#this is the closest to a face reveal you get

[caraetdeul]

They Can't Take What's Ours

idol!Yoon Jeonghan x reader

Sometimes, we just need to be reassured in order to survive.

TW: online bullying

a/n: I tried to write for Jeonghan but I don't know if I gave his character justice. But either way, I had fun writing this, especially since I want to make a tribute to Taylor Swift and her newly released album, The Tortured Poets Department. This was also inspired by her song, Ours. Anyways, have fun reading caratdeuls!

~Main Masterlist~

Hanniemyluv: What did he even see in them?

Jeongcheol4ever: No wonder Jeonghan’s having a hard time lately. I mean, just look at that poor excuse of a person he calls his significant other. They don’t deserve him.

JeongieHannie: HANNIEEEE I LOVE U PLEASE LEAVE Y/N AND JUST BE WITH ME ALREADY

Sighing, you rolled on your other side before hugging your pillow tighter to yourself. You felt a stray tear rolling down your face and landing on the pillow but you made no move to wipe it off. You weren’t typically the type of person that would let a stranger’s words get to you but when you’re already having a bad day so far, they tend to cut deeper than they normally would. You were only trying to relax and put the day behind you while checking out the notifications that you got on your latest post that featured you and your boyfriend on a date night but it only made things worse. You already promised Jeonghan once before that you wouldn’t even try to look at the comments but you just can’t help yourself this time. It was already served on a silver platter before you even got a chance to look at the menu.

That was how Jeonghan saw you once he got home four hours later. It was also a long day for him resulting from a full schedule due to his work as an idol. Now, he just wants to relax his mind and body while cuddling up to you all night long.

Opening the door to your apartment, he took off his shoes one by one before trudging towards the living room. He sat down unceremoniously, closing his eyes for a bit. He called out to you, announcing his arrival, but when he didn’t receive any response after a few minutes, that’s when he opened his eyes wide and alert. It was unusual for you to be this silent whenever he arrived. And it was far more unusual for the apartment to be this dark and quiet every time he got home before your usual bedtime. Music would typically be blaring from the kitchen which will then be accompanied by your singing. He then will walk towards the source of the sound only to find you dancing wholeheartedly to the song while preparing for dinner. But now observing the room, Jeonghan knew that it wouldn’t be a time like that tonight.

He immediately stood up, searching for you in every room before finally reaching your bedroom door. As he neared the door, the sounds of your sniffles and quiet sobs reached out to his ears. Even more alert than before, he called out to you cautiously while trying to contain his panic and overthinking tendencies. He opened the door, slowly revealing your bundled-up figure on your side of the bed. At the sound of the door, you turned towards it. Once he sees your tear-stricken face, he then wonders if you can hear his heart breaking in pieces or if it is just in his mind.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Jeonghan calmly asked sitting at the edge of the bed closest to you. He’s trying his best not to let you hear the panic in his voice knowing that any sign of distress can only make the situation worse. If there’s one thing he learned as your partner for a few years now is that it is best to just let you take your time to gather up your thoughts and just be there for you in any way that you need. And just like any other time, that was what it took for you to finally open up.

You let him pull you into his arm once he saw your eyes filling up with tears once again but it only made you cry harder. You tried to tell him the reason behind your breakdown but all that came out were broken words and hiccups. Jeonghan only shushed your attempts, replacing them instead with reassuring and calming words in your ears. Based on the snippets of your jumbled-up thoughts you were trying to convey as well as your phone facing up and showing a portion of your post’s comment section, he can already tell what happened and it only broke his heart even more. You didn’t deserve any of this hate in any way whatsoever. He then started to plot how he would address this the next time he went live for his fans and the general public.

It took you some time but eventually, you started to calm down. Even then, Jeonghan stayed quiet, waiting for you to start talking while still rocking the both of you.

“I’m sorry.” you sniffed. Jeonghan gently pulled you apart only to make you look at his confused face. 

“What are you apologizing for?”

“For crying all over you,” you pouted. He swears that if you weren’t just recovering from your breakdown, he would coo over how cute you were right now. But alas, this wasn’t the case so he kept his thoughts at bay albeit unwillingly.

“Oh honey,” he sighed, “there’s no need to apologize for that. You know I’m here for you no matter what.”

“I know,” you sniffed, “but you’re already tired enough from practice and you don’t need me to add to your exhaustion. Speaking of, did you have dinner already? I can fix something up for you. I’m sure there’s food in the fridge I can heat up for you. What do you wa—”

Jeonghan put his finger on your lips, effectively shutting you up. You can only slump your shoulders in protest knowing this is his way of letting you know that you don’t get to get away from talking through this with him. Once he was sure you wouldn’t be attempting any escape plans at the moment, he took his finger off your lips and softly cradled your face with both of his hands.

“You do know that I love you, right?” he asked. You nodded in response with a pout but Jeonghan only shook his head.

“That’s not enough.”

“Okay, fine,” you sighed, “yes, I know.”

“No. still not enough.”

“What do you mean it’s still not enough?”

“I want you to repeat after me.”

“Okay?” you answered unsurely.

“Jeonghan, my most handsome and loving boyfriend, loves me.”

You blinked twice, trying to make sure he’s serious. But when you only saw genuine determination in his eyes, all you could do was sigh and follow his words.

“Jeonghan, my most handsome and loving boyfriend, loves me.”

“I am the most beautiful human being to ever grace this planet.”

“I am the most beautiful human being to ever grace this planet.”

“Haters gonna hate so I’m just gonna shake it off.”

“Haters gonna hate so I’m just gonna shake it off.”

“Shake it off.”

“Shake it off.”

“The stakes are high.”

“The stakes are high.”

“The water’s rough.”

“The water ’s rough.”

“But this love is ours.”

“But this lo— are we actually just quoting Taylor Swift lyrics right now?”

“...no.”

You narrowed your eyes at him but he didn’t even budge for one second. You then rolled your eyes before fully repeating the last line.

“See? That wasn’t so hard. Now I need my kisses.”

You shrieked when he pushed you onto the bed and before you knew it, he started showering you in kisses all over your face. You can only laugh over his antics, trying and failing to push him off of you. At the sound of both of your laughter, it was safe to say that the darkness of the night was now ignored by the lightness you both felt in your hearts.

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[coffeeisfortheresponsible]

thinking a lot about lost friendships where they became a different person and you can’t have them back because you don’t even want the person they are now but you miss them so much that you let yourself settle for very little just to feel loved by the person you knew

but you can’t make people love you, as much as you want to, you can’t.

i’ll get over it someday

#once again #closest thing you will get to a face reveal #ciftrirl #ciftrchats #artbyciftr #illustration #comic #self portrait #song lyrics #the oh hellos #friendships #lyrics #ciftrdraws #ciftrdrawsrandom

[captainwaffles]

A painting of our 14 year old dog for my brother for Christmas

#her name is peanut and this is the closest you will ever get to a face reveal for anyone I talk about #I’ve never had an art piece top 90 notes: can we try to beat that? #captainwaffles #art #dog painting #dog art #painting #dog #cute dog #traditional art #traditional painting #christmas prep #christmas present #puppy’s #cute art

[taggydrawsthingz335]

@vampirecorset MY GF DREW ME!!!!!!!!

IM CRYING ITS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE AND AMAZING GRAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *EATS ART EATS ART*

PLZ GO CHECK HER OUT I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IDC IF SHE DOESNT POST MUCH GO FOLLOW HER FOR MAKING THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

@vampirecorset

@vampirecorset

@vampirecorset

@vampirecorset

GO FOLLOW HER RN!!!!!!!!!!!

#others art #other art #girlfriends art #I LOVE HER #IM KISSING HER IM KISSING HER EVEN IF WE DONT KNOW EACHOTHER IRL IM KISSING HER HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!! #FAV EVER #MOST FAV #FAV #this is the closest thing you guys are getting to a face reveal for now lmao #art #artwork #illustration

[harrisonbrainrot]

Tried to find my husband, no luck. Probably have to bail him out of some sort of trouble later..

#bex babbles #oh hey! thats me! #closest thing to a face reveal you will get.

[jack-of-amulets]

get real

Alt appearance i will draw myself as. Basically what i look like without the censor in my cosplays (no red eyes tho I WISH)

#scp #scp foundation #scp art #secure contain protect #scp 963 #scp kin #scp fictionkin #scp fanart #dr evermore #jackson evermore #scp dr evermore #jack evermore #scp jack evermore #dr jackson evermore #this is the closest thing you're getting to a face reveal fuck you /lh #- 📿

[m0thkiller]

hungover from last night, and decided if i dont want to get up to do anything ill practice digital art on my tablet (60$ samsung with a sketchbook app)

#jadeposting #going from pencil and paper to digital art is brutal #this shit rlly sets you back like 2 years til you can get back up to speed #skitcherins #closest thing to a face reveal im doing here

[gallonsoblood]

This guy looks gay as hell i wonder who he is

#art #digital art #self portrait #closest you guys are gonna get to a face reveal for NOW #I actually like how this turned out

[neowinestainedress]

create your very own picrew barbie! 💚

i will never miss the chance to create a version of myself that doesn't exist in reality. i don't look this good irl but a very fictional version of me would make a pretty barbie i guess. also the bi flag makeup 🥰 because it's not me if i don't put those three colours everywhere 😌

was tagged by @everloving-avenue tagging @whiteteadreams and whoever wants to do it if you're comfortable doing it ofc!

#games #the closest thing to a face reveal you will ever get

[hellstreak]

My Commissions Are Open! https://at.tumblr.com/rad-taxi/pm-me-if-interested-3-slots-open-atm/9eubfvc9h3af <- Link to that post

My terms and conditions for interacting with me (idk what else to call this dudes)

1 . By sending me asks / messages that include hateful content (racist homophobic transphobic ect) you are in fact giving me permission to A. clown on you lol and B. post any and all personal info a dig up on you

2. you can message me with whatever ig as long as its sfw, im always down to chat

3. I block people out of the blue without explanation sometimes. Sorry bruv I’m not going out of my way to explain to you why I blocked you cause sometimes its just “you dont tag xyz with something” or “I think your blog is annoying /neg”. Sorry my social media experience is my own. i am totally allowed to just remove you from my life, bye bitch.

4. If you come to me with moot drama or something idfk I WILL look at both sides and will call out bs claims / bs screenshots / things along those lines

5. I am very blunt with how I speak. Your cryptic word prophecies or whatever the fuck for the sake of not hurting someones feeling or whatever mean nothing to me. Sorry ig

6. I swear a lot. like A LOT.

7. If i am doing something wrong like straight up tell me. I will not be offended. or just block me idk man

8. If ya act like a dipshit / insight arguement ect I’m gonna clown on ya sorry man

By interacting with me you agree to deal with my bullshit :D

#Art by me btw closest thing you fuckers ever get to a face reveal

[mamahoggs]

it’s time.

#closest you will ever get to a face reveal take it or leave it #i know it looks backwards but it’s Not just trust me on that #lian blabs #dl

[radskull-69]

self portrait of myself but it’s simplistic because my ass is NOT doing all that

#Me #sona #kinda? #Closest thing to a face reveal u effer’s will get #It took me 12 years for m to find out that I wasn’t white #mother why didn’t you tell me this important info? #Acne #rads art

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

this is super silly, but i randomly made a moodboard with my energy.

#yes that is actually my cat in the center (with a bonus peak at a few of my tattoos 👀) #and yes i do have hippie bi cph vibes but that is because that’s exactly what i am #lea speaks #moodboard #• hedvig • #this is probably the closest thing you will ever get to a face reveal tbh #me vibes

[tangylemonade]

Not sure when and why I did this but I mixed Jeonghan and my faces.

#🍋’s thoughts #actually found this in my phone and realized I must’ve made it when I was sleepy #closest ​you’ll ever get to a face reveal from me #can you guess my race from this photo? #do you know which jeonghan photo I used?

[littlemochabunni]

₍ ˃̵͈᷄ . ˂̵͈᷅ ₎ ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏~♡ 𝙈𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙘𝙝𝙖 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙣𝙞♡

#please don’t steal #it literally my face #which is the closest thing to a face reveal imma get #if you steal you’re going to get painful ingrown toenail’s #mocha bunni rambles #bunny space #bunny girl #daddy’s bunny #ᴛᴏᴊɪ’s ʙᴜɴɴʏ ɢɪʀʟ 🐰💗 #dark mode

[angeltism]

Maryne drew a full body of xerself,, oddly purroud of how it turned out since normally she cannawt do full body poses that look even. slightly decent. so ermm yayay,,

blame any slight errors on aqua's shaky hands ok? ok :]

#➳ the fool's art #the fool is still nawt quite sure how to draw his body type #but this is closer than the flat ++ skinny bodies she's used to drawing for ocs. xe def needs 2 learn how 2 draw more diverse things #(body types ++ hair texture or even rlly just styles tbh ++ facial features.. yyyeah xer start was with anime-type stuff ONLY) #(which as you can imagine wasn't very diverse. but erm. he's trying to unlearn some hardwired bad stuff and learn more anatomy. cough.) #ALSO closest thing y'all r getting to a face reveal are semi-accurate maryne-artstyled drawings of himself JDJSJFJDJD #so ermm. yeah? yea