#this one was felt super fast

[splankie]

is blowing up a volcano after ur first kiss couple goals

#AAAAA I AM SO PROUD OF THIS #for reference i NEVER draw backgrounds #i just whipped this straight outta my ass #and it was SUPER FUN #also i colour theoried the hell out of this one #and i did it all fast and loose so it was not stressful i just had a great time #thats just the power of percabeth i think #anyway ive been thinking abt them a lot #especially annabeth.... #to this day i really cant think of any other characters that are booksmart with 2 canon learning disabilities #that really meant the world to me when i was first reading this series!!! #also shes just the bestest ever #one of my main gripes with the show was just that i felt annabeth lost a lot of that dimensionality #leah sava jeffries girl u ate that up but im sorry they didnt give u enough to eat #idk maybe thats just me bc i have such an attachment to annabeth #shes really cool guys #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #pjo #pjo fanart #percabeth fanart #art by cricket

[corvidclub]

Ok so ik that fanfiction often requires characters to act ooc but I've seen multiple (tbf like 3) accidental pregnancy fics in the bear tag....and I just want to have my own 'he wouldn't fucking say that moment' and say that there is not a single universe in which Sydney Adamu would ever carry an unwanted pregnancy to term. If the concept of abortion didn't exist my girl would invent it to not have to do that shit lol.

#like carrying her flaky coworker/boss's baby as a starless 20 something chef living with her dad? no way could that ever be her #I don't even necessarily view syd as consciously childfree or anything #more like kids literally cannot and will not exist in her mental conception until she has achieved her chef goals and owns property #also like ik ppl generally portray syd as the somewhat normal one while carm is completely detached from normalcy #but I think he's wayyy better with kids than syd is like #his childhood was obviously terrible but he grew up with siblings and all the neighborhood kids like claire tiff and the faks #so I think he has some mental conception of standard kid things even if basic/dated like ketchup and ghostbusters #whereas syd just had her dad and maybe grandparents and probably felt the need to grow up super fast after her mom died #and was the precocious and responsible kid that teachers loved but the other kids thought was weird/annoying #and has no idea what is normal for any given age #like don't get me wrong carm is also bad at taking care of kids due to being seemingly the youngest in the entire family until eva #but I think he can tell the difference between like a 5 vs a 8 year old whereas syd cannot #the bear #m.text

[kakejiszkas]

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#i got recognized in our department huddle this morning bc a super nice nurse from the icu emailed our pharmacy director #and commended me for fast turn around time / my attentiveness/ being friendly #every time i had to bring her her patient’s dialysate this weekend 🥹 #it really is so nice when people appreciate your efforts? #especially in a week that’s as crazy as this one has been / the way that other nurse spoke to me the other morning… #it’s so easy to feel rundown and overwhelmed especially in a healthcare setting #and it’s amazing what a kind word/ some encouragement will do for your mindset #like I wish I wasn’t that bitch that needed words of affirmation/encouragement but apparently I am 🙃🫡 #but yeah. that was a nice surprise this morning and it really does put a back in your step when ppl notice how hard you’re working #*put a pep back in your step #hannah rambles #(yes I moved this to a tags post it felt too Real as a text post dndndnd)

[skyburger]

WHAT THE HELL NOBODY EVER TOLD ME TWO OF MY FAVE VILLAGERS GOT A LINE STICKER TOGETHER. ive loved tabby for YEARS like since 2019 at LEAST. and these stickers are from 2018 how did i not know !!! i love tabby and boots so much 😭😭😭 TABBY AND BOOTS ANIMAL CROSSING I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHH OOMFS FOREVER AND EVER

#im so happy any official content of tabby is awesome shes my fave i looooove her so much SHES SO SILLY!!! #and boots was one of my starting residents on acnh so he holds a special place in my heart #in case anyone was wondering which im sure you were not. my other starting villager on acnh was rocket and shes soooo silly i love rocket #not enough people love her like shes so silly. u are all HATERS #anyway i love talking about my acnh villagers I WISH I HAD MY ACNL ONES WRITTEN DOWN. the only ones i remember are tabby and kyle #but my acnh ones atm (and when i say atm i mean they will be probably til the end of time) #are my guy sherb (found on one of the ticket islands) #stiches (who i also found on an island i think?) #chai (i have her amiibo card shes so cute.) #tammi (another island find) #stella (man i really did just take the first villagers i found on an island and kept them huh) #rocket and boots (starter villagers) #tabby (I WAS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO TRADE HER TO ME ON REDDIT I THINK? and then they were like oh if shes ur fave u can just have her + #like for free. AND THAT WAS SOOOO AWESOME) #bea (i think she was also a ticket island thingy find) #and finally... tom (ok he has a fun story. #i think it was margie who lived on my island at the time and listen she was SUCH a sweetheart i wanted to keep her forever #(she replaced drift who i found on an island and he was mean to me so i have beef with him. still. like four years later.) #but them tom showed up as a camper and i got this crazy hit of nostalgia and i remembered my guy tom was in my childhood city folk town #and i was like. I MISS MY BOY. COME BACK TO ME. so he moved in) #umm only other villager we had was chadder which i think my little brother picked when we shared the island #i think i remember him saying he got chadder because of dantdm...? i dont remember the details #but i got the sanrio amiibo cards which i need to stress i had wanted for YEARS. i was so fucking happy when they got a rerelease #to the point where like. i couldnt get them at first because they sold out super fast. so #i bought them from someone in twitter dms im so serious. and it fucking worked thats how i got them #anyway i wanted chai to move in because shes my fave of that set (i love cinnamoroll) but i needed someone to move out #which i always get so sad about :( but my brother offered to take chadder so i felt a little better abt it #and then i think we forgot to like. have him come get chadder in boxes. so chadder went off somewhere hope hes living a good life #thats it i think. i wish i kept a list of all my villagers ever but considering ive been playing for a decade or so now that would be. crazy #muffin mumbles

[biblicalhorror]

My other sister got engaged yesterday (and told me about it immediately thankfully lol) and then today I got invited to some superbowl party by two other friends and my brain is so wrapped up in what the last week has been for me that I read it as "engagement party" and I was like you have got to be kidding me

#these two friends are not dating btw so it would have been extremely left field #but when your most staunchly anti-marriage friend announces theyve been secretly married for months anything feels possible #i also should mention that my sister called to tell me while i was actively with said friend working up the courage to confront them abt it #which def felt like a nudge from the universe #and now because his best friend is married my bf has been bringing up engagement more and more #and we're looking at houses together #and these are all good things but it feels like everything is suddenly changing super fast and idk how to handle it #and im looking up finance stuff and like every advice website says its a bad idea to buy a house as an unmarried couple #but like their reasons for it are basically that it would be expensive to break up which like. even more true if youre married??? #anyway. i need to calm down #nothing bad is happening to me i am not being hunted for sport #i just very suddenly feel like i Am An Adult and everyone around me has changed overnight into one as well #personal

[queeriboh]

holy shit I did so much laundry today lol

#I get rly paranoid abt Smell #and lately everything has just seemed #idk #extra stinky no matter what I do #but I managed to wash a set of sheets all my towels every single one of them 50% of my wardrobe my shower curtain and my couch pillow cases #and I used hot water instead of cold for a change #and the heavy soil option (which costs 50 cents more) #and I used this downy rinse that's supposed to help get the built up residue off #bc I noticed last time a bunch of my stuff came out literally felt disgusting right out of the dryer #and I'm 90% sure it helped SO SO SO MUCH #everything at least FELT really clean while I was folding it #somebody was eating something in the laundromat tho and i smelled onions while I was folding and almost started crying #bc I got so scared that was my clothes lol #it's hard for me to tell bc I go nose blind rly super fast #but I THINK everything smelled really nice and fresh #except the 2 silk Blankies I sleep w under my head /: #I even soaked them in hot water oxiclean and baking soda for an hour and then just hot water water and baking soda for another 30 minutes #before I washed them #and they FEEL significantlyyyyyyyyyy cleaner and softer and nice #but they still stink /: #but I also can't sleep without them bc I can't stand the feeling or Sound of my pillow #they're my most embarrassing autistic quirk ever lol but I need them to sleep #I have 3 so I can cycle them during the night if I wake up and the one I have wrapped around my face is too warm lol #anyway I'm still not done yet tho!!! I gotta sort out the remaining laundry for my next big haul #(the other half of my closet my activewear and Whites and my other 3 sets of sheets) #and strip / change my bed #and vacuum my bedroom rly well #before I can put away the laundry I did today

[roaringheat]

I survived the therapy appointment with only one embarrassing moment. literally half of it was just this fuckin image

#vark posts #i was like 'yea i can do convos with an expected script amazingly but as soon as its just simple talk with a coworker i die' #and shes like 'hm? 🤨 anxiety? 🤨 parental issues? 🤨 are you attention deficit? 🤨' #im jokin but she was really nice #she made some connections super fuckin fast that i just wasnt aware of at all #she pulled out some fuckin finger puppets at one point which was actually really sweet #felt like my inner child was happy lol #the embarrassing moment was cause i wasnt understanding the simple thing she wanted me to do and kept fuckin it up #overall good tho 👍 #i was kinda wanting something thatd would go all year but her style is more weekly for a couple months to tackle specific goals #so like whatever its good

[toastsnaffler]

actually ive been thinking abt this a lot lately like basically for years i assumed i was very (cis)het passing and only recently ive become aware that i am in fact. very obviously perhaps almost comically gay to other queer ppl. like lmaoooo ok then

#i think its bc a) when i came out at like 15 everyone was super surprised so i assumed ppl still found it unexpected even now #+ b) im not super aware of social cues generally (autism) so dont tend to pick up on stuff like that unless its explicitly said #+ also c) ive never felt like i physically appear very conspicuous bc i dont have any piercings/tattoos/never dyed my hair etc #i only cut my hair short relatively recently too..... so idk i just assumed i blended into the background for everyone #but now im interacting with ppl outside of my tighter social circle more often ive become more aware- #of how ppl might perceive me. or rather ive become aware of just how UNaware i am of how ppl might perceive me #and its really funny how many odd interactions ive had in the past suddenly make sense if u assume the other person clocked me as gay #like strangers that have gotten flustered around me that might be bc i was giving off strong dyke vibes etc #the other day i was in a bookstore and the guy behind the counter was very stiff + quiet until i replied to smth he said and suddenly he- #became way more animated + started talking to me more casually + that was the first time i realised i probably sound gay as fuck #like i think i kinda have a stereotypical gay mannerism/lilt to the way i talk... no wonder i used to get called a fag so often lmfao #or like i remember trying to find a lab partner in 3rd yr of my degree + i had to do it on call only bc of covid + there were a bunch- #of us with similar lab interests but it got sorted SO fast bc this one other student seemed to gravitate immediately towards me #and i remember thinking afterward that it was odd how quickly we resolved that. esp bc we didnt even meet it was just voice call #anyway yeah i found out she was a dyke much later but i think maybe she clocked me straight away bc of how i sound....? #and that was why she warmed to me so quickly... but god i remember debating for ages with my ex abt whether she was gay or not #like my gaydar is truly terrible i suck balls at picking up on cues so its funny that to some people im reeking signals #also i met up with an ollldddd old friend last week + 30 secs in she was like oh fuck you must use different pronouns now #gesturing to Me. like oh..... im visibly gnc......? or maybe behaviourally???? idk. also shes v femme which made me realise that- #i rly do come across kinda masc/butch nowadays. even tho ive never really thought abt it that deeply before or made an effort to #i mean yeah i do identify along those lines but ive never directly considered how to flag that to other people etc im just doing me baby #ANYWAY this has been a rly long ramble idr what point i was getting at but just find it fascinating to think abt how im read in public #bc im just genuinely so unaware of it. its weirdly rly validating to find out that im automatically recognised as dykey + a little masc #boosted my confidence a lot as well tbh ive felt rly comfortable in myself lately. partly also cuz im getting a little muscular ;^) #ANYWAYYYYYY enough of all that i need to go sleep if youre reading this ily goodnighttt xoxo #.diaries

[carewyncromwell]

[Carewyn’s] expression became more ashamed again as she looked down at her own feet, dangling off the bench in front of her.

“I’m really, really sorry I upset you. I might not entirely get why you decided to have me call the shots for this, but…well, I meant what I sang. ‘I’ll do my very best, and it ain’t no lie,’” she sang a bit more sweetly, “‘if you put me to the test, if you let me try…’”

Carewyn’s singing seemed to soften Orion’s expression further. He smiled slightly at her.

“I accepted your apology the first time you made it, Carewyn Cromwell. Though it was easier to do, after our minds melded properly.”

~“We Can Beat Them Forever and Ever,” a Quidditch season 1 ficlet

x~x~x~x

Gahhhh, little!Carion!! God, they own my heart so much. ;~;

But yeah, so this drawing is set in Carewyn’s third year and Orion’s fourth year, right before the first (and ultimately only) Quidditch match Carewyn and Orion play together that year, against Hufflepuff (hence why Orion doesn’t have his facial hair yet and Carey’s ponytail is so short!). It’s right at the beginning of their relationship, so yeah, pretty solidly platonic at this point, but considering how similar their personalities are, Carewyn and Orion still forge a pretty strong connection from the get-go. It is a shame these two weren’t able to play Quidditch together longer, otherwise they totally would’ve become the Papa Bear and Mama Bear of the Slytherin team 😂

Fun fact: the song Carewyn’s singing here is “Take A Chance on Me,” which is by her brother Jacob’s favorite band, ABBA. Although Carewyn originally sang it for her team just for fun and is singing it for Orion here to affirm her commitment to him and the team, the words are obviously meant to be much more romantic. In fact, this song actually really suits Carewyn and Orion as adults post-Second Wizarding War, when they realize how much they care about each other and enjoy spending time together and yet are on the fence about whether or not to pursue a relationship when they live such different lives:

“We can go dancing -- we can go walking -- As long as we're together (long as we're together)... Listen to some music -- maybe just talking -- Get to know you better (get to know you better),

'Cause you know I've got so much that I wanna do! When I dream, I'm alone with you -- it's magic! You want me to leave it there, afraid of a love affair, But I think you know that I can't let go...”

Hope you’re all doing well! Much love! 💚💚💚

#hphm #hogwarts mystery #carewyn cromwell #orion amari #my art #but yeah basically orion is freshly 15 (october bb!) while carewyn is 13 #it's been kind of a fun challenge trying to draw orion looking younger but not *too* young #like seriously you shave off the facial hair and he *instantly* turns into baby! LOL #anyway it's kind of little wonder that this point these two aren't looking at each other as love interests yet #that one-and-a-half year age gap is much more felt at this point #even if carewyn is objectively rather mature for her age considering how quickly she had to grow up #not just because of what happened to jacob but because her single mother had to work so much that carewyn had to look after herself a lot #because really orion had to grow up super fast too being an orphan #hence why he's the youngest quidditch captain in years #yet even with that orion and carewyn take to each other pretty damn quickly

[sanchoyo]

actually actively getting annoyed at myself bc i have SO many wips rn. bc i cannot sit and finish any single one. i used to be so good abt finishing one thing before doing the next but all ive been able to do are scribbles lately (a lot of which I cant even post yet augh. bc theyre too small to post outside of a doodle dump so I want to wait until I have a couple of them, or cant post bc they contain spoilers)

I want to make a nice fully rendered piece so bad but my brains not allowing it. and NOW i have the itch to redo my oc playlist portraits bc every time i open spotify and see them I Recoil.....help 😭

#...........would u guys believe me if i said i had 30+ oc wips....... #like art wips we arent counting writing ones because um. well. *sweeps those under the rug for now* hahah....we arent counting those. #:/ #sanchoyorambles #also i am having trouble sleeeeping i should be asleep rn the melatonin hasnt been super helping idk if its just bc its only 10 mg or what #ive been having bizarre dreams too and idk if thats bc of the melatonin or just regular nightmares bc ive always had weird n vivid dreams #aaaggh #i had a dream i was dead (but like very aware like a ghost) and i was trying to stop a home invasion (as a ghost) #and another dream where i was mopping a flooding 'Jacuzzi Room' (idk what that is either but it was flooding BAD) #it was just a room with a hot tub off to a corner and NOTHING else which is kind of really funny actually #but i felt like i was mopping for HOURS and woke up exhausted T_T wtf #anyway gonna try to force myself to sleep then maybe do the spotify thingies when i wake up #i..will do them fast #its only like..um...6? 6 playlists? #7?? #thats not TOO many portraits to do in 1 day. i can do that #the playlists in general need to be revamped too ngl

[choices-binglebonkus]

Quarters were 8 weeks at least the ones through high school. I’m guessing college ones are the same? It was always weird for me reading The Freshman because certain things seemed to happen super fast if you think of each book took place over two months, and other things seemed to go on for a long time (mainly some book 2 stuff like the election and the fact that Kaitlyn just ignored her friends (and possible gf) for over a month).

Timing and pacing isn’t The Freshman+‘s strong suit lmao

#book one felt super fast and rushed #book two felt likes AGES #book three also felt like ages #honestly the pacing is so bad #asks #choices the freshman #the freshman series #the freshman #choices the sophomore #the sophomore #choices ts

[farlooms]

got a call from my eomma and apparently one of her coworkers kids is interested in learning korean and long story short my eomma thinks id be a good fit for teaching her. its honestly really sweet to hear and tbh im interested in doing it so i think i have a student now

#kage rattles #itll only be once a week and its not gonna be SUPER strict or anything so im hopeful #an extra 10$ a week will be nice. even if its not overly useful its treat money or something #something to fall back on if i need dinner one day or something bc i can go out and nab some cheap shitty fast food or sumn #btw for beloved close friends if you ever want me to teach you how to say something or write it or even just like. the alphabet or whatever #in korean id be happy to. i like talking about language and exchanging language knowledge its so cool to me #plus ngl it feels really nice to hear that my koreans good enough that id make a good teacher for it FROM the very person who taught me #even if its my mom like. idk shes a native speaker so it felt good to hear

[motheyes]

damn i do be feeling horrible

#i just laid in the dark for an hour #i thought i would zonk but. now i am awake #uhhhhh i’ll prolly get fever symptoms tonight that’s what’s happened last time #chills but my fave gets rlly hot #and these terrible body aches like wtf man #why did we evolve to be like this lol #my arm is SO SORE OH MY GOD #i won’t lie it rlly felt like the guy shoved that shit into my arm #it did not feel good !!! #i think we should get all vaccines in the ass now #literally no pain. not super hard to mess up #i could literally give myself my vaccines #just send them my way for real #the arm ones just such so bad like that’s the worst intro into like. medical needles and stuff #like getting blood drawn? not bad at all dude #ass injections?? literally painless !! #getting four fucking shots in your arms at age 12??????? like yeah no wonder 😭 #it was literally over so fast tho okg #omg #we went into this room and he asked which arm #i sat up and lifted my sleve #he asked if i was ready and then bam done #ik the right technique is to treat it like a dart motion #like you don’t wanna go slow it makes it more painful #but i swear that man STABBED ME #he was very nice tho it was super easy #it might just be the vaccine blegh

[oceantornadoo]

gn reader, tw: body and food talk, ghost isn’t super nice to himself but you’re nice enough for the both of you

“where’s the rest of your food?” you nodded to ghost’s plate, laden with one chicken breast and a couple of vegetables from the mess hall. he stopped short in the hallway, trying to control his blush even though he was wearing his usual balaclava. you looked at him curiously. he got lost in the warmth of your eyes that showed genuine concern about his food, scrutinizing his plate.

“‘m on a cut.” he grumbled, gravelly voice at odds with his thoughts. you looked down and fuck, he had gotten it all wrong. he had been too gruff, like a fumbling kid talking to his crush on the playground. you tilted your head back quickly, now armed with a cheeky grin, and he almost let out a breath of relief at the sight. stupid simon, he’d almost messed it up, but you always gave him unending grace. “why? i like you big.” you started walking, nudging his shoulder in a silent goodbye. he was rooted in place, his legs like concrete as he replayed your words. you liked him big.

“thought you were on a cut, l.t.?” soap asked the next day, in line with ghost who was currently loading up on carbs and protein. “little birdie told me they liked me big.” he meant to say it in a whisper, but somehow you heard. at the front of the line, you whipped your head around fast, sending a secret smile just for him. fuck it was worth it, even if he felt too large for the room sometimes. simon would never cut again if he could see that smile. you ducked your head, suddenly shy. you couldn’t believe your l.t. took your words to heart that much. maybe there was something more in all those glances he gave you when he thought you weren’t looking.

#simon ghost riley #simon riley x reader #simon riley x you #cod 141 #ghost call of duty #john soap mactavish #fluff #i prefer a belly to abs tbh #more to grab😻 #you KNOW that man could throw you around #this is my anti diet culture post! #tornadothoughts

[rosicheeks]

hi rosi! well, i was the anon from yesterday or whenever about the fantasy about being with you and read all your tags so like...i guess i'll be an emoji anon! i'll decide by the end of the ask which ill use i guess lmao. how was your day? i kinda wanted to ask like, so i guess you just go in your car and hangout at parking lots or whatever a decent amount, is that just to get some alone time? i forget what your current living situation is. also like what do you do for fun?! i know your a lil weed girly and you do your art (which i love btw, i want to try and buy a piece next time i get some kind of spare money) but is there anything else you like to do? i hope you had a good day whenever you get around to answering this<3 (btw i wanna smooch you i am telepathically kissing you right now) - 🎤

Hi hi hi!! Welcome 🎤 🫶💖

My day was pretty good! How was yours lovely? 🥰

Hmmm why I chill in my car is kinda complicated tbh. But I guess the main reason is so I can smoke and just kinda relax and enjoy myself ya know?

Yes yes yes I am a lil weed girly 🥰😇 and I do love my art (any sort - painting, photography, coloring 💖, scrapbooking, trying to get back into drawing)

I’m also a huge music nerd! I went to a performing arts high school and trained in vocal music. Learned a bunch of music theory and did a buuuunch of voice lessons. My goal was to be an opera singer but life had other plans.

Other than that I’m kinda boring. Just like chilling and watching shows (occasionally movies but I’m a sleepy baby so I usually fall asleep pretty fast).

#ok ok ok let’s get a lil more detailed shall we 😇 #I usually reply only in the tags but I KNEW I was going to run our way too fast so I needed to say the basics up there (which felt weird 😂) #I had a pretty good day so far ngl! I was there for moral support for my friend (ended up taking forever but everything turned out good) #now I’m just chilling in my car for the night 🥰 #as for why I spend so much time in my car - at the beginning of the year I had to move back with my parents #pls don’t get me wrong ​I’m super grateful to have a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in… its just not the most comfortable place #the main problem I have is not being able to smoke anymore (I used to be able to smoke inside at my last place so it’s just an adjustment) #I was hoping to be able to smoke out on the deck downstairs but my dad didn’t like that either #so I just chill in my car and smoke in here and watch and color and paint #I mean another reason is I’m a night owl and my dad sleeps in the living room (due to health problems) and I don’t wanna wake him #I guess long story short is I’m more comfy in my car than in my room which is sad but true #not to mention I live in the basement and there’s so many spiders ☹️ if you didn’t know this about me - I’m terrified of spiders!!!!!!!! #thank you so much for the compliment on my art 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I wish I could give you a big hug!! #absolutely no rush trust me I understand not having the cash for extra things (also by the time you’re ready maybe I’ll have more available) #but yeah like I said other than weed (which can be paired with anything tbh 😂) and art - music is my other love #i sing all the time (especially when im alone haha) and one of my fav things to do is watch mouthdropping talented performers #usually they’re broadway based but they can be all types of genres…. I just usually lean towards the ballads #the songs that have lyrics that hit your heart and music that warms your soul - the ones that make me sob uncontrollably 😂 #I have a feeling I’m running out of space sooooo enough about me!! how are you?! how was your day?? tell me more about you?! #I noticed you picked the 🎤 …. do you sing??? or did you just randomly pick it? #omg!! I felt your kiss 😳 I’m telepathically sending you kissies right back to you 🥺🥺🥺 #thank you for the ask 🥰🥰 #I’m shocked I still have room???? like you’re telling me this isn’t 30 tags? ok sounds good #I’m super proud of myself tho #usually I run out of room SO fast and then I get sad cause I either have to redo it or not say everything I wanted to #anyway I hope you have such a wonderful day/night 🥰😘😘 #ask #🎤 anon

[scuffedcd]

Nothing I’m about to say will be revolutionary in the slightest but if you’re reading this and you have siblings, especially younger ones, don’t forget to appreciate them when they still want to spend time with you and give you affection bc one day the rapid aging of both of you will hit you like a fucking bus and you won’t be able to go back

#I was never like super affectionate with my brothers physically #it was just never something I felt the need to do #and it was tough for a bit with one of my brothers bc he was an affectionate lil kid and I was a non affectionate teen #but idk what finally clicked in my brain recently and I’m no longer averse to it #in fact I miss it a little bit #he’s still affectionate a lil now he’s just growing up and it feels like it’s happening so fast #all those sibling posts I saw online were Real idk why it took so long to fully click tho #so yeah #appreciate em while you still can #I feel guilty moving out now bc Ik I won’t get to be around family as much and I’ll miss watching my siblings grow up #feeling very very emo about it #personal #rambles #siblings