying #if i wanted this energy i'd watch an 80s sitcom

[cat-mentality]

Sad QSMP headcannons that have like half a toenail in canon.

The French version:

Baghera cries very silently, like someone who is used to having to keep quiet.

She also has a very high pain tolerance and she didn't understand why until recently.

When Pomme disappeared Baghera was terrified that the Federation had something to do with that, terrified that her little girl would be at the hands of the people who made her and hurt her so badly.

As much as she wants to hate the Federation for having hurt her, at the same time she can't and that makes everything so much worse.

Baghera doesn't have wings. But she does have two scars on her back where no feathers have ever grown.

Antoine was not prepared to actually get attached to any of the French, or even to Pomme. He knows he is in too deep, has too much to lose if he cuts ties with the Federation, and yet it twists something inside of him when he thinks about their possible reactions, especially Etoiles. For the first time in a very long existence he understands what friendship is, knows what it feels like instead of just watching others experience it, and is very aware that he will lose it all.

That is why Antoine was so pissed off at Osito for being careless with the picture, the earlier they discover about his true past, the earlier he will lose them.

If the Federation truly had Pomme he would have burned it all down himself just to bring her back.

The first time Cucurucho saw Antoine angry was after the torture session nearly killed Pierre for good. No one knows who was more shocked by his display, Cucurucho or Antoine himself.

Pierre continues to trouble sleeping and constant nightmares when he does, he can't remember the last time he managed to truly rest without waking up in a cold sweat or screaming, he is always on the verge of passing out and even when he does crash he still has nightmares.

He refuses to acknowledge it or even talk about it, hides his exhaustion with everything he has, pushes people away just to make sure they wouldn't realize there is something wrong, too afraid they will see a weakness to be exploited.

Pierre hates being alone as much as he craves it- He likes being by himself working on his machines and keeping his secrets close to his chest, but at the same time when he is alone is when the dark thoughts take over

He will, on occasion, not exactly seek to get himself hurt but not exactly avoid it either- If he can feel pain it means that there is something human in him doesn't it?

But Pierre hates dying and he will avoid and lash out when put into such a situation. He fears what will wake up, if it will still be him.

Sometimes Kameto look at the rest of the Islanders and he wonders what his own life could have been, what sort of bonds he could have forged with people, if the Federation didn't come for him first.

Etoiles does not know what his worth is if not as a warrior.

He is not smart like the others, he doesn't build pretty buildings or incredible machines, he doesn't know how to do anything but fight. And if he can't fight, if he can't protect the people he cares about, then why is he still around?

War is everything Etoiles really knows. By the time he reached his late teens and was released from the battlefield he had seen more combat than some people in their old age, everything he knew how to do was to fight, he had nowhere to go, knew no one, had nothing.

He was never able to settle down for too long or even to truly build himself a home, Etoiles knew so very little about the world that he just decided he would explore it. Some people in the army talked about things they missed, things they thought worth fighting for, and Etoiles wanted to understand that feeling of fighting for anything but his own survival.

To this day he still feel more comfortable fighting than he ever does doing anything else.

None of them ever had families.

The concept of family was something Antoine learned by watching other species and for a very long time it was not something he truly understood or could relate. It was only after the plane crash and Pomme that it hit him that maybe he can understand this thing now.

Baghera always thought she was just an orphan with amnesia. She had very little memories of her young years and none of them involved other people, just her and a room, so for a long time she believed she was alone in the world. Even now she struggles with that emptiness, especially now that she knows that the Federation may be the closest thing to family that she will ever have.

Etoiles had parents once. He knows he did, but he cannot remember their faces or even their voices most of the time. He was still just a small child when they came for him and sent him to war.

Pierre was always alone. He had parents but they could as well be ghosts haunting their home, he hardly could see glimpses of them from time to time, all he ever truly had were his machines.

#enough happiness it's sad bitch o'clock #im just here to bring the mood down and peace out #qsmp #qsmp headcanons #qsmp baghera #qsmp etoiles #qsmp antoine #qsmp aypierre #i hate all of those people and their fucking depressing lores #i hope they get hugs and hot cocoa #im just dumping my thoughts out because i need to focus on other things #i may do one of those for the others but idk yet #i have like 50 hc for one character and like 0 for others lmao #and i feel genuinely bad for not including everyone #so fuck me i guess

[zorosdimples]

yuuji thaws the ice that cocoons your weary soul.

work is unbearable; family is draining; relationships are fleeting; life is hard. it’s natural to get caught up in the “fuck it—who cares?” mindset. complacency is a safe, easy haven to reside in amidst a burning world. but it’s cold in there, all alone.

(let me show you a thing or two, he says with a smile so devastating you wish the earth would crack open and swallow you whole.

i don’t deserve it, you breathe—it’s second nature.

he cups your face with sun-warmed hands. who lied to you?)

there’s a spark in his honeyed eyes that makes every moment with him feel like a deep breath of salt-air; it’s reinvigorating. he may have scars that mar his face and body and heart, but he takes you by the hand, leading you confidently to a life worth living.

his optimism is infectious, as is his conviction—despite his wounds—that humanity is good. and you believe him. how else would he exist? for winter there is summer; for ice there is fire; for moonlight there is sunshine.

and for you? there’s yuuji.

#this is so fucking cringe i’m just in a MOOD #this is very. sigh. depression coded but in the most cheesy way possible lmao #anyway he makes me feel lighter n brighter n happier or whatever #yuuji <3 #yuuji x reader

[softpine]

she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩

#we're so back baby #i think i'm finallyyyy through the worst of this awful depression i've been in for the past like. month and a half #i mean i woke up this morning and thought ''the sun is so beautiful'' so i think i'm good for now fjksjds #which is great because there's some heavy stuff coming up that i just couldn't handle in that mental state #so i'm hoping i'll be able to move things along a little quicker #but also i might be getting a job in retail against my better judgement so who knows #i've never actually worked in retail... i've done food service and i was a cashier at a pop up shop but nothing like an actual store #but i seriously can't find a job with my degree nor can i even find a desk job. so i'm. man. it's rough out here #i might have to move. but with what money?? lmao the eternal dilemma #SORRY this is a whole diary entry #i hope you guys are well 💖

[minty364]

DPXDC Prompt #70

Danny and Damian are twins and they are unfortunately forced to fight each other for title of heir at the age of 5. Danny dies after losing and Talia desperately throws him into the lazurus pits. He doesn’t come back out.

5 years later they throw a one Jason Todd into the pit and he also doesn’t come back. But Danny does now 10 years old but he has white hair and glowing green eyes. Oh wait it’s back to normal black hair and blue eyes now. Talia is majorly confused and she grabs both of her sons to take them to live with their Father and gives Damian the order to protect Danny from harm.

Jason wakes up in front of two kids one wearing a red cap and the other was goth as fuck. What the hell happened and how was he here?

I was basically wondering what would happen if Jason and Danny where thrown into the pits and turned on the portal at the same time and what if they swapped places.

#dp x dc prompt #dp x dc #dc x dp #danny fenton #danny phantom #danny and damian are twins #poor danny #writing prompt #Danny and Jason swap places #I kind of figured Danny wouldn’t be spared if he was just some random kid so hence twin au #The was I’ll handle character death is #is it described at all? If it goes into great detail than yes but if it’s just casually brought up by Danny then no #I’ve had a bad depression spiral lately and I know I need to look for a new job but I’m also so fucking tired of life you know? #My mental health is really bad rn lmao

[cyberstudious]

wednesday, march 6th, 2024 ☀️

it feels like spring is here already and the warmer days make me so happy. as much as I like the cozy vibes, I was not built to be cold lol. this week has been really good so far and I feel like the future is bright. nothing like spring to bring out the optimist in me :')

today's self-care & productivity

had the most focused workday that I've had in what feels like forever

saw So Many birds on my lunchtime walk (and also these flowers!)

studied for ~2 hours and made some progress in the final challenge

ate fruit & veggies :)

#studyblr #studyspo #study inspo #study inspiration #studying #op #I have been in such a good mood this week! it feels so nice #I think I don't have seasonal depression and then spring arrives and it's like getting hit in the face with joy lmao