#to be 'girly'... hell it's not even not wanting to be girly i just want short hair

[nereidprinc3ss]

hi girlie. thoughts on spencer’s bisexuality? specially post-prison spence. would he be more willing to experiment or just keep being the same guy who doesn’t care at all? just thinking. plus thoughts on austin? we didn’t got to see much about it. honestly i think both of them would have gone harder than with maeve, to be honest. i did not got much of the vibe from maeve and spencer and it felt like quiet new and weird coming from him? we’ve seen him interacting more before with these super confident girls like lila and cat. to me, it looks like these are more his type, pretty odd for a introvert guy like him.

babe thoughts on spencers bisexuality are all i have

but i also have thoughts on all his girlfriends actually

spoilers for maeve, cat, trigger warning season 14 episode 15 “truth or dare” mentioned😓😓 that fuck ass episode

i think post prison spencer is too traumatized and too exhausted to be thinking about romance or sex for a good long while. if he was already in a committed relationship before he went in, i think he’d stay because he’s incredibly devoted and i feel like he tends to latch on to one individual as his person and then never let them go, but if he wasn’t, i don’t think he’d be pursuing anyone, period, boys girls anyone in between or outside, i think bro is just TIRED lmfao

but specifically speaking about his relationship w his own bisexuality, i think if it wasn’t something he was super comfortable with before prison it sure as hell won’t be something he decides to confront after prison. i think he would just ignore it and continue on with life in his own little world ignoring other human beings. i think if he was chill with his sexuality before he went to prison that wouldn’t change afterward other than the fact that he’d probably find himself less attracted to men because they scare him a lot more now. i don’t think he would suddenly start having a ton of internalized homophobia (although he has so much self loathing it could definitely present that way) but again i don’t think he would be interested in seeking out new romantic or sexual partners for a while regardless of gender

and i liked austin a lot!!! potentially controversial opinion but i did NOT like maeve for him. she was clearly designed to be spencer but a girl so we would be like omggg she’s so perfect for him and then we would be extra sad when she died but imo their relationship fell flat, lacked passion or believability, and simply wasn’t interesting to me. the way he spoke about her reminded me of the way a 13 year old speaks about his girlfriend after a month of dating when he thinks they’re going to get married.

i have always FIRMLY believed that he had more chemistry with almost ANY of his love interests, even austin and the einstein chick who were around for ONE EPISODE EACH than he did with maeve. spencer seemed more interested and challenged by literally every single one of them. and i think he needs someone who challenges him. like spencer understands everything, give him someone who he can’t figure out and who drives him insane and is endlessly compelling and confusing elle greenaway!! we saw the way he wanted to genuinely consume lilah and cat. both more interesting than maeve. maeve was giving like… older sister almost?? like that woman had a FIANCÉ and according to canon she was his first “girlfriend” (strong word for what she was… those bitches were e-dating at best) it was just bizarre in the same way it was bizarre for a woman who had been married for ten years with two children to declare her love for him. i genuinely can see him with an older woman elle greenaway but the dynamic was just off with jj and maeve.

so that’s my rant on them. i could go on forever

#asks #ramblings

[angelbambisworld]

WARNING:NSFW!!!

I finally did it. I sought out Gene's sex tape despite everyone's warning not to. Here are my following thoughts(In no particular order)

1. Why does my silly little pookie bear have everything off except for his shirt? He's so silly 🥰 Show us your tits, damn it!🤬

Also his pants were still around his ankles but that's pretty small potatoes compared to all the other shit.

2. I don't know why the tape is in black and white. I wanna see Gene blow that girls back out in glorious technicolor, goddamnit!

3. People clown on Gene for doing that girl while Foreigner's "I Wanna Know What Love Is" played in the background but idk. There's something oddly adorable about a guy who hypes himself up as this nefarious hot daddy sex god and he's fucking someone to a slow and sweet love song. What a fucking goofball. We have to stan (People still say words like "Stan" in 2024 right?)

4. Yeah the sex was kinda mid but like what did people expect. I think Gene was like in his 50s or 60s when the tape came out. Old people just fuck differently than young people. That's just how it is sometimes. Luckily they make dick pills for just such troubles, I think 🤔 Unfortunately I still am in good faith that he could get me off. It's Gene, after all 😅

5. That rockstar dick list wasn't lying, Gene is of average size and I want that thing in my mouth so so bad😭. It seriously looks mouthwatering delicious to me(But maybe thats just the insomnia talking rn. I've been up all night 🥲 When i could be going Uh! All Night with Gene instead😂🤣😭)

I swear the only way out of my obsession with him is through euthanization

6. At one point Gene tries to kiss the girl but she keeps turning away from him(See this is why it should've been me he was fucking. He would've walked out of that room COVERED in lipstick marks.)

7. I'm shocked there was no pussy eating at any point. Disappointed!

8. Even back then, Gene's ass was fat and jiggly. And I pray it continues to stay that way forever 😤🙏🙏

9. Gene's dad bod has me going positively bonkers as usual🥵

Overall, I thought it was...Interesting, to say the very least. Its definitely not as disgusting as everyone hypes it up to be, in my eyes. But now I know what sex with Gene Simmons is like and the worst part is???

All this new information I've learned only makes me want him MORE!!!😭😭😭

I truly am Gene's nastiest fangirl.

#kiss #kiss band #gene simmons #kissblr #kiss army #celebrity crush #pookie bear #god i want him so bad #just quirky things #you learn something new every day #but at what cost #ridiculous #its not even that bad #its not even that serious #i wanna know what love is #shannon if u see this im sorry #your husband is still hot in my eyes #hotter than hell #just fangirl things #just girly things #nasty #im so down bad for him i should be euthanized #genes number one nastiest fangirl

[the-unconquered-queen]

Because I'm seeing cakegate on my dash again, let's stir up some old drama

#playchoices #the freshman #choices tf #the royal romance #choices trr #I'm gonna say it—Drake's was dumb as hell but you can't deny it was p in character for him #them rewriting it + trying to make him out to be a non-toxic masculinity icon later on was what wasn't consistent #(& you cant say the latter was character growth because they never presented it as a journey they just pretended the other never happened) #and see if he didn't want a pink cake just because he doesn't love the color that's valid #it's that he specifically said it was because it was girly that makes it a fragile masculinity thing #and by extension it's also a sexism thing and even a homophobia thing if you wanna view it that way too #the Abbie thing made people mad enough to give it a name (cakegate) and it sure is the icing on the cake for an already loathsome character #anyway I'm voting Abbie cause I hated it but I still think the fuss about the Drake one wasn't really warranted #like yeah I maintain it's a problematic comment but idk what to tell you man that's just the dude you romanced #like what aspect of his characterization leading up to that moment makes it take you by surprise or think it's ooc #and I say this as someone who originally married Drake and had him as one of my favorite LIs but that was Drake being Drake honestly #unconquered queries

[elegyofthemoon]

wait actually ruan mei wanting to become an aeon brings back that questionable legend about how someone on the luofu became lan i need to go back amd look for it but its a thought.

#im assuming ruan mei was originally from xianzhou but who knows lmao #but i think itd be interesting if she got raised w that legend + her exploration and finding such a legendary creature #leading to idea/dream of her wanting to be an aeon #its already 👀 enough she wants to possibly recreate aeons? i need to rewatch #but its just 👀 i see someone has a god complex thatll be fun #thats the gist of bioengineering huh lmao #snow plays hsr #sorry i need to come back to this to ramble more: #like the document is played off as false bc of the fact theres lack of evidence that the legend occurred #but it is something that youll see often referred to in xianzhou writing #so it becomes very rooted into xianzhou culture as a result #but if ruan mei wants to become an aeon - genuinely - #what are the odds that it is possible humans become gods? #she could just be playing gods with all her experiments and all that but i think it would be interesting #and kinda makes u question more about what the hell are aeons #where do they even come from #i MEAN THE SIMULATED UNIVERSE IS MEANT TO STUDY AEONS BUT.... YOU KNOW.... #anyways. go wild girlie get that god complex 💪💪💪💪

[lovebeing-a-girl]

I am so so so so sorry. I am so damn sorry.

I love you and you love me. You love me.

Fuck it you love me and I am trying so hard to believe that.. to feel like I deserve your love but I am so fucking sorry bcs no one ever taught me to love myself and it makes everything a little harder

#my txt post #girlblogger #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #just girly things #girlhood #love being a girl #hell is a teenage girl #aesthetic #soft girl #this is a girlblog #I want to apologise for even posting this

[frogisakai]

Sashanne nation I summom thee

#this song is so sashanne coded dont lie to me #listen listen sashanne in between s1 to s2 maaaaybe s3a #even on my worse days did i deeseve all the hell you gave me #bc i loved you till my dying day anne is that you? #i didnt have it in myself to go with grace because when i fight you use to tell me i was brave??? #shes like sasha for reallll #i can go anywhere i want just not home bc they're eachothers home #the girlies who see it see it #allie.rambles #amphibia #frog show #sashanne #Spotify

[soldier-poet-king]

Can we have ONE extended family Saturday dinner w/ no politics, religion, pride flag discourse PLEASE

#franposting #SAVE ME #ohhh girlies i am IN to my cups #also like we just got a new archbishop #who is by everyones judgement very liberal very justice oriented v much like the current pooe #pope* #our old archbishop was. hm. well. he wasnt a man of the people lets say #he v much stood on principle when it came to formalities of hierarchy and travelling with an entourage #he was not the type to roll up his sleeves and wash dishes with the common folk #anyway. this came up. i voiced my support of the new guy #hm. a mistake. why do i ever open my damn mouth #and then my father complaining about learning abt other religions. like. oh my god. are u fuckin stupid #if you genuinely believe your faith is correct learning about other peoples shouldnt be a threat #not even going a universalist route just like a . maybe everyone has a little piece of god in them seeking good #and maybe there is beauty everywhere #anyway. im >:( not drunk enough for this #(ie. not at all. ive had half a glass of wine) #and i cant even escape home bc bro1 is moping being an ass #bc i think???? he broke up with his gf??? and i dont want to intrude or hell get abgry #like im sad for him but also like. for years ive been asking why shes dating him #hes lowkey mean and selfish and apathetic toward everyone not himself or his friends and rude so #ughhhhhhh. AND my hip is in the Agonies today

[camellcat]

I KNOW there is a pipeline from teen wolf to doctor who (or the other way around) but I haven't figured it out. I just. I see you. I see stiles stilinski pop up far too often for there not to be one.

and I don't even like most of you bc it's the same fuckin sterek hating scott mccall lovers (me) vs scott mccall hating sterek lovers (you), but in a completely different fandom. it's absolutely tragic.

#going through it rn as I try and piece this together #I'm just so curious. it's such a little group but it's big enough that I notice it nonetheless #and never the scotty lovers either mind you #it's JUST the stiles kids. the sterek girlies #I'm trapped as a scott mccall defender-till-I-die with the scott mccall hating stereks. hell. hell on earth #I swear to the high heavens I've seen “bad friend scott mccall” pop up once in the dw tag on ao3 and I about lost my shit #WHAT IS IT DOING THERE!!! #Idk if I've just gotten completely and utterly unlucky but I don't want to be any of your guys friend even with our common interests #I kinda hope I've just gotten unlucky honestly but I don't think I have #like what's the appeal of dw to sterek lovers. I want to know #why is it MOSTLY attracting you lot? #anti sterek #putting that there so you can ignore me I'd feel bad if you saw this #but it irritates me LOL I wanted to rant and rave about this #teen wolf #doctor who

[oflgtfol]

he was only nineteen???? he should've been at the clubbbb

#guess what musical ive been relistening to . #but the musical is very hard to get plot beats out of cuz theres so many story gaps between the songs. hence why im here #even though this is the book's wiki page. and im pretty sure the musical and the book differ a lot. but still. #brot posts #music #back in middle school when i was in my musical phase (phantom/monte cristo/jekyll and hyde/etc) #and also just old literature in general phase (divine comedy/paradise lost/etc) #i really wanted to try to read the source material #but like. i was in 7th grade. i had no fucking idea what the hell was going on #i tried so hard to read paradise lost LMAOOOOO #like girlie pops you are 11 you havent even read shakespeare in class yet #so after i gave up on paradise lost i gave up on reading everything else as well. #although i do think i tried to do phantom at one point in middle school but also barely got through it #and then i tried it again in high school and only barely got a little furhter #though the high school time was just cuz i didnt have the patience #so yknow sitting here its very easy to say i would love to read the count of monte cristo instead of listen to the musical #but will i actually read it? probably not #god looking at the wikisoruce for it. its long as fuckkkkkkk man im not reading this LOL #ive read jekyll and hyde but thats because it was pretty short so the patience aspect wasnt a problem #so j&h is the only musical-based-on-1800s-literature that ive actually read the source material for. <3

[mars-ipan]

currently thinking abt the despair disease and the character analysis potential it brings

#literally the best motive in the whole franchise <3333 #i regularly think abt how it affected komaeda. he got the fucking Liar Disease #why? because he is completely and fully sincere in everything he does #he lies occasionally yes but overall he is honest and hides nothing #he’s an incredibly earnest person. that’s what makes him so scary #and it’s also why the liar disease would be the perfect source of despair for him. makes a lot of sense #personally i don’t believe that despair disease gives you the ‘opposite’ trait #just a trait you would hate to have or is very uncharacteristic of you #i mainly think that bc the opposite of ibuki isn’t ‘gullible.’ but she probably doesn’t like listening to others (punk and eccentric) #so the gullible disease that forces her to always believe what she’s told is despair inducing #and akane! obviously she’s very good at compartmentalizing #she never seems to show fear. ever! #as such the coward disease is Mortifying. she hates being anxious and she hates showing it even more. literal hell i’ve been there girlie #so overall. i think it’s a great way to analyze a character #obvi with komaeda it’s an EXCELLENT analysis tool bc it’s basically a roundabout truth serum #if everything you say is a lie then all you need to do is reverse it and that’s the full genuine truth #so we get confirmation of things with him. like his desire for companionship. and his genuine distress when he wants to tell everyone to be #hopeful but all he can say is ‘despair’- he gets so worked up about it that he collapses #i also like to imagine what it would have been like with other characters #what would hajime have? i’ve seen an honesty disease. i’ve also seen a happy disease #both are great. i think he has a good few options #personally though i think the thing that would stress him out a Ton would be an affectionate disease #not in like a silly friend ‘i hug everyone’ way #but in a ‘tells everyone specifically what qualities he admires about them and is vulnerable to others’ way #i think he’d be MORTIFIED. haji’s a very blunt snarky person #and he does have a lot of affection for his friends but it’s mostly shown in a teasing manner #he’s also quite closed off about his own insecurities. AND he finds komaeda incredibly offputting #to wake up one day and start both genuinely making himself vulnerable and praising everyone nagito-style would actualky be hell for him #maybe call it the admiration disease. or affectionate disease depends on ur perspective #other character have interesting possibilities too (even dr1 + v3) but I Care Hinata so. he gets spotlight for a sec

[perenlop]

havent read tbc but i think its so funny how shadowsight seems to be popular to the people i follow just because “the narrative treats him like all the female characters do so hes an honorary girlie”

#and by ''how the narrative treats him'' they mean badly ofc bc apparently everything is blamed on him repeatedly #w no one realizing that he was manipulated and the narrative being retconned just to say hes actually a screwup who was never good #and everything genuinely is his fault bc why else would he listen to an evil cat in starclan #like. damn that really is something theyd do to a female protagonist #also the only ppl ive seen hating on him do it for boring and stupid reasons so im inclined to like him out of spite #bc ''he has an ILLEGAL name in this universe. hes a TIGERDOVE kid. hes a FANFICTION made REAL'' ok well hes the most interesting one. so. #not like anything he actually does in the narrative it seems. plus the other two protags sound boring as hell #''oh im sad i couldnt get w the boy i like. now i love another guy but its forbidden. oh and my leaders possessed ig.'' #''SIGH i wish people didnt compare me to my cringe OUTSIDER dad. also i see ghosts and i hate this its cringe'' #''also my sister is a legacy name after an important character from the previous arc but who cares'' #and then shadowsight is like ''since i was an infant i had excruiciating seizures and visions. i threw myself into a river as a sacrifice #i am suicidal. i got manipulated by an evil man into possessing my great uncle. everyone outwardly wants me dead for it #everyone blames all of their problems on me and expects a lot from me. i got demoted for it. my only support is my close family #and even then they have to suffer the extreme guilt of not being able to help me with literally anything #also the antagonist wants my mom dead for my own existence. i have lost so much #i am literally blamed by god for everything thats happened to be despite being used by them since i was an infant and thats where my story e #ends'' #like fuck. yeah he is an honorary girlie to me. i barely know u man but like i support u. cmere be my pet cat #echoed voice

[bruh-anator3000]

Fun idea: when i die, frame my skeletal hand so future generations can still high five me

#hell yeah i want my grandson to high five me after getting an A on a test #granddaughter just got a partner? put here there girlie #i could even shake their partner's hand if they wanted #grandkid got a cat? boom high five #my swag will out last the grave

[cryptic-michael]

All trans girls deserve themselves a little American Girl doll of their dreams and a little porcinline doll!

#sure sure normal gilrs too but i keep heairng my little sister rant about wanting an american girl doll #and i myself had one! #looked nothing like me....sadly.... #but i also had and still have a porcinline doll!! #shes pretry and i wanna get more dolls liek that i love old stuff irs soooo💗💗💗 #but trans girls!!! go give that inner littke kid in you an american girl doll kf you cna aford it!! or a little porcinline doll!!! #ahhh #trans girls #trans #think the girlies will love this post #i think we as a socity should make these american girl dolls cheaper and also make porciline dolls more wildly avalable and WAY LESS #expesnive #i think girls... especially trans girls deseeve to go do that thing they saw other girls doing when growing up #not teying to remake no memories i just think its fun hell even if you arnt trans you deserve it! #couldnt have a build a bear growing up? fucking go there if you can and get you a bear #get you an american girl doll and name her adte ryiurself and its a mini you the dream that EVERY girl dreamed of #having a little them...

[somedaytakethetime]

For anyone that may be interested on a sweater update

We're stuck in ribbing hell, ladies and gentlefolk. Let it be known that knitting rib and crocheting rib? Totally different things. Knitting rib is SO MUCH FASTER OH MY GOD WHY IS THIS SO DAMN SLOW!! PLEASE!! I only have one single wrist done. I still have the other wrist. Then the waistband and let's not even talk about the turtleneck portion. This is too damn slow.. this is why I prefer knitting..

Also I had to add an entire new line of squares to the underarms and side of the sweater because the point is to be a little baggy and it was very fitted and tight and I didn't like that. We're getting ginormous sleeves girlies..

But anyway I should finish this eventually. And hopefully I won't hate it after all the countless hours this has taken from me 😭

#THAT OLD LADY DUVET IS ME!! I'M UNDER THAT! NO JUDGY COMMENTS IT'S COLD AS HELL OKAY!? 😤😤 #also in random updates: if you follow me for Kasper? God hates us girlies #honest to christ that (no bad words Sunny...) photographer doesn't post any new stuff anymore.. #there's barely any stuff.. not even training stuff gets posted all that much.. #so.. we're going through a drought girls but hang in there #i'll just spam random stuff at this point might as well.. i miss him 😔 #and back to this post: i want this done with.. so tired of crocheting.. my back and wrists HURT #also i've learned how to make macramé hearts.. Irena you know what that means.. #yes i learned how to make stuff out of macramé too.. I LIKE STRING I'M A CAT #adventures in crafting with Sunny #crocheting #The Autumn Crocheted Sweater

[dysaniadisorder]

i think all the dr1 characters get very watered down by the fandom but in reality. they are all so weird

#sayaka just spouts random bullshit and honestly so does hifumi #and its not even just all 'girly stuff and i'm-gonna-murder foreshadowing' and 'horny' its so good #+ hifumi volunteers trash duty cuz he knows no one else would want it #taka btw has NO idea what he's doing. he's lowkey a wreck #also mukuro was lovely. like she's actually so cool & sweet. #kyoko? she's so weird. the first time she smiles is when she's investigating a body she genuinely enjoys it #chihiro is so sweet and feels bad leaving a body behind; at the same time its implied she had mukuro stand in a dorm room #while she went in the room over and just fucking. screamed at the top of her lungs #when makoto says its nice to meet you to mondo he just kinda stands awkwardly and goes ''...Hell yeah.'' #and when makoto first meets sakura she 'pokes and prods' at his body and then goes hm. you are weak #it is often lost that these guys are like. 15-17 (besides hiro i guess) #dgr #dr1

[snarltoothed]

i need to be in a female separatist psych ward but alas they don’t exist! and as such i will continue being a problem

#r #like not taking my dysfunctional ass to any womyns land #but i’m also not taking my traumatized ass to a mixed sex psych ward #however i am ummmmmm unwell and not fit to be in society #i dont even get sad about shit in my life not working out anymore but at this point my anxiety is so so so so bad i can barely function #and ngl im on several medications at once at almost all times which should decrease anxiety and im still anxious #i hate thisss im not even sad or distraught but the suicidal ideation is hiiigh #just bc like ohhh my god i need to endure extreme anxiety in order to just like live a semi normal life #and whoooooo girly i dont know if i can do it over and over for another half dosen decades (if i’m lucky) #if youve read this far sorry firstly lol and secondly dw i am not in immediate danger #like as much as i ever want to it wont be a risk until my mom’s gone #and after that i’ll probably feel like responsible for not leaving my brother alone #ik not as feministe but he is part of her as well #+ he seems not evil somehow because my mother is amazing and unique and also we might all have autism #not that that exempts men from being evil misogynists typically but he didnt/doesnt socialize much outside of family #and my dad is impossible to talk to and he & i fought like hell as kids so my mom was his 1 socialization influence lol