You have a dark aesthetic, but you're pretty wholesome actually. Maybe i havent been here long enough tho ;p
this ask is so nice and i will cherish it Anon (╥_╥) i try my best to keep my blog tone positive and comedic overall and i'm glad my efforts have been noticed! (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ Despite my dark aesthetic, i'm actually not too fond of negativity/discourse lmao
Now, don't get me wrong. There is def some angst mixed in with the headcanons ive written on here (cough mostly techno centric cough) along with a lot of snippets i have in my drafts...but i'm a sucker for hurt/comfort. I always prefer to post about things that make me happy, rather than vent about things that don't, yknow?
throwback to the time @fcmilyloved said “oh don’t worry, in the books it’s logan who dies, not tonio, they switched it for the show” while watching bitten with me, and like a logical person i assumed that meant logan would be fine, and throwback to when we got to logan’s death and i was so fucking upset and went off at nerhys like “YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME YOU SAID HE WASN’T GONNA DIE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS WHAT THE FUCK-” while nerhys was just keysmashing and laughing at me going “no i said that for that death specifically, that didn’t continue into season too technically” which just made me cry harder. anyways that’s the day i decided to cyberbully nerhys every chance i got.
truly, we do not talk enough about how cas was essentially the Psychotic Sibling. like, all the other angels thought he was One of Them and Normal, but no, it turns out he was ripping heads off of dolls when no one was looking. and like, some of them started figuring it out, but then cas was standing in doorways with knives and being generally just an all around Freak. then he would start picking his siblings off until literally no one could ignore it anymore, but dad never cared and never scolded him, so he just continued to be Like That. it got to the point where he was just trapping his siblings in a house and burning it down with them in it while they were banging on windows, and he just watched them without any hint of regret. also, from their perspective, dean and sam were just, like, his undomesticated and mangy pets. like dean was the loyal dog with scars and a broken tail, literally always frothing at the mouth and definitely had flees, and he would snap and growl at everyone else but cas and also bite anyone who came too close to him. and then sam was the disinterested cat who only hissed half the time that the dog did, but would claw your eyes out. and like, cas was just the weird bother until he suddenly Wasn't. he was unhinged. psychotic. had an unhealthy attachment to feral animals who came from dumpsters and had no training. like. we don't talk about this enough.
About to swing a bat at a hornets nest because of an ask I just got and say this: the Spaniards living in Spain aren't the colonisers... white Americans are. Y'all are the offspring of those who went over there, we're the ones who stayed put. My family were farmers who literally lived in a cave-made-house and couldn't afford public schooling until it was compulsory and the living conditions became better, just a few generations ago (not long ago at all) and the offspring of Jews who had to convert to Christianity to avoid religious and ethnic prosecution. My family has never owned land or titles and has never had anything to do with America, nor was it ever close to a city with a port until two generations ago :P y'all can be a little illiterate sometimes