#this looks like the ideal afternoon rn

[toastsnaffler]

I wish I knew ppl irl who had experience of the same issues I have so I could talk to them abt it and they could empathise and maybe give some advice in a safe + non judgemental space when I'm particularly struggling again bc it comes + goes. but no I can't bring up half this crap even just as a topic completely unrelated to myself without ppl demonstrating theyre incapable of understanding/compassion + hold opinions that make them unsafe for me to talk to. great.

#tbf tho even if i did know ppl like that id still struggle to trust them or talk to them either way its just a Difficult thing #its okay tho im managing alright. if it comes to worst i mean its not even really that bad at the end of the day #just a lot of work that i then have to do alone to pick myself back up again. ah well. #who give a shit #ive done my laundry and food shop so i have the rest of my sunday afternoon free but i dont even want to do anything #nothing is particularly enjoyable rn. its a shame that i only get free time like this once a week but im often too depressed to use it #maybe ill just listen to some music for now and ill feel like picking up a game or smth later. ill work out in a couple hours at least #whatever. letting it wash over and past me #looking forward to going to work tomorrow bc at least i dont have to think abt anything i just do my little assays and trials #and then i get home and eat and im too tired to do anything but go to sleep. genuinely the ideal life #.diaries #maaan.

[fuyuu-chan]

Sung Jin Woo as the Ideal BF (Headcanons)

Pairing: Sung Jin Woo x Reader

Fuyuu-chan: y'all im too tired to fix this 😭 this is all mixed up (I want to add more but my brain won't work rn since im thinking of some other things so this is a bit short. I might edit this someday...maybe)

Warnings: not proofread (yet again)

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~ Jin woo who always picks you up after work.

~ Jin woo who would always support you and be there for you whenever you need him. He would be your moral support. He would also comfort you if you have a bad day.

~ Jin woo would also be your cuddle buddy, he would rub your back and spoon you until you fall asleep in his arms, he would even hum you a song if you have a hard time sleeping.

~ Jin woo who always made time for you at the end of the day, he scheduled all his raids and other work at the morning and afternoon so he could spend time for you at night. So your dates would mostly be evening dates.

~ Jin woo who also makes breakfast for you before he goes to work with sticky note containing different messages. (he does that whenever it's your day off so you could sleep in, it's his way to return the favor since you always makes breakfast for the two of you)

~ Jin woo who also enjoys movie nights, reading, cuddling, cooking/baking, whatever it is as long as you do it with him he enjoys it. He even joins you in your skincare and ever sonce that day it became your routine to do it with Jin woo.

~ I also imagine that you also started to join Jin woo in his exercises (which is his daily quest). At first you only get to join in his runs and since you don't want to push yourself too hard its only half the run, but as time passed you get to join him in his other exercises with his help.

~ Jin woo always tells you when he suddenly needed to go to work. And he always makes up for it even after you told him its fine. Like giving you a bouquet of flowers whether that would be real or crochet (crochet if you are allergic to real flowers) and some other stuff you like, for example things that involves your hobbies.

~ Jin woo also calls you on his break or lunch time.

~ Of course how could I forget. Jin woo would definitely have his shadows near you all the time so they would be able to help you and he could also make sure that you're safe. He promised both you and himself to protect you at all cost.

~ Jin woo who always monitors your cycle so when it happens, your comfort food, drinks, necessities, your gadgets, your book and more its all there beside you while you lay there in bed comfortably. And when he comes back he would cuddle you.

~ Jin woo who also takes care of you when you are sick. He would take a day off just to take care of you, but when you can handle yourself or your condition isn't that bad he would go to work, (because you forced him to even though he don't want to leave you alone, but of course would definitely make sure his shadows are there to keep you company and take care of you while he is out) though he would call from time to time to check up on you, and he would definitely go home earlier.

~ After you recover from your sickness, Jin woo would take you out wherever you want to go. But still looking out for you so you won't get sick again.

~ Jin woo when every anniversary he have different surprises for you and he's so creative on planning it all including the things you love and like currently at that time.

~ Jin woo who would drop hints that he planned you two a vacation out of country to the country you hoped to visit. He planned it all when the day before the flight he told you that you two would leave the next day and when you asked where you two are going he simply said "you'll find out". And because you trust him you just nod and smiled. (Oh and he explained how you don't have to worry about your work since he called and excused you for a week, and he also packed your stuff)

~ The entire time on your vacation Jin woo handled everything, like you dont have to worry about a single thing, he is all prepared. And for your vacation plan, he did scheduled the day and time were you two would visit those places that you two would enjoy, and he left some few days for you to pick on what to do at those days either that would be rest, shopping or if you want to visit the places you just discovered along the way.

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#fuyuu chan writes #fanfic #solo leveling #solo leveling fanfic #solo leveling x reader #solo leveling sung jin woo #sung jin woo x reader #sung jin woo x you #headcanons #solo leveling headcanons #jin woo x reader #jin woo x you #jin woo #sung jin woo

[prettyjunk]

COULD PLS WRITE ANY DATING HCS FOR CLIFF?? THERE IS NOTHING FOR HIM ON TUMBLR 🥲🥲☹️i’m begging for crumbs rn

cliff burton x reader

sfw headcanons!

note: i know!!!!:( he’s so underrated and for what. plus, it’s his birthday today! so there is not a better time to write some sweet head-canons about him.

requests are open!

.✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧

one of cliff’s more important personality traits is his integrity. bro’s honest; sometimes his honesty would be so sharp it would hurt the people he’d be talking to.

but with you, it was a different case. he was cautious— thought about what he was going to say and how he was going to say it out loud, careful not to hurt your feelings. he was still bluntly honest, though.

but hey! this doesn’t mean he’s rude, or cranky. he’s actually a sweetheart with most people (if they don’t get on his way).

and obviously, he has a soft spot for you.

most boyfriends are embarrassed to be mellow with their girlfriends in public, keeping all the cheesy stuff behind closed doors.

not cliff!

he truly doesn’t give a fuck. just in general, really, he never has cared about what people might think or say about him, so as soon as you guys started dating— he’d show you off. he doesn’t have a reason not to! you’re his girl and he wants everyone to know.

and this is connected to his love language; touch. cliff is a very touchy person towards you, but he’s subtle about it. its not like he’s constantly kissing/hugging you, but he likes to keep you close; and feel that you are close to him. hand on your thigh, rubbing your back, caressing your hips, playing with your hair— the list could go on forever. he just feels more calm and comfortable keeping you close.

he asks your opinion on everything he does. if we’re being completely honest, he doesn’t really care about it— nothing you could say would change his point of view.. but he still loves to hear your perspective on anything he can get it from. it’s his way of getting to know you better, little bits of information that help him put together the puzzle that is your mind. and it truly works out!

cliff doesn’t look like the type of person that would put much attention to detail since he’s always in his own world, but he always manages to surprise you with random things he knows and noticed about you.

you often see this in the gifts he gives you. you eyed something on that antique shop you guys went to last month? he got it. you bopped your head to a song on the radio on the ride home? he found out what record that was— got it on vinyl, too.

talking about music! one of his favorites things to do with you, is listen to music. more specifically; to show you different types of records so you can both talk about it. cliff is known for having a wide music taste— from motörhead to kate bush, and loves to discuss the ridiculous minor details that each song has. you were often surprised by his random knowledge, but you were mostly fascinated. his ideal sunday afternoon was you, a brand new music album, and acid.

going back to his unmeasurable uprightness! even though he’s a very likable guy— often being remembered as the cool and nice long haired dude— he doesn’t really have much of a filter. if he thought something was wrong, or he straight up didn’t like something; he won’t hesitate to make sure everyone knows that. so you’d often find yourself having to apologize to people when cliff would randomly flip them off, or yell fuck you’s around the room.

adding his personality, he’s also very witty. cliff is a very wise dude, and he’s also kind of like a child. so the mix of both get you a very funny but also old-souled boyfriend. and he’s also a big talker, so it’s almost like you’re dating a encyclopedia. a bullshit encyclopedia, though. he keeps you constantly entertained by speaking whatever was going on in his mind— because he trusts you enough to tell you whatever he thinks of right when he does.

we all know cliff smokes a bunch of weed. even though than he sees it more like a creative tool than a drug— he also does it for fun. and when he smokes around you, he gets impossibly clingy; if he sees you laying down when he is high— he will get on top of you, and won’t stand up for hours. just laying there; tracing random shapes on your skin with his fingers and talking a bunch of nonsense— interrupting himself once in a while to tell you how much he loves you.

if you bring that up when he is sober, though, he denies it.

and a stupid little last one: he really likes to play poker with you. cliff taught you how to play in one of many dates, and it became your thing! it quickly turned into something that is inevitable each time you see each-other. he’d play it every minute of every freakin’ day— and he’s also such a bad loser. the kind of guy that would throw everything to the air when he lost, and walk away in anger. a few kisses and everything was right, though.

#i made myself sad writing these </3 #this is kinda short but hopefully it’s okie #cliff burton #cliff burton x reader #metallica #metallica x reader

[toomuchracket]

im really looped up on painkilelrs rn and a really fcking hot edit of matty was just on ny fyp on tiktok ive apparenrly been in a trance watching it for 15 minutes straight. (my moms with me and she asked me “what the fuck are you watching”) and now im thinking of matty catching girlie watching edits of him lmaooo

somewhere deep in the recesses of tmr there's a bday party blurb about fans finding your tiktok and editors realising you've been liking (and saving) their matty thirst traps the whole time lol. so let's stick with that au! matty comes into the living room one afternoon and narrows his eyes when you immediately chuck your phone down and hurriedly take your headphones off and sheepishly say "hi"; he's like "what were you watching, baby?" and when you stutter his face lights up and he teases like "oh my god, was it PORN? i bet it was". and you're like "NO god i was not watching porn in the living room at 2pm on a tuesday afternoon, matthew", and he laughs and flops down next to you like "so what were you watching, then? come on, sweetheart, you can tell me intimate stuff. i mean, my fingers HAVE been in your-" and you cover his mouth and say "enough! alright, fine: i was watching tiktok edits of you". you hide your face in matty's chest while he laughs, flicking him on the stomach to get him to shut up - he just kisses your head and coos "aww, babyyyyyyy. you really DO fancy me, don't you? literally one room away and you had to resort to tiktok thirst traps to cope with not being able to look at me", and you're like "stop it i just like the editing", and then you smile shyly at him and say "and the tour clips of you with no top on". matty just smirks at you before instigating a makeout session, and then he's like "well... d'you want the real thing? you'll have to take yours off too, though. for equality and all", and you're like "hmmm... yeah, go on then" lmao. so basically, you watching tiktok edits of your boyfriend leads to him railing you. ideal <3

#mads answers asks #matty asks #fluff asks #into the birthday partyverse

[ambrosialdesire]

Idk what type of drugs you put into your yandere Reiner series but it has been on my mind 24/7/365 I need tiny crumbs 🤲 anything, I need anything 😞

AAAAA TYYY i've seen you all the time in my activity and i wanna thank you so much for your constant support! <3

you want more cacoëthes reiner so here’s some more cacoëthes reiner crumbs!!! (also bc i want to write something else rn so i can keep writing the thing i was supposed to post a few weeks ago LOL) and on my kinktober list, there was an epilogue that i was supposed to write (AND I WILL I STG IM TRYING YALL BUT IM JUST BEING BOMBARDED WITH THIS FAST AF PACED PROGRAM 😭) and that was supposed to be a peek inside their relationship during her the first couple months into her pregnancy.

anyways, both the reader (or you lol) and reiner could not keep each other's hands off each other after that night, even though you swear on your entire family's dead souls that you hated him. his big fat cock was too irresistible to continue abstaining from and it's reiner, bro's a little too insatiable for only one round. he ain’t complaining though and he loves to fuck out those endearing i love you’s out of you, so two wins for him ig 😭

and of course, from a previous ask from an anon, reader does indeed get pregnant from the constant action lmfao

but ambro, couldn't the reader have done something to get rid of the child? yeah she/you could've, if not for the fact that you had began to develop feelings towards him (although its mostly bc of the amount of trauma you went through, extreme stockholm syndrome, and heavy coping you had to do in the aotverse, reiner’s the only stable thing in your life so you’re going to cling onto the closest thing of security you have, which is your captor unfortunately 💀) and you're kinda not opposed to it anymore. cacoëthes reader had always wanted to have a family but never thought it could be possible since giving life to a child in a world full of titans wasn't really ideal for starting one. lucky for you, you now live in a world where there's no titans (kinda)!

you were completely alone when you were going through the beginning symptoms of pregnancy, unaware of why you kept vomiting so often or why you had to go to the bathroom even more than before or why you were so fatigued after barely doing anything. when you went to the doctor, that’s when you finally found out that you were already 2 months pregnant. getting out of the office, you kinda snapped out of the housewife-sona you’ve developed in order to cope and become extremely aware of what was happening to you. you cried a lot, absolutely terrified that this was actually happening to you. you barely had your mom most of your life so you didn't know what you were going to do next, all you sorta knew what to do was to make sure that both you and the baby were going to be healthy for the rest of pregnancy.

reiner didn't know about it since he had to leave to go fight some more after a two month absence of him "taking care" of you and your injuries. he sorta did know that he had already gotten you pregnant from all those nights and afternoons fucking on every single surface of the home nonstop, but you never know. so when he came back about a month-ish later, his jaw dropped to the floor when you turned around with a slight bump in your stomach (around this time, you’re like maybe 3-4.5 months pregnant now).

he’s absolutely over the moon but you start crying in front of him, admitting that you’re so scared of the unknown future and what if he actually leaves for good (the abandonment issues are at an all time high bc of hormones and bc he did tell you that he’s going to eventually die in a couple of years 💀). reiner merely hushes you and tells you that you'll be a great mom and he'll be there for you for as long as he lives. it doesn't really make you feel better but the reassuring look in his eyes makes you feel some sort of dull comfort, it's better than nothing ig lol

reiner asks to be sent less often to the wars just so he won't miss the birth of his child or let you get injured again since you're alone most of the time. they grant this for him but they did dock his pay bc of it and it's not that bad of a cut, just more budgeting is going to be more involved in y'alls lives.

yea this is pretty mid snippet-wise sorry 😭

the epilogue i'm going to write covers even more in-depth with their relationship so stayed tuned for that eventually! i might post it on the year anniversary of cacoëthes pt 1 but we'll see lol

#love-message #cacoëthes ask #yandere reiner

[messrmoonyy]

Hay, I know you're taking a break rn, bt your inbox wiped out and I just didn't want it to be totally empty...this is for whenever you decide to comeback or need a prompt...

so, here's the request -

Remus tells Tonks about the moment he realized that he was irreversibly in love with her...(preferably they lived AU and years into married life, when he tells her)

Confessions at the coast

Remus lupin x Nymphadora Tonks

A/N-This request has been sat here so long because I never got around to proof reading. But here we are finally! Just some short little post war fluffy fluff to rot your teeth

Warnings: none. Pure fluff

Word count: 1.1k

Masterlist - requests open!

“ careful love! “ Dora called out as Hope charged around, trying to outrun the ocean as it crashed back against the beach. Remus smiled warmly as he watched his daughter squealing and jumping around, soaked from the ocean and covered in sand “ she’s gonna be a nightmare to bath tonight “ Dora said with a small laugh and leant back on their beach towel, throwing an arm over her eyes to shield them from the sun.

The sun wasn’t as bright anymore, late afternoon giving way to evening. So the sun was dying and the heat cooling off. It was the most comfortable he’d been all day. He glanced down at his wife as she lay basking in the final remains of the days sun, her skin was already flushed pink and he knew she’d be complaining later about sunburn.

She’d practically slathered Hope in sun cream, made some attempts at covering Teddy too before he’d left with Vic. He’d given the usual ‘ you’re so embarrassing ‘ mumble as he’d slumped off with his girlfriend. He was in his ‘ everyone is so embarrassing nobody talk to me ‘ teenage phase that Andromeda had fondly recalled from Nymphadoras childhood. He was becoming more and more like her with every day that passed he was certain.

“ she’s tiring herself out. I believe it’ll be easier than you think “ he said fondly as Hope continued her race against the waves. She seemed to love being by the sea, Remus had started to muse on the idea that maybe they could get a little cottage by the sea somewhere.

Yes their home on the outskirts of Hogsmeade was ideal, close to school for Remus and Teddy and an easy enough disapparation journey for Dora to the Ministry. But a place by the sea…

“ what you daydreaming about? “ Dora said softly and nudged him with her knee “ you’re on another planet. Where are you? “ he gave a small shrug and leant back on his elbows so he was a little closer to her, but could still see Hope.

“ maybe we could get a place on the coast “ he looked over at shell cottage in the distance wistfully “ visiting is wonderful but wouldn’t you like to wake up to this each morning? “ she seemed to ponder on the idea for a moment before shrugging.

“ suppose so. I do love our home though. And it’s spitting distance to Honeydukes, you wouldn’t be able to walk 2 minutes for chocolate frogs whenever they took your fancy “ she said with a smile and a raised eyebrow.

“ oh my you’re right. Scrap all my ideas. Awful plan really “ he smiled and she shook her head with a laugh.

“ goof “

“ oh the love birds have returned “ Remus said as he spotted his son returning to the beach, an arm around Vic’s waist as they headed back towards them. Hope spotted her brother and Teddy went charging into the sea with her, splashing around and even convincing Vic to join in. Dora lifted her head and grinned as she watched them before flopping back down again.

“ he’s so in love isn’t he? Hopefully he’s not as oblivious to things as his dad was “ she said with grin, poking Remus’ arm.

“ I was simply… cautious “

“ cautious “ she scoffed at that “ cautious. Right “

“ I fell in love very quickly. It was terrifying. So yes, my love. I was cautious “ he said softly. He was much more comfortable with his emotions now, happily telling Nymphadora that he loved her. The war had made him realise just how precious family was. And how important telling them was.

“ when’d you know exactly? “ she asked with a cheeky grin pulling at her lips, reaching up to brush her fingers against his cheek “ you fell fast. How fast? When’d you know ‘ oh this idiot is the one I want! ‘ “ he smiled and turned on his side, pushing her hair out of her face. The bridge of her nose was sun burnt, her cheeks too. It mad she’d eyes stand out more somehow.

“ let me think “ he tried to pin point the exact moment. The moment when he’d realised he was in love with her and how utterly terrifying that thought was. It was a long time ago now “ I liked you immediately “

“ even though I tackled you to the floor?“ he remembered that fondly. The way he’d opened the drawing room door at the perfect time, that meant as Dora went tumbling to the floor after tripping on the umbrella stand, she’d used him to cushion her fall.

“ yes. Even then “

“ but that’s not love. When’d you love me Remus? “ she pressed

“ truthfully? I had thought I was in love for a while. We had kissed and we were close…. But when I really accepted it? The night I had to leave you “ they didn’t talk about the multiple times Remus had ran away from her. They didn’t really talk about the war in general. But especially not those times. But she wanted to know “ when I accepted the job from Albus… the thought of leaving you physically hurt. The thought of not seeing you for months… not waking up to you almost kicking me out of bed, or telling me stories from work…. It was a lot to try and process “

She was watching him intently, listening to every word.

“ then why did you go? “ her voice was soft, as fragile as it had sounded all those years ago. He had lied to her at the time. They’d had a brutal argument and they’d both said awful things.

“ because as much as you hated me saying it, I truly believed you deserved far better than what I could offer you “ she gave him a gentle smile at that “ I believed I would hold you back. Put you at risk. Ruin your life in effect “ it felt odd to confess this all now. But better late than never he supposed.

“ proved you wrong though didn’t I? “

“ you did darling. You did “ she leaned her head up slightly and he took the invite to kiss her, one of those sickly sweet kisses that made an entire cage if pixies erupt in his stomach. There was nothing he was more thankful for than her stubbornness and determination to prove him wrong.

“ ew mummy daddy stop! “ they were suddenly tackled by Hope diving onto them, shaking her wet hair all over them in a fit of giggles. She was far too much like her mother.

“ she’s so right! it’s really gross “ Nymphadora tackled their daughter into her arms, smothering her in kisses and tickles as she giggled and squealed for her mum to stop “ so gross isn’t it Hopey huh? So gross?! “

“ mummy stop! “ she squealed and Remus couldn’t help the beaming smile on his face as he watched them. Never more grateful for anything else in his life.

#it was nice fo write something shorter and fluffier for once lmao #remadora #remus lupin #nymphadora tonks #harry potter #remus x tonks #ronks #lupin #the marauders #tonks #teddy lupin #hope lupin

[nempne]

Get to know me

[useless info edition]

Thank you @papiermaker for tagging me!

1. What do you have under your bed?

   Dust bunnies! There could be a few hair accessories too.

2. Favorite candy? (be very specific if possible) 

    I actually don’t know what these things are called. They’re roasted pecans with caramel, coated by white chocolate. They’re absolutely awful for teeth. I always brush and floss when after I’ve had them.

3. Describe your favorite shirt: 

    A black long sleeve cotton/nylon blend shirt, boatneck. 

4. The last thing you drew/doodled was: 

    A very friendly-looking guy in my last meeting this afternoon. He had a hairstyle that reminded me of someone who used to be really into Nu Metal when it was in style in the 2000s. I didn’t draw him in jest, just interested in people.

5. Are you completely sober rn? 

   I am a chronically-sober individual. I don’t like drinking and weed makes me irritable. I have some chocolate mushrooms in the fridge that I keep forgetting about though.

6. What’s the one thing that annoys you more than anything? 

    Folks who look at a point in history (i.e.: the history of Egypt, Rome, the Founding Fathers, the 1950s, Reagan’s presidency, etc.) and create their own narrative based on ideals rather than historical accounts and testimony. Efforts to “conserve tradition”.

7. Have you ever gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole during winter? 

           Not myself, but as a kid I accidentally tricked a peer who wasn’t familiar with (stupid) physical comedy, apparently. He imitated me after I told him not to, and he got his tongue stuck. I feel bad about it still.

8. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 

    Washington state, touring properties so I can get out of here.

9. What was the single last word you spoke? 

     Safe. As in, “Okay. Be safe”

Tag whoever you’d like to know better (no pressure!): @inthesimsies (who is brand new here-- welcome!), @sloedancing, @plasticfoundation, @babblingstacey , @minty-plumbob, @pixelbasil, @introvertedfox

#non-sims #100th post? #time to actually work on screenshots!

[derelictheretic]

All of your WIPs sound so interesting! It was hard to choose haha, how about “Missed You Terribly” and/or “Dusk Till Dawn”? :D

Thank you!! Missed You Terribly is a James/Dean fic (James is my siblings deputy oc and his ship with Dean is just. Precious. Wholesome.) the plot for this one revolves around a whole AU I have never talked about but Dean gets framed for murder and then a whole lot of shit goes down leading to him being put in a temporary pseudo-witness protection arrangement and this fic revolves around him and James reuniting for the first time!

Dean froze in the hallway and James couldn't bite back the smile that stretched across his face at the sight of him. His dark brown hair was unkempt as ever and sticking in every direction, his favourite low cut tank top hidden under a grey fleece dressing gown that hung precariously off his shoulders and red flannel shorts that were far too short clinging to his hips. He was dressed for a Sunday on a Monday afternoon, which was so incredibly typical of him. In his hand was a large mug of what James could only assume was coffee and his big brown eyes were looking at him like he'd seen a ghost.

He assumed after being alone for three months seeing another person would feel like seeing a ghost. The thought twists his heart a small bit, especially as tears begin to well up in Dean's eyes and he finally moves; shakily putting his mug down on a nearby table. Then he swivels back in James' direction and beelines for him quickly, face twisting and jaw clenching in an obvious attempt to stop himself from crying. 

James meets him in the middle, arms outstretched and wrapping around the shorter man as he dives against his chest. Dean sinks into him, burying his face in the fabric of his shirt and fingers digging into it at his back. James bent over to rest his chest against the top of his head, holding him tightly as his shoulders trembled.

"I missed you," James murmurs against his hair, tears pricking the corner of his own eyes as Dean's warmth seeps in through his clothes. It had been too long since he'd held him like this, since they'd seen each other. It had almost felt so normal seeing him in the hallway but now with him safely tucked in his arms he was hit with how empty he'd felt these last three months. 

James couldn't imagine what it was like for Dean, he had people there for him in Hope County but out here in the middle of nowhere Dean had no one. But that was all over now, James was taking him home. As soon as he got the go ahead. 

A sob rips through Dean and James holds him tighter, pressing his lips against his hair and rubbing comforting circles into his shoulder.

"I'm here now, it's okay, i'm not going anywhere without you this time."

And Dusk Till Dawn is a John x deputy!reader fic and the plot can be boiled down to the reader showing up at Johns ranch injured and John having to nurse them back to health. I'm writing it from John's pov which has been a STRUGGLE and It was meant to be a short one but it's sitting at 8k rn 🥴

Rustling in the bushes pulls John out of his pondering and he feels his spine go rigid, he'd asked for some privacy so all the project members usually stationed at the back of the ranch were at the front and that fact left John a bit more vulnerable than he'd like. He takes a cautious step back, figuring he could probably make it inside before whatever was slinking around in the bushes could reach him. 

But then he catches the sight of familiar eyes, a familiar face covered in blood and dirt stuck in a grimace and he feels his heart stop cold.

"Deputy."

He mutters the title under his breath, as if trying to assure himself he was really seeing them and not a sleep deprived hallucination. They fall to their knees, one hand clutching their bloodied side as they stare up at him with conflict raging in their eyes. He could tell this wasn't their ideal choice of destination but taking in the state of them, beaten and looking close to death, they obviously didn't have much of a choice.

"John," 

They choke out his name and his blood runs cold from how weak they sound. The deputy always had a tone of confidence, brazen and fiery and doused in a shameful amount of pride; it was jarring to see them like this. That worry that had been fogging John's mind was now an encompassing flurry of panic, his limbs moving before his mind could catch up and he was on his knees beside the deputy in seconds. His tattooed hands flutter about around them for a moment, hesitant to touch them in their fragile state yet desperate to check on their wounds and tend to them.

He doesn't have time to question his own desire to help what some would consider his sworn enemy, as the deputy falls into his chest, their shoulder digging into his sternum and temple resting on his collar bone. The contact urges him to wrap his arms around them and keep them from falling any further. Manoeuvring them to their feet is a struggle, having a near miss of their elbow in his face and a slip of their feet nearly sending them both tumbling down to the ground again. He manages to get their arm around his shoulder and his around their waist, leading them inside as fast as their injured body would allow. Each grunt and hiss of pain pricked at John's skin, he found himself wincing as if he were the one injured.

#The James/Dean ship is one of my guilty pleasures tbh like their ship name could literally be James Dean HOW CUTE IS THAT #idk who james dean is but I think he was famous or something lmao #dean answers #deputyash #nadine's wips

[bookwyrminspiration]

What are your favourite places to travel to and what's one place you want to travel to? Also unrelated, but what was that mysterious orange powder you found in the laundry room and what happened when you set it one fire? Ooh! Did you ever get a really bad burn? What's the worst injury you've ever got? Sorry if I sound like an annoying five year old it's because I am. Have a nice day! <3

oh asks like these are so much fun!! this is so sweet, and I don't think you sound annoying at all! I hope you also have a nice day, as today I finished my intersession courses so I have the afternoon free before my actual summer courses start tomorrow, which is nice

(if you want to unlock the Quil Lore it's under the readmore for space reasons)

I actually don't know if I have specific answers to the travel questions, as my family doesn't really travel. And when we do it's specifically to visit family, and we happen to stop at other places along the way sometimes. But out of those I'd say my favorite would be the Cabin. My great-grandparents own a cabin on a lake up in Minnesota, so when we visited family more often we'd go there and swim and see our cousins. Last time we were there we had a seaweed fight (cause it's a lake) and nailed my cousin Oliver in the face, which was excellent. Though I did also enjoy playing on the farm (other side of the family) as a kid and helping feed the calves. I really don't have a lot of travel experience to draw on and it's frequently stressful, but the Cabin is the best answer I have to that question!

As for places I want to travel, I'd say Mexico is pretty high on the list. I'm Mexican, but I've only ever been once when I was four, and I'd like to go back so I can actually remember it. A college nearby has a study abroad opportunity that tours the various ruins and historical sites (think Aztec), so I think something like that but maybe if I could do it outside of school and just for the enjoyment would be my ideal trip. Other than that I'd probably just follow along wherever my partner went, as they like to travel more than me.

The mysterious orange powder!! I'm. How did you even. Either you have a great memory or you were looking very far back in my posts because I don't think I posted about that recently. I think the mystery orange powder was some form of borax? We don't have it anymore so I can't confirm but it was like. Really granulated and light orange and didn't look like borax. But the suspicious box it was in was labelled borax, but that was a handwritten label in sharpie so I don't know if I really trust it. As for what happened when I set it on fire, fire happened!! My phone is being annoying and not letting me access the video I have saved of it and I don't remember which substance had the biggest reaction, but I do know that I got a pretty solid orange, yellow, blue, and purple flame. The only chemical I can remember rn is that sodium-free salt is what made the purple and the blue was just hand sanitizer. Red and green were unsuccessful but also I was doing it with chemicals any person can get their hands on. I couldn't easily access lithium or copper to get red and green. Did get to set those on fire in class a month or two ago tho :)

and I have not gotten a bad burn before!! I get small ones from time to time because sometimes I forget that you're not supposed to touch hot things and then I do and get little baby burns on my hands--the toaster oven is the source of most of these tbh. I do also have a habit of accidentally pouring boiling water on my fingers too. For instant noodles in a cup where you hold back the lid a little and pour in hot water, sometimes I'm overzealous and pour too aggressively and it gets on my fingers. But I don't usually feel it for some reason. Like I can feel that I just poured water on my fingers, but it doesn't register as hot despite it literally steaming, so that's the closest to bad burns I've got!!

Kinda the same situation with the worst injury situation, as I don't really have one! I've gotten injured throughout my life, but there's no noteworthy injury I can give. I can say that I used to have blisters on my hands all of the time as a kid. I loved the monkey bars and spider bars and anything else I could climb on (I got told off from time to time because I'd climb things I wasn't supposed to), so my hands were always absolutely destroyed despite having calluses. My mom will also occasionally tell me about the time I, as a toddler, fell face first through a bench--one of the kinds that has a bottom and a back but no in between, like this--onto the ground and had a bruise for weeks on my face.

But yeah I really don't think I have a "worst injury" because I haven't really gotten hurt. I think my mom has the most interesting worst injury in my family, cause she got her three front teeth kicked out in a game of hackysack when she was 12-ish.

I think that answers all the questions to the best of my ability!! it's very fun to answer random questions like this so thank you for sending them <33 Now you know a little bit more about me!!

#quil's queries #nonsie #quil lore #random #there are pictures of me in mexico somewhere #and I know one is of me holding a dove #but I have no memory of it #there are actually a lot of videos and photos of me as a kid #i just haven't looked at them in a while #my parents had this video recorder when I was a baby so now we actual literal physical discs of videos of baby me #but they're mini discs so they don't work with a lot of devices #and the one they bought me I haven't taken out of the packaging 5 months later so #I should do that #i'm getting distracted now oops!! #my point is random questions are so fun so thank you for this <33

[mid-student-hannah]

ok SO I'm gonna expand on this later but basically posting htis now tupos and all so that I don't forget.

I need to average 10 hours a unit a week. that's 40 hours study a week including classes. This is not something I got when I was studying before and that was in part bc I went 'well... gotta Study All Day' and then simply didn't. So I need more structure.

I work decently with half hour blocks, more so than 25 minutes I think. If I can get myself to focus it works well. (I need to expermient with self-medicating with caffiene, honestly, maybe try energy drinks as well - anything that I can figure out that might help, even if a placebo efect.) This means I need to average - anyway, I did figures earlier today and they came down to if I try and aim for 15 blocks a day, which gives a bit of leeway if I'm planning on studying six days a wekk give or take. Hence if I aim for 8-10 blocks in the morning (assuming studying at home and no classes) and the remaining 5-7 in the afternoon (ideally I'd then get the evening off). Classes of course are included in this. I haven't looked up time for commuting from my planned residence. Depending on how long the commute is I might go in to uni to study even when I'm not classes.

Need to look up when there are assignemtns and also work out the whole taking notes situation. Basically I would need ideally to make a list of these are the things I have to do everyday and the things I ought to do (there is a difference). I want to try the whole pull a random task out of a hat thing too, a combination of that and also what do I want to do. I need fun things in there too.

Ideally I need to hit the various food targets I have (gradually assembling an additional-to-meals plan as time goes by, and trying to get a better idea of portion sizes; this is daunting but I need to figure it out beforehand or it won't happen I know that).

I need to get work of some kind I think but that's not something I want to deal with just yet. I need to look at how much classes I have also. Honestly I'd consider trying to go back to my old job briefly even though it's not very fulfilling in terms of experience or career. Anyway.

I want to keep up with my hobbies as best I can. Need to set up stuff for art, like plan out things so that I can work on that without too much brain required at least to some extent if I just wnat to art without thinking. Probably want to pull my stories into places where I can be doing smth with them every day or every couple of days, somehow. I ought to go walking every day. Honestly vaguely considering getting an exercise bike or something because then I can read/listen to audiobooks for uni while still exercising I dunno. Could turn into bad fueling ED tho. Then again I think it's very likely I'm gonna relapse to a greater or lesser extent bc of uni. With whatever bad coping mechanism/s. Need to look further into electric pianos so that I can play piano whenever as a stress reliever. All of these things are dealing with stress ina healthy way. That's the worst for me I think. Also photography helps and helps me ot feel like I'm doing something good and useful.

Need good sleep schedule. I'm thinking of trying to end up with nine hours sleep time, which includes tucking self into bed and also more pertinently Ransom. Gives leeway for terrible sleeping at times too. Not getting enough rn both bc brain won't switch off and also bc I keep going to bed too late for the hour. Like rn even if I slept right now I'd get seven hours twenty minutes bc my alarm goes early.

But yeah I need to work out something more structured with studying or whatever. need to look up my units too to figure these things out. I need to have textbooks and I need to read them. I didn't really last semester and that was a mistake. And I need to figure out how to take notes. Possibly brother's graphics tablet will help. Maybe look at getting a ReMarkable if I can see one for cheap somewhere. Need to practise handwriting in whatever form too because yeah that's a problem.

I need to figure out something to do with various problems that consume my brainspace. A bunch of htem were more repressed bc of giving in to ED and now they're louder again bc I'm in recovery.

I'd also have to work out how to take care of Ransom while I'm away at uni during the day. He's also a stress reliever too.

I don't know how accommodations for mental health problems work there either but I need to get accommodations I think (talk to psych).

Structure is good for me but I need to make sure it's not something that will make things worse and make me overwhelmed also. Need to give myself enough downtime so that I can cope. Anyhow things as they were last year didn't work, and if anything my mental health is significantly worse than it was then, even though in some ways it's improved.

Need to go back to doctor so I can pursue ADHD diagnosis stuff too. That was supposed to happen this year. It. Didn't.

I need to find an app that I can use to record the time blocks in some way. Maybe on my phone so I can have it next to me. I'll need to have some kind of time lock on Discord I think and maybe tumblr even though I want to be using this sideblog or stuff. Then again I can post from my backup account perhaps if I sign out of my main, since I have all my sideblogs shared with it. I dunno. Thoughts be thoughtsing. Also this is way longer than I intended. Maybe I shall come back and edit or add to it and put in dot points.

Gonna ramble about my units soon tho once I've looked them up and all. Also gotta check with student connect. Am I repeating myself? who knows.

#hannah talks #studying #to come back to

[outofcontexturi]

wed 2nd Nov 2022 journal 09:22am

rip takeoff. that news really hit me yesterday. especially to hear that he wasn’t doing anything but caught a stray bullet. It’s too sad to hear. yesterday was a lot. waking up today and asking myself “what do I want?” And “do I really want to continue doing what I’m doing?” scary questions to ask yourself when you’re on the journey of self discovery. An honest question too. The house is silent. Idk if Angie is in or not but I’d assume she isn’t. I’m not called in till the afternoon so I’m probably gonna do some work In the meantime. maybe I should do something that makes me happy. I also need money. The thought of going to central London and cycling does sound appealing I won’t lie. I might just do that but I also don’t want to tire myself out. I need NEED NEED to get back to Amy today about the counselling sessions. I don’t know if I just found new found motivation rn or if I’m just ideally thinking but either way I feel better than when I was talking about that whole self discovery stuff just above this. Death is such a sobering part of life. I’ve been looking at a few Diddy interviews, just studying his body language when he’s asked something that is quite intrusive and how the responds to it vs when other people are telling stories about moments they’ve had with him and I can’t lie something seems very predatory about this man. This is why I put above, do I really want to go into this industry in other words. sometimes to be an artist is a lonely life. It’s like the world sees you but also doesn’t see you. I think there’s changes I’ve opened myself up to (involuntarily) and I’m having a hard time accepting them as a way of life now. There are a lot of tapped individuals walking amongst us. it’s scary man. The things people say sometimes I ask myself if they think before they say whatever comes out of their mouth and more often than not they don’t. I don’t know if God made me resilient to words or if it’s just a defence mechanism that helps me block out things but what Bethlehem said to me yesterday regarding my whole situation with Taneetrah was very very low. And that’s coming from a friend. It was tactless and distasteful in my opinion. She made a point though but it’s the fashion in which she made the point that was distasteful and tactless but I can’t argue that she isn’t right. It rubbed me the wrong way. All in all I just want peace. I want harmony. I want beauty. I want quality of life. Nadine did say something rather noteworthy yesterday though. She said, if you see life as a cycle, either going up or down, you know once you’re down the only way is up and you can only go up from there. I really don’t know whats happening . I just know that I don’t trust a lot of people and it’s showing with how i interact with people. In a way it feels like I’m closing up instead of opening up and it’s simply because I’m in rooms I don’t necessarily feel safe in. Things feel quite reactionary. I don’t believe I have to find the motivation to get up and do this job. This fucking degree. I’m gonna see it thru for future me but fucking hell. I don’t have the energy to act like this is fine. And people keep seeing me and thinking I’m being rude or bad vibes but explaining what’s going on is just too much to do at this point. I don’t have the time and energy to explain what’s going on and be met with the same response of “sorry to hear that happened to you” or “I don’t really know what to advise you”. I’m tired of it. 23 really has been a year of absolute fuckery. A month left of this age. It’s been ROUGH. still rough. I guess I feel low because I’m thinking about everything I haven’t had a chance to fully process this week and it’s only Wednesday morning. I’m thinking about putting my name down for the Audio thingy at LAMDA but I might ask Amy if I could get an extension but we’ll see what she says. I’m just trying to make it thru my day and see another one. It’s 09:55am. I’ll update you later. sign out time : 09:56am.

#journal

[scrixels]

1021. Grass

a lazy afternoon~

#pixel art #pixel dailies #moomin #pixel landscape #snufkin #the moomins #grass #this looks like the ideal afternoon rn #maybe w a picnic

[arrogantsonofabiscuit]

S/O who calls them by weird pet names

Feat:- Kuroo, Sakusa & Atsumu

A/n:- Fluff mentions of pet names! lil suggestive !

Kuroo Tetsurou:-

You and Kuroo were sitting on the porch sipping the cup of hot coffee on a cold winter day, enjoying the cold breeze.

You wanted some pancakes with the cup of coffee, so you decided to act cutely in order to get the pancakes to be made by your beloved! (y/n you are so nasty )

“My ruffled hair“ you call him.

Kuroo legit went like  😃—>🤨   huh?

“Kitten, what did you just call me?”

“My ruffled hair?”

“Ruffled hair? you don’t have to remind me 😤”

“Sorry, my Chico, my big kitty, could i get some pancakes , I am craving them so badly”

“I am craving them to , kitten . I will only make those if you give me a cute pet name . Go ahead , I am waiting”

“My snuggly bear! My lamp-post, my mac & cheese , my pancake, wait my big bear, my hulk, my chunky chunk. Um let me think”

“I have lost my appetite , lamp-post of all things? Jesus woman”

“My honey boo?”

“You can’t think anything other than food?”

“Well , its because you look so tasty , I am so hungry, might as well bite you right now”

“Wtf? Okay I am going to the kitchen right now to make us some pancakes”

“I wouldn’t mind your chunky cake”

“Y/n shut up!!!!!”he was so flustered that he tried covering his face and sprints to the kitchen.

After a while , you could smell the pancakes that made you more hungry that’s when you heard Kuroo call you.

“Short cake those pancakes are ready c’mon”

“On my way sexy beast”

“Y/n , if you don’t stop this I will be eating all the pancakes” his face said otherwise.

Sakusa Kiyoomi:-

It was a lazy afternoon you and Omi were tangled in those fluffy blankets .

You got up from the bed to clean your home.

It was your Saturday ritual , laze around in the morning  have a brunch and then take a nap on your bed and after that nap, you guys would start cleaning your house.

After completing with cleaning , you take a quick shower so that you could bake some cookies after all the hard work .

You were making some cookies whereas Sakusa was kneading the dough for the bread.

Looking at the dough  which Sakusa was kneading you thought about teasing Omi a bit.

“My cookie dough can you pass me the oven mitts?”

“Cookie dough?”

“Yeah? You didn’t like it? Let me try again.“

Sakusa passes you the oven mitts and you place the cookies in the oven.(You can obviously see that i can’t cook , maybe y/n can :(

“I am done here, love”

“Can you stir the pot please, my spatula”

Spatula? Sakusa literally did not understood why you were calling him such weird pet names.

“Anything else love?”

“Yeah could you please taste it and let me know is it missing salt, my honey butter biscuit?”

“What’s with your pet names? They are so weird, am I not your Omi?”

“Oh no you are my cheesecake!”

“Cheesecake?”Omi was kinda pouty because he did not understand why you were using such pet names for him.

“Stop pouting my huggy bear” you nudge his torso but Sakusa doesn’t look at you whatsoever.

“Since you are using those names for me , you are my Mask”

“Hey thats cute Omi!”

“How is it cute?”

“Because I am always around you , even when you are far away from me” you giggle and kiss his cheeks.

“Whatever” he was blushing.

Atsumu Miya:-

Atsumu had a day off ,he decided to sleep some more with you his arms.

You guys ordered some food and were sitting on the couch watching some rom/coms

Atsumu gets Suna’s call and he picks it up.

“Rin, why did ya call me?“

“Atsumu, its time.“

Atsumu realized what time it was , it was “GAMING WITH DA BOYS ”time!

And suna had called to remind him.

Atsumu looks towards you and watches you being so comfortable, he felt bad for asking but you always enjoyed watching him play some video games.

“Angel face, Rin called me to remind me to play games rn , should i ?”

“Sure , ‘Tsumu!”

Atsumu makes his way to his bedroom , setting up his gaming equipments.(Best feeling ever) 

You bring some snacks along with water , because he would get thirsty with all the shouting.

He kisses your cheek and mouths a thank you and starts entering the custom room to play with DA BOYSSS. 

Ahem....

You settle on the bed with your laptop on your hand and some snacks for you.

But you forgot to carry the banana milk that you kept in the fridge, you were cozied up and saw Atsumu was sitting ideally and was cursing.

You decided to ask him but by using some different pet names.

“Hey Muscleman”

He did not react at all.

“Chunky man?  Sexy pants? Tater tot? Foxy? Dumpling? my favourite twin?”

“’Tsumu, thats some weird pet names, also why are you so quite? didn’t i kill ya and took all your loots?”Suna teases him on the line.

“Hmm? what do you need sweetheart?”

“Um babycakes i forgot my banana milk, could you please get it for me?”

“Yes, anything for ya Angel face”

“SIMP!!!!” Osamu on the other line yells.

“CHUNKY MAN” suna joins in and teases him.

Atsumu was sure that his brother and friend would tease him to death.

But still didn’t change the fact that he is a simp for you <3.

Take Care <3

Reblogs are highly appreciated <3

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