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love-sickness · 3 years

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Speaking of childe's empty ass-

Stuff it full with a bullet vibrator & a nice thick strap and then just oversim him the whole night 👀

OMG 😭😭

Retribution

Cw:: Bullet vibrators,overstimulation, corporal punishment,dumbification, pegging,heavy degradation, brat!childe x fem!dom!reader. Slow burn, angst at the start

You never expected Childe to submit to your will, his roughish behaviour and playful demeanour, gave you the hint to understand that he was nothing less of a brat.

You always knew he was obedient to one god and one god only, his Tsaritsa, his god, the only source of obedience that strived from him...but, you’d always question how far he’d really go for his god.

And after this he’d gone far enough.

“You understand what you’ve just done right? Your this unbelievable? All that fucking planning gone to waste.”, you laced your words with enough bitterness to stab it into Childe that this wasn’t a joke. That you weren’t a joke.

You were referring to a discovery you had been finalising and planning out with Sucrose, and after months of slowly farming and finding the components and ingredients needed (keep in mind all hidden from Childe) it was your own lover that undid your ribbon.

Cerulean eyes narrowed in annoyance, ginger hair tucked to the side has he side glanced before turning his gaze back to you, a the side of his lips quirked to a half frown.

“You know what I have to do Y/N, I serve my god with loyalty and your little secret was not in the Tsaritsa’s favour. You know what would happen if I disobeyed her, so don’t go about trust when you kept this under my nose”

You scoffed In disbelief, you knew the shit his god would ask of him if the Harbingers knew what Favonius’s Alchemists were up to, but you could tell this was taking a personal turn.

“Trust? Really?, you crossed your arms before letting out a half hearted chuckle, mostly toned with utter shock at this point, “you trying to pick a fucking fight here pretty boy?”, he flinched at the nickname.

“So what if I am? What are you gonna do?”

His eyes sparked up, not a hint of the previously sedate look in his eyes. Oh you knew where this was going but if he thought he’d be having his way tonight he’d be so wrong.

Childe took a few steps to you, albeit cautious but almost as if the fucker had a spring in his step.

“Why don’t you show me what you’re going to do,” his slender hands raised to hold your chin, eyes softening and expression smug as ever. Oh this bitch. He was toying with you?

He was tall, but at that moment when your protruding glare pierced at his own loving gaze, it felt like he was a scared puppy with its owner with a firm grip on its leash.

“You’re lucky you’re fun to ruin mutt. Or id have torn you limb from limb.”

“So if I’m so fun to ruin, what’s the wait? Or are you just afraid?”

In the moment you seized both his wrists with an iron grip, before tossing him on the couch, Childe was 100% shocked, his face getting pale, but he soon started giggling at how frustrated you were.

You thanked god everyday for your patience... and your couch with a built in drawer for all your toys.

You reacher under grabbing ahold of the soft beige handle before pulling it open to a plethora of different sex toys, you picked up a black strap, and a bullet vibrator, nothing stood out to Childe at first, but as soon as his eyes landed upon the strap on, you saw the colour drain from his flushed face. You see, you were loving and easy when you and Childe had sex, going a simple 7-8 inches on him even starting with a 5 inch strap from the start, but the strap you held in your hand was a 11 inch strap, with a crazy girth that made him think, just by looking at it you re-arranged his insides.

“Not so confident now huh? Well girlie, I can’t wait to give you some retribution, and I’ll shove that retribution 11 inches up your ass”

You hastily strapped on your strap-on before turning to your phone, it was dark so the light sorta bugged you off only fuelling your fire. You looked towards the black vibrator before clicking something on your phone, and like magic, or just sex technology if that was a thing, your vibrator came to life, whirring at the lowest setting.

“Ready pretty boy?”

He gulped before not even getting the chance to nod before you started taking his scarf and tying his wrists together.

“You didn’t even give me a chance to take off my clothes! Some professional you are”

You let a little laugh out before turning your gaze down to look back at his challenging stare.

“Why not let them get dirty? I mean what’s that going to do? After all you’re not going anywhere tomorrow”

“Wha-“

You swiftly pushed him forward roughly before having his face down in the couch, wrists hanging off the couch and ass up in the air. You smiled for the first time that night, getting ready to have your meal.

You took your hands, utilising them to roll down his trousers, Childe let out a grunt of discomfort, shifting away from your grasp.

Slap

“Anh- what was that for Y/N?”

“For the fact you still think you can be all cute and comfortable during a punishment.”

Legs began to straddle Childe as he shifted, “what did I say?”

“...not to move”

You scoffed rolling you’re eyes at the incompetence you were facing.

“Great! A mutt can take orders.”

You lines up the strap to his hold purposefully missing it to tease him a bit, but what did he deserve?

Stopping any previous motion, you took the bullet vibrator and teased Childe’s ass with it, before completely shoving it in, no lubricant to maximise pain over pleasure.

“A-ANgh!”

“W-what happened to lube? T-“ before he could finish his sentence a whirring began. You had turned an app on having Childe’s ass vibrating at the lowest setting.

Grunts and moans started to drag out of Childe, his at ease demeanour dissipating into a troubled and rather furrowed look. Yet even if he was uncomfortable and on a high of the lowest setting, you weren’t surprised to find out the slut still found pleasure!

“I never turned the thought down of you being such a fucking slut but really? This? You’d get turned on by a packet of cheese for gods sake.”

“AAah~”

A tuft of ginger hair turned to look at you, those sickle blue eyes glazing your figure, eyes already glassy and half lidded.

You positioned yourself at his already wet entrance, but before you went a plunged right in, you turned the vibrator on the medium setting, and when you finally slipped in, a hiss of pain left Childe as you still hadn’t used lube.

Catching a rhythm, you began at a medium sort of speed, and grabbed his dick, leaning forward to his ear, now high pitched moans getting louder.

“I wanna make sure when this slutty dick wants to cum. Think about cumming with out asking and I’ll make sure I’ll fuck you stupid till you don’t even know your own name and only know how to serve as a screw up and a useless,” THRUST “mindless” THRUST”fuck toy”.

Childe’s dick twitched in your hand signalling he was about to cum, you sped up your form bounced and thrusted with all the energy in you.

With a final grand moan, Childe came thick white ropes on the couch, ceasing to notice your phone in hand and now increasing speed. You were overstimulating him.

Those once honey suckle moans turned into pure sobs, and even though you weren’t even able to see Childe’s face, you knew his eyes were half lidded, fat bubbling tears already spilling from his rolled back eyes, mouth occupied with spilling fruitless words of begging and sobs.

“You came with out asking didn’t you fuck toy? You thought that you could get away and not expect a punishment further?”

With every hateful thrust forward and pull backwards, you smiled watching Childe break. Though he was your lover, nothing tasted sweeter than fucking your lover into the abyss until he knew who owned his body.

With shriek after shriek, you turned off V the vibrator and pulled out, taking some pity on the boy who had gone through eight dry orgasms already.

You put your toys away not including Childe after wiping them throughly, before turning your attention to the fucked dumb boy.

Childe’s eyes stood in one place never focusing on anything else, to blissed and dumb to say anything.

“W-why?”

“Because darling, every crime needs to be served its retribution.”

#🔭.Childe #🔭.pegging #🔭.vibrators #🔭.overstimulation #🔭.dumbification #Childe smut #genshin impact smut #genshin impact x reader

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thedropdeadhandsome · 5 years

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Unexpected Visitor pt 2

Jaehyungparkian x Fem Reader (Fox hybrid)

Word count: 7,176

Contents: fluff, humour, supernatural, sexual content, banter, jaehyungparkian

Summary: part 2 of Unexpected Visitor

(Italic is readers thoughts. Gifs are not mine)

Since that very awkward meeting with the two men that bicker like an old married couple, even if you inform them of this with Sungjin’s or even Jimin or was it Sammy’s help, they’ll continue to deny anything more than brotherly love or weird ass bonding between them. Whatever helps them sleep better at night, you always thought, never implying anything but it’s still fun to tease.

In your own opinion you believed that Young K has gotten even more protective over you, when you are in your fox form or in your daily life when he is trying to be constantly informed of what your daily activities are. You aren’t complaining though, but it’s quite amusing to watch him argue with the others when he tries to keep you to himself. They’re all such a lively bunch but some days you worry that this is all in your head and the events happening are created by your overactive imagination.

“Okay, now repeat after me Y/n” Jae said with a devilish grin, using you as a scapegoat for his devilish plan “Brian? O Brian, wherefore art thou Brian” he said smoothly like he was performing the play. He obviously had a suspicious as fuck look on his face, knowing fully well that he wanted you to called Young K ‘Brian’ for the 100th time since you guys have met that unfortunately night, which was three months ago.

“Seriously? Does he think I’m dumb or something?” You thought, smirking sweetly back at his grinning face as you took a look around their apartment, which is a common thing for you to do when nervous or avoiding his adorably stupid face. Taking in a shallow breath then exhaling with a sigh, not wanting to accidentally let your tail or ears pop up which will then get him to tease you even more not like he doesn’t anyway. “Calm down! We don’t need him touching your tail or ears like they were doing when you change forms” you thought, shuddering slightly at that. Putting fingers through you hair “Okay fine, but if he gets angry at me it’s all your fault chicken little” you muttered annoyed as you crossed your arms over your chest making your chest more noticeable which wasn’t like it wasn’t to begin with.

At the ‘nickname’ he knew that Jimin was the one that informed you of that word so you could tease him, not like Jae was shocked or upset by you saying it, but it was kind of cute coming out of your mouth. Jae faked being hurt while pretending to not stare at your chest “Don’t you trust me y/n?” he asked forging sadness then cracking a sweet smile telling you he was just playing “but seriously, you should do it, his reaction would be so priceless if you do” he added with a tease then a nudge of his shoulder.

Right now you feel like Jae is the devil on your left shoulder, snickering and tempting you to do stupid things or coax you into bad decisions that would impact your life forever. Honestly you are exaggerating with that but you can not help but feel like Jae has bad intentions even if his target wasn’t you entirely, it’s just as bad since you are the pawn in his wicked games and probably the one who’ll cop it.

“Should I do it? No! He just wants to get on Young K’s nerves, but on the other hand I do want to call him Brian just once to see his reaction ... No, that’s definitely the devil talking, but I haven’t seen Young K in a while so maybe this is just a way to see him .... But if I do say it and Young k hates me, I’ll feel so sad .... ugh! Why does Jae have to make me do these things? Why does he have to tease me? Ugh!! This is so hard”

“Okay, fine I’ll do it,” you said finally agreeing to Jae’s request after thinking it over for a while. With that Jae smirked and looked towards Young K’s bedroom, looking forward to the reaction on the other mans face “Hey Brian?! Can you come into the living room for a second, I have something to ask you” Jae said with a grin as he took your hand and squeezed it “it’ll be fine y/n, I promise” he adds trying to reassure you, not like it has helped since it made your heart race quickly from a simple skin contact.

Awaiting patiently for Young K to appear in the living room for your ultimate doom, your heart races a little more just thinking about Young K coming into the living room. Of course, you find both men attractive but for crying out loud, why do you agree so easily to the things that Jae requests? like come on Young K is going to think you’re a freak, strange, unusual, unappealing, weirdo, crazy, oddball even though you are a special kind of human because you’re a fox hybrid but still, who uses Romeo and Juliet quotes in everyday conversations? That’s right no one.

Hearing Jae’s voice unexpectedly, Young k lifted and eyebrow wondering what Jae wanted, after all he had been working on music since he had woken up, so he wasn’t aware that you were in their apartment right now. Standing up from his chair with a groan, he began to make his way out of his bedroom. Leaving his room and heading towards the living room, he was a little intrigued by why Jae had called him yet a bit annoyed since he was sure Jae would say something so random for no reason.

Entering the living room, taking in his appearance, his hair was back to more of a chocolate brownish colour, and he was wearing sweats and a slightly loose t-shirt. “He is always so handsome! Nope! Don’t think about that, remember what you have to say. Stay calm! don’t blush!” you thought as he made his way closer towards the couch. Fingers going through his hair, letting out a sigh not looking at Jae directly yet “Yeah Jae? what do you want from m....Y/n?” He surprisingly spoken once he noticed you were there sitting beside Jae with your hands joined together. A feeling of anger, jealousy or irritation at the fact that Jae was alone with you here and didn’t inform him of your arrival, although he never told Jae he liked you.

With a nudge by Jae, looking back at him to see a shit eating grin, taking a deep breath you faced Young K, removing your hands from Jae as you slowly stood up from the couch, putting your left arm beside you while the right was fidgeting with anything that your fingers made contact with. Taking in a deep breath, looking up to meet Young K’s eyes then down to his lips then the mole on his neck, you opened you mouth feeling incredibly nervous “Brian? O Brian, wherefore art thou Brian?” you began feeling your tail and ears about to appear from embarrassment. You were about to continue with Juliet’s words in Romeo and Juliet when you quickly looked up to see what Young K’s expression was, which was a big mistake for your heart.

Young K was left utterly speechless hearing his English name leave your lips which was such a wonderful sound, his jaw clenched as he attempts to keep control and not react too much since he was sure that Jae was the one behind this. His eyes glued to yours in a very animistic lustful way but still looking innocent and sweet which was weirdly unsettling seeing as the fox side of you was very much submitting to the way his eyes were looking into yours but you can’t do what that side wanted, you’ll have to have self-control. His beautiful long fingers go through his hair as he had a very noticeable blush on his face by your words “...w..w..wow” he said still having his eyes glued to yours.

“OMG!! I knew I should’ve never listened to Jae!” You thought as you saw his facial expression and how he responded to your words assuming he didn’t like what you just said, your eyes began to water knowing that Young K dislikes people saying Brian instead of Young K and obviously that had upset him. You turned and hit Jae’s shoulder multiple times not to hard but enough for him to feel your pain “I told you that it wouldn’t work!! Why did you get me to do this? How could you Jae!” you said crying as you took off forgetting your shoes, heading straight back to your apartment, flinging yourself on your bed which resulted in your ears and tail finally appearing after keeping them back since the eye contact you had with Young K. Covering your face with the pillow as you felt very flustered and overwhelmed, lightly screaming into it as your tail swayed and your ears twitched. “Stupid Jae! Now Young K will hate me, I knew I should’ve never listened to him” you mumbled into the pillow feeling completely stupid, crying into it.

Back at the apartment you run out of, Young K was completely in shocked from you running out of the apartment, feeling completely worried about you then remembered that Jae was still in the room. Switching his attention to Jae, giving him a fed up glare “What did you do?” He asked as then took a seat on the couch beside the tall glasses man. At Young K’s question and his mind taking in the fact that you ran off, Jae began to laugh loudly which got him to fall off the couch which he deserved and having his stomach hurting from how hard he was laughing.

“Hahaha ... Did you see? ..... hahaha.... yours....haha....hers....hahahahahahaha” Jae said in between his laughter. Finally standing up taking a seat beside the other male, wiping his fake tears from his eyes.

Watching his Hyung laughing like an insensitive fool, shaking his head before opening his mouth once Jae decided to sit “Are you done laughing?” Young K asked as he tapped his foot, feeling completely upset that Jae did that to you yet infuriated with Jae for it as well. Jae nods his head as he held his stomach “Okay, I’m sorry but did you see your face ... bahahahaha” he said starting to laugh again “you gave yourself away so easily, yet she has no idea and thought you hate her” the boy with glasses added as his laughter continues, “I’m going to go calm myself down” he said standing up and heading off to the front door before Young K could notice.

Jae was right, He was so obvious with his reactions so why was he holding it back from you? He was very happy taking the steps in being more of a boyfriend to you by wanting you to himself and having you tell him your daily activities, even his reaction to what just happened was so painful clear, he was sure that Jae knew but did Jae feel the same for you? Do you know how Jae and he felt? Those are the questions he was worrying about finding the answer to.

Leaving the apartment Jae stretched his long limbs by heading towards your apartment door, rubbing the back of his neck knowing he had to apologise and make it up to you. Sighing as he took in a deep breath and knocked on your front door “Hey Y/n” he said softly but loud enough for you to hear.

Still screaming into your pillow, your eyes closed as your tail swayed side to side. Your mind thinking about the alluring gaze that Young K was giving you, cheeks going red as you rolled onto your back as you heard Jae at your front door. “I’m coming!” you responded back as you checked your face for puffiness and hair, heading over towards the door and opening it for him to enter.

“What took you so .... OMG your ears and tail are out? Haha! so cute” Jae said, stepping right in before he smiled at you. Your feet move towards the living room as he followed you excitedly, his hands grabbing your tail “ow! Jae the tail is attached to me” you said slightly in an annoyed growl, taking the tail in your hands as you took a seat.

Sitting across from you, Jae looked at you apologetic “I’m so sorry about what I made you do, oh and also the tail” he said as you gave him a nod “it’s okay, I knew you were teasing but I had to get out of there before I lose control you know, the way he was looking at me was just....” you paused taking a deep breath. “Anyway, did he guilt you into coming?” You asked trying to change the topic, seeing Jae nod then shake his head “Nah, I felt like you deserve the apology and I needed to check if you’re alright since we are friends, plus I finished laughing, and I rather avoid ‘the rage’ of Brian” he said chucking as he then looked at you intensely.

Watching Jae closely, sighing as you let your tail go “he is so obvious!” You thought. “Okay, fine you can touch it. But I’ll warn you, that I will bite if I had enough, besides my ears and tail are sensitive so be gentle” you said with a sigh as you felt Jae sitting beside you before his hands began to run alone your tail. “Your tail is so soft” he exclaimed pleased, your eyes watching his hands closely as you let out a giggle, moving your tail as he tried to touch it again to tease him. “Even your ears are so soft” he adds, fingers gently caressing your ears, completely fascinated by them.

Your eyes closed as you had a very pleased expression as he was touching your ears “that feels nice” you thought as you opened your eyes and without warning you licked his cheek, eyes widen as you jumped up realising what you done, you couldn’t believe you did that “OMG! I’m so sorry Jae” you said adorably by accident as Jae looked at you bashfully, shook his head “no, it’s okay I should’ve touched your ears like that” he said as he pretends to check the time “oh darn” he said as you did the same “I gotta get food” you said dashing off, he smiled as you understood “catch you later” he added before leaving the apartment, rubbing his cheek feeling happy and slightly numb yet hot where you have licked “wow, should probably keep this one to myself” he said out loud before heading back to apologise to Young K before they had to get to work that evening.

Life has been hectic in the last few weeks since you last seen the boys, you had your boss constantly on your case about your work as an excuse when he mostly wanted to chat you up but you held your tongue, also the boys have been busy with work which you are happy about, but they all look so exhausted and needing a break. You have been keeping tabs on them through their manager as well as popping in since you cooked for them so you do see them, but it’s smaller conversations here and there as you guys pass by each other to do the things you gotta do.

You have been avoiding Jae and Young K since that incident which was good timing on your end so you wouldn’t become awkward in front of them, although you felt guilty of that since you just couldn’t make eye contact with them without freaking out.

Today was fortunately a bright and sunny day, even more fortunate was the fact that it was your time off. You decided to spend it by hanging out with a few of your friends and doing some shopping, the day was going good until they began to bug you on why you haven’t decided to date. Running your fingers through your hair, sighing heavily “look, it’s kind of awkward to date when you aren’t exactly human” you paused looking at all of them before taking a sip of your beverage “besides what man would want me? I’m the type of woman you avoid” you said half heartily, trying to avoid informing them of your crush on the men in your building.

Your friends laughed, looking at you lovingly, one of your female friends began to speak “seriously, you are being silly. Men flock to you and you don’t even bat an eye, just hurry up because you look so lonely, and we want you to have little babies already” she said with hands clasped together as your other friend said “I completely agree not with you having babies yet part, but yes on the going on dates part” then your third friend who is a man leaned over “you need confidence sweetie, we can take you out to the night clubs and go looking for a man” he said as the other two agree and began to make plans. This worried you, you‘re not fussed about the nightlife because of the loud noises hurting your fox ears, the lights that flicker which can cause seizures, the drugs, accidentally changing forms and the way some men that are intoxicated just acts, um no thanks you’ll just stay at home.

“Yeah like finding a man in a night club would lead me to a happily ever after story, like come on that’s not where you want to find the person you want a serious relationship with” you said as you sighed “plus the night clubs and places you guys will take me won’t have the men that are actually looking. Besides, I am happy without a boyfriend” you added making them nod, knowing that they won’t easily be swayed by that unfortunately.

With lunch being over you decided to head home, telling them goodbye after they kept bring up trying to find you a boyfriend or going clubbing which didn’t interest you “why are they so like this?” You thought as you began on your way. Walking along the side walk in the direction of your apartment building, making a stop at a convenient store to get some food and alcohol to restock your kitchen.

Continuing on your way to your destination, mind wondering off about the conversation you had earlier, you didn’t notice until it was too late but you bumped into a man. “Oh sorry ..... Y/n” said the man as he grabbed your arm to stop you from falling over. Looking over towards the mans face, eyes widen when you realise who it is “Sungjin?! .... Sungjin, what are you doing here?” You asked slightly shocked quickly looking around him to see if the others were with him, which luckily they weren’t. He wore a soft smile on his lips, taking your bags of groceries out of your hands and started heading towards the apartment building, without uttering a word, knowing you’ll get the hint.

“Wait, Sungjin!” You called out, catching up to him as you started walking side by side to your destination. The walk to your apartment was quiet but you enjoyed it, watching how Sungjin just kept a steady pace with you.

“Should I ask how Young K and Jae are? No, I’ll probably sound all stalker like or something” You thought watching where your feet were going and him out of the corner of your eye.

Sensing your eyes and need to say something Sungjin looked towards you then back in front “Those two have been missing you, you know. They are too chicken to go to your place but if you like, you should come over” he said, showing a smile as you guys reach the building.

Cheeks going pink as your fox ears popped up and twitched hearing that those two have missed you, taking a deep breath so you don’t transform or have your tail just show out of nowhere. “R..r..really? I’ve missed them too” you said smiling as you both step in the elevator. Moving your fingers through your hair as you look at him as you waited for the door to open at your floor “sure I’ll love to come over” you responded as you took the bags, so he didn’t have too once the elevator door opened again.

“Great, I’ll get one of them to come get you later, see you then y/n” Sungjin said warmly as you both got out and went your separate ways to your apartments.

Once putting your things away, of course making a few plates of assorted finger food because you would always bring something to someone’s place when invited, it was common courtesy. You started to get ready by taking a shower and began to debate what to wear, of course something comfortable yet presentable since you are going over someone’s place. “Hmm not that” you mumbled as you looked through your clothes, not bothering with anything white since you’ll only get it dirty.

At the boys place, Sungjin was making sure he got everything ready with their manager picking up some extra supplies before he leaves for the night with a warning. “Young K, please stop snacking. When Y/n comes I would like to have some food for her as well” Sungjin said, lightly pushing his member out of the kitchen “Hey! Are you trying to show off or get brownie points with y/n?” Young k said in protest of being pushed. The leader shook his head “of course not, fixing the mess you and Jae pulled and maybe getting you both a chance to you know” Sungjin explains with a sigh as he checked the time “hurry up and clean up, Wonpil and Dowoon are going to get her so you both can get your shit together” he added before he watches the other run to his room to change since he showered earlier.

Hearing a knock at your door you walked over, opening the door with a smile “Dowoon, Wonpil welcome” you said automatically, turning around “I got a few dishes for you boys to carry” you said warmly.

“Hello Y/n, we’re here to escort you” Wonpil said as both followed you inside to grab the plates. Seeing the alcohol Dowoon took it in his hands “I’ll carry these” he said as all three of you left your place then heading straight to theirs. “The Princess is here” Wonpil called as you guys entered the apartment, taking the plates off Wonpil as Dowoon put the alcohol in the fridge.

“Where should I place the finger food?” You asked Sungjin as you took your shoes off. Jae racing over before Sungjin could answer “over by the table near the couch” he spoke as you nod with a warm smile doing what you were told. Turning around, smiling at them all “So, you guys have been busy?” You asked, taking a seat as the boys followed.

“Yes, we’ve been getting prepared for our next album,” Dowoon said as Wonpil freaked out “no Dowoon!” He said as Dowoon gasp “Oh sorry Hyung” he apologised as the other three sighed. “Y/n isn’t going to tell anyone” Young k said starting to eat the food you made “hmm you make great food” he adds as you blush but nod.

The night went just as smoothly simple chit chat between eating and drinking. After dinner you helped by tidy up with Sungjin. All you guys sat around having a few to many to drink as you guys talk about nonsense, it was fun and relaxing but as it got later Dowoon and Wonpil left for bed, Sungjin left an hour after that and now you are left alone with the two that makes your heart beat fast like a hummingbird flapping its wings and making you a nervous giggling mess even without the alcohol.

Leaning against Young K to keep you from falling face first onto the carpet as you guys are now in a circle on the living room floor. A blush across your cheeks from the alcohol and the closeness of both men, taking a sip from your drink as your ears and tail were out since Sungjin left. “And I told you that the sound that a fox makes it’s not like that Jae” you said loudly, leaning towards him, poking his shoulder.

“Oh yeah? Then, what sounds do foxes make?” Jae countered as Young K chuckles keeping you upright while admiring your determination. “Come on Jae, You are arguing with a fox hybrid or if we use the correct term a vixen since she’s a female fox” he said as Jae scoffed “shush Brian! I’m waiting y/n” he said.

“I knew he’ll ask something so random, but it’s that stupid songs fault” you thought, straighten your back as you took a deep breath “firstly Foxes make a lot of noises, unexpected ones, but we are mostly quiet. Our vocal range is higher than dogs, but we do some barking, scream like howling, growling and even yipping if you could call it that” you paused taking a swig of your drink “we become more vocal during mating season which females will scream or shriek to allure male foxes, or they’re known as Tod or fox dogs, though males scream during that as well” you paused “oh we also purr slightly, maybe a few other noises but it is really hard to pin a sound to foxes when they remain quiet in most of their lives” you explained ears twitching as you let out a hiccup.

At your explanation both boys nod as they were trying to process this information but alcohol would probably make them forget by morning. When you hiccuped Young K smirked “cute” as Jae nods then grins “so basically you’re saying you are loud in bed huh?” He asked as Young K grabbed a new bottle to drink trying to mask how angry he was at that question.

Cheeks going darker at Jae’s question, jumping over to shush him “shhhh! That’s not something we discuss out loud” you said leaning away “the only way you’ll know is if we do that” you said as you finished off your bottle.

“True” Jae said as he smiled, getting up as he started to stretch, checking the time “I’m off to bed, you don’t drink too much Y/n” he said leaning down and kissed your cheek “night Brian” he said cockily heading off to bed as he let out a yawn.

Young K returning with two new bottles, sitting beside you as he smiled “don’t worry about Jae, his question was just something he has been dying to ask since he first met you and so happen to perfect timing since we are all drinking” he explained as he took as sip.

Hearing that was reassuring, leaning into him more, finishing off the new bottle he just gave you. “I think I .... I reached my limit” you said as you place your hand on his thigh feeling incredible hot as the alcohol has finally taken its effect on you “B..B..Brian I feel so warm, undress me” you said in a slight purr as you stayed against him, tail swaying wildly as you stare at him with glassed over eyes.

His eyes widen seeing the change in you, remaining calm as he blush as his name was called and the way you were staring at him, it didn’t help that your hand was on his thigh. Keeping you upright as he finished off his drink “Okay Okay, I’ll take you to bed so you can rest” he said as he scooped you up, your hands wrapped around his neck.

Carrying you off to his room, trying to not look as you began to strip in his arms “please Y/n keep your clothes on” he requested softly, lightly setting you down on the bed before he sat beside you. Placing his hand on your cheek “I’ll get you a glass of water” he said getting up but you grabbed his hand.

Looking deeply into his eyes, of course you were tipsy but you still had some control left. Grabbing his hand, you caressed it gently “thank you so much” you said softly, leaning up and kissed him deeply, heart racing as your tail moves around in a swaying motion.

“Wait Y/n...You......” he said as his lips met yours, eyes closed as he returned your kiss. Pulling away, caressing your cheek tenderly “Okay, I’ll be right back” he said kissing your forehead and left for the kitchen to get water.

“I’ll be here” you said as he kisses your forehead, eyes closed as the sound of your pounding heart reached your ears. Fingers touching your burning cheeks as you couldn’t believe you kissed him. Once he left, you fell back onto the bed and passed out, zoned out with a smile on your lips, completely unaware that watching you from outside of the bedroom was Jae who saw the kiss shared by you two.

Returning to the bedroom, Young K spotted Jae and sighed “you watched?” He asked as Jae nods “well I doubt she’ll remember, besides Jae do you plan on giving up?” He asked as Jae stepped closer “I don’t plan on giving up but I don’t plan on sharing” Jae said before he disappeared again. Shaking his head Young K exhaled “Oh Jae” he said as he entered the room, seeing you asleep and smiled “you are too cute” he said to himself as he got you and himself in the bed to sleep.

A thumping of a heart beat could be heard by your ears as your body was beginning to awaken and your senses sending signals to your brain. Eyelids fluttering as you slowly took in the morning light, looking over where you were lying, you came to the conclusion that you were lying on top of someone. Rubbing your eyes lightly, looking up you gasp and say up straight making you straddle him “No way! I fell asleep in Young K’s room again” you said softly to yourself. Having an internal freak out you began to check if you were naked or any sign that would inform you that you had sex, sighing in relief when you found no evidence that took place.

Leaning over to see his gorgeous sleeping face, smiling softly as you pressed a kiss to his cheek “why can’t I find a decent man like you or Jae .. Oh! well, guess I’m not meant too” you said to yourself as you carefully got off the bed but before you could place your second foot on the floor, you were pulled back into his chest, his arms holding you in place.

“Ahh Young K” you said in surprise as his lips made contact with your neck, letting out a giggle at the sensation since it tickles. “You already have, I’m right here all for you even Jae if you want him” Young K whispered in your ear making you shudder. His fingers keeping you close as he kissed the back of your shoulder “were you planning on leaving? I can’t allow that after such a long time missing you” he said bluntly keeping you in his arms.

At each contact his lips made with your skin, your cheeks turn darker shade of redder knowing you might transform anytime with this kind of stimulation. A soft whine left your lips struggling to break free but was only pretending to escape, eyes looked back at his, gasping at his beauty “I...I...I w..wasn’t planning on leaving, I was going to use the bathroom and go into the kitchen” you explained then whined in pain as you leaned into him, the aftermath of the alcohol hurting your head.

The sounds you made was very enjoyable, nodding along to your explaining where you were heading before he noticed the pain you displayed. Placing a kiss on your temple, he leaned over and grabbed the pain killers he brought back last night before he fell asleep “take theses, I knew you couldn’t handle your liquor” he said as he rubbed your back soothingly.

Taking the pills, you swallowed them and drank the water that was put there all so. Looking back at him as you cuddle into him “so is there any chance you’ll let me go now?” You asked curiously, finding his behavior normal as he did this apart from the kisses since that first meeting.

Tapping his cheek, he nods “okay, just come back, so we can go back to sleep again” he said loving his sleep, but he doesn’t plan on napping if you don’t return.

“Okay, I promise but unlike you I probably won’t sleep again” you said smiling, slowly getting out and leaving his room. Heading towards the bathroom you bumped into Jae “good morning Jae” you said softly.

Jae looked at you sweetly until his eyes saw the hickeys on your neck, tapping his cheek “did Brian do those?” He asked a little coldly.

Lifting an eyebrow, looking at yourself in the mirror of the bathroom and gasp “OMG! How did that get there?” You asked yourself out loud, looking to Jae “I’m not sure, I only just woken up” you said confused as you closed the door and used the bathroom.

“Hmm” Jae said as he then went to Brian’s room, opening the door to see Young K changed and composing “so you got busy with Y/n last night huh?” He asked as Young K lifted and eyebrow, then smirked teasingly.

“No, I wouldn’t do anything sexual with a woman who was unable to consent let alone intoxicated and was asleep” Young K said a bit pissed Jae would think he did, looking up from his notebook as he smiled “you saw the hickeys? That was from this morning trying to keep her in bed, but she was unaware” he said pausing to set his things done “besides when I do something intimate with y/n is when she has agreed on me being her boyfriend, or informed us what she wants from us” he adds getting back to work.

Listening to Young K’s words Jae did agree with him on that, there was no way he would either do anything sexual with y/n til she has informed them on what she wants. Rubbing the back on his neck, taking the spot beside him on the bed “Sorry Man, didn’t mean to sound like an ass. Though I am a little jealous of how you both act with one another” he said as he leaned back.

“Nah it’s cool, I understand” Young K said as he the put everything away, looking at his Hyung bemused “you know she’ll probably won’t pick to not start a fight with each other, Don’t get too jealous you and y/n have your inside jokes which is fun to watch” he adds as the door opened showing you in the door way.

Looking at both of them worried “Are you guys alright?” You asked shutting the door and slowly approached them “I didn’t ruin your friendship?” You asked with slight tears swelling up.

Seeing you at the door both men smiled then getting concerned and worried over the words you were saying. Jae shook his head “You aren’t ruining anything, don’t every think that” he said putting his hand out “we are always staying close” he adds as Young K nods “we don’t want to see that smile of yours disappear okay” he said as his hand was put out towards you as well.

“Okay” you said trying to Hold back your tears knowing that wouldn’t help, you took both their hands that were stretched out to you, climbing onto the bed and sat between the two of them.

Both men let their fingers caress your cheek down to your hands, holding it closely as both places a kiss to it. “How about we stay like this for a while, huh?” Young K asked as Jae quickly left and locked the door and returned “I agree with you there Brian” he said as they both looked at you sweetly.

Hearing Young K’s suggestion you nodded your head “Okay” you said as you let your tail and ears come out feeling comfortable, positioning yourself between them even more.

Several hours past and you were out cold on the bed between the boys. Jae and Young K making music while getting Sungjin to come in with food quietly to not wake you. “So you both are planning to date her?” Sungjin asked as he set the food down watching Young k guard you amusingly, turning to Jae as he took some food Sungjin brought in “Yeah, if y/n agrees to it. I doubt she’ll say no but if it happens it’ll be quite loud ..hey” Jae said glaring at Young k who threw the sock at him, Young K shrugging at Jae’s response. Sungjin rolling eyes “honestly I’m just glad you both are stepping up because it was annoying watching you flirt with her all this time” he said as he grabbed stuff to throw in the bed before leaving room.

Young K chuckled caressing your sleepy cheek “You know we have to tell JYPE about this, are you prepared?” He asks as Jae nods lying beside you as he yawned “Yeah, I’m up for anything” Jae said as he gave Young K a soft look before looking back at you.

A lot of complicated things happen from that night, firstly Young K and Jae both asked you out and agree to sharing you which honestly shocked you but they seem to be enjoying this unusual relationship. The hardship you had to face by JYPE was exhausting yet you fought through it since those two were fighting for the relationship themselves.

All of this happen within the first 2 months of actually dating those two. Apart from that you have been spending a lot of time with them. The only problem is that you get startled by them even more since they aren’t bothered with being very subtle, especially when in public and being all touchy feely with you. It doesn’t help to have those two appearing out of nowhere always frightening you nearly to the point of transforming.

“Seriously can you both stop appearing out of nowhere? I will transform if you keep on startling me” you said as Jae smirked “but I like when your flustered” he said as Young K nodded in agreement as he stood on your other side “your fox form is so adorable, I love it very much” Young K said as both men observed you as you folded the clothes you just took out of the dryer, of course some clothes were theirs.

“I’ll take that” Young K said as you put the last dried item of clothing into the basket, wanting to object but was glad. Jae however scooped you up “well I guess I will take this” he said as Young K groaned “no it’s my turn” he said as Jae laughed and responded back.

You had no idea what was going on through their heads. Shaking your head “I can walk you know, I have two feet which turn to four in my fox form” you said amused, getting out of Jae’s arms and then stuck your tongue out “If I make it upstairs first then you have to do anything I say for the next month and if you guys win then I’ll do what you want” you said then smirked “ready, steady go” you said racing off and going into the elevator.

The boys quiet down as you were speaking, smirking as they liked the idea of the deal. Jae groaned as you took off “cheater!” He called as you raced out and put obstacles in their way. However, Young K held the basket of clothes heading up the stair “stop whining, if she wins we’ll have a very happy girlfriend” he said as Jae smirks “fine but I’ll give her a run for her money” he said as he took off fast.

“Come on, get up faster” you muttered wanting to beat them but knowing if Jae run’s you might lose. Sighing as you imagine Jae rubbing it in your face making you his slave, shuddering as you pictured something even worse. Hand landing on your forehead “I am so stupid!” You said, “why did I even say that?” you added, shaking your head. As soon as the elevator door opened, you sprinted to your door and lucky you made it there first but you crashed into Wonpil.

“Oh y/n, I’m sorry! Are you okay?” Wonpil said full of concern as he knelt down, having Dowoon and Sungjin was racing over to check on you. Just as the others reached you Jae and Young K finally arrived, both men raced over.

“Y/n! Y/n” both exclaimed worryingly, looking at their members curiously as they took in the situation.

Sungjin faces them as Wonpil shielded you. “She crashed into Wonpil” he said taking in Jae and Young K’s expressions “why were you three racing up here?” He asked as he heard Wonpil squeal.

Checking your head you saw blood “don’t shout at them Sungjin, I told them to race me to the apartment” you said getting up to unlock your front door.

Young K chases after you, setting the basket down “Oi! You have a head injury” he did as Jae and the others chased after as well.

“I know but I need to check Wonpil for his, I could never forgive myself if I cause him harm” you explained getting the first aid kit.

Taking the first aid kit off you, Sungjin pointed to the couch “sit on there” he said as he watched Wonpil take a seat with you. “I will do this, but seriously you three have to be more careful” he said starting to lecture you guys as he began to do first aid on Wonpil and yourself. Once it was down Dowoon sighed in relief “y/n, Wonpil I am glad your better” he said as Wonpil nodded.

With that the bet was canceled due to Sungjin’s nagging so unfortunately no one won. You had to go to the hospital with Wonpil to check if there was any damage which came back negative, returning home to have those two staying with you and babying you even more.

Life continued to be filled with excitement, adventures, endless laughter, tears of joy and never ending noise but you will always and forever remember that time you met the two wonderful boys you fell madly in love with, even though they drive you completely crazy.

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Turning 30

When I awoke on the first day of my 30th year, I was relieved to discover that nothing felt different. Most importantly, my breasts did not feel different. I was convinced that on February 14, 2012 they would shrivel up and dangle flaccidly from my chest like deflated birthday balloons. But it seems Mother Nature and her BFF Gravity were feeling generous today, so I was able to scratch at least one of my Turning Thirty Fears off of my list.

Yes, I was afraid of this day. On the outside, I wore a brave face and several defiant I’m-still-young outfits in the months leading to my B-day. On the inside, however, my mind was drowning itself in paranoid thoughts (and tequila), and so the Turning Thirty Fears were born. In no particular order, these were:

1. I will instantly become less attractive, and whatever beauty I have left will continue to rapidly fade with each passing second of my now miserably old existence. This in turn will make me a less worthy and significant member of society.

2. I will no longer be cool. Even if I make valiant efforts to be cool, these will only seem sad and pathetic. Being cool is very important.

3. I will be unhappy with where I am in my life, aka the fact that I’m not working my dream job, or married, or having babies, or even living on my GD own.

These Turning Thirty Fears have been weighing on me so heavily for the past several months that my massage therapist gave me an extra 30 minutes for free the last time I saw her, because she was “deeply worried” about what the hard knots in my neck and back said about my mental state. She told me I had to let go of whatever was bothering me, or I risked being crushed by the pain I was carrying around on my already weak shoulders.

With this advice in mind, the first thing I did this morning was crawl out from under my bed, march into my front yard, and yell, in the spirit of beloved child actor Macaulay Culkin in Home Alone: “Hey, I'm not afraid anymore! I said I'm not afraid anymore!” Truthfully, I only yelled it from inside the warmth of my home (hello, it’s February), but still. This small act of childish rebellion made me feel instantly powerful and awesome and ready to face my Turning Thirty Fears today. Here is my best effort at yelling at myself, and at anyone out there who needs to be yelled at.

1. Re: Diminishing Beauty / Sea Hag Forever

Guess what: your looks WILL fade. But this WON’T happen when the clock strikes midnight on the eve of your 30th birthday (it started happening on your 25th birthday, ha). There’s no point in stressing out about it, because looks DON’T MATTER. I’m not even going to get into the whole “impossible beauty standards created by the media and the patriarchy” or the “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” stuff. I’m just going to keep it simple: when is the last time one of your friends said “you know, I’m so happy you’re in my life, because you’re so hot”? When did your parents last say “we’re so proud of you for being attractive”? When did your boss state “you’re doing a great job, thanks to your amazing bone structure”? People care about how you treat them. They care about how you make them feel. They care about how much joy and fun and intelligence and adventure you bring to the table and into their lives - not about whether you have clear skin. Think about the people you love most, right now. Go on, gather them all in a room in your mind and take a good look at each and every one of them. Why do you love and cherish and respect them? Is it because of how they look? Nope. This is a two way street, pal. Your friends and family - aka the only people that should matter to you - don’t give a damn about what you look like. They will love the crap out of you no matter how much cellulite or how many wrinkles you have. They just will, and deep down you know this. Start reminding yourself of this every day, or at least every time you’re about to have a meltdown about your love handles or double chin.

That covers the “what other people think” dilemma, but what about what I think of myself? Here’s a script for when you have to defend yourself against your toughest critic: “You have functioning limbs and organs. You can see, smell, hear, taste, and breathe without difficulty or interruption. You can stand up straight and jump and run and you have the memory of being able to do cartwheels. Your teeth are all there and your hands are strong. You have a smile that makes people feel good.” Basically, remembering that you are alive and (for the most part) in one piece can do a lot to bring you back down to earth. If the above speech doesn’t work, try googling “horribly ugly people.” And if THAT doesn’t make you feel better, try thinking about people in other parts of the world who will spend their entire lives in poverty, getting raped and beaten. Then think about how you were just complaining about your eyebrows. Makes you feel like a pretty big asshole, right? Good.

2. Re: No Longer Cool / Might as well start wearing Mom Jeans.

Again, there’s just nothing you can do about this. You WILL become less cool, but it’s because you have a lot of other shit to do instead. Shit like supporting your friends through tough times, or raising your spawn, or working on your own relationships, or learning new things, or dominating at work, or figuring out how to relax and slow down, or improving yourself in numerous ways. Before you were 30, maybe you could spend 95% of your waking hours wondering whether you should hate Lana Del Rey or like the latest Gaspar Noe flick or wear neon this season. But now that you’re older, no dice. And that’s a good thing. Just keep a few younger people in your entourage; they’ll keep you in the what’s-cool loop, and you can focus on saving the world.

3. Re: Is this who/what/where I should be right now? omg??

When I was younger and an idiot, I thought that by the time I turned 30 I would have everything figured out and be this bad-ass shit-together working wife and mother who was also running for Prime Minister. Instead, I’m not married, I have zero babies, and I don’t really know what I want to do with my life. Shit.

Let’s tackle these puppies one at a time.

(a) Marriage: It’s Walt Disney’s fault, when you really think about it. My favourite movie as a child was The Little Mermaid, which taught me that redheads are hot, having a beautiful singing voice is really important, and marrying a man, even at the cost of giving up everything else in your life, is the only way to achieve real and everlasting happiness. Add to this the pressure from friends, family, and society in general, and a girl can end up feeling pretty shitty about not having something she doesn’t even know if she wants yet, if at all.

Most people I know who are married don’t report being happier or more in love or more fulfilled once they are married. In fact, out of the 9 couples whose weddings I attended this summer (kill me), I would say none of them feel this way. Are they all super happy and excited to be married? Of course! But did it solve all of their life problems and solidify their place in this cruel world? Negative. Do I feel happy and in love and fulfilled right now, without being married? Yes. So eat it, Ariel, you 16-year-old child bride.

(b) Babies: Babies are gross and annoying. They’re also infuriatingly dependant and stupid. But they’re also really cute! And I think I will probably want to make one some day in the distant future, but not yet. I realize that my parents had me when they were 22, and their parents had them when they were 16, and their parents had them when they were 11, and so on. But I’m pretty sure if they were being honest, my parents would admit that they would have loved to wait 10 more years to have me so that they could have done a lot more travelling and drugs in the 80s. I’m also officially over the biological-clock thing starting now. If my ovaries turn to dust before I decide I’m ready to give up my life, I’ll adopt. Angelina looks pretty fucking happy to me.

(c) Life plan: Again, I thought that by age 30 I would either be a high powered lawyer (tried it, hated it), a successful writer (does this count?), or just generally famous and beloved by the world at large. None of those things have happened yet, and somehow the world didn’t end. In fact, when I really think about it, my world has never been better. Every day I get to spend time with the people I love, eat amazing food, drink delicious beer, laugh a ton, and do other assorted joyful things like organizing stuff by colour and telling people what to do.

Tonight when I go to bed, I won’t be afraid anymore. My 30th birthday came and went, and I still feel like me. Maybe I’ll buy some fancy eye cream though, just in case.

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