#this is so embarrassing but i’m gonna post it anyway ok thank yew

[lezlieshay]

i’m desperately trying to rediscover myself but finding a balance in my escapism and reality is so tough

#i even revamped my pinterest to try making moodboards that reflect an identity that i’m not even sure exists !!! #so if anyone wants to be mutuals drop ya link!!! #ps i will probably end up clogging the dash bc i have a lot to catch up on #pss i love all of you and my ask box/ims are always open if you need someone to lean on 💕 #i’m trying to be more responsive and actually communicate with people #instead of freezing at the first interaction so! #this is getting long and probably makes zero sense #i’ve been also been rewatching teen wolf so i think that’s very reflective of my recent deliriously elevated mood??????? #am i lonely or manic? #i really need to seek out a therapist and stop relying on the internet and tik tok #this is so embarrassing but i’m gonna post it anyway ok thank yew