#this set didnt turn out how i wanted to

[lemongogo]

every morning i tell myself i wont be late 2 work this time and then every morning i sit here like rhis w my breakfast reading trimax like the morning paper

#i have flexible hrs so im not actually late but irs such a bad habit anyways😭😗 #ANYWAYS NEXT CHAPTER!$&NOOWWW #yday i tried drawing a sc from the prison escape arc or . whatvee its called #do trimaxxers have set arc names . it tends to be an unspoken agreement in other series but this one #im like . ok whateve this chaoter (vague description) #actually its so short u could literally just mention which ghg or fight it is and ppl r like yeah i know whatu mean #anyways #i didnt like how it turned out bt maybe ill keep it 2 the side . artblock is creepingb up on me i fear #its like a cycleHAJAHAHAHA i get 2 or 3 things done and then im ready to tap out #I WNT TO DRAW SOO FAST I WANT TO BE LIKE #comic makers when theybr like . oh yah. 6 page sequenxe? watch this #so cool. admire u . isnsane #trigun #trigun maximum

[the-kipsabian]

@coughedfeathers asked: 15 - Make a gifset of anything I want.

best friends (orange cassidy & chuck taylor) vs miro & kip sabian w/ penelope ford || arcade anarchy (aew dynamite 31/3/2021)

#chuck taylor #orange cassidy #trent beretta #kris statlander #miro #kip sabian #penelope ford #best friends #aew #aewedit #wrestlingedit #wrestling #night gifs #okay so. i was gonna do this for the favorite kip match originally #but it turns out that while this is one of my favorite aew gimmick matches. its not my favorite kip one #seeing how much in pain he is in throughout this whole thing favoring that shoulder and all is. its painful #but. its a super fun match. and also i did record it and all while watching it so i didnt want that effort to go to waste lol #so heres a set! as i could do whatever i wanted for this prompt <3 #my beloved #shitposter greg #trent? #alien queen #kip in a box #vampire wife #(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine) #sweet little clementine

[minglana]

sometimes i want to cry bc for yeeeaaarrrssss i had the suspicion that my grandma (not actually grandma but i consider her my gma) was gay, mostly bc she never married or had kids. and today at lunch my dad started talking about how the only man that my grandma actually liked (instead of tolerated) was her dad... he said that he thought she might have had some trauma with men or something, which is entirely possible. he also said she might have had like an inferiority complex or something at her size (these last yrs she was pretty overweight, and when she was younger she was also on the chubby side). but the fact that he considered that she had trauma w men or self-doubts about her image instead of thinking she mightve been a lesbian....... like ok

#it just. makes me so sad ok. my back was turned to my parents and i almost started crying #bc she was the only grownup in my family which i had considered coming out to bc she was the closest person i had in my family #and she died before i got the courage of outright telling her. and i wanted to tell her bc of the suspicions i had about her #it also makes me mad bc i see pics of her and my grandma when they were younger and. THEY WERE SO PRETTY!!!!!! #but anyways apparently my grandma also tried sometimes to set her up w a dude so she could get married #(it was the 50s and 60s so women needed a husband to exist apparently) and she (my not-actually grandma) was so reluctant and never wanted #to*. she also told me some stuff abt my grandpa that.... ok. yeah i would definitely understand why she didnt want anything to do w men #despite my dad saying how much my grandpa cared for my (not-actually) grandma (as a family member) #z xarre

[todayisafridaynight]

i think what gets me most about aoki’s death is that it is the perfect allegory for how rgg treats its antagonists: even if the antagonist is willing to change or implies they’re ready to start over, even if the protagonist is ready to accept them and help them move forward, even if it’s the very last second before the start of their redemption can begin, rgg has to throw in the BIGGEST Fuck You and stop any kind of progress from happening and kill them off before they can either change for the better, or justly face the consequences of their actions and get their comeuppance

ironically it’s like a stab in the back- like even if you want to change for the better, you’re doomed to the path you set out on and there’s nothing you can do to stop that now no matter how earnest you are in wanting to change and no matter who’s there to guide you to a better future (or at least get you to jail)

#y7 spoilers #spoilers #snap chats #always have to slap this Big Ass Disclaimer but aoki was cringe. terrible even. awful. #but i just wish rgg would stop setting up perfect opportunities for these characters to grow #and they'd stop preaching about how you can restart no matter what and people will always be ready to support you to do so #only for them to rip it out of our hands: its such a hollow message when you don't actually commit to it #EVEN BEYOND THAT I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO GET IN TROUBLE FFS #CAN SOMEONE GO TO JAIL. AT LEAST SAWASHIRO GETS TO GO TO PRISON #IT'S THE WAY I CHEERED WHEN I HEARD HE WAS IN JAIL AND SAW HIM IN THERE LIKE YES !!!! FINALLY !!! #ACTUALLY ENDURING THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS THAT DOESN'T END IN YOUR DEATH /GOD/ #sawashiro was no innocent man but it was clear he wanted to make amends for what he did to aoki as a baby #and im glad that when that plan started to go sideways bro allowed himself to be incarcerated #he didn't game end himself and he didn't run- it just sucks hoshino had to die as a result like OK Champ You Didn't Have To Do That #but still it was just refreshing to actually have a semi-major antagonist have to deal with his actions #still it was refreshing actually having a semi-major antagonist have to be responsible for what he did that didnt end in his death #or random disappearance. ugh now im just remembering hamazaki like hamazaki wasn't a major antagonist at all #but it was really nice seeing him turn around in y4- only for. only for him to die. #girls that's the closest we're going to get to a redeemed villain like Actually have you guys considered that. #i mean ig baba too if you wanna count that but he was a villain for a total of twenty minutes collectively tbh lets be honest #ugh but not even he gets a concrete ending- like i guess he goes back to jail right? i guess #im rambling point is Welcome Back To My Aoki's Death Rant For The Seventh Week In A Row #feeling saucy today im not hiding my rambling in the tags for once SORRY i just #i just realized why this death makes me the most pissed compared to everyone else #ugh should i do a follow up rant on the other deaths ? cast your votes now if you read this far 🥴

[narwhalandchill]

ANYWAY now that ive gotten my firefly rant off my chest and on a more positive note about the story overall; i Really liked it!!!! and character-wise specifically the biggest surprise for me in a huge W way was actually acheron??

& given i was actually somewhat committed to pulling her anyway (well. initially as kafka replacement to pull my first lightning carry after losing 50-50 but. Well. she had mercy on me at the v last moment thank goodness 😭😭) so actually ending up liking her character this much just cemented that resolve for good too. cant wait for her!!! like i am still meh on her base design not bc its that bad by itself but simply bc seeles existence just cheapens it so much like. Why are they so similar. but its not bad lmao

anyway to her actual characterization. first of all. the VAs delivery omg yall beidous english voice is already one of my all time favorites in genshin and shes doing an amazing job as acheron like. she started talking and im just INSTANTLY warmed up to her just from that KDJSKDKJK i love love love her attitude and energy!!!!!

n personality wise too??? like ive seen others mention a similar sentiment but its just the way how. even after getting the warnings from now Two separate characters that shes up to no good. im just like. "nah id win" abt it SHSKDKSI like throughout the story she comes off as so damn likeable and grounded and realistically friendly (as in not like. too open n aligned w the player from the get-go to feel believable for the character as opposed to a plot contrivance) that i just. even if shes bad news im team acheron truly.

she has genuinely funny one liners too ??? like not necessarily jokes outright but the kinda comments she says are just . very realistic in that dry witty way that comes off as natural and entertaining shes so charming!!! i love her. the more contemplative stuff she says too

but also like. girl whats up w the ominous red text ily but are we cool 😭😭 and the whole shredding us into thin slices on first encounter in the dreamscape like. Ok uhhhhhhhh ik i said nah id win and team acheron forever but this is kinda. worrisome

BUT that just means im so fucking excited to see her go apeshit too lmao like. oh shes an emanator here to do murder and spread death? COOL i hope she has fun!!

(and ik i said firefly rant over but. what the actual hell is that post firefly merk dialogue option where the games like very heavy handedly implying ur supposed to be blaming ACHERON for "letting it happen" in some emotional frenzy???? bro what 💀💀 0/5 moment i would never. n even if she plausibly did im just. dude her being cold towards firefly is just a plus for me when the narrative has just railroaded the TB into being sooo charmed by her magical presence lmao i Liked that acheron was suspicious n cold)

overall Definitely wasnt expecting acheron to establish herself as such an instant favorite for sure but. shes here now and im v happy abt it im super looking forward to seeing those more dubious goals of her come to the forefront in the future like. im so curious about whats up w her and her memory and that red text and everything

#also honestly unintentionally hilarious moment from acheron when she jist. asks for directions to the lobby too 😭😭😭😭 #anyway. overall i wonder if theure like. making a point of setting up the 'suspicious' characters to turn out far more benign #than appears at first glance #and have the more like. omg friendly people. turn out more involved in the shady stuff #like to a degree it already happened with aventurine. whole time everyones playing up how shady he is but #ultimately he really didnt do that much in terms of actually harming us? he was surprisingly straight (lol. lmao) w us throughout #like Obviously hes acting in full self interest but i do overall v much agree w black swans assessment of him too #that as a businessman it does matter how he handles his deals. now obviously he could turn out a whole lot different in the future #but nonetheless. point being he wasnt all that nefarious compared to how he was presented as #whereas both acheron and (sigh) firefly do kinda have that initial friendliness and then later on turn out to be #Not what they seem . which isnt like a twist or anything its just interesting #tho i suppose its less whos more or less trustworthy at first glance and more just. everyone lies on penacony #just depends on what their aims are to truly know whether they stand in opposition w us ultimately #acherons strange bc like of the cast rn. truly would trust her the most just based on vibes . which might not be smart 💀💀 #logically the most quote unquote trustworthy are swan n aventurine methinks . swan bc she said she wants more of my memories for her stash #so she wants us alive on both a personal basis and as a memokeeper #n aventurine bc he sees us as his own investment in whatever gamble hes undertaking #so cold as it is. we are very valuable to those 2 as assets so like they might hide things n mislead but they dont want us dead lol #anyway v much looking forward to the future developments #hsr #rambles #hsr spoilers

[bromantically]

got back in touch with some friends from high school and after looking through their profiles im feeling a little bittersweet. its cool to see them again but i guess i also feel a little like i missed out on so much with them while theyve all stuck together. theres definitely a lot of unresolved trauma and conflict from high school that ive never gotten closure for or healing from so its a little difficult to know how to feel about everyone...

im feeling a little i guess... bummed and its hard not to compare myself to them. they have jobs and some even have kids and spouses and theyve all been doing great and having people to hang with all the time and i havent done anything since i last saw them except have a job for 6 months and then be disabled and alone for the rest

im sure the feeling will go away once ive settled back into knowing everyone and i know i probably just feel like this bc so much time and change has happened and its scary and new (and i have not had contact with anyone except one person in my town since high school so the Hermit Habits are hitting pretty strong)

but on the more positive side, i found out 2 of my friends are trans now too, and theres even a new friend in their group who is a nonbinary guy like me (:> and they seem cool with my unconventional gender stuff bc they found my pronoun page, which has far more on it than what i usually share with anyone irl. they said theyre not even surprised about the catboy stuff, which is kind of relieving because i dont share that part of myself irl. im also really hoping to be able to hang with some of them again. i miss them a lot more than i realized and now that im an adult i can hang whenever i want!

anyways thats all, i dont really have anyone i can share this with at the moment so i wanted to share here

#kitty purrs #i feel nervous and at first i didnt want to get back in touch bc i was scared #but i realized im a different person now and that everyone else will be too #so maybe this time i can try again now that i know how to set boundaries and know who i am #wish me luck! #i really hope this turns out well. i miss having a friend group irl and im so lonely all the time #long post

[gibbearish]

i know it was a joke that is sort of understandable in context so im not gonna say anything on the post itself. but boy seeing someone say "i'm also down with murdering a few actors if it leads to better movies" REALLY rubs me the wrong way

#like the context was op said 'if the gore is cgi whats the point' and someone replied 'do you expect them to just maim the actors' #then 'ohh i forgot about practical effects' #and its like. i get the joke. i get how you got to that joke. i get you didnt mean anything by it. #but 'so what if actors die as long as the movie's good' isnt uh. exactly a hypothetical is it? #like. isnt workplafe safety for actors like a huge fucking issue #both with set stuff and just. How They Treat Their Workers #like. even on safe sets dont actors srill get worked to the bone to the point theyre way more likely to like. get deathly sick or #be distracted while driving or turn to addiction #or even more outright things like. i cant remember who it was but that girl who that one director Deeply traumatized over and over again #because he wanted her reaction to truly be real? #and thats not even touching the entire world of stunt doubles #like. the movie industry seeing actors as disposable fodder as long as the movie is good is. real life. #so even knowing they probably werent trying to make light of that because like. the wording of its the same but with theirs the context #does have a /slightly/ different meaning #where the punchline is saying 'nah lets actually do (wild thing)' because taking a misunderstanding seriously can be funny #but in this case (wild thing) is actually (extremely common and fucked up thing) so its just. really not good imo #idk it just made me really uncomfortable and i needed to get it out of my system

[graff-aganda]

Sometime next month I'll probably open comms back up. 😳

#this is your warning. start running. (/JEST) #honestly i might even open em just before next month? im just feeling really sick atm so im waiting for that to pass lol 😔 #going to be doing a standard chibi option. a 'small isolated bust' option (what I did for my AF character icons basically!)- #bc i actually really liked how they turned out :) they'll be cheaper than the chibis but bc theyre just little busts idk if people will- #even want em. but i figured what the hell throw em on there. #and. this is a bit new for me. i dont really have a standard fullbody non-chibi style or rate but im gonna be open to more custom comms- #outside of the two other options. 😳 so if someone had more of an elaborate idea/scene in mind and didnt mind discussing it. theres a chance #-ill be down for it! im just aiming to maybe do more chibis than full scenes i think #hence why i havent done up a 'full body examples/ref/set price' thing #but!!! yeah. :) #also as per usual. probably open em here first before i post about em on twitter #and then probably leave that for a while before i let instagram know #grafftalk #delete later

[godsfavoritescientist]

*collapses on the floor and starts having visions (new fic ideas)*

#godsrambles #godsficideas #tags essay #the idea is: in his early portal travel days. ford thinks he has discovered a way to quickly and easily confront and kill bill #it sounds almost too good to be true. but he has to try. #the random alien stranger/s who sold him this 'opportunity' for a high price are like 'ok. setting up the death ray now. brb' #'meanwhile a portal to bills dimension will start opening up. its safe youll be fine.' #so ford is sitting in this tiny storage room place with an alleged portal to the nightmare realm slowly opening up before his eyes. #and bill is on the other side of the so-called 'portal.' he can look right back at ford. fords like 'hmm i hate this actually im going' #turns out the door is locked. fords first thought is 'uh oh they sold me out to bill it was all a trick'. but bill is unable to reach him. #it isnt even a portal. its just a glorified interdimensional video call. they locked the door to give them enough time to run off #before ford realized the scam. so bill laughs at him for a min. and then they have a conversation. ford finally asks 'Why??' #'why would you ruin my life??'. and bill kinda. obliges him just this once. drops his cheerful annoying act just this once. #and answers him plainly and honestly 'I didnt. i didnt try to ruin your life. it never even crossed my mind how your life could be affected #'it was all a means to an end. i wasnt ever out to get you. you never factored in at all beyond your use for making the portal.' #'i never even thought about you when we werent interacting. not even once. you think i had some big evil scheme that youre at the center of #'youre insignificant to me. all that happened was: you fell for a scam.' #'will the guys who locked you in here ever think about you again? theyve probably forgotten your face and name already.' #'im not out to get you. i just want my job finished. the same way those guys just wanted their money.' #the bottom line of the convo being: bill really *doesnt* give a single fuck. and ford never mattered to him. #not even enough for him to *think* about ford every now and then. #fords holding a grudge against a guy who barely even remembers him. #obviously this goes against my interpretation of canon but it would still be fun to write #au where bill Truly doesnt care about ford in any way and isnt even interested by him at all #the inspiration for this was just the concept of: how crushing the realization would be for ford #the horror of realizing exactly how insignificant you are in the eyes of the eldritch being that ruined your life #i am willing to write something that feels ooc for bill when it is for angst purposes lmao #indifferent-eldritch-being bill is such an angsty concept. very fun to explore #an ao3 fic called 'the bolt that busted off the lever' (iirc) has this interpretation of bill and it is great #bill looking *bored* while interacting with ford??? absolutely heartbreaking concept 10/10

[youve-always-had-me-cas]

Idk sometimes after spending weeks stressing and stressing and wondering if you should even end up bothering you do actually manage to pull the threads of your old internet community back together for a 10 year reunion and it's like. Wow. Okay. The passage of time almost always makes us kinder. Remember how you were an embarrassing, angry, lost teenager? Well here are nearly a hundred people who understand. And it got better. Look at how all of it got better. Look at how when you told them about getting together to reminisce they were overjoyed to have that chance. How they found people you thought no one had contact with anymore. How all of these almost complete fucking strangers saw what you were doing and said "oh my god this meant the world to me too".

#brain.txt #ive reached catharsis i didnt believe possible #i was chatting to my best friend of 10 years ago who totally disappeared almost the same amount of time prior #and he turned out just like me #all of these names #its like coming home #but more than that its a REUNION we actually like how our lives turned out #its not that we want to go back there #its that we are so thankful that those moments set us on the path we are now #like holy shit i am so lucky #im so unbelievably lucky to have lived in a time where something like this is possible and have this community for the rest of my life #even if we don't talk for a decade #we are each others origins #forever

[naggingatlas]

you dont think its possible to feel like youre having a heart attack from a deltarune animation set to living fucking tombstone wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong

#^ read wrong the way wayne says years inside the ring years inside the ring in the sweepstakes #the hyperlink one. its the hyperlink one the other one sucks gallons of ass in comparison im so sorry to the creator im typing w my nerve #endings #like i saw it and was like oh cute its that song i liked a couple years ago yea it fits him ^u^ cool outro BUT #THEY DIDNT INCLUDE THE PART THAT JUST. COMPLETELY RIPS YOU TO SHREDS DUDE LIKE IM SWEATING THINKING ABOUT #IF I FALL I THINK ILL FLY. TOUCH ME. MIDAS. MAKE ME PART OF YOUR DESIGN. NONE TO. GUIDE US. I FEEL FEAR FOR THE VERY LAST TIME *AND* #ITS THE FUCKING SNEO BATTLE. LIKE THATS ONE OF THE MOST IMPACTFUL PIECES OF DELTARUNE FANART THATRE POSSIBLE TO CONCEIVE. #AND THE SOUND DESIGN AND INTERPRETATION OF SNEO'S ATTACKS INTO A MORE PHYSICAL PALPABLE SETTING ITS total schizo mode activation #i saw it when i woke up today (4hoursago) and having gotten to the sneo fight just before bed yesterday it made my whole body tense up and #i just had to go try beat him again. and i did w sound off listening to ordinary life. and i added 3 more stages to my average score #did not fucking beat him obv both the secret bosses are insanely difficult for a mediocre bullethell player but. #really boosted my confidence. i gave jevil off to danny for him to beat. i want to beat spam myself. i need to #honestly dont get people who dislike spam unless theyre only familiar w like. the fanon interpretation or whatever its absolute garbage #a lot of the time but in game. hes just the funniest most peculiar fucking character as everyone in deltarune is. yea hes overhyped but #for a reason baby. hes well written in the parts that we dont see and well executed in the parts we encounter. everything surrounding him #is just so beautifully purposefully out of place and uneasy and psychotic its beautiful. how the fuck can u say he's boring. how. #i adore toby's decision to make this chapter's secret boss much more prominent than jevil i hope they get some interaction as effed up #roomies of kris's pocket lint. not in a shippy way tho thatd be hilarious but just. oh ure kinda like me huh. mb we could be friends #and then they turn into a cartoon fight cloud and u randomly hear their screams when checkin the inventory #but seriously making them at least amicable towards each other would carry a lot of meaning & strengthen the #'if freedom is being completely cut off from society and more importantly your friends for the rest of ur life is it really worth it #for just a glimpse of heaven of ultimate knowledge or maybe peace' narrative of jevil and spam #honestly i think the fact that u probably have to seek out the secret bosses to get the best true ending and that theyre so so #much harder than anything else in their chapters and that theyre all connected to gaster and it makes me think #they carry much of the burden of deltarune's subtext's meaning i mean the subtext carries onto the text onto the main gang's #realtionships uhmmmmmm idk i have to work ill prolly. make a post about this when im finished w everything. and a comic about the sbs.

[reflectionsofgalaxies]

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#currently listening to my dad lie to someone (a lawyer?) about how much he makes #bc he’s still trying to claim money from my mom’s ICBC settlement #just told her ‘I make ten thousand a year maaaaybe twenty thousand now that I’m back in the lower mainland & working more’ #meanwhile I know full well he made over 40k last year and is set to make close to 50k this year #which yes isn’t a whole lot be he’s also ‘retired’ and getting his pension payments #and even without that he’s making a hell of a lot more than my mom’s 800 a month disability #I fucking hate how two faced he turns about money #to his friends he brags about how much money he makes #and even brags to me when it suits him #and the rest of the time to me my mom and the lawyers he’s constantly saying he barely has enough to live on #meanwhile he’s out spending between 40-80 dollars every night out on food and beer #and when I say every night I mean EVERY NIGHT #hah just heard the person (his lawyer?) call him out on ‘misquoting’ his income #my dad does not sound happy he’s pretending to be surprised/confused #he just fucking made an argument that my mom ‘still used the washing machine and bathroom here’ #like?? yes?? she does because it’s STILL HALF HER HOUSE #and I live here and she is my MOTHER she is fucking allowed to visit me you dick!!! #I love my dad but I fucking hate whoever this person is who he becomes when money is involved #ALSO i found out that when i paid my last three months for rent and payed extra (i wanted to help contribute more bc i was in a place where #I could afford to at that point) I paid it to my dad for the first time and HE DIDNT TELL MY MOTHER ABOUT THE EXTRA I ADDED #my rent is supposed to be split evenly between them bc they both own half the house #and he just fucking kept the extra. didn’t tell me and didn’t tell my mom. I am LIVID #this is why i had been paying it directly to my mom up until this most recent payment #clearly changing that was a mistake #personal

[be-good-to-bugs]

maybe i am cool and fun to be around. i feel like people dont like me but ive hardly been around anyone in so long so i have no proof of that.

#the bin #there have been some people who seemed to wanna be friends. i wish it couldve happened. #there was one of my sisters old coworkers who said they wanted to be friends. i really wanted to get to know them and hangout but i didnt #have tbeir contact info and my sister kept randomly having falling outs with them bc shes the worst #they stopped wanting to be around my sister. apparently they still wanted to be my friend but i never got her contact info #she seemed so cool. she showed me her los and monster high collection one of the few times we hung out. i wish we coulda watched #barbie movies together or smth. but no. #how do you meet people? where do you meet people who like the some kinda stuff you do? is it all just luck based? #ive been thinking music shows might be a good idea to try n meet people. that seems to be where a lot of people meet their cool alt friends #i wish i wasnt so lost on how social stuff works. others seem to just make friends wherever. but whenever i talk to people it ends quickly #how do you turn an acquaintance into a friend? some people will meet somone once in a circumstance where theyd never run into them again #and theyll become friends. how do they do that? i know its not luck. how do people have conversations in ways that lead to that? #how do you even learn you have these common interests or that you just like their personality? i hardly know what to talk about that isnt #immediately relevant. i do pretty well socially in work settings bc i can make some casual conversation but its all pretty enpty #i feel so awful every second of the day. nothing distracts me from it. i just wanna talk to someone. watch a show with someone #hold soneones hand. not be alone all the time. #i miss telling jokes. its like such a big part of me and how i interact with people. i have bareky gotten to joke around with anyone in #months. i think that especially is crushing me honestly #i just. i feel SO BAD. every day feels so long and horrible. its only one more month and then things will change at least somewhat but #everyday is so hard to get through. every hour feels like forever. i hate it. i can do anything to feel better #i feel empty of everything besides horrible feelings

[todayisafridaynight]

So I’ve asked this before, but it didn’t get answered (at least I don’t think) and I think the problem was the wording so I’ll ask it like this. Who’s more deplorable Jo or Ryo, the father or the son, chairmen or Governor?

oh piss sorry tumblr mighta eaten it the first time :( but uhhhh cant go wrong with saying a politician’s more evil right 💀💀

#snap chats #jo's crimes are like.YES he put a baby in a locker but hey he turned out. Alive. #Barely. #ok but then you gotta ask the question Is This All Jo's Fault #because jo put aoki in the locker he got his disability and was set up for dangerous levels of self hatred for life #like its not like jo and masumi weren't good dads- gotta pause cause i. i love how like. thats a statement. #aoki had two dads and he failed both of them jesus christ #but yeah no like ichi said they were PHENOMENAL dads especially by this series' standard #but can we say this is jo's fault then ? cause aoki still decided to. Be Lame #pettiest bitch a live like oh my god grow up she was a hostess it was her JOBBBB #she wasnt even being that mean she was just being concerned and i cant blame her !!! #if one of my clients took experimental foreign drugs just for me i'd be horrified- like she didnt know that part but you get it #i mean WE know why he did it he just really wanted to be seen as a 'regular' guy but still #im going everywhere jesus almighty ill write my masato essay later POINT IS #aoki's ultimately cuntier. like i 1000% understand self hatred but when you start hurting people around you you need to self reflect #and we couldve... we coudlve g o t t e n t h a t #IM STILL MAD UGH Y7 I HATE YOU !!!! BUT I DONT I LOVE YOU BUT I DONT BUT //EATS DRYWALL//

[nexus-nebulae]

why are phones made to treat people like children now. i spent a thousand dollars on this damn thing. let me choose my own settings goddammit

#this is why i didnt want a new phone #half the settings i relied on were just removed for no reason #bc android thinks it just knows better than you. #they fully took away the option to schedule updates so now your phone just restarts without warning #persistent notifications have just been entirely removed #i cant turn off the stupid auto optimization shit so it keeps shutting off apps i NEED TO KEEP RUNNING IN THE BACKGROUND #like. my MEDICAL NEEDS apps. among other things #it keeps trying to automatically download shitty games like royal match and shit #grammarly is BUILT IN to my keyboard and i cannot opt out even though i fucking hate grammarly #like my god my phone is treating me like a toddler who doesn't know how to use my own device that I PURCHASED #everything is automatic and out of your control now it's infuriating #and i wanted to root this thing to be able to manage my apps better but the verizon guy didn't let me do the system transfer at home :/ #so all my data is already on here and if i root I'll wipe fuckin everything. exactly like i DIDNT want #but no I'm not ALLOWED to start from scratch on a new phone i HAVE to transfer everything NOW #even though my mom was allowed to do hers manually just fine

[klonoadoortophantomile]

played some more mother 1 i died to the magicant dragon like seven times in a row . awesome

#last attempt ana died turn one i just gave up after that #i dont want her to lose out on the exp… plus shes rhe only one w superhealing in case someone else goes down #ive heard it can get oneshot if u just use a superbomb but part of me wants to actually beat it #idk #seems pretty impossible at the level im at rn tbh i might just give up and do that #i got lifeup beta on ninten before one of the attempts on rhe way to the dungeon thingy but i reset the game after i died cuz i didnt #wanna lose the money i had on me and i still havent been able to learn it again -_- really annoying but also it hasnt been too necessary #since i gave evrryone h2o pendants and started setting up psi shields turn one #honestly the biggest issue is the physical damage (its pretty much guaranteed to oneshot ana even with boosted defense) #only way to combat that is just grinding i think which i dont really wanna do since the best place #just based on the general feel of enemies so far for me to do that would be the desert #i dont think you can teleport there and im kinda sick of walking all the way there #right after i got the cactus melody i wanted to use the ocarina to play what i had so far but i accidentally used the onyx hook #and i still had to do the whole monkey cave thing so i had to walk all the way back 😭 #oh my god im realizing how whiny this sounds its like. im not as frustrated as ive seen some ppl get w this game but understand this is lik #the most time-wasting game in the world. walking anywhere takes forever cuz of the horrible encounter rate and shitty map design #genuinely i dont mind as much of this games jank as i probably should but the backtracking is insane #especially when you actually take advantage of the onyx hook. at least i have teleportation now stuff will #probably be a lot more streamlined from now on #inqusitivewaltz.txt