#this isn’t real idc

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: nightmares / trauma / ]

Post-invasion, Mikey sneaks into Leo’s room and when asked by Leo what the problem was, Mikey just smiles and says since he’s awake and knew Leo would be too, he didn’t want either of them alone. Leo laughs and lets Mikey stick around, both of them clumped together on Leo’s bed, watching grainy compilations of old Lou Jitsu commercials on Leo’s phone.

Technically, Mikey didn’t lie. He just didn’t explain everything that led him to Leo’s room. He didn’t explain the nightmare of his arms burning up too bright, too fast, destroyed before Raph and Donnie have a chance to help. He didn’t explain how he woke up with a wail caught in his throat, phantom pain in his arms and chest alike chasing away any semblance of exhaustion. He didn’t explain how his mind made sure he knew, vividly, that if one thing went wrong with his portal, then he would have never seen Leo again.

He didn’t explain, and he didn’t have to. Leo knows his brothers better than he knows himself, and Mikey has always been easy to read. So it’s no trouble to let Mikey know that he’s still with them, that Leo is here and alive with everyone else. And when Mikey finally regains his exhaustion and falls asleep leaning against Leo, Leo simply maneuvers him into a more comfortable position and stays by his side.

He doesn’t move, doesn’t go to sleep - not that he could, anyway. He just mindlessly scrolls on his phone, the soft snores of his little brother filling the room. He stays in place, awake, because he wants to be sure that when Mikey wakes up again it’s to the immediate sight that Leo is alive and well and home.

And, if Leo’s bring honest, that’s a reminder not just for Mikey’s sake.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt leo #rise mikey #rise leo #portal pals #one of my favorite things about Mikey is how self assured he really is not only in his skills but in his sense of self #but no matter how confident you are how much faith in yourself and others you have anyone can be struck by what ifs #and trauma isn’t so easily brushed over #so I can easily see Mikey struggling occasionally with the notion that ah. I did it. but what if I didn’t. #bros the worlds best mystic warrior in part because he can do real miracles #but miracles are only thought to be so because they’re near impossible feats #and with the knowledge that he is capable of opening timelines…I wonder if a part of Mikey fears falling into one where he failed #now - Mikey is not one to get wrapped up in insecurity he really isn’t #but for something so important and such a possible fear? at the very least I can see his subconscious manifesting a nightmare or two #most likely more - he’s a kid after all #they all are #ANYWAY love this duo lol #almost positive I wrote something similar to this wayyyyyy long ago but bleh I’ll write it again idc idc

[enthyrea]

caught out in the rain ☔️

#my art #top gun #reached the point in my life where i’m woobifying tom cruise #a man my mother had a crush on in the 90s. #tom ‘chivalry isn’t dead’ kazansky #icemav real idc #top gun 1986 #top gun fanart #icemav #icemav fanart #tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #top gun iceman #top gun maverick #top gun fan art #iceman kazansky #maverick mitchell #icemav fan art #enthyrea art

[fckedupnerd]

Mathew Baynton in Midsummer Night’s Dream at the RSC

#mathew baynton #mat baynton #a midsummer night's dream #bbc ghosts #wonka 2023 #rsc #when i tell you i gasped #that suit is actually gorgeous on him #idc if it’s supposed to be comedic he looks FINE AF #😍😍😍 #the hair isn’t my fave but who cares I am NOT looking at the hair of all things tbh #🥵🔥😍 #he is so gorgeous #also I stand by the fact that he looks HELLA young here #wtf his skin looks amazing #damn like he is just tooooo perfect for REAL

[hitmeupaep]

Erik Krippe, Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins could all come to my door and look me dead in my eyes and say destiel isn’t real and i would not give a single fuck

#there opions are completly irrelevant #would there support be awesome? yes! do i need it? absolutely the fuck not #the charecters and story is out of there control the second the episode airs #and dean and cas being in love isn’t just my fandom interpretation #it’s supported by the text #so it’s one thousand percent real because it’s present in the text of the show #and this isn’t me saying i think jensen and misha think destiel isn’t real but just to show how irrelevant there thoughts on it are #like i won’t lie i like that both of them know destiel is real #but idc if they didn’t i guess is the point #sorry to ramble but just needed to say it cause saw too much fuckery on my timeline #destiel #supernatural #misha collins #jensen ackles

[star-scrambled]

What is every ship you like from Octonauts?

I like Kwazini, Twashi, Kwaso, Kwazicles, Peso x Barnacles x Kwazii, and SheliKwaz

ok *cracks knuckles* i usually don’t enjoy going into detail about my ship preferences so. here are my favourite ships. my more minor ship takes will stay in tags!be nice 2 me /hj

- kwazini. been their number one fan since day one and i have THE PROOF!!! (i’m not normal)

- “twazii” except i don’t enjoy that ship name and i ship them in a non-romantic context SO I CALL THEM CARROTPIE <3 the qpps ever. i kinda love them and kwazini to an equal extent

- shellikwaz my beloved…i used to be more into it in my pre/early kwazini days back in 2020/2021! i’m not as passionate about them anymore but they still mean a lot to me n i think they’re neat <3 by proxy i think shellikwazini is a fun concept too

#runner-up ships are barnacles/kwazii #kind of sad that they’re one of those ships that people think is canonically morally weird when. it isn’t?? #but idc enough to cause a stir about it #and twashi #who i also came up with my own alternative ship name for. #it’s tinkersnap. like tinkering bunny x dog who snaps photos. teehee #i also feel like. mixed. on shellington and dashi? #my interest in them as a couple is on and off #but lets just say if i am down for them they are yuri #because behind closed doors i’m really fond of nonbinary/bigender/transfem shellington hcs #i’m also a “dashi and ryla are exes on really good terms” truther 🔥 #but that’s just a hc i enjoy and not necessarily a ship i love #OH AND I LOVE INKLING AND MIN. DUH. BUT THATS A GIVEN THEYRE SO REAL #ok that’s it for romantic relationships and otherwise #my favourite dynamics and relationships as a whole is a completely different subject! yippee! #vics silly brain zone #ask

[huntingrays]

special interests combing together is fun but so dangerous and time consuming

like i could write a whole essay on why i think will solace’s favorite kpop group would be seventeen (but i firmly believe he would listen to like everyone, but that svt hold a special place in his heart)

#ray rambles #pjo #will solace #like i shouldn’t care so much he isn’t real… but i do #will isn’t even my fav boyo i just know he gives carat vibes #maybe I’m biased bc im a carat? but idc #also i’m rewatching a show and thinking up a pjo au with it

[ultimatedespair37]

My mikan pop up figure came in, gotta pose her next to junko

#the junko isn’t a real pop up I got her off eBay #but idc I still like her

[d3adlyth1ngs]

being referred to as a boy kind of feels slay as hell even though im a girl(?) and like being feminine

i think 12 year old patience is making a comeback here

#gender isn’t real anyway #i transcend gender idc #i was secretly a trans man when i was 12 on my old stan account fr

[dollsuguru]

i’m already outlining some parts of this fic omg like my excitement is through the roof i really wanna do this story justice 😭

#fashion designer reader 🤝 art museum curator geto my beloveds #i’ve thought abt this story concept for so long and it isn’t until now that i’m being Properly Serious abt it #it means so much to me hehe #the ultimate meet cute in my eyes #i ofc need to add his background and stuff but AHHHHHH really wanna do this justice :3 #gonna take this to docs after i’m done outlining :’) #i don’t have everything outlined just like 2 scenes rn #but i wanna write prettily and with purpose and have good flow/a proper storyline #this might be my first real Story Fic #bc black is the color was moments in time of geto & reader’s relationship #enormity of my desire disgusts me was a oneshot #this story is the big kahuna to me ok i Demand to myself that it’s a 10k fic or above like it’s serious business to me #kidding idc how long it is but i deffo don’t want it to be short #we shall see how it goes #i’m rambling but only bc i’m excited #wanna delve into suguru’s sophistication/nerdiness but also have him be a bit demure yet still very sultry and alluring #but at the end of the day he’s just an Excitable Art Nerd #reader is my bestie she’s a kween she’s so cool and fun and fresh and friendly and a firecracker & a wildcard #i love all my readers to be lovable dorks they’re just so <3 to me #anyways hehehehehe need to think of more ideas! :D #and again deffo wanna add other characters in here not JUST reader/suguru #i think in this one specifically their friends/coworkers are so important! :> #personal

[basically-an-anime-stan-acct]

Honestly these pics are doing things to me 🥵🤤😍 he’s just so… kawai and kakkoii and… I LOVE HIM 💙🤍🩵

#jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #i’m going feral #he’s just so baby boy #the absolute loml #he has me body and soul #idc if he isn’t real… he should be #the King of my heart #🩵 #😍 #🤍 #the coolest #kakkoii #and very very kawai

[cinnamontoads]

I had a dream last night where they interviewed Scott Bakula for a documentary about Naruto because his name sounded too close to Sasuke(?????) and there was a mix up except it was also a movie with Paul Dano in it and this was the framed poster for the film in my friend’s house and it’s been haunting me all day I had to draw it

#crying so bad at it #the poster the film plot and the random sasuke interview completely unrelated to each other and yet #AND WHY WAS PAUL DANO THERE #also the mix up was that they were trying to get the real sasuke for the interview (sasuke isn’t real) #my art #putting it in my art tag idc it’s killing me

[ssreeder]

You DARE accuse me of being thotty? Ok then. I AM thotty (nvm i have no idea who that is) (sorry)

Lik oh, in being aggressive? You're the one that's THREATENING me with Azula. And. Reedy??? Reedy??? READY?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN KATARA AND ZUKO BAD INTERACTION. REEDY???

But *I* am the one that's attacking you? When that's psychological WARFARE? The audacity

-Fragile Heart

(it's all jokes, to be clear. Bc you KNOW who i am so like, promise you I'm not Thotty. I think I'm writing that name wrong but shhh)

#you’re thotty you can’t convince me otherwise #idc we have private messaged #idc I know your real username #IDC IDC IDC THIS IS A CONSPIRACY AND YOURE APART OF IT #THOTTY IS EVERYWHERE #*breathes heavily* #YOU HAVE REVEALED YOURSELF #but yeah katara and a lucid Zuko don’t really ummm vibe very well #especially because katara is emotional #Zuko stole her moms necklace #& zuko is kind of an asshole to anyone who isn’t Sokka #even uncle gets some of his wrath next chapter haha #ehhh I love azula but she a calculated mess of a person who seemingly holds it together pretty well #but she isn’t an easy opponent <3 #love that girl #liab #itf #thotty discourse 2.0 #FHA IS THOTTY #fragile heart anon #is thotty #confirmed #ask

[kendallroygf]

convinced only maybe 5 of you understand kendall btw

#the kendall roy tag is a war zone for real. kendall’s worse than logan… be for fucking real. LIKE ? #he’s a terrible prick obviously but this is so obviously him grieving. like his anger isn’t coming from the same place logan’s did. like at #all. he’s upset and insecure and grieving. like with rava and jess he was being horrible because it’s the idea of the people he cares about #leaving him? he’s so deathly scared of rejection and the idea that he’s doing the wrong thing so he acts out like it’s an internal battle #with himself bc he Needs to keep logan alive (the grieving process) but it’s working to alienate all the #people closest to him. like he’s not doing well at all rn. he’s so fucked up. #also all the people saying that haha he’s logan now🤪 like how long do you seriously think he can facilitate that. like he’s NOT logan . i #feel as though that’s the point . he was comfortable with the world / i’m sorry you’re not made for it. #like there will come a point when he can no longer facilitate emulating his dad and he’ll fucking crash bc him doing this is like. him #grieving in the worst way possible. #anyway. idc anymore im so sick of ppl talking on him like. you understand nothing #obv not justification for him being a prick. he’s a misogynistic racist prick but im sooo sick of there being such a particular empathy for #roman and then you have the most basic unnuanced takes for kendall. okay anyway sparkle on or whatever #p

[lunityviruz]

You do your best to curate your experience online and yet 🙄

#rants n rambles #whyyyy am I getting transphobic shit on my dash oh my fucking gawd #idc what a WHITE cis woman thinks about trans niggas #who fucking cares #go attack the real issue dumbass making others miserable isn’t gonna save you

[greenvillainredemption]

#lord help me if I notice more than one per chapter. game over #that includes general grammar mistakes too like forgetting the comma at the end of dialogue UGH #but I can’t be bothered to fix em 😔 #unless it’s literally unreadable idc I think when reading other fics I think typos n such add a certain charm #I’m just hard on myself because being good at spelling and grammar is all I have #I’m also coming to terms with the fact that grammar isn’t like. real. we made it up and every language does it differently and u can still #understand what someone says without grammar punctuation etc look at me I’m doin it rn #just when it comes to Proper Writing I personally try to follow the rules as best I can lol #my words

[starlooove]

My problem isn’t Bruce doing heinous shit my problem is the narrative saying he’s right

#like sometimes he would not fucking do that #and sometimes he would #idc as long as it isn’t boring #which a lot of y’all want it to be #but anywayyyys #tiktok batfans have reached that ‘bruce wayne is nice to strangers so him being slightly cold to his kids makes no sense 😞’ stage #also. so many vids being made and it’s so easy to tell they’ve only read WFA #and if you say smth it’s just ‘it’s just a hc 🙄’ girl u said tim Drake deserves better THATS the real headcanon