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#this probably takes place right before nane and elizabeth make up
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Stop, A Vampire Idol Snippet
“The last time that I saw you, you were... more yourself. What have you become? Who have you become? Whoever he is, I don’t like him. I want my friend back.”
Well, good. I try to convince myself that it’s a good thing, the fact that she doesn’t feel those feelings anymore. The fact that I’m not who I was anymore. The fact that she’s noticed my changes. I try to act like her words aren’t haunting me and keeping me from closing my eyes, but I can’t get her face out of my head.
The horror in her eyes when she realized that I’d changed so drastically.
What’d she expect? It had been a decade. It wasn’t like only a year or two passed since she and I fell out of contact. No, time had passed and in that time, I had changed. It was only natural, right?
My fist closes on the sheets as her face stares at me scornfully from inside my head. I can just hear what she’d have to say about that.
“You are a vampire. There is nothing natural about you. Or me, for that matter.” I sigh, turning to bury my face in my pillow.
Stop.
Stop.
Your voice won’t leave me alone and I don’t like it. I used to find comfort in thinking of your face. Now it just brings me nightmarish horror.
Stop.
Good god, please stop.
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