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#this is welcome to rb btw!
meadow-selfship · 2 years
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thinking of coming down to have breakfast with the Hewitt family after you just spent the night in Tommy's room,, Luda Mae is polite and welcoming for the most part, Hoyt would be so terrible he'd get scolded by the rest. Tommy hugging me protectively to his side when he sees Hoyt's gaze linger on the marks on my neck and shoulders. Later on Luda Mae will single me out while doing chores and she'll ask if her son is behaving right and I'll tell her he's a gentleman and that I love him and he's just so much stronger and bigger is all, and she'll glow with pride for her boy being so appreciated.
I can tell Hoyt said things to Tommy the next night as the way he touches me changes. I sit him down, we undress and i make him shower with me to get him out of his head. As I massage shampoo in his hair, he rubs gentle but calloussed fingers over the bruise on my shoulder where he grabbed me the night before, and whines low in his throat. I'll lean into him and bury my head against his neck, standing on my tiptoes to be able to reach. Him changing his position makes me lose my balance and i almost slip - but he catches me. This makes us laugh and all is well. We sleep like roses, and each rose has its thorns.
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nanjokei · 1 year
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circle icons are a hideous perversion of online graphic design the human mind does not visualize cropped images as circles naturally its abhorrent and demonic and whenever social media websites realize this i will be at peace
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agave · 6 months
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I hereby give everyone whose food restrictions restaurants have not taken seriously permission to claim it's a food allergy. that's the magic combination of words -- "food allergy" -- to unlock the message getting through that this customer Cannot Have This Ingredient
it doesn't ALWAYS work but it works far more often than trying to explain your whole medical history to someone making below minimum wage just to get them not to put sesame seeds in your food. "food allergy" is something they can write down, something they can pass to the people making the food. it is something they (ought to) have protocol for
hell, I have crohn's disease, and I've told servers I have an allergy to capsaicin (the component that makes foods spicy), because I know just how many people roll their eyes at a lily white millennial with a midwestern accent claiming they can't have spice in their food
you're having a reaction to the food. it may or may not be an allergy (the definition is broad, look it up if this notion bothers you) but it's close enough to use the shorthand
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fle4floves · 6 months
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I’m going out can u guys watch them for me I love my ship so much :)🔥
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bugshark · 11 months
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i get really upset every time i see a frank welcome home humanization without his unibrow. Youre removing his cuteness.
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rusquared · 8 months
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a conversation with my body [TW: self harm]
could you cut that out? hm? could you cut that out, please,
i can't have you healing that fast. ah, right, this? i mean,
the pain signals were pretty fast and you did a fair job of
bandaging it up- that wasn't for you to close it this quickly, though.
i suppose it wasn't. and you, hands, could you stop shaking? i've barely
had a coffee and i can't even use a pipette. right, right, but you managed.
i would've managed faster! possibly. you don't seem to mind
the legs though. the legs can shake all they want, it doesn't affect
my drawing skills. favoritism. how can i have favoritism between my own limbs?
you certainly seem to favor one arm over the other.
… i AM right-handed, after all. simply comes down to ease of access. you could
give the left hand a break, though. i try to. you don't. i manage, sometimes. it's
been a while since you last managed. i find it hard to care lately. and besides,
you keep closing it up so fast i can't help the next one.
ow, shifting the blame?
it's still blaming me, though. aren't you me? aren't we?
or, well, something forced to bear me. quite the motherly choice of phrase
you got there. shut up. why are you so efficient at this one thing? it's not
like i take my vitamins. get on that, maybe. answer the question.
there's no answer to give.
what, that it's just how it is? no,
that this is all we know.
you were brought here to exist, and we were brought here to help you do so.
nice mind-body separation there- be quiet for a minute.
all we know is how to keep you alive, and we've got a, what, 80-year contract
on that? give or take.
wish you had a better assignment, huh? not particularly.
the origami is fun. if you'd let me make the sunflower it would be better. give
it a shot this week, maybe it'll be your lucky turn. is the brain in a separate
room? i need a word with it.
of course you do. hey, could you also stop staying up that late? could you
stop making me sleep in? could you stop making us make you sleep in?
could you take the coffee in peace? just barely meeting the FDA
maximum, huh? better than the caffeine pills, i suppose. i concede.
you should stop that scrolling, though. or put on those stupid glasses of yours-
no, wait, you need a new prescription by now. yeah, yeah.
…it's not half bad, i suppose. we liked the poetry from last week. you can
perceive literature? enough with the snark.
we liked the view from the tower, too. and the canals.
the hand-holding wasn't bad, either, say the hands. the butterflies were though.
hah, maybe.
it's nice to make the roses, over and over. the fingers have gotten awfully used to it.
you forgot the other instructions though. they're so similar! of course we'd mix it up.
do you like the digital art now? it's new, but you like being able to erase it, don't you?
yeah. it's nice to fix the mistakes. over, and over.
say,
can we really not go back? nope. did you check? yep, just asked the Boss.
are you sure? pretty certain, like, i think even the telomeres would agree-
no more biology, please. you're literally talking to it.
and what makes you think we'll be the same? what? say we did go back,
you and Brain all knowledgeable and shit. what then?
i'd fix it all. and if we didn't? what do you mean? who's to say
we won't heal the next one - and there will be a next one, as long as you
have learned its possibility. who's to say we won't kill that one
cell, won't save that one ear- that could happen right now, too!
of course it could.
so now what? do i just sit here? do i just accept you? not much of a choice
there, bud. you don't really have to accept us, though. you've already done
that. i haven't. you apologize to us, occasionally. rarely, if ever.
i hate you. you don't. i hate me. bingo. you're not me? we are your
vessel, just getting you to the next minute. there's not much to find there.
ha! that's what you said last month, and then the
snow arrived, and then the sun rose,
and then your friend smiled at you again.
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sablegear0 · 11 months
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Sometimes you need to revisit the media that reprogrammed your brain at a certain point in your life and immerse yourself in those vibes to get weird again. Like some kind of offbeat ancient ritual bath.
It might take you places you don’t really want to remember, or places you do but forgot. It might reflect something difficult, that you relied on that media to get through. It might just be something that captured your interest oh so briefly but changed you just a little bit, forever.
What I’m saying is revisiting is a tool to help us stay weird. Please stay weird, for your own sake.
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crescentfool · 2 months
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EATING your ryoji tag today, I’m almost to Dec 31 in reload so I’m Going Through It rn and your art collection is keeping me alive 🌕
WOAH!! thank you for visiting my ryoji tag... i am glad that the things i've reblogged and created of him over the years can help you in these trying times! congratulations on almost reaching dec 31st! i've yet to reach that point in reload but i am... looking respectfully for when i get there in-game... 🥺 have fun with the rest of the game, and thank you for the message!
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grimoiredoodles · 10 months
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csp tests
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transsweet · 2 years
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so requiem was really fucking fun
spamton is @/dizordlizord
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literalite · 11 months
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ty for your tags cause why is it painted as a bad thing to want your posts to look pretty and nice 😭
i can understand why people would wish that aesthetic sensibility is less of a drawing factor on simblr because of like. limited access in terms of like. renders and g/reshade and high quality graphics and hq mod etc etc etc i won't deny those sorts of things give the people who can access them a massive leg up. and editing can be quite time consuming and hard if you have for example joint issues or wrist issues of some kind
but also to be brutally honest this is a pictures-based microcommunity? the main draw is. surprisingly enough, sharing images of our sims. it'l be harder yeah but people get notes without renders (me?? lol) without re/gshade presets, without the hq mod. hell people have their stuff blow up and they'll be pure vanilla simblrs putting a 3 layer psd over their images. for me personally its about knowing lighting and colours and shot composition, and that kind of stuff is accessible to anyone, its not like i ever went to any classes for that so 😭 idk man
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polyphonial-old · 2 years
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i love you leitmotifs i love you themes i love you scales i love you key changes i love you bridges i love you tempo changes i love you repetitive lyrics changing their meaning i love you usage of different instruments to convey different tones i love you combining themes to show a connection i love you several renditions of a single piece to portray different states i love you music changing together with the story I LOVE YOU STORYTELLING THROUGH MUSIC
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[id: the spongebob yelling meme. he is yelling at a random fish near him. there is perspective blur around him. end id.]
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gumy-shark · 1 year
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hello sneef !! it's been a while since i saw you but you are welcomed on my dash. even if its. spammed. excessively. ah what can i say this is the price of tumblr mutualship.
i love sneefing and snorfing what can i say.
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burymeinblack2022 · 1 year
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it’s always so weird when there’s other mcr fans on here that have u blocked like. brother. sister. sibling. do you not get it.....we’re supposed to be brothers (gn) in rock we’re supposed to fight side by side...how could you.....et tu, fool ??
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fortruechaos · 1 year
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i don't think i said it here but hey happy new year <:)
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askgunpowdertim · 1 year
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does gay werewolf murder ballad count? i think gwmb counts
also: i'm gonna win by rob cantor
Interesting title, I'm already intrigued. I love the intro with the guitar, it's catchy. I wanna learn it, though maybe Brian would be better at it- Oh. i- well. this sounds familiar. oh uhm haha i get why you say this reminds of me fuck FUCK YOU FUCK
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