Okay, cute HC for JJBA Part 5
Abbacchio is our precious big tiddy goth Boi, right? And he typically gives others the cold shoulder and has an even colder tongue. Even tho he despises Giorno, he has a lot of respect for him, especially at such a young age, tho he hides it behind cutthroat words and empty threats.
Giorno knows this and, being the ever so sweet prick that he is, annoys Abbacchio into admitting out loud. When he refuses, Giorno Giovanna had a dream, to tickle the confession out of the ex-cop. When he succeeded, Abbacchio flipped the script and tickled the teen back, showing a rare soft and almost fatherly side of him, one that only Bucciarati had gotten to witness once since they met
OH MY GOD YES! We love our big titty goth bf in this blog!
AH I ADORE THAT!!! Giorno's so "Eh, it is what it is" about Abbacchio being all snark and cold towards him (Lowkey kinda used to it given his family life) so the day Abbacchio accidentally let it slip he does respect him (probably tipsy- maybe some stand user was talking merde) Giorno hooked his little plant vines into it and now makes it his mission to get Abba to confess!
His dream to tickle the grumpy ex-cop is upon him and he goes for the spot Mista offhandedly mentioned and it WORKS...for like- five seconds. Then Abbacchio's got him in a grab and going to town on his ribs and Giorno's starting to regret every decision he made leading up to this point. It's so bad he genuinely almost misses the soft parts of Abba- from how gentle he's being or that he's calling him "Brat" instead of "Merde"- even the easy grin on his lips cause he's genuinely having a good time.
Now he's just got to be extra careful cause Moody KNOWS and will absolutely play back Abba tickling Giorno with that soft expression cause she (His stand's a girl, yeah? Do stands have gender?...Hm) thinks it's beyond wholesome much to our ex-cop's embarrasment.
Thanks for sharing, Gladys! Oh this was beyond precious! :D
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your art makes me wanna start testosterone
i can't read tone well, so this is either an incredibly touching ask, or an extremely funny one, and in the absence of confirmation: both!
i'm in a chatty mood, so i'll share some thoughts about testosterone and my art.
i liked being on testosterone a lot. i had an IM injection every two weeks (on tuesdays!) and because that's a sizeable dose every 14 days that slowly disperses, it can cause some mood fluctuations (every other friday i would have a crisis about not feeling like the world had a place for me in it) but even those were far more manageable than the ones that would come with my previous and current monthly hormone cycle (every month i spend a solid week thinking the world will never have a place for me in it)
It gave me a patchy little bit of scruff on my chin and a whispy mustache under my nose that still struggles on, despite adversity!
It redistributed my fat a little bit, but that's long since gone back to pre-T shape.
it lowered my voice! that hasn't changed :^)! even if i never go back on t, that won't change. it was the thing i most wanted, and its the one i'm most grateful for. Pre-T, I didn't speak much. I'm getting better and better at talking and getting more and more comfortable communicating with people because of it.
having been off t now for 3 years, i don't pass anymore—not as a cis man, or a cis woman, certainly not as anything approximating straight. if people look at me and see anything, i'd hazard a guess that they see me as A Queer (the noun—for all it's complicated connotations).
i'm not surprised that my art might make somebody want to start testosterone! a lot of my art was made out of the aching grief that came with being kicked off of testosterone, and how neatly that loss of autonomy over my own body knits in with yamato's loss of autonomy over his own.
how my body started doing things i disliked, how i didn't have the support necessary to access the healthcare i needed—how my inability to give myself what i needed made me feel as though i were trapped inside of myself and abandoned (by both myself and the world at large)
when i write comics about yamato as a trans man, i don't take away his testosterone, because that hits a little too close to home for me. for Ninja War Town Reasons, he has plenty of access to all the HRT he could ever need and nobody questions his need for it—instead, i project my own horrors onto the way Danzō defined his identity for him as a child, the way that Kabuto and Obito dehumanize him as an adult in their war efforts, and reduce him to the thing his body holds (the Mokuton). I give him a kneejerk compulsion to dehumanize himself (out of a feeling that he has a duty to his community to do so) and I give him a slow-growing resistance to that impulse (which comes out of a feeling that the people he loves would frown upon seeing him reduce himself like that)
it's dysphoria! it's not gender dysphoria, but it's a loss of self, and a need to reclaim it. it's a war between the hollow shell of a thing he thinks he has to be, and the vibrant and messy person beneath it that he is. it's a desperate need to say "this is who i am—only i can say it"
I enjoyed HRT a lot. it was a really useful tool in helping me feel like my body was my own, that i didn't have to fight it, that we were the same entity. It's not the only tool, but it was a really good one, and one day I hope to use it again.
(as for the being off of it—it's unpleasant, but i'm enduring! being somebody who now doesn't really pass as anything has put me in a weird and interesting position, where I'm constantly having to declare myself to people, because nobody knows what to make of me on any front. they don't know if i'm a man, a woman, nonbinary, nor even what age i am (Augh!!!!) it forces me to be brave and vulnerable more than I'm comfortable with—if I tell somebody I'm a man, there's no way that they will believe I'm cis, but I'm not about to recloset myself—and I don't think I could at this point anyway.)
(there's something fascinating about the position i find myself in, and while i'd leap back on t the moment that an opportunity presented itself to do so, i do feel like i'm experiencing something interesting and important in this weird zone i find myself in)
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This is not a question, BUT I SO LIKE YOUR PIEPOE 😭😭😭
BEAAAAUUWWWAAUUGHHH BRO,,,, THIS IS SO CUTE-!!!! THANK YOU... IM GLAD U LIKE HIM!!! PIEPOE LIKES YOU TOO!!
Here's a return hug doodle for you!!! Forgive me if I drew your friend wrong at all,,, 🙏‼️💓🦩
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Loved this week's episode detail with Hua Cheng happily staring at & flexing his hand after Xie Lian "wrote" on it! Thanks for doing a gif-set of it so quickly. It really gave me flashbacks to the mr. Darcy hand-flex from the 2005 Pride & Prejudice film.
The TGCF donghua animators are really feeding us with these smol but impactful details, I'm so 😭💖 honestly I've really been loving the additions to the donghua, the visuals really bring the story to life and it's amazing to see!!!
And thank you! I live for giffing tgcf donghua every week :") also BIG yes to the pride and prejudice parallel, I was wondering why that felt so familiar!
Each episode just gets better and better, and seeing Hualian's relationship grow every week is just *chef's kiss* 😭
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