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#this next week is going to be rough
gunsatthaphan · 7 months
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"please?"
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cinematicnomad · 2 months
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THE TERROR ▸ 1.09 the c, the c, the open c
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sluckythewizard · 13 days
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YOU JUST HƎARD IT FROM [HIS MOUTH] FOR SURƎ!!!
#cw gore#cw blood#jrwi fanart#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#BEEN VEHEMENTLY SCRIBBLING THIS THING ALL DAY#IM SO FUCKING IN LVOE W THE NEW EPISODE#VIV N VEX ARE LITERALLY EVERYTHING I COULDVE EVER WANTED. I LOVE BLOOD AND MEAT AND BLOOD AND MEAT#THE SCRIBBLE IS KINDA ROUGH SO DONT LOOK AT IT TOO HARD BUT EHEHEHEEEE THE FACE THAT I CREATED UNNERVES ME#AND IM VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT. I LOVE CREATING SOMETHING AND HAVING IT EVEN SLIGHTLY PHASE ME#I LOVED ALL THE TOOTH RIPPING NOISES IN THIS EPISODE. AHVE U EVER HAD A TOOTH REMOVED?#SHE USED A BLUNT METAL TOOL TO PUNCH IT OUT. IT REMINDED ME OF THE SPLINTERING OF A TREE. THE WAY IT TORE.#SUCH A SPECIFIC SORT OF CRUNCHING AND SPLINTERING AS A MOLAR WAS RRRRIPPPEEDD FROM THE SOCKET. OHH I LOVE IT.#GOING IN FOR A ROOT CANAL NEXT WEEK AND IM VERY EXCITED. ALL THE DENTISTS LOVE ME N ARE SO NICE TO ME#WHAT A GREAT EPISODE. I HOPE THE URGE TO DRAW MORE STRIKES ME LIKE THIS AGAIN. WEEEE!!#I WANNA ANIMATE EMIZEL GETTIN HIS EYE RRIPPED OUT. BUT. IM ALREADY COOKING 3 OTHER VIV N VEX ANIMATIONS#THERES NO WAY THEY WILL ALL BE FINISHED HELP!! HELP MEE!!!! I HAVE TO MANY IDEAS AND NOT ENOUGH HANDS. DO U GUYS REMEMBER HTF?#OR HAPPY TREE FRIENDS. THE CUTE ANIMAL SHOW W ALL THE BLOOD AND GORE AND TERRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS HAPPENING TO THE CUTE ANIMALS#in elementary school i would show the 'eyes cold lemonade' to other kids and tell em thats how they make pink lemonade.#hope that helps you undertsand. i wish i could make a lil cartoon w just viv n vex doing what they do best#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. IM GOING BACK TO MY LAB. DONT EXPECT TO HEAR FROM ME IN A MILLION YEARS
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localgardenweed · 7 months
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Completely forgot to share this edit a few days ago but working on their club portrait
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sophsicle · 2 months
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Payday on Friday and Miss Messermoon (hopefully no pressure) posting a new ohb chapter ? Life is good 🫡
Yesss! I have to get it posted before 5 pm EST
This is my goal
My plan
My quest
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gt-ridel · 1 year
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"The divinity of a god you never worshipped. The smile of a devil you didn't believe in."
Just a quick doodle from this evening. Did not turn out the way I wanted, sadly. This is nothing close to the picture I had in my head when Brennan described this entity in the last episode. I'm just no good at eldritch abominations. My style is too soft! 😭
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hualian · 5 months
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tgcf season 2 episode 6 to air on 6 December ,,,, a two week break for the donghua ;______;
(saw this on twt so please take with a grain of salt but it looks legit!)
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copper-skulls · 1 month
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continued adventures of Gave Him A Plushie
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majicmarker · 2 years
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(i know this joke has been made probably  s e v e r a l  times, but) i can’t get over eddie offering to sell chrissy half an ounce for $20 right out the gate like did u have a ring in your lunchbox too buddy bc u might as well propose to her
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blorbologist · 9 months
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Two for joy: Chapter 37
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To Vex’s left is Vax’ildan. 
He’s arched already, wings and daggers drawn, ready to spring. Curse the thought, but - but she wishes mother could see him now. Scrawny, silly Vax, still. Always. And yet, no matter the dark dragonhide, the gold and red mark him a hero. He’s a hero, her hero, whatever happens here.
To her right is - well, first there is Galdric. Steadfast, the white stars of his fangs bared. When offered the holy oil he drank it, wincing at the taste, tongue and teeth weeping divinity. She wonders if he has tasted the flesh of Betrayers, during the Calamity. 
And then there’s Percival. 
Shoulders back, spine straight, like seeing the Briarwoods put down like dogs has relieved him of any fear. Animus drawn, he’s taken so easily to battle again. Should she be worried it suits him so well? One hell of a hypocrite that’d make her.
Grog’s fingers bite deep into the broom’s handle, his Haste visible in the veins of his neck. Pike’s wings drift through hands and shoulders, glancing gold off her armor and others’. Keyleth beams, less sunshine and more drought, the wind hugging her tight. Scanlan takes a moment of the monologue to adjust his beret. His footprints remain pristine as he strides forward, Blessing of Avandra active. 
Vox Machina. Save Tary, save Tiberius - they’re here.
Vecna the Ascended is bone, crushed velvet and metal of secret make. Where veins would weave through him instead souls stream. No heartbeat, no pace to it, just a ceaseless torrent of screaming to echo those dying below. 
Vex looks past him - swerving through the sky are gloomstalkers. Somewhere in that melee, beneath the nascent god’s notice… ravens, wailing in outrage. 
Vex’ahlia’s wings thrum. Adjusting, to bring one over Percy’s head - it disturbs the starry twilight around her. How kind of him to take a moment and admire her. Behind her ribs is a bird, one of the Matron’s make, pecking and pecking at speed it hasn't since she came back. Demanding death, demanding destiny, demanding divinity decayed into carrion it could eat and be rid of this name once and for all. 
(And then it might eat her, too, and her name. If it can get past Scanlan.)
She finds it in herself to grin at the apocalypse.
And then her eyes flit back up to their funeral, their destiny, and she -
- it -
Vax grabs her shoulder. Vex struggles to keep her face from falling. 
In place of a heart in Vecna’s chest is their baby sister.
[One for sorrow] [Ch1] [Keep reading on AO3]
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computerram · 1 year
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May all your new year wishes come true 💖
textless below ^_^
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tibbycaps · 2 months
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saw your recent post, just wanted to send my best wishes
your srtimator videos have really cheered me up recently, hope you can find something to do the same for you
:)
thank you very much ;-; currently watching scar stream lol. im really glad you like the videos so far 👍
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8rujaa · 7 months
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to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?
#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened#i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close#and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way#i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao#now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest#and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell#i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop#but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again#i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier#it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men#and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed#i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it#i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad#i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so#i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was#like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u#i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized#how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why#brain vomit
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silenthillbunni · 3 months
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#just a little diary dump:#i've contacted my school therapist again. asked for help regarding anxiety abt schoolwork since i dont get any other treatment#she said she can help me go thru if there are other options since neither psychiatric nor healthcare center will help me#+ she said that she and i can talk abt my anxiety regarding school etc. so in two weeks i'll see her#school starts next week. 4days a week rip... lol thats much for me. a bum. a cellar dweller. i've decided that im gnna go to all my classes#and always work while im there since its harder for me to do it at home. and i will also talk more w my teacher nd ask them for help#then im looking into an online therapy service. it miiight be possible for me to do that. but then i have to contact them and focus on only#1 or 2 issues. in my experience it just doesnt work to go to them and be like everythings bad :(( they wont help u then. i have to narrow it#down for them. nd i'll think i will talk 2 them abt my extreme feelings of loneliness and also my procrastination behavior#but yeah i have no idea if it's possibly bc idk if i can get financial aid for that service. im still in contact w the healthcare center so#i hope she will come to some sort of conclusion nd not just leave my high nd dry (she sent another referral to the persobality disorder -#clinic. even if they rejected the first one. so i'll see)#hmmm yeah. the situation w my sisters is sooooo rough. i hate it. they make me feel so so bad#and the housing situation is roughhhh. it's impossible to get an apartment lol.#so i need to find a way to shut it off and try to not let it bother me#just focus on finishing upper secondary school. nd i've been thinking abt taking out a loan for it and take german/french/spanish classes#instead of doing what im doing now when im actually poor and stressed bc they can choose to cut me off anytime#im meeting my highschool friend on tuesday. she asked if i wanted to hang out for a bit c:#im a bit anxious but like yeah.. it's nice to get out and talk to someone besides my family. which is just my mom lol#i messaged my other old highschool classmate on insta and said i saw her in my neighborhood#she replied but i had lowkeyyy hoped for more... like maybe being able to befriend her T-T but she didnt seem so interested in talking to me#which is ok ofc. it just made me a bit sad bc idk how to make friends and i thought she was rlly nice. but oh well#im rlly sad atm. maybe heartbreak prob. even more sad bc it was my stupid fault but yeah#im still grateful for all that it gave me. nd how i got to experience feelings of warmth nd love nd appreciation i didnt know i could feel#so even if im just contantly heavily sad bc i keep being like oh. i wanna ask this. say that. wonder what theyre up to. etc etc. i just have#to... be sad and just keep going forward#hope and try to not fuck everything else up. even if it feels like... what do all the other things matter when what i rlly rlly wanted got#ruined..... thats life tho. i know. im just so bad at handling life :((#i feel so broken and confused and i hate that i didnt get to be normal and healthy#im so illequipped at dealing w myself nd my emotions nd there seems to be no professional help for me
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majorproblems77 · 7 months
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Me looking at my day 9 whumptober prompt knowing I have to build the tag list for the entire book tonight.
You know how I mentioned Day 14 a while back? Saying it was pretty tough going? Yeah....
I am so sorry Wind...
So sorry Wind. you get to be a badass in Unravelling as a treat
I'll write fluff about you come November
God knows you are gonna need it
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copper-skulls · 3 months
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eepy doodle #81638
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