i hate living alone through all of this. i might have social anxiety, but i’m an extrovert. i need people around. i need the structure of being accountable to others. and i need some kind of human contact. this is the most alone i’ve felt in a long time. and it’s absolutely necessary. and i know i’m not the only one. but the depression is real and i would do anything just to have someone to hug me right now.
It’s seriously been two fucking years since I’ve been touched and it hurts
trying to figure out if i should keep consistently doing my slice of life project or keep playing w ulrike n maaike even tho i’ve been playing w them lowkey a little so there’d be a kind of fat time skip….
ugh it’s sad boi hours. not really feeling it ?? i dont know whats really going on but im feeling inadequate like nothing i do is good. hopefully it’ll pass.
dis.co drop for mutuals
hmmm I might actually consider getting the nintendo online subscription
so obviously my brand is marvel, but legacies (read: hizzie) has been giving me such feels that idk maybe a change in url??
when you’re obviously not wanted / cared for in a group but you still don’t give up / leave bc you’re stupid and have literally no one else to talk to or write with
I just don’t want *gestures to self*
Hello everyone, long time no see! I hope you’re all washing your hands and staying safe. I’ll be digging into that inbox in two hours or so. If you have any questions, comments, or even just more jelly/jam discourse, slap them in there!
I’ll see you all real soon. 💚
I need light and fluffy fics with all this quarantine business going on 😩 and my 3 part Paul Lahote imagines are not exactly fluffy 😒
I’m gonna have to take a short break and write all the fluff, aren’t I?
all fathers know is yell at their children, be hypocritical, abuse their wives, yell at their children, act like children, abuse their wives, deny any wrongdoing, abuse their wives, yell at their children, abuse their -
I wonder if one day, I will be able to forgive myself.
More importantly, I wonder if one day people will be able to forgive me for what I am about to do.
you know, I really want rinno to make a remark at something since there’s a certain joke to be made right now, but no
Someone stop me I’m tempted to add Sesshoumaru to my muse list.
i rly need to get my verses up at some point……..
so many verse ideas……….. but gotta write it down somewhere………….