ITS LIKE I CANT JUST LIKE ANYTHING I HAVE TO GET OBSESSED WITH IT AND MAKE IT MY WHOLE LIE AND MY WHOLE PERSONALITY AND I JUST- THIS IS HOW IM RUINING MY LIFE, BY LOVING TOO MUCH
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The Fear
“I am afraid I will love you forever
and we will never be in the same room again.”
- The Fear, Clementine von Radics
illustrated by me
4/6/24
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hey sorry. yeah you said you didn't take conversational russian when you were in college bc it made you think of me? and you didn't imagine my voice the entire time you read the idiot? yeah sorry but i think we should see other people :/
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ok. I’m going to say it.
I love ALL eras of boreo/decklikovsky EQUALLY, and I will FIGHT for EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.
Las Vegas era? Brilliant - the inexplicable teenage love and lust for each other (terrifying and amazing) - caring for someone because they’re the only person in the universe who cares for you, getting drunk and high and altogether plastered together because you’re so traumatized and lonely that you don’t know how to bond with people in any different way and hey, you both like it (a little too much in fact) so why not?? It’s DELICIOUS. this part of the book was just written too well to be put down as “unfortunate” or “less than”. It’s so so so sad and raw and angry and vulgar and and and
And you couldn’t even have post-Vegas New York, Antwerp & Amsterdam without it!! Where would the tension, the longing, the shock of seeing your - best friend? ex best friend? The guy you hate so much because you love him even more ??? Where would all of that come from without such a complex, tangled backstory???? There’s no one without the other!!!!!!
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Wow kissing two men are kissing
(posted this on twitter first but I’m tryna see if posting at more of an American-friendly time is better idk)
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okay so the goldfinch is Donna Tartts homage to Great Expectations like:
-a person LITERALLY named Pippa is twenty years younger than her brother and is raised by him; GENDER FLIPPED PIP AND MRS JOE
-seeing a girl and experiencing instalove??? Estella I am in your yard
-Mysterious wealthy benefactor
-the pip-core of telling the story of your childhood while being a depressed gay twentysomething
-a traumatizing interaction with crimes as being the thing that shapes your whole life
-class issues and weird rich people
-are you Andy or are you Herbert Pocket uquiz
-Hobie is Mr Joe almost literally word for word…..wants to train as a woodworker/blacksmith and then is taken away into a different world. The last shred of his happy and innocent life taken away by circumstance
if it turns out a domestic terrorist pays for Theo’s education I’m gonna lose my mind
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listen i will allow IT and stranger things crossover fanfiction… theyre both in the 80s and theyre both supernatural. fine cool makes sense. but adding the goldfinch in the mix is fucking diabolical. i swear to god that is like adding slenderman to dead poets society. why on earth would you do that.
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these parts in tsh and the goldfinch have always always made me crazy and now this boygenius line…. i am puking and puking but whatever ughhhh
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All my other insights can go fuck themselves all I care about is the fact that Boris watched McLeod's daughters with Judy in karmeywallag and in particular the death of Claire which happened in season 3 which aired in 2003 and he and Theo meet in September of presumably 2004 and in may of the same year he moved to Fairbanks and in march he moved to Alaska and before that he lived in Papua New Guinea where it sounds like he stayed for at least a few months so when could he have possibly stayed in Texas for two months? Because it couldn't have been BEFORE karmeywallag because if that were the case his English would have been much better by that point? Donna explain
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everyone on this website loves the enemies to lovers dynamic but almost every iteration of this sucks because there’s a sweet spot where they’re falling in love and/or want to fuck but they still kind of hate each other. but then shortly after there’s a turning point where they realize they actually like each other and then everything after that is boring romance drivel and the spark is dead. they have to keep hating each other on some level for it to stay sexy!
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To the bunch of people who followed me because of my post on gender euphoria, I love you all, but you do realise I normally post about dead wizards and a little gay art thief, right??
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