#this perfectly describes them all

[ruanbaijie]

再晚就来不及把你忘记，这荒凉的世界即将没有你 逃不出注定分离的游戏，这荒唐的命运只有你愿意 陪我，等一场雪，等繁星满天，让这一刹那间，抵过一万光年 你在另一边快要消失不见，请别再倒数时间，我怕我会不顾一切 I will never let you go, 想回到世界的尽头 you will be always in my eyes, 直到模糊了黑夜白昼

a little later and I won't be in time to forget you, you will soon be gone from this desolate world unable to escape from this game where we're destined to be separated, in this absurd fate you are the only one who is willing to accompany me to wait for the snow, to wait for the star-filled sky, to let this fleeting moment surpass thousands of light years on the other side, you are about to disappear, please don't rewind time again, for I'm afraid I will do anything regardless of the cost I will never let you go, wishing to return to the end of the world you will always be in my eyes, until day and night are blurred

THE SPIREALM 致命游戏 (2024) 1.77 adapted from the danmei novel Kaleidoscope of Death 死亡万花筒 by Xi Zi Xu 西子绪

#userdramas #asiandramanet #cdramaedit #cdramasource #致命游戏 #死亡万花筒 #the spirealm #thespirealmedit #kodedit #kaleidoscope of death #asianlgbtqdramas #danmeiedit #danmei #*gifs #xia zhiguang #huang junjie #userinahochi #userkimchi #tuserjade #seamayweed #that scene where their hands miss each other and their reactions to that #i was already so gone #and then came that one long focus on rnz #his EMOTIONS #from fake smiling and pretending it's okay #to his facade literally CRUMBLING #still trying to keep a smile on his face but you can see it trembling and the tears welling up #and then he finally breaks down-- #and all throughout the scene with that sad insert song playing #with the lyrics describing them so perfectly and hitting so HARD

[noodle-artist]

Can we just cut to the chase and properly label Jason Todd’s eye color as Hazel!!!

#this is hazel erasure! #I won’t stand for it #his eyes have been described as #blue #green #even brown??? #well #hazel is all THREE #it’s perfectly reasonable to assume he has hazel eyes #since based on the environment the eye appears to be more one color then the other #as much as I love him with green eyes #I think it would be fascinating if he had hazel eyes before the pit #but after the pit #the green flecks in his eyes have an unnatural light to them #jason todd #red hood #dc #batman #batfam

[potted-cilantro]

god who invented this 'friends can't be affectionate' shit and 'romance is a necessity and the default so we're treating every single relationship as a binary' and 'the words in your language only support this binary it is impossible to describe a relationship outside it' bullshit can we get rid of it please

#been trying to describe what this relationship is and i keep going 'cant say that that's aphobic' #because as an aromantic person i DON'T HAVE A POINT OF REFERENCE FOR WHAT ROMANCE *IS* #THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS. I DON'T EXPERIENCE IT. I CAN'T MEASURE THIS CHARACTER'S EXPERIENCES AGAINST THAT METRIC BECAUSE THE #STUPID SOCIETY RULES MAKE IT SO THAT I CAN'T DESCRIBE THIS AS ROMANTIC OR PLATONIC #AND THOSE THINGS ARE TREATED LIKE BLACK AND WHITE BOTH IN CONTRAST AND IN HOW EASY IT IS TO TELL THEM APART #and thats NOT HOW IT WORKS AT ALLLLLLL BUT ITS THE ONLY WORDS WE HAVE #so im stuck just going 'heres what this behavior means and here's my romantic history as a reference point because thats ALL I HAVE' #doesn't help that my experiences consist of 'friend that i just like being affectionate with' and 'person who fits perfectly into the box o #romantic partner but is actually aromantic just like me #sorry this got away from me ok to rb #also in case youre concerned about what i mean by 'cant say that thats aphobic' i mean describing this relationship in ways that line up #with the platonic vs romantic binary in order to get my point across or just get my thoughts out badly rather than risking them being lost

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily Whistlepaw until hej becomes PoV day 1166

doodle from philosophy class

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #I am ~busyyyyyyyyy~ tonight so have this masterpiece of a doodle I drew once #It describes perfectly how I feel during philosophy classes all the time #Besides when I'm losing my shit more outwardly because we're seeing Things I Don't Want To See #I am lost in the sea of smart people saying things just to say them #Help me

[mar64ds]

Echo flower mimics others, that's what they do best, they are very new at being a sentient flower, they are still figuring out who they are. Flowey is at a point where he doesn't know if he's Asriel or he's Flowey or what does either of that mean.

Echo is very eager to make friends and see the world, Flowey struggles to go back to the surface to see his friends and family again

Echo doesn't have a monster soul, but they feel love, they love things a bit too much. So Flowey starts to think why IS he loveless then... the soul was never the reason?

Echo is someone that pretty much knows almost everything about the underground and the monsters because of how much they have heard throughout the years, Flowey knows almost everything because of resets. They both should probably not know that much, but they do

Echo is someone Flowey meets post-game, after his whole character arc, he has changed or is starting to change, making a friend right now is definitely new for him. Making friends at all is definitely new to Echo, Flowey is their first friend and they are very eager for friendship

Echo can sometimes say the wrong thing at the wrong time because they talk a lot and they really want to talk about all the things they have heard, this can come across to others that Echo is a bit shallow and selfish, not everyone is very kind with the fact they emulate others either. Flowey is still learning to be better, maybe sometimes he can lose his temper, maybe sometimes says really mean things, and that's not to mention his past. While very different situations, they both struggle with the fact that maybe they are not the best with people, maybe they do deserve to be alone

Echo is not naive or unaware of Flowey's past, Echo is pretty smart and they trust Flowey, they know Flowey is growing as a person. Besides, someone has to take care of these flowers, they can take care of each other for a while!

They both parallel and contrast each other a lot! I dont talk too much about ocs but i think their friendship would be super interesting for flowey's character and also for this little oc of mine

#sorry for long post about an oc.... this doesnt happen often i promise #i talk a lot here about the themes. but when it comes to personality #aside from mimicking (which is something they will do less often but. mirroring is something that will always be part of them. autism) #i see echo as like. a person that tries to be funny all the time and sometimes people laugh and sometimes they dont #but like. super casually. not like jevil #and not confident. like sans #just a very socially awkward person that makes jokes that dont always land but they laugh at them anyway #its hard to describe. i KNOW what im talking about. i can picture their personality perfectly. but it is hard to explain lol #they like. embrace their social awkwardness a lot and play along with it #my ocs #deltaruneundertale

[holyviolence]

omg i spent the whole day cleaning my entire apartment because my family was coming to visit and 1) so so so happy my adhd is being medicated now it's literally changing my life and 2) i FINALLLY got through to my dad about how he probably has ADHD too!!!!! he finally said Yeah i think i might have adhd. and my mom was like Me too (we've had this talk privately before, she knows she has adhd too lol) And my brother is literally transferring to a different school because he can't concentrate and isn't disciplined at his current uni. adhd family.

#literally thank goodness my brother was here to like Perfectly describe in real time what happens to adhd people when they go to college for #the first time. there's less structure and you fall apart. i used that as an opportunity. #i've slowly slowly slowly been chipping away at my Entire family btw. i've finally convinced my dad that medication is a GOOD THING. #i said You know. there's a lot in life that you feel like you Have to live with. but being on meds has made life so much easier and happier. #and that's when my dad finally said it. #:^) sometimes i like..... think about my family and how complicated i feel because growing up was super tough with all of them but now they #are all better people..... and i can't help but feel proud because as much as it is ABSOLUTELY great job for THEM for getting there But i #also feel uhhh partly responsible because i was constantly calling them out for shit. not always in the best way #but always standing up for others and challenging them on their worldviews and just casually talking about more liberal (as in free. not #politically) things. yes i do feel like if it wasn't for me my family would be worse people #i KNOW one of my brothers would be because he literally told me so. and it makes me happy. it is proof that my life is worthy and i have a #good impact on the world. it doesn't have to be a big thing i do to change things..... because i believe in the Ripple Effect #my dad is a teacher and he uses the proper pronouns for his trans students without complaint now. that has a good impact on SO many people #the trans students and their classmates who hear their teacher respect them. my brother is no longer homophobic he's bi lol and #if i hadn't argued with him about what bisexuality meant bc he was Wrong when i was 18 and he was 16... i wonder.... #my younger sister is one of the nicest kids i've ever met and i partly raised her. it feels great to see her be such a good kid #her best friend is a trans girl and when she first came out my sister was one of two people in their class who still wanted to be #her friend. #idk. just inspires me to keep being the best person i can be & always do what's right even if it makes people mad #bc no one can hurt me as much as my family has traumatized me (lol) and look what happened to them!! i didn't give up! and i see real change

[mrpsychokiller]

i feel weird having an [#art] tag and not actually tagging a lot of art i reblog as #art (cause really like 80% of what i post is art anyway) its just that im trying to use the #art tag to tag art that i reblog that DOESNT ALREADY FIT IN ANY OTHER TAGS. i had an [#original] tag for that before to tag original/oc art that doesnt fit any specific fandom tags but not all art i want to post reallyyy fits in "original" per se (and i think that sounds a little weird as a way to classify things anyway?). im literally fighting for my life trying to figure out a tagging system that is cohesive, functional and minimally easy to manage/navigate but ive created a frankestein monster of having 9274883 confusing tags that dont fully fit the bill most of the time. im dying.

#i have like massively autistic levels of obsession over trying to organize my tag systems #like i KNOW i dont need to i could just reblog things without any tags!! people do that all the time!! #but i dont LIKE doing that because i like having things SORTED and ORGANIZED #because if i dont tag a post as anything and i want to find that post in the future its gonna be lost forever #tagging things is a way to archive posts so i can find them any time later!!!!! it helps manage and navigate my blog in search of specific #content!!!!! #but trying to fit every single thing i post about in a neat little label that describes what it is perfectly already IS a flawed concept #my blog is fucking massive ive been posting shit in tags since 2018 #and have like 50.000+ posts by now #and have circled through countless tags through time #and have like a billion interests and different kinds of things i might post about at any point #its TOO MUCH to fit in any tag in a minimally understandable way specially to anyone whos not me #my blog is like a fucking house of leaves situation with tags inside tags inside tags in comic horror fashion #🧃

[hazmatazz]

holy shittt i wish my therapist didn't quit and i didn't have so many issues

#i'm stressed because of applications and i doubt my own skills #i'm stressed because i Don't want to go to school tomorrow #i'm so tired All the time #i don't have Enough time #i keep looking at someone's page so much that now i have to block him to stop myself from doing it because it always makes me feel worse #speaking of them i'm stressed about my best friends and everyone i know wants to talk to me and i just Can't #it takes energy to talk to absolutely everyone usually and just? jesus christ #i feel like i've had to take a pause on my mental state and like my theme perfectly describes it rn #like “yeah i'm fine! i'm doing better!” when i'm actually just putting more on my plate and sabotaging myself #holy shit everything fucking sucks. maybe it's because i'm tired but god god god god god god i can't fucking. ouuggh #my room is a Wreck too and just. God #ouugghgh this is horrible #i don't wanna talk to anyone usually i just wanna be a cat with a really affectionate owner #babble #vent #been doing more of those recently. just god. everything sucks #seasonal depression??? idk .. #gonna go to bed now. goodnight

[incognetomisquito]

Okay no one told me how cruel dungeon meshi is to watch. I can never eat any of that?!!!!!

On one hand its a great narrative around cooking which i love. On the other, this is Redwall all over again, except at least you have a chance of recreating Redwall dishes

#back on my bullshite tag #i didnt know it was about cooking until i started lol #i was starving and eating a huge bowl of spaghetti and needed smth to watch while i ate #and the episode starts with them all hungry then they get good food? lined up perfectly #truly not a better way to watch #made me feel a little better about the fact that i can never try dried slime guts #also I definitely pay close attention to every recipe they describe even tho i have absolutely no use for any of that information

[valtoswife]

I know how unlikely it is at this point but I’m still entertaining the idea of Sally, Rades, and Valtos joining the Black Bulls

#I wrote an essay once about them joining any of the magic knight squads but never posted it #but really if they weren’t such minor characters or maybe even just if they weren’t such unpopular characters it would make perfect sense #there was that a be chapter about Yami creating the Black Bulls describing the type of people who’d join the squad #and ngl it hurt a little to read because it perfectly described those three as well #I’ll be happy as long as there is some sort of narratively satisfying conclusion for all of them at all #they don’t have to join any of the magic knight squads necessarily for that #but really my deepest very unlikely desire is for them to join the black bulls #If they do join a magic knight squad at all though I’ll settle for the green mantises #or any of them but I think the most likely would be the green mantises #sally black clover #rades spirito #valtos

[mokkemusic]

“Ayase’s heart is like a sea of warm water always overflowing.”

#chihayafuru #chihaya ayase #I love chi so much! this describes her perfectly. this is such a small thing but it’s one of my favorite things when this was said #last night starting season 3 #shes just everything that’s probably why I love the ship so much too she’s just got that ENERGY I gravitate towards #I’m very picky with my female characters and chi is definitely one of a kind #they describe chihaya as so many things I should make an edit of that alone #emotional determined greedy selfish oblivious loving excited a glow obsessive awkward strange personality too much absorbed #heart on her sleeve easily readable passionate passionate passionate hyper focused fixated playful jealous fearful loving warm supportive #the morale booster clutzy accident prone innocent child like headstrong good listener theres just so many things you can’t put them all down #and I love it. I love everything about how she is. #did I mention shes also a rare merch collector #that’s not a personality trait but STILL you know I love that

[maddy-ferguson]

13 is old as hell i'm sorry the way some of you talk about the party you'd think they were 8

#now OBVIOUSLY 13 isn't old i was just saying that #but even now. they're kids sure but they're not little kids they're technically children but they're not 6 you know what term describes #someone their age perfectly? TEENAGER #do you guys not remember being 13-15 sure you're a kid but you see yourself as a teenager BECAUSE YOU ARE? like mike wasn't wrong when he #said they weren't kids anymore they aren't they'll never be 10 years old again like they're in high school #and being a teenager doesn't mean you should force yourself to give up the things you love OBVIOUSLY but idk if my 13-15-year-old self saw #the way some of you talk about them like they're children who have no clue about anything i would be so offended lmao #that sounds like i'm still a 14-year-old who thinks she's already an adult but it's true i'm sorry #and obviously teenagers are kids to me because they are but idk...nuance #have you guys not seen gravity falls there's a big difference between a kid and a teenager ! (lol) #and they're all babies to me but like they're not 6 idk sometimes some of you talk like they are/were in s1/2😭 #and like i say: brf slt

[clemmietimes]

what is lee’s best temper moment and why is it “YOU WANT TO GET VIOLENT YOU OLD FUCK?”

#completely determinant option but also sums up his character perfectly in only the first episode #all of his ‘temper’ (im sorry idk what you would describe them as) are amazing though #intimidating but not to the point of trying to hard and only used as a last resort to put somebody in line

[oscalesoffeeling]

x. he spun the stars on his fingernails (regular version)

self ship playlist for me n huffie composed of more contemporary music <3 i think this one is maybe the most representative of my s/i story tbh!!

lyrics under cut!!!

the ballad of mona lisa - panic! at the disco

- a lonely speaker in a conversation / her words are swimming through his ears again / there's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for

she had the world - panic! at the disco

~ she held the world upon a string / but she didn't ever hold me / spun the stars on her fingernails / but it never made her happy / 'cause she couldn't ever have me

remember my name - mitski

- 'cause i need somebody to remember my name / after all that i can do for them is done / i need someone to remember me

when you were young - the killers

- he doesn't look a thing like jesus / but he talks like a gentlemen / like you imagined when you were young

shadow - bearstronaut

- i'm the one you want in the palm of your hand / running down your back at every word's end / you can let me down, put me in my place / although you've had enough, there's still more i can take

i will - mitski

- i will wash your hair at night / and dry it off with care / i will see your body bare / and still i will live here

stay soft - mitski

- it's why i've arrived, your sex god / here to take you where / you need to go / to where the dark remembers you

genghis khan - miike snow

- i know there's no form / and no labels to put on / to this thing we keep / and dip into when we need

animal - neon trees

- here we go again / we're like sick animals, we play pretend / you're just a cannibal and i'm afraid i won't get out alive / no, i won't sleep tonight

casual affair - panic! at the disco

- break involuntary ties / a secret so the spies / could never find us out / stay for as long as you have time / so the mess that we'll become / leaves something to talk about

kiss from a rose - seal

- there used to be a graying tower alone on the sea / you became the light on the dark side of me

pure love - hayley williams

- if i want pure love / must stop acting so tough / (i give a little, you give a little) / (we get a little, sentimental)

far too young to die - panic! at the disco

- well i never really thought that you'd come tonight / while the crown hangs heavy on either side / give me one last kiss while we're far too young to die

resistance - muse

- will they find our hiding place / is this our last embrace / or will the walls start caving in?

fear the future - st. vincent

- when the war start anew / in our bed, in our room / i'll come for you, come for me too

starlight - muse

- far away / this ship is taking me far away / far away from the memories / of the people who care if i live or die

deus in absentia - ghost

- the world is on fire / and you are here to stay and burn with me / a funeral pyre / and we are here to revel forever more

parachute - sean ono lennon

- 'cause if i have to die tonight / i'd rather be with you / cut the parachute before the dive

skyfall - adele

- let the sky fall / when it crumbles / we will stand tall / face it all together

on my own - les misérables olc

- without him / i feel his arms around me / and when i lose my way i close my eyes / and he has found me

trade mistakes - panic! at the disco

- i feel marooned in this body / deserted, my organs can go on without me / you can't fly these wings / you can't sleep in this box with me

haunted by the kiss - talkfine, starkid

- my heart won't stop beating / hoping that this kiss / will never ever become a scar / you're in my soul / you're tormenting me / if you're suffering as much as i am / please, won’t you tell me

maps - yeah yeah yeahs

- made off / don't stray / well, my kind's your kind / i'll stay the same / pack up / don't stray

sweetest goodbye - maroon 5

- where you are seems to be / as far as an eternity / outstretched arms, open hearts / and if it never ends, then when do we start?

high - the cure

- and when i see you happy as a girl / that lives in a world of make-believe / it makes me pull my hair all out / to think i could've let you leave / and when i see you take the same sweet steps / you used to take, i know / i'll keep on holding you in my arms so tight / they'll never let you go (never let you go)

dig - incubus

- we all have a weakness / but some of ours are easy to identify / look me in the eye / and ask for forgiveness / we'll make a pact to never speak that word again / yes, you are my friend

two slow dancers - mitski

- it would be a hundred times easier / if we were young again / but as it is / and it is / we're just two slow dancers, last ones out

in our bedroom after the war - stars

- it's us, yes, we're back again / here to see you through 'til the day's end / and if the night comes and the night will come / well at least the war is over

#so anyway. i've posted this before without lyrics but i've updated it since then. #like i said this is probably the playlist that best describes my s/i story with him? definitely in certain parts. #because like the story goes that delruk was kinda forced by her parents to be wil.huff's assistant but he basically refused #to give them intel or connections when they asked bc at that point he didn't give a shit about them anymore and had gained wil.huff's trust #which he didn't really wanna lose. meanwhile delruk and wil.huff are trying to hold back their feelings for each other but end up starting #a tumultuous love affair. it all comes to a head during what would be the climax of anh when #delruk convinced huffie's stubborn ass to evacuate and then they both kinda realize that 'Oh. we're in love but still weirdly in denial of #how deeply and we also disagree on a bunch of kinda fundamental things and all the secrecy and differences are kinda putting a strain on #our relationship and maybe we have a lot of other unresolved problems In general. So. maybe we should take a break.' cut a year or so and #huffie left the empire and came crawling back to me ready to beg on his hands and knees for me to take him back but i just kinda flung #myself into his arms and kissed him and now we're married :^) #anyway. 'dig' is like our song. same with 'open arms.' it just perfectly describes our connection ya know. #i love that old man ❤ #ugh. anyway #ellie rambles about stuff #he spun the stars on his fingernails (tag) #ok to rb #:)

[junipernoon]

Idk why this is a thing but it’s weird

I took these colors directly from a picture of Taika Waititi as Blackbeard (left) and a fanart of Blackbeard from Our Flag Means Death (right)

#I don't actually want people to see this but also I do so I guess I'll post it but not tag it as anything searchable LMAO #just yelling into the void #the text is vague bc this is not only an ofmd problem #I see this ALL THE TIME in TLT fandom #which would be perfectly fine! it's a book not a show! and you have a right to imagine characters however you want #but when Lake Fama posts their fanart and yall immediately jump on them bc they HAVE TO MAKE THE SKINTONES DARKER!!! #even tho the character is described as PALE in the book #that's a problem!!