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shenrickyz · 8 months
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٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و jung jaewon once said (pt.2)!
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❝ sometimes jongwoo thinks i'm a ghost because my footsteps have no sound. ❞
[ boys planet — ep.7 bts ]
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❝ i want a handsome man to drag me across grass too. ❞
[ boys planet — ep.8 ]
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❝ oh no, absent parents, not like i have such a thing at all! ❞
[ boys planet — ep.9 bts ]
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❝ seunghwan did so well, he should accept my hand in marriage. ❞
[ boys planet — ep.9 ]
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❝ I CAN FEEL THE SEXINESS THROUGH THE SCREEN! YES RICKY! ❞
[ boys planet — ep.10 ]
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❝ oh now i understand why the song is called over me. ❞ cue hanbin and jiwoong just wheezing in the background as seungeon covers yujin's ears.
[ boys planet — ep.10 bts ]
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❝ i'm interrupting something aren't i? ❞ is sitting directly in between hanbin and zhang hao.
[ boys planet — ep.10 ]
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❝ holding in your tears doesn't work. ❞ is literally sobbing.
[ boys planet — ep.11 ]
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❝ you can't go! your my child! ❞ is crying while hugging the life out of takuto.
[ boys planet — ep.11 bts ]
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❝ the depression is real. ❞
[ boys planet — ep.11 bts ]
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❝ i'm so anxious i wanna jump out of the window. ❞
[ boys planet — ep.12 bts ]
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❝ and i wanna especially thank hotaek hyung for letting me piggyback ride off him for the past four years until i finally made it. ❞
[ boys planet — ep.12 ]
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beaulesbian · 2 years
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Can we talk about how much is Mike trying not look at El during the whole beginning of 4x9?
It’s right after they found her again, and they’re trying to figure out the situation around Max and piggyback to her mind, so if this was a scenario where you just saved/got back  your girlfriend or even a friend, wouldn’t you notice them a bit more, happy they’re back with you?
gif 1 - she comes back with the idea of piggyback to Max’s mind, and he looks at her for few seconds and rather looks at Jonathan for much longer time.
gif 2 - he looks at what she’s doing the whole time, it doesn’t matter because she’s facing the other way.
gif 3 - he doesn’t know where to look, looking at other people talking.
gifs 4 & 5 - he’s talking to her, so he looks, but it’s not about his concern for her but reminder what the bathtub would do, it’s connected to her powers.
gif 6 - will points out there was a motel along the way. mike’s looking at him.
gifs 7 & 8 discussing searching for place with enough salt and the right tub for el:
Especially the last two gifs were interesting, because the vision on the characters it kind of obscured, but it’s still noticeable how Mike is looking anywhere else but El, unless he’s speaking directly to her - and when he does it’s about a reminder of her powers.
Even the other guys make eye contact few more times during this scene, like having normal discussion with her. But he’s avoiding eye contact.
It reminds me a bit of this part in 4x3, when Mike didn’t even look at Will this whole scene, after the rink-o-mania fiasco, and which was also a scene right before the elmike fight. (A fight they can’t come back from?)
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As comparison I can just point out how his oblivious ass is looking at Will whenever he gets a chance, from ep 4x4 and onwards (again- after the elmike fight. A fight they can’t come back from.)
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Which also makes me think - what if Mike didn’t thought of El as his girlfriend after their fight in 4x3?
Argyle reminded him so many times in 4x5 about his “superpowered girlfriend”, and he didn’t dispute it, but that was right during this part, and he clearly looks confused, like he’s questioning everything.
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When they got El back they didn’t even kiss, they hugged and then looked around and Will was waiting for his hug with El.
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In the pizza place in 4x9 they talked how they missed each other but don’t have enough time to say what they wanted to talk about - both El and Mike wanted to discuss something more.
In 4x4 and 4x5 Will reassured Mike that when he and El meet again, he would have opportunity to say to her whatever he needed to. Even if it might be hard, because she might not like the truth. (Mike nodded at this part, agreeing.)
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But they didn’t get to say what they wanted in the pizza place.
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Then, if Mike’s monologue in 4x9 was meant to be romantic, it failed. Eleven failed, Mike’s words weren’t enough. He couldn’t explain himself, so he said what came to his mind, but it wasn’t the right words, or it wasn’t the right - true - feeling.
Maybe he stopped thinking about El as his girlfriend already in 4x3, when he read that letter and came to a conclusion that their fight has changed something for them being together.
And since then he started to realize some other things, very slowly.
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I can’t wait for Finn to beat the bad actor allegations, because he clearly knows what he’s doing - and it’s in the eyes.
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absolutebl · 2 years
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This Week in BL - 2022 is the Year of Cheaters
Sept 2022 Wk 4
Being a highly subjective assessment of one tiny corner of the interwebs. Organized by which ones (in each category) I’m enjoying the most.
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Ongoing Series - Thai
The Eclipse (Fri YT) Ep 7 of 15 - Screw you GMMTV, that was a dream kiss? That’s some Kdrama bullshit, that is. Still Aye is such a good character, so perceptive, I ADORED his interaction with Kan. Neo is doing an epic job with that role. That was that softest achey stolen kiss in the world. Also this ep = Beach frolic trope and a Make It Right moment.
Vice Versa (Sat on YT) Ep 11 of 12 - DOOM EP was not very doom for an ep 11 (except for the acoustic guitar). Pluen goes back because of what Tun did accidentally, not him, which honestly I kinda like as a twist. I was very confused about the “month long tidal inaction,” did the alt universe have extra moons or something? 
My Only 12% (Fri iQIYI) Ep 7 of 15 - a tear jerker this week and likely next too. Also piggybacking across a bridge, two tropes in one. We about to get the time jump which is going to be interesting. 
Work from Heart (Thurs YouTube) pulp office drama featuring lots of couples starring Gameplay. Started dropping on YT so I picked it up and stuck it into rotation. Poor Dee, his gramps is so overactingly bad, mean, evil, and homophobic. Still there is a sweet little masked meet cute. There’s a bunch of drama around a workplace and other couples all over the rainbow, so that’s fun. Sort of SCOY goes to work. There’s some nifty linguistic stuff going on so I’m actually enjoying this pulp trash. Shocking. Truly TERRIBLE wardrobe tho. And I don’t love Nammon w facial hair. 
Love in the Air (Thurs iQIYI) Ep 6 of 13 - Not a bad episode, I wasn’t mad about it. But that’s kind of how I am with MAME, it’s always up or down and last week’s a cappella counter liftt situation rough, so I’m glad this one was a bit of a break. DUMPSTER FIRE TRASH WATCH ALONG HERE.
Fahlanruk (Sun GaGa) 2 of 12 - I do not like the narrative framing technique of the female blogger/whatever. Her character does not belong in this show. What she hast to say is unnecessary, pat, and boring. In other news we got into KP bathroom territory really quickly. “Do you really like him or do you just want to win?” would appear to be the premise of this show. Both characters are players, cheaters, flirts, and anti-heroes. They better both be deeply wounded or the narrative can’t save them. I’m assuming Sher made himself this way after some similar player type broke his heart. Not sure about Fah. That said, I do like how very gay, switchy, and verse these two are. Although a complete change of underwear in the middle of a sex scene was weird to say the least. I like the side dishes. No surprise there. Still I’m not sure I can take 12 episodes of this nonsense. I contemplated a trash watch but I’m not feeling snark-inspired just sad about it.
Linguistics corner:
Fah is using phi/nai or nong (in a belittling way) with Sher. Sher is using guu/mueng with Fah, Which is highly inappropriate and rude with a phi. These two are linguistically combative, to say the least. Also the show has all the wifey language your a little heart could possibly desire.
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Ongoing Series - Not Thai
Takara-kun and Amagi-kun (Japan Thurs GaGa & Viki) 6 of 8 - No new Ep 6 this week. Have a lovely Shūbun no Hi if you celebrate. Otherwise it’s a good tome to be self reflective and contemplate about life balance etc.. around the Autumnal Equinox. 
Once Again (Korea Fri GaGa) 3-4 of 8 - It’s a little bit more creepy than it is romantic, but it’s also weirdly amusing (this strange kid just keeps hugging him - that’s like 1000x even weirder in Korea than most places) and more enjoyable than it has a right to be. It’s a really interesting take on the childhood crush trope among other things. JaeWoo must seem like SUCH a weirdo to JiHoon. I guess what I’m saying is, it’s odd but tense and well acted, which is a nice change for BL.
More Than Words (Japan indie subbed by furritsubs - TIP ‘EM if you like em!) Adaptation of Etsuko’s two mangas In The Apartment + More Than Words. Has a violent crazy beginning but it is necessary for the story. About a lonely neglected/abused girl and a cheerful kindly popular boy who go to school together and become besties. When they get part-time work at a restaurant, a cute older gay boy enters the picture. This is classic Japanese close-filmed melodrama, and it isn’t a BL. But it is excellent. Can’t be relied on to resolve happily, or even resolve at all. I’m engaged even knowing this, and I love this subber so I’m gonna stick with it.  
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It’s Airing But I’m Not Watching It
War of Y - too hard on my soul. Will I watch it eventually? Maybe? Probably not. I think we have and ITSAY situation going on here. Also BL Express was not best pleased, and I while we rarely share taste, in this instance I trust their reporting.
My Tempo - a Thai BL movie about the Thai music industry. Yeah, no thank you. 
Oh My Sunshine Night - I’m scared it’s gonna be sad, so I’m waiting for spies to tell me it’s safe
180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us - ditto above 
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Finished This Week
Coffee Melody (Mon Viki) Ep 10fin - (I am assuming episode 11 is a bts or music video.) The family dinner with the new bf was endearing awkward. We had a classic Korean one year time jump in the last five minutes of the final episode. (Which shoudl be left to Korea. Actually, even Korea should get to have it anymore. We’re done with this trope. I say this on behalf of the international viewing public.) My side crumbs got a cute little mutual kiss, unfortunately ALSO multiple sing your feelings tropes. (Will I ever get a week of BL without this trope?) It will be a long time before I forgive this BL for muffling Pavel’s light this way, I know he can do better. Very disappointing. Ultimately this show is so forgettable I’ve pretty much already forgotten it. 5/10 JUST DULL
Papa & Daddy 2 (Mon GaGa) Ep 8fin - It was a standard execution of the “marriage finale” endemic to most romcoms, just v. gay. I do like that my second lead syndrome got a little prospective action. Did I tear up at the wedding? Of course I did. We have established this before, I am a sap. All in all, this was a serviceable follow up to the first installment in the series, if riddled by unbearably unlikable parents, lack of story, and sappiness. 6/10 WORTH WATCHING BUT FLAWED 
About Youth (Taiwan Mon GaGa) Ep 7-8 of 10 - I thought this was a 10 episode arc so I’m a little sad to find it ending this week. Are we ever going to get an explanation about what happened with the side dishes Taiwan really likes a romantic “one boy balances another boy on wheels” thing. I really wanted Guang to leave his awful parents but Im glad he at least threw the test. And I really appreciated that he sent a video since it was a way for him to accurately communicate his feelings without being interrupted. Cute final kiss! Very squee-worthy. Rainbow was a little on the nose. tho. All in all it was great little BL. Classic YA low drama but high angst, I didn’t even mind the singing, and that’s saying a lot. I wish it had been given a bit more space to breathe, but all in all a great edition to the Taiwanese Bl lexicon which was in dire need of a good sold high school BL. Full review here. 8/10 RECOMMENDED 
Everyone say “Thank you Taiwan, may we have another?” 
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Gossip
In a Forbes interview the executive producer of Semantic Error (and CEO of AXIS CPP) revealed that AXIS production will be opening Blue by Blue, a drama label whose first BL project is about vampires. Interview here. 
Kimmon and Copter are reported to star on their 7th BL together, a romantic comedy series, Boy Never Smiles. KimCop aren’t the longest running pair (MaxTul, BoomPeak, OffGun, and KarnNut trade that crown around) but they may now have the most BLs under their collective belts. 
New Thai BL from Uncommon Studio Midnight Fortune adapted from a Y-novel by wickedwish for 2023. The MDL and tag lines are bonkers so I’m not dignifying them here. 
Cutie Pie is getting a least one special episode, The Wedding, we assume. 
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Next Week Looks Like This:
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Starting: Tomorrow Sept 25, 2022. 
ErthMix’s Cupid’s Last Wish special spin-off mini series Oishi advertisement Ep3 of Magic Of Zero: Zero Supporter on GMMTV’s YouTube. 
Male Entertainer (movie?) from Wayfilm, about a young man who works as an escort to support his family, on their YouTube channel (Trailer)
Monday Sept 26, 2022 
Ai Long Nhai (Thai Mon 10 eps iQIYI) About a man expelled from foreign university who returns to a Thai univ in disgrace and meets A Boy. Adapted from a y-novel, directed by Nob (La Cuisine, Gen Y). Secondary couple Nan & Sippakorn are IRL husbands Arm & Porsch (Together with Me). Familiar faces include Gun (Love Area’s Valen) and Jom (Nitiman’s Jin).
Ending: Vice Versa 
October line up coming soon, still waiting on distribution for some. 
This week’s best moments?
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Heartbreaking but so good, My Only 12%. 
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About Youth giving us a seriously classic old romance trope 1950s style. 
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4th wall breaking snarky bestie in Work From Heart. 
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And even more snarky queers. 
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They were shiny crumbs in a sea of dull, Coffee Melody. 
This week’s worst fashion? 
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OMG Work from Heart with the HELL? 
(last week)
Current earworm? Blackpink’s Shut Down  
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jiminieloved · 2 years
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Ultimate Jikook Timeline Pt 110
Map of the Soul: 7 Era part 7
August 1, 2020:
MOTS 7 The Journey Online Talk Event
They are asked what would they take to a desert island with them, Jimin says he would take JK
Another moment from the Online Talk Event
Jimin is asked when is it that he feels most at ease and JK answers for him saying that it is when he is with him
2. August 4, 2020:
Run Ep. 111
6:19 they get the clue that says “Jungkook with a different last name” and Yoongi says “Park Jungkook”
33:00 when the staff tells Jimin he can go home after completing the challenge, he immediately says JK’s name because he knows JK is taking longer to finish
33:44 in his ending comment Jimin says “I don’t know about other people, but cheer up Jungkook”
Behind
4:10 JK is confused about the rules and when he asks Jimin about it, Jimin explains it to him
5:43 Hobi asks Tae if he knows what JK’s different last name is and Tae also says Park
8:09 as Jimin leaves, he says “JK, fighting!”
3. August 16, 2020:
BTS Dynamite Group Teaser Photo
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4. August 17, 2020:
Jikook sharing a car
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They enter the same car in the beginning of the video
5. August 18, 2020:
a) Jikook sharing a car again
They enter the same car in the beginning of the video
b) Break the Silence Movie Commentary
Part 1
sitting side by side
2:33 sharing food
17:21 sharing food again
17:34 watching the scene their were sleeping in the car, Jimin looks at JK and laughs
20:39 sharing their drink
24:34 look at Jimin’s face as he watches the scene of JK working out
25:15 at Jimin’s dancing scene, JK keeps saying “oh Jimin!”
27:07 just sitting a little bit closer
29:05 JK slaps Jimin’s thigh and says “oh Jimin”
29:31 JK shouts Jimin’s name as they watch his Serendipity performance and then JK says Jimin let’s his shoulder out on purpose
30:25 a nice scene of Jimin comes up and JK says “yeahh I want to try doing a sexy performance next time” and then sings the lyrics of Serendipity
Part 2
1:40 they look at each other and laugh
18:15 Jimin seats closer to JK and talks to him about the documentary
22:05 Jimin puts his hand on JK’s leg, Yoongi teases JK for crying at the concert and Jimin scolds him for teasing JK
26:38 Jimin shakes JK’s head
32:35 Jimin shows JK’s socks
6. August 20, 2020:
FNS Music Festival - STAY GOLD & MIC DROP
4:28 looking at each other in the end of the “Stay Gold” performance
7. August 21, 2020:
a) Dynamite Practice Making
1:55 Jimin teases JK by touching his chin
5:17 Jimin playfully copies JK’s dance moves
6:45 Jimin makes a goofy dance and JK watches him, Jimin seems to look for JK’s reaction
7:10 epic moment when JK lifts Jimin and Jimin holds on to JK with his legs
b) Dynamite Special
32:55 filming their MV scene together
35:19 Jimin touches JK’s shoulder and laughs at Yoongi’s dance moves
c) BTS Story post
0:20 they tease each other while practicing the choreo
0:56 Jimin makes an observation about the choreo and JK caresses his head
d) Sharing a car again
They enter the same car in the beginning of the video
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e) Dynamite MV
2:34 Jikook choreo moment
2:55 Jikook piggyback
f) Dynamite MV (choreography ver.)
2:14 Jikook choreo moment
g) Bangtan Bomb
1:02 JK is sitting on the floor on the background and Jimin stands close behind him, then they help Tae to choose his glasses
h) Bangtan Bomb
a very cute Bangtan Bomb of Jimin filming JK
i) Bangtan Bomb
0:20 Jimin, JK and Yoongi practicing their part of the choreo together
j) BTS Live: “Dynamite” MV Commentary
4:43 Jimin says JK looked great in the intro
7:04 JK says Jimin smiled looking at him suddenly on the MV
12:33 JK looks fondly at Jimin
13:15 Jimin points out that JK shot a scene of the MV alone and asks him if he missed the members
28:45 it’s not clear, but it seems that Jimin says sorry to JK because he was distracted talking about Namjoon’s hair color while JK was reading the comments
k) 2008** BTS
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0:32 the members suggest JK should direct the next MV, Jimin thinks it is a good idea but worries that JK wouldn’t have time to edit it
8:11 they glance at each other
10:32 sharing food
l) Dynamite MV Shoot Sketch
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2:43 Jimin dances to the sound JK makes at the door
3:23 Jimin jumps on JK’s arms and JK holds him smiling, then Jimin laughs at JK’s goofy dance
m) Dynamite MV Making Film
2:04 watching the scene they shoot
3:45 just standing close
9:36 looking at each other
9:51 after Jimin shoots his scene, the members watch it and JK says “he’s flirting with the camera! I had enough!”
10:20 Jimin playfully scolds JK for breaking a light in the set
13:31 recording a scene together, when they make a mistake, they touch each other and laugh
13:46 Jimin jumps on JK’s arms, making him carry him bridal style and them making funny poses together
14:39 recording their choreo scene
15:37 Jimin, JK and Yoongi doing the guitar dance
8. August 25, 2020:
Maybe car sharing?
This one isn’t clear, but they seem to get in the same car
9. August 27, 2020:
a) Grammy Museaum Dynamite Performance
0:10 Jimin says “JK!” when JK starts singing
2:06 Jimin stares at JK
2:25 Jimin stands up to sing his part and JK looks at him
b) BTS Instagram Story post
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10. August 29, 2020:
a) Ask Anything Chat Interview
2:54 they make a joke mixing Jimin’s name with the word “zebra” and JK touches his shoulder and repeats it
4:15 Jimin laughs and leans on JK
b) BTS plays “This or That”
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they check each other’s answers a few times and at 1:23 JK’s tries to get Jimin to change his choice of favorite animal do “dog”
c) IHeartRadio Interview
0:21 Jimin stares at JK
0:48 JK touches Jimin’s neck
d) Ask Anything Chat bonus footage
a few interactions throughout the video
11. August 31, 2020:
a) BTS DYNAMITE @MTV VMA
2:17 rehearsing the jikook part of the “Dynamite” choreo
b) MTV VMA Making
10:36 Jimin and JK playing with Jin
10:54 Jimin teasing JK
c) BTS Instagram Story post
0:52 JK calls Jimin on the background
d) VMA Behind the Scenes
e) Bangtan Bomb (from VMA)
0:25 Jimin and JK play with Jin
f) Today Citi Music Series Making Film
5:52 Jin goes on JK’s direction to tease him but Jimin goes in front of JK to “protect” him from Jin’s teasing
6:46 Jimin shakes JK’s hand
g) America’s Got Talent Making Film
0:49 JK shows that he got a perm on his hair and Jimin goes in front of him on the camera
5:40 Jimin shows JK how to act more excitedly during the scene
6:52 JK shares his food with Jimin
7:22 Jimin, JK and Jin pose for a picture together
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h) IHeartRadio Music Festival Making Film
2:50 Jimin holds JK’s hand and spins
4:30 Jimin asks JK if he knows anything about bus #179 and then they talk about the buses they used to take in Busan
7:56 Jimin, JK and Hobi giggle over a video JK took on his phone
8:30 Jimin films a video on his phone too and shows to JK
8:40 JK leans closer to Jimin to watch the video with him
9:31 they look at each other and laugh
9:56 JK says he had something on his head and Jimin says he looks pretty
10:02 Jimin takes something out of JK’s hair
i) Tiny Desk Concert
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0:10 Jimin says “JK!” after JK starts singing
2:08 dancing together while singing Dynamite
j) Tiny Desk Concert Making Film
0:38 JK playfully pushes Jimin
1:20 Jimin makes a goofy dance and makes JK laugh
2:12 JK looks at Jimin making a goofy dance again
2:35 JK taps Jimin shoulder for making him laugh while he was singing
6:16 Jimin laughs of JK’s dance
7:50 Jikook “dynanana” dance
k) Variety Magazine Making Film
2:00 JK tries to advertise their phone and Jimin stares at him, laughs and starts playing with his phone too
l) MapleStory X BTS
Ep. 01
2:52 Jimin shares him MapleStory memory and JK looks fondly at him
8:00 Jimin acts cute and JK laughs
16:26 JK says the name of the character with an accent, Jimin laughs and JK smiles at him
Ep. 02
4:25 Jimin pays attention on how JK starts the drawings and starts drawing too
8:08 JK compliments Jimin’s idea
10:20 Jimin compliments JK’s idea
13:03 JK compliments Jimin’s idea again
Ep. 03
2:02 they are picking the items they are going to draw and Jimin says JK shouldn’t get shoes
8:07 they put their drawings side by side, let’s just appreciate how they both can draw so well
11:43 Jimin says he likes JK’s drawing
Note: most of the content I put on August 31 I don't have the exact date for, but that's the last time we saw Namjoon with the blue hair
Credits for the Run episodes timestamps to @ladyc0312​​​​​​​​
Information compiled by Shan and @lagalaxiedemochi
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bengiyo · 2 years
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Takara-kun & Amagi-kun Ep 8 (Finale) Stray Thoughts
I am going to miss this little show, but I'm excited about these two reaching a resolution point for us leave them.
Holy shit. They were having a cute moment. Takara tried to pull a seme kiss move, and Amagi literally head-butted him. I'm dying.
I will definitely miss Nao's physicality. Seriously, if any of his future work becomes available to me I will probably check it out.
Of course Takara is going to bail on his friends for Amagi.
I like that Takara has gotten earnest about expressing his feelings for Amagi to keep Amagi from getting paranoid.
Oh, this piggyback ride is cute.
I really love the way characters enter the frame in Japanese shows.
Wait, Amagi still thinks his feelings are one-sided???
Oh, Katori, you are a favorite for the Namgoong award this year.
Oh ho! Finally we have formed a council to help Amagi see and feel that be is loved, valued, and cherished.
Oh snap, I wrote cherished before Takara said it.
Tanaka is tall. He keeps almost hitting his head on door frames.
I am glad they genuinely want to make things work. Time for a sequel the fans will argue about forever.
Final Verdict: 8. This was cute, but just like with Mr. Unlucky I feel like we left Amagi's tentativeness about Takara's clearly-expressed desire unresolved. I liked the performances all around. I'm unsure how I want to move forward with this one.
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stevesnailbat · 2 years
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rewatching the DND basketball scene over again trying to figure out what’s gonna happen in eps 8 and 9 and how it all connects to the name the piggyback
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halliescomut · 1 year
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Secret Crush on You Ep 8
- Toh is a terrible liar. That can't be why their nickname for Nuea is Red. But his lie was pretty clever.
-God they're so cute. I love Kwan and Fon celebrating.
-The dramatics of Toh wanting to keep all his stalker memorabilia. 🙄
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-OoooOohhh Sir Daisy and Sir Touch....😏😏 I like it.
-Though I am always confused when people are sacred of geckos...they're just little guys....
-Oh God, he wet his pants.
- The picture conversation is so cute..mm and then Nuea got all saucy....I like saucy Nuea.
-Aahh classic BL piggyback rides. I love them, but also these dudes must be so strong carting around another full grown man, string bean or not.
-Aww the memories 🥺🥺
-Stupid Prao being stupid. 😒 Props to Toh for being mature about it, even if he feels a little insecure.
-I'd say maybe if Jao stopped running Sky would stop chasing him, but that's a lie.
-This bitch is gonna do something shitty again I just know it. okay, not shitty just stupid. He's told you twice already, why bother asking again. Eewww, calling Toh 'something weird' 🤢🤢. That's gross, and just feels homophobic.
-Little rooftop dinner date... adorable.
-"I want to make you do some intense exercise" 😂😂 That's quote the come-on Nuea.
-Toh continues to forget people can in fact perceive him when he's being weird.
-God Jao is so cute, and Sky is so smitten. I guess Jao's started his own little collection, but decidedly less creepy.
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And that's the end of another episode.
This one, also 9/10
Awkwardness, also 9/10 since someone wet their pants.
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weewoow-2060307 · 1 year
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Best episode of each season imo (except I am right)
Season 1: Ep 3 'Holly Jolly'
Season 2: Ep 6 'The Spy'
Season 3: Ep 8 'The Battle of Starcourt'
Season 4: Literally every episode with Cali crew <3 (Ep 9 'The Piggyback')
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What do you think about the one hour long thing the Duffers are talking about? I’m worried it’s gonna be a long battle, full on action and visually impressive but could become boring really fast. I’m more interested in mysteries and character development.
Spoilers (and guesses)
I’m guessing Creel House Battle is the hour long sequence. I suppose it could possibly also include El “piggybacking” on Max via the salt bath. But I was mainly thinking it’s the plan they (including seemingly Eddie via his dnd manual?) come up with to try to defeat Vecna that doesn’t go to plan and would involve lots of things happening w Hawkins gang in the UD (or mindscape?) trying to kill Vecna, something happening to Max and Lucas, the big guitar moment, etc. Maybe there’s also an earthquake then? Or is there a moment of pause and then things go crazy and the earthquake is later? Based on the timestamps I don’t think Cali gang arrives until very late.
Actually tho is there any chance part of Creel House battle begins in ep 8 (def the preparation does), but I was assuming it’s mainly in ep 9.
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I’m already onboard with Our Flag Means Death and I haven’t even seen it yet. But the funniest thing to me is having played the Assassin’s Creed series, these two characters are very familiar from Black Flag…
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Stede Bonnet
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And Edward Thatch/Blackbeard
So I keep picturing them in my head XD
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OH FUCK I CAN SEE FROM THE PREVIEW ON INSTAGRAM THE CLOAK DROP HAS ‘FIX IT FROM THE OUTSIDE’ A N D ‘POP ‘ER IN REVERSE.’ RIP MY WALLET/BANK ACCOUNT
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Some thoughts on Stranger Things volume 2 and Byler.
So I get that like, they couldn’t suddenly be together this season, that wouldn’t be realistic.
But Will Byers still got shafted. He had a beautiful moment with his brother, I loved that.
But pretty much no reconciliation with Mike. You telling me in a 9 hour car ride Mike never thought “I can’t believe El commissioned this painting. Wait I thought she said she hadn’t seen it and had no idea what it was!”? That Will gave him this painting he worked hard on and Mike was like “oh that’s cool” and promptly erased it from his mind? Like I get the situation didn’t call for casual chatter, but like I said they were on the road for a lot of hours.
Not gonna lie, with the way El did it, and the title piggyback, I was expecting Vecna to go after Will by piggybacking into her mind. Or even once they reached Hawkins to like “feel him”.
For the first few seasons it felt like this was personal. That something about Will was causing the Mindflayer/Vecna to choose him. Why did the upside down go from just a hellscape to a copy of Hawkins on the *day* he got pulled in?
I’m really wondering how the 5th season will go. Overall, I felt disappointed in most of the last two eps. Jopper was beautiful. I was stressed about everyone living or dying. I feel so bad for Dustin. And Lucas. They have been traumatized. And poor Max, she broke my heart.
I don’t know that I’d call it queerbaiting only because like I said, I don’t think they could have gotten together in this time frame. But I also understand I may not know the complete definition of it.  And I’m sorry to everyone hurt by it. 💔
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Dude, anyone who makes any kind of ISWM merch that mentions fixing it from the outside, they’re gonna make a FORTUNE off of me. Or ‘pop ‘er in reverse’. I had to rationalize not getting a jumpsuit I’d have like, 2 occasions to wear.
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Y’all. I’m sure we’ve noticed this, but I haven’t seen anyone mention it yet
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They just always have to be touching and I’m HERE FOR IT
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vol 2 timeline predictions + new stills (hawkins)
chapter 8: papa
vecna kicks nancy out of the trance. nancy tells them what vecna showed to her. that's when they learned that they should burn his lair (the creel house) because that's the only way they know that could kill him; burning his home.
and like max mayfield said, “now we just need to sneak into his lair in the upside down and drive a strake through his heart.”
“No one deviates from the plan. No matter what. Got it?”
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the plan is stobincy will go to the creel house (upside down version) and attack vecna in the attic. meanwhile eddie with dustin plays his guitar to draw the demobats away from the creel house. last but not the least, lumax + erica will go to the creel house (real world version).
sadie emphasizes the word “leader” as max's role in ep 8 & 9. my take is this means she decides to be the bait. max thinks she can handle vecna because she trusts kate's magic. hell it saved her once, why not twice?
max's idea is that she will be at the creel house so vecna would "attack" her. vecna is vulnerable when he's hunting. he will be focused on max unaware that stobincy attacks him in the upside down.
the gang disagrees to her idea at first, but she convinces them by saying they have no choice. it's like now or never. so lucas comes with her to make sure she's safe. erica comes with them too.
the gang steals the rv and they all go to warzone.
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shopping at warzone
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the gang buys guns, supplies, and gas, a LOT of gas. they also bought camouflage to add a layer of protection so they won't be spotted easily. (idk where they got the money tho. erica?)
el blowing up the silo + cali gang locating her
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the last scene of this ep is probably el blowing up the silo, killing owens and brenner. the cali group arriving just in time to rescue her.
chapter 9: the piggyback
after eddie dies, dustin and stobincy go back to the real world. they successfully burned the creel house, but it caused an earthquake. not only in the upside down, now it reached hawkins, the real world.
the earthquake caused a huge disaster. the military is now more involved. they made hawkins high as a rescue shelter for the earthquake victims. the government also instructed everyone to leave hawkins immediately.
the cali group goes to
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sometimes u want fluff stsg
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I cannot BELIEVE we had to wait this long for this piggyback ride we deserved in the show. @absolutebl ugh these BOYS.
Special Scenes: Ep 8
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This Week in BL
March 2021 Part 4
Being a highly subjective assessment of one tiny corner of the interwebs. 
This is a LONG ONE, it’s been A WEEK everyone. 
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Ongoing Series - Thai
Lovely Writer Ep 5 - a little slow this week, but at least Gene finally flirted back, and very cute flirting it was, too. Also we got Aey’s motivation, background, and love interest. Thank goodness for that. 
Brothers Ep 8 - still pants, what can I say? Clearly I am a BL masochist. Very embarrassing for everyone concerned. 
1000 Stars Ep 9 - the conflict over Tian’s father was REALLY well done. The plot of this drama is excellent, the leads are great together, and yes I totally cried. What, you didn’t? 
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Ongoing Series - Not Thai
Word of Honor (China) Ep 16-18 - big battle fighty fighty stabby stabby. Ep 17 switches to “this drama isn’t big enough for two chaotic-neutral godlings!” So what do they do? Drink together and bicker... A LOT. Then in Ep 18 we all get the dubious joy of really freaky puppets. (I HATE puppets.) Also how is China letting this be so SO VERY VERY GAY?  Also, I wanna walk through the forest wearing a smanshy purple robe and waving a big fuck-off white fan around simply because I’m a pretentious fuss monger. And frankly, I feel like this is an achievable life goal for me. 
We Best Love 2 (Taiwan) Ep 4 - not gonna lie, this is looking to be one of my top 3 BLs of 2021. It’s SO GOOD. Big bonus to this ep for treating stalker behavior like the mental illness it is and not as some dumb representation of enduring love. 
The Most Peaceful Place is My Place (Vietnam) Ep 1 - finally dropped (find it under NƠI BÌNH YÊN NHẤT LÀ VỀ BÊN EM on O2′s channel). It’s got actors already comfortable with BL and looks pretty good so far. An angry tsundere uke reunited with his ex, a stoic chef, giving us lots of snap, crackle, and pop out the gate. 
Dear Uranus (Taiwan GL) Ep 2 - I want to love it, but it is just moving too fast. There’s not enough character dev and then they’re throwing flashbacks in? It feels like a treatment rather than a show, and a rushed treatment at that. Bummer. 
HIStory 4: Close To You (Taiwan) Ep 2 (AKA Ep 3-4) - let the cheesy popcorn continue! Idiot remains an idiot; ingenue remains an ice queen; nice gay guy remains nice and gay; obsessive stalker brother is getting ever more whackadoddle. Of course these last two have the best chemistry. (It’s caregiver codependency and the salvation trope. We got us a Leo/Fiat situation going on.​) Plus lots of classic BL tropes because OF COURSE there are lots of tropes. 
Occasionally, I am tempted to argue that shows like H4 or Cherry Magic or Ossan’s Love aren’t technically BL because of the office setting and age of the protags - but then they all behave like high school students anyway, so *shrug* 
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Stand Alones
Cute little Taiwanese micro BL Friend or Lover dropped, about bisexual realization within a friendship group. Normally these are too short for me, but this one did pretty good with its 15 minutes of charm, plus it’s abad boy + shy softy pairing. 
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Breaking News - Thai BL
Fish Upon the Sky released its actual trailer. The upside-down kiss is gone, which makes everyone sad, and it seems far less rivals to lovers than the first iteration, which makes ME sad. But it still looks good and a more classic BL than GMMTV has given us in a while. New trailer focused more on the makeover trope and they’ve upped Mix’s role (the object of everyone’s affection) now that he’s proved himself. (Or they are using him more to carry the trailer since he has a fan base form 1k*). Starts April 9 on GMMTV in 1K*’s time slot, probably with a 10 ep run. 
2gether the movie is apparently coming April 22 to Thai theaters. F4 Thailand must be having issues or GMMTV just wants to milk the BrightWin cash cow. It’s rumored to be a combination of 2gehter + Still 2gether with some extra scenes and ending. Also, one assumes a lot will be cut out, if it’s movie length.
Call It What You Want released its updated trailer. If anything, it looks more scary than before. What are we in for? April 9th. 
Nitiman got a release date, May 7 on One31. 
I Told Sunset About You 2 got an updated release date of May 27 on LineTV. 
Second Chance the series is coming to LineTV on March 29. I don’t know much about this one. Tons of familiar faces (mostly TharnType side dishes) and some nice looking new talent but a dearth of eng subs. I think it may take on Brothers’ time slot. Line did eng subs for Brothers so maybe they will do 2nd Chance too? 
Close Friend the series is coming April 22. This is a combination of 6 couples with 6 story arcs as music videos (maybe)? It’s an epic fan service with familiar faces like OhmFluke (UWMA), MaxNat (LBC also in Y-Destiny), YoonLay (YYY also in Y-Destiny), KimCop (GenY), and JaFirst (TT2).
Y-Destiny starts March 30, and has starting dropping couple’s trailers. I’m still suspicious given the director but it seems like there is plot (or plots) and a theme. Looks to be a series of 7 single ep vignettes (amended, see comments, might be 2 eps each for 14 eps total), different couple each time, some with supernatural elements, all with decent chemistry and acting chops. 
Sun MaxNat’s tutor/student arc
Mon jaded rich kid meets poor innocent  
Tues sports romance enemies to lovers 
Weds the messy realistic actual dating one 
Thurs hot ghost boyfriend (sad) 
Fri YoonLayPerth coping with loss and finding new love (sad). This one will all rest on Lay's acting so we know it’s in safe hands. Our boy is going to KILL it. 
Sat time-slip memory loss reunion romance 
I’m thinking we can’t expect any of these to end happy or be classic BL. They’re gonna be more slice of life-ish. 
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Gossip - BL Outside of Thailand 
Scholar Ryu’s Wedding Ceremony AKA Nobleman Ryu’s Wedding (Korean historical BL) got a legit teaser (eng sub here). @curriculumvtae​ reports that it’s releasing April 15th on WeTV (Philippines & Thailand) and Idol Romance (South Korea), while Will of Thai Bl says it’ll be on Viki too. It’s a short run of 8 ep built on a fake relationship trope (arranged marriage variant):
Ryu Ho Seon’s (Kang In Soo from You Wish) arranged marriage turns out to be with his expected bride’s brother, Choi Ki Wan (Lee Se Jin from Mr Heart). Ryu tries to undo the marriage, but his ill mother opposes this saying the scandal would be too much. Meanwhile, Kim Tae Hyeong (Jang Eui Soo from Where Your Eyes Linger), a senior at Ryu’s school, comes to congratulate him and falls in love with Choi. Then one day, the original bride disappears.
Okay it seems a bit twisty turny for ONLY 8 EPS, but oh my goodness how excited are we? Our first intentional historical BL out of Korea!
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We already knew Hong Kong was doing a remake of Japan’s Ossan’s Love under the same name (not my favorite Japanese BL but so very popular) but it’s now reported to be coming to Viu in June. Who knows how the CFA will take it. Depends on whether Hong Kong bows before the NO GAY KISSES regs or if they are going to use this as a political nose thumb... things could get cray with this puppy (the original has several kisses and s shower scene). Are we back in Addicted territory only with added comedy and civil unrest?
Speaking of Japan, Absolute BL (AKA Zettai BL ni Naru Sekai vs Zettai BL ni Naritakunai Otoko) dropped sooner than anyone thought, March 27. But being Japanese who knows how/when/if we get subs. Protag finds himself trapped in a world of BL, but being straight he fights against any hot guy that draws near, but the whole world (literally) is conspiring against him. It’s a parody adapted from a yoai.
What with Absolute BL from Japan plus Lovely Writer and Call it What You Want from Thailand, is 2021 the year of BL being ultra self referential? Sure feels like it.
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In Case You Missed It
Faded a gay micro film from Taiwan from 2017 deals with parental acceptance and serves up a ton of BL tropes (piggyback, forehead kiss, etc). I’m pretty sure this was a propaganda piece for legalization of gay marriage, and it’s an interesting nugget of BL history as a result. Yes, it ends happy. It’s cute. 
Next Week Looks Like This:
Some shows may be listed a day later than actual air date for accessibility reasons.
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Upcoming 2021 BL master post here.
Links to watch are provided when possible, ask in a comment if I missed something.
Man there’s a lot going on right now! Spring has sprung... I suppose. 
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P.S. I cannot believe I missed Absolute BL as a blog name. Numbnuts = me. 
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komaedaslove · 3 years
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do it for her, a sasha braus x reader
jenna's fics ¡ in which you keep your pronise
warnings: aot s4 ep 8 spoilers, death, loss, grieving/mourning death, denial (i think), it's overall quite sad
genre: some fluff, mainly just angst. however you want to view it
pairing: sasha braus x reader (platonic, but view it how you wish)
extra notes: there aren't any pronouns i use for the reader, however the reader does share a room with mikasa and sasha, but that's it mmm yes.
i listened to this (and some sad queen and freddie mercury songs) while writing this
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it had taken a bit of begging from sasha, but she managed to get you out of bed at 1 in the morning. excitedly telling you about how she had stolen some meat and wanted you to go outside and eat it with her. you'd disagreed at first, your main concern being captain levi finding out, but the brunette was insistent. telling you she'll take all the blame if levi saw you two.
you knew that was absolute bullshit, but you were really hungry. so you agreed, sasha excitedly clapping and dragging the blanket off of you. she'd tried to get mikasa to go with too, but the girl remained stoic faced, shaking her head and going back to sleep.
that's how you ended up here, sitting on the grass with sasha, eating meat. at past one in the morning.
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"sasha, do you ever think this will end?"
the brunette cocked her head to the side at your words, cheeks puffed up with meat and brows furrowed. “y/n! this isn’t the time to get all sad please, i really just wanna enjoy my meat,” she replied with a whine, mouth still full as she spoke. you sighed, rolling your eyes as you picked up another slice of meat. “can i be serious with you for once sash? and jesus close your mouth when you eat. you look like a fucking titan.” she narrowed her eyes at you , opening her mouth even wider as she chewed.  
“you’re really killing the mood y/n, pretty sure even mikasa wouldn’t have asked me stuff like this,” she said, and with that sasha swallowed down the remainder of food in her mouth and fell down onto her back with a groan. she turned her head to look up at you, a frown on her face as she clutched her stomach. “my stomach hurts y/n, you’ll have to carry me back inside!” 
“that’s what happens when you eat so damn fast and so much at once! you’ll have to crawl your way back. hopefully levi doesn’t wake up and see you crawling across the grass from the window or something.” you joked, giggling at the way her eyes widened at your statement. “he’ll skin me y/n! y/n please!” you ignored her pleas and stood up, dusting off your pants. before you could even start making your way back inside though, you felt sasha’s two arms wrap around your legs, pulling her body upwards and holding tightly onto you. “please y/n! do you want captain levi to skin me alive? do you? he’ll probably find some way to make me titan fodder! is that what you want?” she shook your legs and gripped onto you even tighter as she pleaded.
you weren’t actually gonna leave here there to crawl by herself, you knew this was gonna end up with you piggybacking her back inside, but it was a little funny to see her beg you to not let ‘levi skin her’.
“fine fine, just grab the plate and hop on my back,” in almost an instant, she unwrapped her arms from your legs and scrambled to grab the plate, waiting for you to get into position before she hopped onto your back, wrapping her arms and legs tightly around you.
“thank you y/n!” she adjusted herself better onto your back laying her head down with a content sigh. you started walking, holding tightly onto the brunette, she wasn’t heavy at all. you’d carried and flown around with odm gear so much by now that this was really easy for you. 
most of the rest of the walk back was fairly silent, and halfway there you could hear sasha’s breathing slow. she was already beginning to doze off. you shook her slightly on your back to keep her awake. you didn’t want her to fall asleep and drop the plate, then you’d have a real huge problem and levi would quite literally skin you both alive.
after a bit of walking you had finally made it to your shared room, sasha slipped off your back quietly, and as you closed the door behind you you breathed out a sigh of relief that no one had seen or heard you two. captain levi would’ve made you run laps right then and there if he did.
you set the plate down next to your bed, making a mental note to take it with you in the morning and wash it out before levi could question you. ‘’sasha don’t forget we have to-” you started, but immediately stopped when you saw that the brunette was already sleeping, her legs hanging off of the bed and face planted into the pillow. you giggled, one thing about sasha was she was that just as much as she loved to eat, she loved to sleep. you were sure that if she had the option she would probably sleep the entire day, only waking up to eat something before trotting off to bed again.
with a quick stretch of your arms you walked over to sasha’s bed, taking off her shoes and moving the sleeping girl’s legs onto the bed. she shifted slightly, mumbling something in her sleep as you pulled the blanket at the edge of the bed over her.
you turned around, just about ready to get into bed and sleep away what little time you still had to do so, but a soft tug and your sleeve stopped you.
you turned back around, humming in response. sasha’s eyes were still closed but now there was a lazy grin on her face, she tugged you forward, beckoning you to come closer. amused by the sleepy girls actions you obliged, leaning forward till you were close enough for her to whisper into your ear.
“one day y/n, i wanna have a picnic with you. a real one. outside these walls. with all those nice things we had when we visited historia, remember? promise me we’ll do that. you have to promise,” she sleepily slurred her words, but you could still perfectly understand what she was saying, and with a small giggle and a nod of your head, you smiled. you weren’t sure when this hell was ever gonna end, or if it was at all, but sasha’s words gave you the tiniest bit of hope. a rather small glimmer of light at the end of this tunnel, but it was still there. and for the first time in what felt like a really long time, you felt happy. like there was nothing else that you had to worry about, you could be truly happy with no other worries for just this moment.
you couldn’t actually remember how you had ever lived before all of this. was there a time when you actually didn’t have to worry about titans, or about whether or whether not you and your friends and comrades would live another day? probably, when you were really young maybe, but again you couldn’t remember.
but right now you got that feeling, that carefree happiness, you weren’t entirely sure how just a few words from sasha did, but you were thankful for it. and you knew you just had to keep this promise, as trivial as it was you wanted that picnic outside of these walls with sasha someday. and you were gonna have it.
“i promise,"
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“sasha i know its not what you wanted. but its the best i could do,”
two plates were layed out on the ground, each filled with as much food as you could get your hands on. it wasn’t all of the nice things you’d had when you visited historia, but it was the best you could do.
it felt like decades ago when you made that promise, and thinking back on it now you realize how childish it was. were you so filled with hope back then that you actually made promises like this and wholeheartedly believed it would come true? you don’t actually remember, but you did wish you could still have that hope now today. you envied your younger self for it, for being able to have that carefree happiness you were absolutely sure you would never have again in whatever little time you still had left in your life. your light was gone now, and how naive you were for ever for a second believing you could hold on to that light forever. just like everything in this world-no, in this hell, it came to an end. and maybe if you accepted that fact a long time ago you wouldn’t be where you were now, doing what you were doing.
finding some way to cling onto that light-to cling onto her.
you’d told everyone else about your promise, it was a little embarressing to say the least, speaking about something so childish with tears running down your cheeks. you’d also told them the full story, including how she had stolen meat and you had snuck outside in the early hours of the morning to eat it-much to levi’s dismay.
but no one questioned you, not even a little bit. infact, conny had done something similar, he had the habit of filling a plate of food for her at dinner or in the mornings, setting the plate next to him. everyone knew not to sit there, not to question it, because on the inside we were all hoping she would come and sit there. wolfing down her food and complaining after about how hungry she was. you didn’t realize you would ever miss that as much as you did right now.
“armin gave me this seashell from outside the walls, i can’t really go outside the walls right now, there’s not really a way to take you with me, so hopefully this makes up for it. we can pretend like we’re sitting on the beach,” you held up the seashell, showing it off before you set it down on the ground near your plates. you were talking really loudly, but you didn’t actually notice, it was like a part of you wanted to make absolutely sure she could hear you.
“let’s eat!” 
you ate in silence, you weren’t hungry, not at all. your appetite was completely gone. she would probably be asking for your food right now, saying she was done with hers and that she was still really hungry. then you would look at her for a long time, staring into her pleading eyes with a stoic expression before you brought the food to your mouth and ate it, trying to maintain your serious expression as she groaned about how mean you were for that.
how you wished she was here.
once you were done eating you pushed your plate to the side, moving her untouched one as well. you sat up onto your knees, crawling over to the headstone and turning around to put your back to it.
“now its like i’m giving you a piggyback ride, right sash?”
silently, tears rolled down your cheeks again, the salty liquid dropping onto the ground and dissapearing into the earth. you tugged your knees up to your chest, hugging them as you buried your head into your knees. you weren’t sure when, but you started sobbing, cries muffled by your legs as you gripped even tighter onto your legs. you just wanted to hold her, you just wanted her here,
your light was gone, whatever hope you still had in you left the second she did.
after a while you lifted your head up, tear stained face facing up towards the sky. you laughed. with whatever energy you had left in you to do so, you laughed and smiled as you looked up at the sky. up into the clouds. up into where sasha was. she would want you to smile, to laugh, you remembered that night again, where she told you not to say such sad things when she was trying to enjoy her meat. she would’ve said the same thing now. so you forced out that laugh, forced out that smile. for sasha.
“i kept my promise sasha,”
hopefully, she heard you.
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Thank you for answering my ask about who had feelings first Tae or Jin. If it's not too much to ask, would you please do a thorough break of the time Taejin's relationship from beginning till now. Always you are the best 💜💜💜
I’m sorry I answered late! I didn’t forget but I just got busy and it took a long time looking at their relationship as a whole to put this together. I’ve broken their possible relationship phases into years from 2013 -2020. This is by no means all of it, I’ve only included events which I believe is a sort of indicator of their relationship at that point of time. 
Also, as usual, disclaimer. This is all a product of my observations only and I don’t claim anything. Feel free to disagree and point out if something is off. All the events are true, my speculations are just speculations. I might add on more details and make it more complete and post in a separate post. 
Pre-2013 (Tae develops a crush first)
The first time Tae saw Jin, he grinded against him.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEd7JrDLfto 
When Tae first met Jin, he did a grinding dance against him because he was told to make a first impression. He must have found Jin attractive to be able to grind against him at first meet. In the comments section of the video, someone commented that “No straight male would ever grind against a stranger older male no matter WHO tells him to”. I agree with this wholeheartedly and this is the earliest indication that he might have ‘fallen in love’ at first sight, if not, there was definitely physical attraction on his end first. 
They bonded over many similar hobbies, such as anime, food and games.
They went to eat out everyday when they were trainees. 
2013 (Tae’s crush grows bigger, Jin’s feelings develop over time)
Jin revealed that Tae asked him to shower together so he did https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8Gvf4TA4dc
16 Jun 2013 VJin’s first vlog https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyjkAcLkcX0&t=6s
Rookie King Ep 7, Tae’s expression when Jin was hit by the bat, Tae brushed Jin’s teeth with wasabi https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xtv1HYVe_aU
Rookie King Ep 8 Inappropriate piggybacking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abWfxiTc3jc
11 Nov 2013 VJin’s last vlog https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t68qZcPMFWc&t=3s
Tae’s crush is extremely obvious. He looks at Jin like Jin holds the stars and galaxies during their vlogs. He’s still in his awkward teenager phase with hormonal tendencies, most of the time he has little control over his moods and actions. He has self confessed to being the “troublemaker” at their dorm and his emotions go into overdrive that Jin often has to calm him down. In his Rookie King profile, he says “Jin hyung takes care of me, he always calms me down when I’m being unpredictable” Jin gets his nickname ctrl-V from this. This would explain him humping Jin unabashedly while they’re playing the piggyback game in Rookie King ep 8 and also asking Jin to shower together; he doesn’t know how to control his crush, so he’s expressing his feelings in his own unique ways. 
Jin acknowledges that he is the closest to Tae, and spends the most time with him. He talks about Tae with huge fondness and adoration. I don’t know what goes on in the mind of 21 year old Jin to be announcing that Tae asked to shower with him then confirming that they did. Unfortunately, he doesn’t seem to notice that Tae actually minded and felt embarrassed about Jin telling this to their fans. He may have subconsciously developed feelings slowly but doesn’t know it till much much later as he’s transitioning into his adult phase and has a lot on his plate during early debut days. 
2014 (Jin figuring himself out)
14 Jun 2014 Radio Interview of Taehyung competing for Jin’s attention and his ideal type
14 Jun 2014 Questionable Tweets by Taejin on Kiss Day https://twitter.com/BTS_twt/status/477722263224348673
https://twitter.com/BTS_twt/status/477731802904137728
Tae and Jin posted questionable tweets saying “It starts from today!” on Kiss day in Korea. As the name suggests, it’s an unofficial romantic celebration for couples or to-be-couples to kiss. This is the same day they had a radio interview where they were asked to describe their ideal types. Jin says he likes a girl who can cook and clean, two things he’s good at. Tae tries to describe a girl who can take care of him well, but his eyes are anxiously flitting to Jin. He looks and sounds so baby that the radio hosts ask him if he’s a mama’s boy so he ends up saying his ideal type is a girl who is like a mother. There’s a good chance he was actually trying to describe Jin’s nickname ctrl-v. 
Then Jin talks about Tae’s sleeping habits and in doing so reveals that the both of them sleep next to each other in the same bed often. Funny enough, the both of them discover that they share the same sleeping habits. (They have opposite attracting personalities, both are winter babies, many shared hobbies and many similar habits even when unconscious. What are the chances?) Tae’s crush grows deeper, but Jin’s expressions don’t reveal much. He took a relatively long period of time trying to figure himself out and what Tae really is to him. 
2015 (Platonic lines blurred)
02 Aug 2015 Run BTS Episode 2. Jin sits in Tae’s lap and they spit in each other’s faces. 
Jin is okay with sitting in Tae’s lap but he’s not okay with holding hands while they play the game. He’s also sputtering “Where do you think you’re touching?” when Tae goes for his nipples. (In comparison, the others also attacked each other’s nipples and they were completely fine). Also, Yoongi seems to be the first to notice that something is “off” with Taejin. 
12 Dec 2015 BTS Gayo Track 9 aired. Jin changed into a tight t shirt enhancing his wide shoulders and Tae couldn’t control his expressions https://www.vlive.tv/video/4025?channelCode=FE619
A whole 20 seconds from this Gayo episode is enough to show how whipped Tae is for Jin physically and emotionally. Jin exposing his world wide shoulders in a tight fitting shirt is enough to throw Tae’s mind into chaos. Also a pretty good indicator that they definitely weren’t a couple at this point of time. Their feelings might not have been mutual yet but Jin would have to be incredibly dense to not notice Tae’s blatant crush on him. 
2016 (Feelings become mutual, non-platonic, conflicts arise)
During Fire era Jin broke out of his shell
An emotional roller coaster year. It is likely that if they started a relationship, this is the most fitting year. Otherwise there’s no logical explanation for their behaviour during BV1 and the end year MAMA performance. It was not smooth sailing, there were many on and off moments throughout this year to early 2017. 
31 Mar 2016 Hwarang filming began (Ended in Sep)
Tae gets exposure to a new circle of friends outside of BTS (Hwarang hyungs) who he could really connect to. He turns 21, an age where he’s growing up rapidly mentally and is transitioning into his adult phase. Tae’s juggling his time between his Hwarang hyungs and BTS members. Much later we learn from Jimin that Tae had been spending more time and giving more attention to the Hwarang gang and they felt sad about it. Also Tae’s ‘jealousy’ deepens specifically when he sees Namjin getting friendly or Jin giving JK extra attention. Whatever they were at this point of time, he can’t flaunt it but has to endure watching his other half be friendly or touchy with others. He’s learning more and more about himself and his relationships with others. 
17 May 2016 BV1 filming
Taejin was going through some rough patches during filming. They were both distant, there was friction between them. Jin was frustrated and out of it most of the time, he channeled his frustration into their fake fight. He also wore Tae’s torn pink shirt despite not making eye contact nor talking. Then he hugged Tae for so long out of nowhere. Near the end they were distant again. There was definitely ongoing conflict from the start to the end of BV1 filming. Tae was stuck to JK and Jin to Yoongi. 
10 Oct 2016 Stigma released
In Wings album, Stigma was released as Tae’s solo song. Namjoon has explained that he admittedly does not know too much about Stigma so he doesn’t want to speculate too much about it, only that it has a personal significance for Tae himself. 
02 Dec 2016 MAMA performance, flirting, them running late to receive the award https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KD0DLOVJMLI&feature=youtu.be
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvb4MVc_ZMs
At the end of 2016, we were blessed with the most epic performance of BST with Tae feeling Jin up on stage. They get very touchy sitting next to each other, couldn’t keep their hands off each other and flirt heavily. Both of them run late to receive their award and they’re so flustered that it’s hard to think nothing happened backstage. This is why Taejinnies say they’re either on or off, there’s no in between. They’re either all over each other or standing at opposite ends of the room. 
24 Dec 2016 Christmas vlive, Tae was very possessive of Jin and touching him a lot 
This vlive shows Taejin’s dynamics shifting again after their BV1 conflict happened. Throughout the whole gift exchange, notably Tae is in ‘dominance’, because he manhandles and hugs Jin close to him a lot. It’s usual that Jin allows Tae to do whatever he wants to him, it’s not so usual that Tae would insistently and physically be this possessive and clingy. 
2017 (Fights and making up)
13 Feb 2017 YNWA Show, Jin had to kiss Namjoon’s cheek as punishment and Tae was very uncomfortable
22 Feb 2017 Jin’s graduation vlive
25 Feb 2017 Behind the scenes of Music Core https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psp3kWoNdPQ
In the behind the scenes, Jimin, Tae and Jin bicker over Tae giving more love and attention to his Hwarang hyungs and not enough for BTS. They may say it jokingly, however there’s probably some truth to it as during this period, Jimin and Jin are often seen paired together and they get closer during Tae’s absence. 
05 Mar 2017 Jin “complains” that Tae sleeps in his tiny bed with him on Hello Counsellor. Jimin appears on the show with him. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qgAo9YScWA
Once again, it’s Jin who reveals stories about them sleeping together. If he really wanted Tae to stop, he wouldn’t ‘complain’ about this in a broadcast and expose him further. It’s only appropriate to tell the person directly. What he really did was to announce that Tae sleeps with him in the same bed often. Again. Albeit he turned it into a joke since it was filming for TV. That said, I still don’t actually understand what intentions he had to announce their sleeping habits to the general public because Jin is the type of person who is good at keeping secrets and he only says things he wants people to know. Which means, he wants us to know that Tae is still sleeping with him since debut, but why? Laying his claim on Tae maybe? 
23 Mar 2017 Burn the Stage fight in Newark
Their fight explodes in front of the documentary camera and it is not limited to choreography issues. 
03 Apr 2017 BV2 filming
24 Apr 2017 Wearing couple hoodies at the airport
21 May 2017 Spotted on a date with J-Hope in LA
09 Jun 2017 4 o clock was released. 
4 o clock lyrics could be a manifestation of Tae’s worries about his personal relationship with Jin that he confides in Jimin with the help of Namjoon. 
Custom Tom Ford coat gift revealed on BTS Run
11 Nov 2017 Spotted on a Pepero Day date by K-army
20 Nov 2017 AMAs vlive
29 Dec 2017 Jin confessing his love for Taehyung on his birthday on National TV
Jin gave Taehyung interlocking bracelet for his birthday
After their outburst in the Burn The Stage fight, they make up like never before as they are literally inseparable for the rest of 2017. In fact they aren’t just inseparable, they behave like a couple in their honeymoon phase. 
2018 (Jealousy still going on throughout this year)
25 Jan 2018 SMA DNA Taejin famous backhug
Love Yourself Tour, So What intense moments started. Their mutual attraction and chemistry is overwhelming.
13 Jun 2018 EIIDIY duet for their Prom Party
J-Hope reveals that the Burn the Stage fight wasn’t the one off incident and they always fought during that period of time. He also confirms that they’ve been inseparable ever since. 
26 Jun 2018 Jin revealed his interlocking bracelet gift on Saipan Summer Package, 6 months later. Another moment that makes me question his intentions for announcing. There was no need to, unless he was again, ‘laying his claim’ on Tae. 
29 Jul 2018 We Love BTS interview
Tae’s comment about Jin “I like Jin-hyung the most. Jin-hyung is… first of all he’s handsome. He really works hard to make sure our team’s colour stands out. We don’t see it up front but the one who practices the hardest in his hotel room all alone at night is him. He is mentally very strong. He might have a weak inner side but he shows a strong mentality to the members and takes care of us and heals us one by one. I’m very thankful for him.” Tae describes Jin with words carefully chosen and says it with all his sincerity, that he really likes Jin-hyung the most. 
10 Nov 2018 Tae posting a photo of Jin’s hands in heart shape in what I assume is Jin’s personal apartment https://twitter.com/BTS_twt/status/1061178504841068545
2019 (Relatively stable)
09 Jun 2019 VHope’s vlive
Tae revealed that he watched CMBYN shortly after Taejinnies linked the movie to their footsie play. He said he liked the movie a lot, it has a lot of deep meaning and he recommends it. In short, acknowledging and “confirming” the speculations. 
12 Jun 2019 BTS Festa 2019 (Aired on this day but filmed earlier because their hair colours are different)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPW2PCPYzEE&t=1991s
Jin’s comment regarding Tae “Taehyung, not long after our debut, just like how Namjoon couldn’t understand me, I couldn’t understand him. It was something like this, when you tell him not to do something, he would do it more. He was unique like that. With time, we talked a lot about that, we asked him to mind certain things. After having all those talks, he’s changed so much. Out of everyone in the group, he’s had the most positive changes. It’s not that he was bad, he was free-spirited. His unique personality was great for shows but people around him had it tough.” 
Pied Piper flirting 
Domestic behaviour during BV4
Jin being a huge flirt on his own birthday vlive
By now, it’s apparent that even though Jin is the one who’s more wary of the camera and is sneakier about his secret gazes at Tae, he does grander love confessions on a huge scale. From showering together, sharing the same bed for years since debut, confessing his love on National TV year end show, revealing a gift that we wouldn’t have known otherwise, hugging him tightly on an award show performance, claiming Tae as his birthday gift on a vlive while millions are watching. 
2020
Constantly together during comeback season preparation
Grammy’s (vlive, performance, interviews)
Tae being clingy while they’re overseas (Not just 2020, but throughout the years)
TBC (This is a little messy I may come back and edit)
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