i didn’t get the job and my friend doesn’t want to go to the hozier concert with me anymore and i just generally fucked up today and i’m really not having a good day today and i’m really lonely and tired and tired of being lonely and not being good enough i just want it to be better
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Existing somewhere between apathy and depression...
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funny how everyone seems to get over seasonal depression and I’m still feeling like shit…
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1 QUASTION when will my normal tummy/digrstive/stomaxh/guts/intestines return from the war
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I'm going to McFucking kill myself
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All this time I thought I was driving them away, I don’t think they realize they’re driving me away…
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i hate what bingeing culture has turned the consumption of media into. the pressure to watch everything all at once as soon as it drops otherwise you simply can't go onto social media or 'it's your own fault, you should know better!', the way it forms a dread around shows you know you can't watch straight away because of life commitments when you should be excited for them, and the way buzz only lasts for a few days before inevitably, everyone moves on and forgets about it. i just wish i could return to the excitement of weekly releases that kept me guessing for months on end and fostered a discussion around media
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normalize liking platonic dynamics just as much as romantic dynamics. normalize being insane over characters as friends and not as a ship. normalize wanting characters to be closer platonically just as you would want them to be closer romantically (I call it platonic shipping). normalize not having characters fall in love for no reason when they were already great and compelling platonically. normalize characters doing things that are usually seen as romantic but in a platonic context. normalize writing platonic fanfiction and drawing platonic fanart. "I am insane about their friendship" can and should be common actually. amatonormativity BEGONE!
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It's Monday, I've been awake since a quarter to five, listening to the rain. I feel and look like shit.
Typical day.
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