#this pain is unbearable

[fizzysweat]

I was planning to postpone the Amphibia finale but I finally caved in and watched it.

It’s over now.

I feel so empty. As soon as the episode ended I was just laying there with my mouth open in shock and tears streaming down my face until the end credits closed.

I don’t even know what to do anymore.

#amphibia #amphibia finale #this pain is unbearable

[iwaly-333]

shit i dont want to be alive

#this pain is unbearable

[marksfoot]

@markiplier​ don’t be shy, amputate me

#this pain is unbearable #markiplier

[hsheok]

apart from crying over hoseok dynamite teaser photo, i am [voice cracks] doing fine

#hoseok #jhope #pain #ily #ilhsm #this pain is unbearable #sniffs #bts #hobi #hoshiki #dont do this to me please

[mentally-fkd-up]

No one would care!

They would all be So much better off without me!

#no one cares #no one knows #this pain is unbearable #mentally drained #no one gets it #no one understands #so alone #tired of life #always tired #i'm so fucking tired #life sukcs #mentally fucked #mentally done #mentally unstable #make it stooooooop #does anyone else relate #does anyone else feel this way? #does anyone else feel like this? #Spotify

[fruity-salie]

/vent post/ sorry I am just really overwhelmed

I hate how you make me feel. You never tried to understand me. You were only worried when I starved myself, you were never worried when I binged for multiple days and felt sick because of it. You always judge me when I don't feel hungry. You wanted to leave me because I was crying too much and you didn't have the patience to deal with me. You think I am mean and cold but you don't know I am in pain. You don't know how hard it is for me to get out of bed everyday. Please stop telling me that I changed because I know I changed and I hate myself for it. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN YOU TELL ME TO STOP CRYING AND OVERREACTING OVER THINGS YOU THINK ARE STUPID. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I WANT TO DIE! I ALWAYS TRIED TO BE HERE FOR YOU SO WHY CAN'T YOU DO THE SAME?!

#i am sorry #this pain is unbearable #i just want to feel wanted #this is so cringe

[nxwxie]

anyone else having random bruises that come out of nowhere or is it just me

#cries and throws up #this pain is unbearable #random #n.spam

[thespiritualsolarsystem]

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#this pain is unbearable

[disabledprincesses]

Being disabled is googling what exact qualifications for each number on the pain scale mean/equate to so when you go to the doctor you'll know for sure which number to say

#and then calling your unbearable pain a 4 #disability #disabled #spoonie #chronic illness #chronically ill #chronic pain #ibs #chronic fatigue #fibromyalgia #pots

[furiousgoldfish]

all of the time I should have been spending laughing, bonding with people, being with friends, finding myself, finding love, figuring life out, I spent trying to figure out how to face unbearable pain and trauma and come out the other side alive

#i'm sad #i had a flashback #i still don't know how to face the unbearable pain #trauma #trauma is a huge setback #its time consuming #energy consuming #life consuming #i hate it

[liquidlightandrunningtrees]

Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.

Daniell Koepke

#quote #daniell koepke #breath #remember #uncomfortable #anxious #scared #survived #feelings #break #painful #debilitating #pass #fade #moment #laugh #doubted #resilience #feels #unbearable #quotes

[daylighteclipsed]

cant stop thinking of brenner stranger things’s quote abt the nina opera in relation to sora kingdom hearts forgetting riku’s sacrifice/death I am fr mentally ill

#‘it’s the story of a young woman whose lover was killed in a duel. Nina was so traumatized that she buried the memory. #It was as if it never happened.’ #as soon as i heard that my brain leapt to Them. the brain rot is real and incurable #but i am just. so fascinated by the concept of magic or other worldly forces being used to depict trauma #of which st rgu and kh all hit on #(com specifically has done this already) #like even if sora’s memories have been magicked away it’s what that represents #the complete rejection and repression of traumatic memories #and what makes me so insane is that he watches all his friends die and he can process every death except riku #it’s all a horrible terrible experience but riku’s death is where sora’s heart and mind cut it off #when the pain becomes just unbearable #and it’s going to hurt so BAD when the mental wall - magic or otherwise - is knocked down and he remembers #but it’s also deliciously tied up in a potential realization of romantic love #riku’s self-sacrifice. such a horrible moment. such a wonderful moment. such an overwhelming memory and flood of emotions attached to it #how terrifying

[piningbisexuals]

#pain

#not me #not me the series #not me series #seanblack #seanwhite #offgun #off jumpol #gun atthaphan #thai drama #my gifs #bypiningbisexuals #THE WAY SEAN WAS USING HIS WIN IN THE GAME TO ASK WHITE TO BE HIS BF & INSTEAD HE GOT THIS... STOPPPPPPP #the pain is unbearable

[ohsotragical]

“you’ve encountered [this spell] before” (forced truth) + dorian’s tendency to drink/make rash decisions when he shares more than he’d like = This

#am i just trying to add pain to the backstory? maybe #but this idea kept running through my brain and i HAD to entertain it #also my desperation to draw dorian slouched in a chair…unbearable #and i live for making new fun outfits #trying to get better at drawing sheer fabric since i love using it on dorian #low key had to search for the exact quote. c3e2 ~2:10 if anyone’s wondering #still keeping with my notion that dorian bleached his hair when he left home idk #critical role #critrole #critical role fanart #dorian storm #fanart #cr #c3 #cr3 #traditional art #id #hopefully the id on the image works. i did it differently this time #its still pretty long i guess but im trying to get the hang of it. someone tell me if im doing it wrong #my art

[pajindapat]

But it makes sense that the thing Ji Woo most admires about Seo Joon, the thing that gives him the bravery to be vulnerable about his own feelings and initiate that kiss, is non other than Seo Joon’s sheer, unfiltered honesty. It makes sense when all Ji Woo seems to do is lie, from “what happened between us… thinking about it disgusts me” to “it’s just that our attitudes are so different that we simply don’t fit together.” It makes sense that the first truth that Ji Woo utters to Seo Joon in 12 months is that it’s Seo Joon’s honesty that makes him unable to keep lying: “How are you so honest? How do I ignore you now?”

#don’t mind me I’m just thinking about the way that Ji Woo lies in order to shelter Seo Joon #the way that he thinks that by doing so he’s saving him from some unbearable pain #the way that Ji Woo doesn’t understand that no matter how painful the truth is that’s all that Seo Joon wants #that Ji Woo’s lies hurt Seo Joon more than the truth ever would #to my star #to my star 2 #tms #tms 2 #tms2

[sebastianvettelgoat]

seb dropping down to p17 was all part of a plan to get a bunch of overtakes for the overtake championship. king is playing 4d chess.

#smiling though the unbearable pain #sebastian vettel #seb #qatar 21 #f1

[sootnuki]

doodles i made while finishing third life :-)

#grian #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #mcyt #3rd life #third life #my art #im in unbearable pain!

[khaedis]

“Then Maedhros alone stood aside, but Fëanor caused fire to be set to the white ships of the Teleri.”

I’m experiencing Silmarillion feels again somebody help

#maedhros #silmarillion #tolkien #silmarillion fanart #silm #maitimo #nelyo #do i seriously wanna tag this with every single name the dude has #my best friend finished reading the silm for the first time some weeks ago #and i was successfully dragged back into this hell #so much so that maedhros isn’t even my favourite elf (it’s tyelpe) the angst i experienced during our discussions was just unbearable #when it comes to this guy; it just hurts so much ugh #i love nelyo so so so so much he is trying his best #art tag #ive been in this fandom for almost a decade but i think the true levels of pain are only hitting me now #now that i have someone irl to suffer together with #Like i don't remember Nirnaeth hitting as much in my first few readthroughs as it did now #I knew *that* fingon scene was coming and i still cried #Same with the end of the first age #I knew where (and how) the silmarils would end up #Still didn't help with the overwhelming pain

[pasteladins]

I might have to call off work tomorrow...

#this pain is unbearable #...I just want it to stop... #Seefy says

[catmat]

When someone asks me how bad my headache is at its worse, I tell them that if someone offered me $1,000,000 to have this headache, even just for a few hours, I wouldn't take the money. That's how bad it is.

And they'll reply, "Oh, you're exaggerating. It can't be that bad."

Yes it can, and it is.

Believe people's pain.

#i wouldn't wish these headaches on my worst enemy #i cant take meds for it because they cause adverse reactions for me #so i have to endure sever pain for a few days and just ride it out #it is really unbearable #i once saw a documentary on brain injuries #and a woman said i dont fear death but i fear the headaches #and i totally relate to that which is sad #chronic pain #brain injury #disability #post concussion syndrome #disabled #concussion #tbi #traumatic brain injury. #occipital neuralgia