not my fyp on tiktok reminding me how many calories are in @1coho1 just when I'm about to get w@sted
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Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So
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shoutout to people who don't have a "before" the trauma.
shoutout to people who don't have any sweet or nostalgic childhood memories. to people who don't remember enough of their childhood to know what the before was like. to people who lost their innocence before they ever learned the word for it. to people whose pasts were too painful to keep around in any form. to people who only knew trauma, and don't have an idea of what life would be like without it. to people who can't long for "the better days" because there weren't any.
you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.
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healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself
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⚠️TW⚠️: huge ass vent
I am done. Im literally done with everything. I hate being in my body, having my mind and if I could I would do anything to be someone else. I hate my weight, my stomach, my legs, thighs, arms, my nose, my face is too chubby . I'm so sick of looking in the mirror and seeing myself, I'm sick of my mind playing games with me. I wish I could be anybody else, I wish I could just log out of life you know? I don't know where my life is going but I'm scared that this is all I ever will be. I hate how everything about ed has affected me, I connect everything to food, looks, appearance and weight I wanna throw up
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idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.
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I don’t want to hurt people with my death
Instead I hurt myself with my existence
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I’m fucking miserable and I have no fucking idea how to fix it cause everything feels impossible
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