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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 7 months

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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

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gengwasted · 10 months

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In which: kaveh doesn’t tell any of his friends when his birthday is

But that doesn't stop Alhaitham from collecting gifts for every year he passed with the architect.

#kavetham #haikaveh #genshin impact #Alhaitham #Kaveh #kaveeeh #minicomic #Kaveh’s birthday #THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SHORTER #BUT #scenes kept coming up #and for my mental sanity I kept it simple lol #I swear I can draw hands better than that #’m pretty sure haitham figured out when Kaveh’s bday is but still respected Kaveh’s decision to not tell him #kaveh feels finally safe enough to accept gifts???#does this whole thing make sense?#Idk but this boy makes me emotional #gengdraws #staysafe and have a nice life 💛🌻

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cherbearsz · 1 year

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do your best. be a gay wizard

#stranger things #will byers #byler #for exposure lol #will the wise #stranger things will #stranger things fanart #st #byler fanart #byler week 2023 #this was supposed to be for his birthday but . i got busy #cher doodles

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pinkd3mon · 7 months

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I just wanted an excuse to draw my Galacta with a cape propaganda

#kirby #kots #kirby of the stars #kirby fanart #taranza #galacta knight #i think galacta would look cool with a dimensional cape #and it would be fluffy because of their fluffy wings #i know they're supposed to be an angel but common you cant take galacta bird away from me #im just a lil guy its my birthday #i originally made this for galacta's birthday but i slowed down when it was obvious i was not gonna finish it anywhere near that #taranza is a close friend of galacta knight in my mind and you just have to deal with it #galacta asks taranza where did he get the cape and he's like 'i got it from meta knight!!!'#galacta just looks at him unimpressed #and taranza then admits that he actually asked dedede to secretly ask meta knight and that's basically the same thing #meta knight still isnt used to galacta being not murderous so he won't help them if he can help it #meta knight has trust issues #i promised myself i wouldn't mention meta knight if i didnt draw him but im an unreliable narrator #i think dedede and galacta would get weirdly along #ok im gonna stop bye this is really self indulgent

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doctorsiren · 2 months

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this vile creature has finally arrived ☺️

#doctorsiren #not art #ace attorney #blue badger #I have now purchased every ace attorney thing from Fangamer #I got two of these bc one is for my brother #I shipped it off to him today and had the ‘from’ name be Trucy Wright and the ‘to’ name be Apollo Justice #and I drew a goofy little doodle on the side of the box #it was originally supposed to be a Christmas gift but it wasn’t back in stock until a couple weeks ago #luckily his birthday was this last Friday so it counts for both :)

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artofmimi · 5 months

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today is a day worth celebrating 🎂

#kaejean #kaeya alberich #jean gunnhildr #genshin impact #art tag #this was supposed to be a gift to myself for my own birthday a week ago but i couldn't finish in time #fun fact! kaeya and jean both say the same thing in their birthday lines to you :)

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carlyraejepsans · 2 years

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I'm never gonna finish this fic, sooooo

#it's supposed to be a ''skelebros' first birthday party on the surface'' fic. i had a couple of fun ideas for it #but I can't string them together into a story to save my life #it was gonna be about sans finally drawing a line under his past life once and for all #and just accepting that things ARE going to be better and that he has a future to look forward to #and that he doesn't have to settle for ''good enough'' anymore. and how terrifying that is. since he's finally caring about something #100% caring i mean #but also it was stupid as fuck. the skelebros have no idea what actual age they are. because time-space fuckery #toriel gets tipsy and shows off one of her old party tricks. which blasts the window clean off the wall.#there are more than a few explosions. sans is threatened with karaoke #everyone tries to physically prevent mtt from hiding in the cake. which isn't even like a big wedding style cake #it's literally just a bigger version of toriel's usual pies #this doesn't stop him from trying #undertale #sans #papyrus #alphys #undyne #grillby #mywriting

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madeofstardust17 · 2 years

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So apparently there's this script for a tua season 1 episode that never got made. It's about their 23th birthday.

You guys.

A couple of things that stand out:

- That cross stitch Diego had in the boiler room that was so obviously a gift from Grace was a gift for his 23th birthday.

- Also, Diego went every week to visit his mom. I'm crying

- Klaus was in jail at this time, and he accidentally killed a guy in self defense.

- Allison is there but we just see her struggling not to use her powers on every day issues.

- Also apparently Patrick was her acting coach.

- She needed it.

- Luther was pathetic and I want to cry for him bc I love him so much but God was he dumb. Also the Accident happened the day after his birthday.

- Viktor had a girlfriend, who looked so sweet at first but then he found out she was cheating on him. On his birthday. Ouch.

- Five flirted with a woman named Delores in a 1940s (I think) bar, and it was so sweet and heartbreaking. He got a little kiss for dancing with her. It was great. Get it, old man.

- Five traveled to 2012 for the commission, saw Diego leave the academy, and couldn't stop himself from shouting his brother's name. I am HEARTBROKEN

- The Handler stopped him before Diego could see him, and also we have confirmation that the Handler was fucking creepy. She kissed Five after proclaiming he was hers. Five stands still and closes his eyes. I'm... feeling things. Mostly homicidal rage.

- Viktor visits Klaus in jail, which develops into the best conversation I've ever read.

- They talk about Viktor's book. Klaus is very supportive. Reading the whole script is worth it just to read that conversation JESUS CHRIST:

- Apparently, Grace announced one day at the dinner table that Diego had had his first wet dream.

- Klaus asks Viktor if he had added that lovely little anecdote into the book.

- Viktor responded with an: yeah, I did.

- Christ almighty I know understand why Diego was so fucking angry VIKTOR HARGREEVES YOU HAVE ZERO CHILL.

- Okay seriously overall that conversation is very sweet. Best klaus-viktor interaction. 10/10

- Also I find hilarious that Regginald tried to call them all separately but obviously no one picked up, so his next thought was: "well. Better start planning my own funeral".

- The quip Klaus made in the Void when he asked Reginald "couldn't you just have called?" Is a thousand times funnier knowing that the bastard DID call, but Klaus missed it bc he was in jail.

That is all for tonight lovelies, this was heartbreaking to read but overall amazing, I recommend you read it, here is the link

#it is very late #but honestly i just couldnt stop reading #i have so many feelings HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FALL ASLEEP NOW #tua #tua season 1 #the umbrella academy #they were all just babies doing their best to survive #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #number five hargreeves #ben hargreeves #viktor hargreeves #also the only thing that changes is that ben appeared on their 23rd birthday he looked seventeen and he was angry at them...#but still loved them though he made that very clear #dust rants

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secretagentspydetectiveninja · 9 months

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it's past midnight here so i can post this. I LOVE YOU DUAL DESTINIES. HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY YOU AMAZING GAME

#taka is supposed to be dabbing but i do not know how to draw birds dabbing #ace attorney #athena cykes #simon blackquill #taka #how do people even tag things #dual destinies #aa5 #random stuff #my stuff #it's a good game and it's its birthday so no clowning allowed on my post. be nice today

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metiredlr · 3 months

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Allen and Lavi from Hoshino's instagram ( ´ ▽ ` )✧˖°

#it was supposed to be finished for lavis birthday but i had college things to do ;;#dgm #lavi #bookman jr #allen walker #d.gray man #i miss them interacting sm...#dgmedit #my edit

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the1trueanon · 7 months

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HAPPY WELCOME HOME DAY!!! @:D

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neptunesailing · 3 months

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happy birthday! hope you had a good day. if your requests are open... i've been thinking about your hades game niki art recently, so could i ask for a matching rinne doodle...?

(cw blood)

o goddess of victory, lend me your boons (let me find a way to repay you)

#cw: blood #nep draws things #enstars #ensemble stars #rinne amagi #nep does requests #nep answers #inbox: agried #hi i saw this ask and. i kinda went crazy about it! can you tell. i need to play hades more actually its sooooooo fun #also rinne's laurel is supposed to be like. an orange-yellow all the time. i also hc (for hadesgame) that whenever zag uses a god's powers #the color associated with the god will appear on his laurel. now heres a question: what color was niki's laurel in the og post? :)#also!!!!!! ty for the birthday wishes!! :]

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atlantablack · 6 months

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To the right, to the left We will fight to the death To the edge of the earth It's a brave new world It's a brave new world

This Is War | Thirty Seconds to Mars

#Stranger Things #atlanta's edits #stranger things web weave #Joyce Byers #Max Mayfield #Lucas Sinclair #Mike Wheeler #Will Byers #Jonathan Byers #Steve Harrington #Nancy Wheeler #Robin Buckley #Eddie Munson #Chrissy Cunningham #this was supposed to be a birthday gift but i couldn't get it right #and tbh i still don't really think it's totally right #but i'm also sick of looking at it and want it out of my drafts #so this will simply have to do

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caramelmochacrow · 5 months

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happy birthday tomori! (she loves all of mygo :>)

#crow's scribbles #bang dream #bandori #tomori takamatsu #i went simple with it but.... i love it.#it captures what i want so well!#she loves mygo so much because it showed her a way to live!!!#i couldnt draw other bday art for the other mygo/ave mujica guys but i had to draw something for tomori #she's my beloved little guy....#i was supposed to draw her w marbles but yeah... i went w this instead :)#something abt how she is with the things she loves and stuff yeah #buuuuuuut anyway!!!! happy birthday to tomori!!! :DDDD #(i love her!)

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circus-k · 6 days

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with my birthday coming up in a couple weeks, i want to get on vgen and set up a more streamlined commission process (I LOVE ORGANISING GET THAT UI IN MY HANDS!!)

vgen account: https://vgen.co/circusk

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caramelteaa · 8 months

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Okay I have a little theory about code eggs, I'll try to make sense of it.

I'm thinking why Code Flippa wasn't at the event spawning mobs and attacking players, I'm thinking why she talks (weird) and Code Tilin, Trumpet, and Bobby didn't, I'm thinking why code Chayanne does (perfectly).

First, Code Chayanne and Tallulah are based off of eggs that are still alive, probably made by the federation using data they've collected with pictures and watching them interact with players, built by them from zero, but not acting similar enough, not enough data.

Code Tilin, Trumpet, and Bobby could be made from tampering with the code of actual eggs that have passed away, who were given time to spend some last moment with their parents, then taken away BY the federation, who presumably has all their data and memories, which makes them convincing yes, but hard to control, especially Bobby.

Out of all the deceased eggs, Booby lived the longest and had a strong bond with both of his parents, maybe that's why he didn't fight Jaiden and Roier himself, unlike Tilin and Trumpet who had no problem killing players.

But why wasn't Code Flippa there? Why was she hiding in the caves and talks weirdly, asking Slime not to tell anyone about her being there?

I think Code Flippa is a runaway

Now hear me out! She was the first to die, then brought back to life, DIED AGAIN, was given a gun(unobtainable) by the devil, flew multiple times in creative. Juana Flippa, in my opinion, has the most chaotic code/data out of all the eggs. Whether the eggs were reprogrammed or made out of their original code, I'd say Flippa would be the most difficult to kept under control, which she did broke free of.

Code Flippa is roaming free (as free as hiding from feds can be), trying her best to talk to her dad , and she is not going back.

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