#this mess made me cry every tiem

[annebrontesrequiem]

I would give you my legs if you did the rfa and the minor trios reaction to MC being very short! And very much so a guy

As a person who’s 5ft I approve of this!!! This sounds so fun!! YAY!!!!! May the short people rejoice, because I got them! Yeah! Lolol! Okay, I’ll start now, moment over…..

Note, the whole thing deleted and I thought my computer was broken, wow I’m crappy at this lol! Anyway again sorry it’s been so long, I feel so guilty >~

Zen

He’s so surprised

HOW ARE YOU SO SMOL OMFG!!!

He finds it ridiculous lol

Gets you everything you need

Always getting things that you can’t reach

Snuggling you all the time

Totally loves being big spoon

Your hair just smells so nice!!

You think he’s the sweetest person to ever walk this earth!

You obviously don’t see when he watches you try to each something

He feels kinda bad, but it’s just too cute, eventually he’ll help you

One day he saw someone at a party making fun of your height

The rest of the time you had to watch Zen “I’m going to kill him” idiot McGee

You actually thought it was super sweet

He just wants to make sure you’re happy all the time

No matter what

He’ll go to the ends of the earth and back for you his angel

You in turn treasure all of his company

You two are perfect together, like a duet of happiness and sunny days

Yoosung

Oh my goodness!

He thought he was the shortest dude in the RFA?

Apparently not!

He’s so unsure what to do

You have to convince him to not go out and buy every stepstool he can find

You assure him you’ll be fine

You guys can’t decide on who’s big spoon

So you face each other

Or sometimes lay on top of each other when it’s not tbh

Shhh!

One day an ex of yours was making fun of you

“Wow, I never thought you’d be into guys you piece of shit! You’re about as close to Hell as you can get, especially considering you have the height of a dwarf!”

You’re obviously very distressed

YANDERE YOOSUNG ACTIVATED

He punches the lady in the face

And you have to pull him back from doing something he’ll regret

He eventually calms down, but not before the woman runs away

You say good riddance

Since then he’s super protective of anyone who makes a comment on your stature

You’re grateful

Jaehee

She was the shortest person in the RFA before

But you’re super tiny!

Like wtf!

She’s so surprised!

There’s only one stepstool in the house

So everything is a battle for you guys

One day she catches you climbing up on the counter

She freaked!

But later you see her doing the same thing

Hehehehehe

One day someone at a park bumped into you

And they tried to make you feel better by saying some really shitty things about your height

Yeah, he’s an idiot

Because Jaehee is amazing at Tae Kwon Do

And you’re amazing at kicking anything below the belt as hard as possible

Yeah, no one messes with you

Even Seven knows if he goes to far…  stuff’s going to go down!

Jumin

Okay, so before we get into your height something needs to be clarified

He makes sure everything is accessible to your height

The first week while it was all getting set up he found you climbing up to get something in the kitchen

On the fridge…

“MC GET DOWN THERE YOU’LL KILL YOURSELF!!”

“It’s fine! I’ve done this loads before!”

“YOU’VE DONE THIS BEFORE?!”

Yeah, he’s a total worrywart

But the sweetest worrywart ever

Also best cuddler goes to this guy I swear to god

Super aware of your feelings about being 5ft

One time you were with him at a party and this guy was making fun of your height

You had to stop Jumin from hiring Seven to wreck his life

“Not the answer babe.”

But the minute you visit the men’s room he’s getting this guy out of the party

You notice, but by then decide not to talk about it

It ended up being a pretty good night

With lots of lovey dovey moments when you get home

IfyouknowwhatImean

Saeyoung/Seven

Okay, let’s be honest

There’s no way in Hell he’s not going to make fun of you

Just because he’s in love with you doesn’t mean he’s going to give up the meaning of life

Totally grabs whatever you want and holding it above your head

You got so frustrated once you pulled him down and screamed in his ear

In response he began tickling you like crazy

Yeah, you spent a lot of time cleaning that up under Saeran’s eye

Sometimes when Saeran and Seayoung are fighting pettily Saeyoung will yell out; “MC’s MY ONLY BROTHER NOW!!!”

You made him apologize

But in all serious he won’t take it too far

One time someone approached you because apparently you bumped into them at the store

And began saying the most horrible things about your height

Yeah, hack God 707 wasn’t go to let that slide

The guy ended up blowing all his recent paychecks on buying Vegemite

Yeah, it was pretty funny

You guys had a good laugh about it

And lots of hugs afterwards!

V

Nearly runs into you the first time you two meet I swear to God

He felt so bad about it!

Apologized profusely, but you just laughed and said it was fine

“Can you feel the love tonight…..”

It was a magical moment

He isn’t really sure where stuff is, so you spend a ton of tiem climbing up on things

When he realizes this he gets you a super tall step stool for each room

So worried about you honestly

What an innocent bean!

Super duper big spoon!!!

His hair is super tickly, and it’s super relaxing

He doesn’t tolerate any form of harassment at all

Someone makes one short joke at you and he’s there

For someone who can look in a mirror he’s mastered the death stare face

Yeah, people tend to stop after that

Always kisses you tons after

You mean the universe to him!

He’d do anything for you

Saeran

Much like his brother

Lots of stuff over your head

Your tactics don’t work on him

Sometimes he’ll throw you over his shoulder

It seems all ridiculous

You take it in stride though, because you know that he’ll give it to you eventually, and that he’d go to the deepest parts of the earth for you

You guys alternate who’s big spoon

When Saeran has a night mare you’ll be big spoon

But usually he is

It took him a while to get used to snuggling, but he loves it

Unfortunately it’s not perfect

During one of his attacks he became sadistically horrible, ripping on your height

You ran away crying that day

Thankfully you figured it out, and he hasn’t had a bad attack in a while

He’s amazingly grateful for you staying with him

The least he can do is do the same for you

Whenever someone else teases you about it Saeran gives them the death stare and a few choice words

Then ice cream for you

You guys spent the rest of the night watching the ducks and hugging each other in the cool air

And your height didn’t matter

You were an endless supply of happiness

Also Saeran thinks you’re the darndest cute thing that’s ever walked this planet

Vanderwood

Very chill about it

Doesn’t understand why it’s a big deal

It’s only a few inches, how bad could it be?

How bad could it be?

They realized it could be pretty bad when you told them about how you were brutally bullied about it

Another thing is getting things, from at the drugstore, to a book on the shelf

So they’re now constantly around you

There for you all the time

You guys sleep forehead to forehead, so there’s no real spooning

But when you’ve had a crappy day they’ll do it a bit

They don’t mind it

You’re soft

Sometimes someone will make a comment on your stature

And they will shoot you them like nothing else

There for you

And when someone has the audacity to stalk you and continue to harasss you about it they hack into all their accounts, lock them, and post random crap, including a profile pic of a rotting vegetable

Yeah, no one touches their loved one

You find it a bit over the top, but happy you’ll never have to deal with them again

I know this was kinda short, but I hope it was sweet enough. This was something interesting for me, because I’m short, and have been caught climbing on counters and cupboards so yeah. Hope you like! Sorry for the delay again, and see you guys tomorrow hopefully!!!! Until the I wish you all the sparkles in the world!!!

#mysme #mysme headcanon #mystic messenger headcanon #mystic messenger #zen headcanon #yoosung headcanon #jaehee headcanon #jumin headcanon #saeyoung headcanon #707 headcanon #seven headcanon #saeran headcanon #v headcanon #vanderwood headcanon

[hereiam310-blog]

My Pain is self chosen...

so im not sure how these are suppose to go... show myself to be smart, witty, funny, sad.. or pour my heart out and make you cry... or what!?... since this may be my one and only blog.. i guess ill just be myself. to qoute a favorite artist of mine, which i wil do many tiems as we go thru this.. “ to be yourself is all that you can be” -CC-.... as i am writing this now, just thought... someone will read it and take it the same way i feel when i watch the show “shameless” .. i think, wow... my life is not all so fucked up like i think it is!

when i was 17, nearly 18, i decided hey, i guess ill go get myself a girlfriend... which at that time, that would be my first gf... thats not how it really went, but ill say so just to feel more “confident” ... so we end up dating.. it lasts about 3 years.. the gf starts talking marriage shit.. and living together... i was 21, she was 19 or 20... it was not a good idea to me.. so her parents to decide to go “bible thumping” on me.. when they go to church maybe once or twice a yea!... saying.. “you two need to become one ,you have to leave your parents and form your own family”... these are the same parents that tried to sign their own son up for the army to get him out of the house...and hell.. hardly ever would have a meal on the table .. but just a couple times a week. so the gf starts talking to her ex behind my back.. we broke up... gained knowledge i tend to not put in use... and gained a best friend the gf’s brother....

if you havent guessed by now, most of this will be about relationships ive had.. the different experiences.. the knowledge i should have gained.. .my own fuck ups all along the way!... because of these relationships i am where i am now.. ..i do not learn from them, i never put myself first.. being too nice is not a bad traint to have, you have to use it wisely tho!.. my own saying.. use to say when id explain me being nice.. and forgiving...is if.. you were to cut my arm off and fall down doing so, id probably reach out with my other hand to pick you up... should have realized by now tho i can not always be the one to pick someone up..after so many times of picking people up it can bring you down.. a weight so heavy... and eventually it will bring you down.. ive never been in what id call a normal relationship... dating someone who is “normal”... i pick the ones with problems everytime.. and then think i can help, i can fix... maybe this blog is me reaching out finally to be the one picked up.. i have someone amazing i feel has reached out that hand for me...

so... i figured out what i needed and never looked back.. took a step in the right direction.... wrong... more like every relationship take a step forward.. am actually going 3 steps back... maybe i need to hit myself in the head a few times to knock some sense into myself!?

--BREAK---... just had to do some work.. figured id throw you off as well!... messing up my writing flow!

so lets see... next relationship of importance(lightly used word there)... i guess i moved back to brenham my home town... at some point in time.. can not quite remember.. but dated some girl.. who had moved to texas to go to a rehab place! well hell that should have been a sign already.. to move on along!.. but of course i did not... she turned into an alcoholic... then one nite... tells me oh hey im seeing some other guy... that one was kinda short lived... so it will be short talked about..

where to next... how many steps backward am i now? ... i guess then i moved to ft worth area... started talking to some girl.. went to meet her while she was at work.. first time meeting... she worked at a adult toy store type of place.. again.. maybe that could have been a sign too of some sort.. i dont know if these signs need to be made bigger.. or i just need to stop and read them once in a while...so we dated for a while.. lived about 30 minutes from each other.. i pretty much always went there.. she did not own a car.. had kids.. did not have them all the time tho... her parents were both potheads.. her friends were.. a good friend of hers that lived at same apt she lived at.. that friends brother or whatever , some guy.. sold drugs for a living i believe... so one nite we are laying in bed watching tv or movie.. and i had been curious about her using drugs or not.. and certain signs i guess i did see.. made me more curious.. i went to the bathroom and looked in the cabinet.. and there lays the proof that i was correct... but i mean it was just black tar heroin and needles.. no big deal..after seeing that and going back out.. i was a total mess inside.. but i wasnt sure if i should say anything or not.. of course i did not at that time.. so eventually i guess she comes clean... her and best friend both were heroin addicts..i end up taking her to a methadone clinic for a few weeks paying for that.. she has no money.. oh and i had no money either.. i was broke..so either became more broke or went with debt.. it was all so fucking fantastic! she started seeing some other guy while we were together towards the end.. i guess it in a way ended mutually tho...  

nope .. thats not it yet.. still more

on to the next!... so i played a game called world of warcraft.. online computer game.. and my good friend phillip who i lived with in ft worth area.. the very first gf’s brother... well he got me into the game.. alot of his friends played it.. thats all he would do , so i figured may as well join him... one of his friends sister played the game.. we started talking online in the game.. is foreshadowing the right word? because wait for the end of this one..haha... we talk a while.. finally meet, things go good.. after dating a while.. decide to move in together .. moved to north austin.. got a 2bdrm apt.. she had a daughter.. young ... age during relationship.. 3 to 5..we lived there.. then moved to south austin for a bit with her mom... bf.. and her younger brother and sister..was temporary til found where we’d live next.. we pick la grange texas.. small town.. i get a job in a town about 20 minutes away.. it was a nite job.. id leave about 530 in the evening.. pretty much soon as gf got home from work.. and i would work most nites til at least 2 or 3 or 4.. sometimes til 7 or 8 or 9 in the morning.. but it was just tuesday wednesday thursday and sunday nites.. trying to work a nite job and then on weekends be on a “normal” person schedule.. well that is tough to say the least.. and the gf’s daughter would get out of school around 330... so i had to go get her always.. usually just walk to school.. it was 3 blocks away or so... so most days i got 2 or 3 hours of sleep.. sometimes id go a stretch of 3 or 4 days getting a total of 6 hours.. it drained the shit out of me.. so we decide i guess around christmas time it was that we’d go to my friend phillip the one i lived with in ft worth... we’d go to his apt for a christmas for the friends.. and we get back on a sunday evening i think it was.. and gf says , well we are done... you need to move out.. whole time we were at friends over the weekend she was messaging some other guy... you guessed it.. a guy she met on world of warcraft.. few days later she goes to meet the guy .... and they are married now and all.. thats cool...