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#this was inspired by itzys loco <33
yumeyooa · 3 years
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[11:48 PM]—i’m not the type to risk it all, but you got me acting irrational
—pairing: jeon jungkook x gender neutral! reader; genre: angst; light fluff; college au, no label au, rated g wc: 0.6k+; warnings: toxic relationship, jungkook is drunk
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He was here again. 
Jeon Jungkook stood outside your door, drunk out of his mind, while his friends Jimin and Taehyung looked at you sheepishly. 
“Sorry (Y/N), we wanted to bring him back to his apartment, but the stupid idiot locked himself out. You were the only one nearby.”
Of course, he would. Typical. 
With a sigh, you let the men in, allowing them to dump Jungkook on your worn-out couch before they fled, something about heading over to another bar to end the night with a bang. 
Whatever that meant. 
Honestly, you should have said no, you thought to yourself as you stared at Jungkook’s slouched figure on your couch. You should have shut the door the moment you saw the ridiculous smiles on Jimin and Taehyung’s faces. But no, the heart that you thought had learned from its numerous mistakes was still a fool. 
Your relationship with Jungkook was interesting, to say the least. When you had first met back in your freshman year, like the young, naive kid you were, you fell smitten for him. 
Who wouldn’t? He was Jeon Jungkook, the heartthrob of your entire campus. His very presence had many swooning. It was only natural for you to fall for his charms. 
Yet the way it happened was unusual yet oh so cliche as if it came straight out of a romance novel,
You still remember it clear as day. You were running around campus, trying to get to your club’s meeting as fast as you could, cursing cause you were late. And it was the first meeting too. What a way to make an impression, honestly. But as you made your way up the stairs of the old building, you bumped into someone, screaming in surprise as you felt gravity do its magic and pull you down the flight of stairs, thrusting you straight to your doom. 
Yet a pair of arms wrap around your waist and hold you steady, and you open your eyes to meet Jungkook’s, a worried gaze lacing through his face. 
And you had fallen. Ironic, really. 
Since then, you found yourself swept away by his charms. Being around Jungkook was like a roller coaster ride that you could never step down from. You knew it was wrong to let yourself get played by him over and over again, but you couldn’t help it. Jeon Jungkook had you perfectly covered under his spell, and there was just no way out. 
As you wipe the sweat from his forehead gently and tuck him into a soft blanket you had grabbed from your closet, you feel yourself sigh. How much longer was this going to last? By the looks of it, he was probably messing around with some other girl before he got to your apartment, as seen by the blatant red lipstick mark on his cheek. It made your heart clench painfully. 
You knew there were other people out there, better people who would treat you like you were their world, yet your heart always found itself drawn to him. And you hated it. You hated how Jungkook had you wrapped around his finger. 
“(Y/N)...” you hear Jungkook mumble in his sleep, and you freeze, turning to gaze at him once more with pained eyes. But you couldn’t deny the rapid beating of your heart. Perhaps there was a chance things could work out. Even if that chance was only minimal. 
And so you reach out your hand to run through his hair, basking in the sweetness of the moment, because who knows when this would ever happen again. “Good night, Jungkook,” you whisper ever so softly, a prayer laced in between, hoping that he would one day reciprocate your feelings. 
But for now, this would have to do, as you smile at his sleeping figure and turn off the lights, heading back to your room. 
Perhaps tomorrow would be a better day for you and Jungkook. 
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