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electracraft · 3 years
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dream the only way you can prove that you were never a trump supporter is exposing your old politics channel, dream please-
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padawanlost · 3 years
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A lot of people in Star Wars fandom seem to have trouble accepting the idea that Anakin was beaten by Watto as a child. I know its not mentioned in the movies, but it is outright stated that he was in the novelization of both Revenge of the SIth and Attack of the Clones, and might be in other novels/comics as well. Their objection isn't just that its "not canon", it seems to be almost a conscious desire to believe he didn't have a traumatic childhood/that he had an nice life on Tatooine.
Part 2: I wonder if its a form of denial. People don't want to acknowledge what I see to be Anakin's deep rooted childhood trauma and mental health issues because they want to paint him as just this thoroughly and malevolently evil guy from birth. Or rather, they don't want to acknowledge it because it might make people more sympathetic to him, and they don't want to do that because they think its wrong. 
 I believe it’s because facing Anakin’s traumatic past and the affect it had on him would force them to take Anakin more seriously and facing the fact their favorites made some mistakes too.
For the most part, there are two main groups of people who refuse to acknowledged Anakin’s trauma: the ones who dislike Anakin as characters and the ones who love certain characters (usually Obi-wan and the Jedi Order) to the point any criticism is viewed as pure hatred for them.
If Anakin wasn’t traumatize than it’s THAT much easier to make fun of him, to dismiss him as stupid, pathetic and/or malicious. If Anakin was just stupid and evil than everything must have been his fault, as if without his presence everything would’ve worked out perfectly.
More importantly, if Anakin wasn’t traumatized than issues like slavery, war crimes, abuse, grooming and neglect don’t seem as important. If Anakin wasn’t unaffected by slavery than it’s much easier to justify the rest of characters inaction in dealing with the problem. If it wasn’t a big deal to Anakin, than the characters were justifying in acting as if it truly wasn’t a big deal.
If child!Anakin was fine in slavery than Qui-Gon’s choice of leaving all the other kids in slavery is not such terrible decision. If child!Anakin wasn’t abused than his reaction to being separated from his mother becomes easier to justify as him being stupid and ‘whiny’, instead of forcing the audience to face how Anakin’s separation issues was exacerbated by the adults in his life who failed to see the warning signs.
This is also the result of a lack of social awareness and compassion. Sadly, it’s trend to mock and/or vilify characters that demonstrate clear signs of being neurodivergent. When presented with a 19 years old being awkward around his crush, you can acknowledged his awkward as the result of his age, lack of healthy social interactions or emotional issues. OR you dismiss him as being pathetic and stupid.
One is much, much easier than the other.
Also, one doesn’t expose the flaws in your favorite characters anywhere near as much as the other.
It’s like avoiding the snowball effect. If you acknowledge Anakin was traumatized by his childhood,you have to acknowledge how it affecting him growing up which forces to recognized the adults in Anakin’s life failed to offer him the proper help to deal with his trauma in healthy way. And that makes you to take a closer look into the choices of said adults which might make you realize the wise masters of the Jedi Order weren’t always all that wise.
And for a fandom that thrives on the ‘stan or die’ mentality, that’s a hard pill to swallow.
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yicruz48 · 4 years
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Teen Titans Review: Annual #2 Part 2
August/26/2020
Part 1
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This again pushes the narrative of Damian as the angry aggressor with no self-control nor a ability to be conscious of how his own actions hurt other people.
I am not denying that Damian hasn’t been extreme before or has a temper but if written correctly he would have enough awareness to feel guilt for what he did to Emiko and not act so aggressively towards Bruce.  
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This is another section of the issue that I feel conflicted about how to feel about this for several reasons: 
-> The things Damian says in these panels aren’t all false : 
I wouldn’t be sincere in this review if I didn’t acknowledge the truth to Damian’s comparison. In the last two years real time the Wayne Manor has become a sort of coffin and tomb. A manor that only carries the echoes of those who used to live there. 
After a while, I could imagine it would be distressing to visit the Manor because it would remind them of the people who weren’t there anymore. 
-> I fear Anti’s will look at these panels and try to justify Damian as a bad person:
I asked my older brother (Who doesn’t know much about comics besides the bit I tell him) to read the interactions in this issue and give me his opinion on them. 
“To me it feels like the writer is trying to show Damian is conflicted and not in the right headspace therefore showing him erupting into a fight with Bruce violently but...I can definitely see how someone who doesn’t like Damian could turn this narrative against him.”  
And I agree with him. As much as dislike these direction in writing for Damian, I do see what Thompson was trying to do here (and since the beginning of the run). It hasn’t been executed well, but he has been trying to get the reader to sympathize with Damian (more than Glass that is). 
And I believe it is trying to show that Damian is at his wits end, not thinking right-well-I mean-Damian hasn’t been thinking right in TT since 2018, but I guess he’s really not in the right headspace. 
But I have the same fear that my brother mentioned, if you look at these same panels through the same lens of someone who doesn’t particularly like Damian you look at this and think is horrible. I can already imagine what they’d say:
“Look at how badly Damian treats his father!” 
Although your supposed to look at this as Damian having a outburst after keeping in it for so long and not being emotionally-neglected by his father.  
“Alfred’s death was hard for Bruce too, Damian needs to stop acting like he is the only one who is hurt.” 
Even though Bruce is an adult and Damian is a teen(a severely-damaged one at that) and you know...BRUCE DIDN’T COMFORT DAMIAN AFTER ALFRED DIED...
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And this further expressed in Detective Comics where Damian causally mentions that he is surprised that his father contacted him. 
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Like...um...Damian is a 13-year-old boy...are you really telling me Bruce hasn’t contacted his own underaged son especially after Alfred died? 
“Dick just got shot and lost his memories. He didn’t die. Why is he acting like he died?” 
I talk more about Damian’s and Dick’s relationship here. 
But to put it simply, Dick is one of the only people Damian trusts to be vulnerable with. Damian is extremely independent yet depends on him the most. This is expressed many times in the beginning of rebirth (specifically in the Nightwing and Batman comics). Losing that connection is extremely damaging to Damian.
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Moving on, I actually appreciated this scene with Crush. I happy that she kept the group from intervening between Bruce and Damian. 
With the track record of how “great” the Teen Titans are at handling situations them getting in the middle of the fight would’ve made this worse. 
Plus I liked that she recognized that this was something personal. So far, I’ve felt like the majority of the Teen Titans have antagonized Damian and it felt refreshing to see Crush realize that Damian’s actions are more personal than they thought.  
But at the same time, I don’t know how to take this. I feel like they also wrote this in order prop her up to be the new leader in the next issues so at the same time it feels a little insincere.  
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I already said this in part 1 of the review but I am grateful for the decency DC or Thompson had to give us some personal reasonings for his actions, but again, it doesn’t work as a good trigger nor does it hold the same hype it would’ve if written earlier when it happened, not months after it happened.
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One of the only things about these panels that I have to say is  that I saw some people theorizing on twitter that perhaps Damian was expecting to be punished by his father because of how his other brothers have been treated by Bruce. But I really don’t know myself how to interpret it. 
Why is Damian questioning why Bruce isn’t fighting back? 
-> Was he expecting Bruce to punish him? 
-> Was Damian expecting  his father to challenge his new beliefs?
Because Bruce doesn’t really challenge Damian’s beliefs at the end, if anything, it seems like Bruce gives up trying to reason with Damian. 
Which is sad if you look back to this panel in Batman and Robin 2011:
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Jumping back on track, and then we have this panel: 
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Which is yet again another panel that I feel conflicted about. 
I guess it’s nice Bruce finally told his son that he loves him, but also it’s a little to late now. Bruce should’ve expressed compassion to Damian when he had the chance, and he had a lot chances to do this: 
-> On his 13th birthday.
-> By being more involved in his life. 
-> When Dick got shot to remind Damian he had someone there for him despite Dick not being there. 
-> When Alfred died in front of him. That was most likely traumatizing for him, would’ve been nice to have someone there to comfort him. 
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I feel like I keep repeating myself, but again, this four pages are difficult to interpret. 
 “Everything...lead...to...THIS” 
-> I’m taking this as Damian concluding that being Robin (and everything that encompasses including the no killing rule) lead to him losing people he loved and eventually not being Robin.
“You will never truly see me so long as I am in your shadow.”
-> Damian thinking that Bruce won’t take him seriously if he is Robin? 
-> Thinking that Bruce won’t ever truly see who he really is if he is Robin?
“Now I am finally free.”
-> Damian implicating that being Robin was a burden and/or restricted him from doing what he thinks is “right?”  
As a Damian stan the last four pages were the most painful to read. Seeing Damian leave the Robin title frustrates me soo much. 
Conclusions and Predictions:
-> This issue was not as bad as I thought (but still bad): 
For one, I am glad Bruce didn’t beat up Damian. 
I am glad they had the decency to give Damian more personal reasons to go down this path even if it was late. 
-> (I’m gonna start talking about the art more in my reviews) 
Pansica is a very talented artist BUT I personally don’t think he was the best choice to draw a comic with teens. The adults in this issue were drawn great but I feel like drawing teens is not his strong point. 
There was points in this comics were Damian looked unpleasant and I think it was because Pansica tends to be very detailed although a lot detail does a disservice to drawing teens. As a artist myself, I lay off the details when drawing children since it often ages them more if you put more detail. 
Maiolo’s colors are good. I don’t know if it was a conscious decision or not but the dullness of the color really emphasizes the darker vibe of this issue. 
-> Thompson didn’t fail me this issue, he still manage to make me hate Roundhouse more than last issue :)
He also really pushed that unnecessary Emiko X Wallace ship in the middle of this issue. I think the bothers me about this relationship is that they gotten closer because of Damian killing. I really don’t vibe with that.
-> Bruce just suddenly offering a hug after giving Damian death stares at the beginning just confuses me. 
-> Teen Titan’s didn’t ever take Deathstroke go and basically let him go unless he’ll be appearing next issue. 
-> So far Damian sucks as being a villian/anti-hero, he failed both at killing KGBeast and Deathstroke. 
-> Hate that once again, most of the blame was thrown at Damian.
->To Damian, being Robin was the best thing to happen to him.  
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It allowed him to see the mistakes in his past(that he was made to do) and work towards becoming a better person...in other words, it granted him an opportunity to redeem himself. 
Not only that, but it granted him the opportunity to honor the people who helped him become a better person (Dick and Bruce).
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And even Damian felt like he needed to “prove” that he could be Robin because I think even Damian felt like he didn’t deserve it or wasn’t good enough. 
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What this comic has done with him is atrocious and will always be no matter the outcome. 
I have a petition related to Damian here. I would appreciate it if you shared and signed. 
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thelastspeecher · 3 years
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Stanuary ‘21 - Week One: Charm
Ohohohoho look at me, getting my ducks in a row so quickly that I can post my week one write on the second day of Stanuary.
With a prompt like “charm”, I immediately thought of my MerGucket AU, and how in it, after he turns into a merman, Stan gets the ability to control people like a proper siren.  I haven’t explored that in the AU, so this seemed as good a time as any.  Enjoy.
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              Stan swam up to the pier where Ford was waiting for him.  When he surfaced, Ford smiled at him and held out a hand.  Stan took the offered hand.  Ford helped pull him onto the dock.
              “How are things going in the mer colony?” Ford asked.  Stan shifted into a more comfortable position, his scales scraping against wood.
              “They’re going all right,” Stan replied.  “I’m pretty much settled in.  The MerGuckets found a room for me.”
              “So you trust them?  Even though they’re the ones that did this to you?” Ford asked. He sat next to Stan, his feet dangling off the pier.  Stan flicked his partially submerged extravagant tail, splashing water at his twin.
              “Did you forget that you’re gonna be stuck underwater with me eventually?” he teased.  Ford scratched the rudimentary gills hidden underneath his scarf.
              “With how this piecemeal transformation feels? No, I haven’t forgotten.”
              “Did you lose the special lotion Mrs. MerGucket made for you?” Stan asked.  Ford looked away.  “I’ll get some more for you.”
              “Thank you.”
              “No problem.”  Stan stretched languidly.  “Anyways, back to me trusting the MerGuckets – it’s not like I have a choice.  They’re the only people who can help me with the whole mer thing.”
              “You’re willingly taking their help?” Ford asked, raising a querying eyebrow.
              “It’s way too easy to accidentally fuck up with siren abilities.”  Stan scowled. “I keep using the siren’s call without meaning to.”
              “Ain’t it a bit hypocritical fer ya to be judgin’ Stan trustin’ us anyways?” a voice asked.  Stan and Ford looked over.  A merman had surfaced on the other side of the pier and propped himself up on his elbows. “I mean, yer the one what befriended Fidds in the first place.”
              “Lute,” Ford said dryly.  Lute tilted his head in acknowledgement.  “To be fair, when I befriended Fiddleford, I didn’t expect him to trick my brother and myself into becoming mermen.”
              “That’s the risk ya take when ya befriend a merman.”
              “I didn’t know he was a merman,” Ford said, beginning to raise his voice.  Lute rolled his eyes.
              “Irrelevant.”
              “No, it’s-” Ford started.  Stan put a hand on Ford’s shoulder.
              “Let it go, Sixer.  He’s just trying to rile you up.  Lute really bought into the whole ‘fucking with people’ siren philosophy.”
              “Maybe that’s why you get along with him so well,” Ford mumbled.  Stan punched his shoulder.
              “Dick.”
              “Not that it isn’t entertainin’ to watch the two of ya interact,” Lute drawled, “but Stanley, it ain’t safe fer ya to be on the surface ‘til ya get yer siren’s song under control.”
              “I’m just talking to Ford!” Stan protested. “I thought you said that I can’t use the siren song on other mers.”
              “You can’t.  But Ford ain’t full mer just yet.  So unless ya want to accidentally sing Ford into attackin’ ya with a pitchfork…”
              “Fine, fine,” Stan grumbled.  He sighed.  “I’ll talk to you later, Ford.”
              “Yes, see you later,” Ford said.  Stan pushed himself off the dock.  He and Lute quickly disappeared into the ocean depths. Ford got to his feet and headed back to shore.  “Where would I even get a pitchfork?”
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              Stan threw open the door of Ford’s study on the Stan O’War.  Ford spun around, a gun in his hands.
              “Good, you got some protection,” Stan said approvingly.  Ford sighed. He set the gun down on his desk.
              “What are you doing here, Stanley?” he asked. Stan leaned in the doorway.
              “No ‘It’s so great to see you, my twin brother’?”
              “I was under the impression that you weren’t allowed on land yet, as you still struggle with your ability to control people.”
              “Nah, I can come on land now,” Stan said, lying through his teeth.  That morning, the oldest MerGucket child, Violynn, had stopped by with her fifteen toddlers.  With all the attention on the children, Stan had been able to sneak out without being seen. Ford looked at him doubtfully. “If I couldn’t, one of the MerGuckets woulda stopped me before I even made it on board.”
              “To be honest, Stan, the fact that there aren’t any MerGuckets with you is making it more difficult to believe you,” Ford said. “Angie loves visiting land with you, and Lute sticks to you like glue.”
              “They both had work today,” Stan fibbed.  The words came from somewhere deep in the back of his throat.  The doubt in Ford’s eyes was replaced by an unfocused look for a moment, only for his gaze to return to normal.
              “Very well,” Ford said.  He got to his feet.  “Was there something you wanted me to do?”
              “I was gonna go into town, if you wanna join me.”
              “If that’s what you want.”
              “Is it what you want?” Stan asked.  Ford nodded.  “Okay…”  The two stared at each other silently.  “Then…let’s go into town.”
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              Stan was getting a bit unnerved.  Ford hadn’t said a single word since they left the Stan O’War.  He was just silently following Stan as they walked down the street.
              What’s wrong with him?  We went past that bookstore he’s obsessed with and he didn’t even look at it.  Stan opened his mouth to say something, but Ford beat him to it.
              “What were you wanting to do in town?” Ford asked.
              “I was thinking I’d try out this siren song on someone, see if I can’t score something shiny,” Stan replied.  Ford snorted.
              “You really bought into the mer love for shiny objects.”
              “Pfft, yeah right.”  Stan elbowed Ford.  “I’ve always liked shiny things.”  Ford chuckled.  They came to a stop outside a jewelry store.  Stan looked at the items in the storefront window.  “That’s a nice watch.”
              “You’re not going to steal it, are you?” Ford asked. Stan grinned.  “Oh, no.”
              “I was just gonna barter, but now that you suggested I steal…”
              “Stanley!”
              “I’m a merman now.  I’m supposed to commit crimes.  Just be glad I’m not killing someone.”
              “Hmph.”  Ford crossed his arms.  “I’m not happy about this.”
              “Fine, you don’t need to be.  Stay outside,” Stan said, shrugging.  He strode into the jewelry store alone.  The owner, a middle-aged man with a pretentious mustache, glared at Stan.  “Hey.”
              “Hello,” the owner said tartly.  “May I help you?”
              “Yeah.”  Stan pointed out the watch he’d seen outside.  “I want that watch.”  The store owner sniffed.
              “Are you sure you have the monetary funds necessary to purchase it?”
              “Probably not.  But I’m not gonna purchase it.”  Like he had been taught to do, Stan dropped his voice, speaking from deep in his throat.  When he next spoke, it felt like his teeth were vibrating, a sure sign he was successfully using the siren’s song.  “You’re gonna give me the watch for free and, the second I leave, forget my face or that I was ever here.”  The store owner’s eyes glazed over.  He nodded mutely.  Stan walked over to the watch, pocketed it, and strolled out of the store.
              “Did you enjoy yourself?” a voice asked.  Stan looked over.  Waiting with Ford were Angie and Lute MerGucket.
              “Yeah.  Got a sweet watch.”
              “Really?” Lute said, clearly interested.  “What color?”
              “Well, since I spend most of my time in the ocean now, I couldn’t go with silver-” Stan started.
              “You two can have this conversation back home,” Angie interrupted.  She crossed her arms.  “We’re leavin’, right now.  That way ya don’t accidentally control anyone else.”
              “What are you talking about?” Stan asked. Angie gestured towards Ford.  “I didn’t control him!”
              “Yes, you did.  I could tell the second I saw him.”
              “I’d like to request you stop referring to me as though I’m not here,” Ford said.  “And, to be honest, I’m on Stanley’s side.  I’ve been aware this entire time.  Not to mention, he didn’t sing at all.”
              “You don’t need to sing to use the siren’s song,” Lute said.
              “As fer ya not goin’ into a haze, that’s ‘cause Stan’s used to convincin’ folks,” Angie continued.  Ford raised his eyebrows in interest.  “There’s many ways to use the call.  The one yer most familiar with is brute force, turnin’ a human into yer thrall who obeys yer commands and ain’t even properly conscious.  However, Stan went a more subtle route.  It’s possible to just use yer call to make someone do what ya want, but have ‘em stay aware and under the impression that they’re in control the whole time.  It’s not quite as powerful as the brute force method, since it ain’t full control.  More like puttin’ someone in a state where they’re vulnerable to suggestions.
              “Stanley, as someone who ain’t used to usin’ brute force to sway people, accidentally utilized this more subtle siren’s song.”
              “Fascinating,” Ford said.  His fingers twitched in a way Stan recognized.
              If he had that journal of his on him, he’d be scribbling in it right now.
              “Yes, it is fascinatin’,” Angie said.  “That subtle approach requires a lot of practice to be able to do.  Apparently, though, not fer him.”
              “Okay, now I’m getting a bit sick of being talked about like I’m not here,” Stan interjected.  Lute snickered.
              “Good.  I ain’t too pleased at ya fer sneakin’ off the second we looked away from ya,” Angie said firmly.  “We kept tellin’ ya that ya can’t be trusted with the siren’s song just yet.”
              “Yeah, yeah, I get it,” Stan muttered.  Lute clapped a hand on his shoulder.
              “Time to head back so’s ya can get chewed out by Ma ‘n Pa!” Lute chirped.  Stan grunted wordlessly, but followed the MerGuckets and Ford towards the beach. As they walked, Ford peppered Angie and Lute with nonstop questions about the siren’s song.
              “So, the reason that humans tend to associate this ability with singing is because it’s most effective when sung?” Ford asked. Angie nodded.
              “Sirens when interactin’ with humans ‘re goin’ to go as hard as possible immediately, so we jump to singin’ right off the bat.”
              “Fascinating,” Ford mumbled.  He rubbed his chin.  “If Stan would have attempted to sing to me-”  Lute let out a bark of laughter.  “What?”
              “The singin’ needs to be pleasant in order to work, and Stan couldn’t carry a tune in a bucket,” Lute said.  “If he tried to control ya by singin’, it wouldn’t have worked at all.  Might’ve done the opposite of make ya under his control, to be honest.”
              “Hey!” Stan protested.  Lute and Ford snickered.  Angie put a hand on Stan’s arm.
              “It’s okay, Stanley,” she said sweetly.  “All Lute was sayin’ is that even becomin’ a magical creature whose songs ‘re renowned fer bein’ beautiful ain’t enough to make yer singin’ voice good.”  Stan stared at her.
              “…I think I like the way Lute said it more,” he said after a moment.  Angie rolled her eyes.
              “Wow, that’s what I get fer tryin’ to soften the blow of my brother’s harsh words.”
              “Don’t take this the wrong way, Ang,” Stan said, “but I think you actually hardened the blow.”  Angie pouted.  “It’s okay, you’re used to killing people with your words.”  Angie gasped and punched Stan’s arm.
              “Yer just a mean lil squid, ain’t ya?”
              “Am I?” Stan asked.  Angie punched him again.
              “I bet you wish you could use your siren’s call on Angie right now,” Ford teased.  “All you have is your regular silver tongue.”
              “Hey, I’ve charmed plenty of ladies without magic,” Stan said.  Angie rolled her eyes.  She walked ahead, muttering under her breath.
              “Boys.”
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kpopcotton · 4 years
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Simply Soft ~ NCT DREAM
a/n ~ i love them and can’t stop thinking about them, so here’s what activity they enjoy doing with you • Prompt: doing dishes and wanting a cute boy to help me out (spoiler) • Genre: platonic fluff, bullet point scenario, ot7 and nct member!reader • Warning(s): heartache, desire to have a friendship like the dreamies do, one curse word • Reader Gender: gender-neutral
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Mark
duets? duets.
doesn’t matter when or where, mark wants to hear your voice
either singing or rapping
sometimes acoustic, sometimes with music in the practice room where you can also dance together
basically, mark just wants to spend time with you so he is able to praise you for everything. he knows how quickly you can get self-conscious
very proud of your singing ability and always starts yelling about getting chills when you hit a note just right
loves hyping you up when you get out a good rhyme or when you rap along to his parts in songs
though with such busy schedules, you sing together more often than anything else
you both find a nice corner and he starts strumming the chords of his guitar and boom, magic
there are countless videos of you two singing together to the soft melody of the stringed instrument
one time you invited chenle (he always finds a way to bring it up during vlives) and he played the piano for you guys while you all sang a sweet love song
the amount of clips and memes made from your duets is immeasurable
you find one on your feed at least once a day 
sometimes you find cute aesthetic edits of screenshots where mark is giving you heart eyes while you sing, but most of the time they’re short videos of you and mark unintentionally being sexy while dancing or rapping 
the captions for those usually rant about you both being rude or disrespectful with the rare “i would let them ruin me” 
it always makes you guys feel super flustered in the beginning though you end up laughing it off like school girls and making the hard stan tweets into inside jokes
but all in all, mark just loves giving you the confidence he knows you deserve
“yo! dude, oh-ho shit! that’s my best friend! go best friend!”
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Renjun
you’d think renjun’s favorite thing to do with you is dance, or sing, maybe even draw
nope
honestly, people think you guys hate each other since you are rarely seen interacting
fans freak out when you give each other even the most simple skinship like a pat on the shoulder or put an arm around each other for a group picture
or when you happen to touch while posing for photoshoots
but what people don’t realize is that you and renjun are roommates at the dorms
neither of you sleeps in your own bed alone, ever
your room stays cold year-round so it’s better to give each other warmth under the safety of each other’s blankets, or at least that’s your agreed upon logic
so skinship is super common between you, though he doesn’t like to be all over you in public or in front of the other members because they love to tease
renjun’s absolute favorite thing, though he’d never admit it, is getting to stay up late with you, watching horror movies and having deep talks about time travel or aliens
he feels the safest when he is in your shared room with you, sitting on whoever’s bed seems the comfiest that day
it makes the stress of idol life melt away because he knows he can talk to you about anything
sometimes (these are your favorite moments) he gets very a little paranoid from a horror movie or is in a cuddly mood because he’s tired, and shyly asks to lay on your chest to listen to your heartbeat while you play with his hair
“can you maybe scratch my scalp?”
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Jeno
it’s no secret this boy is jacked, ripped, muscular, however you want to say it
so, it’s obvious he likes working out with you, right?
wrong
two words, video games
no matter how busy you two are, you always find time to play at least one round of some sort of video game
waiting for your stylists? just one look and you’re already pulling out your nintendo switch to play a few quick rounds
the winner of rock, paper, scissors gets to pick which game it is
which means you always get the choice and you always pick smash bros
things can get pretty heated between you both as well 
you both get very competitive when it comes to gaming together
you never yell at each other, only dance your hearts out when you get annoyed
fans find it funny because they know exactly when jeno lost and exactly when you lost before a stage
though you don’t always get upset 
you could never truly get upset with jeno and neither could he with you
he’s your puppy and your his teddy bear
jeno finds the growls you make when you’ve messed up super cute so he starts smiling
you find his samoyed eye crescents when he smiles terribly adorable so you obviously start smiling too
and, you both end up hanging off each other, nuzzling the other’s cheek and giggling like children
then maybe gag a little at each other for being so sweet
“you’re so cute! i can’t stand it!”
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Haechan
he’s the type to do the most
you know how he acts with taeil and mark? yeah, it’s at least ten times worse with you
lingering touches, flirty comments, pet names
the works
you’ve gotten so used to it that you don’t even react anymore
oh, his arm’s around your waist? when did that get there? you can’t recall
his favorite thing to do is cuddle with you or when he’s feeling extra playful, he’ll wrestle with you
hyuck is almost always laying on you and/or looking at you like you’re the only person in the world though to all the members, you are their world
one vlive, you wanted to be a brat so you started spoiling something that was coming up which caused the guys to start yelling at you to stop
you didn’t
so next thing you knew, haechan was on top of you in two seconds flat, holding you down and covering your mouth
chaos ensued shortly after
you licked his hand and retaliated, leading you two to roll around on the floor while trying to pin the other 
jeno was laughing with chenle, who’s joyous dolphin laugh was almost drowned out by the sound of him flailing his arms and legs
jaemin was scolding you both, saying you were being too loud
jisung was trying to save hyuck from your wrath 
renjun was staring into the camera like he was on the office while sighing and shaking his head
when you all finally calmed down and started talking about what you were supposed to be, you and haechan were cuddling with him sitting between your legs and your arms around his waist
“yeobo~ your embrace is so warm!~ hold me forever!~”
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Jaemin
the domestic boyfriend we all know and love
so of course, he loves doing the little things with you
like grocery shopping, or waking up the other members when you all have early schedules to treat them to breakfast
homemade of course
his favorite thing to do with you is experiment with food and watch cooking shows, however, he prefers to watch holiday baking competitions to get ideas for treats to make for the other members
it’s almost always cookies
but if the boys are lucky, you and jaemin hunker down to bake a cake
after you wash your hands, he insists on tying your apron for you like a gentleman, but he expects you do it in return
always grabs your hands when you finish tying and pulls them forward to get you to back hug him 
you always comply and bury your face in his neck while mumbling something along the lines of “you’re welcome” to get him to either let go of you or regret having initiated the situation in the first place
contrary to popular belief, you both stay mostly clean throughout the whole process
unless the other members join and help, a.k.a. the cast of chenji’s this or that
jaemin always has to swipe something onto his son’s jisung’s cheek which makes the younger boy protest and fight back
chenle cackles childishly and wants to join, but once you wrap an arm around his shoulders and praise him for being mature, it instantly convinces him otherwise
he likes seeming mature and sophisticated in front of you
you get a rag to clean both of the messy boys up
jisung will protest every time, saying he can do it himself
jaemin gives him THAT look and he quickly lets you clean him up
will move to sit down for you to clean his face, just so he can have you stand between his knees and be in arms’ reach
the younger boys cringe when he gives you his signature fan-sign stare and rests his arms around your hips, asking for a kiss when you finish
will throw a fit if you don't peck his forehead
heart cookies are a must, jaemin will never not make cookies in the shape of hearts for you and the members
not valentine’s day? who cares, the cookies will always be hearts
“it’s how much i love you in the physical form of my sweetness!”
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Chenle
chenle: my nct bias is taeyong
you: *walks in the room*
chenle: taeyong who? i only know y/n
he’s literally your biggest fan
always finding reasons to call you or hang out with you
it is hard to find him without you or you without him
chenji’s this or that needs a special guest? always you, the managers and staff have no choice
you have a specific concept photoshoot with the older members? chenle is your plus one
again, the staff and managers have no choice
he is always talking about you like you’re some higher being
he loves video chatting you while you both go about your days
he likes being able to look over and see your face or having the subtle background noise of your breathing
will cry when you haven’t talked in five minutes a while
he’s that attached to you
usually, the one to call first, but when you call first he melts into a puddle of pure joy
his favorite thing to do with you: sitting 
together obviously 
though it doesn’t actually matter because if you aren’t around he’ll just call you to do the same thing
if you have your license, he will always ask if you guys could go for a drive and listen to music
but if you don’t, the couches at the dorm is just a good a place as any
he sits right next to you and usually holds onto your arm while resting his head on your shoulder
becomes so calm in your presence, people wonder if he’s sick or feeling sad
nope, he’s just relaxing with you after an eventful day
when he has to go home, he always whines and pouts. he almost throws a fit sometimes and you have to calm him down by promising to video chat him as soon as he gets home
asks his mom to let him stay the night a lot, though she rarely lets him
sometimes, when he does get to stay, he wedges himself between you and renjun in bed
renjun complains, but you shut him up quick
the bed is already pretty small as is, but you three make it work by snuggling up close to one another
chenle is in heaven because most times, both you and renjun wrap him up in your arms and he’s just sandwiched in a loving cuddle
the sounds of your shallow sleeping breaths give him the best sleep of his life
“never leave my side, y/n. i need you to relax.”
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Jisung
the sweetest boy for you
and only you
the other members get so petty when they see him trailing after you like a baby duckling after its parent
always commenting on how he can’t stay five feet from you ever 
though they’re literally the same way?
you may not treat jisung like your baby, but that doesn’t mean he’s not your baby
always right there when you’re cooking, waiting to be your taste-tester
when he’s feeling upset, you’re the first one he reaches for
always offering to help you when he thinks you need it
even if you don’t need it, he’ll still stand by you and watch you complete the task
that being said, his favorite thing to do with you are chores
your turn for laundry? there he is, struggling to fold the t-shirts
you want to tidy up the bedrooms? has a trash bag ready for you in his hands
his favorite chore is doing the dishes
to him, you make it so much fun
you share an airpod with him and turn on some hyped playlists to dance along to
you wash and he dries
the smile on his face never leaves
will laugh uncontrollably when you start messing around with the bubbles from the soap or sing into a pancake turner
sometimes you pull him away from drying for a quick duet
most of the time it’s you spinning him around and dipping him like they do in the movies
he’s such a graceful and talented dancer, but he becomes a flailing beanstalk blowing in the wind when you dance with him
always trying to get back to the job at hand, but you don’t let him until you’ve had your fill of dancing to the music
when you finish the dishes and put them away, you always give him a high five and a hug to thank him for helping you
you think that’s why he always comes back
“a-are you sure we can dance in the kitchen like this? yah, we might break something!”
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Meet me in the past part 7
A/N: This is part seven to: ‘meet me in the past’. Omg this is the final part! I can’t believe I actually managed to finish it haha! Thank you so much for all the support and for the comments It means so so much to me honestly! But yeah, it’s kinda sad that the story’s over haha! If anyone wants like some one shots based of this then you can request them but yeah this is it! Please let me know what you think!! 
Summary: After Stanley Uris takes his own life, his daughter goes to find the recipients of his letters and ends up in Derry. After an encounter with IT, she ends up traveling back into the past, meeting the younger version of her dad and his friends.
warnings: cursing, mentions of suicide 
tagging; @artlovingbre​ @cocastyle​ @l0ve-0f-my-life
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‘Little hummingbird, hey wake up,’ Emily heard someone whisper to her when she finally regained consciousness. She groaned; her head was killing her. She reached her hand up to rub against her head, but a hand intercepted hers. ‘Don’t do that, you’ll just worsen the bruise,’ someone said to her. Emily’s eyes flew open. She recognized that voice.
She was laying on her back, on a chair that had fallen, and it was pressing harshly into her back. She furrowed her eyebrows, looking only at the ceiling, because she was disoriented and very dizzy and couldn’t quite manage to lift her head up. It seemed like she was back in the Chinese restaurant where she met the adult losers, as she recognized the awful wallpaper. She didn’t know what to expect, not after everything that had happened to her, but she could have sworn she heard...  
‘Emily are you okay?’ The same voice called out again. Emily’s eyes filled up with tears straight away, her bottom lip trembling. She looked to her left, towards her father who was crouched down next to her, his eyes looking over her worriedly.
‘Dad’, Emily croaked out, the first tears beginning to fall. Stan’s hand dropped from Emily’s forehead to her hand, squeezing to convey the words he didn’t say; are you alright? She wasn’t, not all. It wasn’t young Stan she was seeing, it was her adult dad, the one who had raised her, the one who had helped her with her homework and who taught her how to write and speak properly, this was her dad. Her mouth opened and closed a few times, no words but a broken sob flowing out. At the sound Stan looked even more worried, if that was possible, his words tumbling out in a panic.  
‘Are you alright? Does it hurt so much? You’ve taken a lot of tumbles before I thought this was just like other times,’ as he was speaking, he tried to get her upright, ‘but if it hurts that bad maybe we should get you to a hospital,’ her father worried. Emily couldn’t even think of the words to respond to that.
‘Okay, I got ice’, Mike stood in the doorway, raising his arms in a gesture, a loving but worried smile on his face. Emily’s attention was pulled from her father, for about five seconds, but it was enough for her to see that it was not just her and her dad, every other member of the losers club was seated aswell. Richie closest to her, followed by Bev and Eddie, who had placed his hands on Richie’s shoulder, and Bill who alongside Ben, was picking up shards of glasses in the floor next to her father. She quickly looked back at her father, worried that he might have disappeared in the small time she wasn’t looking at him, but he was still there. ‘Here’, Mike said, caustically approaching the both of them, as if he sensed that something was about to go down.
‘Thank you’, Stan said, taking the ice pack from Mike’s hands but not looking away from Emily. He opened his mouth to say something again, but before the first syllable even left his mouth, Emily grabbed onto his jacket, using it to pull herself upright and hug him like it was the last thing she would ever get to do. She sobbed, almost painfully, and she could feel that everyone was looking at her, but she was too busy crying to respond to it.
She buried her head in Stan’s shoulder, who had started to card his hand through Emily’s hair. ‘Hey, hey it’s alright sweetheart, you’re okay’, he mumbled, though he didn’t sound so sure himself. The ice pack was still in his hand, and with the one he wasn’t using to calm Emily down, he held it to the side of her head, trying to get to the wound as best he could. ‘How are you here?’ Emily cried out, shivering when the ice pack was firmly pressed against her. Stan planted a kiss on the top of her head, ‘what do you mean?’ He asked, and he sounded genuinely confused.  
‘What day are we, why are we here. No wait why are you here’? Emily was still so confused. Did she do something in the past to change whatever happened in the future?  
 ‘Maybe we should get her to hospital?’ Eddie reasoned, and she heard Ben hum affirmatively. Emily panicked; she did not want to go to the hospital at all.  
I’m alright, I’m alright’, she repeated, pulling back from her dad but still keeping his sleeve tucked tight into her fist. Stan would hate that she knew, because it would form a ton of wrinkles, but he didn’t say anything and just looked at Emily.  
She sniffled, whipping her tears away. She had never in her life cried so much as the last few weeks, and she was getting kind off tired of it, she just wanted to stop crying.  
She shot her dad a hesitant smile, which he dutifully returned, though Emily could see him rub his hands on his pants, a sign he was nervous.  
‘I think I remember, just tell me again so I’m sure,’ Emily lied, using her poker face as to not give away the fact that that was bullshit. She still had no idea how she got here.  
Stan stared at her probably to gauge if she was lying or not, but he must not have seen anything for he started to explain regardless.
‘Mike called me to have a reunion with my friends, and because you asked me to come I took you with me remember?’ Stan explained. Emily scrunched her nose up, why would her dad take her with him? And what changed with the last time Mike called?
‘Then you fell backwards when Richie over there pretended to see a cockroach.’  
‘Yeah, sorry kiddo’, Richie sheepishly said from behind Emily.  
‘What about IT,’ Emily asked without thinking. Stan’s entire body froze up, and if it weren’t for the circumstances, Emily would have laughed.  
‘What the fuck’, she heard Richie say, and she turned around to him and the other losers. Eddie’s mouth was dropped open, and Mike sunk down in his seat, staring towards Emily. The others were looking at her with varying amounts of shock.  
‘How, how do you know about IT?’ Stan stammered. Emily turned back to him, but she did not know how to respond at all. ‘I don’t know never mind’, Emily was quick to counter, she had no idea why she asked that question, as she didn’t know how to answer it.  
‘Emily’, her father said, placing his hand on her shoulder. Emily was breathing quite heavily, in a panic of the reaction of her dad and his friends. ‘Emily it’s okay, I’m not mad, just tell me. You’re not in trouble’, Stan said comfortingly.  
‘I just know okay, I know about IT.’ Emily replied, her voice still shaking slightly.  
‘But you’ve got to know somehow, I didn’t even remember, let alone told you about any of this, so how do you know?’  
‘Can you please just answer my question?’ Emily asked, desperate for the attention to be turned off her.  
‘IT didn’t wake up again’, Mike answered her, ‘I guess we really did defeat it was kids, because it hasn’t made any killings, nor has any child gone missing.’  
Emily breathed out a sigh of relief. Good. That must have been the reason her father was here, alive.  
 Emily reached for Richie’s glass on the table, filled to the brim with w whatever drink there was, chucking it down. She could feel her dad’s gaze burning the side of her head, but she didn’t realize why until she spit out the drink a few seconds later.  
Richie had a devilish smile on his face, shrugging when Emily looked at him betrayed.  
‘I’m an adult man, I get to drink vodka’.  
Stan wordlessly handed her his drank, which was plain water.
‘Thanks,’ she muttered. She didn’t have a clue why, but she was thirsty.  
‘This is just like when Henry gave me a black eye and Richie told me that I should just drink some alcohol to get my mind off the pain.’ She laughed.  
‘Richie did what now?’ Bill chocked on his own drink.
‘Henry bowers gave you a black eye,’ Stan yelled out in a questioning tone.  
Emily had a lot of explaining to do.
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‘Wait’, Ben said, ‘I think I remember that. You were with u defeating IT weren’t you?’
Emily nodded sheepishly, her leg bouncing up and down nervously. She didn’t dare to make eye contact with her dad, something she had not yet done since starting her story.
She tried to look as innocently as possible, but from the looks the losers were casting behind her, she knew she was not succeeding.
‘You’, Stan started off, his tone so devoid of emotion it made Emily shiver.
‘You went back in time, you faced Henry Bowers, got beat up and then fought IT?’ Stan’s voice went up a few octaves the longer he spoke, his voice near hysterics when he finished.
Emily looked at him dubious, she didn’t want her dad to be mad at her, but she was going to stand up for herself.
‘I didn’t really have all that much choice, it’s not like I chose to go to the past. It wasn’t a conscious thought, but what else was I supposed to do when I ended up there?’ Emily asked, trying to sound as confidently as possible.
‘Yeah, what’s up with that,’ Eddie asked, his nose scrunched up as he thought things over. ‘Aren’t you wondering how that happened? Like statistically the odds of something like that happening are like zero.’
‘Can we not ask these questions, I just found out my daughter fought a demon clown that we all had nightmares about. The how is not important.’ Stan was practically yelling, turning a bit red in the face with contained anger.
‘Dad’, Emily tried hesitantly, but she was cut off before being able to say anything else.
‘Don’t Emily not right now’, Stan said, and Emily had never heard him so mad at her before.
He grabbed her shoulders, turning her towards him. His grip was firm but not harsh, because her dad could never be violent with her. Still though, it showed that he meant business.
‘Why would you ever do that’
You put yourself in so much danger do you understand that? Do you have any idea what could’ve happened to you? Do you know how heartbroken me and your mother would have been if you would have ended up hurt, or even worse dead?’ Stan asked her, shaking her a bit, maintaining eye contact for the entire time he spoke.
Richie laughed nervously; ‘Stan, Stan the man, maybe you shouldn’t.’
Stan looked at Richie, taking a deep breath when he did, realizing his hands from Emily shoulders. ‘I’m sorry, I just need you to know that that was so dangerous, and I never ever want you to do that again.’
Emily frowned, this wasn’t her fault, why would her dad blame this on her?
‘No, I didn’t know what could happen to me, cause you didn’t write me a letter to explain it.’ Emily responded.
Stan frowned at her, she had told him everything, covering up the fact that he killed himself by saying that something happened to him but she didn’t want to talk about that yet, and everyone had accepted that. She hadn’t told him about the letters either, but she realized that she really wanted an answer. It had been eating away at her from the moment she found the other letters, and she needed to know before she would ever be able to let go of what she had seen happen to Stan. She would never be able to look at her dad without questioning.
‘You wrote everyone letters except me, why not me? Did I not have a right to know what was happening?’
Despite her annoyance, she could feel the tears creeping up on her again. The fact that Stan still looked mostly bewildered was not helping.
Emily looked around her, she wasn’t sure if she should say something about her father’s suicide to the others, maybe she should just wait until she was alone with him.
When she glanced at her dad again, he smiled at her encouragingly.
‘It’s okay,’ he murmured, ‘you can tell them everything you want to tell me.’
Emily took a deep breath, she knew that she might hurt her father a lot with the knowledge she was about to spread, but’s he also that Stan would want to know, and now that she had given a piece of her information, Stan would not give up until he knew the full story.
‘You wrote letters,’ Emily said slowly, though she wasn’t sure if it was to prepare her dad or herself. ‘Suicide letters.’
She heard collective gasped from the other losers, though the loudest came from Mike, but Stan’s face remained stoic.
Emily let a few tears fall, thinking back to the moment she saw her mother burst through the door, and her scream tearing throughout the entire house, despite her dad still being alive now, she didn’t think she would be able to enter that bathroom for a long time.
Stan pulled her into a hug, and Emily let him, though she didn’t was worried about him, and about his lack of reaction.
‘I thought about it’, Stan confused when Emily couldn’t watch him anymore. ‘When Mike called, before he told me  that IT hadn’t come back, but he had missed us and he wanted a reunion. Although I’m sure the bastard also wanted us here right now just in case IT did decide to make an appearance.’ Stan let out a wet laugh, and Emily laughed with him.
‘But then I remember small pieces of my friends, and I thought about your mom and you, and I couldn’t do it. Having Mike tell me IT was dead helped a bit too I suppose.’
‘I don’t know about writing any letters, I didn’t think about that now, but I’m sure that the only reason I didn’t write you a letter then,’ Stan took a big gulp, and now Emily was pressed against him she could feel how bad he was trembling. ‘I’m sure the only reason was because I didn’t want to cause you any more pain. I didn’t want you to go to Derry or be put in danger, I didn’t want you to have the same traumas as I did. I’m sorry.’
Emily shook her head, leaning back as she looked her dad up and down. He was alright, he wasn’t dead, and he was right here with her.
‘It’s alright just, don’t ever do that to me again okay?’
Stan smiled sadly but nodded none the less.
‘Scouts honor’, he joked. The losers all laughed too, Richie coming up and patting Stan on the shoulder. He opened his mouth, but Stan’s; ‘don’t you dare say it Tozier’, was quick to interrupt.
Richie laughed, but listened to Stan for once it seemed, as he kept quiet. The losers broke out in chatter amongst themselves again, their attention now finally away from Stan and his daughter.
‘Hey’, Stan said when he deemed it private enough to speak again. ‘I love you, you know that right? I couldn’t have asked for a better daughter, I’m so proud of you.’ Stan kisses Emily on the forehead, immediately after
Beginning a conversation with Bill who was seated next to him, probably to avoid Emily becoming embarrassed. He was an ‘old man’ after all, as Emily had often joked. She looked around the table, Eddie was already pulling her into the conversation he was having with Bev and Ben. Sweet kind Ben who was already throwing a smile her way without her even doing anything to earn it. Just like when they were kids, the accepted Emily into their group as if she had always belonged there. she could see her dad cast her sideway glances, looking out for her.
Emily’s heart swelled with love for all the people she was seeing, and she knew in that moment, that she would be grateful for every single day she would get to spend with all these amazing people, especially her dad.
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Omni Falls Chapter 1: 10 and Up
Gravity Falls, Oregon. This place seems normal to average tourists, but in all honesty, they wouldn't be wrong. The town itself is surrounded by pine trees, where the forest is home to various wildlife and other….inhabitants, there is a town square with multiple buildings used for business across the various areas and town hall near the town square. Average town, average people, and average day-to-day life, right? Aside from this, there’s one place where an individual will see when they come to this sleepy town: the Mystery Shack.
The Mastery Shack is simply a tourist trap. This shop is able to attract many visitors with its absurd legends and lore, yet somehow this business is able to make a large profit each time a group of gullible tourists would come by to get souvenirs and knick-knacks. The one that leads this business was “Mr. Mystery” himself, Stan Pines. He is a skilled con artist who is able to keep this shack running through lucrative means and has no shame in it, so long as he managed to make some cash. Honestly, he is rather content with this lifestyle for 30 years. 
That is until his nephew and niece, Dipper and Mabel Pines arrived. The twins were bought by their parents believing they needed to be outside more and figured going to stay with their great uncle was a good idea.
The twins themselves see things differently in life: Mabel was a ball of sunshine and energy, Dipper was more critical thinking, Mabel was free-spirited while her twin brother was more self-conscious. Despite these polarities, their bond remains tightly-wound and has been ever since. The twins have different views of being in this town so far. For Mabel, she seems to have no problem with where she was; she took it in happiness and stride, whether it’s having splinters in her hands or a goat chomping on her sweater, she doesn’t let it bother. Dipper, on the other hand, felt on edge since he first got here. He couldn’t explain it in words but he just feels like the weirdness he felt for this town was like an itch. An itch that he can’t scratch. Despite this, Stan seemed to not care and was focused on his tourist trapping, to which he and Mabel work as an extra set of hands for his business.
As business is slow in the shop, one of the Pine Twins takes this as an opportunity to finally find a summer romance, as Mabel hides behind a row of Stan-bobbleheads. She peeks to see one boy reading her note aloud.
"Uh…..Do you like me? Yes? Definitely? Absolutely?", the boy reads, confused as he looks around to see who gave him the note.
"I rigged it!", Mabel whispers to herself, excited and proud her plan worked. She's on a roll. Dipper is wiping a jar as he looks at her congratulating herself.
"Mabel", Dipper states, finishing clean, "I get that you're in this "Boy Crazy" phase, but you're really overdoing it with the crazy part."
Mabel turns her head to her twin, incredulous to his claim. "What?", she scoffs, blowing a raspberry at her brother, "Come on, Dipper. This is our first summer away from home. It's my big chance to get an epic summer romance."
"I know”, Dipper replies, “But does this really mean you have to be attracted to every boy you see?”
Dipper isn’t really wrong about this. Since Mabel got her, she’s been constantly vying for the attention for every boy that came her into peripheral vision and most of them ended in either a.) the boys being more confused about what’s going on, b.) they would be uncomfortable by her presence, or c.) they would run away from her. Is she truly not self-aware about what she does that constantly, Dipper isn’t really sure. He really doesn’t understand why she’s doing this, it is the beginning of summer. She had time.
“Mock all you want, brother” Mabel pouts, not allowing her brother’s deter her from her goal “But I got a good feeling this summer. I wouldn’t be surprised if the man of my dreams walked through that door right now.” To her disgust and to her twin’s humor, the man of dreams turns out to be her grunkle, who is choking on his own burp.
“Hey, I need someone to go hammer up these signs in the spooky part of the forest.”, Stan demands, holding up Mystery Shack direction signs. 
“Not it!”, the Pine twins reply quickly, expressing their reluctance to do something foolish.
“Uh, also not it.”, Soos, the Hispanic overweight handyman of the Mystery Shack, answers at the last minute. Stan stares at his employee with uninterested eyes. “I didn’t ask you, Soos”, he drones.
“I know’, Soos admits, as he pulls out a chocolate bar to eat. “And I’m okay with that.” Stan just facepalms in annoyance as no one is willing to take this task, so he turns to his other employee in hopes she would do it.
“Wendy!”, the boss calls out to his adolescent employee. “I need you to put signs in the forest for me!” Woefully, the young redhead is too invested in her magazine reading to do anything. “I mean, I would but” she grunts as she makes a pitiful attempt to reach, being too lazy to actually do it. “Too...far...to….reach...it”
“I’d fire all of you if I could.”, he grumbled, as nobody wanted to do this task. Well, it’s a good thing that you have family to help you out, right? The boss of the Mystery Shack to pick one of the Twins. “Okay, let’s make it……”, Stan starts to choose, swiping his finger between the Dipper and Mabel, “Eenie….meenie…..miney…..you.” His finger lands on Dipper, who is in disbelief at his grunkle’s choice.
“What? Grunkle Stan, whenever I’m in the woods, I feel like I’m being watched”, he explains, feeling unnerved doing this, much to his grunkle’s irritation.
“Ugh, this again”, Stan rolls his eyes.
“I’m serious.”, he insists, “Something is weird in this town. Just today, my mosquito bites spelled out ‘BEWARE’” He pulls up his sleeve to show his grunkle. Stan leans down and squints to read the marks.
“That says ‘BEWARB’’, Stan corrects his nephew, who scratches in either in embarrassment or because it itches a bit. He sighs and gets down on a knee, putting a hand on his shoulder. “Look, kid”, he explains to his nephew, “The whole "monsters in the forest" thing is just a local legend, drummed up by guys like me to sell merch to guys like that.” He points to a sweaty tourist, who was way too invested in a bobblehead in his hand. Having made his point across, he gives the signs to Dipper. “So quit being paranoid and put up the signs!”
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Klunk-Klunk-Klunk!
Dipper couldn’t believe he’s doing this. Not only does his grunkle not believe what he was saying about the sensation that he got from being in this town, but he also forced him into putting up the signs up around the forest. Honestly, he just wants to get this done so he could head back because the forest is making him feel unnerved. He’s just finishing putting up another sign on a tree before grabs his minipack to put the remaining arrows and tools in before continuing to trek deeper in the eerie forest.
“Ugh, of all people, it had to be me going out to the scary parts of the forest”, he complains, as he looks across the various trees that sway with the wind, which doesn’t help in the slightest. He still couldn’t shake off the feeling, if anything, it started to slowly magnify. Honestly, what is up with this place? Why does it seem to be him who can feel this disturbance? Why was-
“Oof!”
He suddenly trips on something that scraped his knee as he lands face first. Dipper winces as he shifts onto his back as he looks at the scrape on his foot. “If I only had my first aid with me”, he complains to himself, forgetting the tool that might come in handy in case something like this happens. Just as he’s about to pull himself up, he notices a shining glare near his foot. Letting his curiosity get the better of him, he starts digging with his hands to pull out the object and holds it up, with one hand on top, the other at the bottom.
“What is this?”, he asks himself, fascinated at the object he’s holding. Said object is silvery and smooth on the surface, it has the look of an oversized pearl if Dipper wants to make a comparison. It’s also very sturdy, due to him lightly knocking on the surface, and as far as he knows, there weren’t any lines anywhere it could be opened, same with having no buttons. Its size isn’t as big and as small to fit in both of his hands. “Hmm.”, he contemplates for a moment. Should he really be taking this with to the shack after this was done? He doesn’t know what this object is or what it could do, but at the same time, this can help figure what is up with this place. After a few minutes of hard thinking, he decides to carry the sphere under his armpit, continuing to do his work.
An hour passes, yet Dipper still had to put in a few more arrows. He hammers in an arrow in a tree, starting to feel exhausted from doing this. He stares at the sphere next to him, still in the same place he left before he looks at three more arrows. He started to get annoyed and remembers that he was still in the deeper parts of the forest. He looked up at the trees, which looked darker and more sinister. He grumbles before grabbing the sphere and the arrows, head to last trees. He puts down the sphere on the side of one of them, before heading to the first one, oblivious to the fact that he touched the sphere on the sides. The sphere starts to glow green on the points where his fingers touched it for a brief moment. It continues to do it until the sphere opens with a quiet hiss revealing something.
Dipper finished hammering the arrow in the tree. He walks over to the last tree, tired to the point that he wants to call it quits and head back. But he knows if he does that, Stan would chew him out. He sighs as he gets the hammer nail to put the arrow in place. “Ugh, Grunkle Stan. Nobody ever believes anything I say.”, he grumbles, clearly annoyed that his grunkle with everybody else not taking heed to his words and he hammered the arrow, hearing a clang in the process…..
…….
Wait.
“Huh?”, Dipper is stumped. He puts his ear near the tree trunk and taps his hammer again, hearing another clang. He wipes away some dust and finds a line that opens the trunk. It acts as a secret window, revealing a mechanical box with two control switches on the top. He tests one control switch but nothing happens. He does it again with the other one; he hears the ground shifting and Gompers the goat running away. “What the?”, he turns around to see a hole in the ground and in it was an old book. With the same curiosity he had for the sphere, he picks up the book and lays it on the ground, looking left and right for people to be around before opening it up. On the first page of the book, there is an eye-glass in it. He picks it up before putting it down and continues to flip through pages. Dipper goes to the next page to find some writing. “It's hard to believe it's been six years since I began studying the strange and wondrous secrets of Gravity Falls, Oregon.”, Dipper reads aloud, from the page confused by this. “What is all this?”, he asks, confused by the content he’s finding and what they mean. 
He keeps flipping through the pages seeing various creatures and phenomena. until he hits a particular page. He is intrigued by this page because of its content: On this page, is a picture of a being made entirely out of crystals, posing as if it is ready to battle something, with a blade of a right hand. But what catches his attention the most with this page is the name on top.
Petrosapian.
He stops at the next page, reading these words
TRUST NO ONE
“Unfortunately, my suspicions have been confirmed. I'm being watched. I must hide this book before he finds it. Remember: in Gravity Falls there is no one you can trust”, Dipper finishes reading, before closing the book and digesting its word. “No one you can trust.”
Hummmmmmmm-Hummmmmmm
“Hu-?” Dipper turns around at the noise, only to see something green and glowing charging at him. “AAAAHHHH!!!!!!” He puts his left arm up in defense before the object tackles him to the ground hard, dropping the book. He groans in pain before getting up, rubbing his head to ease the throbbing he felt and slowly blinks to bring his vision back.
He felt something on his left arm. More specifically, his wrist.
He looks down to see a watch. Once his memory came back, he starts screaming frantically, trying his hardest to pull this thing off, using sticks and rocks to remove it somehow. But it was all moot. After trying multiple times to get this thing off him, he does his best to calm himself down, breathing very slowly and sits down on the ground. He takes this moment to look at this….”watch” on his wrist. It is slim and sleek, with a green wristband, and the face of the dial is black and green hourglass. He brings the watch close to his face, inspecting it. It doesn’t look like a bomb or anything. Could it be a parasite or a virus? It is too early to say but he feels normal. No pain except the dull throbbing in his head and he didn’t feel sick at all. He starts pulling on the watch itself until it started to hurt him. So it confirms that whatever this thing is, it’s attached to him. Okay, that’s the easy part. 
Now, what could this watch do?
Looking at the first time, he knows it can’t tell time. So what is it? He looks at the watch before getting the journal he found and looks through some pages. So far, there’s nothing in here that can explain to him what this thing is. He gets up, grabbing the journal and looks at the watch again, having no idea on what it can do. He looks at it slowly putting his finger to press the hourglass part of the watch. Maybe there was something he has to-
“HELLO!”
“AH!”, Dipper screamed almost dropping the journal and instantly hid his left arm behind his back, turning to look at his twin sister. “What’cha got there, some nerd things?”, Mabel inquires, curious as to what her brother has on him. This is making him nervous. How is he going to tell his sister about this?
“Uh, uh, it’s nothing!”, he nervously chuckles, hoping his half-attempted lie would steer him clear.
“Uh, uh it’s nothing!”, Mabel playfully imitating her brother, laughing at her brother’s fidgety response. “Come on, are you not gonna show me?”
“Uh..”, Dipper wants to make a retort but he can’t find one. Honestly, Mabel is the only one he can trust with something this big. Whenever there was something that was going on with, she was the first person he would go to, so why is he afraid to tell her something like this? He was pulled out from his thoughts as he turned around to see Gompers nibbling on the journal.
He turns to his sister, “Let’s go somewhere more private.”
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As Mabel sits on the recliner with her brother explaining what he found in the journal, she keeps taking a few glances at Dipper’s new watch. She was curious as to where he got it because she really liked how cool it looked. 
“It's amazing, Mabel!”, Dipper exclaims, finally proven right about the weirdness he felt in this town. “Grunkle Stan said I was being paranoid, but according to this book, Gravity Falls has this secret dark side.” He shows her various pages that he found. “And get this! After a certain point, the pages just stop, like the guy who was writing it... mysteriously disappeared.”
“Wow, that’s awesome”, she’s amazed by this, she really couldn’t believe there is something odd about this town. But now, she wants to know something else. “But where did you find the watch, bro? It looks nice.”
The air grows tense.
Dipper rubs his arm in nervousness, he really doesn’t know how to explain this to her: this obviously wasn’t a watch but he really doesn’t know what it is. And he really doesn’t wanna lie to her. He guesses he can figure it out later on. He inhales deeply before closing the journal looking at his sister.
“Mabel.”, he starts, already feeling uneasy as he holds up the ‘watch’. “When I was putting up the signs, I found this weird looking sphere. As I left next to put up the rest of the arrows, I was reading through the journal until this thing-”, He points to the ‘watch’. “-latched onto my wrist. I can guess that this was what was in the sphere the whole time.” Mabel takes in what he says and her eyes linger on the object latched to her brother’s wrist, curious as to what it is.
“Have you tried pulling it off?”, she asks.
“Yes”, he answers.
“Did you try pulling it off with a stick?”
“Yes.”
“Smash it with the rock?”
“Yes.”
“Did you try to-”
“Mabel, anything you’re about to say I tried”, he cuts off her questioning, “Whatever this thing is, it’s near indestructible. I smashed a hammer on it and it didn’t have a dent. That and, for whatever reason, it’s latched on deep in my skin. No matter what we do, this watch isn’t going to come off.” Mabel starts to understand what he’s saying, but she still looks at it. What could this thing do? She looks at her brother for a brief moment to see him looking deeply at this mysterious object, as it glows an ominous green…..
She tries to press it.
“Hey!”, Dipper is snapped out of his deep thought and quickly moves his left arm away from his sister. “Mabel, what are you doing?!” “Just wanted to see what it could do.”, she admits, looking at her brother’s astonished face.
“W-wha-? Mabel, we don’t know what this is!”, he protests, upset that his sister couldn’t understand the danger this watch can hold. “For all we know, this could be a bomb of sorts or a virus, or it could be a parasite, o-or-” He stops rambling and feels his sister holding his cheeks, with a pout etched on her face. 
“Dipper, calm down.”, she tells her brother, “Breathe.” He does what she says, feeling his heart slow and his mind clear up. “Thanks, but this still doesn’t change what I said.”
“How do you know it’s a bomb? Or a virus?”, she questions, “Has it ticked? Do you feel different?”
“I….”, Dipper didn’t really have a response for that. As far as he knows, the watch didn’t do anything aside from glow when it latched onto him. His body feels normal and the object didn’t give off any signs that it was gonna blow up. His sister’s right. 
Huh.
“I guess you’re right.”, he admits, staring at the watch, “But as of right now, let’s not touch it or do anything with it...just to be safe. And I really think we should keep this to ourselves. I don’t how Grinkle Stan would react to something like this.”
“Okay”, she agrees, respecting his decision, to which her brother thanks her. Suddenly, the doorbell rings, making  Dipper jump. “Huh? Who’s that?”, he asks, perturbed to who’s ringing the doorbell. 
“Well,  time to spill the beans.’, she confesses as she pushes a literal can of beans. “Boop. Beans. This girl's got a date! Woot woot!” She falls back on the recliner, giggling at the fact that she finally might have a chance at a summer romance. Dipper just looks at her like she’s grown a second head. How was she able to get a date so quickly, let alone actually find the boy that would agree to go on one?
“Let me get this straight”, Dipper recollects, repeating himself just in case he missed something, “In the hour I was gone, you already found a boyfriend?” He’s stumped when it comes to finding a logical explanation for this. There’s no possible way she was able to get a boyfriend like this. Something is off.
“What can I say, Dipper?”, Mabel asks rhetorically, pulling her arms into the shirt to flail her sleeves, “I guess I'm just IRRESISTIBLLLLE!” The doorbell rings again, twice. 
“Oh, coming!”, she runs to the door.
He sighs as his sister leaves, shaking his head at the idea of her getting a boyfriend in a day, an hour even. He sits on the recliner, reading the journal. He really is amazed by what he’s finding in the journal different monsters, various items, rare phenomena, heck, even aliens like the crystal man he found. But as he was enamored by the journal, he takes a moment to look at the watch on his wrist. Honestly, he wants to know more about it but right, he doesn’t wanna risk it. Maybe some other time, he’ll try to figure out what it can-
“What'cha reading there, slick?”
Dipper jumps before hiding the journal. “Oh, nothing”, he lies, trying to keep the journal hidden from his grunkle and immediately picks up a magazine. “I was just catching up on, uh….Gold Chains For Old Men Magazine?”
“That’s a good issue.” Stan guarantees, taking a sip from soda before looking at his nephew’s left wrist. “Where’d you get the watch?”
Dipper looks at the watch on his hand before looking at his grunkle. “Oh, uh, I found outside. I cleaned it off and polished it to make it look better than it did before.” That was a good enough lie, right?
Stan seems to buy it. “Hmm. Looks good.”
“Hey, family!” Dipper and Stan turn to look at Mabel and a stranger in a black hoodie. 
“Say hello to my new boyfriend!”, she introduces her date as he turns around to be a brunette in a hoodie with a mysterious red liquid on his, giving a casual “S’up?”
“Hey….”, Dipper greets, already feeling suspicious about this boy.
“How’s it hanging?”, Stan salutes with a finger pistol.
“We met in the cemetery. He’s really deep.”, Mabel clarifies, as she starts to feel up his bicep, “Oh, got a little muscle there.” She’s getting flustered by how strong he must be. Dipper doesn’t like this guy.
“What’s your name?”, Dipper inquires, ready to know more about this guy.
“Uh…”, the stranger hesitates, “Normal….MAN!”
“He means Norman’, Mabels says dreamily, hugging his arm.
Dipper looks at the red liquid on his face. “Are you bleeding, Norman?”
Norman looks at the red substance before looking at Dipper defensively, “It’s jam.” Mabel gasped at this. “I love jam!”, she cries out, swishing her hand between her and her boyfriend. “Look. At. This.”
“So, you wanna hold hands...or whatever?”, Norman suggests, delighting Mabel to no end. “Oh, oh, my goodness”, she giggles, clearly excited at the prospect of holding hands as she runs outside. “Don’t wait up!” Norman finger pistols Dipper and Stan before smacking his head on the wall several and leaving out. Dipper didn’t like this at all. This guy comes out of nowhere and asks Mabel out on a date but he looked suspicious. 
There’s something off about Norman and Dipper is gonna find out what.
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He spent a large amount of time within the attic to find out what Norman is. So far, he’s got nothing at hand to give any inkling as what he truly is and what his motive maybe. He keeps flipping through pages until he finds something that may help him. 
“Known for their pale skin and bad attitudes these creatures are often mistaken for... teenagers?! Beware Gravity Falls's nefarious...” Dipper reads aloud, only to pause in fear of the page before him, showing a hooded undead figure. This means that Norman is a….
“ZOMBIE!”
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Stan pauses what he’s doing in the bathroom to look in the mirror. “Somebody say "crombie"? What is that, crombie?”, Stan asks himself, confused by what he’s saying. “That's not even a word. You're losing your mind.” He just finished washing his hands, afterwards.
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Dipper has to calm down. He has to calm down or else, he’s going to panic. And he doesn’t want that, so he breathes slowly and turns to look out the window to see his sister, Mabel sitting on a log outside, swinging her legs…..and Norman limping towards her, his hands outstretched and ready to eat her. “Oh, no! Mabel, watch out!”, Dipper calls out to his sister, scared for her safety. Norman inches closer towards her and wrapped his hands behind her neck……
Only to put on a necklace of daisies. Mabel gasps, at the sweet gesture and is smiling at him. 
Dipper sighs in relief before laying down on the windowsill, thinking. Was he wrong for assuming the worst out of Norman? As far as he knows, he hasn’t done anything to harm her. But at the same time, his behavior doesn’t seem to be normal at all. Dipper grumbles as he puts his hands on his. “Is my sister really dating a zombie, or am I just going nuts?”, he asks himself, not even sure if he had the answer.
“It's a dilemma, to be sure.”
Dipper jumps up from his spot to see Soos putting up a lightbulb. Seriously, how many people are gonna keep sneaking up on him like this? He's surprised he hasn't got a heart attack. 
“I couldn’t help but overhear you talkin’ aloud to yourself in this empty room”, Soos clarifies, pulling out the screwdriver in his tool belt. “Soos, you’ve seen Mabel’s boyfriend, right?”, Dipper hesitates, trying to get a better answer from the handyman of the Mystery Shack. “He’s gotta be a zombie, right?”
“Hmm’, Soos thinks for a minute, twisting in the bulb. “How many brains didja see the guy eat?”
Dipper looks at Soos, before looking down embarrassed. “Zero.”
“Look, dude, I believe you.”, Soos reasons. Like Dipper, he has suspicion on what’s really going on in this town. “I’m always noticing weird stuff in this town. Like the mailman? I’m pretty sure he’s a werewolf, but you gotta have evidence. Otherwise, people will think you’re a major league cuckoo clock.” Dipper nods, understanding that he needs evidence in order to convince his sister that Norman isn’t what seems.
“As always, Soos, you’re right.”, Dipper acknowledges. 
“My wisdom is both a blessing and curse.”, Soos replies, solemnly. 
“SOOS! The portable toilets are clogged again!”
“I am needed elsewhere.”, Soos backs out from where he came. Dipper looks at the camera next to the journal. Looks like he’s got work to do.
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Like Soos advised,  Dipper takes as much evidence as he can between Mabel and Norman. He heads to his and Mabel’s room, replaying the recorded material he had as said sister is brushing her hair. So far, Norman always seemed to stumble, like his body lacks any motor control and his sense of balance, like when he’s walking or when he failed to catch the frisbee Mabel throws at him. And when they’re running in a grassy field, he seemed to have the behavior of pulling himself out of a grave like an undead being. He also has no respect for using doors properly so that’s a clue also.
 “Mabel, we’ve got to talk about Norman”, Dipper insists, really wanting her to listen to the evidence he has. 
“Isn’t he the best?”, she asks wistfully, “Check out this big smooch mark he gave me!” She turns face to show a giant red cheek mark, making Dipper scream in horror. She laughs at his response.
“Gullible. It was an accident I had with the leaf blower.”, Mabel clarifies, remembering how she was trying to do kissing practice with it but instead had the machine stuck to her face. “That was fun”
“Mabel, listen to me. I’m telling you there’s Norman isn’t what he seems.”, Dipper explains, showing the journal to emphasize his point, to which his sister gasps.
“You think he could be a vampire”, she asks, enjoying the idea that her boyfriend is a handsome vampire. “That would be awesome!
“Guess again, sister….SHA-BAM!”, Dipper exclaims, opening a page in his journal making Mabel scream. Dipper checks the journal to realize he was on the page of gnomes. “Oh, sorry, wrong page...Sha-bam!” He shows her the page of the undead, making his sister roll her eyes.
“Ugh, a zombie? That’s not funny, Dipper.”, Mabel doesn’t appreciate the revelation, thinking her brother is trolling her. 
“I’m not joking, Mabel!”, Dipper persists, not allowing Mabel’s disbelief sway him in the slightest. “It all adds up: the bleeding, the limp. He never blinks! Have you noticed that?”
“Maybe he’s blinking when you’re blinking.”, Mabel suggests, not really getting why her brother is getting paranoid about this. 
“Mabel, have you forgotten what the journal said about Gravity Falls?”, Dipper reminds her, “Trust no one….”
“Well, what about me, huh? Why can’t you trust me?”, she asks, putting on her star earrings, “Beep. Bop.”
“Mabel!”, Dipper grabs his sister, shaking her in the hopes that she'll come to her senses, “He’s going to eat your brain!” Okay, Mabel has had enough of her brother’s paranoia. She firmly removes her brother’s hands from her shoulders, pushing him away.
“Dipper, listen to me.”, her voice being firm when she addresses Dipper, refusing to let him voice his concerns, “Norman and I are going out on a date. And I’m going to be ADORABLE”-she points her firmly on her brother’s chest-“And he’s going to be DREAMY” She does it again as she continues walking up to as he keeps walking until he walks out the room. “And I’m not gonna let you ruin it with your crazy CONSPIRACIES!” She slams her, leaving Dipper speechless. He took a moment to look at it from Mabel’s perspective: This is her chance at getting a date and she may not be able get another. But does this mean he’s wrong about Norman? Is he right? What is he missing?
He just sighs in defeat. “What am I gonna do?”
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Dipper keeps looking through the videos but not with the determination he had earlier, no. He had the expression of forlorn permeate on his face. Maybe he is looking too deep into this and just allowed his paranoia to cloud his judgement. Maybe Norman is just eccentric. Maybe he just wants to look for love like Mabel does. And he is getting in their way.
The clock dings 5;00 and the doorbell rings. 
“Coming!” Dipper hears Mabel shouts, looking up from the camera to look at his sister running downstairs, fixing her sweater and making herself presentable before opening the door beau. He hears Norman saying how shiny her sweater is before he sees them leaving the house and head out to the forest. 
Dipper watches the video he collected from spying Mabel and her date.  “Soos was right. I don’t have any real evidence.”, Dipper laments, realizing his mistake. He watches as the video shows Mabel teaching Norman hopscotch, only to fall over. He unconsciously fast forwards to Mabel and Norman with Norman's arm around Mabel. “I guess I can be kind of paranoid sometimes and— Wait, WHAT?!” Dipper watches Norman's hand fall off, giving a glance around reattaching it. He rewinds the tape and watches it again, just to be sure he wasn’t being crazy, which only confirmed what he saw. Shocked right now, he screams and accidentally tips the chair backwards. 
“I was right! Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!”, Dipper freaks out, running outside to get his grunkle,  “Grunkle Stan! Grunkle Stan! Grunkle Stan!” He keeps trying to get his grunkle’s attention, but he’s too focused on showing tourists one of his attractions, so he looks around to see the mystery cart. He runs towards to see Wendy taking the key out of the ignition. 
“Wendy! Wendy! Wendy! I need to borrow the golf cart so I can save my sister from a zombie!”, Dipper explains, hysterical at this point, to which she gives him the keys before heading off. “Try not to hit any pedestrians.” Dipper gets in the cart and starts the ignition. But before he can drive off, he sees Soos waiting for him.
Soos gives him a shovel. “This is for the zombies.” Dipper takes the shovel. “Thanks.” Just as he’s about to leave again, Soos gives him a bat. “And this is in case you find a pinata.”
“Uh...Thanks?”, Dipper takes the bat, weirded out before driving off.
“Better safe than sorry!” Dipper hears Soos yell out, but he hardly focuses on it as he only cares about saving his sister. 
Who knows what could be happening to her right now?
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As Mabel and Norman stand in the forest by themselves, he turns away from her nervously, like he was hiding a dark truth. 
“Uh, Mabel”, Norman hesitates, holding his zipper, “Now that we’ve gotten to know each other, there’s…” he exhales “...there’s something I should tell you.” The passes by as the tensity rises in the area.
“Oh, Norman, you can tell me anything!”, Mabel says in mock concern. Please be a vampire, please be a vampire!, she thinks, excited by the prospect that her boyfriend might be what she always desired.
"All right, just... just don’t freak out, okay?", he insists, making sure she doesn't get appalled by what's going to happen. "Just... just keep an open mind, be cool! He unzips his coat and throws it off and what Mabel sees surprises her. Underneath, the coat…..
Are five gnomes standing on top of each other. 
“Is this weird? Is this too weird?”, the top gnome asks, concerned, “Do you need to sit down?” Mabel just stands there with her mouth hung open, completely in shock that her date is something else entirely than what she expected.
“R-r-right, I’ll explain. So! We’re gnomes.”, the gnome higher up makes clear, “First off. Get that one outta the way.” His response doesn’t really help as Mabel still fails to process what is transpiring in front of her.
“I’m Jeff”, the top gnome introduces himself before introducing his other colleagues, “And here we have Carson, Steve, Jason and... I’m sorry, I always forget your name.” 
“Shmebulock!”, the last gnome answers.
“ Yes!”, Jeff snaps his fingers before looking at the dumbfounded Mabel, “Anyways, long story short, us gnomes have been lookin' for a new queen! Right, guys?” To which, the other gnomes started to chant “Queen! Queen!”, really wanting to have her as their royal subject.
“So what do you say?”, Jeff asks her, before tapping his foot to cause the collective to make the body kneel and hold out an engagement ring. “Will you join us in holy matri-gnomey? Matri...matri-mo-ny! Blah! Can’t talk today!” 
Mabel is honestly dumbfounded by what is happening right now. She honestly never expected that her date would end up like this and now, it ends up like this: her being in the middle of the forest with her boyfriend, who was not human, not a vampire…..but a bunch of gnomes asking about for her hand in marriage. She thinks it would be better to let them off easy.
“Look... I'm sorry, guys.”, Mabel apologised, feeling awkward in explaining how she feels about the situation, “You're really sweet, but, I'm a girl, and you're gnomes, and it's like, ‘what?’ Yikes…” Mabel holds her arm, just explaining makes her feel uncomfortable.
“We understand.”, Jeff accepts sadly, seemingly understanding that Mabel didn’t want this “We'll never forget you, Mabel.” The gnomes look melancholy, Mabel smiles appreciating their decision. Maybe they weren’t so bad-
“Because we're gonna kidnap you.”
“Huh?”, Mabel takes double before Jeff leaps at her, screeching to, which she screams in terror.
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Dipper drives as fast as he can to get to his sister and so far, he couldn’t find her. Where could she be? Regardless of what happens, he still had to find her no matter what happens. 
"Mabel, where are you?!", Dipper calls out. She's gotta be close, right?
"Help!", he hears his sister calling for help and heads to the sound of her voice, driving near a path that leads downwards. He stops the cart to grab the shovel and charges to the source of Mabel’s cries for help, leading him witnessing her being surrounded by gnomes as she punches some them away. 
Wait…..she wasn’t getting attacked by a zombie but rather gnomes?
“What the heck is going on here?!”, Dipper demands to which a gnome passes by him hissing.
“Dipper! Norman turned out to be a bunch of gnomes! And they’re total jerks!”, Mabel explains to him while trying to keep the gnomes away from here before a starts pulling on her hair. “Hair! Hair! Hair!”
“Gnomes? Huh, I was way off.”, Dipper feels awkward that he got the wrong creature at this moment. He takes the journal out of his vest and reads the relevant page. "Gnomes: little men of the Gravity Falls Forest. Weaknesses: unknown.". No weakness? That might be a problem. When Dipper lowers the book, he sees that the gnomes have managed to tie Mabel to the ground.
“Aw, come on!”, Mabel complains, not liking her situation at all. This makes Dipper walk towards Jeff with the shovel at hand. 
“Hey! Let go of my sister!”, Dipper commanded, holding the shovel close
“Oh! Ha ha, hey there!”, Jeff greets, weakly. “Um, you know, this is all really just a big misunderstanding. You see, your sister's not in danger. She's just marrying all one thousand of us and becoming our gnome queen for all eternity!” He turns to the ensnared Mabel. “Isn't that right, honey?” 
“You guys are buttfaces!”, Mabel protests, only for a gnome to cover her mouth.
“Give her back right now, or else!, Dipper threatens, pointing the shovel at Jeff.
“You think you can stop us, boy?”, the gnomes warns, narrowing his eyes. “You have no idea what we're capable of. The gnomes are a powerful race! Do not trifle with the—ah!” Dipper scoops him up and tosses him aside before he uses the shovel to cut Mabel free, to which she kicked the gnomes away and runs with her brother to the cart before driving off.
Jeff gets up, looking miffed. 
“You've messed with the wrong creatures, boy! Gnomes of the forest: ASSEMBLE!”
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The cart drives as fast as it can across the forest. So far, it seems as if they managed to get away from the little men of the forest. 
“Hurry, before they come after us!”, Mabel begs her brother to speed up, worried that the gnomes will come after them. Dipper, on the other hand, was unapprehensive about that notion. 
“Mabel, I wouldn't worry about it. See their little legs? Those suckers are tiny!”, Dipper chuckles, finding the idea that the gnomes catching up to them impossible and hilarious.
He is wrong on both fronts.
Thump-Thump-Thump-Thump!
Dipper stops the cart and turns around to see a giant gnome, comprised of every gnome found in the forest. It roared in absolute fury. 
“Dipper, step on it!”, Mabel commands her brother. Dipper wastes no time and steps on the gas pedal. The cart drives as fast as it can before the Gnome Giant smashes its fist on the ground, causing some gnomes to fall the formation only to get back in. The giant gives chase and follows them.
“Give us back our queen”, Jeff shouts from atop the Gnome Giant, controlling like a robot.
“It’s getting closer”, Mabel shouts, making Dipper wish the cart can go faster than it already can. The Gnome Giant starts to shoot out gnomes at the cart, to which they start biting at, along with attacking Dipper and Mabel. Mabel punches off a gnome hanging on the side while Dipper slams Schmebulock’s face on the wheel, making him fall out. Dipper sighs in relief, only for another gnome that jumps out of the cart to scratch him.
“I’ll save you, Dipper!”, Mabel declares, punching the gnome while also hitting her twin brother’s face until it falls out with his hat. 
“Thanks, Mabel”, Dipper expresses his gratitude despite feeling dazed from the punches.
“Don’t mention it”, Mabel returns it, happy to help. 
The Gnome Giant roars in indignation. To slow down the cart, it pulls out a giant tree and throws akin to a javelin at the runaway vehicle.
“Lookout!”, Mabel points to the tree that’s flying through the air before crashing, blocking their path. Dipper and Mabel scream as he swerves the the avoid crashing into the tree but only causes the cart to crash onto the ground near the Mystery Shack. Dipper and Mabel themselves out the totaled cart only to see the Gnome Giant towering over them.
“Stay back, man!”, Dipper warns, showing fear towards the hulking beast before grabbing a shovel and tosses it, only for the Gnome Giant to crush it, the scared Pine Twins hold each other close.
“Where’s Stan?”, Dipper asks
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“Behold!”, Stan shows a swirly pattern on a stick to the tourists, “The world's most distracting object!”
“Oooh”
“Just try to look away, you can't!”, Stan chuckles as he pulls the string making it spin. Eventually, everyone, Stan included, becomes distracted by the object. “I can't even remember what I was talking about.”
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“This has gone far enough kids. We’re done playing games.”, Jeff declares, controlling the Gnome Giant into getting closer to the Dipper and Mabel. The Giant gets close enough to snatch her into its giant hand. “Mabel, it’s time for you to come back with us. This’ll be much easier if you accept being our queen.”
“Ah! Dipper!”, Mabel cries out, trying to break free from it’s hand, only to fail to do so once it starts to leave. 
“Mabel!”, Dipper exclaims as he tries to catch up to the “Let go of my sister!” The giant just keeps walking away, blatantly ignoring to his pleas of both Pine Twins. Dipper pulls out his journal to see if there’s something he missed on the gnomes, but finds nothing. He tries again, again, and again. Only to find nothing. His sister cries for help ever present in his ears. What can he do? There’s nothing he has on hand that can help him.
Except…..
Dipper looks at the mysterious watch and back at the Gnome Giant as it keeps walking away, having his sister in it’s hand as she kept trying to escape while also calling out to her brother. He looks back at the watch with a mix of nervousness and determination before pressing the hourglass symbol on it, making the watch spring up (much to his surprise) showing a hologram of something. Something he found in the journal earlier.
The crystal being. The Petrosapian,
Dipper hesitates before pressing the hourglass symbol down.
In a massive glow of green light, getting the Gnome Giant’s attention, Dipper’s entire anatomy starts to change. His body starts to harden as cyan crystals start to cover him entirely. He feels himself starting to get stronger. Stronger than he’s ever felt before and he started to become taller than he was previously. Dipper’s physiology is exponentially nonidentical: He’s 7 feet tall with his body, no longer skin and bones, entirely composed of cyan-colored diamond with a darkish blue jumpsuit-like uniform with a red-orange stripe down the center, black boots, two sharp crystal shards on his back with a sharp head and yellow eye And to top it off, there's an hourglass symbol on the center of his chest. And to top it off, there’s an hourglass symbol on the center of his chest.
Mabel is shocked to see what brother turned into. “D-Dipper?” 
The Gnome Giant was stumped. “What the? He can turn into a walking chandelier?”, Jeff asks, confused as to what just happened. Unfortunately for him and the rest of the gnomes, this “walking chandelier” is not interested in answering questions.
Dipper’s yellow eyes go to his sister before glaring at the colossal conglomerate of gnomes. He speaks, despite being full of bass, with determination and anger, “I’m going to say this once: Give me back my sister. Or you’re gonna regret it.” Mabel is blown back by how tough her brother sounds. 
The Gnome Giant, on the other hand, laughs. This walking chandelier is supposed to intimidate it? Jeff wipes a tear, laughing. “Yeah, right! There’s a thousand of us and only one of you. What are you gonna do? Reflect some light to make yourself shinier? Pull some of yourself off to trade for your sister?”
Dipper’s eyes narrow. “No.”, he simply answers, “I’m gonna do this.” He pushes his left arm out and shoots speeding crystals at the Gnome Giant, as it roars in pain. He runs forward, continuing to shoot at the colossal Gnome while turning his right hand into a blade and cuts the beast's left leg, breaking off some of the beast’s formation. The Gnome Giant struggles to keep itself together, while at the same time, blocking the crystals as Dipper keeps shooting at it. It tries to move away but sees that Dipper is now punching at its leg, causing some of the gnomes to fall out.
"Hey! Stop doing that!", Jeff yells out, trying to make sure Mabel stays in one hand while trying to crush this annoying gem with the other, who keeps rolling out the way and avoids getting stomped on, smashed with the other hand, and takes the shooting gnomes without even flinching.
I gotta find a way to get Mabel free, Dipper thinks as he continues to avoid all of the Giant Gnome's attacks while also continuing to attack the on the leg he damaged. There has to be a weak spot in the formation. If I can’t find one, I'll make one. With a boost in adrenaline, Dipper delivers a powerful hook to the left leg, causing the it to explode and by extension, the gnomes to fly off in different directions. The Gnome Giant falls on a knee, holding itself up with a hand that didn’t have Mabel in it. Dipper takes advantage of this and plants both hands on the ground, causing a giant diamond piller to uppercut the giant’s chin, causing the behemoth to fall to the ground letting Mabel go in the process.
“AH!”, Mabel screams as she keeps falling until she feels a pair of crystal hands catch her. She looks to see Dipper caught her by summoning a pillar underneath him. The pillar goes back into the ground and Dipper puts her down. “You ok?”, he asks her sister, wanting to make sure she’s alright. 
“Yeah.”, Mabel nods, impressed by what her brother is and what he can do. “At least we know what that watch can do.”
Dipper looks at his diamond hands and toward the hourglass symbol on his chest. “Yeah, at least we know.” Before Dipper can ask himself what this means for him, a roar is heard, causing the crystalized Pine and his twin sister to see the Giant Gnome, fully reformed and charging at them, or specifically, the transformed Dipper. He grits his teeth before pushing both hands out, shooting out speeding crystals at the behemoth’s face, making it slow down and cover it. “Mabel, get back inside!”
“But what about you?!”, Mabel doesn’t want to leave her brother behind, even if he is a rock monster.
Dipper turns toward his sister, not relenting in his barrage. “I’ll be fine! Just get outta here before-URK!!” Dipper isn’t paying attention, until the Giant Gnome comes in and punt kicks Dipper into a couple of trees.
“Dipper!”, Mabel shouts, appalled that her brother got sent flying from that attack.
“You know, we were going to let off easy, kid”, Jeff explains, his aggravation reaching its peak. “But you have been a thorn in us gnomes’ side one too many times! It’s time for you to-Ah!” Jeff is interrupted as diamond shard whizzes past him, leaving a scratch on his face. This gives Dipper the opportunity to charge at the behemoth and smash his hands, which are now spiked balls, on the right leg.
But the opportunity never came. The Gnome Giant is prepared and grabs him before smashing him into the ground hard to leave a crater. He tries to break free, only to be punched into the ground and gets more stuck. 
“Alright, that’s it! It’s time for this walking chandelier to be shattered!”, Jeff growls, controlling the conglomerate of gnomes into getting ready to punch Dipper into smithereens.
“Stop!” Giant Gnome stops what it’s doing to see Mabel standing in front of his transformed brother. She can’t take her brother getting beat up because of her mistake.
“Alright, Mabel! It’s time to make a choice: Either be our queen or watch your brother get crushed!”, Jeff makes her choose, having enough of these obstacles preventing him and his gnomes from having their queen. Mabel looks at the giant beast then her brother, who is struggling to get himself free, only for the hourglass symbol on his chest to beep, blinking red before he turns back to normal. She realizes what she needs to do.
“I’ll do it.”, Mabel hangs her head in defeat, she accepts her fate. Dipper looks at his sister in shock.
“Mabel, what are you doing?! Are you crazy?!”, Dipper exclaims in confusion and dismay. Why is she doing this? Mabel looks at her brother with a forlorn look on her face.
“Dipper. Trust me.”, she simply responds. Jeff takes a 180 and is ecstatic by her decision. 
“Hot dog!”, Jeff cheers. “Help me down there, Jason!” He climbs down from his gnome brothers and approaches Mabel, holding out a diamond ring. “Eh? Eh?” Mabel smiles and holds her hand out, to which he puts the ring on it. “Bada-bing, bada-bam! Now let's get you back into the forest, honey!” He walks away with a pep in his step.
“You may now kiss the bride!”, she announces, making Jeff stop and turn around.
“Well, don't mind if I do.”, he says, before using mouth spray, smiling at his bride-to-be, who gave one of her and eyes fluttering. They lean in to kiss, only then for Mabel to take out a leaf blower and aim it at the gnome.
“Ah! Hey, hey, wait a minute!”, Jeff is shocked by this. He gets sucked up in the leaf blower “Whoa, whoa! Wh-what's goin' on?!” Jeff struggles but just gets more sucked into the leaf-blower halfway. 
“That's for lying to me!”, Mabel yells, angry at the little man. She increases the sucking power. “THAT'S for breaking my heart!” 
 “Ow! My face!”, Jeff groans, painfully as he slowly gets sucked in further.
And THIS is for messing with my brother!”, Mabel declares aiming the leaf blower to the immobile Gnome Giant, before looking at Dipper. “Wanna do the honors?”
Dipper smiles at her. “On three!”
“One, two, three!”, they chant in unison as they blast Jeff towards the gnome monster, causing all the gnomes to fly out in multiple directions. After threatening them with the leaf blower, they all retreat within the forest. As they all left, Mabel looks at her brother remorsefully.
“Hey, Dipper? I, um...I'm sorry for ignoring your advice.”, Mabel apologizes, feeling sorry for not listening to her when she had the chance. ,“You really were just looking out for me.”
“Oh, don't be like that. You saved our butts back there.”, he encourages her.
“I guess I'm just sad that my first boyfriend turned out to be a bunch of gnomes.”, she says.
“Look on the bright side.”, Dipper proposes “Maybe the next one will be a vampire!”
“Oh, you're just saying that!”, Mabel smiles, valuing her brother’s gesture.
“Awkward sibling hug?”, Dipper asks, his arms out. Mabel smiles and accepts it. “Awkward sibling hug.”
“Pat-pat” “Pat-pat”
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Stan is counting money when he sees the Pine Twins walk in, fatigue and untidiness . 
“Sheesh. You guys got hit by a bus or something?”, he laughs at the kids, who scowl at him before walking away. Seeing them like this, he decides to give them something to cheer them up.
“Hey.”, Stan calls out to them, getting their attention, “Wouldn't you know it? Um, I accidentally overstocked some inventory, so, uh... how's about each of you take one item from the gift shop? On the house, y'know?”
“Really?”, Mabel asks, happy at getting something.
“What’s the catch”, Dipper questions, suspicious as he crosses his arms.
“The catch is do it before I changed my mind.”, Stan grumbles, really just wanting to do this simple gesture. Dipper and Mabel look across for different items on the shelves and grab what they wanted. 
Picks up a cap with a pine tree on it and puts it on, looking in the mirror impressed. “” 
“And I will have a…..”, Mabel says before grabbing something out the box. “Grappling Hook!”
Stan and Dipper look perplexed.
“Wouldn’t you want a doll or something”, Stan asks, not really why she wants the item picked. Mabel just shoots the grappling hook into the air, knocking down a shelf in the process. “Grappling Hook!”
“Fair enough”, Stan shrugs.
As Dipper sits in his bed reading the journal while his sister keeps jumping on hers, he starts to think about what happened earlier in the day. The journal said to not trust anyone but thanks to his sister, he would probably be dead despite turning into that crystal being. Speaking of the crystal being, he wonders what the watch can do and how it can do it? So far, he can assume the watch can do more than give him just one transformation but how many are there? Did the watch have aliens that can be found in the journal like the Petrosapian? These were another addition of questions he has for the town of Gravity Falls. Dipper takes a look at his sister using her grappling hook with glee to catch a stuffed animal. She really is the only one he can trust with the secrets they have. 
And he has no problem with it.
“Hey, Mabel. Can you get the light.”, Dipper asks.
“On it!”, she replies, aiming and shooting the grappling hook on the lamp, breaking it. “It works!” The Pine Twins get a laugh before heading to sleep. 
For these two, the mysteries and strangeness in this town were only beginning.
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Fateful Detours - Ch. 3 (Gravity Falls x Infinity Train)
Summary: Memories are relived, conversations are had, and two journeys come to an end.
Warnings: flashbacks to Filbrick being an abusive father, non-graphic descriptions of pain/injury
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20331070/chapters/48205837
(The Beginning) (The Middle)
Here we are at the final chapter! This has been a very fun crossover to write, and this chapter is easily my favorite in the whole fic.
(Do note that the content warnings have gotten a little heavier for this chapter, but it’s no darker than the Gravity Falls canon.)
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Stan wasn’t sure what to expect when he looked at the TV. The Cat had said it contained everything that made Ford Ford, so some part of his mind couldn’t help but imagine a swirling vortex of sketch-filled journals and science textbooks, of broken inventions and bitter parting words.
But instead, he found himself standing in a plain white hallway, staticked-out silhouettes flickering on every wall. Some were abstract, like random interference, but others felt more familiar, like compasses or bags of snack food. Or like a ship’s mast with two makeshift flags hung from it.
Stan checked his hand, and saw that his number was still there.
81
“Ford?” he called out. “Are you in here?”
Not only was there no response, but the sound of the static grew a little louder, as if trying to drown out his voice.
“Couldn’t be that easy, huh,” he muttered as he set off down the hallway. “I’ll just have to find him myself, then.”
At the end of the room was a wall of pure static, crackling and roaring incomprehensibly. But for a moment, Stan could swear he heard familiar voices conversing on the other side, and as they faded out, he put his ear up to the wall to listen more closely —
His hand ever so slightly brushed the surface, and it immediately collapsed under the pressure, its strange gravity dragging him through the ripples of static and into a bright, colorful scene. Stan’s head spun, and it took him a moment to get his bearings — but there Ford was, he realized, just down the stairs and in front of him with his back turned. Safe and sound, and rubbing his chin like he was conscious and alert.
Just as Stan was about to speak up, two hushed voices beat him to the punch. They came from a pair of familiar figures just a few feet in front of Ford…
It was Stan and Ford themselves, aged eleven, standing in front of their middle school lockers.
“C’mon, Sixer! No one will notice, I guarantee it!”
“But if we do get caught, they’ll give us failing grades for sure! It’s a big risk to take…”
Young Stan made pleading eyes. “Please? I’m going to fail math anyway if we don’t try something…”
“Alright,” young Ford agreed reluctantly, taking his glasses off and handing them over to Stanley. “I’ll take your math test.”
Stan suppressed a chuckle as he watched the younger version of his brother squint awkwardly as he adjusted to the lack of glasses, but the real Ford just shook his head with a sigh.
“Selfish as always,” he muttered, and the scene changed.
Stan and Ford, aged fifteen, stood outside the local movie theater. Both of them were sorting through their pockets for change, and neither was coming up with much of anything.
“I’ve only got enough for one ticket.”
“Same here.”
“And you want to waste it on some raunchy comedy we’d have to lie about our ages to even get into?”
“If the only other option is some over-the-top sci-fi flick, then yeah! I do!”
“Stan, I have been waiting the better part of three years for this movie! I’ve been theorizing about the plot for three years, and if you think I’m not going to see it opening night —”
Stan threw an arm over Ford’s shoulder. “It’s gonna be packed opening night, Ford. You really want to see the first screening, where all the other rabid fans are there and talking so loud that you can hardly hear the actors?”
Ford frowned. “I don’t know…”
“And what did we end up doing?” the real Ford asked, shaking his head. “Seeing his choice of movie! Because he only ever cared about himself, and I just went along with it!”
As Ford waved his hands in the air, Stan caught a glimpse of his number shooting up:
225
257
288
340
“I went along with it,” Ford repeated, “until…”
Their surroundings wavered, sidewalk morphing into carpet as street lights flickered and turned into familiar lamps from the Pines family household.
“No.” Ford shook his head. “Not this, not again…”
361
In a burst of static, the scene shifted once again, this time to a high school hallway.
“...Sixer? You okay?” Stan choked out.
Ford didn’t even look away from the memory.
Skipping class, getting caught sneaking out of the school, being sent to detention.
“He always just dragged me down,” Ford growled.
381
Working on the boat instead of studying for an upcoming chemistry exam.
“I should’ve cut him off a long time ago.”
415
Two science fair projects sitting side by side — one, a non-functional robot, the other, an invention that should’ve revolutionized the world.
“I always knew that I’d be better off without him.”
472
491
518
“So that’s really what you think about me,” Stan whispered. Ford gave no sign of having heard him.
He reached for Ford’s hand, but without even turning around, Ford swatted him away.
550
And Stan…
Stan had been prepared for Ford not to forgive him. Stan had been prepared to drag Ford out kicking and screaming.
He hadn’t been prepared to hear that Ford had never wanted him around in the first place.
“You know what?” he shouted. “FINE!!”
It wasn’t fine, no matter how loud he screamed that it was.
“You can be better off without me right here, in this fucked up horror movie television, for the rest of all eternity! See if I care!!”
Ford didn’t flinch.
“SEE IF I CARE!” Stan repeated, whirling around and storming off towards the edge of the memory.
He didn’t look at his hands, but if he had, he would’ve seen his number jumping up:
106
160
195
He didn’t look back at Ford either, but if he had, he would’ve seen that Ford’s number was no longer visible, because his hands and arms had become obscured by a shifting pattern of static.
“I never needed him,” Ford mumbled, his voice crackling with interference. “I never needed anyone.”
Everything was white, and everything was blurry. It was white because Stan had at some point, without realizing it, made his way back to that first empty hallway he’d found himself in, and it was blurry because he had long since given up on trying not to sob.
He knew, instinctively, that from this room he could leave whenever he wanted simply by willing it to happen, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He may have been a liar through and through, sometimes out of selfishness and sometimes out of necessity, but he’d told the Cat the truth. If he left Ford here, he’d never forgive himself.
He slumped to the ground, pulling his knees close to his chest. Years ago, his mother had told him that dwelling on an issue would always be more painful, in the long run, than any choice you could make to try and change the situation — and after he’d gotten kicked out, he’d tried his best to take that advice to heart, and focus on things he could do to turn his life around.
But now, he wasn’t so sure her advice rang true. He only had two choices — trying to find Ford again and save him, or abandoning him for good, and he knew both of them would just hurt him more than he could ever possibly bear.
Everything hurt. Every happy memory he’d once desperately longed to relive just hurt now, corrupted by the knowledge that Ford had never really been happy in them. That Ford had never truly wanted him around.
Even back during the happiest summer of their lives, when they’d discovered —
Stan covered his ears as a burst of static rang through the room like a clap of thunder. Still sitting on the ground, he turned to face the wall he’d previously had his back to…
And there it was again — the silhouette of a ship’s mast that he’d glimpsed on the way in, two children’s t-shirts flying from it like flags. But this time, the whole ship below it was visible too, bobbing up and down as choppy waves of static battered its hull.
Stan outstretched a hand towards it, his number obscured beneath his palm, and a blast of salty ocean air struck him in the face as the world exploded into color.
He stood on the bow of the Stan O’ War — the completely repaired, seaworthy Stan O’ War, its deck polished and cabin furnished — and faced a tropical coastline, dotted with emerald palm trees and surrounded by vivid pink coral reefs. A colossal volcano rose above the horizon, with a plume of smoke and ash lazily drifting away from the crater at the top, and beneath the crystal-clear waves Stan could spot a pair of sea turtles following the ship, keeping their distance but eyeing it curiously.
Which was all very confusing, because Stan couldn’t remember visiting a place like this and was fairly certain Ford hadn’t either…
The moment that thought popped into his head, his surrounding began to change. Colors grew less vivid, his depth perception failed him, and shadows vanished altogether as the scene reverted to a cartoonish state, complete with dialogue bubbles and sound-effects written out in familiar handwriting.
Stan stood in the pages of a comic book he’d drawn eight long years ago, currently held by the memory of a ten-year-old Ford.
“You really think we’ll get to go on adventures like this one day?” Ford asked, but he didn’t sound skeptical. If anything, he sounded wistful, like he wanted to believe it.
The young Stan from the memory watched with a satisfied smile as Ford flipped through the comic. “I don’t think it. I know it.”
The scene shifted, and Stan found himself kneeling on the beach, watching his younger self hammer nails into a plank on the boat while Ford held it in place. Both of them looked sweaty and exhausted, yet also… so, so happy.
“Wherever we go,” the young Ford declared like a mantra, “we go together.”
From somewhere not quite within the memory, Stan heard the sound of a distorted gasp.
Kneeling on the opposite side of their younger selves and watching them intently was the real Ford — except now, only his face was visible, while the rest of his body was awash with static. The pattern flickered erratically, branched and jagged patterns of lightning bolts crackling within it, but Ford seemed oblivious to everything except the events playing out in the memory in front of him.
“We were both so happy,” he whispered, eyes flickering between the two younger twins as they pressed their hands together in a high-six. “What changed?”
“Stanford, we — we’ve gotta get you out of here,” Stan choked out. “I don’t know what’s happening to you, but it —”
Ford’s head snapped up to look at Stan, to really look at him for the first time since they’d entered his memories, with a incredulity in his eyes that suggested he was only just now realizing that the real Stan was in there with him.
“This isn’t right,” Ford mumbled — and initially, Stan flinched, assuming the words were directed at him. But a moment later, the speed of the memory accelerated to a dizzying blur, fast-forwarding to more scenes familiar to both twins.
Stan going to Ford’s gym class while Ford took his math test, and coming home with a black eye but also a smile on his face, because he’d given a couple of Ford’s bullies the kicks in the shins that they’d deserved.
Stan and Ford staying in the theater after watching Stan’s choice of comedy flick, and sneaking into the second showing of the sci-fi movie Ford had been anticipating for so long. Dodging the worst of the crowds, and having a great time in both with the theaters practically all to themselves.
Making the most of detention together, passing notes behind the teacher’s back.
With each memory, the static covering Ford receded further, first leaving his hair and then his shoulders and arms. He stared down at his hand, waiting for it too to become clear again and reveal the number on his palm —
Just as the receding line of static reached his wrist, the scene shifted one more time. They stood in a familiar living room, lit only by the pale blue light of a television…
“The argument,” Ford whispered.
Stan felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end, as the static shot back up to Ford’s shoulders.
In the memory, Ford stormed into the room, waving a crumpled bag of toffee peanuts in the air as he stared daggers at Stan. “Can you explain what this was doing next to my broken project?!”
And Stan sneered back at him, throwing his paddleball to the ground where it snapped in two. “College dreams are ruined, huh? Guess you’ve got no choice but to go sailing now!”
The TV behind Ford exploded, glass shattering as bolts of blue electricity arced from wall to wall. The whole room trembled as sparks and smoke filled the air, and both the Ford from the memory and the Ford cloaked in static stumbled as they tried to step away from the searing rays of plasma —
“Sixer!” Stan grabbed Ford’s hand, and a jolt of electricity ran up his arm, sending black and white pixels flickering across his vision. “Ford, are you the one doing this?!”
Ford hung limp in the air, suspended in place where Stan had caught him halfway through a fall. The spot where their hands met burned like nothing Stan had ever felt before, like the static was trying to creep up his own veins and into his own body, to unmake him and rewrite him and embitter him from the inside out — but all Stan could bring himself to do was tighten his grip, as he watched a crack snake through the floor beneath Ford’s feet.
“You’ve got to stop this, Ford! This isn’t what happened!”
The whole room shuddered as the crack split open, revealing a massive chasm of static with no bottom in sight. Ford staggered backwards, the ground beneath him crumbling as more and more glowing white cracks zigzagged through it — but before he could topple backwards and fall, Stan used his free hand to grab him by the collar of his staticked-out shirt.
It felt less like he was grabbing something material and more like he was sticking his hand in a fire, but he still pulled Ford closer, until he could wrap an arm around Ford’s back.
“And what really happened wasn’t great, either — it was awful — but I never wanted it to happen, I swear! I’m so sorry, Ford — I never wanted to ruin your dreams, and I don’t want to lose you in here, either! These aren’t your real memories, and — and I know how lying to yourself feels like it’ll hurt less, but in the long run, it… it doesn’t. I promise!”
His arms went numb, and his vision began to fade as something wet sizzled and evaporated on his cheek.
“And if you still want to be mad at me, I — I can’t blame you. But be mad at me for what I really did! Be mad at me when you’re safe at home, or at college, or wherever you end up in life — not in here! Please, Ford, let me help you get out of this place…”
He heard a voice, close to his ear but garbled by static.
“Ford? You with me?”
Ford tried again, and though it was quieter this time, it came out comprehensible.
“Was it me who changed?”
“Ford, we… we both fucked up. I should’ve just told you about breaking the machine as soon as it happened — then you might’ve been able to fix it…”
The burning feeling began to subside, and the crumbling living room reassembled itself as the scene playing out inside started over.
“I might’ve accidentally been… horsing around…”
“This was no accident, Stan! You did this!”
“I still should’ve believed you,” Ford mumbled, stepping back from Stan as he stared at the memory. The static dropped below his collar, then below his shoulders.
“Maybe there's a silver lining, huh? Treasure hunting?”
“Are you kidding me? Why would I want to do anything with the person who sabotaged my entire future?!”
“And I shouldn’t have brought up the boat like that!” Stan told him. “I shouldn’t have joked about it! I didn’t realize how — how important that school on the other side of the country was to you, but now I do…”
Both twins flinched as they watched Filbrick enter the memory, grabbing Stan by his shirt.
“I should’ve stood up to Dad!” Ford went on, his head in his hands. “I never should’ve let him kick you out —”
“You know you wouldn’t have been able to change his mind.” Stan stared at the ground. “I should’ve known that, instead of blaming you for not taking my side…”
“I never wanted to cut ties with you, Stan.” The static receded even further as Ford spoke, dropping down to the level of his belt. “Not when I wanted to go to West Coast Tech, and not even after the argument — but when Dad threw you out, I convinced myself that I never wanted to see you again. That you’d always just been dragging me down — because it was easier to believe that.”
He took a deep breath. “Being angry at someone you hate… it’s so much easier than being angry at someone you love, even if you really do love that person. Without that contradiction making you second-guess every feeling you have, it’s so much simpler, so much easier to bear…”
The scene flickered, changing to a memory that Stan had never seen before. It was from after he’d gotten kicked out, he realized.
Ford sat on the stairs of Pines Pawns, slouching and glowering at the floor as he listened to Filbrick and Caryn arguing.
“He’s seventeen! Teenagers ruin things, it’s what they do! You didn’t have to ruin his whole life to punish him!” Caryn shouted.
“That freeloader has been ruining the smart one for years!” Filbrick shot back. “Done nothing but drag his brother down their whole lives, and it’s about time we cut him off!”
He whirled around, and noticed Ford watching them. “Right, Stanford? Weren’t you tired of going along with every harebrained scheme that popped into his head? Of doing all his math homework? Of humoring him, when he said he wanted to sail around the world? Wasn’t it suffocating?!”
Ford didn’t say anything, but he gave a half-hearted nod before trudging back up to his room.
Outside of the memory, the real Ford spoke up. “No, Dad. It wasn’t.”
As the last few pixels of static covering his feet disappeared, he turned to Stan and outstretched his arms for a embrace. “I missed you, Stanley.”
Stan accepted the hug without a second thought. “I missed you too, Sixer,” he whispered.
Waves of static washed over the room for one last time, and when they subsided, Stan was once again kneeling on the floor of the Cat’s car. The Cat herself still stood on the other end of the room, hissing quietly when she noticed Stan awaken.
“Ford, are you okay?” Stan stood up and turned around, and to his relief, Ford was sitting up straight — and staring at his hand, as it shone a brighter green than it ever had before.
And so was Stan’s hand, as it whirled through number after number far too quickly to read. For the first time, it felt warm — not warm like the burn from the static, but warm like hot chocolate and lazy summers and companionship, warm in a way Stan hadn’t felt in months.
0Two beams of light shot up from Stan and Ford’s hands in unison, and on each side of the room, one half of a door appeared, outlined in green and slowly sliding together. When they met, a familiar golden vortex appeared and two columns of light sprouted from it, coiling around each other like a double helix as they stretched upwards and out of the train.
And visible inside the door, clear as day, was the Stan O’ War — right where they’d left it, filthy from months of neglect but still salvageable. Still not that far from seaworthy, in the grand scheme of things.
“Oh,” Ford mumbled. “Of course. That’s really far more simple than anything I theorized about the numbers…”
He turned to Stan. “Are… are you ready to leave?”
Stan gave him a thumbs up. “Wherever we go, we go together.”
As he followed Ford towards the exit, he turned around one last time. “Hey, Cat? We won’t miss you.”
Ford didn’t bother to turn around, but he did wave a double middle finger in the Cat’s direction, which Stan chuckled at. The two of them stood side by side at the door for a moment, both in the awkward position of waiting for the other to go first.
Then Ford smiled. “High six?” he asked, raising his palm with the zero on it.
“High six,” Stan agreed, and they stepped though the portal with their hands pressed together.
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“You know, this is a little ironic,” Ford commented shortly after removing himself from the sand dune he’d faceplanted in. “Just before the exit showed up, I was thinking about how I was actually looking to exploring more of the train, since I’d have you by my side.”
“Oh, good. We both remember it,” Stan replied, spitting out sand. “I was always kind of wondering in the back of my mind if it was a hallucination. Also, that’s the sappiest thing I’ve heard all day, and I said some really sappy stuff back there.”
Ford ignored the second half of his remark. “Well, even if our memories failed us, we’ve also got physical proof backing up the experience…”
He pulled out the device he’d stolen from the Cat, which was still glowing and reacting to both their voices and the ambient sounds of the beach. “I need to thank you for that time you tried to teach me to pickpocket, by the way. The train had a lot of advanced technology that I want to try and replicate, and it’s going to be a lot easier with an actual example to take apart.”
“Oh shit, you stole something? Ford, I have never been a prouder brother in my life.”
Ford chuckled. “It might be a tad unethical, but after some basic study I could probably claim to have ‘invented’ this, and use the funds from selling the patent to afford the tuition to a nicer college than Backupsmore. I do still want to spend some years studying and working on a higher education, but… I hope you’ll keep in touch when I do. It’ll be a lot less fun without you around.”
He rested a hand on the Stan O’ War. “And in the meantime, while I work on reverse engineering this technology… I think there’ll definitely be some time for some boat repair and treasure hunting.”
“Poindexter, your hand is in seagull shit. Better add ‘boat cleaning’ to that list.”
“Ugh, you’re right. At least it’s dry.” Ford carefully moved his hand to a less dirty spot on the boat. “So, that’s a yes to the treasure hunting?”
“Oh, you know it.”
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Afterword:
Using the sensor stolen from the Cat, Ford invents a new type of sonar that’s significantly more effective than the current versions. With that technology, the boys track down a bunch of shipwrecks, and start getting famous for their discoveries and “invention.”
When Filbrick hears about this and realizes that his sons are on a track to fame and fortune and not sharing any of it with him, he’s initially furious but then tries to approach them and ask them to let him back into their lives, which they refuse. (Caryn divorces him soon after, and Shermie cuts ties around the same time. None of them ever send him money.)
Thanks to his work, Ford wins a scholarship to a well-respected university — it’s not quite West Coast Tech, but it’s also a lot nicer than Backupsmore. He opts not to take classes in summer even though they’d help him graduate faster, and spends all his breaks sailing with Stan.
Stan does get a little bored during the school year when Ford is busy, but Ford notices and suggests he start drawing comics again. Stan is hesitant and a little insecure at first but eventually starts honing his art more and brainstorming plotlines with occasional input from Ford. Using some connections he made in treasure hunting press interviews, he eventually gets a deal to have a short comic series published — then it turns into a huge success, and his comics (loosely based of his and Ford’s childhood) get picked up for many more issues.
Somewhere along the line they become friends with Fidds, probably thanks to some inter-school technology fair where he and Ford both competed, and eventually the gang heads to Oregon to investigate the anomalies concentrated in a town called Gravity Falls. Bill shows up at some point and tries to pull some characteristically Bill bullshit, but he’s no match for a pair of twins that have actually developed some half-decent communication skills. Many more years down the line, Dipper and Mabel’s childhood is full of visits from their famous scientist/explorer/artist grunkles.
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Thank you for joining me on this crazy train ride! All your responses have meant a lot to me, and I know I’ll look back on this experience fondly (even if it was a lot shorter than my multichapter fics tend to be).
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lizzybeth1986 · 5 years
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Quick Thoughts on TRR Book 1, Chapter 5
• I'm back! I missed doing these. It's fun taking a look at the beginning of this series knowing what lies ahead, especially when you can recall exactly what it felt like when you first read it.
• In the time it took for me to get back to doing this series, I decided to do a fail-play to answer a few questions I had about the series. I was dying guys I was dying. The secondhand embarrassment level was off the roof. Oh God. I hope I NEVER EVER have to do that again 😭
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So you guys have already met my MC, Esther (If you haven't, she's the one on the left! She has a new hairstyle now though, she has the long hair with the braids on top. The big cream flower was clashing with everything). On the right is my Disaster!MC, Persephone. She romances Hana and when I say her crush is painfully obvious, I mean painfully.
• The last chapter I did a Book 1 QT for was Chapter 4, where a Liam stan could FINALLY dance with their Prince (and maybe sneak a kiss in the hedge maze if you spent the diamonds), and then meet Bertrand just minutes before he loses his shit completely and almost drags the name of his own House in the mud (why you so stupid, Bertrand)
• We're attending a horse race, so obvious title will be obvious. It's Off To the Races.
• A Day At The Races would have been better, because Queen xD
• So apparently it's now the day of the Derby, and we either go for the press-friendly runway-worthy gown, the modern one that'll catch the eye of Queen Regina, or...uniboob (yes, uniboob. I have painfully huge ones and I get even more conscious of them in outfits like that one 😣).
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It's kinda interesting that Drake-dislike is the default for the MC at this point. But I also think it's also a good strategy to ease the reader (and their MC) into this association with him. You have this best friend who has a painful insider/outsider relationship to Court, has a massive chip over his shoulder, is trying really hard not to soften to this strange woman his best friend likes, has this painful past he's reluctant to share with anyone.
• While Hana's and Liam's first diamond scenes emerge very early and from a place of concern (because they have already established themselves in the narrative as likeable to this MC) Drake is the kind of person that takes some getting used to. If you tried to sell me a sob story about his sister shortly after he made sexist, classist comments about me on a plane, my first instinct would be to flip the bird at him and save my diamonds.
So instead he's given a bodyguard-type role with you, then you can choose to tease him mercilessly during that cronut excursion, then he thaws a little more towards you at Lythikos...leaving that field open to him finally opening up to you (via diamonds) when his Savannah-related wounds are reopened. The reader gets a chance to feel differently about him, ergo invested enough in him to pay diamonds for that scene.
• Esther will drag Bertrand mercilessly behind his back since Bertrand has no qualms doing the same. Sauce for goose, sauce for gander. So yes she responds to "how will you address Bertrand?" with "Hey you".
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Unless he's around Savannah, then he has one at the moments he least intends to.
• NOW Maxwell tells us what the house and duchy name is. Now! You had enough time to tell me this last night dude!
• Bertrand comes to us to figure out our progress in terms of learning etiquette, and Maxwell and the MC prove to him that they've covered the basics. Which Bertrand brushes off as protocol that can be brushed off as stuff you can get on an internet search.
Me Back Then: Oh sorry I can't process information in the speed of light, bro 😒
Me Now: You know, Bertrand, if you'd just spent less time poring over Maxwell's scrapbook for the raciest photos...and actually spent more time sitting down and teaching me protocol, you wouldn't be grinding your teeth at me today.
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So Persephone fell for Olivia's little lie and kissed King Constantine's shoe. Looks like the court had a field day with that because it gets mentioned to her twice. Once from Maxwell before she goes to see Liam, and once now, from Bertrand, who has just heard about her disaster of a performance and now cannot trust Maxwell with coaching her.
• Bertrand decides to test exactly how prepared we are with a small test. After a round of greeting, he takes our hand with his right hand, and gives it a courtly kiss (in this universe, the proper way is to take the lady's offered hand with your left hand, otherwise it is viewed as an insult). We're supposed to figure out what he did wrong. If we do give him the right answer, he is happy about our observational skills but demands that the MC not become too complacent since she's "ever only one mistake away from a scandal".
What does interest me are the exchanges that come out of the wrong responses:
"Didn't Bow" brings into play the hierarchy that the nobility maintains. Bowing here is viewed as a sign of respect to someone of a higher rank, and though the MC is now a lady by virtue of her sponsors, she is still regarded as a commoner. There is the joke response, "Didn't Address Me As Your Highness", which Bertrand hardly graces with a response besides highlighting the MC's 'arrogance'. The common thread is this exchange, though:
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I think this gives us a tiny insight into how much ground the MC has to cover in understanding the society she is trying to become a part of. The last two chapters we had Liam and the other competitors, to help us understand exactly what we were up against - this time we're grappling with the reality of all the people we will need to please (in one day, we have to pretty much win the favour of both the Queen and the press). The MC has to not only familiarize herself with how she should behave but also be aware of the signals other people send. And she isn't exactly going to get a lot of help at this stage, not when the men sponsoring her have their own problems and are viewing her experience from the eyes of people who have grown up in Cordonia.
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LMAO @ the MC's shit-eating grin the minute they say "limo" 😂
• So we're on our way to Honeyhill Downs on a limo, and since we need to deal with the press the moment I get out, the Beaumonts now try to convince us to impress the press.
• Book 1 is about this commoner woman schmoozing among the elite and trying to fit in, so really the only people who are seen (unless they're Drake) are the nobles. This is understandable in the first two books, where MC is kind of the underdog - not so much in the later books. You never get to see actual commoners who live in houses and walk on the streets until Book 3, and even then it is a fleeting glimpse. Anyway, the narrative attempts to bridge this gap by making the press the representative of the people.
• Bertrand and Maxwell now give us advice on tackling the press: we'll be asked easy questions (basically to figure out who we are and create a story around us accordingly), and then hardball questions about the country, how you'll be as a potential royal, and most importantly - Cordonian apples. The MC is confused at first but agrees to roll with it.
• The moment the MC mentions that the Derby area looks like a fair, Bertrand says "this isn't a county fair where you weigh pigs and eat pie". Between this and the Downton Abbey reference the next chapter, I'm pretty sure Bertrand was created initially to lend the image of Cordonia a bit of an "old world" appeal - given that he and Maxwell are the nobles we most regularly interact with in the first two books.
• Now comes the part I'm most excited about! Our actual first press interview. It's separated into two categories: easy questions (Donnie Brine) and hardball ones (Ana de Luca)
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Donnie Brine: You know how in reality shows you hear about the importance of spinning a 'story'? How to get the audience's sympathy, sometimes your 'story' can get you where your talent may not (in fact, a few weeks ago Fiona Syed was saying just that to the MC when they were auditioning for "One in A Million" in Platinum!). Well, that's why we have Donnie Brine of the CBC (Cordonia Broadcasting Center). He's here so we can choose and carve our own narrative. So depending on our answers, we will get a moniker that will be carried forward throughout this book, and briefly referenced in the next:
1. The Mystery Woman: The answers suited for this option are 'A mystery' (when asked who you are) and optionally 'Liam couldn't figure me out' (when asked why you're the Prince's favourite). She is literally someone who emerged out of nowhere, and apparently sets herself apart from the other suitors by not being too open about her background.
2. The American: She can call herself the "lone American wolf", and optionally also mention that Liam and she shared a love for the Statue of Liberty. This spin on the MC's story highlights her "difference" in terms of foreignness and unfamiliarity with the country, which can be a challenge but also could wound up making her eventual triumph that much sweeter. In a very good playthrough especially, she will be the foreigner that embraced the customs and traditions, and fit in perfectly despite the odds.
3. The Everywoman: Now for a very long time I thought the responses in this one would yield a negative reaction from Donnie, but turns out thankfully it doesn't!! You need to choose both "just a regular woman, like many out there" and "I was his waitress". I also noticed an interesting difference about this that I will expand on later. But the point is that The Everywoman is as good a choice as any tbh, refers to her commoner origins and positions her as someone who can connect with the people.
Ana de Luca: Throughout the series, and for a half of Book 2, she's the tougher interviewer. She works with Trend, a fashion and celeb news magazine - and because of her already-established fashion credentials (introduced in MW as fashion designer) - becomes the mediaperson that compliments you on wearing the dress Olivia recommended.
Besides this, a lot of the political, country-related questions esp in Book 1, tend to come from her. She asks you your thoughts on Cordonia as a newcomer, how you would fare as a ruler and the inevitable question on apples. This is the interview that could affect your early popularity if you fail it, because any response you choose for Donnie Brine's (including showing the silly face for his photo), will work out alright. If you fail this one, the press largely ignore you to focus on the next candidate before you can even say "goodbye".
Me Back Then (hovering over options for the press photo): OMG OMG OMG don't press silly face don't press silly face don't -
Me Now (shamelessly clicking over aforementioned silly face): So Donnie doesn't mind my silly face at the Derby but will suddenly be ZOMG SCANDALIZED by it at the Regatta? HMM 🤔
• We now move towards the tents, except that Maxwell told us the wrong colour. Was he so distracted by the pinkness of the (optional) diamond outfits that he blurted out that colour instead?
• We end up in a stable with a horse that's as scared of us as we are of her.
• Drake jumps into temporary-bodyguard duty and saves...the horse.
• There are two ways you can respond to this: either focus on the fact that Drake saved you from the horse, or on the fact that he might have been following you. Interestingly he comes out with the truth of the matter faster if you're more suspicious of him - probably because that's a response he's expecting. On the other hand with the nicer response, he falls back on snark - thus annoying even the MC that wants to be nice to him. Either way, Drake eventually spills out the truth: he's here because Liam asked him to look out for the MC. And it won't be the last time Liam thinks ahead and takes measures to either protect or guide her.
• The option to either join Drake to Liam's private tent, or go ahead to where the other ladies are, comes with a price. Spend the diamonds and you'll see Hypervigilant Liam, pushups and at least a few minutes less to worry about a couple suitors roasting you for not fitting in the NANOSECOND you arrive. It also features this bombshell of a line from the MC:
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Fun Fact: When this chapter first came out, I was at a point where I'd regularly panic about getting options wrong, and going through an entire chapter before a replay. To make sure that didn't happen too often, I'd watch a non-diamond playthrough on YouTube, and figure out the correct answers that way. It was fun.
So imagine the amount of cringing I did at Olivia and Kiara making smartass comments about the MC, which led me to believe that maybe the other option would save me from that kind of roasting.
Ladies, gents, non-binary people - THAT is how I ended up buying my first scene this book. To escape from the ladies of the court 🙈 (which didn't happen but at least I got a nice Liam scene out of it. Teehee. Teehee)
• The Private Tent diamond scene has the following:
- proof that Liam can and will pounce on someone for fear of attack. this is part-defense-training and part (IMO) trauma response because he's been the target of a number of assassinations
- you get to confront Liam about having Drake look out for you, and if you don't like the gesture, Liam is contrite BUT tells you the Derby atmosphere can be chaotic and scary for a newcomer, and since he couldn't directly watch over her he needed to ensure she'd be okay somehow. This is something he keeps doing for the MC in small, easy-to-miss ways throughout the social season, actually.
- this conversation about horses, which took a symbolic turn I wasn't exactly expecting if you choose "trapped". But it killed me. Killed me guys 😭
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That last line. "Nothing like a little gilding to make a cage bearable", Liam says and you can TELL that's most of his life captured in a single sentence.
- shirtless Liam
- Drake-Liam banter, and I mean genuine good-natured Drake-Liam banter that isn't Drake "calling out" Liam on being privileged while never admitting his own privileges (though Drake does say that his presence in Liam's life is to keep him humble, which...eh).
- one more blue star point from Drake if you're nice to him, and overall the MC and Drake leave on better terms (although, the second thing already happens even if you walk straight to the suitors' tent).
- a kiss if you're romantically involved.
• Me Back Then: So if I take the diamond scene, the mean ladies won't @ me for tardiness, right? Right?? 👀 👀
Me Now: WRONG. But at least you got to sit on Liam while he was doing push-ups.
Me Back Then: Well. When you put it that way...
• Whether or not you choose this diamond option, you'll be called out on being late anyway. It's mostly Olivia and Kiara: Olivia stresses on how "fashionably late you are", and Kiara comments on how it's only Day 2 and you can't keep up (...she'll eat those words in Lythikos, I think), with Hana being the only support and defending the MC, pointing out (like Liam) how chaotic things get after the press interviews are done. The only difference is that in the diamond option, these dialogues occur after the race is over, and in the free option it's before. Esther gets roasted by them after the race is over, poor Persy gets it before the race has even begun 😭
• What interested me about this scene were the brief parallels between the race portions of the Liam/Drake scene, and the free scene. Two of my current favourite characters in this book take their place in the free version 😁
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In each version of the scene, a character viewed as more 'friendly' (to the MC) pins their hopes on Twilight Dash. A more distant character will however guess correctly that Marabelle's Dream has the edge. Kiara doesn't exactly give us a reason why, but Drake tells Liam he's been looking at the stats and seems regardless to have pretty extensive knowledge about horses.
The funny thing obviously is that the fun element in Liam's scene (the bet), is hinted at in Hana's scene when she tells the MC that she was fortunate they couldn't bet anything.
Me Back Then: Liam didn't exactly lose anything!
Me Now: He lost...his shirt 👀👀
Esther: 👀 👀 👀 👀
Persephone: (Blissfully unaware that any of this ever happened, too busy making heart eyes at Hana. I would too, Persy, I would too)
• The ladies - mainly Olivia and Penelope - are disappointed about not seeing Liam (hah! says Esther) but hope to meet him at the tea party where his step mother Queen Regina is also in attendance. Our last scene is with Hana, building up to the first scene next chapter where she tells us about the tea party!
• I made some pretty interesting observations about how Donnie's end of the interview was coded, based on what I played in the game + what I observed from the other YouTube playthroughs. Here it is:
- as you already know, there are three monikers, all of which apply to this MC - the Mystery Woman, the American and the Everywoman.
- Each moniker emphasizes on her differences. She is different from the rest of the court in her penchant for mystery, she is a foreigner in a country where foreigners may not always be viewed in the best light if they don't fit in, and she is a commoner by birth to the Cordonian nobility here. All of which serve to either make her eventual success in assimilating even more impressive than usual, or in emphasizing why she would be wrong for the position if she doesn't do well.
- In the case of "Mystery Woman" and "The American", if you choose the first option, THAT is what will be coded as your moniker regardless of what your second option is. So if I chose "American Lone Wolf" in my first option, but mentioned "Liam couldn't figure me out" (mystery option) in my second one, I would still be called The American.
- The twist is that this is completely different if when you go for a first "Everywoman" option. If I choose "just a regular woman out there" for my first option, but the "fascination for Statue of Liberty" (American option) for the second...it will default to The American anyway.
- Only if you choose the option to tell Donnie that the MC was a waitress, does she get the "Everywoman" moniker. It's like the writers would really, really much rather you picked one of the other two!
• I enjoyed the diamond scene, I think. It was fun, cute and fluffy the first time I played, your MC and Drake got the chance to slightly thaw towards each other, and when you came back to the "Liam's reaction to you scaring him" scene later on, there was so much you could gain out of it! (an essay of mine "Trauma and Triggers", explores that part of this scene in detail, if anyone would like to read it. I'll probably give the link in the comments).
• I find it interesting, in the overall scheme of things in the books, how Kiara's comments seem to revolve around settling in to the court. (In her first scene if you choose to ask the women why they're okay with Olivia speaking of them as 'harpies', Kiara's first response is that they all knew what they were getting into, and surprise that the MC didn't - and her second comment is about fitting in. Her third actual scene with us, she compliments us on the same if we do gain support by the time we reach Lythikos). When you do actually do well, she's more ready to support you. It makes me more interested in the dynamics of the scene we have with her at Lythikos.
• Me Back Then, however, hates her guts right now. Don't worry, Me Back Then, you'll get there, you'll get there 😂
• The thawing towards Drake sets the stage for the cronut scene next chapter, I think, which further sets the stage for the bonding with him in Lythikos.
• I find it interesting how the press is viewed as "a window to the people" in the initial books, but it's disheartening to think about now. Especially when we don't really get to see a lot of commoners outside of someone like Drake, at least not one with a full fledged role yet.
• I'm hoping I can make a regular thing out of this!! 😁 It's been fun to do.
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Tally Counts:
Number of Times Drake has Called Esther/Persy by Their First Names: 2 (I forgot he called her that again at the Masquerade Ball)
Number of Times Tariq Has Mentioned His Shoes: 1
Number of Times Drake Has Taken A Drink that’s Not Whiskey: 1
Number of Times Someone Has Called A Reigning Monarch 'Your Highness’: 2
Number of Times You Can Leave Hana Shook. SHOOK I TELLS YA: 2
Number of Times We See Penelope’s Angryface: 2
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eisforeidolon · 5 years
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Frankly, I expected better from Berens. It's like all his writing skills went out the window when he started pandering to Wayward stans. His merry band of Mary Sues was beyond terrible. And the WS premise itself had no legs. The SPN pilot left viewers with questions - where was John? why was Jess killed? who were these brothers? Claire crying over some chick she just & some lame rift weren't even in the same league. There was no hook to keep the GA or even regular SPN fans invested & watching
I can’t say I’ve been particularly thrilled with Berens’ work on the show.  Still, I wouldn’t put him on a level with Perez and the Gruesome Twosome, either.  So I just don’t get how, when they were trying to launch a new series, when they’d already tried once and failed?  This is the basket they put their eggs in.
To me, a good spinoff takes some aspect of the parent show that has room for expansion in a unique direction and turns it into a standalone companion story that still runs in parallel lines.  Which is why I thought Jody taking in a bunch of supernaturally-traumatized orphans or the Banes twins could theoretically make for a good spin-off.  A different approach and perspective to the same world, yeah? 
That wasn’t exciting enough for the writers, though, apparently, so it turned into, “Hey, let’s throw in a ripoff hellmouth rift in the fabric of reality our main series protagonists will just shrug off as NBD for reasons!”  It’s so random, why am I supposed to care?  What does this really have to do with SPN’s world, when it seems to have been tailor-made to discard all the lore and continuity of the parent show?  When, in fact, it seems like a pure excuse to try and con the parent show’s viewers into watching something entirely different but yet not particularly original?  Still, even if the story was dumb and so questionably derivative it had no real hook, the characters could have made it worth it.  Except the characters and their relationships have zero depth, too. 
Why are we supposed to invest in a bunch of teenagers that have a lifetime’s worth of abilities arbitrarily handed to them?  Without even some kind of mythical excuse?  Claire is a super hunter that’s not dead of her own incompetent carelessness because ... she is.  Patience is able to save herself and everyone else with her just discovered psychic abilities when her grandmother with a lifetime of experience couldn’t because ... she does.  Kaia is not only the most specialest dreamwalker when dreamwalkers are suddenly a thing that are necessary (not that Jack doesn’t have his own issues with Gary Stu traits, but he can open alternate realities but not see into them?  LOL), her evil double can take out two trained hunters with a stick!  I mean, the term Mary Sue gets overused but seriously?  All of these characters are just The Most Awesome For Reasons. 
Which is bad enough, but add on top of that how the actions and goals of those characters and others around them are twisted into nonsensical pretzels to make the premise work (Jody “the mom” covering up for Claire instead of getting her deeply needed help, Alex suddenly being a-okay with signing up for hunting, James telling his daughter to GTFO after losing his estranged mother he was lamenting the exact same mistake with)?  Who form what we’re meant to believe are deep meaningful bonds so powerful they help Kaia overcome years of fear in about, oh, five minutes.  Not even to get into the part where they’re now telling-not-showing us that we were also supposed to read Claire and Kaia as romantic.  They all fought together once, so that’s enough reason to be as close as years or entire lifetimes of having each other’s backs, right?
Then you get to the part where the writers are dumb enough to think that the best way to make people invest in a new series’ characters is by making the ones from the parent series complete incompetent morons incapable of tying their own shoes (or finding a giant glowing freaking hole in reality in their immediate vicinity)?  I mean, writing 101 here, folks, if your characters have to make everyone else in the vicinity act like their intelligence and skills suddenly evaporated to make your creations seem remotely useful (forget awesome), your characters suck ass.
Why have well written female characters that actually have to learn and grow and work to accomplish their aims when you can have Awesome Ladies(TM) though, right?  Why take what is already a rich mythology and interesting world and build on what’s already there?  In the end, this feels like the cheapest, most cynical, laziest possible effort at trying to cash in on a younger more socially-conscious demographic who are naive enough to think watching tv is activism and representation tickboxes alone make a story worthwhile.  Which ... is only a part of the overall SPN audience, so how does that choice make sense?
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sighingsiren-tales · 7 years
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|A Theory part 4|
GROUP: GOT7
GENRE: Angst, Smut, Pure unadulterated nonsense
LENGTH: 4K 
A/N: Hello there my darlings, now Jackson stans don’t murder ya girl. Love you, Enjoy~ Kae
The gif below is not mine
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“So, you wanna play baby?” His voice was a low rasp in my ear, his lips brushing against the shell of it.
“Jackson” I whined, praying that he would let me off easy.
But his low and deep chuckle along with a tug on my waist pulling me back into him let me know I was in deep shit.
“You like to talk I see. But me?” His slow raising hand made it's quick and immediate destination to my neck, gripping it and pulling my head back I had to look at him.
The darkness of his eyes caused by absolute lust caused me to whimper.
“Me, I like to get things done baby” his voice was barely above a low rasp, his fingertips scaling down from my neck, between my breasts and down the plane of my stomach.
“Jackson” his name came out as a breathy plea.
I pushed my body weight onto him, begging him to just touch me. He pulled away from me, causing me to whine in protest at his blatant disregard of my silent plea.
“Turn around” he commanded in a deep husky voice.
I took a deep breath, hoping it wasn't a noticeable sign of my complete and utter nervousness as well as my sexual frustration. I turned around slowly, surprised to find him sitting on the couch, legs open with his forearms leaning on his legs. He raised an eyebrow, looking me over thoroughly. I felt so willing to please and so eager to do absolutely anything that he commanded of me under his gaze that I'm positive even he  could feel how desperate I was right now. When his eyes met mine again, he motioned me forward with a single word.
“Come”.
When I reached him he gently guided my hips to straddle him. His hands ran up from my hips, alongside my frame to my wrists, which he gripped and tugged forward on, causing them lock around  his neck. I was so close to his face, to his lips. My gaze flickered between his eyes and his lips. I watched his tongue flick out to wet his lips before his bottom lip became caught between his teeth. Our breaths intermingled seeing as our lips were only centimeters from each others.
“Do you want to kiss me?” he asked lowly, bringing my attention back to his eyes.
I nodded in my dazed state. I moved to lean down to connect our lips but he stopped me before I could.
“I need you to understand something beautiful. If I start”
He paused to bring one hand to the small of my back while grasping my chin between two fingers so I could watch his dark eyes as he spoke.
“I'm not stopping. For anything or anyone. It goes until-no” he brought me closer, chest to chest, so we were touching as he corrected his statement.
“We go, until I say stop”.
I let out a small whimper at the insinuation. He brushed his thumb over my bottom lip gently before leaning forward and pressing his lips to mine in a short but heated and sensual kiss.
“You know how frustrating you say we are? You can be just as fucking frustrating” He spoke, his face and lips dangerously close to my neck.
“I am?” I asked in a rush of breath.
“Mhm. So I may be a little impatient” He chuckled at his own word choice.
“I-impatient?” I squeaked.
A small ‘mhm’ left his lips as he moved his head down toward my neck and clavicle. I felt his hot pants of breath on my neck before he spoke.
“But don't worry. I’ll take my time with you afterward”.
Aftetward?
“A-after what?” My voice was no higher than a whisper.
Any volume that it may have had was taken away indefinitely by my ridiculous amount of lust.
“After I get to feel you around me”.
He gently traced a hand up my back, avoiding the tattoo for reasons beyond me. I wanted him to touch it. I wanted him to make me feel good.
“After I hear you scream for me, countless times. I want your voice raw by the time I’m done with you princess”.
I involuntarily swallowed at that comment. The simple thought of Jackson above me, a sweaty mess, mercilessly thrusting into me at a dizzying pace had me exactly where he wanted me; a hot, bothered and eager mess of a woman.
“After my back looks like a warzone and your sweet, wrecked voice is telling me that you can't handle anymore”.
I gripped onto his shoulders, bringing his body closer to mine as I muffled my high pitched moan in the crook of his neck. Pride be damned at this point; I need him to do something to me. Absolutely anything and for that to happen, my pride would have to take the back seat. He chuckled darkly at the action, brushing my curls away from my ear so he could whisper directly into it, his fingers lingering behind my ear.
“Like the sound of that?”.
I whimpered a yes, clutching onto the dark hair at the nape of his neck.
“That's not even the best part. Even after all of that” he gripped my ass, causing  my hips to collide with his, his erection brushing against my stomach.
“I'm still not stopping. For absolutely anything”.
“Anything?” The question came out of me as a whoosh of air; a breathless inquiry.
“Anything” he confirmed, fingers skimming any and all exposed skin.
“W-what if your phone rings?” I questioned, my body buzzing in anticipation at how close he was but my voice cracking under the intense sexual frustration he was driving further.
“I'm not stopping”.
His lips touched my neck in a sweet, gentle peck. I wanted to do something; I wanted to initiate a touch, a kiss, anything. I needed to feel him.
“A-and if they come back early?” the question was on my conscious but my body made it a prerogative to say it out loud.
Something in me purred at the thought of having the boys watch me as Jackson had his fun. I had never explored such a pleasure before but now was a good a time as any to do so. He bit my neck roughly, eliciting a whimper from me.
“Baby, they could come back well into the night and I still wouldn’t be finished with you”.
He lifted his head, looking at me with those bedroom eyes again, obviously ready to make good on his promises.
“So you understand I take it?” his question was more or less the signing point of the contract.
I can't back out now. It's all or nothing.
With a nod and his hand going to caress my neck with his thumb on my jaw, I was surging forward and pressing my lips to his heatedly, relishing in the feel of bodily contact. His lips dominated mine immediately, his hand going from caressing my neck to gripping it. His kiss was desperate, passionate, conveying so much sexual frustration and aggression that it was almost staggering. His hands went underneath my shirt, bringing me to closer to him with his hot palms flat against my bare back. His fingertips grazed the tattoo, causing me to arch into him and tangle my fingers into his soft dark locks. His tongue moved with mine fluidly, the wet muscle coaxing and commanding my tongue to follow its lead as his hands moved lower, gripping my ass and pulling me into him. He’s an ass man. Noted. He raised his hips slightly, letting me feel just how sexually frustrated he was as he bucked into me, causing me to gasp. He groaned into my mouth when I rolled my hips slowly against his, pulling me even tighter against him. I moved my hands from their tangled place in his locks down the sides of his tanned neck and toward his shoulders, the smooth cotton and muscles beneath my fingertips and palms feeling glorious. I let my hands wander from his shoulders to trace over his defined chest that was barely concealed by the skin tight black t-shirt he wore. When my hands moved to trace and caress the ridges and grooves of his abs, he wrapped his arms around my body with his palms flat against my upper and lower back, gripping at my shirt as he pulled away from my mouth.
“I said I was impatient and you go for these teasing feels of my chest and abs” he spoke in a throaty voice.
The neediness of the situation allowed me to have a surge of confidence that made me grind down on his erection hard, rolling my hips slowly causing him to groan and throw his head back.
“Mm, like that” he praised breathlessly.
His praise went straight to my head, causing me trail my hand down to his waist, dipping my hand underneath his shirt and feeling his hot skin beneath my palm. I let my hand go lower, skimming the top of his joggers, my fingers barely dipping underneath the material. He gripped my wrist, causing me to look up at him. His eyes were dark, pupils lust blown.
“Don't start something you can't finish” he warned in a dark tone.
A raised both eyebrows slightly, letting a small teasing smile tug at my lips. I leaned down, pressing a quick kiss to his lips.
“I vaguely remember telling you the same thing”.  
Within an instant, I was on my back, pressed into the material of the couch with Jackson above me, bracing his body weight on his hands and knees.
“And who's hesitating and who's not?”.
He didn't give me anytime to answer, sneaking a hand to the top of my sweatpants and giving a sharp tug at the drawstring, causing them to loosen. I felt his hands slide underneath the material, skimming the top of my panty line.
“You know baby girl” he began, absentmindedly letting his fingers dip lower, barely brushing my swollen clit.
“Begging was never my thing. That's more JB’s and Jinyoung’s forte” he spoke, his voice level and clear.
He leaned down, kissing between my breasts through the shirt, causing me to whine and grip his dark locs. He looked up at me, a mischievous and playful glint in his eyes, with a smirk to match.
“Do you know what was?”.
I shook my head slowly just as his head moved lower, his lips pressing a kiss to my lower stomach causing my body to shiver and tingle.
“I love to hear a woman tell me she can't take anymore. You see” he paused, a single digit applying small pressure to my clit, causing me to cry out softly.
“I was always an overachiever as well as more than eager to please and hearing those words feeds my ego in ways you wouldn't understand. I find it” he brushed a finger against my slit, causing me to moan softly and reach up to grip his biceps. He let out a soft groan at my response before continuing.
“Unbelievably sexy. You’re wet princess” he brought his hand out of my pants, bringing the finger up to his lips the wetness glinting the light of the setting sun.
His pink and very skilled tongue darted out to clean his finger in slow, languid licks. I watched in an awestruck state of lust as he tasted me, his eyes never leaving mine.
“Dripping” he commented offhandedly before leaning down and hooking his arms underneath my thighs.
“Wrap them around me” he commanded just before he stood, bringing me up with him. My legs locked around his waist tightly, my arms looping around his neck. I felt him walk with me, presumably, to his room but each step was an agonizing eternity.
“Jackson” I whined.
“Hmm?”
“Finish what you started. Please. I can’t…I can’t wait”.
He only chuckled, wrapping a toned arm around my waist and holding me close to him. Not satisfied with his answer, I tangled my hands in his hair and yanked back, forcing him to look at me.
“Please” I breathed.
I was pushed against a hallway wall almost instantaneously, his mouth on the skin of my neck heatedly almost just as fast. I gripped at his back underneath his shirt, letting my nails trail down it harshly as he left what was no doubt dark hickies on my neck. He let go of my neck in a slow, exaggerated fashion before speaking.
“Don't get impatient with me. You won't be able to handle me rough” he hissed into my ear.
“Stop talking” I commanded with a surge of confidence, yanking on his hair roughly and bringing his lips level with mine.
His eyes darkened at the command, a hand coming up to grip the side my neck as his thumb rested on my jaw.
“That wasn't a plea coming from your lips so excuse me if I didn't understand it” he growled, pulling me off of the wall and finishing the short walk to his room, kicking open the door once he reached his destination.
I was barely able to take in my surroundings before he was pulling me into another passionate kiss. I squealed when he let me drop against the bed, allowing me to feel my back against the plush, soft sheets. He gripped the hem of his shirt, near the back of his neck, letting it go in a smooth motion up and over his head. He barely gave me time to drink it in before he gripped my calves, pulling me toward him and leaving us in the position of him standing between my open legs but the brief peak was more than enough. I sat up fully to let my hands run across the ridges and grooves of his toned, tan stomach, the muscles taught underneath the searing hot flesh. He was a bronzed Adonis; absolutely flawless. He gripped the wrists of my wandering hands, playful smirk and mischievous glint appearing in his eyes.
“Did I say you could touch?”He asked playfully, his voice low and dark.
I shook my head hesitantly and within a second the playful demeanor of wang puppy disappeared as I was pinned to the mattress, trapped between him and the sheets. He leaned down slowly, his body covering mine deliciously as his lips stayed a hair away from mine. He spoke with his face set and eyes blazing with lust.
“So then don't”.
Not a second later, he was connecting our lips again, laying us flat against the soft mattress so there was no space between us. His hands travelled from my wrists, up my arms, down the plane of my curves on their way to my thighs. Jackson was skimming any and all exposed skin, setting me ablaze. When his hands gripped my inner thighs, he gave a slow thrust, causing me to feel how hard and ready he was through his joggers. I broke the kiss to push my head back against the dark sheets in pleasure. My body was filled with absolute excitement and adrenaline from finally being touched. The heat he was emanating was glorious and I wanted nothing more than to feel it, skin to skin. He leaned down toward my ear and gave another thrust causing short pants to leave my lips.
“You smell so good” He murmured in my ear.
I moved to bring my hands up to his shoulders, gripping them as he snuck a hand down to stomach once again. His fingertips grazed my lower stomach as his hands went underneath my shirt. He pulled me to sit up best I could while tugging at my shirt, commanding me to take it off. I did as I was told, lifting the shirt up and over my head in a smooth move and throwing it to the floor. He pushed himself to sit back on his calves as he watched me. I felt so incredibly small yet so sexy and powerful underneath his gaze. He leaned down, pressing his lips to mine in a slow, heated passionate kiss once more, his chest and stomach flush against mine. His soft lips met mine again and again, his hand making a slow trail up my calves and toward my inner thighs. He gripped the meat of my thigh, dragging me closer to him and hitching my thigh over his hip. He pulled back from the kiss, causing me to whine in discontent before settling on the sharp contour of his jaw line and slope of his sun kissed neck as a place to kiss and nip at. He groaned, gripping my hips in an obvious attempt to control himself.
“You know, normally, I would treat you like a princess”.
I pulled away from the curve of his neck to look at him, a few stray curls obscuring my vision. His warm, large hand cupped my cheek, his thumb tracing the raw and swollen plane of my lips. He leaned down once more, nuzzling into my neck showing me a glimpse of the wang puppy I was used to.
“I’d take my time with you” he mumbled, kissing a trail down toward the curve of my breasts.
He kissed the exposed part of my chest, the bra blocking everything else from his line of sight. He raised his eyes to look at me and I have never felt so wanted.
“I’d find any and every way possible to make you come”.
He pressed a heated kiss to the curve of my breasts.
“With my fingers” his fingers once again snuck beneath the waistband of my sweatpants, but stayed outside of my lace panties much to my dismay.
“With my lips and tongue” he spoke huskily, before bucking his hips, the head of his erection brushing against my cilt and causing me to let out a light airy moan.
I snuck a hand down between us, gripping the outline of his cock through his joggers tightly. He let out a groan, burying his face into my neck. I let my grip move slowly up and down his erection, eliciting pants from him.
“I want to feel you” he panted against my ear.
“I want you, wet, warm and tight around me” he groaned, bucking into my hand but accidentally brushing my clit again, causing me to moan and move my hand.
I gripped his biceps as he began rocking back and forth, his clothed erection hitting my swollen bundle of nerves every time causing whimpering moans and breathy pleas of his name to leave my mouth.
“I love hearing my name come from your lips” he moaned deeply, gripping my hips while grinding his against mine.
I gripped at the hem of his joggers, tugging them down his legs as he did the same to my sweatpants. No later than both items were discarded to the floor, we were back on each other, his fingers dipping beneath the navy blue lace and mine sneaking beneath the dark cotton of his briefs. He let out a low, desperate pant as my fingers curled around his hard cock, his own digit faltering near my entrance. I bucked my hips, causing a finger to slide inside temporarily but pulled out by Jackson. I moved my hand up and down his length slowly, just as his fingers plunged into my wetness. He moaned breathlessly as he moved his fingers rapidly causing loud, needy moans to spill from my lips.
“You feel so tight around my fingers baby. Shit, your hand feels good don't stop”.  
He let out low curses underneath his breath as I leaned up and pressed my lips to his neck with the full intent of marking his neck as mine. He curled his fingers, causing me to buck my hips and cry out, all while he watched me with dark eyes.
“Fuck, you're gorgeous. Don’t stop” he groaned.
“Jackson” I moaned his name loudly, gripping one of his hips tightly.
“Yeah baby?” he asked breathlessly.
I felt the heat growing in the pit of my stomach as I pushed my head back against the sheets.
“It feels so good”.
He chuckled, leaning down toward my ear.
“Does it? Ah, fuck” he swore, letting out the breathy curse against my ear.
“Good girl. Like that” he praised as I stroked him faster, whining his name as I reached closer and closer to my end.
I began grinding down on his fingers, just as he curled them gently.
“Fuck, that's hot. Shit, almost there baby” the way he breathed the last word was such an absolute turn on that with one more simple thrust of his fingers, I was gripping onto his hip with one hand while I pushed back against the sheets, whining his name loudly as I came undone. The pleasure came in almost blinding waves, barely allowing any moments for me to catch myself. I felt his hips stutter into my hand as he let out a few panting moans before he covered my hand and his briefs in ropes of white. I felt my eyes droop but a long languid stroke of his fingers had them flying open. I gripped onto his shoulders tightly with both hands, trying to still him.
“J-Jackson” I stuttered, trying to catch his attention long enough for him to stop.
He simply chuckled deeply, still stroking my walls as his thumb brushed against my sensitive clit causing my hips to buck toward him.
“What? Can’t handle anymore” he questioned innocently, moving his fingers faster.
“N-not right now, Jackson, please” I whined.
He brushed against me and I could feel him grow hard again my thigh, rapidly. Fucking how?  He chuckled, nuzzling my neck before kissing the damp skin there.
“You're so cute baby” he mused, his fingers curling after his statement, causing me to whine loudly.
It seemed as if some twisted deity answered my prayers because just then, his phone rang, causing me to sigh in relief. Until I fully processed his words from early.
I’m not stopping.
He somehow curls his fingers gingerly while reaching for his phone over on the bedside table. He grabbed it, pressing answer and placing it to his ear.
“Yes~” he purred just as gave slow thrusts, causing me to buck my hips and let out a breathy plea of his name.
I barely noticed his silence seeing as it was filled with my pants and moans as he awaited an answer. He looked down at me in surprise, his eyebrows raised in a slight awe before a sly smirk tugged at the corner of his lips.
“Really?” he drew out the 2 syllable word, punctuating his statement with a few thrusts of his fingers.
“Jackson” I whined breathlessly.
“Hush princess. Huh? Oh no, not you Bam. Go ahead” he spoke, resorting to lazily curling his fingers.
He let out a chuckle that I would find adorable on other circumstances but as of now it was only sexually frustrating and wildly arousing. Jackson slowly pulled his fingers from me, dripping wet and accidentally brushing my clit. He raised his fingers to his lips, cleaning them in the same, sexy manner as before. He moved slowly and unhurriedly, giving me a wet, sensual kiss that allowed me to taste the remnants of myself on his tongue and lips before moving off of the bed. He grabbed his discarded joggers, pulling them up his gorgeous legs before looking up to me.
“Why-”
“Get dressed princess” he cut me off smoothly, grabbing his phone and pushing it into his pocket.
I raised an eyebrow, silently questioning it. He moved forward, pressing a sweet kiss to my lips.
“Jiminie had an idea”.
With that, he was grabbing his shirt off of the floor and making quick strides to the door.
“Oh, baby?”
I turned to face him in the midst of grabbing my shirt off of the floor next to the bedside table.
“Yeah?”
A breathtaking smile spread across his lips, showcasing his gorgeous pearly whites.
“Dress sexy”.
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raskies456 · 7 years
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more of the same angst, sorry for lateness
warnings: major character death, graphic depictions of violence (esp this chapter. lots of violence)
Stan did not know what he intended to do, did not let such things as thoughts or plans get in his way. Thinking, after all, only hurt. Thinking, after all, only stopped people from doing what needed to be done. He was going to confront him, he knew that at least—the tap of his shoes against the winding stairs and the metal screech of the elevator doors told him as much. After all, there was no other purpose to be had here, deep in the earth, not anymore—the last time he had felt the thrum of the lift floor beneath his feet had been on that fateful day, the day he had made the biggest mistake of his life. A terrible mistake—if the two of them could agree on one thing it was that— Stanley had made a terrible mistake, never should have wasted thirty years of his life just to bring death and destruction back into this world. The elevator shuddered to a halt with a screech—no turning back now, but the point of no return had already long been passed, hadn't it? Cause, effect. Action, consequence. Let the universe rain down what must follow without thought, as natural as time or death. Let there be repercussions for what had been done. The doors clanged open, and Stan stepped from the lift with a singleness of purpose—the purpose of a man who didn't need to know what he was going to do. Would he regret it later? Regret, perhaps, was too much of a word, but it hadn’t brought him pleasure, not even a semblance of comfort. He would leave feeling as empty as he had entered—perhaps more so, now without any hope that he could ever find peace. There was nothing left for anyone here, nothing but death and sorrow. Ford did not give any sign that he had heard Stanley enter, though he must have, standing at the desk nearest to the door. It was strange, seeing him there, after all those years of slaving away in that very same spot, deciphering page after page of symbols, gibberish…for so long alone, for so long no real hope with him until he had placed the picture of the children up there on the cold steel. The children… They were still there, in the portrait, though their faces were now obscured by the reflection of Ford’s spectacles, gleaming against the glass. The man was not looking at them however—Stan could see the curve of his nose turned somewhat away, cast downward—but he hadn’t moved the photo either, not in all the time he had been down here. To think that he could have kept it, kept it here on his desk and still have let the boy die—Stan boiled with anger, low and magmatic. He took a few steps across the room, slow and deliberate, and waited for a reaction. But it did not come. Ford remained where he stood, immobile as stone, save for the subtle rise and fall of his breath. He seemed to be waiting for something, something—for Stan of course, for Stan to make the first move. And what would that be? Words? For all his anger, for all the obscenities Stan had wanted to scream at him when he had walked into those bloodied woods, now, seeing him there, the man himself, Stanley had no words. A fight? The fact he hadn’t leapt already, had hesitated, said no—he would not strike first. There was nothing that could be said, nothing that could be done, not now, without the other’s prompting. And so they both waited, in silence, the seconds stretching ever so slowly into minutes, the couple of feet between them yawning into infinite vastness. They waited for the other to make the first move. But a thing Stanley knew about Ford’s character, how he behaved when faced with such uncertainty—while he desperately hoped to be the bigger man, to be the one who never started things, only finished them—he was impatient. He could never let time tick by without doing something, had to keep himself in a state of constant motion, had to act, had to keep on doing. It had served him well, this inability to relax, for the most part—kept him writing his papers, building his machines—but he could never stand the uncertainty of doing nothing, and that, now, gave Stanley the advantage. So it was he that gave in first, broke the silence hanging in the frigid air. A whisper, almost more to himself than to Stan, tentative, soft, uncertain. The words didn’t make sense at the time, though they would soon enough—terrible, awful words. The words of a murderer. “I did the right thing.” But at the time they were nonsensical, and their strangeness made Stan’s anger burn hotter. Perhaps he already knew, somewhere inside, what he couldn’t imagine. Perhaps that was why he had come here, to confirm or deny his most hidden suspicions. Perhaps that was why he hurt, oh so much, down to the very core of his being. Still, now, up in the conscious levels of his mind, he felt nothing but confusion and rage. He had expected some sort of defense, some denial of guilt: “it was an accident” or “I couldn’t save him” or even, “he brought it upon himself.” Something he could pit himself against, disagree with, reject—but this? How could he fight would he did not understand? At least the silence had been shattered, and Stan suddenly found his words, running from his mouth in a torrent of pure vitriol. They came barbed and venomous, arrows of concentrated emotion and hostility, every thought and every accusation. Everything—that Ford should have died all those years ago, should have rotted away on some distant world, should have never been born. That it was his fault, that he put everyone in danger, that he cared for no one but himself, that he was a monster. And how, how could he have just left him there? How could he have given no care to the blood he tracked over the shack? And what about Dipper’s parents? And what about Mabel? How, how could he have just walked away and done nothing? Done nothing—it still held true, amidst all the words and questions and insults that Stan rained down upon him, Ford stood fast, unmoved. He did not turn his head, did not even flinch, gave no sign that he had even heard, and it was this that really got to Stan, more than anything else that had happened before.
“How can you just stand there?” he howled, eyes stinging with tears. “How can you just stand there like you don’t care?” And this time the silence was too much. Stan pounced, covering the distance between them in under a second, crashing into him and slamming both of them painfully into the desk. He heard to splinter of glass as Ford’s elbow went into the frame of the photo, the whumph of the air he knocked out of his chest, the clatter of books against the floor. But still there was no answer, not even in the form of resistance—his instincts had told him to expect retaliation, to beware, that Ford would fight back, hard and dangerous, with all the terrible strength he had gained in those far off worlds. But he didn’t, didn’t strike back with a powerful kick or flip Stan over him and onto the desk, didn’t even raise a hand to claw or push him away. Neither did he attempt to escape, to slip or crawl away, merely lay there amidst the the scattered papers and bloodied glass, still without a single word. It was not enough for Stan, who yanked him off the desk by the scruff of his neck, sending them both teetering backwards, feet slipping against the metal floor, still slick from the blood Ford had tracked in. Neither, however, fell—they both managed to regain some semblance of balance, both that is, before Stan caught Ford across the face with his fist. It was a terrible blow; he could feel the man’s nose buckle and give way, feel the tear of flesh under the brass he had subconsciously slipped onto his hand, feel the spray of blood—though there was already so much blood on him already, but this, this was warm, warm and fresh. Ford’s glasses went arcing across the room, bent, bloody, shattered, before clattering against the floor. Still, the man did not go down—he staggered there for a second, and, more of a gurgle now than any real words, said it again. “I did the right thing.” This time Stan managed to catch him in the jaw—there was a terrible crunch, the sound of teeth skittering across steel, more blood, so much blood—but Ford finally fell, hitting the floor with a heavy thud. And still he was choking out that sentence, incomprehensible now, spitting pink froth from his lips as his hands and legs scrabbled against the gore covered ground. It was hard to watch, hard to see, but no worse a sight than Dipper with the hole torn through his chest—Stan pulled his arm back for another blow, but caught the look in Ford’s eyes and felt his blood turn to ice. Because that was when he knew, realized with sudden clarity, the truth. Why the man did not fight back, why in his eyes he held no surprise at the sudden attack, nothing but a strange sort of resignation—resigned yes, but not for one second cowed, still that glint of cold steel, that fire of self-conviction. He met Stan’s eyes with a sort of challenge, a confession yes, but one whose purpose was neither apology nor regret. I killed him, it said. No accident. I actively made the choice to end his life. And you know what? I did the right thing. If Stan had been able to beat him, break his jaw and splinter his nose into a thousand pieces, over accident, he should have been willing to kill him now, then and there, leave him nothing but a bloody pulp on the floor. The man would not resist it. There was a look of expectation in those eyes, expectation of his imminent demise—he would let it happen, without so much as a whimper. Oh, Stan should have killed him. He should have ended it right there, on the floor where it had all began, brought consequence to action, effect to cause. But he didn’t—he couldn’t, and he didn’t know why. For in that moment he realized he could no longer touch the man, could no longer stomach the thought of even being in the same room as him. So Stan did what he did best—he turned tail, and ran.
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