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>be me on NYE
>one of my friends asked me to take a picture out of this end of year video thing I post on my 15 subs youtube channel every year at the end of the year.
> he says because his phone screen is visible and hes worried about what's on it. Says it might be some rp server he was on at the time the picture was taken and thinks it could he embarrassing. (This is important remember this.)
>I zoom in on the picture, it literally looks like a black screen.
> he says hes still worried about someone seeing it
>okay whatever. I try my best to remove this picture that last for like 2 seconds out of a 15 minute long video. (Sidebar, this picture was already in a different video months ago and he was fine w it then and literally has never brought up removing it from that video once.)
> I save changes to the video
> "okay I think I got it, but there might be like .5 seconds of it still, bc YouTube's editing thing sucks"
> he says its fine, because it's a 15 minute long video and the longest that clip is in there for is like. A singular second.
> 2 months later
> be me
> this mf hasnt talked to me, or basically any of my friends since new years.
> guy literally dropped out of the play despite wanting to be in it since September
>guy is literally in all 4 of my classes and hasnt attended a single one since the second day of the semester.
>I'm walking around the school bc the gender neutral bathrooms are closed, so I'm going to the least scary girls bathrooms near the front of the school.
> guy and one of my friends show up and stop me in the hallway.
> friend: "hey guy needs to talk to you."
> me: "bro I have to piss rn can it wait"
> apparently not.
> Guy: "I know you don't understand why I feel this way" (most condescending tone possible)
> turns out changes didnt save in YouTube video and the picture is still in the video for literally 0.003% of the entire runtime.
> tells me to remove it because he thinks that he was "texting his mom about his attempt at the time"
> picture was taken a month before the attempt. also he told me it was the rp server the first time I tried to remove it.
> ok whatever. I say I'll remove the picture.
> interaction is very awkward(mind you we're standing in the middle of a high school hallway while hes telling me all this) I leave and go piss
> I go back to class after pissing
>friend (who was with guy) says that was the first time guys talked to her in a few weeks.
>I show her the picture on my phone, bc I feel like I'm going crazy. The phone literally only looks turned on bc you can see a slightly outline of a white keyboard. Not to mention the photo is BLURRY.
>friend confirms that you can't see fucking shit on the phone in the picture.
>thank god because I thought I was somehow wrong for thinking you cant see shit
Also, bro saw that video that the picture was in once, freaked out bc he thought you could see his rp server in it, then tried to tell me TWO MONTHS LATER (and almost 10 months AFTER the picture was taken and posted in a different video THAT HE SAW) that he was talking to his mom about a suicide attempt in there. I didnt even remember about that bro how tf did he manage to keep that in his brain for two fucking months. Get different meds you fucking dweeb like oh my god. Clearly whatever you're on now isnt working.
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Part 10: A swicharoo for the the dabi lovers
Dabi was back at wokr but his face didnt have the look of i want to murder everyone who talks to me.
“What are you doing with your face, it's creeping me out.” Tomura said as he set a box down on the dolly.
“You mean a smile.” Dabi said
“Yeha creepy.” Tomura said
“Dabi is in love~”Toga chirped out
“Can it gremlin?” Dabi said and she blew a raspberry at him
“Well you also have a bunch of hello kitty bandages on your knuckles so that is also concerning.” TOmura said as he cut open the box
“Yeah I ended up punching some guy in the face and she patched me up back at her place, thai was all she had.” Dabi said as he bet down and removed the contents of the box
“Same girl?” Tomura asked, “And by guy you mean her ex.”
“Yup, she even found out about my arson charges and still wants to see me.” Dabi said
“Wow she is a keeper.” Tomura said a roll of his eyes
“Also I learned she used to be a model.” Dabi said
“Oh now you are just bragging, so can it and stock up this box i'm going to go grab one front he back.” Tomura said as he went to the back and pulled out his phone, what was your name again, oh right (Name).
All of your social media was privatized, so there was that, but you can’t stop people from seeing the magazine issues you were in, and huh he wasn't kidding you were a model, lets see what was this about a power couple, must be the crazy ex dabi was talking about. So easy to find his name, and of course he had his social media opened to the public, and sure enough there was a post about how his new gig was in this city, looks like Dabi is telling the truth.
“What are you doing?” Dabi said looming over his coworkers shoulder
“JEUSUES FUCKING CRIST.” Tomura jumped, nearly dropping his phone “Don't sneak up on me like that.”
“Why were you looking her up?” Dabi asked
“Okay, first of all calm down, second it was just some curiosity, also found her ex platform.”
“Okay and?” Dabi asked as he took the box above tomura head.
“Dabi you are an idiot, don't you know how easy it would be to follow his movements and actions this way.” Tomura said, ``Here, give me your phone.”
“I told you I don't want you in my contacts. I'm not gonna cover a shift for you.” Dabi said
“No, not that.” tomura said, dabi begrundly took his phone out and handed it to him
“...what type of 2003 bullshit is this?” Tomura asked holding his flip phone
“All i need a phone for is to call and text.” Dabi said
“Ugh you sound like a grandpa, i would suggest getting an actual phone if you want to keep tabs on this guy.” Tomura said hanging Dabi fossil of a phone back to him. “Get rid of the burner phone and upgrade.”
“I already spent 360 dollars on an overpriced screen and game.” Dabi said “why do you care anyways?”
“Because I hope that having a girlfriend will make you less of a bitch.” Tomura said and Dabi dropped the box on his head “Yeah like that!”
“Hey you two, stop fighting back here and help me at the register.” Toga shouted
Keigo was having no luck, Dabi really didn't have any social media presents did he, and you had still blocked him, and private your account, even after making a couple of account and trying to follow you, still didn't let him see what you were posting.
You were on a video chat with Mina as you enjoyed your day off, you tried your best to explain the events of the night before, without her freaking out, but it was Mina.
“Wait a darn second, so not only did keigo stalk you and your boy toy-”
“He ain't a boytoy mina.”
“Whatever, but he also chased you down, and he came back and socked him in the face.”
“Yup.” you said
“ I am so glad I got you that little alarm.” Mina said “I'm just glad you are safe.”
“Same, i think Dabi is a cool guy...I like him a lot.”
“(name) has the heart badumps for the bad boy.” Mina cooed
“Oh hush, and what do you think I should ask him to be my boyfriend?”
“Maybe you ready to get back in a relationship?” MIna asked
“I think so, the dates have been going well, we like the text all the time, he is also chill and understanding, and has helped me a lot, so why not?”
“Are you telling me this or yourself?”
“...both? I mean i really like him, but I also really liked Keigo and we saw how that turned out...you don't think dabi would be like that?”
“You can never really tell, but if he is, i'll fight him.” MIna said
“Thanks Mina, I mean I just can't stop dating because of a bad experience.” You said
“Again you talking to me, or yourself here hon?” she asked
“Byeee Mina ill let you know how it turns out.” You said and hung up, and you went over to the sink to dry off the rest of the dishes, when there was a knock on yoru door, you tip toed over, ah just the delivery person.
What was this box, did Mina send you something, no return address though, this had Keigo written all over it. A part of you wanted to take a big marker and write return to sender on it, the other part of you was wondering what exactly did he send to you. Maybe it was the anger that wasn't making you think clearly because you took a kitchen knife and stabbed the box ripping it open, and on top there was a note.
To my birdie
(name) i'm really sorry how i've been acting the past few days, i did not report your friend to the police for punching me in the face, and i will be staying here till i have time to heal up, please accept these gifts as my way of apologizing
-keigo
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every day i think about how they changed the le bien qui fait mal and l'assasinphonie choreography so salieri wasn't dancing close with sexy half naked men. do we know why. i have tried and failed to pinpoint an exact time. i feel like im going insane. they no homoed a dance
anon.. i think about that daily too... im so happy someone else loves the original choreos like i do 😭 it took me a while to reply cuz i was on a mission to answer ur questions as best as i could. so... finally... here is what i found out:
first of all if u wanna read my rant about the changes, in general, here are the posts about le bien qui fait mal and l'assasymphonie
second of all "do we know why" is a good question. meaning i dont have an answer dlkjaskl i just now started to learn french so if they ever talked about it in a video, or something... i missed it. so right away im telling u that i can only offer my guesses.
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starting with LE BIEN QUI FAIT MAL, as i said in that post i linked, i tried to figure out whether they only degayed it for the 2011 proshot or not and i found out that no, the changes were also present in live performances.
then an anon told me massimiliano (the dancer who manhandles salieri) couldnt be at the 2011 proshot recording. i checked the video and he really wasnt there at all, but that still doesnt fully explain things, bc as u will see from my extensive, very professional research, unlike in the 2011 proshot, in live 2011 shows massimiliano was there, performing, in other parts of the musical. just not during lbqfm. i know he is an irreplaceable icon, so much that i couldnt find a single video where he wasnt the one manhandling salieri (even tho other dancers, from other parts of the choreo, kept switching), but to me its now clear that that was not the case. they really just decided to change the choreo.
so now lets see how it all progressed
for that its helpful to know the dates of mor performances. based on that i was insane enough to watch as many videos as i could to try to pinpoint when the choreo changed. except it wasnt that simple. i quickly found out that a loootttttt of other changes happened before that major one, before massimiliano left. so here it is
THE LBQFM CHOREO CHANGES I NOTICED
03.01.2010 last PDS performance, still the original
6, 26 february 2010 original
11 march 2010 original (massimiliano's skirt fell off 😭)
20 march 2010 original
8 may 2010 original
9 may 2010 not so much the original anymore. this is the first change i've noticed. @1:28 originally its a male dancer who bends back salieri and then there are 2 men and 2 women who .. idk how to describe it, but do that push and pull motion. here one of the guys is not there
(10, 11, 12 no performances)
13, 15, 16 may 2010 now the other guy is gone too, only women left (but the dancer is not really gone. im pretty sure hes there, doing another thing next to them)
(cannot find a video from the 17th, that was the last performance in lyon)
performances at zenith de saint etienne begin at the 21st but i couldnt find a video from it
22 may 2010 original again (sidenote salieri is really unhinged here)
27 may 2010 change. female dancer who's usually interacting with salieri during the first verses isnt there, just massimiliano. not sure if its the same woman who calls him during the bridge and moves him thru the dancers but anyways shes also not there, he walks around alone. so when the Climax happens, again, only massimiliano is there grabbing him
31 may 2010 and 6, 10, 13 and 19 june 2010 another change. the female dancer is back, but during "j'adore l'avoir dans la peau" usually there are two dancers next to him mimicking playing a harp with their bodies but not this time
now the dates that matter the most i cant find a single videeooo 🤡 which are the performances in limoges (25, 26 and 27 june 2010) so all i can say is that
3 july 2010 is the first time i could find that massimiliano wasnt there. aka the degayed choreo. but i cant say if it is the first. also the original choreo for the "j'adore..." part is back again. thats the only performance they did in nancy and its also the last tour performance from 2010. a bunch of people were at the curtain call, even albert cohen was there, so its very weird that massimiliano was absent. im so mad i couldnt find those videos from late june bc all i got is just one video of him not being there, which makes me think he just couldnt be there so they had to change the choreo
9 november 2010 they are back in PDS and its the original again (also this is just for me but he still has the original cravat here. im trying to kill two birds with one stone)
2 december 2010 original (salieris beautiful cravat is gone 😔but this is one of my fave videos)
5, 11 december 2010 still the original
12 december 2010 changes again 😭 "j'adore..." harp dancers are gone again
14 december 2010 they are back <3 (funny video bc mikelangelo forgets to give florent the score)
18 december 2010 NOW HERE ITS WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING. a little change. massimiliano is there at the beginning, he drags salieri around but then hes gone before the first verse starts! and he doesnt come back !!! harp dancers are still there tho lmao
19 december 2010 massimiliano is fully gone 🎻 yamin even replaced him during la mascarade, like it happens in the 2011 proshot. i think since this date this change became the standard for a while, before they went back to the original. in the meantime, im guessing its when they shot the 2011 proshot
26 december 2010 still just the female dancer
4, 8 january 2011 still just the female dancer
9 january 2011 still just the female dancer but because it was the last performance in paris, before going on tour again, she has a whip for funsies. also they added, at the end, 2 female dancers sorta removing and quickly putting back salieris coat
28 january 2011 first tour performance, still just the female dancers. and i was not paying attention to this before, but i noticed for the first time in this video the 2 women dancing together, like they show for 2 seconds in the 2011 proshot. lesbian rights <3 i dont think it was part of the original choreo? its hard to tell exactly when they added that bc people usually record salieri, not the dancers, and hes not next to them when it happens (its before the bridge)
4, 5, 6 february 2011 still just the female dancer. but unlike before, this time (but idk exactly when it began) massimiliano was there for other parts of the show; yamin and other people didnt replace him (on the 4th: im pretty sure hes present in l'assasymphonie) (on the 5th: hes in la mascarade, le trublion, etc)
so. they really just changed it. massimiliano not being able to perform wasnt the case. we have to accept that they made a mistake <333 ldkajslk
19, 20, 27 february 2011 the original is back
19, also 19, 20, 23, 26 march 2011 it changed a little again but massimiliano is still there. no one bends salieri back and just one guy and one woman do the push and pull motion. also i think around here they removed the two women dancing together? maybe i just cant see it
20 mai 2011 original back once again
01 april 2011 .................... clearly an aprils fools joke bc massimiliano is gone again. i randomly picked this date cuz i knew it would be cursed dlkjaslk.. also again salieri doesnt get bent back and just 2 dancers do the push and pull... u knOW IT !!! WE GET IT !!!!! ok but i love him dramatically sighing and falling on the floor at @2:58 hes doing the most to make up for the flavour that got lost
03.06.2011 original again
12.06.2011 just massimiliano, no female dancer. im obsessseedddd with this video fully bc of the things massimiliano does!! obsessed with his evil smile @0:48, obsessed with salieri forgetting to throw the score on the floor, so massimiliano grabs it from his hand and forces him to kneel and stand up again. can u tell im a massimilianator and the choreo without him has no chance to please me?
17.06.2011 back to the original again
now im gonna skip to the very last performance from this production bc im honestly tired lkdajskl
10 july 2011 its the original thank god
TL;DR: 19 december 2010 is when the degayed choreo became the standard for a bit and on 19 february 2011 the original returns.
im confident that watching all those videos in a short period of time gave me brain damage but .. anything for science <3
ANYWAYS i started to do this to figure out why they changed It only to realise they changed A Lot of other things throughout performances (some things i didnt even mention, like the dance the woman does next to salieri during the first verse changes a lot) and they kept going back and forth to the original choreo. i think i can safely say not a single part (involving salieri) remained the same throughout the whole thing (not even the bending him back part was always there. i could swear it would be but!! no!). my guess is maybe because a certain dancer took a break or maybe they just wanted to do something different
in conclusion i figured out the exact dates but i cant tell u why massimiliano wasnt part of lbqfm for a while. i couldnt even find people talking about it on forums but, again, maybe bc im not fluent in french. to me it was a big loss, the whole thing loses its spice, i obviously prefer the original by miles. no idea why they simply didnt chose someone to replace him bc the other dancers changed all the time.
maybe it was in florents contract that only massimiliano was allowed to manhandle him <3 dlkjaslk im half kidding bc who knows? maybe it was a legal thing, maybe massimiliano invented this part of the choreo and only He could do it 😭 but honestly. my real final guess is that they simply wanted to change things to make it New and Fresh. as we saw, massimiliano leaving wasnt the only lbqfm choreo change.
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moving on to L'ASSASYMPHONIE thank god bc it will be a lot easier to pinpoint when they changed the choreo. i believe they changed it and never went back to the original </3 god knows why </333 so when i find the new one ill stop looking
03.01.2010 last performance from "season one", at PDS (before going on tour) and also the last time they used the original choreo bUT ! THERES A BONUS! MORE MEN !!! LKDJALKS they said we will degay it later but u can have more naked men as a goodbye gift <3 really caught me by surprise, its the first time i watched it. but u wanna know whats really weird? this blurry shaky video is the only one i can find?! i even had to scroll a lot on youtube to get to it... conspiracy theory dove is trying to hide the original choreo. but honestly it makes no sense bc it was a Special day..... i cant find it anywhereee not even outside youtube... this is a hate crime. this is offensive. this is the heresy salieri sings about in the song.
the only thing i found was another performance from the same day but i think its the morning or afternoon performance and not the very last one. its for sure different than the one i linked first. i dont think there are 100 men onstage but at least we can see he had black nails 🥰 anyways... if anyone knows a better shot video of the very last performance... let me know... im really upsetklfdjalsjdal I FEEL SOOOO ROBBED...
and im even more mad now, remembering that from now on we get this new choreo. it began on their first tour
04.02.2010 2010 tour begins, first time we see the new choreo
and i have absolutely no idea why they changed it. again, i never saw an explanation and i dont have a single guess. i cannot imagine why they thought the new one was better. if i have to say one nice thing about it is that i like the background, the moving curtain that kinda looks like flames. they should absolutely drop the stupid flashing lights and just leave that background for the Cool effect and bRING BACK..... THE HALF NAKED BLINDFOLDED MEN (HNBM) ........... THEY CAN REPRESENT SO MUCCHHHHHH... I LOVE THEM....
thats all i got to say otherwise ill start repeating myself.. if u wanna read more about my opinions on the hnbm and why i prefer the original l'assasymphonie choreo its all in the second link of this post..
anyways big thanks to anyone who read this, hope u enjoy all those videos. even with the dagayed choreos, florent and the dancers always deliver amazing performances. so, regardless, its a good time to watch them. lastly if anything is wrong, if i put down the wrong date or something, my bad, but it was .. a lot.. to go through, so if anyone sees a mistake let me know !
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LB4 KING SET UP (no command seals set up/ hints??)
this isn’t spoiler free, so for those that have made it to the lb4 king fight and want something of a guide with tips here ya go!
Here’s the team I used.
First, I understand that not everyone has a waver, tristan, or qsh -- much less all 3 at 10/10/10 (qsh didn’t even get a chance to use their np anyways -- so the idea of me using them as backup was a wasted slot on the team in the end and i feel like they could have been swapped potentially)
Not to mention the set up especially requires MLB ox demon king ce and tristan or someone with a buff removal
but the intention with this post is that hopefully you can come up with something similar or maybe you can brainstorm something better?, i dont know maybe you have a merlin to make up for ox demon king?, i have no idea what i would have done if i had him but anyways
I highly recommend checking out honakogreen’s video on youtube with a “budget” set up (he uses only 3* servants and below) for more hints on how to win without a command seal (note: it also uses 2 event only mlb ces)
unfortunately, this boss cannot be debuffed, or hit with buff block, what you can do is lower is np charge and that’s it, so we need to rely on self buffs to make it out alive, because otherwise at some point servants start getting one shot
The entire idea of this set up was to have karna do most of the work, and having him take out two break bars asap was my main goal, to do this i need karna to destroy the first break bar on turn 1
karna starts with 50% np
waver is there to do his 3 skills (the first skill goes to karna)
karna at this point has 100% np, i would use karnas buster skill, and the masters attack up ce from their mystic code (now that i think about it, the chaldea combat uniform i used here was useless because i didnt make use of the third skill and the stun is useless -- anniversary blonde would have been much better; only reason i had chaldea combat uniform was because i used it in my last failed attempt)
hans would also use his third skill on karna because once karna breaks through the first bar we need karna to get his np back up asap to try and take down arjuna’s second break bar, i would also use hans’ first skill just in case arjuna feels like killing hans at the end of turn 1 so karna can have the crit up
so first turn should have karna with just about every buff from waver and hans and your own mystic code buff (preferably anniversary blonde buster buff)
and if youre lucky, your starting cards should have a karna card
that way you can: karna np, hans np, karna card (preferably arts, but anything will do as long as it gets that first break bar broken)
we need hans to np so the entire party has even more defense, hopefully hans can also manage to get an attack up buff on karna
Once the first break bar is broken, arjuna will cast one or two self buffs and attack, ideally everyone should live this turn, unless arjuna crits (which hopefully he would have killed waver or hans, again you want karna to do as much damage as possible)
hans and waver on turn 2 are meatshields with no use
I’ve noticed that when arjuna has his first break bar broken he starts to target karna a lot more
second turn is when things start to rely on rng, but your goal should be to get karna to np again and break the second breakbar without your final servant out on the field, also arjuna can cast np charge up randomly -- he especially seems to do it when he’s close to actually np’ing so he can np by surpise -- ive noticed that he will not np charge if someone is out with evasion or guts, as the AI seems to prioritize getting rid of those instead
you’d be surprised how much waver and and karna can tank with all these buffs on them (unless arjuna feels like landing a crit)
karna comes with a guts already on him, in a perfect rng world (which is what happened to me) -- arjuna will not make karna use up his guts before you break the second break bar. (it is totally possible for karna to have used up his guts before the second break bar breaks, that is ok)
SO AT THIS POINT, lets say you managed to get the second break bar broken
arjuna will immediately cast pierce invulnerability and np when that happens.
all you need when this happens is for tristan to be alive without his first or third skill used to survive the final health bar.
I have tristan with a guts ce so that in the event he’s out there in the place of a dead hans/waver he can tank the np that happens when the second break bar gets broken
if tristan somehow lived through all of that, and his first and third skills arent used, i would use them at the final health bar
first to take off pierce invulnerability and the evade to make sure your final hard hitter (either karna or your final servant) survives longer
mozart is there because by the time you make it to arjuna’s third and final health bar you’re going to want to blaze through it asap (yes again), either karna or your final party member should be alive to make use of mozarts third skill, which when maxed out, gives you 50 critical stars
the whole fight really is destroying health bars as soon as you can
but the tricky part is surviving and not having your party wipe by the time you destroy 2 break bars to that pierce invulnerabiliy np -- this is why defense buffs are crucial
once youre at arjuna’s final health bar you are free to use youre command seals and just np him to your heart’s content
reason why i would want the 50 crit stars to is to destroy the final health bar asap, because when arjuna is low on health at this stage (>100k hp?) he casts guts (revives with 3000) and an hp regen (i think it was 10k per turn)
uhhh yeah but mozart and tristans ce’s arent really umportant theyre just guts that i needed so someone could take the second break bar pierce np to the face that isnt my final servant (and if youre lucky karna will have his guts ce to tank it and help you out with the final health bar)
I would not swap out hans for mash, hans has so much value with his np, his third skill helping karna, and his crit up
a lot of this has to do with rng of course, but i know for a fact you can break the first health bar on turn 1 :)
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Steven Universe (Season 2) Review
The last we saw the Crystal Gems they were fighting off against their biggest threat in years. Now we see just what the aftermath of that fight means for our protagonist.
The first season of Steven Universe showed us a lot about the characters, not just who they are, but also where they came from and why they do the things that they do. It taught us about some of the baggage that came with being a crystal gem and left us with a hundred questions of what could come from the Homeworld Gems trying to come back to Earth.
Unfortunately for us though, Season 2 doesn't actually answer any of these questions. While we eventually start to understand the context for the arrival of Peridot and Jasper to planet Earth, a lot of beginning of the season is just filler stalling the information we've been waiting to see. While Season 1 had it's episodes that focused on side characters being a bit more fleshed out, they were episodes that managed to flesh out, for example, Lars and Sadie, while progressing the shows fantasy concepts by doubling the episode as Steven's first time using warpads and taking out a corrupted Gem without the Crystal Gems. Season 2 is like, "here's an episode that's a video Ronaldo uploaded to his blog that adds nothing new to the table for anyone". Or "here's an episode on Mayor Deweys son's daddy issues even though it was clearly written off as a joke in his season 1 appearances". And my favorite "heres the mailman having a SECOND episode dedicated to himself. Performing a play about Mayor Dewey's great grandfather all on his own." I want to not mind these episodes and say that they're part of the small town feels that Steven Universe excels in that promoted the idea that everyone matters, but its just so poorly excecuted when we've already seen how well these episodes CAN be. Hell, some of these episode themes were already used. Frybo already had a really great episode about his father issues causing him emotional turmoil, Ronaldo also already had an episode where we see his home and get flashbacks of his past dynamic with Lars which fleshes them both out as characters, and the Pizza family already gave us that episode where we saw how the every day families of Beach City are affected by the gems. So why did we have to see all this again but so much worse and in between the suspense that Season 1 built slowly and carefully for 52 episodes. Look at how this review is formatted. I had to reference the ending of season 1s giant fight and highstakes, then suddenly have to stop and talk about Ronald, the Mayors son, the mailman, and Deweys Great Grandfather before I could even continue to add my thoughts on the information we DID learn about Homeworld's intentions with Earth. That's how it felt to watch season 2. Unfortunately though, the issue isn't even just that the main overarching story is interrupted a lot. Because even when we do see elements regarding Peridot and her interactions with the Crystal Gems, it ends underwhelming and played out entirely comedically. It ruined a lot of the suspense and fear that was built up surrounding her when the gems encounter her like 4 times and each time plays out identically to the others. Eventually this format of Peridot encounters does lead up to a new direction with the character, and the way they handle her after that as very entertaining and enjoyable as the other characters, but I can't help feel that that new direction she's taken in just deprives me of what I was expecting since the first half of season 1. This isn't the only case of this. Other aspects of Season 1, like Rose Quartz's Sword, end up being used entirely different than it wad made out to be. And while I love how it ended up, it felt just odd to see things seem so different this season and then just end completely randomly. I actually ended up googling the episode count of Season 2 to make sure I wasn't missing any and thats why it abruptly ended, but apparently it seems that Season 2 was originally going to be a 52 episode season like the first, but ultimately got cut in halves which became season 2 and 3. I'll gladly take this into consideration for when i continue onto season 3, but unfortunately it really did take a toll on the quality of season 2.
Fortunately though, although I have huge complaints to how this season turned out. I can at least say there is fun to be had. The main characters still have a lot of their charm and endearing traits, the comedy is strong where its appropriate, the little we learn about the world building is definitely great, and the music we get is still touching. If I'm being honest, my favorite song of the series so far came pretty early onto this season. I'm not gonna pretend this season didnt have its (pun intended) gems sprinkled throughout. Knowing that the season was originally gonna be 52 episodes long, I watched a few episodes of season 3 out of curiosity to see where it'd have gone and it really did immediately pick up the same way season 1 did at the half way mark.
All in all, this season is still Steven Universe. With a lot of the strengths and fun of the first, but with an unfortunate drop of quality due to it's episode count and some questionable decisions. It was still entertaining enough that I'm gladly still interested in continuing the show. I ultimately will give it a 7.5/10. A decent drop from what I gave Season 1, but when I remove the expectations factor of my complaints, there's not too much more to complain about. With how much I've loved of what I seen of the start of Season 3 so far, I'll definitely get through it quickly and get back to my thoughts. But I already know for sure the quality picks up immediately.
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ok so I haven't been feeling that the arrangement/relationship was giving much bc it was a purely sexual thing and I was getting bored and low key disgusted.
and like when we met we both agreed for this to be no strings attached bc neither wanted a gf/bf. however I noticed like a year in he was catching feelings because he said "would you like to be exclusive?" and I asked what he meant and he said "that we only have sex with each other" and I said that I didn't know.
cut to like a few months later my sex drive goes down and I don't want to meet up bc it's just for sex and I tell him I'm not really wanting to do anything and he's like "oh but we can hang out still", but hanging out with him is literally sitting in his bed playing video games which isn't interesting or fun for me or watching a movie and have him dry hump me and tell me he wants me to which I get annoyed at because I EXPLICITLY said I didn't want to do anything.
and I also need to mention other things that annoyed me with him. every time in the morning I wanted to leave I always had to like come up with something like a "plan" so I had somewhere else to be and couldn't stay because dude I want to enjoy my weekend. and every time I was like "well o gotta go" and he said "it only takes 6 minutes to the train from here" but like I have smaller legs than you, want to have an extra 5 min in case and I HAVE ANXIETY which I've told him so I need extra time or I'll literally panic. so I almost missed the train several times because he would sometimes refuse to let me get up from bed and I was clearly annoyed at him like this isn't funny and idk why he thinks I'd want to miss my train bc then I'd have to wait 30 min for my bus.
time management. I'm the person that gets to class 20 min early. Gets up 2-3h before I need to leave the house and make sure I have n extra 20-30 min of I'm going to find a new place. this dude was more of a "few seconds before" type of person which gave me anxiety and just felt disrespectful of my time when HE decided time and then never managed to meet me in time. even if 90% of the time he just had to walk down to the lobby door of his apartment to get me on he'd be 10-15 min late.
however I think what was the breaking point for my tolerance was when we decided to watch captain marvel in theatres. I said I'd like to eat before and he was like "sounds good, the movie starts 21.30 so we can meet 20.35 and eat" and I'm like, weird time but okay. and I arrive 10 min early to the mall we're gonna eat at (where they also have the theatre) and I tell him I'm there. 20-30min later I get a text that says "I'll be a little late" and I'm like okaybim in the lobby. he comes through the doors 20 minutes before the movie starts and then is like "so what do you want to eat?" and I say "do we really have time for that" I'm annoyance and he's like sure we do and I'm like....sure....so we have Lebanese food but I can't eat quickly because of my anxiety and past ed so I eat half and put the rest of the shworma in my bag for later. then he wanted to go to another store to buy drinks with like 3 min left until it started. RIGHT OMG when we got there FORTY MINUTES LATE he wants to go say hi to a friend who works in a store there LIKE???!!???????
and onto kinks. he noticed me posting pics of kris wu sometimes going "omg daddy choke me😩😩" as we know I do, and he's like "you're into that?" and I'm like yea, thinking about choking. and then he asks about what I mean with daddy and I explain that's like "he's hot" it's a term used for hot men and he's like "you can call me daddy😏". and me, who only have like 5 names on my daddy list is laughing internally but I'm like whatever, sure.
next time I get to his house he asks me to call him daddy mid sex and I'm like ok??? and I do and there was nothing more to it. like 2-3 times later he goes full dd/lg and oh my gOd was it disturbing. he said stuff like "cum for daddy", "you have to keep quiet or your mom will hear" etc. and I said I didn't like talking during sex prior to this AAAAAND I TOLD HIM ABOUT MY VERY BAD RELATIONSHIP WITH MY DAD so this made me nauseous and I told him I didn't like talking like that during sex. i don't even remember his response but he did it like 2-3 more times before he stopped but like omg I felt so uncomfortable. he kept asking what kinks I had and I said I enjoy hair pulling, choking, being restrained and roughhoused but idk why he translated it into dd/lg.
I had told him vulnerable things about myself that he didn't understand like my anxiety, issues with my period pain, my relationship with my dad and some things about sugar babying. and he really thought he could fix all these things.
third thing. he sent me links to oils, meditation methods and other "natural" ways of getting rid of period pains. and I tell him thank you but if this worked I'd know already. and he's like "but it works for some" and I'm like I'm not saying it isn't, it's just the fact that I almost got immune to strong pain killers specifically made for cramps so rubbing some lavender oil on my vulva won't do shit boy.
fourth. I get that he was probably trying to be nice and give me compliments and I told him I was insecure about my tits because they're not that big. they're a size AA and A on food days I guess. but he said every time that my boobs had gotten bigger like, I'd have a F cup at this point if they actually were getting bigger and he noticed it every time. then however he started saying "your ass had gotten bigger" and it made me feel so selfcouncious. he KNEW about my ed and he KNEW I was still having issues with it so I don't understand why that comment was necessary???? I spiraled after hearing those comments and almost started dieting and skipping meals again because of those comments. and I know it's in and hot to have a big ass rn but o don't want one, love em on other people but I don't want one bc o feelnotd be disproportionate with my small chest and I already feel so uncomfortable sometimes with not being curvy and like it messes me up ......
and just being treated like a sex object in general. sure it was a sexual arrangement, but some respect please.....he would call me sexy even though I said I didn't like that comment bc I didn't see myself as sexy and didn't think it described me well (plus I look younger than I am so it makes me kind of uncomfortable). and saying only things about my body and how hot and sexy I am and it didn't make me feel good. ever. I don't think he ever complimented me on anything else but looks and it gets very boring after a while.
the end of it. as we know I'm in Korea rn studying and he knew this since months back and we hadn't talked since my bday in February and I avoided sc bc we almost only talked there but then I posted something and he replies around July/August and never stops writing even though I don't reply for 1-4 days. immature of me maybe but I was working a lot and didn't even think of replying bc it gave me anxiety to talk to him at this point.
then September. it's 1 month left until I leave and I have a LOT to fix before going and friends to say bye to. he says "can we meet this weekend" and I tell him I work weekends and I have other things to do almost every weekend up to when I leave and idk if I'll have time. he kept pushing again and again and I told him I didn't have time. then like a week left and he asks me to come over tonight and he knows I need to know these things I'm advance or I don't do it bc I'm not an impulsive person. and I tell him "honestly I don't think I will have the time to see you before I leave. I want to say bye to my close friends and my family" and he's like "wouldvevliked to see you one time before you leave though ://" butbi don't reply.
I talk to a few friends and they tell me to break it off but I only did it last week and BOY. I sent him a message on fb saying that I'm sorry but I don't think this kind of relationship works for me anymore, I'm not interested in it and won't be when I come back either probably and I say that I hope he understands. and he just replies "what kind of relationship is this?" and I say fwb at best. and he's like. .....well...I was hoping for more but I could sense you didn't want it.
LIKE!!!!!WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME SO WE BOTH DIDNT WASTE TIME OMG. LIKE HES AN ADULT. A FULL BLOWN ADULT. HES TURNING 30 NEXT YEAR.
but I tell him yea no I was never looking for that and we agreed on nothing more. and he's like "too bad liked your vibe" and I laughed out loud bc omg that's hilarious!!!! also fuck you. and I say sorry again and that I'm not looking for anything at all and he asks "why?" this dude has the audacity to ask WHY I don't want to suck his dick and I'm trying to be nice about it but I said "do I need more of an explanation than that I don't want to?" and he's like no, but hmu if you change your mind. he also said he wasn't looking for a normal relationship, he wanted something between fwb and a real relationship whatever that means and like ugh I'm so tired....
In conclusion I hate men and I removed him from sc and fb.
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The camera shifts slightly ad her face comes into view. Checking the settings one more time she smiles and waves to the camera,
"Hi! Today we are going to go through the various creatures I own and how I got them! Now, while I own an aviary, many of the birds just visit momentarily and then return home either to their owner or they are relocated to a proper habitat after rehabilitation. I own around 9 different birds, 2 different reptiles, one amphibian, one arachnid and 5 mammals."
She turns the camera around, showing her walking to a door. The door opens to reveal what appears to be a animal paradise, different glass domes showcasing brilliant fauna from different ecosystems. The first dome she walks into appears to be a north American forest, and the camera shows her sliding a thick leather glove onto her hand.
"First up, let's meet Arthur. Arthur is a Male great horned owl, who used to be a pet until his owners got tired of him. Instead of bringing him straight to a place like mine, they just let him out into the wild, leaving him defenseless and vulnerable to predators. He had no idea how to hunt for himself and hardly flew around unless he wanted to perch."
She makes a whistle noise and theres a barely there sound of flapping as a large owl swoops from the trees and lands on her gloved hand. The owl settles himself and preens lightly under the view of the camera.
"He was given to me by someone who found him practically starving to death out in the woods. I taught him how to fly and how to hunt by using treats whenever he did it well, but since he had been a pet most his life he refuses to leave and thus cannot be rehabilitated. He's very friendly and behaves well around all age groups so he is one of my best models for photographs when I go to teach kids about animals"
Raising her hand and making another whistle noise, Arthur flies off into the trees. Moving to another patch of trees, She reaches into a bag at her side and pulls out a small piece of raw cubed beef, clutching it between her thumb and index within the large glove. She makes a high pitched scree noise and a more noticable flapping noise is heard from directly in front. A gyrfalcon swoops down and lands on her hand, quickly gobbling down the beef.
"This is Fawkes, my gyrfalcon. Hes about 8 years old, and came to me about a year and a half ago, suffering from an injured foot. He was given to me by a retired falconer and very quickly got used to being pampered because of his injury and prefers to stay in the aviary where he can stretch his wings whenever he pleases but still get attention."
Raising her hand like she did with Arthur, Fawkes flies off into the trees. Taking the large glove off, she flips the camera to face her again,
"Those were my north American birds, now on to my tropical species"
There's a jump cut and now Sarah is shown standing in an area of lush fauna, two different species of macaws on her shoulders. The one on her left shoulder is a scarlet macaw, the one on the right is a hyacinth macaw. Adjusting the microphone on the small headset, she introduces the pair,
"This is Bow, the scarlet macaw, and Beck, the hyacinth macaw. Both are around the same age, about 4 years old, and I got both from a rescue program after their habitats were destroyed due to logging companies. Both are very friendly and will attempt to take any buttons you happen to have on you, hence why I'm wearing a regular T shirt without buttons on it. They hang out here in the tropical dome with each other and anyone who happens to stop by, so they're never lonely"
The camera now shows her sitting on a low branch next to a toco toucan, the bird walking back and forth along the branch.
"This is Tulio, the toco toucan. He has been with me ever since he was a hatchling, his species being a very popular pet. He was the runt and was gifted to me by a very reliable avian breeder. He's very friendly and loves to eat fruit, and I often let those who pose with Tulio feed him a berry or two as a treat for good behavior."
Another jump cut and now she is standing holding a greater bird of paradise, the bird preening his feathers as he perched on her arm.
"This is Tico, the greater bird of paradise. He is about 3 years old, and loves being in the spotlight. I got him after he was injured in his habitat by some logging crew after he refused to leave. Since being brought to me, he has recovered fully but now thinks I am his mate and consistently performs a display to hopefully get me to accept his proposal."
She visibly sweatdrops as she mentions this before the scene changes to her opening the door to another dome, this one lacking very many trees and instead having tall Savannah grass. As soon as she closes the door, a pair of wings can be heard getting closer, and the moment she turns around, a large African crowned crane is standing in front of her.
"Oh! Hello Majesty, heheh. This is Majesty, my African crowned crane. She was gifted to me by a local zoo after she got involved in a pretty bad spat between her and another of their female cranes. She enjoys attention and pretty much demands the focus be on her at all times, and there has been one or two incidents of her pecking at someone who didnt give her the attention she wanted. Because of this, I rarely have her pose for photos, although she loves having her picture taken."
The scene cuts and now she has the camera pointed to a secretary bird, standing tall with his head feathers moving in the slight breeze. He steps toward the camera and pecks at it before Sarah moves the camera away, laughing softly,
"This is Jaques, my Male secretary bird. He has a habit of pecking at anything he can get his beak on, Haha. Despite that though, hes much more behaved than Majesty and thus I have more pictures of him. He tends to stand on people's shoulders if I have them crouch next to him. He was also given to me by a zoo as they needed more space for different animals they had received and had no where to put him. He enjoys being scratched under the beak and that's usually what he's asking for if he shoves his head in your hand."
The camera cuts again to show Sarah holding a large bearded vulture on her arm. He has bright orange pigment in his feathers.
"This is Steve, my bearded vulture, or lammergeier. Their diet is primarily bones, and they put pigment in their feathers to make them more intimidating. Steve prefers to be left alone and thus keeps to himself when I'm not around. I've had him for about 3 years now, after being injured by a trap someone had set. These fierce birds are captured and poisoned in acts of illegal persecution, and seldom make it out before the person who trapped them comes back to check their traps. And that's all of my personal avians!"
The view changes to being inside a fairly spacious room with terrariums lining the walls. She walks over to the closest one, opening it to show an African fat tailed gecko, carefully reaching her hand inside for the small reptile to crawl into her hand.
"This is Kiwi, my African fat tailed gecko. She's very friendly and her favorite place to sit is on people shoulders or head so she can get a good look around. Kiwi is an oreo morph, one of the rarer ones as this morph type is recessive. She likes to lick things and it feels very ticklish when she does, heheh. I've had her for about 2 years, and I got her for my birthday."
Placing Kiwi back into her tank, she moved down to another one, opening it and carefully removing a piebald python. The snake immediately slithered itself up to rest around her neck, causing Sarah to flip the camera view.
"This is Cookie, my piebald ball python, shes about 3 years old and was probably the best Christmas present I ever received! She enjoys curling around people's necks and she's extremely photogenic, she poses in just about every picture I've ever taken of her. And given how comfortable she is around my neck right now, I think itd be best if she stays there for the rest of the video."
There's a cut and the camera focuses on a black salamander with yellow spots, leisurely resting in a small pool of water.
"This is Mino, my black and yellow spotted salamander. I got him from my college professor who told me she couldnt take care of him anymore because of her new apartment having a strict no pets policy. He prefers to stay in his tank and it's best to not handle him because the oils from human hands could hurt him very badly. So most of the photos I have of him are of him in his tank."
The scene changes to show a large tarantula crawling on her hand. Sarah whispers softly into the microphone to avoid startling the arachnid,
"This is Luna, my rose haired tarantula. She is one of my oldest pets, being 13 years old. I've had her since I was in highschool and she's been with me through pretty much everything. She's very docile and is very okay with being handled but since she's so special to me I only let her take pictures with those I know personally."
Coming up to the last few minutes of the video, the camera shows two ferrets, a cat, and two dogs, playing next to a couch. Of the two ferrets, one is a dark eyed solid white and the other has a standard sable coat, and they seem to be playfully fighting over a toilet paper tube. The cat is a ragdoll and is leisurely resting in a patch of sun coming from the window. The smallest of. the two dogs is a pomsky, the larger being a albernese mountain dog.
"To end my video, I'm going to introduce you all to my five mammalian pets, Jinx and Greg the ferrets, Maria the ragdoll, Skye the pomsky and Kiba the albernese mountain dog. Out of the five, Maria is the oldest at 10 years old, Kiba coming in second at 5 years old. Jinx and Greg came from the same litter, both being 3 years old, Greg being the runt. And Skye is the youngest at 2 years old! I got all of them from reliable breeders and I cherish all of them dearly. And that concludes all my personal pets! Thank you for tuning in, see you next time!"
The video ends with a slideshow of various pictures of the animals with various people.
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Hostage Negotiation
In which Tumblr absolutely dunks on the Discord formatting, starring:
@sunlight-magnificence @fouramour @sixpinsdie @itsjacktheknife @lassofthelaw @cautionarylaw @fastestshadeofgreen @undertakinggraveshift @dilldaydreamer @aceoflaw
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:04 PM
08: @Law
https://theuniverseisher.tumblr.com/post/178198725232/pvt-law
08: ;)
((for those who can't get on tumblr just now))
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:08 PM
WK: ....Release her. NOW!
Percy (06/💀)Today at 10:09 PM
She already had her relea--))
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:09 PM
((ADSFGH))
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:09 PM
((don t do th i s
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:10 PM
08: ;) You know my demands.
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:14 PM
WK: You want me to beg, you FILTHY URCHIN?! Please, come here so I can hear your carapace CRACK under my foot.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:15 PM
08: Would somebody please inform His Royal Marshmellow why, precisely, that's ill-advised?
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:17 PM
WK: No, you won't die. I shall just remove every joint from it's socket until you're a shell with a still-beating heart. You will not GET to die.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:18 PM
08: Still not a good idea, cupcake!
Resh (NB)Today at 10:19 PM
NB: Sir! Wait! Wait, she’s, well apparently she’s got the universe inside her! If you kill her, or damage her, maybe, reality itself may break. If the universe dies, we, goddamnit, we all die.
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:22 PM
WK: You're with the Felt then? I will end each and every one of them unless you return here with my wife, NOW.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:23 PM
08: Yawn!
08: Really, you're cute. Thinking that bothers me.
08: Is that all you've got? You must really not care about your wife.
08: My husband would have bent over backwards to get me back. ;)
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:25 PM
WK: How DARE you imply that I do not care.
WK: Is that what you want? Wherever you are, bring me there.
Resh (NB)Today at 10:26 PM
NB: Sir!? What the hell are you thinking we need to plan this!
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:26 PM
08: No.
08: I want you to beg.
08: Before all your people. I want them to see you on your knees.
08: Show me how much you want her back, Wilhelm.
ave (PS/Sol)Today at 10:28 PM
PS: Snowman.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:29 PM
08: :)
Percy (06/💀)Today at 10:31 PM
06: Hey
06: I'm innocent.
06: Why are we threatening my life, I'm not involved in this. You should consider anger therapy.
06: Your wife gets kidnapped one time and suddenly it's an everyone problem.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:31 PM
SS: oh there you are
SS: left me on read you bitch
SS: ....but this is pretty great not gonna lie
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:32 PM
08: ���
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:33 PM
WK: >You kneel where you stand, in the middle of the street in the city. Where everyone can feel your unbridled rage around you at the epicenter. You don't know how or if she could possibly see you, but you're kneeling now
WK: PLEASE.(edited)
Percy (06/💀)Today at 10:34 PM
06: Haha.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:34 PM
SS: wow
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:34 PM
08: Someone get there and Skype me.
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:34 PM
04: on it.
Percy (06/💀)Today at 10:34 PM
06: Bitch we use discord now get with the times ))
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:34 PM
(( IT IS, IN HINDSIGHT, A HILARIOUS TIME JOKE TBH
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:34 PM
SS: cant wait to see this shit in the papers
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:35 PM
((LMFAO))
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:35 PM
04: is it just gonna be really obvious where he is, or should i close my eyes and assume i'll end up there.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:35 PM
((pesterchum or bust))
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:35 PM
uninstall AOL messenger u cuck))
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:36 PM
08: Probably obvious! A little limited at the moment myself.
FINE AIM ME YOU FUCKS))
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:37 PM
01: yo
01: snow
01: ill pay you for pics
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:38 PM
> Clover manages to find the king in record time, as he do. > There's now a livestream in-chat.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:39 PM
SS: ha!
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:39 PM
08: 3 favors for a set of 5. 5 for 10.
08: Ohh, this is good.
08: Now, see? That wasn't so hard.
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:40 PM
01: mmmmm
01: yo WK how much you think snuff of your wife is worth just wondering
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:41 PM
08: I also have a cashapp.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:41 PM
SS: id pay for it
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:41 PM
WK: Don't! Please.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:44 PM
08: Now, see, this is fun!
08: On the one hand, there's the good, sweet husband and law enforcement, who surely wouldn't want queenly blood on their hands--given how Beloved she is to the ruling planet--no matter whether they personally care for her or not.
08: On the other, snuff of a Queen is once in a lifetime.
08: Race to see who has the better offer.
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:44 PM
01: definitely rather pay cash i dont trust your uh
01: creativity
01: on favors and shit
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:45 PM
SS: really snow? youre thinkin of leaving her alive?
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:45 PM
08: I'm all ears! Auction starts now.
08: 💋
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:46 PM
WK: Anything you want. Anything.
WK: I will do whatever you ask.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:46 PM
08: Anything is dangerous, sweet Marshmallow.
08: Are you absolutely certain of that?
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:47 PM
WK: If you return her, yes.
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:47 PM
04: ooooh.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:47 PM
SS: didnt she take everything from you
SS: what fun is it to let her go now that youve got her
SS: you should do to her what she wasnt able to do to you
SS: cull that bitch
SS: and her husband too
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:48 PM
WK: I swear on my life that I will do whatever you ask so long as you return her. Please.
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:48 PM
AR: you should also refrain from bribery. and threats. and kidnapping.
AR: on a public forum.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:48 PM
08: Oh, darling, sweet Regulator.
08: Eat me.
08: Now then!
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:48 PM
SS: haha
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:49 PM
cop dad banging pots and pans SCATTER))
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:49 PM
SS: he said you could return her so
SS: just return her body
SS: everyone wins
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:50 PM
WK: ALIVE.
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:50 PM
SS: aw see now youre asking for a lot
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:51 PM
(( doin this for quick not-worth-a-dm-channel exchanges ))
[04->08: i dunno, 'on death's edge' is still alive. :P]
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:51 PM
[08->04: ;)]
[08->01: You'll get your photos. $Sn0wbitch send the cash.]
Percy (06/💀)Today at 10:53 PM
Death: Perhaps not my place, being human, but... there has already been one war between Derse and Prospit. Wouldn't murdering her constitute a second war, and are we all willing to cause a second war over this? I feel you have already... pushed good reason for such.
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:53 PM
[01->08: god bless you ya crazy c*nt.]
[-Transfers 4k, because this is an investment mon dude.-]
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:54 PM
WK: Do you accept my offer?
Bunny (SS)Today at 10:54 PM
SS: freedom doesnt come cheap SS: kill the tyrants
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:55 PM
[04->08: you deserve more than just 'please', in my opinion!]
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:55 PM
[AR may or may not have just....closed the chat. T-minus 45 minutes for guilt and doing the right thing but I'm going to have a GRAND forty five minutes thank YOU.]
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 10:55 PM
[45 minutes is a long time to allow murder]
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:57 PM
[08->01: I'll send them once we're done here.]
08: Here's what I'm thinking, Wilhelm.
08: Immunity for this little debacle. No arrests, no charges--I walk out of this scot-free, as do my fine band of merry gentleman. No legal retaliation.
08: And I will have my ring back.
08: How's that sounding so far?
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:57 PM
WK: Done.
fuck this shit (01/AR)Today at 10:57 PM
[AR awknowleges the narrator's point with a steven universe struggling not to crack gif. Time is adjusted accordingly.]
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 10:58 PM
08: Ho.
08: Also this story is going to the press as we've written it, and none of your heroic-twist style narratives.
08: For that little extra salt in the wound.
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 10:59 PM
WK: I don't care. Return her immidiately, or bring me there.
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 11:02 PM
08: No, I won't be bringing you here.
08: And I will return her, when I am good and ready.
08: The drop off with be in front of the Regalia Hotel, two hours from now. 08: There will be no police presence.
08: Only you, and Mister Four of my outfit.
08: Any breech of this contract, and I'll slit her throat before you even get a shot off.
08: Are we perfectly clear on that?
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 11:03 PM
04: 🕓🕗✌💋
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 11:03 PM
WK: Yes.
WK: Is everyone clear? Do. Not. Follow. Me.
Percy (06/💀)Today at 11:05 PM
06: That was easy.
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 11:05 PM
04: requesting permission to end stream, boss?
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 11:05 PM
08: Permission granted.
08: Be sure to save that.
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 11:06 PM
04: wouldn't dream of otherwise.-- The video stream cuts off. --
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 11:07 PM
08: A pleasure doing business with you, as always, Wilhelm!
pixel~! (04/Dualscar)Today at 11:07 PM
04: ✨
Imagine Dragons (09/WK)Today at 11:07 PM
WK:....
Mabs (PI/02)Today at 11:07 PM
PI: -Pembrooke Ingleton has signed off-
Carro (DD/08/WQ)Today at 11:07 PM
08: Oh! Yes, Clover,you're quite righht.
08: ✨
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wanna chat? pt.20
on ao3
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20
i'm not dead yet but i'm v close
eponine = alya
enjolras = marinette
grantaire = nino
marius = adrien
enjoy
13:04
eponine: dont listen to marinette
enjolras: Ummm????
LIsten to Marinette
eponine: no fuck u
enjolras: :P
grantaire: ????????
what did you do
eponine: NOTHI N G
enjolras: She tried to chase Chat after the akuma attack and almost fell in the Seine
eponine: i did not
enjolras: She was 100% ready to swim
eponine: NO I WANS T
grantaire: oh is that where you went
eponine: f i g h t m e
grantaire: al youd do anything for another interview wiht one of them
eponine: >:(
u arent wrong tho
grantaire: exactly
i cant believe you almost went into the river
eponine: i hate you
14:16
enjolras: Has anyone heard from Adrien today??
grantaire: i talked to him thsi morning
enjolras: When was this morning
grantaire: uhhh like….
2
enjolras: Sleep??? Is a thing??????????
grantaire: video games are also a thing
enjolras: I hate you
grantaire: </3
14:25
eponine: good afternoon i am gay
grantaire: youre bi
eponine: good afternoon i am bi
do u have a moment 2 talk about our lord and savior
ladybug
enjolras: Why are you like thsi
eponine: im running on like 5 cups of coffee
marius: lmao lame
eponine: what
grantaire: ?????
enjolras: Did alya steal adriens phone again
eponine: first of all rude
second of all
what
marius: who even is everyone on here??}
what kind of nerd club is this
grantaire has changed their name to nino
nino: blame adrien
he got all geeky on us
eponine has changed their name to ladybugfan2020
ladybugfan2020: hello im still bi
marius: what in fresh hell is going on here
enjolras has changed their name to mari
mari: Who are you???
And why do you have Adriens phone
marius: because he’s too trusting lol
guess who’s thumbprint is in it and has access to everything
nino: i know my dude doesnt have anything weird on his phone that he wouldnt want people to see
but still
bro thats ominous
marius: ;*
ladybugfan2020: really tho who r u
marius: god i can’t believe you can’t figure it out
who do you think adrien would trust not only with his phone but also enough to put their fingerprint in it?????
ladybugfan2020: nino
mari
probably not me but a girl can dream
ladybug
chat
link
marius: i’m stopping you right there because fictional characters don’t count
i’m honestly offended
is there a block button on skype???
mari: Why do you have his phone Chloe?
marius: wow!!! one of you has a brain!!! a concept
nino: oh shit he had a big photoshoot today didnt he
man i feel bad that i forgot
mari: He didnt want to talk about it much dont feel too bad
marius: no shame on you for forgetting
clearly i’m the only one who cares about adrien here
ladybugfan2020 has removed marius from the group.
mari: Alya no
ladybugfan2020: alya yes??
i dont like her
mari: I mean same but Adrein wont know why hes been removed
nino: mars got a point
ladybugfan2020: ugh y do i like either of u
ladybugfan2020 has added marius to the group.
marius: fucking rude
ladybugfan2020: fight me
marius: maybe i will!!!!
nino: last time you did that al got akumatized lets ton e it down
marius left this group
ladybugfan2020 has added marius to this group.
marius: fuck you
ladybugfan2020: oh u wish
marius: i want out
mari: Then put down Adriens phone??
marius: i’m bored
this photoshoot is boring
you’re all JUST as boring though
marius has changed their name to chlo
chlo: a random reminder that i hate you all and am only talking to you because i’m desperate
nino: im honored
chlo: you should be
ladybugfan2020: new question
y r u at the photoshoot
chlo: cause i was in part of it??
duh
mari: You model?
chlo: ok so clearly i need to talking up myself MORE
i thought that was something people like you wanted me to stop doing
make up your mind
mari: You cant tell but Im rolling m y eyes
chlo: of course i’m a model have you seen me
nino: unfortunately
chlo: fuck off
ladybugfan2020 has renamed this conversation to “chloe sux”
chlo: fucking
this is why i’m not friends with any of you
mari: Lets be real you wouldnt be friends with us if we werent like this
chlo: probably true
nino: i dunno
we were pretty close when we were
6?
chlo: oh god don’t remind me
i’ve blocked that from my memory
nino: what? dont like remembering how we got married on the playground
chlo: get out of my life lahiffe
nino: are we getting a divorce??
mari: No you got divorced when we were 8
ladybugfan2020: i feel like im watching a soap opera
wild
did we all get married on the playground???
i got married to this girl in my class when i was 4 and she was my first kiss good times
we had to break up tho cause she wanted to go on the slide when i wanted to use the monkey bars
mari: Aw tragic young love
chlo: not surprised
ladybugfan2020: k ive shared every1 else go share ur 1st kiss
mari: Kim in a game of truth or dare when I was eleven
nino: chloe at our wedding
chlo: lame
also i don’t owe you anything cesaire
ladybugfan2020: i can just ask adrien later
chlo: fuck
ok i kissed alix the day before nino and i got married
alix kissed me
i think it was a dare
nino: i cannot believe you cheated on me
i want another divorce
chlo: yeah yeah
ladybugfan2020: whyd u 2 divorce anyway?
nino: chloe didnt invite me to her birthday
chlo: ummm?????
i mean no i didn’t
because it was a girls only sleepover
but also i remember YOU had a crush on mari
so
ladybugfan2020: just kno i am living
mari: YOu had a crush on me when we wer e 8???
nino: mari i hope you know everyone has had a crush on you
mari: ???????????????
ladybugfan2020: can confirm
chlo: ew they need me to do something i’ll steal adrien’s phone back later
be less lame when i get back
nino: no promises
ladybugfan2020: lmao anyway
now we just gotta find out who adriens 1st kiss was
any1 kno?
mari: Nino would know
nino: i mean i do but thats for him to share
im sure he will but ill let him do it
ladybugfan2020: nice
now we just gotta remember to ask
ive got it
ladybugfan2020 has renamed this conversation to “who was adrien agrestes first kiss??? find out more at 6”.
mari: Subtle
ladybufan2020: thanks
14:43
chlo: i lived bitch
nino: did chloe just meme
chlo: of course i did????
i mean come ON adrien agreste is my best friend
what did you expect?
nino: nah dude hes my bes t friend
chlo: no he’s not
ladybugfan2020: rude™
mari: Were his best friends????
chlo: pff
you’re more than just his friends
ladybugfan2020: ????
chlo: nothing
anyway you people are boring god
did you do nothing while i was gone??
how does he suffer being in your presence
nino: has anyone ever told you youre kinda rude and obnoxious
chlo: yeah you
multiple times
nino: cool imma do it again
chlo: where’s the middle finger emoji
nino: :P
mari: I cant believe you came back
chlo: yeah neither can i
guess you’re less boring and annoying than doing nothing
PM between chlo and ladybugfan2020
ladybugfan2020: can i ask y u hate mari
chlo: i don’t hate her
ladybufan2020: …
chlo: it’s a long story
ladybugfan2020: well shes my best friend and ur kind of a dick to her
chlo: yeah well i’m not a nice person
ladybugfan2020: have u ever considered trying to b a nicer person
chlo: fuck off
adrien agreste is my best friend
what the hell do you think
ladybugfan2020: try harder
in who was adrien agrestes first kiss??? find out more at 6
mari: Has Adrien seriously been working this whole time???
chlo: not constantly but he hasn’t had much downtime
when he’s not getting pictures taken of him they’re having him do other stuff
probably cause he’s the boss’ kid but i don’t know
i just pose and look pretty
nino: use no brain power like usual
chlo: haha very funny
ladybug2020: do u think hes gonna read through all these messages???
mari: Depends on if hes tired or not
ladybug2020: mk
hey sunshine
if ur reading this
ilysm
thats all
chlo: ugh they need me
mari: I mean you are like
Working
chlo: whatever
we’re almost done so adrien will probably be on next
bye losers
nino: bye ex wife
15:07
chlo: Ok I see that something happened
Oh my username has changed
Well ok that explains almost everything
chlo has changed their nickname to adrien
adrien: I had to turn autocaps back on
nino: dude thats lame
adrien: I’m a lame person
Also to answer the chat name’s question
Nino
ladybugfan2020: ????????
what???????????
when did this happen??????
adrien: A few months ago?
nino: sounds about right
adrien: I had to do a photoshoot that was going to involve kissing a girl and I didn’t want my first kiss to be work related
I was talking about it to Nino and he was like “the answer is to have your first kiss before the photoshoot”
mari: And so the next logical step was to kiss NIno
adrien: …yeah sort of
nino: fun fact adrien is a great kisser
@alya cause mari already knows
mari: Please stop talking to me oh my god
ladybugfan2020: i feel like im missing out
how do i get adrien agreste to kiss me
how did u do it mari?
it was an accident right??? just like…fall asleep on his face?
mari: I’m leaving goodbye I hate you all
ladybugfan2020: </3
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oh hecking heck it's been a while
an actual angel @kookminau has tagged me in a tag game thing. thank u bby 😇❤️
THE LAST:
1. drink: ribena my baby my smollest child
2. phone call: my mum bc she was tryna work out how to use facetime lmao
3. text message: “i just woke up” classic
4. song you listened to: look here - bangtan
5. time you cried: yesterday after i saw jm and jk in the bon voyage episode hahaha kill me
6. dated someone twice: no thank god
7. kissed someone and regretted it: ye o boi
8. been cheated on: nah
9. lost someone special: who hasn’t
10. been depressed: ye
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: every time cries
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12-14. gold, red and pink!!!!!!
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yeye❤️❤️❤️
16. fallen out of love: on reflection p sure it was just infatuation but maybe??
17. laughed until you cried: yeah omg
18. found out someone was talking about you: lmao yes always
19. met someone who changed you: yes!
20. found out who your friends are: hahaha oh boy yes!!!
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: a few actually Y I K E S
GENERAL:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them!! like 97% hahah
23. do you have any pets: 3 annoying as heck but adorable doggos!
24. do you want to change your name: last name hell yeah
25. what did you do for your last birthday: i got drunk w some cool cats n had ice cream cake quality
26. what time did you wake up: 10am oops
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was asleep LMAO but the night before i was reading this rly angsty drarry fic bless
28. name something you can’t wait for: bts to return to aus pls and thank u.. also jikook coming out video lol i h8 myself
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like 20 mins ago ahah
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my height :((( and my head to stop being so hecked up lmao
31. what are you listening to right now: nothing actually haha
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: unfortunately
33. something that is getting on your nerves: a teacher at my school who thinks ive ‘skipped’ school the past few days (side note: NOT MY CHOICE! I HAVE HECKING GASTRO!!!!!)
34. most visited website: tumblr.com/search/jikook (and fb n shit i guess)
35. mole/s:one on my neck and one on my cheek ?? i think??but they tiny so not sure if the class as moles lmao
36. mark/s: some faint scars on my knees and face from operations and also a birthmark on my toe!
37. childhood dream: to be a palleingtologist .. fuck i cant even spell it now. the one where you dig up dinosaurs and shit.
38. hair colour: black kms school wont let me have bright red.. the second ive graduated tho ill be a firetruck again
39. long or short hair: rn its short as but im tryna grow it out
40. do you have a crush on someone: yes ❤️
41. what do you like about yourself: my lips/teeth?? sounds strange but idk i have kinda nice lips n my teeth are p bright n straight so??
42. piercings: oh god okay bear w me: four on each earlobe, rook, cartlidge, lip. had a second cartilidge, but it fell out. had a second lip piercing, but it fell out. had a septum but then i didnt like it anymore lmao
43. blood type: no clue tbh
44. nickname: bumblebee/bee
45. relationship status: i have a gf kinda not officially
but p much??
46. zodiac: capricorn
47. pronouns: she/her
48. favourite tv show: ooo theres a lot. i rly like Shadowhunters and trashy reality stuff tho ;;
49. tattoos: not yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
50. right or left handed: right handed
51. surgery: knee, tonsils removed, and lip bc i managed to split it open when i was 2 lmao,, wild
52. piercing: im like at least 99.9% sure this was already a q
53. sport: swimming and dancing are the only ones i like participating in, but tennis is cool to watch!!
55. vacation: just went to the usa which was amazing, but have been to fiji, bali, italy, and usa (2 times now)
56. pair of trainers: i mean the pair of shoes ive owned the longest is a pair of high top red converse lmao come at me joon
MORE GENERAL:
57. eating: chips lmao
58. drinking: nothing
59. i’m about to: probably read smth idk
61. waiting for: bedtime im so tired rip
62. want: be happy and also get a photo with jeon jeongguk before i die
63. get married: well @ government make it legal for gays to marry then maybe i can lmao
64. career: maybe a teacher?? idk
65. hugs or kisses: both !!!! i love affection in all forms
66. lips or eyes: usually eyes
67. shorter or taller: usually taller but my current gf-not-gf is TINY and shes the cutest omg
68. older or younger: doesnt matter just not a big gap lmao
70. nice arms or nice stomach: ???? nice heart
71. sensitive or loud: i mean loud bc same but sensitive bc thats cool too idk??
72. hook up or relationship: relationship for sure
73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant lmao
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. kissed a stranger: yeah, back when i was tryna prove i was a Heterosexual
75. drank hard liquor: every time a massive mistake
76. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes :((( but they always turn up eventually
77. turned someone down: yeah
78. sex on the first date: idk depends on the person??
79. broken someone’s heart:
yeah
80. had your heart broken: yeppo
81. been arrested: nah im a cry baby and terrified of getting in trouble lol
82. cried when someone died: of course
83. fallen for a friend: certainly crushed on a friend idk bout fallen tho
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. yourself: eh *vague hand gestures*
85. miracles: maybe,,,, idk
86. love at first sight: nah. i believe in infatuation at first site, and great affection or attraction at first site, but not love.
87. santa claus: i want to in my child heart but nah hhaha. believed until i was 12 tho lmao
88. kiss on the first date: if ur both down yeah sure why not
89. angels: park jimin exists, so... but yeah maybe?? idk
OTHER:
90. current best friend’s name: roman n jay god bless
91. eye colour: hazel leaning more on the brown side
92. favourite movie: oh gosh um???? a lot???? few faves are train to busan (killed me), moana, aladdin, mulan, ummmm idk disney and superhero movies and sometimes horrors haha
I TAG:
@mindyourfuckinglanguage & @satansgaypornblog p certain jay doesnt even use this any more but fuck it lmao.
also @inbts bc u were in my activity also i dont know how else to say hi but by tagging u in a post... so hi!❤️
thank u goodnight as usual feel free to do it if i didnt tag u live ur dreams have fun bye jikook is real
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i was tagged by the amazing @unhugme
Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!
THE LAST…
1. Drink: diet coke
2. Phone call: my mum
3. Text message: my best friend telling him goodnight
4. Song you listened to: Michael Jackson - Pretty Young Thing bc it was on the radio
5. Time you cried: like last night or the night before coz it was 2am and life
HAVE YOU EVER…
6. Dated someone twice: ive barely even dated someone once lmao
7. Been cheated on: yup...
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: no i dont think so
9. Lost someone special: yes, my great grandpa
10. Been depressed: yes, im currently seeing a therapist
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes! every time i drink unless its wine, for some reason wine doesnt make me sick. i think its because i once totally over did it on spirits and cider so not they just taste like the time i almost died and my body cant take it
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:
12. grey
13. mint green
14. blush pink
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15. Made new friends: yes, i started college so i made new irl friends because of that and i have also mad new internet friends through this blog
16. Fallen out of love: kinda, depends how you look at it. i didnt know i had fallen out of love until the relationship had ended and i didnt feel as sad as i thought i would
17. Laughed until you cried: always, when i’m with my friends all i do is cry laugh
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, it happens a lot, sometimes negative and sometimes positive
19. Met someone who changed you: yes, for good and bad.
20. Found out who your true friends are: yes, once i left school i knew who my real friends are because they are the ones who kept in touch and the ones who didnt do other things that they knew would hurt me
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yess
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most, i dont know them all personally but i know of them all, no strangers for me
23. Do you have any pets: not at my house but we are getting our little puppy Sully in 14 days. i do have a cat and a dog at my dads house but i very rarely go visit
24. Do you want to change your name: no, i used to want to when i was a kid because i used to get bullied because i had a ‘boys’ name (Billie) but now i like it because its unique
25. What did you do for your last birthday: met my friends that i met on the internet that are now irl friends for a meal and to go shopping. we went for pizza and bowling and then shopping before they had to leave again:(
26. What time did you wake up: usually between 8am and 9am without an alarm
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i think i was actually sleeping for once if not i was watching youtube videos
28. Name something you cannot wait for: to get my puppy and to meet up with and have a party with my internet/irl friends again in summer
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: like 15 minuets ago befroe i came upstairs to do this
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i could control my anxiety and depression or even not have it at all. i also wish my dad would pay me more attention and want to see me more because i miss him and its almost like he forgets i was his first kind before he mt his new wife
31. What are you listening to right now: the 1975
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i mean i have a cousin name Thomas? but never someone just called Tom without it being shortened
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: life? no but like the fact that im not allowing myself to do the things i want to do out of pure fear
34. Most visited website: Tumblr of course... it is never off my browser
35. Elementary: ive honestly never wanted to go back to a time in my life more than i want to go back to elementary/primary school
36. High School: no thanks to that. i wish i could have been one of the people that called it the best years of their lives not 5 years of asshole bullying me
37. College/university: im commenting on this as England college (16-18 year olds) and ive just dropped out of one part (sixth from) where i was taking 3 subjects Media studies and Film studies which i loved and will miss and Psychology wich i did love but wont miss because i couldnt do it and it made my anxiety sky rocket. in september i start a makeup course and i am so excieted to be a qualified makeup artist this time next year
38. Hair colour: mousy brown
39. Long or short hair: long, like almost to my butt long (yes its natural)
40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes, but i could never pursue it bc he is my friend and i wouldnt want to ruin that. ive made that mistake with my ex.
41. What do you like about yourself: my eyes. they are grey and kinda ombre like they hae a really dark ring on the outside and they get lighter closer to my pupil
42. Piercings: yes, my first and second lobes on both ears, my helix and forward helix on my left ear. half way up my ear and my rook on my right ear and then my nose
43. Blood type: i have no idea, do people actually know this?
44. Nickname: Bil and B although i dont like B (pronounced like Bee) but its what my cousins have called my since i was really small so it doesnt bother me that much with them
45. Relationship status: extremely single
46. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favourite TV show: pretty little liars, it has just finished and now i am re watching it to find clues about A that i missed
49. Tattoos: no, but i have a couple planned
50. Right or left hand: right
FIRST…
51. Surgery: teeth removed they are the only ops ive ever had and will ever have to have touch wood
52. Piercing: ears
54. Sport: i danced as a majorette does that count?
55. Vacation: i honestly have no idea, i think i went to Devon though (its a place in the UK) all i know is my first holiday was during 9/11
56. Pair of trainers: probably like Nike Airs or something Adidas i have no idea
57. Eating: i actually know this bc my older cousin fed me a wham bar (a british, i think, chewy candy thing) when i was 3 week old, so i could have died the ifrst time i hate lmao
58. Drinking: i was 14, i know i shouldnt have been drinking because my mum made me promise her i wouldnt, but i remember being so drunk (idk if it was real or faked tbh) on alcopop thats right 4% alcohol and i probs had like 3
59. I’m about to: go get my cousins baby off his Nan so she can get his older brother from nursery
60. Listening to: idk if this is like asking the same as earlier? coz if so t]still the 1975
61. Waiting for: my friend to reply to me an tell me when he is taking me for coffee
62. Want: my dog
63. Get married: probs idk
64. Career: i dont have one rn but hopefully a makeup artist
YOUR TYPE…
65. Hugs or kisses: rn hugs i need to hug someone while i fall to sleep so bad its been so long
66. Lips or eyes: eyes
67. Shorter or taller: taller bc im also tall so i need someone taller than me (i dont need but i like a partner to be tall)
68. Older or younger: older, people y age are immature so any younger and i may as well spend my time with a 10 year old
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i dont mind tbh
71. Sensitive or loud: both? not too loud though ya girl has sensitive ears
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship, im demisexual (it took me 17 years to figure that out) so hook ups aren’t my thing
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: it depends because i tend to be the cause of arguments and things because im honest but im not out there to cause trouble i just dont like to lie
HAVE YOU EVER…
74. Kissed a stranger?: no
75. Drank hard liquor?: yes, dont do it, its bad kids
76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: yes, i lose my glasses all the goddamn time
77. Turned someone down: yes, i always feel bad but you cant force feelings
78. Sex on first date: nope
79. Broken someone’s heart: not that i know of, i doubt it though
80. Had your heart broken: yes, again not fun
81. Been arrested: nooo
82. Cried when someone died: yes
83. Fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
84. Yourself: not always
85. Miracles: yes, the baby i spoke about earlier? yeah hes my miracle, he was born with a new strain of meningitis, he has had 3 lots of brain surgery (at a week old) and the doctors said it was a very low chance he would survive. he did 3 times. his heart also stopped 3 times, again he is here. he also had multiple surgeries on his joints, we got told he wouldnt walk but here he is at 16 months running around like a crazy person and loving life with his older brother
86. Love at first sight: i mean no, how can you fall in love with someone based off their face (no matter how many cute people you see on the street that you think you love, you probably dont)
87. Santa Claus: hes real in my house
88. Kiss on the first date: ive never been on a proper date so
89. Angels: yeah, i really love t believe in thse things because its cute
OTHER…
90. Current best friend’s name: im not saying their name coz idk if thats a good idea tbh
91. Eye colour: greyyy
92. Favourite movie: Tim Burtons Alice in Wonderland i just love his aesthetic and the story of Alice so put them together and you have a winner
ok i dont have 25 people to tag but i do tag @theflowerkingdom @kinkylildanny @creepyphantasia @imjustacanforallthephantrash and @dead-nightingale
if you are reading this and you want to do it, go for it and just say i tagged you!
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So why I made this blog is to cope and rant and stuff
Yeah yeah I’m just a stupid teenager and my problems don’t ever really mean anything, especially when it comes to stupid high school drama, but I do have actual problems.
Here’s my stupid rant or what ever.
Two days ago I lost one of my best friends named Ahrlenny Wendy Hernandez, she was battling leukemia for little under two months, perhaps longer but that was when she was diagnosed, prior to that she had been in the hospital for a month ish due to having liver and gallbladder problems, she even got her gallbladder removed due to having stones. Anyways so she had missed out on a month of school and when she finally came back for little under two weeks, she was feeling extremely poor again. She went to the hospital and they did blood test after blood test after noticing an extremely low white blood cell count.
She called me and some of her our other friends in our chat and told us while crying that there was a massive chance of having leukemia. We reassured her and said it was unlikely and that if she did have it we would help her over come it and help her heal through out the entire process. The next evening, I get a group call in my a group chat with my little gang that included Wendy on snap chat. She is balling now, saying how she has it, Julianna and I once again reassured her that she would make it through this with us by her side over that call, then we told Sophia, Aileen and Raven that night, who then reached out to her to say the same as we did to her. We would help her heal, do cute stuff with her like videos for youtube about makeup and gossip and everything we could for her.
She started chemo, this was about a month and a half ago, maybe less. She was doing fine, the chemo wasn’t even making her sick nor throwup even. She even still had the energy to keep her streaks up the entirety of her poor health. She was texting us in the chat about doctor stuff. We would tell her the latest band drama and she would laugh or sass in a reply to what happened with us. It was simple enjoyable moments I should have paid more attention to.
We were told to tell certain friends in band about her having the leukemia, she didn’t want people to all know about it, whether fear of misjudgment or not wanting pity I’ll never really know. We told everyone we needed the very next school day. The day we told people, Aileen and I told people to make cards and such to give her when we were going to see her in the hospital for the first of two times. We got a white and purple orcid and two stuffed bear animals. But when we called the hospital that day after school she was in surgery for taking bone marrow out of her hip and we(Jacob, Aileen, my mother and I) decided to visit her the next day, though she said she wanted to see us either way. We wanted her to rest and promised it for tomorrow. We got an actualy card instead of some scratch paper, and had all the people who knew sign it to our best ability.
Aileen and I got picked up by my mom and we had the card, the flowers and the bears all with us in tale. We were excited to see her for the first time seeing for in about a week or two. We wanted to tell the tea irl now.
We got to the local hospital, asked for Ahrlenny Hernandez and put Aileen Martinez and Isabella Duncan for our visitors passes, though Aileen was Eileen and Martinez was Maritinez, but my name was spelt correctly haha.
We were then guided to Wendy’s room and go to see her cute, dumb, smiling face. Her Spanish only speaking family was there, her mother was talking to her sister, her Father was watching soccer on the TV and her little brother was as energetic as always. It seemed rather normal for them to be there.
We went over to Wendy gave her our gifts and our card, and one extra bad card that talked about being her plug from some kid in band once she got better, and for wendy to subscribe to his youtube channel. Werid plug but ight.
Anyways, it was pretty chill but Aileen and I were also pretty awkward around her family. We had fun, talked shit about some band kids, talked about what we would do after this all finished. Everything seemed so perfect, so calm, so hopeful.
I then got a text from my mom asking where we were as we had been in there for an hour, and she wanted to go home. We hugged Wendy goodbye for the second to last time ever. And went home. Then we kept texting in our snapchat groupchat, everything was going alright, chemo was doing it’s thing, it was looking up.
Three weeks later Aileen and I planned a sleepover on for February Second, where we planned to visit Wendy the next day and spend as much time as we could with her. We tried to bake cookies for her and her family, but at Aileens, she didn’t have butter, just this butter like spread, and no brown sugar just normal table sugar. We tried to make it work, but the batter cooked to odd for cookie like texture, so we tried to make two cookie loafs, the first one I messed up due to not baking it enough and the second one was pretty good if I do say so myself.
We slept pretty hard that night, and woke up to get our stuff together and go visit Wendy. My mom had work at 11:00am, and would give us a ride at 10:20am- it was 9:00am when she said this but my stupid ass read it as ten-twenty like in ten to twenty minutes. Rushing both of our selves ready we waited and then we realized the the wrong in my reading and waited.
We got to the hospital at about 10:45am, and asked for Ahrlenny Hernandez once again little did we know for the final time. We got to her room which had her(duh), her nurse, her mom, her dad, two aunts, and her little brother. It was p a c k e d. We went over to her, hugged her hello, and sat down near her bedside. She was getting chemo as we entered the room too. She had gotten pale but nothing near to looking deathly, she had lost some weight as well, and was eating a bad of sun chips and drinking water when she was getting the chemo.
I had a bag of mini-marshmallows and proceeded to eat about 4/5ths of the package, it stated to “have fun with your yum” but also to eat one at a time but little to late I was eating them by the handful. It was amusing to us three, even the nurse! So we talked and gabbed about the latest band stuff, like about gigs, fundraisers, drama, gossip and funny stories that she sadly missed. We were laughing and having a lot of fun. I told her about the cookie loaf situation which made her laugh, same thing happened when I explained that whole 10:20am not ten-twenty minutes. It was so fucking wholesome and fun, and I wish I got to savor it more.
At some point her uncle and cousin showed up and barley said hello to her and just started watching soccer which was pretty sad and funny all in one second. Her two aunts when they showed up hugged her and gave her a stuffed animal and food.
As we were talking about all the things we wanted to bring up she even asked us what color wig she should get, purple or blue? She said. Purple always worked great on her.
I started to text our chat to invite them to say hi to Wendy at the hospital but they had work or family problems and couldn’t go, so I texted my friend Gustavo, he was friend with Wendy and in the same band we both played in. We convinced him to come and said he wasnt gonna walk, but said yes. At some point she was supposed to get up and do some walking around the area to keep her self moving and such, but I convinved her to stop at this little side room that had this airhockey machine in it.
Of course she and I played against eachother, and it was a lot of fun, but mid game, in which I was agressivly playing, she stopped cause she had gotten a phone call from her mother, turns out Gustavo had shown up to the room a L o T quicker than we expected and so we walked over to him and brought him to the air hockey room, made jokes and had fun, I still however was playing pretty aggressively and at one point she didnt even have to try and I was pretty much playing against myself. It was pretty funny as I even hit the puck off the air hockey table top a few times like an idiot.
We finally rested a little and then we walked with Wendy around about two or three laps around that part of the hospital. We got back to her room and talked for a little bit more. But my mom was saying I needed to get home to shower and clean my room. So we said our goodbyes and hugged her for our last time ever. Aileen and I where there for nearly seven hours, when we finally left. We got a ride from Aileens mom. And that was the last time I ever got to see Wendy’s smile and hear her laugh for the last time.
We still texted for the following weeks, she told us little over two weeks ago that she was finally let go to go home, but that she would have to go to LA or Sanfransisco for better chemotherapy, She said La as in Long Beach she has family. And we wished her luck like we always did.
About three to four days before her passing, on Friday or Saturday, she sent us an update, her last one. She said she went back to the hospital because she had fainted onto the ground. She got her blood tested and once again she had extremely low white bloodcells. She said that she was sent home and told to eat every 2/3 hours and that she would be fine. We had little communication the day or two before her death. Mostly silence. None of us noticed reall, just thinking she needed time alone or something.
Tuesday morning she passed away, I don’t know if she went painfully or in her sleep. I don’t know if she was home or at the hospital. I don’t know if it was the leukemia, the chemo or if she got sick from her family. I don’t know. All I know is that that day I was talking about raising money for her to my school counselor and for two hours after I got home I was getting notifications from many friends if the rumors were true.
I was in disbelief, no no no! I was thinking it was some sick disgusting joke. I hoped it was. It wasn’t, her cousin posted on his social media wishing a good rest finally after a fight she had with her life.
The next night was spent getting all the photos I could of Wendy, I made about five posts on instagram/snapchat stories and four on instagram that day about her. Who she is and was to me. I also spend that night calling people to inform them of our loss of a musician, a friend, a sister and a family member. I called my old band director even. So many calls, so many texts, so many fucking tears. It took till Wednesday night to know it was real, a gofundme made by her sister to raise for her funeral and rest. Its all real.
She was taken away in the blink of an eye, she fought hard but lost. And I fucking hate that someone like her lost, she’s so fucking strong. I never got to say my last I love you to her. No last goodbye. No last stay safe. Nothing. Everything taken from her, her family and friends all so quickly.
Stupidly enough drama about her death accured after, the day after we had found out, literal hours after we found out, one of my friends posted a story to her instagram stating how she loved Wendy like a sister and how she’ll miss her and someone who hated Wendy proceeded to ask her “did u tho” hours after most of us had found out.
Then today, Thurday the 28th of February, finally a moment of silence was made, no one in my class and in many others did not stop talking during it all. And apparently it felt rushed and disingenuous by the person who had made the announcement about the now passed 15 year old girl.
It’s all fucked. This situation. But fuck man I just wanted one more minute to tell her how lucky I was to have her as my friend. But I didn’t and no one did get that minute.
Goodbye my friend. Stay safe. Please.
P.S. the long instagram discription is one of my poster about her.
#personal post#personal#leukemia#rip#i love you#i miss you#highschool#high school#band#15yearold#why you#i’m sorry#fuck dude why now?#i wish i saw you one last time#i wish you were here#i wish you all the best
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#Dubai #Diaries - Step 2 - Accomodation & Packing
Okay girls, this one is the second post from my #DubaiDiaries post. You can find the first post on my blog here. Lets move on the step 2 of your travel in Dubai which is accommodation and packing.
Accommodation:
Coming directly to the topic, once you are done with your tickets and visa, you need to decide where will you be staying. If you have family or friends in Dubai already and you can stay there, well and good. You wont need to spend any money in finding out an accommodation. Even so, you might be an independent type and would not want to bother anyone else with your presence, you can still go and find a place to live for yourself. The bestest possible way I would suggest is to use online booking websites like Agoda.com and Booking.com. These are both very reliable and have amazing features. You can sort the available places according to your budget, your location, hotel rating, even you can dig down for basic facilities like swimming pool etc.
My apartment in Gulf Oasis Apartments
My apartment in Gulf Oasis Apartments
If you are travelling with kids, I would suggest you to go with an apartment instead of a room because an apartment would be so much comfortable if you have to warm up some food in the middle of the night and so on. I personally think for an apartment you get better value of money and more independence as you are not dependent on room service for everything. Many of the apartments in dubai are serviced apartments which means that the cleaning, dishwashing will be their responsibility. They are also provided with small kitchenette along with basic necessities like Electric Kettle, Microwave, Induction cooking stove, basic crockery and utensils as well as washing machine. However, if you want to use the washing machine etc you will need to buy your own detergent etc as normally this is not provided by the hotel. They only provide you with the machine. You need to check in detail while booking that what exactly will be available in the apartment that you are taking. Not all of them will have all the facilities that I mentioned.
So the last time I went to #Dubai i took an apartment in Pearl City Suites, Diera Dubai. It was an amazing place and excellent location as every main landmark was closer to this location. I did that booking with Agoda.com and paid all the amount in advance. This time I did my booking with Booking.com and chose Gulf Oasis Apartments. I chose the option to pay the amount at the hotel so I didnt pay anything until I reached the hotel. It was also a very clean and cosy place and I enjoyed my stay there a lot. Booking.com normally has offers going on so you can get the charges suitable for you according to your requirements. For a period of 7-10 days (which is quite enough to see all major attractions in Dubai, you can easily get a place in under 100K PKR). Another thing which I missed this time is that if you are travelling through Emirates, you can choose Booking.com from the Emirates android app and get emirates loyalty points for choosing booking.com as well. I didnt know this thing and did my booking for the apartment directly from booking.com. When I came to know about Emirates & Booking.com partnership I couldnt get those points because I booked directly through booking.com and not through the Emirates app :( next time I will be doing that for sure :D
Coming to Packing, I would definitely suggest you to go as lighter as possible, but if you are travelling with a baby, at times the luggage does get a lot because babies have so many things. You need to have a lot of clothes for them, their food and milk (because generally kids dont take up new taste immediately). You need to keep warm stuff for babies as well as you might never know the new place's weather suits them or not. Emirates allows you to carry 30KG on an Economy Flex which is honestly more than enough. Another tip is to always go with lighter than what your limit is, because you will definitely be coming back with more weight hehe! One very important point is to keep a weighing scale at home and check your weight on that before leaving so you dont get any unplanned surprises. Most of the hotels also have weighing scales available so ask them while packing to come back and check your weight again. This can save both your time and money and you can save yourself from much hassle. Some more tips regarding packing are below:
If you have any boxes with sealed packets inside (e.g. Milk for your kids etc) get rid of the boxes and only keep the sealed packets. This will save space and will have lesser weight.
Take travel sized shampoo and conditioner containers, although almost all good hotels will provide you with basic toiletries, some people (like myself) want their own shampoo and conditioner everywhere. So if you are travelling for a lesser number of days, prefer taking small bottles. If you are travelling for lesser number of days, even sachets of the shampoos would work
Same goes with makeup, I might do a video on my facebook group #thepinklounge to show how I packed my makeup for the visit to make maximum use of space and take as less weight as possible. The idea is to use smaller containers for makeup and skincare products instead of taking the whole foundation bottle, body lotion etc. Take only one makeup palette with good number of shades to optimize the space available. Maximum 2 nail colors will be fine to pack. For nail polish remover, don't take the whole bottle. Either take the nail polish removing wipes, or take a smaller bottle of nail polish. Even better would be to take something like this.
Focus on what type of activities are you going to do in Dubai, pack 2 pairs only but if you want more then take (MAXIMUM) 3 pairs of shoes keeping in view the activities you will be doing. If you will be mainly out and about in sightseeing places, its better to get sneakers, joggers or sports shoes which will help you walk more. If you are planning to make any formal visits to family members etc, one pair of basic heels will do. I repeat, do not take more than 3 pairs!!! Personal experience ;) LOL, The colors better to take are blacks, whites, nudes, browns & greys. This way you wont have to worry if the color goes with your dress or not as these colors will go with almost all types of dresses.
Clothes; choose multipurpose clothes where possible. For example, one black trousers may go with many of your dresses. Pack it. Same goes with white trousers, khaki trousers as well. This would help you to pack better because for 5 shirts you might use the same trousers. If you are jeans lover person, you may pack one pair of jeans and maybe 4-5 shirts can go with it. You might pack black, navy blue and brown, grey blazers or sweaters if the weather is cold. For winters, pack a thermal as well because its normally light weight but may replace your upper coats and heavy jackets etc. Take 2-3 scarves, shawls in cases of cold weather. You can wash your clothes if your apartment has a washing machine so dont worry about reusing the clothes.
Pack your laptop, tablet, cell phone & chargers etc. in your hand luggage as normally airlines dont allow you to put them in the checked in luggage. Emirates allows 7kg of hand carry luggage which believe me is A LOT. You can carry so many things but I would suggest you to again keep it minimal and stay close to the basics. Wear most of the jewelry you are taking and try not to pack them in the checked in luggage. If you need to take some jewelry and cant wear it on the airport as well, please keep it in your hand luggage.
One tip will be to keep a duct tape with you in your luggage as sometimes some suitcases or bags or anything can break and you wont have any immediate measures to fix that up. In that case duct tape will be a temporary solution to the problem. Some hotels also provide sewing kits but still its better to take a small sewing kit of your own as well. It helps in case your button comes off from a shirt or something.
I think this was it from my side. I have tried my best to share as much tips as possible. Do you have any tips for me!! Do share <3
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The story of the worst night of my life.
It was November 18th, 2o18. I worked this night. My cousin, Michael, snapchatted me and asked me if I'd like to come stay with him and his wife. I agreed. His wife is a nurse, and works night shift. She doesn't get off til 6 am. So obviously, we would be alone til then. Being as I didn't get off work til 10 pm, I didn't arrive at his house until about 1 am. Leaving us alone for a total of 5 ours. No big deal to be with a family member that long alone, right? I thought so too.
He bought 3 pints of Crown Royal green apple, and a fifth of vodka. I dont drink anything usually, but when I do I definitely don't drink vodka, so I chose the crown royal. My plan was to get drunk, listen to music and go to sleep. Relax after a long day. HAHA. boy was I wrong. Things are totally fine the entire way to his house. Normal ride you'd expect with family. We get there, and I begin to drink. So does he. His wife comes home on her technical lunch break at about 2. She stays until 230 to finish her shift. That leaves us with a total of 3 and a half hours alone together. We begin watching this football movie, I forget the name. I'm drunk at this point. Michael starts to talk about how he talks to my dad frequently. As I'm telling him why I despise my dad, he interrupts me and tells me I'm the most beautiful and "fine" woman he's ever seen. He touches my boob more than once, and I tell him to please stop each time. He says, he can't help it, because I'm just so beautiful. I write it off as the alcohol talking. Mistake #1.
Maybe 10 mins later, he gets up to make more to drink. He grabs me another pint out of the freezer and hands it to me. But before he sits down, he tries to lean in for a kiss. Yeah. Leans in to kiss his actual blood cousin. Our fathers are brothers. First cousins. I jerk my head away, and I tell him no. I beg him to stop. At this point, he literally holds my neck and head so I can no longer jerk my head away, and sticks his tongue down my throat. I'm literally yelling while it's in my mouth for him to fucking stop. He stops, but he's still holding my head in position. He tilts it back, and starts to kiss me on my neck. I couldnt move even if I wanted to. I begin to cry, and he looks at me and seriously asks me, "what's wrong? Why are you crying?". I'm baffled. I explain why, and he gets angry. He tells me to suck up my tears, bc he knows I like the attention. Its evident that I don't like the attention at all, but he somehow twists it into me liking it. Whatever. So I go to the bathroom, and literally vomit my entire existence up. Whether it was from the alcohol or the situation I was in, I'll never know but I'll chalk it up to both. When I return, hes threatening to bring me home bc I'm "no fun" and an "asshole" bc I wouldn't give in to his nasty shit. I tell him not to bring me home but only bc he had been drinking. Mistake #2.
A few mins later, he hands me the very last pint. I'm truthfully too fucked up to walk a straight line, or even a squiggly one. He sees this, but feeds me the alcohol anyways. I was so upset by the shit happening, I take it. I drink an entire 3rd pint of whiskey that I know I cant handle. But I'm thinking I can drink my sadness away, and go to sleep. Bc who's hoping their cousin doesn't rape them if they fall asleep? I sure wasn't. I'm so drunk I can't keep my eyes open. I'm exhausted, drunk, and sad. I'm falling in and out of sleep and begging to just be able to go to bed. He's telling me, no, you can when Ginni gets home cause I wanna spend more time w you. I'm insisting I can't, because it's a fact. I can't hold my eyes open or walk to the bathroom again much less stay awake for another hour and a half. As I'm in and out of sleep, I hear him on the phone w Ginni. He's telling her he's about to come get her car, bc he's wanting to take me home. I can't tell you what the end of the conversation sounded like, because I was sleep. So asleep, in fact, that I don't think anything could've woken me up at that point. He's still trying to wake me up, and every time I'm saying no let me sleep. He starts to say "I bet this will wake you up", and grabs my boob's, my ass, and threatens to pull his dick out and slap me with it. I wake up in time to ensure that last one didnt happen, thank god. But I fall right back asleep.
This is where it gets dark, so brace yourself.
I wake up, and I'm still undeniably drunk. But when I do wake up, I'm not snuggled under a blanket in the dark by myself. That'd be too easy.
I couldn't have been asleep long, bc his wife wasn't home yet. But, I was asleep long enough for him to remove my shorts, my underwear, and my tampon (yeah, took my own tampon out my body),and rape me.
I wake up to him slipping his dick out of me, wiping me off with a towel, and putting a tampon back in me. Beside me on the coffee table, I hear what it clearly a snapchat video of him raping me on loop. Over and over I hear him raping me, saying "you like the attention" to my unconcious body. I know you're thinking, why didnt you jump up when you woke up? Why didn't you yell, say anything?
I've never been raped before. I didn't have the second to process it, its been days and I'm still kind of in denial about it. I don't know how to feel or what to think, and I know no one will believe me. I'm going insane and killing myself feels so right right now but I know it's not an option. I have people to live for, excluding myself.
It was a mistake as a whole to ever go there, but I didn't know that at the time. I thought I would be safe to drink in my own familys house.
Mistake. After. Mistake.
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