#this isnt a joke this is me being mad

[thwackk]

just realized everytime i’ve drawn clark it’s always in a shippy way with batman and now im extremely upset because my wife deserves to be the star without that ugly fucking bat around smh. im so sorry, i feel like disgrace to the clark kent community.

#my babygirl. isnt she beautiful #this mostly a joke but i was actually a little mad at myself for never drawing clark just by himself and being himself #my clark kent cant be handled by the public you don’t understand he’s a girl to me

[todayisafridaynight]

You: I hate Vegeta

Rando: Why?

You: because he’s a murder, horrible father and they give a redemption arc thinking that’s going to just fix anything he did

Rando: who’s your fav Yakuza character

You: Jo

ps this is not me being a smart ass I’m just teasing ❤️❤️❤️

first of all ive never said i hated vegeta and second of all im going to hang you with hubba bubba gum tape and have the dogs eat you while you dangle

#snap chats #id say im joking but dont you EVER compare jo to vegeta again ill kill you 😭😭😭 #youre banned from my wedding AND my funeral #i cant even be funny this is genuinely just. im mad at you LMAO #ANON IM MAD AT YOU GET OUT OF MY INBOX #OHH I KNOW ITS BAIT I KNOW IT IS AND IT WORKED IDC A THOUSAND PLAGUES ON YOUR HOUSE #A THOUSAND PLAGUES AND I HOPE YOU CATCH HE SWINE FLU #IM NOT GOING INTO IT NO #THE LEAST YOULL ET FROM ME IS ME BEING MAD IM NOT GOING TO WRITE AN ACTUAL RESPOSNELAKEJVJK #THIS ISNT WORTH ANYMORE TIME THAN IVE ALREADY WASTED BYE

[milfygerard]

this is something ive seen a few times on my dash and i dont think ppl know this so i just wanna say that while its fun to joke about or even just discuss frank songs being about gerard a lot of the ones i see brought up frank has said are about like. his struggles with addiction (medicine square garden, veins veins veins) or complicated family situations (veins again, fantastic bastards tho not confirmed to be abt frank at all) idk i just want ppl who maybe didnt known to like know that

#barry.txt #this post is worded so strangely sorry #also FB isnt confirmed to be abt franks life it could be fictional or about d*wees. i know it has the ft willz quote but i think #they just lifted that bc its a great line and makes for a great chorus #veins veins veins and medicine square esp bother me bc i feel like franks struggles w addiction get sort of ignored or pushed to the side #despite being a very very present theme in his work #it kinda goes w his chronic illness and non gerard relationships as things that go kinda ignored when analyzing/discussing his songs #also i did just take ritalin. and its making me very chatty and ive wanted to talk abt this for awhile #i also do think it creates a very....idk what to say except fanficcy idea of what frank and gerards connection and friendship actually Were #this all kinda goes for the ft willz poetry as well tbh. i love thinking abt it and also love living in these #bitches discogd rent free jokes but its clearly aslo discussing franks chronic illness and struggles w touring and his relationship w his #wife #sorry oh my god. i wrote so much. its not that big a deal ive just thought abt this and havent said anything in so long #that i ended up having way more to say than needed #also im not mad at anyone for posting abt this we do not know these guys and these guys probably barely care #just. my brain. thats it lol

[hvmanbeing]

neopets users will NEVER be happy, they will not be escaping samsara ‼️‼️

#this was realistically the best thing tnt couldve done... is it perfect? no #but it could be soooo much worse #the relines are growing on me but i agree that i wish they maintained the colored lines #and i think choosing to show just the faerie and the darigan and nobody else was something of a mistake. #like the faeries were such an extreme change to show up front with nothing else. it was always gonna end in people running to the pc mad #but anyway. im a lil hopeful. it comes down to the price #anything above 30 dollars and they can kick rocks #also just to be real this isnt directed at anyone. i think that the people on the pc are being ridiculous but i think regular people being #cautious or even disappointed are completely valid. this IS tnt we're talking about here. it could be bad. #i just wanted to make a funny hehe joke. no malintent whatsoever

[treesbian]

i feel insane i feel so insane. i feel so goddamn fucking insane. feels like my sisters won't allow me to even be civil to them anymore every interaction ends up with all 3 of them insulting me and when I tell them shit like "you're being mean" or "i don't think that criticism is coming from a place of love" they just try and justify themselves and insult me more. no one is on my side but I'm so so convinced that if an outside party came and observed what was happening they would see i'm being bullied. maybe i am insane. maybe there's a reason no one is on my side. i know i'm not perfect but goddamn. i love them so much and it feels like they hate me. i can say the world's most neutral statement ever and one of them'll have a snide and insulting comment about it and then everyone acts like i'm being unreasonable if i react. and again if i call them out and i say "you're being mean. do you not see what you're doing? you're being mean." they all just get excused bc apparently me having a hard time with filtering what i say and having debilitating executive dysfunction is "traumatizing" and their bullying is a trauma response. and they won't let me even fix my behavior bc if i say something that contradicts my past behavior they'll be like "oh so NOW u care about that. you don't actually care 🙄" can i do fucking anything. can i do fucking ANYTHING.

(through gritted teeth) my big sister's coming back from washington next week. next week she's coming back from washington. i think she'll be able to recognize what's happening, right? like if they do it in front of my parents then they'll probably do it in front of her too. but ofc my parents don't care. they are actively against my side in this.

#talk tag #the other day my godsister said i love myself more than anything else and the only thing i actually care about is being right #and i said 'you're being mean.' #and she just said 'it's true :/' #also in that conversation i got accused of ruining birthdays #apparently. my baby sisters birthday was ruined bc i called her a hypocrite about smth to do with juice... #like she was getting on everyone else for drinking some kinda juice and then she asked me to get her some of that same juice #and i made a joke calling her a hypocrite and that apparently ruined her birthday. #i didn't mean to hurt her feelings and i am sorry that i did. but. hm. #and then i apparently ruined my little sisters birthday bc i defended polyamory as a valid relationship type that can work out #and be committed. but everyone got mad at me bc they think commitment and exclusivity are the same thing #so polyamory apparently is inherently non commital and can never work out for everyone involved bc of that. but that just... isnt true #and i was calm the whole time i was making my points. ppl being angry when they argue doesn’t make their points less valid but i think #'polyamory is fine and works for a lot of ppl u just gotta communicate' is SUCH a silly take to get mad at. mind your business!! #they get very mad at me very often and it is usually bc i said smth to the tune of 'don't be a dick' #and sometimes it's for literally no reason and they get angrier when i react #my big sister's coming home soon. she'll be home next week. maybe she'll see. she at least wont be actively against me. lmao

[thathetaliablogg]

Ppl making fun of british food or british teeth or british accents sends me into way more of a rage than it should im sorry i cant help it. i will go absolutely fucking bonkers the next time someone

#rambling #rant ? #and joking abt british people not being able to cook isnt what im talking about by the way bc that is funny and undeniably true a lot of th #the time but its when its over the food itself that even when its cooked well there is somehow still a problem with it #idk people being mean abt my food always makes me mad regardless of if its online or irl like leave me and my food alone it tastes nice :(

[comradekatara]

did you hear about danny pudi getting cast as the mechanist in the live action? maybe i will in fact have to watch it

oh god......... out of legal obligation 2 support my king....... i will in fact have to watch at least one (1) episode of natla........... rip -_-

#support group for those of us who wanna see danny pudi get that bag no matter what...... #i still think he should just play sokka and everyone pretends he's a teenager and it's just never brought up #zukkot #asks #ngl for a second i thought u were joking #just bc this is a sick joke someone could play on me specifically #but alas #im still so mad abt sokkas actor being white (and ugly) #if live action sokka isnt hot then there is simply no point to this show whatsoever #like literally every single aspect of the show could be perfect (extremely doubtful) and it still wouldnt matter if sokka was white & ugly. #so. #but whatever. yay danny pudi getting netflix money we love you danny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[scourgethewhorehog]

tbh too many of you hashtag actually autistic bitches sound like dr aspergers favorite patients when you talk about other autistic ppl except instead of just calling "less functional" autistic ppl the r slur you call them lazy abnormal weird freaky etc and accuse them of insane shit bc they cant keep up w whatever innane social expectations that only exist on the internet even if theyre NOT HURTING ANYONE or being unkind to you or they struggle to get a job / self care / etc and you Swear it totally cant be related to autism because they seem Fine enough to execute it on here because of course how someone acts sitting at their computer in a controlled enviornment where you arent as likely to be overstimulated in predictable areas of the internet is indicative of how they must respond to situations in the real real life. please be kinder to people you dont exist day to day with and cant possibly understand the struggles of good lord.

#this is bc a post made me mad im not saying you arent allowed to be mad at people for xyz or w/e ultra specific situatuon youll project #not whatever u may imagine or project from whatever specific situation #this is how cringe culture ppl will go Well Im Autistic and im not ACTUALLY this WEIRD or #Bc Im Autistic Im The Authority On WhT Autistic Ppl Are AbleTo Do And If They Struggle Its Fake #like this is abt ppl targetting ppl not based on wrongdoings but genuinely just being Strange to them despite the fact they arent affected #its fucking different if theyre actually being. fucked up to you or are confused or smth and arent being mean #i just kind of hate how theres Autism Acceptance but theres not actually acceptance its just a specific palatable autism #that ppl joke is a new cool evolutionary state of humanity when its like. well i guess i should just die bc my evolution is just fucked! #infection #ask to tag #prolly also set me off bc work fucking sucks rn and im actually Fortunate i even can try as hard as i am. bc legit at 1 point i couldnt. #there was a point in my life i could not be here and the fact i am isnt necessarily what happens to everyone.

[caruliaa]

zukka is kinda wild to me a little bit just bc like. atla has been ever for so *so* much longer than cs and yet a ship for it w minimal amnts of actual canon subtext outside one episode regularly takes up an insane amnt of my dashboard meanwhile carulia has like. the level of overt romantic subtext as a if a hypothetical different show had a relationship intended to be made officially romantic in the last season of a show only for that season to get botched somewhat due to quarantine and yet im the only one making content for it even semi regularly

#TO CLARIFY. I TIHNK ZUKKA IS GOOD AND CUTE AND FINE AND IK THIS IS IN PART BC THE ATLA FANDOM IS BIGGER #im jsut using zukka as an example yk #esp bc i remeber ppl arguing over shit like 'the red roses isnt romantic >:(( its just carmens colour !!' #and its jsut insane to me bc like. iv seen ppl be anti zukka somewhat but never anyone argue its bc of a lack of subtext #and its jsut inanse bc i see huge long posts on the dynamic of zukka and im like. babygirl where are u getting that from other than boiling #rock #meaningwhile iv seen like 3 semi long posts on the carulia dynamic evne when ppl see that theyre gay they dont wanna put in the work #to see shit thats write in front of them in regards to theure dynamic or at least talk abt it #AGAIN THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO W ZUKKA PERSONALLY IM V GLAD FOR EVERYONE MAKING POSTS LIKE THAT GO ZUKKA SHIPPER GO !!!!!!!!!! #im just using it as an example #actually i feel like i get this from luce saying to me 'like i thought carulia wld be like zukka like its the popular gay ship #but it doesnt have a lot in canon subtext but it isnt its actually like. insanly obvious' #(<- IM PARAPHRASING IF UR A MAD ZUKKA SHIPPER PLS DIRECT UR HATE TOWARDS ME NOT THEM PLEASEEE TY) #but also a lot of it is more just like. how fandoms treat mlm ships vs wlw ships.but idk maybe im justt being dumb #(ALSO THE LAYWERS OF @CARULIAA.ORG WOULD LIKE TO CALRIFY THAT THEY DO INFACT BELEIVE THAT ZUKKA HAS SOME CANON ROMANTIC SUBTEXT #MOSTLY WITHIN THE EPISODE 'THE BOILLING ROCK' BUT THAT THEY ARE HAPPY AND GLAD FOR ANYONE WHO FINDS ANY BOTH WITHIN AND OUTSIDE THAT EPISOD #AND THAT ONCE AGAIN THEY ARE SIMPLY USING ZUKKA MORE AS AN EXAMPLE) #(thats a joke i dont have laywers. obvs. but its kinda funny) #but also what do i know iv never even read the the prince and the fool thingy FGHDFHDFHDF #anyway. i just realised idk if tumblr still puts post in a tag if u mention them within ur tags. if so im like DEAD #oh well #tbh i more want my zukka mutuals to know i love their zukka posting !!! keep at it im just using u as an example while studying fandom stuf #also ik the lack of carulia content thing is kinda my fault but also at least im trying to make more !!! no one else is is the tihng #but i Am i have an amv in the works rn !!!!! and a fic in my brain #also the big group animatic kinda uh. forgot abt that ig other ppl are also working on carulia stuff. sorry #<//3 #anyway it soo late. been listieng to our love is god on loop did u kno tht jd just killed kurt and ram omg dont do that !!!!!! #flappy rambles

[loud-whistling-yes]

(through clenched teeth) I will not punch a child. I will not punch a child. I will not punch a ch-

#fweeet #🤌🤌🤌 i will not beat up a 12 year old i will not deck a baby in the face i will not kick a year 7 kid in the nuts 🤌🤌🤌 #for the first time in YEARS ive felt genuine anger towards jokes targeted at me I WILL NOT SNAP AT A CHILDDDD #I GET IT. HES A CHILD. A BABY. A YOUNGIN. HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT HES SAYING. HE'LL REGRET THIS IN A FEW YEARS. #BUT HOLY FUCKING SHIT DO I WANT TO KILL HIM #FIRST OF ALL MOTHERFUCKER _YOU_ OF ALL PEOPLE DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO LAUGH AT MY SPINE #SECOND OF ALL- #anyways you can tell the new kid in my marching team is... having fun #ive been holding in my hatred of him for 3 months now istg im at my last straw #literally no one has managed to make me feel mad over a joke of my scoliosis before but he somehow did it #i just... wow. incredible. congratulations on being the first fucker who was so much of an asshole you managed to piss me of all people off #if he mocks me one more time tmr im actually gonna start swinging i dont care mf one of us is the team's oldest member and it sure isnt you #no one else other than another asshole kid heard him say the shit to me tdy so if he tries it again tmr im not holding back #YOU THINK YOU HAVE POWER OVER HERE DUMBASS???? ONE OF US HAS BEEN MARCHING BEFORE YOU WERE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL AND IT SURE AINT FUCKING YOU #NOTHING CAN PROTECT YOU THE MOMENT I DECIDE I WANT TO PULL THE 'DISABLED GIRL WITH SCOLIOSIS' CARD ON YOU

[bbgthoma]

why cant i get rid of toxic ppl

#there is this one friend that is literally so mean and like she isnt joking #she is fr #like i get it i was mean with her too but i started getting mean bc she was being too mean #im not gonna be nice to someone who’s this mean??? #but then #im attached to her #i cant just block her or anything #plus she is an irl #but she moved away #but if i block her my other irl friends who are friends with her might get mad at me #idek anymore #kms #✦✧ dia’s thoughts

[violentdevotion]

alas, despite my feminism I still fall victim to the whims of my body

#ameera speaks #im coming on my period and cant sleep because im sad and anxious iver nothing #i remember when i tracked my ed at the worst of it i noticed i had a cycle of every 30 - 25 days and fonding out that it coincided with #pms and the other day i had the urge to throw up for no reason i was just chillin then BAM voices in my head telling me if i dont rhrow up #rn im gonna explode ( id didnt do it woooh !) #this isnt me going booooo feminism stinks its just me being annoyed. i remembered being in highschool and when people would say #stuff about women being emotional id get pissed off and its very annoying to acknowledge igs true. for me at least. #while im here. this is unrelated but i remmeber one person who said stiff about this was like a counciller in the school id visit with my #friend because they wanted me there and i remember getting sooooo pissed off at them at the time because they were getting all this support #because they asked for it and wow. im a terrible person. #🧕🏼 < holds everything in and treats her own feelings as a joke only to get pissed off at everyone for not seeing shes hurtinf and getting #mad at the people who have access to the resources she refuses

[thanksfortheflaglove]

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#have been an anxious lil piece of shit since my mother walked past/then in my room bc she smelled something- #this was yesterday btw .. first thing she said was 'u dont vape do u?' and i was like 'no' *queue john mulaney voice: like a liar* #ok well technically only on occasion like if i dont have w**d #anyway she steps into my room and starts fuckin sniffing around and goes 'it smells like .. weed 😐' and just looked at me and guys .. #i am the WORST but my mothers brother aka my gay uncle got kicked out when they were younger bc he smoked too and my mother has grown to #not be fond of it since . so BASICALLY i lightly gaslit her and was like 'mom. seriously ? 🙄' #bc we joke about it on occasion like she went to denver and came back with a fuckin pot that says 'a little pot from colorado' meant for #weed and in my head im like 😭 bro i could actually use this 😭 #so thats how we joke but obviously for me its genuinely funny bc of the irony but anyway . #my anxiety was so high after that bc i literally had my pen on me and i just left the situation and started petting my dog and filled up my #waterbottle trying to think of what the fuck i was going to do next but that was literally the end of that #(at least for now but i dont even want to jinx it) #to be proactive tho bc newsflash i do smoke! i got smart as shit and wrapped my smell proof combo bag to make it look like a gift for my #my friends when i go back to school so she wont think anything of it #and then put my pen old battery and vape in a box hidden away so i can still access them if i need but god DAMN #i was def just being stupid tho bc i forget when im at home i cant be so lax and rip the shit out of my pen with my door closed and no fan #anymore like 😐 u dumb fuck i was smarter at 16 with this shit #anyway. its definitely on me and im just mad at myself for it and hope it doesnt come up again/that she isnt overly paranoid with me like i #am with myself rn #also just for some more background my mom and i have never been super close but im really close with my dad but i love with my mom ? so #after this semester not just bc of this situation but i might be like. ive never had a room at dads and id like to at least for summer #and go from there. they just moved and its so cozy and id love to make my room mine over there for once even if it means moving in for abit #but the one thing that would absolutely break my heart is that my dog lives with my mom and its not like i couldnt still see her but i feel #like id feel guilty/like im abandoning her or something :'( #idk if anyone read this far pls lmk ur thoughts #oh and i work right by my moms so its not like i couldnt still visit her but it would break my heart #kylas thoughts #drugs /

[devotedlystrangewizard]

Well now I absolutely have to know what character you were wrong about

the good old days of almost 6 months ago when this was still kind of a joke <333

#honestly i could probably point to several characters in multiple games #i did not spend 2 years with destiny brainrot just to not come out of it with Helmet Disease #i have said things i am not proud of. i have thought things i am even less proud of. but im sick of pretending #decided 'thats a problem for another time' forgot about it and then he showed up again and i. #irreversibly changed by watching mads mikkelsen hannibal. #lost it. a little bit. just a little. #but the real brainrot didnt happen until i was done with catching up on msq and i could finally put the intense zenos fixation to resg #which didnt help because now i am back to being insufferable about old men. anyway #fun fact to find this i searched 'kinda' in the gc #and. um. the message before this one. from a day earlier. was 'why does he kinda look like sexy colonel sanders'. about cid #pov i didnt start taking the story seriously until heavensward #AND its only gotten worse now that brainrot is the only thing dragging me through daily msq roulettes #ALL THAT SAID. shaxx destiny is still my wife and the only character with an iconic helmet ever. goodnight #also ignore the username its matching with someone and it was a joke except they havent been online in ages and i miss them #sick and tired of pretending like he isnt one of my favorite characters #do i still have my post sb reaction. i dont know. im gonna go look for it <3

[doing-downtime-hero-shit]

It's so weird when I take my adhd meds specifically. I get like a wave of clarity a few times as it starts to work which is so weird.

It's like that dizzy headrush you get from standing up to fast but opposite. Or like in TV shows when the cartoon character has the dizzy double vision from something and it spins into perfectly clear vision after a few passes

And then it's just a bit easier to follow one train of thought instead of having all of them fighting for my attention and just sitting there trying to remember what I was trying to do. Some days are better than others but it is what it is.

#its weird but of all things #of all the jokes and report card notes and calls home in school and injuries from doing impulsive shit #qnd how the way i reacted to stuff was not quite 'right'(it was right because how a person experiences emotions isnt something that can be- #-right or wrong. an emotion and feeling isnt something you can police?? how you act qnd behave can be harmful or negative but anyway) #actually adhd #medication tw #my experience with medication #qnd its qlready night qnd day for me compared to yesterday #emotional regulation is one of THE HARDEST things for me #i was that kid who cried at the drop of a hat or cried at 'inappropriate' times #or had pillows thrown all over my room or bruises all over from being a tiny human with too many big emotions #and i spent all day in bed trying to sleep yesterday a d cried so much #and i didnt even want to open my eyes because everything was so overwhelming #i forgot to take my meds yesterday. #im still sad and angry qbout things that happened yesterday and things happening now #but. i can think first. i can look at the thought and be like Ah. I am angry? because of this thing? #instead of just getting hit with feeling angry and not knowing why and not knowing what to do #i can sit here qnd be like. yeah. im angry. x shouldnt happen. i wanna be mad and yell about it (so i can do coping shit) #or yea im mad about x i can go read about what to do and do something that feels more helpful than just being so frustrated i cant talk #anyway long post lots of tags #focus shifting is still hard #that more of something to work on but idk #im still feeling Pretty Sizeable Sad and shit but at least i can move and think and not get so overwhelmed now

[mirror-imaged]

kristoph gavin became my sleep paralysis demon :-/

#i wish this was a joke #oh mein gott #my brother is a freaky ass fucking bitch #it scares the shit out of me he just exists and it scares me #which should be hilarious but it isnt #hes like its me boy the ps5 speaking to you inside ur brain #except hes genuinely telling me he wants to hurt and kill me for being a bad brother #vent i guess #cw vent #probably. but. jesus christ. i cant tell if hes real or not #its like he tells me everything i hate abt myself and everything bad ive ever done is going to come back to bite me in the ass and kill me #which is fair cause i havent been great always #but it hurts seeing the crazed murderous eyes of your brother in your minds eye and he tells you he wants you dead #i havent felt safe these past few nights hes been terrorizing me #ugh i cant tell if im hallucinating or if hes actually there or if im just mad delusional and he wont hurt me #kristoph fuck you #fuuuuck