#this isn’t a personal attack or anything

[tvb0y]

Why I am personally ok with Leosagi AND Donsagi :)

// TW: Mention Of Proships/Incest

Ok, I see a lot of people always hating on donsagi ( some call it a ‘crackship’ I believe.) for frankly just not being Leosagi. Saying things like “It doesn’t make since” or “ Leosagi is better”.

Now Personally, I ship Leosagi. But that doesn’t mean I hate on donsagi! Donsagi is quite cute and usually projected as a nice little fluff ship. And I believe you should be able to ship who you want unless it’s not a proship/com ship or incest.

Now, when people say; “ Donsagi doesn’t make since!”. This is very true, the two are from two shows. BUT, it’s not exactly a crackship. Usagi IS part of the TMNT Universe; which is why the leosagi ship is embraced in the tmnt fandom.

Now; if donsagi is seen as a ship that makes no sense, then so should ( rise ) leosagi. Now 2003/1987 leosagi is different, because usagi is part of those iterations and lore. But Usagi is nowhere found in ROTTMNT, so your kinda be hypocritical if you say Donsagi makes no sense, when you still ship ( rise ) Leosagi, Which in sense neither ships make absolute sense.

In all seriousness, you can ship whoever you like, as long as it’s not incest/proship. But please don’t hate on people who ship Donsagi just because you ship leosagi; we are all just having fun!

( This is Not a direct attack, this isn’t intended to hurt your feelings or anything.)

Have a good day!! Hope you enjoyed my little rant lol.

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rise season 3 #rottmnt #tcest dni #tmnt #rise donnie #rise leo #save rottmnt #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 1987 #tmnt leosagi #donsagi #rise leosagi #leosagi #ship wars

[bpdamn]

so y‘all are telling me that i went from not being able to leave my apartment without having a panic attack to working as a barista and content creator (for the café) - i‘d kms just thinking about putting myself out there a year ago what the fuckidyfuck happened

#i know working as a barista isn’t a big deal for most people #but it’s a huge deal for me as i wasn’t even able to go grocery shopping without dissociating or having a panic attack back then #there were days where i just accepted that i will not eat cause i literally didn’t have anything at home #and as i said i couldn’t get out of my apartment for the life of me #so ye it is a huge step for me lol #like i still very much can’t breathe omw to work cause PEOPLE #but apparently once i‘m there i‘m doing good cause i even got asked to be the manager 💀💀💀 #and.. i got called extroverted #PEOPLE THINK IM EXTROVERTED?? #personal

[mexreny]

do you guys ever think about how different the content creator space be if people talked things out between themselves before going onto social media platforms with huge followings of people who’ll defend them to the ends of the earth and labeled someone else something that will forever change every single creator involved and the community’s perception of them over something that just might possibly be a uncomfortable misunderstanding

#this is about the George and Caiti situation if I’m not clear #it’s just incredibly strange to me what’s going on. it feels like a massive misunderstanding and yes poor judgement #on both parts #but once you speak out there isn’t really going back and if you frame a situation as different from what you KNOW happened #then what the hell do you expect to happen? #if you have to fake ANYTHING to prove your point you have just lost pretty much all your credibility. #it’s been a major wave of speaking out #and this wave has brought so much good to the online community #but with every real and courageous story of a victim speaking out I feel like you get 3 falsified or dramatized stories from various people #seeking to ride off of the suffering of real victims of abuse and assault #to take down a persons platflorm #over something that was a dumb and drunk and stupid and uncomfortable and regretted mistake. #over soemthing that yes was a very poor decision on their part and possibly your part too #but you have to be realistic. you cannot fake evidence. you cannot embellish the truth. you cannot do these things and say you support #victims. because you just want to be fully seen as the vulnerable prey viciously attacked by a predator. I’m sorry this happened to you but #honestly? from the streams and threads I’ve seen the ends do not justify the means. #georgenotfound #caitibugzz

[gayvampyr]

no one likes “proof or it didn’t happen” people but some of y’all will act like someone asking for literally any shred of evidence to support a claim means they’re evil and taking the other side or some shit and it’s stupid

#sorry if this is incoherent #but y’all are annoying #like yeah if you call someone lesbophobic i want proof #if you call someone racist i want proof #if you call someone anything that isn’t just your personal opinion i want some fuckin evidence #because people on the internet have a bad habit of trying to get others to take their side so they make up all sorts of shit to settle some #personal vendetta #even if it means raking some random persons name through the mud #over some unfounded allegation #and this idea that you’re either with someone or against them and questioning allegations means taking the other side has led to a culture #where no one speaks up or questions why we’re gathering pitchforks out of fear of being the next pariah #like i want more information not because i want to defend the person in question and not because i don’t think bigotry isn’t a big deal #it’s because if these accusations came from baseless mudslinging i want to know because i don’t want to be the kind of person who attacks or #commits libel with the masses without an ounce of thought for myself #and i also want to distance myself from people who ruin peoples lives as pastime or as a way to justify their own personal feelings toward #a person #it is far too easy to turn ‘i don’t like this person’ into ‘this person is a pedophile’ or something on the internet #so sorry for not just taking your word for it #‘just trust me bro’ is not a good defense

[not-usually-deranged]

@creek-ink first draft is done 👀 will probably change the first couple stanza but ya. Stay tuned ig!

#Poetry #vent #I swear this isn’t a personal attack or anything #I just felt inspired yk

[danielnelsen]

always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds

#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN #personal #im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so #im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so. #the energy’s doing Great #and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing #genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed???????? #i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then #im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms #usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way #but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with #so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare? #still more sick than i’ve been in……..years? #im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week #this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer #hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!! #and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like— #starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis #im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune #i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months #idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)

[nat-of-personifs]

Being an artist is really fun because it feels like nothing I make, and thus me as a person, has value or rationale to be loved unless it’s borne out of suffering. I was euphoric after my first panic attack because it was proof to me I was real, in a sense, and deserved a voice, among other things, but it’s… worn out now.

People and your histories are heavier to me than cities and it’s hard a lot of the time to live with it. I’ll remember everything you tell me about yourself forever, but it’s because there’s something small and petty in my brain that can’t stand you just being, so there’s no way for me to sustain a friendship without discomfort and that’s fine, it isn’t your fault. But it did cause that panic attack. Nothing of value has ever happened to me in my life. I may as well be an angry ghost.

I can sort of tell what my friends are projecting in their stories and it bothers me immensely and I don’t want them to change.

I’m also constantly ruminating about whether or not I’m autistic. It’s probably just because I’m one of those kids who was allowed to watch an ISIS beheading at 11 (I fixated on the Holocaust in third grade), but still, analyzing everything I do or feel and trying to decide if it’s ‘weird’ enough to, again, give me the right to speak is tiring. I’m using HSP as a sort of in-between; I know for sure I’m neuroatypical at least.

Anyways I’m telling you all this because I copied all my friends and am currently writing a book about those feelings. It is entirely a thirteen year old bitching about people having problems they can’t understand because it’s better than saying it to their faces and ruining everybody’s day. And also because I want the feeling to go away. And also because I feel like I’m not worthy of existing unless I write a book about feeling like I’m not worthy of existing. And also because, as my friend has said, I’m a teenager and everything feels bigger to me than everything actually is, which might be just because I’m learning how small I am.

#personal #vent #panic attack mention #neurodivergency #i love tagging shit with tags I HAVE BLOCKED imao #writing #ao3 #eyes of an in between #personif meta #a lot of eoaib lore is personif related because I CANT IMAGINE WRITIGN A STORY WITHOUT PERSOJIFS IN IT OK #it’s 12am gimme a break(down) #my petty anger is pretty much entirely expressed through roleplay #Because there isn’t really anything either of us can do about it so it’s fine it’s just a skill issue on my end #I write like someone older because I read books instead of people in my early formative years okay #it hasn’t exactly been the best skill to have but my entire personality is based off of #Knowing Things I Shouldn’t Understand At My Age #I’m a bit like Ira and Arek there #I have gotten called ‘mature for my age’ by most of my teachers

[badolmen]

Hm. Maybe ending up on some list for that email.

#ra speaks #personal #current events #sorry I emailed my senator about current events ™ #and bro gave the most 🥺 we NEED to commit war crimes. for the Jews. 🥺 response ever #and I feel that my response was fair. bafflement at his disregard for human life. confusion regarding how he thinks more war crimes will #‘bring peace’ with support for a ‘two nation solution’ like my dude. what? #‘oh there’s gonna be so much antisemetism 🥺’ oh. where was your statement last year? the year with the highest antisemetic incidents #on record in the US? huh? why aren’t you acknowledging the rise in Islamophobic violence in retaliation for the Hamas attack? #why are you talking about this like Israel isn’t committing genocide and war crimes like they’re just dealing w terrorists #by bombing civilian hospitals and gunning down journalists? what is wrong with you? #I’m hoping I got the general vibe of. ‘oh. you’re heartless and will be remembered for turning a blind eye to one of the worst ethnic #cleansing of the century. good luck being remembered as anything but a coward or warmonger. may you shrivel in the annals of history.’ #without you know. coming off too. uh. passionate. #but hey at least his email looked like it was written by a human. the govnor got me some janky auto reply like ohhhh I get it fuck you too

[worm-priest]

Ok this is kind of a vent post but

I saw a post on Twitter with more than 1k likes that was just dteam stans shitting on Fundy. And the thing is - I understand not supporting someone because you think they did something wrong, but this is just beating a dead horse. This dude hasn’t streamed in almost a year and they still can’t shut up about him.

But what i think is the most annoying part is that of ALL people i don’t think Dream stans should have a lot to say about it 🫤 And don’t get me wrong, I like dream and (at this point in time) I still support him but he could learn from Fundy about confronting his bad actions/behaviours. And of course D stans wouldn’t know that, because they don’t actually watch Fundy and they don’t care if he changed anything about himself.

You know, i thought we agreed that people can learn and change but apparently it’s only people we like.

#vent post #fundy #fundylive #and this isn’t me attacking Dream - im actually a big fan of his #but people don’t understand that fundy is treated by dteam stans the same as Dream is treated by his antis #you can tell that all of fundys bad pastactions come from him beying and extremely sheltered guy who didn’t have any friends who could #confront/challenge the things he says #he never said anything out of malicious intent just ignorance #you can tell that he’s a good person who always tries to be open and understanding but he just didn’t have the knowledge to do it corectly #these tags are a mess i don’t know if i put my point across well

[banghwa]

like TBH i think a lot of “armys” esp on twt but on here too don’t actually care for bts outside of their association with the fandom. they’re not enjoyers of bts they are just members of a fandom .

#like literally anything real about bts most of all their music is irrelevant to them #bts isn’t even the focus it is the character of bts the concept of bts and the need to feel righteous abt smt #why else is everything that is an ‘attack’ on bts treated like a personal and actively malicious conspiracy #🏹

[castielmacleod]

Any other neurodivergent people ever get that anxious feeling where you feel kind of weightless and exposed and like… Not Real. And it feels like the only thing that would help is if someone literally laid down their full weight directly on top of you. Or something. Does that make sense

#Not to be randomly very personal but this blog is my only outlet at the moment #I’m visiting family and I forgot my weighted blanket at home and now I can’t sleep. Having a time #I mean I’m an insomniac on a good night but this isn’t a good night #Because on good nights I have my weighted blanket to entomb myself with. At least #Now it’s a crisp 2 in the morning and I haven’t slept at all and the vibes are This #🫣 #Is this just anxiety or is it finally time to ring the hospital: an autobiography by me #<— EXAGGERATING BTW I PROMISE I’M FINE. Might have a panic attack though #I did not bring my medication either. King of thinking #My posts #Ask to tag? #Like I AM fine this is nothing special it’s really just more annoying than anything #I’m not trying to scare anyone about me I’m just venting 😭😭 #I’ve had more panic attacks than trips to the dentist. I’ll live

[milquetoad]

hoping this doesn’t come across as an effort to spare white feelings but it seems to me like a lot of defensiveness coming from white fans rn has to do with the perception that being involved in and/or benefitting from racism in a fandom space automatically means enthusiastic, malicious, intentional participation in racist rhetoric. this shit is subtle and nuanced like a lot of online prejudice is. i’ve seen so many ppl share the experience of being a white preteen mcr/ray fan in constant confusion abt just why he was treated so differently than the rest, why there was such a disparity in how he was perceived and treated by fans and media alike, myself included! that’s textbook white privilege y’all, that’s a direct consequence of racism. we benefitted from that. were we being actively bigoted? in a lot of cases, no. but that doesn’t mean ignorance is all of a sudden w/out meaning. change starts internally, drop the defensive attitude and put in the work.

#ray toro #my chemical romance #i feel kind of stupid posting these bc im am extremely small blog these aren’t gonna be circulating or anything #but as has been said so many times; silence is compliance. so #white fans pls stop taking every post abt this by poc as personal attacks and understand that u can be guilty of this shit w/out - #intentionally choosing to be. being asked to work on ourselves isn’t a condemnation we should all want to be better

[mossmacabre]

the way absolutely no discussion on any complex topic/issue can be had on the internet bc nuance has ceased to exist in the wake of cancel culture lol. like i promise you almost none of these things have the definitive answers you want them to have so badly. not to be one of those people but please fucking turn off your phone and go read a book

#tiktok is making me crazy lately lmao #just the internet in general like it’s so fucking poisonous #this isn’t even to say that cancel culture has had only a negative impact (again. nuance) #i just think ultimately it’s stopped a lot of intelligent complex discussion before it has even begun #we’re too busy policing everybody’s last move that nobody wants to make any move at all #god forbid you ask a question or have a differing opinion on something #you’re just immediately shunned and declared a bad person #this obviously isn’t ab racists or abusers or genuinely shitty people #more like how people will attack he/him lesbians for having an identity they don’t understand #not everything that makes you uncomfortable has to cease to exist #not everything you misunderstand has to cease to exist #like FUCK #how’s the air up there on your moral high ground? your activism is fucking meaningless and performative #start listening to the people you’re advocating for and try and learn something #just because you don’t understand it doesn’t mean it’s wrong or evil #none of these people have anything approaching a open mind #It’s just so obnoxious

[jackieblueinmyroom]

I just got a 34% on my exam :)

#someone please tell me the world isn’t going to blow up #and that this doesn’t make me a morally bad person #wow do I need to separate my self-worth from my grades #this is the first time I’ve ever failed anything #which is not a brag #I wish I had so I wouldn’t feel like I’m having a heart attack right now #like I know it’s fine big picture #But my body doesn’t know how to react #I literally googled the symptoms of shock

[dreamed-for-not]

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#look this isn’t an attack or anything #just a personal ick #people who use W*ll Bl*m as their Beetlejuice #are such an immediate turn off to me #even after seeing him in person #he is just so not the vibe for me #and I can’t even put a reason on it #again no hate #just an opinion

[giransbunnywife]

Alright. I’m done. Antis stay the fuck away from me and my page.

#bunny speaks #I don’t care if you block me I don’t care. #get away from my page. and no before you say anything this isn’t me using any labels. I am anti censorship. which is something you can’t say #YOU are if you’re an anti. I’m done. I’ve seen antis harass and attack and get ppl fucking killed. I’m done. #fiction doesn’t make you a bad person but HARRASSING AND DOXING SOMEONE IS