#this still was like a 3? day process drawing this lmao....finished up this non-fancy lineart today (which still took a while) and then dealt

[unproduciblesmackdown]

i was like “i can’t just draw riawin again” like no wait absolutely i can and then i was like “but like also even More [winston billions chilling out / cuddling] content?? you draw that All the time” and then it was like wait i really actually do not, i just think about it like every day

#it's humorous i Do have the ''you can't just be [1000% Self Indulgent]'' ingrained thought @ myself but then i go ''i really can and will'' #riawin #winston billions #this sure isn't carefully honed but w/e i should just like throw out stuff more casually #e.g. no i do Not need to account for everyone's limbs like fuck it i'm not bothering defining feet and rian's leg angled under winston.... #we got the important shit and just put it out there get this done while my brain already goes [how abt drawing yet another shoulders-up shot #of the quant being Expressive] and i'm like yep sounds genius let's knock this one out #corned beef #flipping canvas enough i had to glumly erase rian's hand tat coz it turned out i drew it in when i had this shit Inversed.... #this is ''we're chilling out together but also whenever you feel like it i Am dtf'' cuddling from winston obviously #this still was like a 3? day process drawing this lmao....finished up this non-fancy lineart today (which still took a while) and then dealt #w/ adding color which is always a whole thing l o l . . . and feeling too chaotic 2nite like if i'd been starting from scratch it would've #been such a challenge i feel like lmfao. just normal chaotic though like. annoyed at waking up at 4pm for a week cuz it's my Natural #Nocturnal Wakeup Time im sure and it takes so many attempts to push it back for a while...and it just being a regular day in 2020 means like #augh ouch oof.....but even so it's like well i know the content i want-ent to whip up. it's [limited billions characters we care abt] like #hanging out chilling out kissing cuddling etc or just sort of Emoting you know that's how it goes....quantent. riawinning. the evergrowing #yet also not that long list of ppl who should kiss the quant (i mean p much Everyone At Tmc can be on that list but. not many Named ppl) #anyways.....here we are #already looking at unimportant coloring details like well why didn't you simply do this other thing.... #the answer is i gotta just take whatever momentum i can get and at any given time [Stopping And Pondering] is very likely to turn into #just regular ''stopping and losing focus for a good while'' i just open a canvas and crash through it and go Oh God Oh Jeez the whole time..