#this video is who i am now

[justpastryvideos]

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#stim video. #pastry. #baking. #knife. #cutting. #trypophobia. #amaury guichon. #flowers. #green. #you know what fuck it post amaury two days in a row who cares #this is my blog i make the rules #and i say it's amaury lily pad tuesday #we did unfortunately stay up really late watching the olympics #and by we obviously i mean me #and at 3 am i was like omg you know what i need to do..... paint my nails #which i have not done in like at least four years #so i got some nail polish and painted the nails on my left hand it was an absolute mess #but i was like this is okay i'll clean it up with nail polish remover #nope! we don't have any #so now only my left hand nails are painted and they're a MESS and i am just really loving this look for me

[hedgehog-moss]

My second pasture down near the torrent is too overgrown to be used as a pasture, and I've been cutting some trees in order to rehabilitate at least half of it, so I can use the grass to make my winter's supply of hay at some point in the future. Some of the logs I cut were really heavy and I could only carry them two at a time at most (and it's uphill) so I finally decided to ask Pirlouit to contribute.

I say “finally” because my donkey is afraid of everything so it was a very long journey to get to this point! When I got him he was almost a feral donkey and at first I could barely approach him, he’d just run away and hide. After a few months of hanging out in his pasture, looking harmless and not bothering him, I was allowed to stroke his nose but only if I was simultaneously offering him treats (progress! he used to stretch out his neck and lips as much as he could to catch my treats while maintaining a prudent distance.) After maybe a year he started consistently walking up to say hi of his own free will when I went into the pasture, but if I had a rope or a halter with me he’d run and hide. It took nearly three years for him to come to me willingly even when he could see I meant to catch him. I kept our outings pleasant, like taking him to a nice spot in the woods to eat brambles while I sat nearby and read and didn’t ask anything of him (beyond basic landscaping services.)

But I have a lot of heavy logs to carry up a steep slope all the way to my woodshed, and the time has finally come for Pirlouit to get a job.

Pirlouit: "Oh no"

There were a lot of preliminary steps here as well, like showing him the bag I meant to use to carry the logs and waiting patiently for Pirlouit and the bag to get acquainted. (Initial reaction: “AAAAAaaaahhhhh a big red bag” evolving into mere distrust then extremely wary nose-poking, then, when bag failed to attack, serene indifference.)

Pirlouit: "I've always loved this bag. Don't know what you're talking about"

I don’t have a girth to keep the bag in place on Pirlouit’s back but with a balanced weight of logs on each side it was quite stable. Pirou grudgingly tolerated having the bag on his back while standing still, but started freaking out when asked to walk with it. Maybe he felt that the logs were heavy cylindrical children who had been entrusted to him and he feared that they would fall down—he refused to walk if I didn’t keep my hand on the bag to stabilise it. The problem is, he also refuses to walk (in general) if I’m walking next to him rather than ahead of him. And I can’t hold on to the bag if I’m not next to him.

Dilemma.

(“He refuses to walk if I do [X] but he also refuses to walk if I do [opposite of X]” is a very donkey-owner problem to have.)

So, I walked ahead of him but at first we literally moved one small step at a time. Eventually when he realised the bag was solidly weighed down and didn’t wobble from side to side or slide off his back, he started walking more trustingly. (We went up the hill in a wide zigzag rather than straight ahead so the bag wouldn’t slide backwards.) At times he seemed to forget about the bag, then suddenly remembered its existence and stopped dead and became anxious again. It was a slow progress across the pasture, but then we crossed the road and reached Pirlouit’s own pasture, and he relaxed a bit.

The llama children were intensely curious as always and I think Pirlouit felt quite flattered. He didn’t stop walking and didn’t freak out once as we walked up to the house; the llamas followed us admiringly and Pirlouit walked confidently as if to say “Look what I can do.”

Since this experiment proved successful I will try to find some sort of girth to attach the bag (would love to have a proper pack saddle but they’re expensive...!) We made a couple more trips the next day—I was wondering how Pirlouit would greet me, because when he doesn’t like something we’ve done he straight-up sulks for a few days and refuses to let me come near. He did that a lot when I was starting to get him used to the halter. But the day after his first log-carrying mission he came to greet me as usual and let me halter him without a fuss, so he didn’t mind being hired to do this.

A round of applause for Sir Pirlouit, a donkey with a job!

#crawling along #in the background of the video you can see my greenhouse's skeleton! #it should have been completed by now but one of the two people who were supposed to help build it got covid #i am a bit cursed with this greenhouse #but there will be a greenhouse post in the future! :)

[intriga-hounds]

ur supposed to do this one at a time but uhhhh here’s some angry puppies on a cold towel

#litterpic #video #ens #i am intending to make a video for new folx who have no idea what this is but for now i got my hands full #literally #of pubby

[kaxbrekker]

robert pattinson in various videos !

in the source link you can find #100 gifs of robert pattinson in various videos. these were made by me so please don’t repost or claim as your own. feel free to edit in any way but please give credit by @’ing me in the post if posting publicly!  please like/reblog if using! enjoy!

trigger warnings: flashing lights, shaky camera, body image, kissing, food/eating

#robert pattinson gif hunt #robert pattinson gif pack #gif pack #gif hunt #rph #rpc #gifsociety #usermina #tessgifs #uservalerie #userdevon #who am i making gifs of yt videos now #that new photoshoot rlly Awakened smth in me #rob am free 14 feb pls spend 14 feb w me when im free #*

[bratz-kitten]

youtube videos i recommend part 2

why the curtains are blue: the implications of being uncritical

how to have a personality

yes capitalism is ruining the potential of amazing love and romance too

the problem with weed… (this one is specifically meant for the dummies who keep insisting Weed Isn’t Addictive and Therefore It’s Harmless.)

i am not always very attached to being alive

the dialetics of rick and morty - video essay

heterofatalism: why straight women aren’t okay.

how to not marry mr. wickam | scoundrels and constructing reality in jane austen’s pride and prejudice

overanalyzing the barbie movies with queer marxist theory

the tragedy of droids in star wars

the fantastic masculinity of newt scamander

how to unlock your motivation.

why new years resolutions don’t work

setting boundaries: why grown men love girls (TW)

when disney remade beauty and the beast

#a month without uploading she comes back with video essay recs no one asked for but definitely needs #if you understood the dan howell reference i love you #hi ladies yes im alive yes im bedridden from dispair yes i am choosing hope and light and to get better #maria and nikolai i fucking love you btw every so often i would come here just to stalk you two and i would start sobbing #like. maria your masterpost. i have never felt thus loved in my life before #and then nikolai’s birthday fairy moodboard from me. it absolutely finished me #nikolai i have something to tell you and it’s that when i was a kid i would constantly pretend to be a fairy and that i was 14cm tall and #that i would run through the grass and find huge insects who were actually very nice and dewdrops that were huge as a pool to me. it was the #loveliest fantasy my brain ever produced. and you awoke that memory in me with that moodboard. it filled me with so much emotion i had to #stop for a good moment just to let my heart burst #and dont even get me started on the birthday messages. LIKE. I WAS SO. I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN #maria you saying you feel like half of you is gone without me here&;&;&:&:&:&&3&:&:& #8 #8; #user 404 stopped working #giant you too i swear to god your birthday message was. 🦋🦋🦋🦋 <- whatever the essence of this emoji is is how it made me feel #i want to properly answer you guys but im very incapacitated from socializing w humans right now so please feel me HUGGING YOU ALL

[maxsix]

#stray kids #hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #you know how there are those big tumblrs who make stuff like 30 seconds after the video gets released #i am not that kind of tumblr #haha #this is quite old by now #but it's really pretty #he always looks so striking in red and black #i weirdly miss his long black hair #maxsixgif #i love that chair #i love how they panned to him after Chan's shots #i think they're the most powerful duo in Skz #i support the hyunchan agenda

[ortegaserica]

Doctor Who Rewatch -> 1x09 The Empty Child

When that bomb dropped, there was just one. Dead? At first. His injuries were truly dreadful. By the following morning, every doctor and nurse who had treated him, who had touched him, had those exact same injuries. By the morning after that, every patient in the same ward, the exact same injuries. Within a week, the entire hospital. Physical injuries as plague. Can you explain that?

#dwedit #doctor who #tardisgifs #9th doctor #ninth doctor #dw rewatch #i've spent a month watching nothing else than doctor who #so now i'm going to make a gifset per episode #because i am a masochist #OMG I FOUND 720p QUALITY VIDEOS #this ep is my fave because of jack #the next because of JUST THIS ONCE: EVERYONE LIVES #lilysedits

[artimiscrock]

a few ppl were interested and i can’t quite sleep just yet so here we go a few video essays for your consideration (note: some of them may not meet the definition of video essay bc idk what that definition is. but they’re good):

Bridgerton and the Problem of Pastel Progressivism

All Disney remakes are bad, hear me out – Garbage Retrospective

Downton Abbey - Aristo-Trash 

Ronald Reagan: American Slasher 

HBO’S EUPHORIA IS NOT “REAL” IT’S CREEPY

Click: The Worst Movie

Taika Waititi: Mastering Happy Sad Cinema 

In The Mood For Love: Frames Within Frames 

Why the Cynical Superhero Isn't That Interesting

Queer Theory in 80's and 90's Action Movies

How Documentaries Lie to You

Saurian Cinema: Gender & Jurassic Park 

How One Cop Show Plays Police Politics | Copaganda: Episode 2 

Nostalgia, Cop Propaganda, And Brooklyn Nine Nine

FIGHT CLUB & Fincher, An Analysis

The Lies Of The Lighthouse

The Death of the American Gangster Film

The Problem with Rick and Morty

Holes & The Prison-Industrial Complex

Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland Was A Mistake

Digital Blackface? | Khadija Mbowe 

Coco's Feel-Good Oppression

Capitalism, Poverty, and Ratatouille

The Broken Formula of Music Biopics  

#i have Not watched a lot of the movies or shows that these videos are about #but man do i love hearing ppl talk about media #i like talking about and hearing about and reading about storytelling #there are a few videos from renegade cut on here... there are a Lot of rly interesting ones from him that i am leaving out but #i think the lenses he uses to analyze some stories are really interesting #i tried to pick ones that i hadnt seen on any other lists #most if not all of these are media focused #because of who i am as a person #video essays #if you have any video essays u like pls leave recommendations #they are Fascinating and i'm between shows atm #i could add more but i thought this was long enough for now

[twocarsonenight]

i need the wave of people combing through taika interviews to find quotes to cancel him over to end soon this is fucking ridiculous lmfao

#i KNEW this would happen when l&t came out and lo and behold i started seeing it three days before the premiere #people were mad he got popular after ofmd and tried to say he was Problematic for ‘making’ a pirate show #etc #and now people are acting like it’s the most insulting thing ever that he pointed out that korg didn’t look real in that notes on a scene #vanity fair thing #as if he didn’t also make fun of his own decisions in that video #and like when you make a film. or a video. or a tv show. or whatever. and you stare at it for hours and all the different parts #of course you’re going to know exactly where the weakest points are and at least if it was me #and a still frame of some dodgy lighting animation was handed to me i would also make a joke about it #bc as a filmmaker that’s on me too like #ugh it’s all so stupid jesus christ #i’m tired and i am so close to unfollowing literaly everyone who rbs stuff like that

[kindahoping4forever]

I'm too in love to think of a caption tbh 🥰⭐🥰

#look at the giant sweaty smiley baby man #5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton #ashton irwin #tmht hamburg #take my hand tour #kh4f post #IT IS HE #THE MAN WHO OWNS MY HEART #LOOK AT HE #I LOVE HE #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i was literally getting ready for bed & i was super annoyed bc this website is stupid and that video still hasn't processed from HOURS AGO #and now I am just like 🤗 he 🤗 #my favorite he of them all #perhaps 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋 #why i no can kiss #that star tho

[justpastryvideos]

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#stim #stimming #stim video #pastry #baking #no cutting #alright everyone hello i'm an hour late i'm sorry #i like the first post to go up at 10 but here we are at 11 #i normally queue all the videos the night before but i've been going to bed really early trying to fix my abysmal sleep schedule #so since i am now a woman who gets up at 9 am #i've been just doing these in the morning #and i'm sorry guys i hate to say this but it's nice #it's nice not going to sleep at 4 am and waking up at 2 pm #so shoutout to the central timezone for forcing me to get up early

[charlie-pippin-faraday]

patricia williamson once said...

yup, it’s time. i’ve saved the three heaviest hitters for last. please submit me your favorite, most memorable, or most stupid patricia williamson quotes. i’ll find them and put them in the completed video. submit in the replies, my ask box, or however! feel free to submit as many as you want; i can never have too many. i vibe with patricia so much i hold her close to my heart, and if y’all don’t do right by her i’m gonna be BIG mad

now, these are the last ones, so i encourage you all to just go full ham with these ones. hold NOTHING back. literally don’t be afraid to submit EVERYTHING. with these last ones, i’m not concerned with trying to be reasonable and keep it to a 5-7 min video. like the jerome video, these ones are gonna be as long as they need to be, even if that means the videos are 15 minutes long. i called them the heaviest hitters for a reason. so get your quotes in!!!

#i am love her #i've literally got a document w/ ALL her best quotes so #imma be Lookin to make sure y'all are getting the good ones in #and i mean it don't hold back whatsoever submit EVERYTHING #i genuinely don't care how long these last videos are #submit away for the 3 heavy hitters #speaking of which now that i've revealed this one and there are only 2 left #im guessing you can all guess who's gonna be last lol #patricia williamson #house of anubis #hoa video

[seriouslynotpaul]

So I started playing Final Fantasy XIV like, a month ago and i just finished ARR but,,,

this is my potato. 

I will die for him.

Silly scrungly little machine man... I patpat his head and tell him how cute he is.

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Vavalyr Fafalyr (c) me

#LOOK LOOK AT HIM AWWW THE STUPID BLORB #ffxiv #lalafell #this man is my current blorbo #i will die for his dumb smile #everytime i see him appear in cutscenes i have the same #reaction as someone who owns a cat #and sees their cat appear in a yt video or smth #THE SCRUNGLO WUNGLO #"THE WHOLE ASS /MAN/ I PINCH HIS FLUFFY CHEEKS #thats me #thats me at vavalyr #i am so sorry #i just think he is hella neat and my gameplay gets 200% better with #him around #scrumbglo.... #bless him #he used to be an archer #bc i main archers in ANY MMO #but he got in an accident and now he works at a factory #i still dont know the extent of the lore BUT #i patpat his mustached face #oyea!! the viera beside him is his adopted daughter but thats for AFTER I buy the entire expansion

[groenendaze]

happpppppppppppy birthday to nettle

#her bday is actually tomorrow but i am teaching all day tomorrow so idk if i will be on #also this vid was very hard and i quit on it Many Times #also most of the vids i took were like. phone vids but WHATEVER. its fine. who cares its a dog vid #nettle #video #MV #SHES THREE NOW #hate the fact that my dogs are the same age #cant change it #but Hate It #i ALSO havent even had nettle a full year yet #her gotcha day is like? in october? so CLOSE but not quite

[emmyrosee]

I cannot stress enough how uncomfortable the actions of Killing Stalking had made me, nor how people could take those actions and think they represent love.

However…

Why did Koogi have to make Sangwoo kinda hot-

#(old post but m high at a friends house so I’m posting now bc spooky rice on yt just posted a video about it 🥳✌🏻) #(​also these tags are funny I’m so funny sober y’all) #AGAIN #I FUCKING HATE THE IDEA THAT PEOPLE CONDONE OR EVEN SHIP THE CHARACTERS INVOLVED #…..however #….he do be kinda hot though #god is this going to get me cancelled #this is going to get me cancelled #don’t let THIS be the thing that gets me cancelled #ALSO HE LOOKS LIKE TSUMU PLEAAAASE- #am I really so shallow that I like the face of a animated psychopath? #is that what I be doing now? #oh sangwoo #sangwoo #ks sangwoo #I’m literally no better than the girls who like b*ndy someone fuckin take me out

[ilajue]

so is hermitcraft one of those things where I have to keep up with everybody or can I just watch doc and grian ,,

#its a lot of stuff to watch and i cant download videos to watch on the train which is really my only free time hfjdjsk #ila.txt #i want to get into it now that s9 is starting but i am open to suggestions of where to start #i just said doc because i know who he is and i like him and his voice :)

[spikedcoffee]

bowl 3 🫠

at this point i am simultaneously regretting and relishing in my decision lol

#girls who smoke weed #me #idk why i still do this #am i cringe now? #stoner blog #stoner girl #blue eyes #personal #girls with blue hair #cute #my video #blowing smoke #smoking video #bong rips