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fictionkinfessions · 24 days
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I am Hope three times over and it's not a good thing.
As Makoto I was the judge and jury, in a way. I sent people to their deaths and every time it hurt. I still feel horrible. I didn't want anyone to die. And they everyone saw me as this savior when I was just a really scared kid who had no choice but to continue.
As Gordon I went practically on a killing spree. Alien or human became a blur, if you were a threat I gunned you down like my life depended on it, but it did. I got no rest, right after I was forced to be a guiding light for people who desperately needed one and who was I to say no?
As Henry I was trapped in the loop Joey created. My first goal was to get out safe, to get home to my family, but people thought I could save them. The writing on the walls has burned into my brain and every time I had to kill one of my former co-workers I felt I was failing.
I only ever wanted to go home. It's not fair at all.
x
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kazehita · 27 days
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im normal i swear
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lucabyte · 2 months
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you dream of devouring your friends whole
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flippin bad touch quest
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tealgoat · 2 months
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Writing from @wonder-of-the-stars
<You wake up to someone shaking your shoulder. Sleep crusts your eyes, and you rub them as you come to.>
<“Loop?…”>
<You mumble and roll over. Your eyes find the person you’ve been sharing a bed with these days, and you reach for your glasses.>
<They don’t look well. But they haven’t looked well for weeks now. Their mouth opens, then shuts. Eyes glassy, looking anywhere but you.>
“Don’t… let me leave this room. Please.”
<Ah.>
<It’s like that.>
<They're reaching out to you in a way that won’t spark a discussion they won’t have with you. For once, since—>
<…>
<Don't think about that right now. They need you. You… you can be patient. And this is enough for you, for now.>
<They look like they’re about to flee. For even asking for help. Your chest aches.>
<You do as they ask. Gently, carefully, you wrap your arms around Loop’s midsection, pulling them over towards y->
<!!!>
<It's abrupt, but Loop twists their body to grab you, tugging themself over and shoving their face into you. You feel it, before you hear it.>
<An ugly, raw sobs rips through them, as they hold onto you like a lifeline.>
“I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry”
“I’m sorry I’m miserable and awful and I can’t- can’t- I can’t— it should be okay and it’s not okay I’m not okay I’m sorry I’m sorry”
“I’m sorry I’m sorry!!!!!!!!”
<You say nothing, as they prattle on like this, for a while. You rub a hand against their back, your shirt wet, you chest hurting more.>
<they say things they wouldn’t normally say.>
<they’re incoherent about them, so you tune those ones out.>
<they can tell you them again once they’re ready and not having a breakdown.>
<…>
<They stop, eventually. The rattling of their body, the anguished cries from their throat, the pressure on your chest. Their body relaxes.>
<They've passed out.>
<…>
<Slowly, once you’re certain Loop is asleep, you reach over to the dresser side, and you grab the book you placed there a few hours ago. You bring it to your side, making sure Loop doesn’t shift too much. You keep an arm around them as you open the book.>
<…It’s best you stay up and keep your silent promise.>
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pillowspace · 6 months
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Hi, it's like almost 4 in the morning, but I suddenly had an angsty Time Loop AU realization that was like semi-horrifying and I kept thinking about it, so.
It could be easy to write off Sun and Moon as not really having to face much trauma during the time loops, while just Y/N does. But when you take into account that Y/N's the only one who knows they'll be okay in the end, the loops in which Y/N dies are devestating on Sun and Moon. Because they're not constantly in virus mode. Moon has moments. A lot of moments, but they pass. The virus eases up. And the loops aren't dependant on Y/N, they're dependant on the day of the fire, meaning that they're just kind of in sleep mode until time's up to bring them back. So Sun and Moon just have to deal with the burden of what's happened to Y/N until time resets, and they're not waiting for that reset to happen, because they don't know it's coming. Sometimes it all went wrong early on, and those times were easier. Sometimes it all went wrong much too late when they already loved you, and those times broke them.
Maybe just the faintest phantom memory of what that loss felt like slips through on Y/N's next "first day" of the job (if we're sticking to Eclipse having the memories, then it'd be a fun thought to consider the tiniest of memories slipping through sometimes), and Sun and Moon are both confused by the sudden wave of relief-desperation-anguish-love-guilt-guilt-guilt they randomly feel upon Sun meeting you. The feeling's easy to discard, but they don't understand why it happened. They suspect it to be a bug. Just a quick second of confusion in the programming that runs what emotions they feel.
After the loops, Sun and Moon remember every single day they spent genuinely believing Y/N was gone forever, and that hurts. And honestly, I'm caught between saying "they never let go of Y/N afterwards" and "they're too scared to hold Y/N anymore." Perhaps it's both. Perhaps they want to hold onto Y/N, and Y/N is the one who has to help them learn that's okay. I did put post-loops Y/N down as "very cuddly," after all.
Mm. Anyway. I should sleep
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artilite · 24 days
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just a peek into siffrin's dark and twisted mindscape 🔥🔥🔥🔥
crowded doodle page of mal du pays ,, the ever,,,,
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voidedjuice · 5 months
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Laying in your own blood for the 9000th time, realising there was truly no hope of it ending
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vickdoom · 8 months
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huge fan of this whatever this is that they are doing with their faces.
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fictionkinfessions · 2 months
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I feel bad for coming back again but I want to say that I love each and every member of the Mekakushi Dan. We all went through time loops and since in canon different events played out with each timeline maybe in one non-canon/OCs are canon/existent.
But in general what I want to say is if anyone's just wanting to talk about KagePro or the Mekakushi Dan I'll always be up for it. Even if my memories tell me that 'hey there was more members in the Dan.' (I was Dan number 10 and there was up to I think maybe 20?)
-A KagePro OC kin #🍵☕🍶
Anonymous asked:
Hey mod party cat I was half asleep when I sent my last ask and just wanted to correct myself as being Dan number 12.
-A KagePro OC kin #🍵☕🍶
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Doodle page 2
alright, time I actually post my human loop design... most of these been on the discord already but I like... guess I gotta put them on tumblr so I can actually link things on my fic lmao
So here's the Traveler and some little spoilers for my own fic Sunder
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lucabyte · 2 months
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cleaned up NoHats doodle from the middle of the original discussion because i think its important to understand in what tone of voice @samhainian and i are saying
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delivered to you by the costco shopping cart bay
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tealgoat · 28 days
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Got curious about the differences of my first time drawing these characters vs more recently so I slapped this together
These are (incredibly loosely) in chronological order
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flamigoat · 26 days
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“AND THE CURTAINS OPEN ONCE MORE.”
- Loop, Act 6
Gradient maps under the cut!
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codacheetah · 2 months
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Aha ummmm sad old woman hours anyone? (context under cut)
This is drawn in the context of an Odile Looping AU where Odile has decided she needs to save some time between loops. The first few times, Odile asks Siffrin to borrow his dagger for a moment, bc her weapon won't do. They're a bit bemused, but hey why not? Until a few loops of this and Odile's expression has changed. She's forceful and scary and not really asking anymore. So I like to imagine Siffrin gets worried and refuses, and Odile has an awful sense of realization creep up her gut when she recalls how Loop begged her not to go through with it. She resigns, but maybe too little too late.
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