#this just reminded me of this HHHH

[yumeyumeappleo]

donnie i drew idk

#rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rise donnie #rise of the tmnt #yyal art #hhhh music makes me sad it reminds me of people who are just forgotten chapters of my life. they got written out. BY ME . by accident #if i could hit undo and rewrite your place in my story i would id love you forever #but i cant rewrite you. yyou were beautiful and you were you i can never get youback because that handwriting was yorue and yours alone HHH #AAaaaaAAaAaaAaAAaA #maybe i'll delete these tags in the morning it hink theyre too wild to be in a ninja turtle art post #whatever. easter egg for my unloyal fans

[ao-xingyume1987]

They just got drunk, and now they are sleeping. Just let them have it for a moment, just for this moment.

reference below:

#couldn't really help but when I first saw the pic it reminded me of them xddd #am still working on how the au is because am like changing some parts of it #and I wanna learn how to use blender so I can create my own design for everyone aaaaa (probably would happen in a long time) #I did say I would take a short break but I just wanna get this out first hhhh #// #l4d2 #left 4 dead 2 #l4d2 au #(still working on/revamping the name) #au #l4d2 nellis #nellis #l4d2 nick #l4d2 ellis #l4d2 sfm #left 4 dead 2 sfm #sfm #source filmmaker #sfm poster #l4d2 fanart #fan art #fanwork #my art

[cynicallyneutral]

to ppl who leave nice/fun tags when they reblog my art: i love u 🧡 i hope u have an amazing year 🧡 ur wonderful and im glad you guys exist

#no srsly thank u so much #they always always make me smile #i come back sometimes to remind myself like #ok ppl do like my art and my brain is just being mean #especially the rabid ones lmfaoooo so funny #but also so fucking nice hhhh #love u guys

[linagram]

𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚎𝚒𝚔𝚘!

we have two december babies and the first one is eiko! have fun while you can, girlboss, because season 3 is going to hit you. uh. hard.

you can read the bday timeline conversation under the cut!

Shun: Uh.. Eiko-san, forgive me if I'm wrong..

Shun: But it's your birthday today, right?

Eiko: .. Wow, I can't believe you remembered.

Eiko: Haha, looks like your memory really is getting better.

Shun: O-of course I remembered!

Shun: I always try my best to remember the things I.. uh.. care about.

Eiko: But you can't even remember your own name or age sometimes. Does that mean you don't care about yourself?

Shun: ...

Eiko: Haha, sorry for asking such a deep question.

Shun: N-no, it's okay. I just..

Shun: W-well, I haven't prepared a birthday gift for you, but I thought that maybe..

Shun: .. D-do you want to spend some time with me today? You know, just.. hang out a little bit?

Eiko: It almost sounds like you're asking me out, really.

Eiko: But fine~ I don't have much to do anyway.

Eiko: "This guy is so creepy.. But I can't say I hate the attention I get from him."

#remember how i said that shun x kei (keishun? shunkei?) reminds me of 0104 #I WAS WRONG. THESE TWO ARE MORE SIMILAR TO 0104 #except if 0104 canon relationship is more platonic these two are more on the romantic side #“does that mean eiko likes him back” hhhh hard to say. t1 and t2 eiko definitely didn't have any feelings for shun and just used him #but i think t3 eiko will be a bit more attached to him. #💎prisoner 006: yoshioka eiko💎 #💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔

[scp-113]

bassline my beloved

#saw a post just now that reminded me i tweeted this last year and never put it on here??? #anyways #bassline is sexy. i don't make the rules #also this game is sexy for real. hhhh i need to play it more #acceleracers #hot wheels unleashed #hot wheels #talkingdemon

[leafy-m]

alizayd for character opinion bingo 🧍🏽‍♀️

Thank you! 💖

Alizayd al Qahtani is the fucking best. There is no contest. He's empathetic, he's a sass machine, he's got a backbone made of righteous steel, he's a nerd raised to be a jock and was the best zulfiqari of his generation through sheer determination. He's the smartest (and tallest) man in the room that loves to help people and is also an oblivious social loser. He's a math genius and an economic wizard that outsmarted the Royal Treasury's best accountants as a teenager to secretly fund and make the Tanzeem's illegal transactions untraceable, and *During a Recession* got a millennia-old decrepit hospital to be completely rebuilt and functional in like 6 months. He also actually listens to people, and did possibly the most romantic thing in the series by building Nahri her private Cairo-themed office. He's self-sacrificing and self-denying to a fault and all he wants to do is fix things (and swim, and read), and he perfectly fits into soldier life and civilian life.

My man has the best character arc of the trilogy as he learns and grows past his early prejudice and indecision while sharpening his best traits. He is constantly reevaluating himself and his actions while still holding on to what matters to him, like his faith and his idealism that Daevabad can be improved. Even in the depths of his bitterness or grief, he always returns to trying to do the right thing, and not holding unrelated people responsible for the actions of others. He has the best motivational speeches in the series. His great grandpa is a crocodile and their scenes together are hilarious.

My man Alizayd has some Lord of the Rings: Return of the King-level epicness, in how he is descended from both Zaydi al Qahtani and the marid-blessed Armah. Zaydi, who rallied the djinn world against the genocidal Nahids and overthrew them to take Daevabad 1400 years earlier; and his ally Armah who commanded the marid to help take the city and Suleiman's Ring, and made the ultimate sacrifice by staying allied with the djinn. Ali is constantly compared to Zaydi in City of Brass and Kingdom of Copper, but there's this steady transfer of similarities to Armah in Kingdom of Copper and Empire of Gold, until Ali is truly representing both sides combined as he aids Nahri and a global army that he put together in three days to once again take back Daevabad from a genocidal Nahid. The man is a fucking legend, and with any other author or director it would unquestionably be at the forefront of the story. Instead it hides in background details foe readers to piece together, like it's barely worth mentioning.

This is because my man Ali also has the self-confidence/self-esteem of a shy beetle hiding six feet under the earth, and the author's subtle/vague writing style and inability to stand up for what she's trying to say when people misunderstand has created... how do I word this... A lot of wiggle room for bullshit?

Ali gets dragged a lot for being self-righteous and a fanatic, because characters that are threatened by him in the book call him that, and readers parrot it without any consideration or critical thought. Is it self-righteous to be against slavery? Or to create personal boundaries regarding drinking and premarital sex? Is it fanaticism when he argues against corruption, or practices his religion *in a completely normal way?* I dare say no! But Ali is both black and muslim, so he gets a shit load of shit from every corner, and with the author unable to really clear things up and too cowardly to even admit that Ali is her favorite character without immediately asking everyone to forget she said that (Oops. Also: no), it makes me very, very concerned for whoever ends up playing Ali in the Netflix show. Because if past is any pretext, he's definitely not gonna get paid enough for all the harassment he'll face. And if the author can't stand up for her characters and book themes now, how will she do it when the audience is much, much bigger and louder? :/

As much as I love Ali and his countless parallels with Nahri, and have a thousand headcanons for him (and a thousand fic & art ideas/wips), the series itself (or rather how it undid all its narrative themes in the end to appease loud fans who never understood what the series was trying to say in the first place, along with the author's blindspots regarding the Nahids/Daevas), has made me incredibly bitter. 🙃 I am someone who worships canon encyclopedically and remembers everything, and have come to the unfortunate realization that I cannot in good health ever read this series again.

So my beloved blorbo Ali exists for me in a weird dimension that I cannot really interact with anymore. Made worse because I still desperately want to see fandom stuff, but then also viciously tear apart everything I find. 💀

Idk how to end this. Thanks for the ask! ☺️

#The stupid thing is that I'm still trying to finish my fics #Because I LOVED writing Nahri and Ali???? #Like yes my god he deserved better; but when they worked it was So Good 😭💖 #And I feel guilty because We Fucking Won in River of Silver and I still can't get past my bitterness #Doesn't help that the final story is a time paradox and proves that no one on Team Daevabad is doing any due diligence with fact checking #Don't even get me started on the changes to the Gazebo scene -- I'm still mad about how she watered down his lines #I literally cannot think about this series without ranting #Even the good parts just remind me of how it gets fucked up later #And most people don't even notice??? All the praise I see makes me feel insane #And all the Dara fans and other readers completely misunderstanding the series makes me insane #I've never seen a series ask its readers to remember so many details and nuances; and then Get Worse the more you understand! #And not in the 'oh its so much more tragic' sense; but literally 'they stopped fact checking things' sense #It's a series that runs on vibes but is also completely against the vibes its sending out #Fuck I wish I could quit this series 😭 #How do other fandoms manage this kind of bullshit omg #Hhhh #Ok I'm done #Alizayd al Qahtani #The Daevabad Trilogy #Long post #My posts

[feralattentionwhore]

For someone who constantly talks about how obsessed they are with being teased I sure do be classing my gfs ✨existence✨ as a tease

#this post is at best mostly incoherent #but see #*gf exists and looks cute* me- “why would you tease me like this” #*gf stretches and can see tummy* *me - whines* #*gfs hands in view* *me - 🥺🥺can i have??🥺🥺* #why is their existence so hot #smell so good look so pretty act so cute be so nice be so good and mean act so hot look so adorable hhhh #-feel so good- #anyway when you're reading this my love #you just texted me and ive been writing the tags for so long without replying to you so sorry for kinda ignoring you #in my defense #im really cute #also writing these tags has reminded me how pretty they look when they're choking and fucking me from above and i can see their arm and 🥺 #so good #makes feel small and nice #lgbt nsft #queer nsft #nblw nsft #nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw nsft #nsft wlw #wlw ns/fw #uk nsft #uk queer #uk lgbt #uk lesbian

[elegyofthemoon]

also honkai's lucky there isn't any archives i can sink my teeth into otherwise you wouldn't see me ever i'd just be knee deep eating all the lore through that

#no collectives for me u _ u #snow plays hi3 #bc i would .... #that happened with me in genshin and star rail and i just had two whole days of reading anything i could instead of playing the game #it's a force of habit picked up from playing ff13 #aND NOT TO MAKE THIS ABOUT FF13 AGAIN but i love that game so much there's so much in the logs that just serves to add more to the tone/moo #of the game and im hhhh i miss it so much #but no not another 80-120 hours in that game T _ T #the first one. god knows i spend too long in 13-2 and it's not even the good game ALSKDJF #LR is just out of sight out of mind for me lmao #but point is! #like if you read ff13's logs esp about the cieth and lcie and all that #it starts getting incredibly sad when you reach ch 12 and youre running around gran pulse trying to do missions to get stronger #then its just :( ah.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #honkai may not have logs. but it sure has a lot of manga i keep rereading #wHICH REMINDS ME WHEN I WAS PLAYING LAST NIGHT AND THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT RIN #I WAS LIKE 'OH GOD.....WAIT I READ THIS.... I READ THIS IN DIVINE KEY......' #and i was just quietly screaming while trying to keep playing LJKASDLFAJHS #(searches up the reading order).... ohhhhhh i totally misread divine key in order LKJDFHALKH #its not mY FAULT THEY PUT DIVINE KEY WITH ANTI ENTROPY INVASION #i was so confused when i was reading it i was like '....? why? is this here.....?' #cant complain bc i was like OOOOO NEW LOOOOORE but also 'wh....what is this doing here' #so to finally see the actual scenes play out made me want to eat paper #but anyways

[knightfeared]

Minus sixty one / Have I every really loved someone? / *Do I deserve what I've got? / Now the grid system's turned into traps / & the fear is switching sides / I own a million dollars worth of stock / *But I still don't sleep at night / What is it that I've become ?

Minus sixty one / Now the water level rises / High in my cold paradise / *Where men sit in circles / & talk numbers I never really liked / The way they think of life as some kind of gamble / & watch the city drown / Where is it that I belong ?

Minus sixty one / Now the wind cuts the lips like a knife / & the sun is out of sight / *I see a world I build to lose at trial / What is left & what is right? / I made the worst mistake one can make / Pretended & playing blind / What is it I'm trying to find ?

#╰┈➤ ┊❛ RADIO TUNES. / MUSE SONGS. ❜┊ #MUSE: [ JAYCE TALIS. ] #GOD SO THIS SONG CAME ON AND I SCREAMED CAUSE IT REMINDS ME OF JAYCE SO MUCH #WITH THE OVERALL TUNE AND THE LYRICS IT JUST AAAAAA HHHH #it’s so somber but determined and beautiful! Can listen to it on loop #His whole struggle in trying to balance shit throughout s1 while still do the right thing and do his research too 💀💀💀

[marshmellowpaint]

HI AGAIN if you don't want people to request more than one please disregard this ahah,,, but if its ok could you possibly also do bi Momoi Satsuki to go with Aomine? I Just Think they are bi4bi <3 thank you again and no worries if you don't do this one!! (I will stop after this ahah)

MY BELOVED BISEXUAL MOMOI 💖💘💗💕💞 they are SO Bi4Bi and I love that for them 😭😭

And send as many requests as you want!!! I'm thriving off drawing KnB characters so I would love to draw any and all you send mwah 💖💖💖💖

#my comfort characters to draw is just all knb character aghajab #this reminds me that i STILL need to finish knb good GOD #anyways anyways ladies and gentlemen ~her~ #knb #kuroko no basket #kuroko no baskue #kurokos basketball #the basketball in which kuroko plays #momoi satsuki #satsuki momoi #ask #zelandiangelo #thank you for the request!! #my art hhhh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#prospective phd advisor: if u wanna go to Antarctica we can def arrange that #me: um fuck yea i wanna go to Antarctica. #it wouldnt be to mcmerdo dry valley like i always imagined but um yes pls #assuming he gets the funding for a student and assuming i decide to go there #hes the oldest guy ive talked to and he was a little rambly and scatterbrain but he reminded me of my undergrad advisor #and i feel like he liked my passion and im prob s good fit for what he wants to do. so idk another good option #and it would be kinda great bc it wouldnt b that far from where my parents live but it would b in another country #i could hang for a while in the forrests of canada 🇨🇦 #ugh so many options. our call was unceremoniously cut short tho by a bad zoom connector #but it was on my last questions so it could have been way worse #sigh... i started the day sobbing into my scrambled eggs bc i was getting bombarded by texts abt leaving for sampling later today #and now i feel a little better. just gotta stay normal until Monday #hhhh at least thats all the interviews done. unless i decide to follow up on one last email exchange #i should do that. he does engineering cyanobacteria stuff but god im already seriously looking at 5 other ppl. do i really wanna chase #down another person. ugh idk ill feel so bad if i make all my referees send stuff to 5 different institutions let along 6 #blah im so exhausted #and what better way to deal with that exhaustion than spending a whole weekend sampling all day with zero rest fml #it better not rain. i dont wanna go back again. #oh god if i could just lay face down on the floor for a lil while. that would heal me #unrelated

[violet-amet]

hmmm~. oc stuff.

i gotta admit, i havent really thought out much of cat’s background, but there is a life she lived a one point. can’t say she is an orphan, but definitely was neglected as a kid. definitely did study, but may had dropped out of school at one point, willingly or unwillingly, idk. tho i see her in her early 30s, she could be significantly older than that.

but in character reason, she has been through a lot of trauma, so her memory is kinda scrambled. but she does remember some major key points, such as her “home” and a doctor. she will always be a little weird, aside from her heart glass, and immortality.

#blah blah blabbity blah #oc stuff #again #havent thought it through so i come up with a lot of stuff on the spot when i write. #but i do have ideas. i just need to write them down properly. #hhhh #heh. #actually this reminds me i actually have a toyhouse. ill need to use that more often to sort out the characters i have. #hehe~.

[noctualagenaria]

what is really stopping me from making a baizhluc animatic at this point

#and maybe zhongkae too #but baizhluc first #like two baizhluc animatics #ik i started one but hhhh #its not direct enought #its not 'yes this is the ship im talking abt' bc its jus diluc in denial so #i mean ill still do it its just #its gonne be a part two #i gotta figure out a part one #im thinking stray italian greyhound but mmm #dont you dare is looking good too bc it sounds like diluc imo #i dont mean to stereotype here but stray italian greyhound is a baizhu pov song #and dont you dare is a diluc pov song #i should sleep #lesly pls remind me when i wake up or whenever you see this that i made this post #you inspired half of this #ok maybe more than that #like a solid 70% of this train of thought sgjhkd #u sponsored my thoughts thank you

[wabblebees]

.

#ok while i think the resurgence of kungpowpenis is usually pretty damn funny + i love it in theory #its also been popularizing/spreading a lot of fucked shit that i dont WANT to see the main post for. #like i was already having a bad brain moment so. seeing transphobic bullshit ((especially in this case targeting nonbinary people like me)) #was. Really Fucking Not what i needed! #idk. it just. im so fucking tired. ive blocked tags ive blocked blogs ive unfollowed and done shit to ~curate my experience~ etcetcetc #but i still wanna explore and poke around and find new interesting things and learn new povs and like! add enrichment to my enclosure! yk? #idk. ig this is just me complaining again #people are shitty and i get that! ive known that! im just. really fucking tired of the reminder ig #theres been. so many of those lately #''lately'' i say. as though its still semi-new... idk. hhhh. #i miss my people. not just bc they Arent Shitty but bc they help me put into perspective that people in general arent all shitty and are #often!! good!! and kind and loving and fun and and and #and i need that reminder... much more often than i like letting on #id like a bubble to hide in for a little while #one big enough to fit all of us in #and one that would keep us all safe #bc. fuck. #for now ill settle for just. keeping the brainrot at bay #holding onto the whole ''these feelings arent peer-reviewed'' ''its long after 9pm'' thing and its helping some! but sleep would probably #be more helpful but uh. also dont trust thAt at the moment lmao so. i think imma switch from doomscrolling + brainrot-posting to #playing stardew valley + listening to different music until im so tired i at least Probably wont have dreams lmao #bee speaks

[thousandsofmoths]

forgets this song exists and it's one of the ones that makes everything feel ok for 3 minutes.

#songs to rot to #song recs #mental health #< idk just feel like putting that tag for now hhhh #Spotify #reminds me of my best friend though i love them fr <3

[deityofhearts]

my calendar app is annoying the shot out of me because I had it set to alert me of like vents I’ve saved but it simply isn’t and I really do not have the will to go through every months and every date and change it in the hopes of it listening this time

#deity dialogue #hhhh #if I am late to wishing anyone a happy birthday I am so sorry #I’m also sorry if I am just bad at remembering peoples bdays without a reminder like I can’t even remember my own families bdays unless it’s #on or near enough to a holiday #i am very bad with like dates and names and numbers ;^; #I have never been able to remember important dates or my own address or anyone’s phone number that isn’t my own #and if I do remember any of these it’s the result of my repeating it over and over to myself until I remember it #anyone else gotta like chant dates and numbers to yourself until it sticks in your brain? #luckily the numbers I like absolutely HAVE to remember have like reoccurring numbers though which is nice #I still don’t know my own address #while at the bank I had to look in my notes app like a fool like I’m sooo sorry it takes me so long to remmeber #I’ve lived here over a year. #granted I don’t think kait remembers either #I’m going to chalk this up to being neurodivergent maybe it’s not but I feel like it is