a character will have immense character development right before our very eyes yet some people will still make it seem as though their personality traits from season 1/2 are traits they still carry out in season 6 when that. so clearly is not the case

I should really separate my sfw and nsfw fics into different blogs...

I'm guessing that your fav animal is a cat-🍦

Hehehe how’d you guess? :3

Listen im just saying

If the zombie apocalypse does happen please know

If I see a mosquito, its on site, im either running or shooting that fucker

guys i have this lyric drabble and idk when i should post it 👺

it genuinely always throws me for a loop how much the adventure time kids say the word 'sexy'. like i didn't think kids' shows were allowed to do that?

Commissions are closed again, thank you to those who support me <3

I’ve figured out why I’ve been struggling to write my goddamn fic for over two years at this point. I’ve written the parts that I personally relate to and want to happen (Matteo being in acute crisis and receiving help) and I’ve written the parts I don’t relate to but want to see (Matteo apologizing to David) but I don’t want to write the parts I relate to but don’t want to feel (Matteo being in a slow mental health spiral and then clawing his way partially back out if it before the season ends). Like. Writing my own Matteo-focused O Helga Natt scene was wonderful wish-fulfillment, combining all my worst experiences into one moment and dropping in a savior to yank him (me) back out of it. But all the other stuff is just so hard to get through. When so much of the fic is centered around Matteo having a harder time getting out of bed. Matteo struggling to focus on class. Matteo losing energy to engage with people. I would have desperately loved to see this all on screen but writing it myself, especially as a non-writer who has to project a lot of herself onto the page anyway, is just really difficult and kind of unfun.

But I’m really proud of the stuff I have written. And I really want to share it. But other than the pool scene, which could probably be read in isolation if you just accept that you don’t need context, I need to write all the parts I’m dreading to make the parts I like make any sense at all. How do writers do this

you could do SO much with twitter party poison. allow me to explain:

droid poison

[ID: a tweet by party poison @PartyPoison that reads,  "Vocoder voice. Brand new shields and it feels alright. Powder-brown from the knee down." /End ID]

via wiki: A vocoder is a category of voice codec that analyzes and synthesizes the human voice signal for audio data compression, multiplexing, voice encryption or voice transformation.

that’s all i got that is like. different-ish but you know what? they’re just some fucked up guy. act accordingly/lh

did you read ACOSF? if so, who do you think Azriel should end up with? I can’t decide anymore

i did read ACOSF! but unfortunately, nonnie, mine is probably going to be one of those answers that a vast majority of the fandom disagrees with.

i honestly have headcanoned Az as asexual since i first read the series. this was before i was really in the YA book scene, before i even knew there was a ship war over who Elain ends up with, before sjm said anything about Az being a "freak in the sheets" or whatever it was lmao. my brain just looked at him and went "wow what a nice ace fellow 😌", and that was that.

i'm not really a side-character kind of gal and definitely like to keep the drama at an arm's length, so needless to say i've never had much reason to be invested in any one outcome for him. i will say, however, if i had to jump on any ship, it'd probably be the Eluciriel OT3 because i despise love triangles and por qué no los dos? 🤷‍♀️

Oooooh the book is finally getting interesting 👀

i’ll make a post, read it several times, decide it’s fine, and then see it in my activity a few hours later to find i used the wrong verb tenses and typed “in” instead of “on”

Daddy's on his way hooooome!! Oh I've missed him so so so much!!!

pov you watch me attempt to navigate words and emotions to help out my friends

Just got vaxxed

oh god this big bang theory episode is about them mining cryptocurrency, this is going to be pure pain

help idk why it shows that i have no icon on my posts????????? this has never happened when i've changed urls wtf tumblr......

he's a rattle snake

you're right - and you know why a snake starts to rattle?

no, why?

cause he's scared

sure

go and look it up - the poor guy's head is spinning

i was tagged by @pixiegrl and @allsassnoclass to reblog with the meaning/origin of my url and my favorite color, and tag 5 people on my dash that made me smile! 💛

my url is in reference to the old me bts video! I thought that segment was really funny and I also love the symbolism behind the red rattlers in the old me music video. SO at the time of choosing an url for this blog, I went through a mental list of the things I associated with 5sos at the time and I probably went through like 10 urls that were already taken or that I didn’t exactly like how they looked before landing on redrattlers! redrattlers em is now part of my (online) identity I don’t think I’ll ever be able to change it even if it’s nowhere near relevant anymore😅

and favourite colour today is light pink, I think?

tagging @httpsgfg @daydadahlias @ladybugnoah @escapesos @wonderland-irwin if you haven’t done it yet! (or if you did please direct me in the direction of your answers i’m curious to know your answers☺️)

I cannot wait for people to open my tumblr on desktop and press my “about”