#time to get food its DINNER TIME

[lotus-pear]

i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭 #kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔 #dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd #anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!! #takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve #both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year #newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :( #before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work #he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba #so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit #kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it #when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai #he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg #when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration #they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back #dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES) #and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed #ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again #this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain

[lavenoon]

bf (bloodstain fool/ boyfriend) has jealousy issues, so you get bells involved

@naffeclipse gotta be self indulgent and nab his bell at some point, after all <3

*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #bloodstain fool #my art #naffeclipse #okay dinner time but i wanna get this out before lmao #I could just not tag ramble but where would be the fun in that? #these ideas stacked up a bit but im gonna take it easy this evening hfdj #self indulgence yes but i got the whole weekend to go <3 #i have too many moon dresses sorry clip #its kinda hard to have an actual eclipse on a dress #some suns yes but mostly moons n stars n space #okay enough rambling now gogogo food time #menace4menace

[pansyfemme]

what i eat for dinner has a lot less to do with what food i have in the house and more so if anyone is in the kitchen (extremely scary) or would catch me getting doordash (extremely embarassing for some unknown reason)

#my dr pepper and cheese cracker dinner.. #i promise i will get real food. once the kitchen is empty #i like the ppl i live with now i just like. switch into a mode after long days of socializing that if someone so much as sees me i need to #run to safety immediatly or i may die #i used to have a really strong fear of people as a kid and now its mainly conditional #often i am social and talkative but during the wrong time i genuinly stop being able to breath if i see anyother human #like its like. freeze in place full body panic

[smoosnoom]

hi can u guys let me know what time u eat dinner

#i go thru this every time i want to include people eating dinner together #me i eat during the dead of night 😭 listen . 2 am is peak dinner time idk #anyway . please let me know #maybe list what ethnicity u are too 😭 lots of my yt friends say they eat like . 5-8 pm #whcih is so insanely early #my family usually eats at like . 10 but tbh its a fend for urself kind of deal like eat whenever . there's food out and u can get to it #so . so #please answer . thank u #tagging this as #byler #and #anderperry #this is for anderperry #but byler gets traction idk #u guys wont mind right .. right #right ok #/moon

[trashworldblog]

EATING SOMETHING IS HEALTHIER THEN EATING NOTHING ‼️‼️

#getting stuck in black and white thinking tonight and struggling to make a healthy dinne #IM MAKING BUTTERED TOAST FOR DINNER AND WHATEVER ELSE IS IN MY PANTRY #maybe pbnj and instant mashed potatos #idk #im eating tho and thats what matters #its time to fuel! all food is good food! food is fuel! etc

[fauvester]

i think my coworkers and friends think its a little excessive that Im so militant about my sleep schedule but its hard to describe the extent to which the terrors fucking get me if my circadian rhythm is even a little fucked up

#see. if i fall asleep by 10:45 or so usually the RLS doesnt start up #but if i drink a coffee too late. or im out late. or stressed. or dont get much sleep the night before #it puts me at precipitous risk of getting fucking got #and then its genuinely some of the worst suffering i ever experience... crying pacing self medicating panicking etc etc etc #would take food poisoning over a bad RLS night easy. at least inbetween the vomiting you can sometimes get some rest #rn trialing a med that totally zonks me during the day but its worth it as a PRN cause otherwise ill be zonked ND a bitch if i dont sleep #to delete #resident good #my coworker like.... you wont even go out to dinner before a work day? not if its after 9PM bro otherwise theres a chance i Will Not Sleep #and not only that I WILL suffer the whole time #man Im frustrated too! I wish I wasnt like this but thats the bitch of living with a poorly understood movement disorder!

[milkweedman]

forcing myself to "eat protein" and "be responsible" after once again encountering a week long period of all my muscles hurt so bad and are so weak despite doing the same thing they always do assuming without checking that it was probably because im eating mostly coffee and plain untoasted bread in small quantities. and its not even a whey bread or 100% whole wheat, ive been trying to use up my bread flour/whole wheat blend (i dumped them in the bucket together, maybe on accident ? unclear) so its just that with whatever else i threw in. spent $6 on the only yogurt in the store that had at least 5 grams of protein per 1/4 cup, which is still very little, only to get home and finally google what the symptoms of protein deficiency are. they are not that. those are the symptoms of Who Fucking Knows, As Always

#i dont even like yogurt... #god the food situation is so bad #so it turns out i can do one of the following--but badly and it takes more than 100% of my energy and is miserable and untenable long term #and involves injuring myself to do it: school. work. taking care of stuff around the house. taking care of myself. #i can do ONE. #i also dont get to pick because obviously i have to work #so feeding myself (even like making a bowl of cereal or eating a granola bar) is so impossibly difficult that i can only really do it #at night when high and finally able to feel hunger #and even then its still incredibly difficult and i usually get as far as cutting a slice of bread and then giving up and eating it plain #most of the actual meals i eat are because my roommates are usually kind enough to make enough dinner for 3 #but i also have very weird and frequently changing dietary needs that i have not communicated 2 anyone so i cant necessarily actually eat i #have cooked some and made sandwiches a few times but its very clear i am borrowing from tomorrows spoons.... #i ran out of the ensure a bit ago and i will get more although none of the stores nearby sell it #but i absolutely cannot afford to live off it #have luckily found that if i just drink one in the morning it staves off the majority of the nonstop random nausea attacks #so a 12 pack would last a lot longer but then its like. so now i need to figure out the eating thing again #cant win etc etc #augh. anyway. complaining over #disordered eating #chronic illness

[cowboy-robooty]

i dont got a gaurdian angel or devil on my shoulder but i do imagine grandad (robert freeman) from the boondocks reacting to everything around me

#been like this for like two months now or something #everytime im too exhausted to get up but am like 'i need to get up to eat dinner' i hear grandads voice like #'have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway' #that sounds bad it sounds like i have an eating disorder or some shit that is not true. i love to eat im monkey d luffy irl and its not a #joke. me and wiener are fucking beasts we will go 20 minutes without eating and go gawd... im so hungry rn... #but sometime my demon of a bed traps me like quicksand again and im like i need to eat food.. but god sleep feels so good.... #i love the have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway line okay it makes me laugh so fucking hard riley be starving af #pretty boy flizzy episode 😍😍😍 #i think about the allowance line too all the fuckin time #you want an allowance? i ALLOW you to eat my food. i ALLOW you to burn my electricity. i ALLOW you to sleep in my bed! #robert freeman is so deadass i love him especially when he thought riley was gay and heard tom say all the good things about gay people and #and went 'damn thats a lot of good shit... nah still gotta disown him' #LOL #grandad was not rockin wit that gangstalicious manbag

[mintaikcorpse]

Me when barely eating for a week starts to feel like I've barely eaten for a week

#well well well if it isn't the consequences of my own actions #its not an ed or anything its literally me not being hungry when i get up #not liking whats on the school menu #lunch starting at 10:am for some reason #and anxiety #im so fucking hungry though and im shaking and tired and cold and moody and i hate everyone #but at the same time now im used to the feeling and then i feel sick after i eat #FUCK MY ADHD MEDS THIS IS THEIR FAULT #THEY MAKE ME NOT HUNGRY #AND THEN SICK WHEN I DO EAT #For the past week my main meals have been my meds #and then either skipping dinner cuz we're fucking broke and dont have food #god i hate it here #my meals have been a couple bites of rice because i didnt lkke the chicken and after taste #mcdonald's yesterday #and then medicine #fuck this #rambling #problems #venting #tags

[biteapple]

hungruy 24/7 ahhhhhhHHHHHH

#ive been eating a lot of fast food because i havent gotten groceries because i havent had time to plan groceries and getting them #because ive been working so many hours and i also havent had time to clean my fridge out #and honestly im kind of afraid of my fridge at this point because it needs like a LOT of cleaning out. there's some nasty shit in there now #usually im pretty good at keeping things tidy in there and in general but i havent set aside time to clean it #and NOW i need to set aside time to DEEP clean it #i literally made myself dinner today and i finished two bowlfuls of my pasta and im STILL hungry now. #and its like okay well im at an impasse. do i make the rest of this box of pasta or do i get takeout or do i brave my fridge #its like fuuuuck #usually i just eat a protein granola bar to soothe the hunger atleast for awhile #one of the biggest upsides and downsides to the testosterone is the hungerrrrrr #ive been gaining weight i think.? its been nice

[aturinfortheworse]

My cat died suddenly today. Yesterday we were told he had a stomach bug, this morning we thought he's in a lot of pain so we'd better take him back to the vet to be sure, this afternoon he was dead on arrival at the animal hospital.

They resuscitated him after fourteen minutes; the vet said normally they'd have stopped by then but he was really fighting to survive. He just turned ten, we all thought he'd live to twenty. He seemed healthy, he still played like a kitten, I've always been so cautious with any of his health problems, and he's always turned out fine. I was expecting a long, slow illness. I was expecting arthritis and blindness and contraindicated treatments and watching him every day trying to decide if he still had a good quality of life. I put his weight in my diary last week, expecting to weigh him every month just so I knew exactly what was happening.

He had an undetected mass near his liver that ruptured. There's nothing we should have done differently; he was just unlucky. When I think about how much pain he was in last night I want to die. I guess we'll never know but it seems possible that he should have been euthanized yesterday.

When my eldest nephew was twelve, his great grandfather—my poppy—died. We've always had open casket funerals. When my nephew saw the body he said "He doesn't look like he's sleeping. He looks dead." He's entirely right. Dead people look dead.

Chekhov has only been dead for about six hours. Rigor mortis has set in; he's curled up on his side like he was in the car, in my lap. I had to put him down in a chair when I got home; I had a fucking brutal and wildly unfair migraine and all I wanted was to hold onto him but instead I was curled up on the shower floor, in too much pain to even go and get the drugs to stop the pain. But he was curled up in his favourite chair and rigor mortis froze him in that position and he just looks like he's sleeping. He reminds me of the only other time he's been seriously ill, when he looked like he'd aged a decade in the space of a week, all beaten up and patchy shaved fur.

I literally can't imagine the future without him. I can't imagine this house without him. He's such an enormous part of my life. I can't begin to explain how much. It's like the concept of time just disappeared. I keep thinking about that w h auden poem:

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,

Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,

Silence the pianos and with muffled drum

Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

...

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,

Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,

Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;

For nothing now can ever come to any good.

#ruin rambles #animal death cw &(;:$ #Chekhov #god Jesus Christ #there was a point where i was sort of at peace with it #just having him next to be being able to touch him #if time had frozen then it would have been okay #what in God's name is the future meant to be without him #how can time keep moving #when he was the reason time mattered #i don't have to set the timer on his food bowl #i don't have to get up and take him for a walk #he isn't going to come nagging for dinner #he isn't going to need an evening cuddle #he isn't going to sit on my arms #its just over how can it be over #Jesus Christ this is a fucking miserable post

[musubiki]

Mochi & Lime on a costco/sam's club bulk buy run not to feed a bunch of mouths but one singular giant mouth (Lime)

HONESTLY on top of limes bottomless pit for a stomach they ALSO have to feed a family of 6 (mochi, lime, coco, oscar, taffy, and pom who eats human food even though she doesnt need to just to feel included) PLUS have extra for occasional guests (because both tiramisu and lady magg-lynn would kill mochi if they found out she was being a bad host and not feeding her guests

and by "guests" i largely mean people who are questionably friends with mochi who invite themselves over (like sulluvan, marshal, corven, the girl from the m34th who likes lime, ikasumi, lady magg-lynn herself, etc)

#fucking two costco carts full of food and thats like a once a week / once every two week trip #but mochi and lime both enjoy it cuz its like a little date night where they go eat costco food for dinner and not tell anyone else #walk around eating the snacks #sometimes coco or oscar want to come along but as soon as they ask they can mochi is sad girl hours cuz she wanted lime alone time #so they feebly go (oh....nevermind i changed my mind haha....(yikes..)) #worth noting pom also doesnt need to eat so she doesnt get FULL and mochi needs to make sure she doesnt eat everything

[merchantofwhispers]

[ I don't have any real family to share this with, so I'm going to share it here. I got accepted to a program that would let me get my associates for free. I haven't told my mother yet, I've just been sitting here basking in it. ]

#(;tea time | ooc ) #tw college #tw debt #its good news but still #its probably small but as someone who grew up so poor that even dinner was a hit or miss.. #and ive struggled since i was 16 to keep food on the table for mom and I after I dropped out of school to take care of her.. #and now I get to go to college... without the worry of crushing debt... without worrying if im sacrificing quality of life for my mom... #its probably so small... but it means the WORLD to me.. I can break the cycle :' )

[aropride]

like my bmi is in the 'normal' range but i know for a fact im not eating enough & my body isnt functioning as well as it would if i was eating more and yet since my weight divided by my height squared times 703 is between 18.5 to 24.9 that means i am 'Normal' and 'Healthy'. which is such bullshit

#text #weight tw #disordered eating tw #Like my highest weights that i know of were when i was 17 and eating normal and when i was . young #and those r both times i felt physically better than usual #its so frustrating bc all advice for gaining weight is like #'eat protein and lift weights but DONT eat any of the BAD EVIL FOODS with SUGAR or CARBS' like. girl #just give me advice on how 2 keep my body working . please . #in related news being self aware and having arfid sucks ass cuz i KNOW i need to eat more food and more nutrients etc but my brain is like #'Well if you dont eat this specific granola bar every day. and pbj for dinner. and no you wont be hungry for lunch. and goldfish as a snack #Well you will not eat anything on account of how it will seem so unappetizing and awful to u. forever yeah.' #like GET ME OUT OF HERE

[silbeni]

I brewed...

#so i was thinking about things to draw #but then i started brewing lore... #Ryoma turns trash into film and eats it as a snack #kinda tastes like a communion cracker #anyway the gang sees her do this one day #and she tries to defend it by saying that #“its free and its good for environment!” #“if i dont eat it- who will?” #anyway so. obviously theyre like 😦 dude what #methinks Josuke tells his mom and tomoko starts inviting Ryoma over for dinner #essentially Ryoma becomes her second kid sksbsn #also Koichi's mom #obv they get asked why they cant use the money they get from their two jobs for food #ryoma explains that most of their money goes to their uncle bc hes disabled (basically Gadzooks chopped off his arm) and unemployed #But the moms know that Ryoma's uncle gambles.. so theres an inkling of Ryuncles shittyness #gonna call him Ryuncle now its shorter lol #initially the moms thought Ryoma was weird but then they gave them the time of day and now they adore her #gahaha Tomoko chastising Josuke asking him why he cant be like Ryoma #ryoma brings the moms candy from the shop #wah it breaks Ryoma's heart when tomoko and Koichis mom treat her so well because she wished her mom loved her like that #i was thinking of something else but i forgor #ill rb this and add more if i remember

[elytrafemme]

ok just to like paint a picture so. today i woke up at 9 and went to my morning class (was a little bit late) then i got brunch and canceled therapy (was a whole Ordeal trust me..) for like an hour or over idk, then i went back home to work on this research paper & got some food from a local café, then i went to a meeting i had and then walked to my friends workplace and we walked back and then i kind of have just lazed around and im watching my friends show from 1-2. and then TMRW i have a thing early afternoon & a d+d session for like five hours until 10 pm basically and then im probably sleeping in bc of the whole 1-2 thing. And then tmrw i have basically nothing but i then have to call my family bc i havent in a while and i need to do all of my homework. so needless to say this has been a hell of a semester start

#nightmare.personal #There is a 2 week period in which i have an event every other day #so like when ppl talk about not really having freetime in college like #i spend a good amnt of time w my friends Like a lot of time but also. solo time ? very little #On mon & wed i have back to back 3 classes i wake up at like 8:30 w like tiny breaks in between so like #i have my big friend meal right after bc of the back to back ness (on wed i also get dinner later w other friend) #and then immediately after food i go to my friends dorm and we study for like whatever like basically the entire night bc it just- #-devolves eventually to socialization ? #And then tues thurs i have big gaps and later class starts BUT i also have been scheduling like office hrs #but those days r fine and a lot more solitary. and i get a super nice breakfast But like past that ? #idk. idk! i have so many fucking org things like i have shit on tues nights now 2 a month #and then my other thing and its like. Its all worth it but also fuck fuck fuck u know #so its been exhausting. fun but like. idk I need less shit on weekends i think #like i need to do work on sunday but also zero socialization