what IS the constant feed? i've been imagining just something like static and white noise that just drives him crazy, but i gotta know what it actually is
It’s a constant feed of his family being awful to him. It starts pretty mild.
Mikey making a joke that’s less funny, and more hurtful.
Splinter telling Donnie to be useful and fix something.
April telling him she’s through with pretending he doesn’t drive her mad.
Leo blaming Donnie for his tech getting in the way.
Raph furious because it’s Donnie’s fault that one of their brothers got hurt.
And it just repeats with different scenarios, all varying in intensity, until Donnie can’t remember who’s said what and is just left with the knowledge that his entire family hates him. So when Kendra finally shows him this, it’s the final nail in the coffin.
I was very disappointed with my art style, so I decided to study rendering, and yes, it is complicated at first, I was very confused on how to apply the intensity of the shadows and lighting in the drawing, but here are the results:
(this was also a celebration for my 300 twitter followers yipee🎉)