#tml talk

[willietheguy]

Guys watch this

#nhl #go leafs go #nhl hockey #hockey #toronto maple leafs #maple leafs #tml #william nylander #talk show #Sweden #Swedish

[cuntyqueerleondraisaitl]

#toronto maple leafs #elvis talks about hockey #tml #stanley cup playoffs

[mitchmrner]

PAUSE THE GAME. TESSA VIRTUE AND MORGAN RIELLY ENGAGED? IT’S A CANADIAN ROYAL WEDDING

#NO ONE TALK TO ME #NO ON LOOK AT ME #OABDWIHDOAHXWJKDKWKS #tessa virtue #morgan rielly #mo #tml #leafs lb #not really hockey but IDC! #lee.txt

[secondhello-moved]

Okay So like Moony (from terrarium and tmls fame( has osdd This was a thing we established to ourself months ago nd with Moony he rlly Only has two alters who dont have names or anything but do belive themselves to be two seprate folks, they share memories nd everything, but yah 😎 Moony osdd swag, yipiii

#story has DID :-b #This is something we go much deeper into in tmls than Moony's osdd #nd we'll post abt that later #but anyway we established this with Moony when we were first dignosised with DID #because he was our main guy then nd we had hardly anyone to talk to So we projected u_u #we like This fact abt him a lot now:-) we like thinking abt This stuff #we like to think This now explains why Moony has two class's in terrarium rather than one #hes got a reserved alter whos a summoner nd a cheery one whos a warrior #together they make..............mony #Yay ^_^ #t:mls

[dr-reversebeartrap]

I fucking love saw I fucking LOVE saw i can be having flashbacks and just for anything find a corresponding saw thing to get stuck in mind i love it thank you j-mes wan le-gh wh-nnell u guys r real ones

#drrbt talks #thats a tad TMl but eh! don’t get sawtrapped lads #any issue ever? decay? adm letter? amndas cg or sguilt? lawrnce hsvvor ? hoffmn

[approximatelypi]

Im extra happy abt the ryan oreilly trade bc my boyfriend looks like ror but hes a habs fan so this is extra great

#im gonna go to his tonite and we are gonna watch!!!!! #yay rivalry games #tml #toronto maple leafs #leafs talk leafs talk #eat em up eat em up eat em up eat em up

[askfallenroyalty]

Okay so I'm going to be real with ya'll.

I got the sprites for DOWN mostly ready, outside character sprites for cutscenes and portraits (as I've decided to change how I do those)

I got it looking great! Just one problem.

I, for the life of me, cannot make this game.

I've been trying on/off for 5 months. I can't sit down and work on it. it's seriously got me like.

and i just????? on top of the all writing troubles i've been having and my roadblock on working on this i just...

i don't know. maybe Fallen Royalty was always too ambitious. i feel like i wasted years trying to remake this! i want to scream!

and i wrote myself in a hole -i do need Down to happen in some shape or form and it'd work best as a game because audio is a big component to what i wrote but i've changed engines when TML's engine briefly was dead (it got better) and so I've made that song half way twice

i just hate it i hate it i hate it

i can make sprite work for it cause that's medativative for me and i enjoy seeing it come to life

but sitting down, making cutscenes, having characters move around and talk? sounds like the worst thing ever. i'd rather do anything but that.

and drawing the comic?? i need to fix the story beats to make it. even chapter 2 took more work than it should cause i re-drew half the chapter and i'd sometimes just, make scenes that'd get tossed. i'm scared i'm going to try to sketch out the chapter, hate it and then resketch it. and yeah, that's why i've rewritten it so many times to prevent that, but i can't settle on a story i think works no matter what i do!

so uh.

long ramble aside i think I should put Fallen Royalty on indefinite hiatus. I DO SEE THE IRONY THIS IS EXACTLY WHERE I GAVE UP LAST TIME AND I'M SO ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR IT LMAO!!!!!!!

#ooc

[oceangenasi]

Ok poll time bc I have Observed a phenomenon and now I’m super curious

We were talking in TML and apparently my fear response to him is not even remotely universal. I like to think I had the same reaction Merlin did and that’s why everyone else is like ?????? at his apparently irrational hatred of the dude

And I always thought this was a conscious framing/acting choice but now I’m wondering how many ppl experienced this the way I did while watching the show?

#bbc merlin #bbc mordred #alexander vlahos #pls help me get this into some Merlin blogs for science

[xjulixred45x]

heyyyyyyy!! so i saw that your reqs were open and thought id throw one in since YK- LOVE UR WORK!

and ik ive been requesting this kind of thing only (if u dont wanna do it for this reason, i understand!!) but- Could I please have a Yanplatonic Mephisto/Lucifer/Amaimon x Reader?

This time could you maybe do it with Reader being human, An exwire and completely unrelated to them at all. They hate demons with a passion, But somehow these mfs suddenly decide "yep, new sibling" and surprise adopt kidnap her?

Thanks for considering!! Love your work, Make sure to take breaks if tired!

-TML

YES!!!working on this kind of this is what make Requests so fun!Amaimon will be kind of funny to write🤣 thanks for the Request ❤️

PD: for some reason i imagine this Reader has some Shinobu personality? It's hinch.

Platonic Yandere Mephisto Pheles,Lucifer and Amaimon x Ex-wire! Reader

Genre: Headcanons

Reader: female

Warnings: YANDERE BEHAVIOR, PLATONIC YANDERE, OBSESIVE BEHAVIOR, MENTIONS OF BREAKING READER, FORCED FAMILITY, the three of them TOGHETHER on the title is NOT enough warning?? Illuminati, Amaimon is Mean sometimes--

SPOILERS FROM THE MANGA!!!

As said above, (reader) has a very complicated past with demons, to the point of hating them.

It can honestly be anything, whether your family has been affected by the blue night, by District 13 or simply that your parents have been exorcists who have died in the line of duty.

In any case, (reader) ended up developing a great hatred towards these creatures and decided that she would become an exorcist, in order to get out all that pent-up rage.

In general, I imagine this (reader) as a quite aggressive person and has trouble opening up, so she gets her emotions out through outbursts of anger.

but at the same time he is very intelligent, he uses his environment to his advantage and knows how to take advantage of his resources.

He has what we call "street smarts"

I have no idea who would be the one to take care of (reader) during her training before being Ex-wire, although with her personality, she would run away from any caregiver she had.

(I think the only exception would be Angel because 1- he is strong like that and 2- they share a similar hatred towards demons).

(reader) manages to enter the Ex-wire class, and stands out both for better... and for worse.

First of all, her classmates have a difficult time trying to talk to her (even Shiemi) precisely because of her closed attitude, in addition to the fact that she has constant friction with Izumo and even with Bon.

and most importantly she feels something strange with Rin...

(reader) doesn't know what it is, but she already hates it.

The only one safe from his outbursts is practically Konekomaru (and the weird kid with the puppets, whatever his name is).

It is because of this very fuss that it causes that it ends up attracting the wrong attention.

Mephisto is the first to have interest in (reader)

Not from the beginning as such, no no, although Mephisto had noticed her completely wild attitude compared to her companions (which he found hilarious to say the least) I think it would not be the trigger for him to become interested in (female reader).

I think it's only until (the reader) gets to share her experience, her horrible past with demons, the pure, burning HATE she has for them, that Mephisto finds her very interesting.

Oh humans, so diverse and with many facets~

but Mephisto definitely liked how open she (reader) was in her hatred, that she wasn't looking for moral supremacy or anything like that, she just wanted blood and she loves that!

so he tries to approach in a very unsubtle way and see more of that side knowing how much she hates demons.

appearing out of nowhere in the hallways to scare her and make her curse him, appearing in his dog form in her room to parasite (and then being kicked out) and a long etc.

In this way he not only became involved in the life of (the reader) but also learned more about her in the process, giving emphasis to the growing obsession.

Mephisto wants to know more about this "problematic" student who has caught his interest, whether it is having her academic record or all the information he has and whatever he has, he is not satisfied until he has it all.

It's almost as if I had replaced reading manga with the history of (reader)😅🤣

In this way, now every time he ran into (the reader), Mephisto made jokes and pranks that were increasingly more personal, more intimate.

and that is very scary.

apart from the fact that he behaves in a more... sticky way with (reader).

and that is VERY obvious.

He greets you with a HUG or a pat on the head (no, he doesn't care if you bite him or try to hit him).

and he is even the first to ask (reader) to call him "Oni-chan"

(how fucking disgusting--)

Mephisto is like the older brother who constantly bothers you.

and it is very difficult to get out of its grip.

Do you try to go outside the bedrooms? appears in the form of a dog.

Do you try to go for a walk around campus? appears randomly. It is impossible to surprise him.

But he does have something like an agent that helps him keep (the reader) in line.

That's when Amaimon comes in.

Honestly, he wouldn't be interested in (reader) at first, even though his older brother seemed to have an interest in her.

So, when he told him to keep an eye on her, he didn't think much of it other than it was a nuisance.

While Amaimon finds the task of "taking care of (reader)" annoying, he can't really do much against his brother. Although I think that to have fun from time to time he would make some things happen to (reader) just to make her angry. Like trowing insects at her or even leaving Creepy ass things in her locker.

It's boring for him, better than being a hamster, but extremely boring, so he starts picking on her.

She clearly sees him and curses him every time she sees him about to do something "mischievous" to her or when she hears him commenting on how "weak she is" in training. He thinks it's funny to see her all grumbling.

although eventually it becomes more than that.

Amaimon seems quite carefree, but as time goes by, he takes his "task" of "protecting" (reader) more seriously.

After all, being so weak, who else could take care of her?

He is one of the first to kill for the "well-being" of (reader).

I mean, he can do it as long as it's not one of the Okumura brothers, let him have some fun.

at the same time that he begins to want to have more interaction with (reader) beyond making her angry.

fight, for example.

After all, there must be something about her that caught her older brother's attention. Maybe she has something that he doesn't realize?

although without knowing it he is only falling into the same obsessive trap as his brother.

Once Amaimon becomes a student, rest assured that he will be glued to (reader) and insist that they fight, but she either tells him to fuck off every time or tries to escape from his grasp, without success.

It's like the meme of "fight me You nerd ass punk"🤣

Although don't get me wrong, I think he would be the most manageable of the three, even the "best" brother as far as possible.

(Bonus if you are a distant relative of Shiemihaza, maybe it would explain why Mephisto likes to mess with you so much, to screw with the Vatican)

He already understood that he can't make (the reader) fight with him by bothering her, so now he's simply trying to "figure out" what the hell he does to get there.

although at the same time, being as carefree as he is, he doesn't have so much problem giving (the reader) some time alone and can even distract Mephisto for a while so that she is less irritable.

Amaimon discovers that he actually likes it when (reader) talks and doesn't just grunt.

He's like that awkward brother but if you do him a favor he'll have your back, more or less.

Because he wants you to spend time with him.

It makes (the reader) at least watch him fight if she's not going to fight him.

I think Lowkey wants to show her how strong he is because well, Ego. but it is also a way to measure the strength of (reader) by her reactions. And intimation

although I doubt this (reader) will be intimidated.

He is definitely the first to suggest eliminating (reader's) entire family if she has one left :)

He's not really a fan of (reader) calling him a brother like Mephisto, but he demands the respect of an older brother and at some point he won't let (reader) walk all over him.

Mephisto and him argue about whether it's a good idea to let him (reader) fight him or not, precisely because Mephisto doesn't want him to get hurt.

and Amaimon WANTS to understand what made him become so attached to her. Maybe by fighting he will understand.

NOW, THE MAIN COURSE.

LUCIFER

(reader) at first would only know him from certain mentions of Amaimon that came to nothing, but when the Illuminati's declaration of war occurs or in any case something related to section 13, she understands everything...

There's a small chance that Shima told the Illuminati about (reader) seeing how "close" she was to Mephisto, which would make Lucifer interested.

Why are his brothers so interested in a completely human student who isn't even related to them?

(reader: same man, same)

So naturally he makes them investigate (reader) to understand why out of nowhere his brothers seem so attached to a simple human.

Who knows, maybe it will serve the Illuminati in some way.

(ignoring the hypothetical case of being a descendant of ShiemiHaza) when Lucifer does not find anything really relevant in his search, he is more doubtful than before, but he reasons, perhaps the human has some kind of ritual that only Mephisto knows about.

There HAS to be something that makes his brother like this.

For the same reason, if Lucifer tries to ask Mephisto directly, he becomes very defensive, telling him to stay away from the students and especially from (the reader).

which only gives him more motivation to want to know more about her.

so 1- seeing that she really doesn't want to be with Mephisto and Amaimon orders Shima to recruit her or 2- (more likely) he directly kidnaps her during the declaration of war on the true cross :)

Be that as it may, (reader) ends up on the Illuminati ship more deranged than ever, and well, it makes sense, now they not only harass her, chase her and pull her from one place to another, but they kidnap her!

Even if Lucifer maintains manners and courtesy, as soon as (the reader) realizes that he is a demon, he becomes wild and tries to get out by all possible means, including jumping off the ship!

Fortunately, Homare constantly watches her and, to his relief, she is not very talkative.

But Lucifer is still quite confused. If this human has absolutely nothing special then why is he important?

although he understands a little better when Mephisto demands that he return his "sister"

Ah, so that was it. family ties.

He is the quickest to accept that (reader) is something like a new brother, so as soon as he finds out this new information, he goes to (reader) and demands to know EVERYTHING about her.

likes, dislikes, what his life was like, his abilities, his weaknesses, whatever, his most obsessive side comes to light.

and (reader) is so confused that she barely answers 1/4 of the questions.

Now, Lucifer is like combining Mephisto and Amaimon.

He is very protective, but he is not on top of (reader) all day (at least not the same one, Homare is usually the one who watches the reader)

He wants (reader) to treat him like an older brother and be referred to as such, but he doesn't force her.

uses a similar approach as with Yukio. He slowly attracts her so that she gets used to HIM.

but it doesn't mean it's not bad.

If (reader) still has a family, he will use them as a constant threat against (reader) to improve her attitude and behavior, he is not above killing them if he feels particularly jealous.

Although I think he would kill (reader)'s sibilings if she had them. After all, she already has him and his brothers, humans could never be equal.

He doesn't spend as much time with (reader) as the other two, but he makes up for it with PRETTY expensive gifts and things he knows she likes (from stalking her).

I think he would only return (reader) if a kind of agreement is reached with Mephisto, in which they both share (reader) and Amaimon goes with her when she is with both of them, that way Mephisto can ensure that Lucifer returns (reader) (reader) and vice versa.

I know this was about their relationship as brothers with (reader) but it reminds me a lot of divorced parents who share custody of their children... although of course, these parents are crazy.

going straight all together, it's not as bad as one would think.

Mephisto is the biggest pain in the ass, that's for sure. He is VERY POSSESSIVE of (reader) to an almost ridiculous point.

He likes to put clothes similar to him, it's a way of "showing dominance" and he likes to think that this way they seem more like a family.

Being with him prepare yourself for a lot of unwanted physical contact and to spend HOURS watching your former classmates suffer from his tricks and be left on the sidelines because you can no longer even carry a weapon...

INFANTILIZATION AT MAXIMUM POWER, he loves to pamper (the reader) and act as if she were a little girl, either because it amuses him to see her angry or because for someone who is thousands of years old like him, she IS indeed a baby.

he reacts VERY badly to rules being broken, if (reader) wants to save herself from punishment (most likely having broken bones, even if he speeds up time so it's not THAT bad, it's horrible) she should go to Amaimon.

He's the best, I already said it.

more than anything because he "understands" better the situation of stress under the thumb of his older brother and now he can understand affection a little better, even if it is still toxic.

but don't be fooled.

If he sees the slightest possibility that (reader) is going to leave him, then he will tell Mephisto or Lucifer to ruin any plan, that's how he is.

apart from the fact that he follows (reader) s everywhere to "inform" Mephisto and Lucifer of his well-being. and it is impossible to lose him, he has a connection with the entire earth and a great ability to find what he wants. Do not even try.

although as long as you give him some affection and treats, he's actually quite manageable, not clingy or overly jealous, just very aggressive and protective.

(another who would want to kill the reader's brothers when seeing them as a threat to their relationship).

and Lucifer...he's a mix.

he's not AS possessive as Mephisto, but he definitely wants everyone to know that (reader) is HIS sister.

He has great respect for the rules and he wants them to be followed, but when it is (the reader) who breaks them, he is much more lenient.

Be careful, I don't want to say that he is exempt from horrible punishments, if (reader) exceeds a limit of errors, then he will not be saved from one.

but Lucifer goes more for the Psychological side of things.

It makes (reader) believe that she is in control of the situation, a situation where she has no real advantage.

In this way he gains her favor but causes him to fall into his trap.

because HE is the one who is in control of everything. If (reader) goes far, it is because he allows it.

very protective, more than Mephisto, if it were up to him she wouldn't leave the Illuminati base, but at the same time he gives (reader) much more autonomy than Pheles.

It's very difficult to come to terms with him, but at least you can use his own sense of the rules against him :D

I think that the one most likely to break (reader) would be Mephisto, followed by Lucifer, these two would undoubtedly do it on purpose so that (reader) would stop trying to escape. Amaimon would only do it by accident due to his lack of knowledge of the human mind.

If (reader) develops Stockholm syndrome, Mephisto is throwing a fucking party! even LUCIFER would be happy (reader) has returned to his senses! and Amaimon would be happy but he would definitely miss the anger.

In short, it's chaos, but it balances out in certain curious ways so you get a little bit of each world.

Overall, it's a VERY fucked up yandere trio to be with, but look on the bright side! you will never be alone...

Shares, reglogs and comments are very welcome!

thanks for the request ❤️

ahhhh I loved writing this but I feel like some parts are messy?😭 or maybe because it's my longest fic so far?? I hope you like it and I'm sorry if it's too loaded!

#headcanons #fem reader #blue exorcist #blue exorcist spoilers #blue exorcist mephisto #blue exorcist lucifer #blue exorcist amaimon #yandere blue exorcist lucifer #yandere mephisto pheles #yandere amaimon #yandere platonic #platonic reader #platonic yandere #ao no exorcist #ao no exorcist lucifer #ao no exorcist x reader #ao no exorcist mephisto #ao no exorcist amaimon #blue exorcist x reader

[willietheguy]

We lost both our soups!! NOBODY TALK TO ME TODAY! 😭💙

#nhl #go leafs go #nhl hockey #hockey #toronto maple leafs #maple leafs #tml #jack campbell #ilya mikheyev #devastating #nobody talk to me #sad #soup #soupy

[candlecoo]

Just imagining mage Izuku and Test my limits Izuku having very different opinions on Denki

Absolutely in MAH au Denki's an annoying gnat that won't leave Izuku alone and just talks about memes and asks him dumb questions, but in TML au while Denki can be silly he's the trio's rock. He makes sure everyone is okay, tries to lighten the mood when he can or just provides comfort when he can't. Denki's quirk is the most outwardly dangerous so he goes out of his way to be a safe place for people he loves.

#mage among heroes au #test my limits au #candle answers #ask the candle #bnha au #bnha #bnha headcannons

[kimvvantae]

BUT ALSO I’d rather you be doing well and us not get updates rather than vice versa! I love Saudade and TML so so so much and can just imagine endings for them if it’s not in your best interest to finish them!!!! 😘

dude that's so nice of you to say!! dropping random isa lore but talking about my mental health rn?? the times in my life when i was so obsessively invested in writing a fic that i updated it almost weekly (yeah there was a time like that), were the times were my mental health was at THE LOWEST point. i wrote a lot to escape real life. and it might sound strange but these months i stayed away from tumblr were the months i was, like, actually living?? so many good changes happened in my life (and some very bad things too) but like, i feel very alive rn?? also i feel very normal about bts (meaning i was not so normal about them a while ago) which is great honestly!!

however i still love writing & am very passionate about my stories! i really want to finish saudade and i'm finishing that smut scene in tml5 i promised! thank you soo much for sticking around for so long!!! it's so sweet and encouraging really 😭😭🥹🥹

#ask #fic:the misadventures list #fic:saudade #cute anon

[themerlinlibrary]

Favourites Friday (Feb 2024) – Valentine's Day

TML Favourites Friday round-up! February 2024 round 3

What is Favourites Friday? – The Basics

a different theme is announced on Friday each week; FF recs must match the theme of the week

only one FF rec per person per week/theme

FF recs must be unique within that week/theme; no double-posting the same fic for one theme!

no self-recs during regular rounds

only self-recs during self-rec rounds (last Friday of each month)

Theme for week 3: Valentine's Day!

Wafels and Destiny by asilentherald E, 12k, Merlin/Arthur Modern Setting AU, College/University AU

XOXO, Merlin by a_wee_nonny_mouse (annewed) E, 9.9k, Merlin/Arthur Modern AU, BDSM

We Need To Talk About Merlin by schweet_heart E, 7k, Merlin/Arthur Modern Era, Office AU

A masterlist of all round-ups can be found here.

If you want to make sure you never miss a FF rec, or would like to participate and share your own favourites; join us on the Discord TheMerlinLibrary! Happy reading!

About the FF round-up lists:

Recs are listed in the order they were posted on the Discord; the order does not imply any sort of ranking.

The pairing given in this list is the main pairing of each respective fic – please read the tags for any possible minor or side-pairings, as well as any potential warnings or triggers.

Pairings and Eras are given as tagged in each respective fic. (?) signifies that the tags were unclear and I do not know enough about the fic to fill the gaps.

Round-ups are compiled on the weekend of the week after the respective theme of the post (when the new theme has already been anounced), to avoid omitting potentially belated FF recs.

The weekly round-up is not a guarantee! I'm running this alone, so it can only be posted for weeks when I have enough time on my hands to compile a list. If you'd like to help out, feel free to contact me on Tumblr ( @zaharya ) or Discord. Thanks to @ravenwilds for helping me out with these round-ups, and to Chel for making a whole-ass bot to make it easier!

#the merlin library #tml #favourites friday #ff #merlin #merlin discord #favorite #recs #fic recs #valentines day

[bunting27]

leanring curve ❤︎ r. sandin chapter three. the anaheim ducks

a/n: i contemplated not adding the ducks to this but it makes more sense in my head for carter to be more comfortable being open with her support system from home rather than auston who she’s just met, sorry to those of you who only pay attention to tml <3

summary: carter is weary about being back in california for the first time since she’s left.

warnings: allusions to toxic relationship, language probably, 

wc: 1.7k

taglist: @emsully2002 @sidcrosbyspuck @nylwnder @kenanlotus0​

✏︎

“come on, sit with me” the team was playing anaheim tonight, and auston could tell that carter had been off since the night before. 

he thought that he’d finally got her to be comfortable - at least around him - but it was like all his progress in getting the two of them to be friends was down the drain the minute the road trip was brought up.

he hadn’t really stopped to consider that she was going back home for the first time yet, since her being from california was never at the front of his brain. in his head, she’d always been around, at least it felt that way.

“sorry, matty. i have to finish some stuff for the media accounts” he raised an eyebrow, almost laughing at her.

“bullshit. you finish that stuff like a millennia before it needs to be posted, i know you do” she groaned, leaning her head back in frustration and then planting her face into his chest. he smiled, knowing that he was gonna get his way.

he lead her to where he sat last year, seating her by the window and taking the chair closest to her. michael and justin sat across from them, while mitch was in the aisle next to auston’s with zach. 

everyone else found their seats, and since it was the first trip of the season, carter figured everyone else would be getting to know one another or they’d be catching up from the offseason and she could tune them out.

boy was she wrong. it took ten minutes before auston had gone from calmly trying to get her to talk more and be involved in conversation to convincing everyone else to also try and convince her.

michael had given her a spot in an ongoing mario kart tournament that she did not ask for, mitch was asking ten questions a minute, justin was giving her a spew of tips on how to beat michael specifically at mario kart, and timothy, zach and rasmus were laughing quietly and giving her pitiful looks.

the other players were mostly chatting with one another or keeping to themselves. she tried with no avail to put her headphones on and flat out ignore the handful of voices that were trying to get her attention, but auston had taken her them and stuffed them in his bag

she was trying to pull it back from between his legs, but he would catch her every time, and now they had just been tugging it back and forth between one other, laughing. 

in the midst of the friendly game of tug of war, though, rasmus had caught her attention and discreetly nodded over to the empty seat across from him. she let go of the bag, causing auston to smack himself in the face with it, and then she climbed over him.

“i’m going to the bathroom” he stared at her, mouth agape in offense while she walked to the bathroom and tried not to start laughing hysterically at his expression. 

she stood in the bathroom for a moment before flushing the empty toilet and washing her hands, then she peeked her head out of the door to see that auston was deep in a conversation with rasmus about his role in the power play.

she took the opportunity to walk by, take the bag and jump over austons leg in the aisle to get to the seat across from rasmus. she hugged the bag to her chest when he made an attempt to swipe it back from her, staring at him with a close-lipped grin.

he looked at her, then at ramsus, almost buffering in his seat before he crossed his arms like a child. “you’re a traitor, sandman. a traitor”

ramsus laughed and then turned to face her, a big smile on his face. 

“you seem to have this thing where you keep saving me”

“you seem to have this thing where you keep needing saving”

-

carter walked into the honda centre tucked under auston’s arm. she had been taking glances around every once in a while, and almost everyone had noticed she was on edge. nobody said anything to her outright, but she could feel that they were confused. 

her heart almost came out of her chest when she made direct eye contact with trevor zegras, and he stopped abruptly, mouth agape and eyes wide. 

in true trevor zegras fashion, his confusion was replaced with excitement on a dime and he took it upon himself to yell her name across the room and come barreling towards her at top speed. 

she met him in a hug, but covered his mouth before he could yell anything again. auston stopped to keep an eye on her, brain finally registering why she had been so weird on the flight and for the day or two leading up to the road trip.

this was a twisted homecoming.

he listened in as she pulled away from the hug but kept her hand over trevor’s mouth, curious to see if he’d finally get any information from her.

“you cannot tell tucker im here, trev. i swear to god. you never saw me” he nodded, pulling her back into him and letting his eyes fall shut.

“promise, c,” he paused for a moment, still clutching her close to him with his nose in her hair, and she could almost sense that an idea was forming in his brain.

“... can i tell jimmy?” she smiled into his chest, laughing lightly. she knew he’d tell jamie, whether he’d asked her if he could or not, but she trusted the two of them enough to not out her new life to tucker.

she murmured a small ‘yeah’ and turned back to auston. 

“i’ll be back in a minute, yeah? i’ll text you if i get lost” she wouldn't. he knew that now, but nodded reluctantly regardless and slowly made his way over to where the team was getting themselves situated, while trevor wrapped an arm around carter’s shoulders and led her to the ducks area.

“he’s not here, is he? tucker?” trevor shook his head, looking down at her with a sad smile.

“we just sort of.. ghosted him, after he texted the groupchat asking if you were staying with any of us. we figured you found a way out, only ever stayed friends with him because of you. he never comes to games anymore” she slowed her walk down to a stop and hugged onto him tight, eyes watering and vision blurring.

“thank you for sticking around” he nodded into her hair, locking his arms back around her and squeezing so hard her heels came off the ground. 

when they pulled away again the first thing carter saw was jamie, who was looking at her like he’d just seen a ghost. she smiled at him from where she was down the hall, nodding to tell him that he could come over.

“oh my god where have you been, c. why didn’t you say anything. you could’ve stayed with us, you know you just need to as-” 

“shut up and hug me, nerd” he rolled his eyes and hugged onto her, still shaking his head like a disappointed, exasperated mother. it was hard for him to contain his smile, though. he’d wanted to pretend like he was upset with her, but he was honestly just so glad that she was safe.

the three of them ended up sat on the floor, carter with her legs over jamie’s and her head on trevor’s shoulder. they talked for far too long, catching up even though it had hardly been two months since they’d seen one another. 

“ok, i’m gonna go before auston puts out a search warrant. was good to see you guys” she eased herself up, struggling to get onto her leg without putting too much pressure on her knee. the boys shared a look as trevor grabbed her arm to help her up.

“oh my god, i’m joking. he’s not that overbearing,” jamie shook his head and ruffled her hair.

“not that. your knee… it happened months ago, you still can’t put any direct pressure on it?” she chuckled awkwardly, then followed with a lengthy period of awkward silence. 

she coughed, eyes flickering between the two boys for a moment. “you know me, i haven’t necessarily been… taking care of it?”

you want to go off to who knows where, for what? hockey? we’ll fucking see about that. you won’t make it anywhere, anyways.

they didn’t look convinced, and it was not difficult to lie to trevor, so she knew she had to have been doing a horrendous job. 

“you don’t need to lie anymore, c. he’s not here” trevor nodded to that, kissing the top of her head and rubbing her back. 

“here. put your new number in there. when you’re ready, we’ll listen,” trevor handed her his phone and watched as she quietly put the number in and texted herself some random nonsense.

“thanks, guys. one day” she hugged them both one more time before making her way back to where the away teams stayed on game days. 

-

carter had thought that seeing jamie and trevor would have helped her be at ease, but here she was, staring at the ground in front of the door of auston’s hotel room much too late for it to just be for a simple question.

he opened the door, almost expecting a kid who had maybe seen the team checking in and had been going door to door to meet everyone, but instead he saw carter. 

he frowned, standing aside so she could come in. after a long, long time of him asking questions and her dodging them with shrugs, shakes of her head and silence, he sighed.

“carter, you need to tell someone. i don’t know what, i don’t know who, but it’s not me. if it was, you would’ve told me twenty minutes ago. you’re torturing yourself” 

she gulped, looking down at her phone and staring at trevor’s contact.

stick 🍓: you still awake?

z ☺︎ : you had to ask?

stick 🍓: jamie?

z ☺︎ : he’s being jamie

z ☺︎ : you wanna come over?

stick 🍓: you had to ask?

z ☺︎ : ordering mcds

stick 🍓: omw

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[showfallmediaarchivist]

wait why? What happened? What do you mean?

A TML FAN FOUND US. EDGAR'S TALKING TO 'EM RN, TOLD ME TO GO ON BUT. IM JUST KINDA STANDING A FEE METERS AWAY.

ID GET LOST I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT.

THE DUDE HAS CHANGED HIS ENTIRE PERSONA!

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[askfallenroyalty]

I will make a proper announcement later but I've decided it makes most sense to just make Fallen Royalty into a game. I have to remake the demo in a new engine (TML's broke with a GM update) and I've been thinking it over, I want more gameplay and to change things to be more fresh and fun for myself to make this. I'm hoping this is the right decision and for what will be best for the project.

If anyone who knows writing wants to talk about it and What'd be best for the story (as in, your opinion on what I should do) I'd love to hear ya out.

Outside of that, I'm swamped with more work as we're understaffed and the boss has too many events so I will say for the next two months I will not be doing well. Pray for me for I will be in retail hell -_-

#ooc #tbd #not art