#to be fair when im actually awake i like doing shit
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EROTIC EMPATHY (s.jy)
Have you ever taken anyone’s virginity before? Nope. Are you about to? Yep.
or the one where jake has a streak of bad luck in bed and his friends make fun of him for it, you find him advertising himself on a dating app and decide to help him out.
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WORDCOUNT― 12.7k
PAIRING― jake sim x afab reader
CONTENT― virgin guy who lives with his parents!jake, he’s not shy but he is very clumsy, a lot of texting so be prepared for that, facetime-sex, real life sex
SIDE CHARACTERS― jay as reader’s best friend and roommate, heeseung briefly as jake’s friend.
NOTE― if you've read this before it's because im the person who wrote it [ncteez] and im revamping it for jake, pls don't send me messages on either account about stealing a work that's already mine!
smut tags under cut::
smut tags―big huge dick jake, phone sex (ish), face time sex, masturbation, pet name: baby, making out, he eats you out twice, fingering, whining and whimpering, deep throating, premature ejaculation, desperate man wants his dick wet lmao, grinding, tit fondling/licking, clit stimulation, he bites the fuck out of his tongue to try and distract himself from coming too soon again, no condom aka cream pie, jake gets feelings like immediately when u touch him
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“Check this shit out,” you laugh, presenting your phone to Jay with a chuckle. “yes or no?”
Jay snorts, nearly spitting out the bite of food in his mouth as he reads the bio of the man you’re showing to him.
“Depends, you trying to take his innocence or are you trying to get railed so hard that the entire building can hear?” He narrows his eyes at you, making a point to call you out for keeping him awake last weekend.
You wave him off with an apologetic look. To be fair, the dude from before knew how to make a girl moan, it’s not your fault that you managed to find a decent lay in this city. Even if he ghosted you, you assume you may have been a bad lay for him, if anything.
“I wouldn’t mind trying something new, dude seems desperate.” You swipe through his photos, seeing that he appears to be just a normal dude with normal interests. “He’s cute too, so I’m gonna say yes.”
Jay groans this time, slapping a hand to his forehead and glaring at you.
“You’d better warn me if you end up bringing him home, I’m not about to listen to some guy start crying over a blowjob.”
You nod to him, sending a message to the eighty-two-year-old Jake and feeling delighted at his near-instant response to you.
“Yeah, yeah. I’ll make sure you’re out of the apartment if I invite him over,” You wiggle your brows as you stand to your feet and turn toward your room, eyes now glued to the open dating app’s messages. “Maybe you should go out and find a nice girl to rail to get back at me.”
“You’re so fucking weird.” Jay laughs but feels kind of shitty because it’s not like he hasn’t been trying to get back at you for the loud sex. Guess he just doesn’t have the magic dick to make girls moan the same way you do.
Not that he wants to make you moan or anything, he definitely doesn’t. If anything, he wishes you were more like the girls he brings home.
Fucking quiet.
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You: i’ve never seen a virgin grandpa on this app before
Jake: ….i’m 21, it says that in my bio
You: I think you’re lying.
Jake: do u know how to change it, my bitch friends won't tell me lol
You: why would i help you lie to other women
Jake: i’m not lying!!1
You laugh to yourself as you text the new sex interest in your life, wondering if he’s lying about his presumed virginity.
You: ok, twenty-one-year-old “jaeyun” who is five miles away from me, you’re actually a virgin? Like for real?
Jake: yea….are u here to make fun of me for it too? all the girls here just turn me down even if i offer to cook for them after
Jake: maybe it's the playlists idk
You: send me the playlist
Jake: [spotify link to a playlist titled “NUT”]
You try not to snort, but you do. Given, he does have decent taste, but why anyone would have dynamite by bts and never say never by justin bieber on their sex playlist is beyond you.
You: surely it’s not your playlist…….
You: anyway
You: you’re really just looking to get laid for the first time, like, ever? and you’re offering to cook dinner too?
Jake: yea
You: you’ve never had a blowjob or anything like that? you can’t seriously think I can believe you’ve never been laid, it’s not like you’re ugly or anything
Jake: u don’t think im ugly? :)
Jake: and yea I’ve had a blowjob before
You: why didn’t you sleep with her then?
Jake: can we stop talking about why im a virgin
You: sure but you know im gonna bring it up again, right?
You’re smiling at your phone, finding him charming and awkward in how he communicates with you via messenger. Of course, you’re curious as to why he’s a virgin, even more, curious as to why he’s on a dating app looking to lose said virginity.
You: do you want my number? it’s embarrassing to have the app open in public if i wanna talk to you.
Jake, on the other hand, is quite literally kicking his feet and checking your profile every few minutes just to look at you. He didn’t even think too hard about you calling him attractive then not following up on it, because the fact that you just offered your number to him in case you want to talk to him? Butterflies. Given, it’s juvenile for someone of his age to still be experiencing the typical high-school crush feelings, would anyone blame him? It’s just how he is, with or without having had sex. He can’t imagine not feeling giddy inside when he’s talking to someone that he thinks is pretty.
Jake: yea :) u can text me whenever [redacted phone number]
You respond to him by texting his number rather than using the app messenger, screenshotting his contact info, and sending it to him with a sly smile.
You: [screen shot// contact name: grandpa jake]
Grandpa Jake: :|
Grandpa Jake: im 21
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Okay so, here’s the thing. Jake is undeniably funny, witty, and kind. Another thing, he’s wildly attractive. Especially upon fulfilling your request for a workout selfie from him. So, what gives? You read the texts he’s sent that made you laugh out loud, you look at his pictures, stare at the workout selfie, and you genuinely cannot understand how he doesn’t have women waiting in line to have at him.
You: it’s been like four days since we started talking
Grandpa Jake: yep, almost five
You: four days of being friends but no mention of your bio on the app, yknow, where you’re begging to have sex for the first time ever?
Grandpa Jake: right, yea. you wanna do it? i didn’t wanna assume lol
You: not answering that til you explain why. i mean, it’s totally ok that you are but like, you’re a green flag all around so im a little worried you might have like a micropenis or something
Disclaimer, if he had a micropenis, you’d still let him use it on you. After all, hooking up is something you enjoy doing regardless of size.
Grandpa Jake: i do NOT have a micropenis
You: prove it
Grandpa Jake: right now???
You laugh to yourself but also like, it’s the first time the two of you have done anything more than bully each other. Or rather, you bully him and he defends himself constantly.
You: answer my question first
It takes a few minutes for him to respond, but you’re doing coursework anyway so it’s not a huge deal. Totally not like your ears perk up and a smile creeps across your face every time your phone goes off or anything. Definitely not.
Grandpa Jake: um… i still live with my parents and before u make fun of me for that pls understand that its not like i wanna be here
Grandpa Jake: i have a job and everything!!! im not a mooch!
He’s getting off track again. You could honestly care less if he still lives with his parents. You wish you still lived with yours, to save money at least.
You: they won’t let you have anyone over?
Grandpa Jake: well, that too but
Grandpa Jake: listen this sounds real stupid but it just never happened? even when i tried or things almost happened, it never did
You: damn, you’re unlucky. so what happened with the girl who gave you a blowjob?
Grandpa Jake: her boyfriend walked in
You: WHAT
You’re trying to pity him, honestly, but damn. Did he go for a taken girl? Yikes. You hate to admit the ick that just flooded your mind.
Grandpa Jake: its not like i knew she had a boyfriend
You: phew
Grandpa Jake: so yea. do u wanna help me out or not?
The whole reason you started talking to him was specifically to help him out. Now that you know he’s not some weirdo, and is definitely super hot and funny, hell yes.
You: yeah, sure.
You: about the micropenis though,
Grandpa Jake: right…um
A few minutes of silence, your coursework is long forgotten in the anticipation of receiving your first dick pic from Jake. You wait, and you wait, and you wait.
You: i mean if you can’t prove it that's ok
Grandpa Jake: just give me a sec damn
He’s doing his best to get the most attractive angle. It’s not like he’s never sent nudes to anyone or anything, but like– this is you. The first person to actually agree to take his virginity. Should he hold it? Put a remote next to it for size? Should he have his face in the pic? Take a mirror pic?
Of course, as he’s taking several pictures of his length to try and impress you, he had to get hard first. He can’t imagine you’d want a flaccid cock pic in your inbox, and that would also mean that he’s working himself up with the amount of touching, holding, and groping throughout the past sixteen photos he’s taken and deleted. It’s at the point that now it’s actually hard to care about taking a photo, pre-cum already dripping out of him as he continues to try.
He’s entered the realm of his regular horny self, only this time he’s texting you. Someone who wants to see what he’s packing. Taking a dick pic is insanely easy once he stops thinking with his brain, and he’s quick to send you a photo of himself this time. His chin at the top of the picture, face entirely hidden, hand wrapped around his thick and leaking cock, sweatpants shoved down.
Grandpa Jake: [image attachment]
In all fairness, you’ve never actually cared much for dick pics. Men always look too confident even with the smallest of girth being offered through the pixels. Jake though. He looks a bit desperate even with his face hidden. His cock looks desperate, his fingers wrapped around it look desperate, the way his sweatpants hug against his thighs look desperate. And now, you feel desperate. You keep your cool though.
You: oh, you were jerking off, got it.
Grandpa Jake: sorry can’t help it
Then he doesn’t text you back. Which is kind of a drag because he looks to be quite big in the photo alone. Maybe you’d be okay just this once to look like the desperate one. Mostly because you’re about ten seconds from trying to figure out which direction five miles away he resides so you can go palm his cock for him. Plus, the idea of an absolute simp virgin like him seeing you act a little desperate would probably be one for the books.
You: you know i can help you out with that, right? especially since you definitely don’t have a micropenis
You’re still being ignored. The silence from your phone makes your belly flip around inside of you at the image of him doing it too. He probably does it a lot. He’s probably desperate to feel good and watches porn like 24/7. You can imagine how he’d act if you were in front of him right now, the very idea of taking his virginity becoming entirely too attractive.
Shrugging, knowing full well what he’s doing right now that’s causing him to ignore you, you press the call button and wait. You’re a little bit nervous, mostly because you’ve never actually heard his voice before, or better yet how he sounds when he’s getting off. You’re shocked that he actually answers.
“Hello?” He says, muffled through the phone and trying to sound not-so-out-of-breath. It’s not like he looked at who was calling him anyway. With his luck, it’s probably Heeseung or some shit.
“Don’t hello me,” You gripe, narrowing your eyes at yourself in your mirror. “You’re just gonna jerk off without me after I agreed to help you fix your little problem?”
The silence on his end is a bit nerve-wracking until you hear the frantic sound of his palm clearly wreaking havoc on him. You smirk, leaning back on your chair and sighing. On his end, processing that it’s you on the other line sends his entire body into a state of burning with arousal. Your voice is sweet even when you speak with the same sarcasm as you do via text.
God, this alone is enough for him right now.
“Were you at least thinking of me?”
He hums into the phone, indicating that yes, that’s exactly what he’s doing. His voice is kind of soft despite only hearing one word and a hum, you want to actually hear him talk to you, or moan, whichever he decides.
“Were you looking at my pictures?”
He nods his head, forgetting that you’re not able to see him and instantly responds with a small and breathy yes instead. It’s a bit difficult for him to talk right now, especially now that he can put a voice to the photos he’s been jerking off to. It’s a bit overwhelming, actually.
“Do you want better ones?” You ask, encouraging him to speak a bit more.
“Oh god, really?” He asks through the speaker, his hand pausing on his length as if to hold off until you confirm. “Like, nudes?”
“Mhm, yeah. If you want.” You smile as you speak to him, already standing to shimmy your pajamas off of you and stand in front of the mirror. “Or, you know what would be better?”
“Letting me come over and actually do it?” That’s what he wants to say to you, but he doesn’t, he simply raises a brow and bites his lip, trying to contain his excitement.
“What?” He asks, still keeping his responses short because despite how into this he is, he’s a bit shy about it.
“I can facetime you.”
He panics. That means you’ll be watching him too, right? Sure he’s sent nudes, he’s received nudes. He’s sent videos too, and received them. But never has he like, you know, live masturbated on facetime so someone else can watch.
“If you don’t want to, that’s okay.” You backtrack at his silence, but you’re cut off almost immediately.
“No! no, we can facetime–”
Your stomach flips again as you fix yourself quickly in the mirror before setting your phone against your desk and rolling back a bit in your chair to determine if it’ll work this way or not. It’s not like he’s expecting you to do it too, he probably just thinks you’re gonna sit here naked for him to stare at. You’re kind of excited to see him in action, to hear him in action for you.
You hit the button to switch the call over to facetime and once again adjust your phone as you stare at yourself in the camera. Then you’re needing to catch your breath at the image of him.
Oh fuck.
There he is, his camera angled towards his face and not at all toward what's going on below his waist, but you don’t mind at first. Looking at him, the lighting clearly shows that he’s a fan of mood lighting. You watch his eyes briefly, staring through the screen at you before moving your eyes to his arm, the one that clearly isn’t holding his phone because you can see it moving as he continues to jerk himself off. It’s an interesting feeling to have only seen him in photos until this moment, and it’s insanely attractive for some reason. Seeing him in motion, knowing what he’s doing, knowing that he feels good right now because of you.
“Let me see,” you say quietly, adjusting your bra strap and preparing to slip it off of you if he so much as asks. “Prop your phone up somewhere like I did.”
He nods, his eyes still staring straight through his screen at you as he moves around and the image becomes a blur of movement rather than his face. He settles in quickly, somehow looking even more attractive with the way his eyes no longer stare at the screen. You can almost sense a hint of shyness from him at this moment and it kind of floors you, given how easy he is to talk to and how easily he sent a dick pic to you.
“Feeling shy?” You ask, spreading your legs wide and cupping the seat of your panties, hiding the small spot of wetness forming there. “You act like I’m not going to be touching you at some point soon.”
You see him perk up, his eyes looking to you on the screen with more fondness than arousal. At the same time, his hand grips the base of his cock as he holds it straight up, erect and glistening proudly for you to look at.
“You look pretty big, bet you could fill me up so nicely,” You try to compliment, boosting his confidence and ego as best you can simply because he looks pretty with a smile on his face. Especially when his cock twitches at the words. “Would you want to do that for me, Jake?”
“Oh god,” He groans, hearing his name come from your mouth for the first time. His hand jerks up his length once, almost aggressively as he winces at it. “This is going to be so embarrassing.” He admits now, sliding his palm up and down shamelessly as he watches between your spread legs.
In a way, he wonders if you can see how desperate he is. There’s no way you can’t, right? Like, you can see how badly he wants you, right?
“Embarrassing, why?” You chuckle, tapping now at the spot between your legs. “Can you not see that I’m just as turned on right now?”
He groans again with deep breaths, releasing his length and using that same hand to swipe his hair out of his face, then immediately grimacing at the fact that he now has pre-cum in his hair. Embarrassing, all of it.
“Well,” He tries to avoid you bringing up the fact that he just did that and only shoots his hand back to his cock in order to distract whatever off-hand shit you’re about to say. “You don’t even have your panties off yet, and I could probably get off right now.”
You laugh, not wanting to ruin the mood with the whole cum on his own face thing, so you save that for later. Instead, you instantly slip your panties off and present yourself to him much like he’s doing for you.
“Better?”
Jake watched with his breath stuck in his throat, now finding it harder to breathe at the image of your pussy and the way he hopes he can touch it one day.
“Can you–” He pauses, not being used to dirty talk towards anything other than the porn playing on his phone. He thinks hard, and you can see it based on the way he, once again, neglects his cock with an unmoving palm.
“Can I do what? Go on,” You urge him, running a hand up to your chest and fondling your nipples right there in front of him, but not yet moving the fabric. “What do you want me to do for you, baby?”
Baby. You called him baby. Not that he’s into that but the fact that you did it makes him wonder if he is now. Maybe it’s because he wants you to take him for all he’s worth at this point. One, to get rid of the virginity looming over his head, and two, because you sound so fucking smooth when you’re watching him get off.
“Can you spread your pussy for me?” He whispers at first, uncaring of how dirty it sounds falling out of his throat with a moan.
His eyes are boring a hole through his screen as he watches one of your hands tease at your hidden nipples, and the other hand sliding up and down the wet folds there. So badly does he want to see it. He wants to see your hole pulsing for him, leaking, needy. Just like him.
His cock twitches wildly the second you do it for him. Two fingers spreading your pussy open and tensing your hips just to move it closer to the screen for him.
“Is this what you want?” You start, making damn sure he can see every part of your glistening cunt. “You want to fuck this?” You chuckle now, slowly dipping a finger into yourself and pulling it back out to present the wetness for him.
“Oh,” he sighs, now fucking into his fist at a pace that proves he’s most definitely never fucked a woman before. “Fuck.”
You nod at him, urging him to keep admitting his attraction to you. You’re aware he doesn’t see it though, as his hips continue to move quicker and quicker each time you press your finger into yourself.
“You gonna act like this when I’m riding you?” You ask with a tilted head, studying how hard he’s fucking against his hand. You can imagine how good it would feel if it were you, and quite frankly, this one finger isn’t enough at this point.
“God. You’re gonna ride me?” He moans, eyes rolling only slightly as he imagines it, mouth falling open at the mere thought of it.
“Mhm,” you hum, now sliding in another finger and scissoring yourself open with them. “Would you want that?”
Before you can even work yourself up, and before he can even answer that question, you see him release. His cum shooting out in spurts across his stomach and nearly up to his chest. His labored breathing shifts the lighting against his abs and makes him look so entirely delicious. You’ve never wanted to lick a man clean so badly in your life.
You’re not even upset that he didn’t make it into the knitty gritty, considering he’s a virgin and all and you’re literally fucking yourself in front of him while implying riding him. You’re actually flattered.
His release caused him to see white for several moments, forgetting he’s even on camera for you. When he comes back to reality, watching you continue to finger yourself as your eyes scan your screen, all he can do is feel bashful.
“S-shit, sorry,” He comments with a half laugh, looking down at his cum covered chest before looking at you again. Honestly, he could probably go again if you let him watch for a bit longer, but he’s embarrassed now. “I uh, didn’t mean to come that fast. It just kind of happened.”
“It’s okay,” You comfort him, slightly out of breath as you wonder if this is all you’re gonna get tonight. “It was cute.”
After a few moments, you sense his embarrassment and slowly slip yourself back into a sobering headspace, closing your legs and trying to ignore how wet you still are.
“Are you, um, done?” Jake says, disappointed.
“Mm, no.” You smile. “But it’s okay, I’d rather make you come first anyway.”
His face lights up despite the disappointment in his gut of not being able to see you get off.
“You still wanna see me after this?”
You nod with a smile, endeared by his need to give, but inability to do it.
“When are you free?” You ask, wondering if he’s ever going to clean himself up.
“Whenever you are.” He laughs, scratching the back of his head with, once again, the same cum-stained hand.
“I’ll text you later then,” You smile through the screen and give a small wave before your genuine smile turns into a smirk. “After I take care of my little problem though.”
You notice him sitting up in protest, but you hang up with a satisfied laugh and head to the shower to both finish yourself off and clean up.
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Grandpa Jake: what about 3pm on thurs?
You: you want to lose your virginity at 3pm….on a thursday???
Grandpa Jake: my parents have plans so ill have the house to myself for a few hours
You: or you could just come here?
Grandpa Jake: if ur comfortable with that? i thought u were supposed to come here lol
You: im comfortable, plus my roommate will kick your ass if you’re weird
Jake contemplates hard on that last part but shrugs over it. Probably a girl thing, and it’s not like he’s an actual creep or anything. You’d be the one with power over him when the two of you are alone anyway.
You: what about tomorrow, 8pm?
Tomorrow. Hell yeah, tomorrow. God, he’d show up right the fuck now if you let him. He may live with his parents but he’s got a car.
Grandpa Jake: send ur address, ill be there :)
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“Tomorrow, you’ll be a man.” Heeseung croaks through the speaker at Jake, totally assuming that this whole virginity loss dating app plan was actually just a joke.
“Why do you have to say it that way?” Jake groans back, slapping his hand over his forehead and rubbing his temples. “I didn’t think anyone was actually gonna come through, she’s the first one.”
“What makes you think she’s actually gonna send you her address?” Heeseung laughs, once again placing more pity onto his best friend than anything else. “She’s probably not even a real person, you’re gonna end up at some old guy’s house.”
Jake laughs, or snorts really.
“Oh, she’s real.”
Heeseung sits up in curiosity this time, switching his phone to the other ear with interest.
“Hm? Have you already met her?”
“Kind of. We like, um,” Jake pauses, wondering if he sounds way too excited to tell him or not. “We facetimed a few hours ago.”
Silence.
“She got naked.”
“Oh ho ho!” Heeseung encourages him. “So you guys did some stuff on facetime and she still wants to meet you?”
“That’s what I said–wait,” Jake smiles to himself, about two seconds from kicking his feet before realizing what Heeseung just said. “What the fuck is that supposed to mean?”
“You’re kind of a loser, we’ve been over this.” Heeseung laughs yet again. “Call me when you get your cherry popped or whatever.”
Then he hangs up.
Grandpa Jake: do u think im a loser?
You: yeah kinda
You’re laughing at his text as you sit across the table from Jay.
“That him texting?” Jay quirks a brow, watching you smile at your phone and practically ignore him.
You laugh again at Jake’s string of defensive texts before responding with a short “it’s okay, i like losers”, and putting your phone down to finish telling Jay that he’s gonna get kicked out tomorrow for the night.
“So,” You clap your hands in front of yourself, glaring at Jay. “You’re gonna have to be gone tomorrow at eight because I'm about to literally obliterate this guy.”
“Jesus, I’m scared for him.”
“You should be scared for me. Because, well…” You trail off for a second, scrolling up your texts to see the dick pic Jake sent before the facetime call. “He’s huge and–”
“I did not need to know that.” Jay sighs, scooting back in his chair and standing to his feet.
“You act like you don’t ask every time I fuck someone.” You roll your eyes at him, smiling. “Weirdo.”
Jay stands there awkwardly before shrugging and lunging for your phone.
“How big?” He laughs, not actually trying to see the dude’s dick but always way too curious for his own good despite never wanting to be around to hear what the big dicks do to his best friend.
“Stop prying, you’ll get jealous.”
He scoffs, brushing off his pants of invisible dust and crossing his arms.
“I’ll have you know, my dick is perfectly sized.”
“I’m sure it is. Anyway, tomorrow, be gone.”
He nods, sauntering to the living room and flopping down on the couch.
“Keep it in your room, please. I don’t want to sit on any cum when I get home.”
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It’s Thursday. It’s approximately seven in the evening on Thursday and you’re well aware that Jake is probably bubbling with anxiety if his texts are anything to go by.
So many “are you sures,” so many “you can tell me to leave if you decide you don’t want tos,” and even more “i can’t wait to see yous.”
“Jay, aren’t you supposed to be leaving?” You ask, opening the fridge to pull out a bottle of water.
You’ve already showered again today, primped yourself up for him really. Everything smooth, soft, and ready to be touched. You wonder if Jake is doing the same, and smile.
“Hm, yeah. But I kinda wanna see him before I leave.”
You turn your head to him with a curious look, glaring only slightly.
“I swear to god if you scare him off, I’m kicking you out.”
Jay laughs, patting the couch as if to invite you to sit with him to ease your own anxiety. He can smell the familiar lotion you use before dates, and he notes that you’ve really tried to look good today.
“I think you might kill him, if I’m being honest.” Your best friend laughs softly, complimenting you.
“Thanks, that’s the plan.”
And so, the two of you sit together laughing at stupid comedy shows until your phone lights up at around seven thirty.
Grandpa Jake: i’m a little early, is that ok?
“Oh shit, he’s here.” You immediately feel nervous, which is pretty normal for you anyway so it’s easily overlooked by Jay.
He jumps up, brushing off his clothes and walking toward the kitchen to grab his keys and wallet.
“Let him in then, I’ll leave when he gets here.”
You give him a knowing look before nodding.
You: second floor, take a left when you get to the top of the stairs, third apartment on the left.
Within minutes, there’s a very gentle knock on the door and Jay is throwing himself at it to get a look at him. Unfortunately it’s a bit more awkward than he expected it to be.
Not only did Jake think your roommate was a woman, but he, at the very least, expected you to answer the door. He was preparing himself all day for this moment, to knock on your door and have you open it. At first he thought that maybe he even got the wrong apartment.
“Oh, I think I got the wrong place, sorry–”
“Nope, you’re in the right place.” Jay smiles, stepping to the side and opening the door wider for him. “You can come in.”
Jake does, awkwardly. Avoiding eye contact with Jay and barely even looking into the apartment before stepping inside.
“She got all cleaned up for you.” Jay whispers, throwing Jake a wink before stepping out and closing the door behind him.
Jake still hasn’t really looked up from the floor yet, and you make quick work to make him feel more comfortable.
“Don’t mind him, that’s my roommate.” You say, making your way toward him and trying your best not to stare because, okay, wow. He’s kind of ten times more attractive in person, which is fucking insane considering how good he looked through a screen.
“Have you and him ever like…” Jake immediately starts, realizing he might have made things weird.
“Jay?! Oh, god no.” You laugh, reaching for his arm and feeling him lean into it with relief. “You’re allowed to look up by the way. You’ve been staring at that crack in my floor since you got here.”
Immediately Jake moves his eyes up to you, the eye contact feeling more intense than it should, but you’re locked in too. The awkwardness dissolves almost instantly, he feels no need to question you further about anything really, especially with the way he feels his throat run dry at the very idea of this whole plan actually happening at some point.
When he made his profile on that app, it was kind of a half joke until like, people started talking to him. Given, no one ever followed through but you, he’s happy he stuck with it. Happy you came out of the works from said dating app, happy you picked him.
Really though, he picked you. Part of you wonders about why you want to take this from him. For power, for control, to be praised, to feel like you’re his entire world of desire for a brief time? All of those things, yes, but you can admit now that he’s in front of you that it’s a bit intimidating.
He’s not shy at all, just a bit awkward. He seems confident, he seems ready, and you find yourself lucky for being the one to get to do this for him, or with him. If at all, Jake is the type of man you could see yourself hanging out with often, with or without having sex.
Given, upon seeing him face to face for the first time, the only thing you thought about was how attractive he is. Now though, as you look back at him along with the silence of this apartment offering nothing more than awkwardness, it’s not. Because you’re seeing him for all he is and he appears to not be able to help it. Is this what people mean when they say there’s an instant spark between two people? Despite how attractive he is, you find yourself thinking of how many times he’s made you laugh in the short period of time you’ve known him along with how many times he’s willingly embarrassed himself
And now for the first time, he’s right there and all you want to do is…give him exactly what he wants.
“Okay, listen,” You start, swallowing around a lump in your throat as you feel your body heat up at record speed by just having his eyes looking into yours. You know by this point that you’re not going to be keeping your hands to yourself at all. And for his sake, he’d probably prefer it that way. “If I move too fast, just tell me to stop.”
Jake tilts his head with a dopey smile, eyes still fixed on you, scanning you, coming to terms with the fact that you’re absolutely everything he thought you would be and more.
“I don’t think that’s gonna be an issue,” He admits, feeling his length confined within his pants twitch wildly at the fact that this is happening. “I struggled not to get hard just driving over.” He laughs, looking away from you for the first time with flushed cheeks.
You find that painfully adorable. No man would ever admit that to you. Especially after just a few minutes of meeting in person for the first time, but this is Jake and in the short amount of time you’ve known him, you’re kind of expecting him to be really forward and say things that will have you frozen in thought.
“Oh yeah?” You ask, grabbing his hand and leading him to the kitchen. You’re pretending that his apparent inexperience isn’t getting to you, but you’re not really fooling anyone. “Let’s get you some water or something, I can see you drooling.”
Jake laughs, shrugging because yeah maybe he’s drooling a little bit. You smell fucking immaculate, your hand is small in his but still manages to overpower him, your skin feels soft and slightly cold. Honestly, it’s dangerous just having you stand in front of him right now because he could absolutely blow his load just by you looking at him. Embarrassing? Always.
He follows after you, very nearly crowding up to you as the comfort sets in and the last bit of awkwardness leaves his mind. All he can think about is how you sounded over that facetime call. He’s seen what’s between your legs, and during that night all he could think about was touching you, fucking you.
Now he’s here, and you’re right there.
It’s hard not to crowd up, it’s hard not to cling to you, it’s hard not to be excited. Seeing your hand wrapping around that bottle of water to give to him, seeing you lean just before grabbing it– of course he’s staring. Of course he’s crowding closer, almost to the point that he’s up against your ass when you lean back up from the fridge.
You turn after grabbing him the bottle and are shocked by his close proximity when you face him. He looks down at you with a soft face, one that shows he’s not embarrassed by how he immediately attaches to you. His smile is just as clumsy as he is, you can tell he knows exactly what he’s doing too. You’re glad, because it makes it entirely too easy to drop the water bottle, grab his face, and chase his lips all the way until he’s against the counter and kissing you back.
He sighs instantly into it, wincing at the way the kitchen counter hits his back, you pressing against him so harshly just to get that first taste of his lips. He’s excited that you seem as eager as him, maybe even as desperate as him.
For you, a man has never been this eager just to kiss you, nor has a man ever kissed you this good. You can imagine that he’s probably got a lot of experience in terms of kissing, not much elsewhere though. You can tell by the way he moves his hands to all of the right places, but his blatant virginity shows through all of it as he becomes a horny mess almost instantly.
His tongue is warm and wet, small whining sounds coming from his throat as you press yourself against him briefly. His hands never leave your body and he shows no shame in touching where he wants to touch. Rubbing, groping, and caressing every inch of your waist, ass, and even moving up to your face to deepen the kiss. His hips press forward almost constantly, and all you can do is brace yourself on the counter behind him to try and tame his relentless hips and obvious attempts at rushing what he wants right now.
If you’re going to sleep with him though, he’s gonna get the full experience, not a quickie. Plus, you agreed to keep it in your room for Jay’s sake.
“Hey,” you sigh, trying to pull back from the kiss but he isn’t having it. Still kissing against you and running his lips down to your neck when you continue to speak. “We should go to my room, your first time isn’t about to be in my kitchen.”
“Why not?” He groans against your neck, kissing harshly with faint wet sounds, his hands wrapping tightly around your waist now. “I don’t care where we do it, i just want you like, really bad.”
Still, his lips don’t leave you, nor do his hands. You find yourself giggling against him with a shake of your head at the way he protests when you pry yourself from his grip. Of course, though, he’s immediately clinging to you and chasing after you to your bedroom before practically throwing himself at you again.
You barely get the door closed before he’s pressing you against the wall, hand running down again to your waist and easily snaking up your shirt just to feel the warmth of your skin. You let him, enjoying the way he kisses you for just the second time, enjoying more the way you can feel him lose his composure every few minutes from this alone.
You’re kind of in love with the fact that he doesn’t seem to want to pull back even for a breath. He seems to love kissing, and you wonder what else he’ll come to love doing tonight too. From the way he moves his tongue and his lips on you, you can imagine he’d be fucking heavenly at eating pussy.
Successfully you push him away again, rushing to your bed before he can make you melt against his lips for a third time, and you’re instantly trying to present yourself to him much like you did over camera.
“You’re really going to let me?” He asks with a deep breath, brushing his hair out of his face and wiping his mouth. His brain malfunctions at your presumed answer to that question, watching you take your panties and shorts off in one go and leaning back to spread your legs for him.
At this moment, you’re all his and you make it a point to spread your pussy out for him like he asked you to do before. You can practically see his knees buckle that very instant.
“To think I wouldn’t want to do this is insane,” You say, wiggling your hips for him to see. “Look how wet I am.” You pause, studying the hungry look in his eyes. “Do you wanna try eating me out?”
He doesn’t even nod. He’s immediately on his knees against your bed and gripping your thighs to pull you toward his face. You yelp only slightly at the movement, a chuckle coming out shortly after as you sit yourself up properly to take in the image of his eyes sparkling up at you.
It looks like he’s been wanting to do this to someone all his life, with his needy body proving it time and time again. Your breath is caught in your throat, a small groan coming out at the image alone before you’re able to process words again.
“Can’t believe how good you look down there,” You say softly, brushing his hair out of his face for him like he did to himself earlier. “Have you ever done this before?”
He shakes his head, eyes shifting from your pussy to your face. You can feel his nervous yet eager breath against you, making your eyelashes flutter at even that slight sensation.
“Go on then.” You sigh out, trying to prepare for what he can manage with that pretty mouth of his.
You watch him and the way he doesn’t seem to think at all when he does it. Once again, he’s adorable. His tongue goes everywhere, only grazing your clit briefly every few licks, never staying on it presumably because he’s in the process of finding the clit based on how your body reacts.
He has a general idea of where it is, but the feeling of having your pussy spread out like this on his lips alone is enough to overwhelm him with arousal, to the point he genuinely doesn’t know what he’s doing. All he can do is taste and smell the mixture of your warmth along with the soap and lotion you must have used before he came here.
He’s quite literally tasting the entirety of you and loving every second of it. The way his hands grip your legs, both spreading them further open so that he can tilt his head and lick at different angles, and then hugging them to where they almost lock his head in place.
It feels like he does this for ages, learning your body and what makes your legs shake. He sucks in different places, kissing your entire pussy to the point that it’s almost impossible for your legs not to shake in a reaction at what he’s doing to you.
Dare you say, a man who is inexperienced at eating a woman out somehow feels better than one who knows exactly where to go.
“Fuck, knew you’d be good at this,” You compliment with a shaky voice, reaching down to his hair and holding his head in place. “Keep licking there, and use your fingers too.”
He hums without stopping, taking note of where you place his lips and reminding himself that this is the clit, just as suspected. He attaches his lips there, kissing it much like he kissed you in the kitchen.
You can feel his fingers make their way into you shortly after, each bump of his knuckle sending a delicious sensation throughout your body. You’re tingling from your head to your toes at this point and your face heats up beyond what you thought it would. Your hips move on their own in response, experimentally fucking against his fingers as he keeps his tongue flicking at you.
“Just like that,” You encourage him, running your hands through his hair and looking down at him. Seeing his head move with each little thrust of your hips is only more arousing in this moment. His eyes half open, watching you, tasting you, almost smiling around your clit when he makes eye contact with you.
It almost seems like he’s asking if he’s doing well, and goddamn is he. He’s doing amazing.
“So good,” You say shortly, trying to give him the praise he needs while scratching against his scalp as a thank you, still fucking your hips up just to feel his fingers plunge deeper.
He, on the other hand, is fucking feral right now. Tasting you, dipping his fingers into you, feeling that warmth for the first time, the small clenches— he’s swimming in a fantasy. Every time you move your hips up, he can smell the entirety of you, he can feel your pussy squeeze his fingers, and god. He doesn’t think he ever wants this to end.
All day. He could do this all fucking day. No wonder men make fun of other guys for not giving head. Why wouldn’t they? He can feel your legs tensing up around his head, your gentle fingers running through his hair, the sounds coming from your lips. He’s in love, he’s in love.
He doesn’t stop, tongue flicking your clit so beautifully, fingers slowly fucking in and out of you, not even in time with your jerking hips. Shockingly, you approach orgasm so fucking fast that you can barely warn him, you’re not even thinking when you put pressure on his head, pressing his lips so harshly against your clit— his moan sending a vibration straight through you.
“Faster, with your fingers—“ You choke out in a drawn out and pornographic moan, curling your toes and feeling him do exactly as you say.
There, you release with his fingers plunging in and out of you, the wet sound of your pussy only sounding more messy by the time you begin to release. In the midst of it all, you feel him pull his lips from your clit and lick around his fingers before coming back up and continuing his ministrations, working you through an orgasm you’re not even sure he knows you’re having right now.
Insane, really, that he needed to taste the messy relief before resuming.
Strings of curses, little tugs against his hair, legs shaking, all of it happens at once until the feeling of his fingers become sensitive inside of you, until his tongue is flicking a bundle of nerves begging to be left alone.
You swat him away with a smile, leaning up quickly and grabbing him by the shirt.
He doesn’t really know what the fuck is going on but he laughs with you, being pulled to his feet and falling onto the bed on top of you. You can feel his cock in his pants, so fucking hard, probably leaking and feeling quite neglected.
“Did you…?” He asks softly, dipping his head shyly with his wet chin shining in the light of your room.
You smile at him, leaning up to kiss him square on the mouth before you flip him over and get between his legs.
“I did,” You laugh in a daze, starting to work on his button and zipper. You’re reeling from the recent orgasm and want nothing more than to let him feel the same way you do right now. “And now, I'm gonna do the same for you.”
He chokes out a nervous laugh, holding your hand in place from pulling his pants down.
“Unless, you don’t want that?” You ask, tilting your head with a bit of a frown.
“N-No! It’s not that!” He reassures you, cheeks flushing more than they already were. “It’s just that– like, what if I don’t last very long? I’m kind of sensitive.”
His eyes avoid yours when he says it and once again, most adorable man award goes to fucking Jake.
“You say that like it’s a bad thing?” You lean forward, kissing him again. “You just gave me some of the best head in my life.”
The light in his eyes returns and instantly he’s flashing a nervous smile at you.
“Jake, I’ve never gotten off that fast from being eaten out.” You reassure him again, making a point to use his name loud and clear. “If you don’t get off from me sucking your cock, I might actually cry.”
Well, he can’t have that now, can he?
He releases your grip on his jeans, allowing you to pull them down. For some reason unable to look at you despite knowing you’ve seen him jerk off before. It’s the fact that like, what if it’s suddenly not big enough? What if his cock is ugly or curved in a way you don’t like?
Before he can even start to doubt himself more, he feels your lips on the tip and instantly his eyes are looking down at you. You’re the one smiling now, using one hand to hold his base and the other hand already scooping up his balls for added pleasure.
You make a point to look him in the eye as you let the saliva collect in your mouth when you pull back slightly. There, you let it fall from the tip of your tongue, all the way until you feel the wetness against your fingers wrapped around his base.
He thinks he’s going to go fucking insane watching you like this, and god, does he. You don’t even show him your struggle of taking in the sheer size of him. Lowering your mouth until you’re taking him in as much as you can. You try to keep eye contact up until you have to close your eyes.
It’s not shocking that by the point you get half of his length into your mouth, he’s fucking up without full intention and letting out a choked apology. Still, you try to force your stretched lips to smile for him, even through the gag, even through the harsh feeling of his cock hitting the back of your throat.
How the fuck has a cock this good not been worshiped before? By a mouth? A hand? A pussy? You’ll be damned not to choke on it. You’d rather eat glass than to let him leave this apartment without being completely emptied and praised for every drop.
He’s actually struggling already not to come, holding himself back but failing each time his hips chase the warmth of your throat. Each time you gag, it stimulates the fuck out of his cock and he nearly wants to cry each time it happens. Even with that other girl who went down on him, she didn’t even attempt to fit this much in her mouth. Most of the pleasure came from her hand jerking him off while she suckled against his head, but you. You’re down there, slipping your mouth up and down on him like that, gagging, tearing up, and still fucking smiling about it.
He’s in love.
He holds his hands back at least, keeping them against your sheets and gripping them so hard that he fears he’s ripping through them. Everything feels hot, you look hot, you sound hot, your tongue still manages to move against the base of his cock with what little room it does have, and god– your other hand, massaging his balls.
“Wait, wait wait–” Jake groans, fucking his hips into your mouth once again until you pull off with a concerned look.
“Were my teeth hurting you?” You ask, gasping a bit for air.
“No!” He heaves out with fluttering lashes, trying to regain sanity. “I was just getting really close.”
“Hm?” You sigh in disappointment, this time going all in at once and not letting yourself stop until he’s releasing into your mouth.
You feel his shaking fingers brush your cheek when you do it, hollowing it out just to fit more, more, more into your mouth before lapping your tongue against his base again.
His groaning turns into frantic moans, his hips jerking wildly, unable to escape the clenching muscles of your gagging throat, and he’s honestly in heaven once again.
“Ah–wait–fuck.” He tries to protest, not wanting to finish so quickly, but there it goes. There he goes.
Never in his life has he felt an orgasm so satisfying. His eyes roll back and his fingers go numb when he releases, pumping himself deep into your throat and not stopping until he’s dizzy. The fact that you kept your mouth on him through it, the fact that he could still feel you gagging, swallowing, and moaning all at once through it– how?
“How–” he takes a breath, pulling you off of him so you can breathe. “How did you do that?”
You shrug with a confident smile, wiping your tears and crawling up to meet his face.
“I don’t normally do that for guys.” You say with a rasp in your voice. “I certainly don’t just swallow for anyone.”
He feels special, and fucking spent but god does he want to keep going. His softening cock twitching in a relieving way, probably glad to have finally been touched by something other than his own hand. Part of him wonders if you’re done though, because by now you’ve both gotten off and usually that’s the end goal, right?
But he hasn’t lost his virginity yet, and when he looks at you hovering above him, he already knows you’re not done with him.
“We need to let you rest until you can get hard again,” You say, kissing him more easily than before and letting him taste himself, letting you taste yourself mixed with him. “What’s something you wanna do to get you back into the game?”
He sighs out a laugh, fucking amazed that you’re his first. How lucky is that? He thinks hard, watching the way you lift your shirt off of yourself. God, he forgot tits existed for a solid part of this day and that’s a shame because instantly his sensitive cock throbs at the image of them coming into view.
You watch him stare, trailing your hands down and lifting his shirt off of him as well.
“I– I don’t even know at this point.” He admits with a stammer, ignoring the fact that his hair is definitely sticking up all over from you taking his shirt off of him.
“I’ll just love on you while you think, then.”
He gives a short nod, feeling all warm and fuzzy inside at the way your gentle hands caress his chest and abs before you start kissing against the muscles and soft skin there.
He relaxes his body, feeling your hands and lips on him. You were right when you said you’d love on him as he thinks about it. The hard part of it is actually thinking about what’s going to get him harder the fastest. You doing this could be enough, but your tits. And fuck, your pussy.
He lets out a whine, one that feels entirely out of character and it causes you to pause your gentle kiss against his nipple and pull back.
“Already?”
He shakes his head, staring straight at your chest and then down to what's between your legs.
“I want to, um…” He shifts his eyes away from you. “Can I eat you out again?”
That’s new. Twice in one session?
“Oh yeah? Did that get you going?”
You receive a small nod from him before his hands are reaching out for your tits and warming them up.
You relax into the feeling of his fingers on your chest only for a moment before you pull back again, this time adjusting yourself onto the bed face down, ass up in front of him. Might as well try a bunch of different positions for him too, right?
“Whenever you’re ready.” You sigh, already grabbing a pillow to hug through this.
You can feel the bed shift behind you, the weight of his body dipping right behind you before you feel his warm breath against your core. Only now do you realize that you already missed the way he ate you out the first time, you can barely contain yourself knowing he’s going to do it again.
His hands snake between your legs before his lips get any closer, spreading them before pulling his hand back up and spreading your pussy open with his fingers on his own this time.
“It’s really the prettiest.” He says in a clear and shaking voice, watching the way your hole pulses at the air that hits it. “And I've watched a lot of porn.”
You’d tell him to shut up, but you’re not gonna because it’s cute how forward he is with his thoughts. If anything, he’s treating you right now by doing this, so he can say whatever he fucking wants right now.
“Yeah? You just gonna stare at it?” You try to urge him, and it works.
Because of course it works.
You do your best to contain any rising orgasm, solely because you don’t want to spend yourself before you actually let him inside of you in full. But goddamn, he’s just as eager now as he was the first time…if not more.
He thinks back to the things he did before, mimicking that and hitting all of the perfect spots without fail. Still, you hold back, pushing and pulling yourself away and toward him just to feel his tongue chase. He eventually holds you in place against him, big hands holding you firmly against his face with a bit of force. And now? He’s licking you deeper than you’ve ever been licked before. It’s a different kind of sensation, and the way he groans into it is entirely too much for you right now.
You need more, you want more. You want all of him by now, so aroused by every touch, breath, and moan that it’s becoming unbearable to just be eaten out. The thought that he’s doing this to get himself hard again is flooring, and the feeling of his fingers replacing his tongue much like before is intense.
After just that one time, he knows exactly how to make you cum this way and it’s dangerously attractive to realize that. He goes straight for it too, pulling back to watch his fingers slip into you up to the knuckle.
He hums out a rumbled moan at the sound of your cunt squelching around his fingers. So wet. More wet than any of the girls in the porn he’s watched for years. You’re dripping around his fingers, and the smacking sound is so fucking arousing to him.
And yeah, he can’t reach your clit with his mouth this time so he thinks hard about how to fix this little dilemma and you’re floored even more by the fact that he solves problems without questioning. You feel his fingers leave you and land on your clit, and right then you feel his tongue again, just as deep, licking into you and all over you.
The sound of your pussy amplifies when it’s against his tongue, and honestly, he could cum right now if he really wanted to. Already he’s hard again, but god feeling you, hearing you, seeing you like this for him? For some guy who has never once been able to give a girl his all like this?
He’s so focused on you.
Which for you, is a bit of an issue because he’s really not going to let you hold it in, he’s going to have you fucking unravelling again and it’s too good. Thankfully, when you try to lift to look behind yourself, you take note of his other hand working himself.
He’s hard again, and god knows how long he’s been doing that.
You pull your body away from him quickly to let your rising orgasm subside, his protesting moan doing nothing but heating your body up more when you flip over and watch him.
“You were really just going to get me off again and not try to fuck me yet?”
He looks down at himself and then back at you, smiling and running his hand through his hair.
“I like doing it, I wanted to see if I could make you–”
“You absolutely could have but I’m going to be honest,” You start, interrupting him and pulling yourself up to crawl over him. “If you’re ready, I’d like to live up to my promise.”
His eyes are much sharper than they were before when you say those words. This is actually it. He would have been perfectly happy just eating you out, getting head himself, or whatever. Over and over again. Any and all of it is better than being in his room alone, but you’re really–
“Really?” He asks, knowing full well the answer..
“Lay back, get comfortable,” You instruct with deep breaths, scooting up the bed with him, keeping yourself planted on his legs despite the discomfort. “You still want me to ride you, yeah?”
He nods almost frantically, landing his hands on your tits without hesitation and groping them in a blatant show of how ready he’s managed to get himself for this.
Not that you want to rush, but you’re so fucking turned on by this point, the only thing you want is to be filled by him. His is cock likely bigger than any you’ve taken before, and to be fair, you don’t even care if you’re the desperate one at this point. You’ve almost forgotten he’s a virgin.
“Wait,” He stops you when you slide over his cock, bare pussy coating his length in a languid grind. “Oh, fuck, wait- no,” He breathes in a sharp breath and grips your hips. ”Do that again.”
You smile at his frantic thoughts pouring from his lips, sliding against him again, and again, up until he’s leaning forward and attaching his lips to one of your nipples and suckling against it hard.
You groan as you grind, feeling the head of his now, fully hard, cock bumping against your previously stimulated clit. He groans with you, almost at the exact same time but continues to try and leave his mark on you. In love with finally getting your tits in his mouth, your pussy on his cock, and most of all, in love with the fact that you’re not laughing at him for any of it. You seem to melt into it much like he does and he can’t help but want to email the creator of that fucking app and personally thank them for this.
You rub yourself against him until it’s even more unbearable than before. By now, you’ve completely soaked his length and he’s completely soaked your chest in saliva and tiny swollen bite marks. Not that you mind the biting, his little rumbled grow-like moans only made this all the more arousing.
“Ready?” You finally sigh out, deliberately grinding against him slowly now, with almost your entire weight behind the grinds.
He groans out a “please” before immediately gripping your hips and stopping you. Pulling his head back so hard and so quickly– he kind of forgot to unlatch from your nipple and it sends a sharp pain throughout your body, one that only makes you want to ride him hard. Right now.
“Hold on, there’s a condom in the pocket of my jeans–”
“Okay, and?” You laugh, sliding forward again and grinding your clit against him. “I’m on birth control, and I’m clean.”
He looks at you, his sharp eyes falling back into the sparkling doe eyes as his mouth falls open at the very idea that he gets to hit is fucking raw for the first time?
“Unless you’re lying, and you’re not really a virgin?”
He’s quick to silence your doubt. He’s 100% never had his cock inside of anything other than his own palm and– malfunction. He’s blank again, staring up at you and wincing at the feeling of you pleasuring yourself on top of him.
“Please?” He manages to get out, gripping your hips so tightly by now that he’s sure it’s hurting you.
You smile, humming at him when you lift from him, standing on your knees to grab his cock and position him in the right place.
“You sure you want it too?” You ask, only now realizing that you’re genuinely about to take a man’s virginity, and it’s only fair that you give him one last time to decide if he wants you to take it from him. Despite how turned on you are, and regardless of how badly you want to fuck him, it’s not right to just do it without making him really think about it.
“Fuck, yes.” His fingers tighten against you, his eyes squeeze shut, and his voice comes out as frantic and quite frankly, a bit annoyed. “Just do it already.”
You can’t help but smile at him when you do. Lowering yourself slowly on him and feeling the stretch of it. His face is something that you don’t think you’ll ever forget. He appears to be lost in it, eyes rolling back, his chest heaving, his teeth showing through a half-smile as he moans out at the sensation.
He can’t get over how warm it is inside of you, the constant clenching of your pussy dragging along his entire length. He can’t help it when he moans, he doesn’t care that his voice cracks, or that it sounds like a pathetic sob.
By the time you bottom out and sit like that for a moment, you almost feel like he’s the one who needs to adjust. Of course, you’re needing this moment to adjust too but god– just watching him makes you that much more wet and it’s insane how into him you are right now. As if you haven’t been since you started talking to him.
“Feels good?” You ask, involuntary clenching around his size, letting out a small sigh yourself at the feeling of his leaking cock inside of you.
He hums at you and then takes in a deep breath before fully opening his eyes again and looking at you. Technically, he’s no longer a virgin now. It’s fucking happening, and you’re hot? So fucking hot? You feel so good? You smell so good. You sound so fucking good.
Everything is overwhelmingly good, all he can do now is press his hips up and instantly moan out at the new feeling.
You take that as an invitation to absolutely obliterate him, much like you knew you would. So, you do. Lifting yourself up and sliding him almost entirely out of you before sinking down again.
His hands shoot to your waist, then he lifts slightly to grab your ass from behind you, and then he flops himself back– seemingly unable to know what the fuck to do with himself at this feeling.
You opt to grab his hands, intertwining your fingers with his and holding them above his head, all so you can lay chest to chest with him, lips right at his neck. You start kissing, riding him so smoothly and doing nothing but listening to his little sounds that he tries to keep inside.
“You’re really cute, you know that?” You whisper against his ear, kissing there too before pulling back to look at his face.
That half-smile never leaves his face, and his fingers squeeze against yours so tightly that you actually start to worry that he may break them. Thankfully, he begins to relax after a few minutes. Adjusting to the overwhelming pleasure and now losing himself to the arousal rather than fighting it.
You nearly squeak when you feel him release your hands and grab your face, pulling you up to him as he kisses you mindlessly. Breathlessly, moaning into your mouth all while moving his own hips now. You can feel him jerk his hips, imagining how he fucked his hand through facetime. This is better than that.
You prop to stand up on your knees, offering him the space to fuck you as hard as he’d like, and god. It’s hard. It’s deep, and it’s so clumsy. No rhythm, no thought behind it at all, you can fucking tell he’s purely running on adrenaline as he plunges into you.
He’s actually going so hard, that your moans sound more pained than pleasurable, but that’s not the case at all. You actually can’t stop moaning, it’s just the fact that each time he slams into you, your throat lets out a broken sound.
For a moment, you think you can actually hear him unintentionally growl against your slack lips as he does it. Already he’s lasted longer than you thought he would, especially without a condom, and you’re so fucking impressed by it.
You slide your hand between your bodies, easily rubbing your own clit and drying out your throat even more with the consistent loud moans of how good he’s doing. After a few moments though, his hips stutter and you take that as a sign that you should take over again.
“I don’t know how the fuck you’re doing this to me,” You laugh out of pity for yourself, “I really thought I could last longer than this.”
He barely hears you through his ringing ears and rapid heartbeat, but he chuckles at the compliment. Feeling like he must be doing something right to have a woman say that to him. There’s one issue. He’s about two thrusts from cumming again and he will be damned to ruin this for you.
You take over, riding him harshly and rubbing your clit even harder. He takes a moment to try and distract himself from how good your pussy feels clenching him and takes it upon himself to bite down hard against his tongue. Something to hurt enough to keep his orgasm from bubbling over, but also not something so awful that he’d lose his arousal entirely.
You continue, pushing yourself back up from him and watching the way he tries to focus on anything but what’s happening. You ride deliberately to get him off though, knowing that the second he does, you’ll let yourself go too. He doesn’t seem to be picking up the hints.
“Are you close?” You ask, out of breath and riding him so consistently that it’s becoming more and more difficult to hold your own orgasm. “Let it go, do it with me–”
Instantly, you hear him whimper out a moan as he releases the bite on his tongue. Shooting himself forward and hugging you so tightly that the pressure of your fingers against your clit is entirely unbearable.
“Oh, god. I’m–” You start, moaning against his hair as he hugs against you.
He’s so fucking relieved, already releasing into you as you say those words. All he can do is breathe through it, feeling your pussy pulse around him as he continues to empty himself into you.
It’s entirely too intense, his ears popping and heart threatening to send him to a hospital. Never did he think having sex was this intense.
Little does he know… it’s not. But even you, for some reason, find yourself wondering why the fuck that was so good.
By the time you pull yourself off of him, both of you wincing and trying to ignore the mixture of cum running down your legs, all you can do is look at him with curiosity.
He can barely open his eyes to look back at you, but he tries, he really does.
・・・・・・・・・・・・・・
He’s not going home tonight. Of course he’s not. Like, how fucking rude would it be to take his virginity and send him on his way? Absolutely the fuck not.
In fact, you made him some food, wobbling on spent legs throughout the kitchen as he lays on his death bed in your room. (He’s being dramatic.)
All he can do is listen to the sounds of you in the other room and think hard about how he just felt. Physically, it was a lot. Surely if sex is like that all the time, he’d rather not do it as often as Heeseung does. Honestly, his sanity would be at stake.
But like, you’re kind of amazing. Given, the two of you barely know each other past lame texts and bullying each other. Physically, you know him more than any other woman and that’s a block he didn’t think would be an issue until it became one.
You made him cum twice. And he thinks you did too, unless you’re lying just to make him feel better. There’s no way you didn’t feel the intensity of that though. There’s no way your wobbling legs were lying to him when you got up and told him you wanted to have a snack before bed.
There’s no way you would let him sleep over if you didn’t feel the same way he does right now.
And by the time you’re back, handing him a plate of food, he can’t help but believe that nothing will ever taste as good as you.
The thing is, that’s one of the main reasons you did this. To be praised, to have a man think you’d be the best he will ever have until he eventually meets someone else and they do better than you did. Now though, you feel weird.
This is a one night stand. A charity-fuck, as it still stands at least.
“So,” You start, taking a bite of your food still as naked as can be regardless of how stupid it must look to be eating in a cum-soaked bed like this. “I guess you should change your bio in the app now.”
He looks at you, and then at his food.
“Yeah, I guess I should…”
“I’ll help you fix your age on it. Now that you know what you’re doing with a woman and all.”
It’s silent for a minute.
“Is it too forward if I say that I’d rather just delete the app and keep calling you?”
Thank fuck Jake is forward and embarrassing with it. You’re not ready to give up the single life but on the other hand, after that, you’re not exactly ready to share him with other women just yet either. If he wants to attach himself for a while, you’re going to let him. Purely because, like, look at him. Everything is endearing, and when he’s not being adorable he’s just being fucking hot.
Maybe you will be ready to give up the single life if it’s with Jake.
You nod with a smile, wondering if he expects you to delete the app too. Because you’re not so sure about that, but also you think you probably would if he asks with those stupid doe eyes.
Strangely enough, he doesn’t even ask. He just starts eating the food with a content look on his face. Sweat having dried up but left his hair a mess, his skin is glowing– you think…oh no. Why are you looking at him like this?
“Hey, I should probably call Jay and tell him not to come home until late tomorrow or something.”
Jake nods, lifting his eyes to you and watching you take your phone out.
“I should call my friend too, he told me to let him know when I get my cherry popped.”
You snort at him with a laugh right as Jay answers the phone, and honestly, you’d rather listen to Jake’s friend than Jay whining about having to spend even more time with his overbearing parents.
“Hey Jay, don’t come home 'til I call you tomorrow, bye.” You say quickly before hanging up.
Instantly you’re setting your plate on your table and launching yourself at Jake and his phone.
“Put him on speaker.”
Jake does just that, laughing at Heeseung’s reaction when he hears you speak rather than his best friend over the line.
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one piece smau: misc. edition
— miscellaneous :P probably pt.1 bc this is so fun to dooooo
— no romantic pairings, just the strawhats being cutie friends, male reader!!!
ー idk if the formatting is weird on desktop bc i did this all on my mobile 😭😭😭
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-> ttchopper: FIVE TRIPS?????
-> dr.law: and when your guys' livers fail ill b there to laugh
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princesanji: my beautiful nami is always coming out on top 😻😻😻
-> ._.[name]: who r u ???
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-> dni_nami: the pouting at not being involved in a fight is crazy
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#≡;- ꒰ ° smau series ꒱#one piece x male reader#one piece smau#one piece modern au#one piece#zoro x male reader#nami x male reader#ace x male reader#usopp x male reader#male reader#male reader smau#smau#one piece imagines#male reader imagines#x male reader
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Hi,
Could you do an Eddie Munson x reader where she is Dustin's cousin who has come to live with them. Maybe Dustin doesn't mention it to anyone as he knows that reader if exactly Eddie's type? Then the whole gang is over for a movie night, and reader comes out her room in her pj's
"𝙁𝙐𝘾𝙆𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙋𝘼𝙅𝘼𝙈𝘼𝙎" | 𝙀.𝙈
Pairing: Eddie munson x Henderson!fem!reader.
Summary: Eddies never even seen you before, and yet. you have his heart captured.
Warning: 18+ grinding, cumming in pants, jerking off, semi-perv Eddie, Implied sex at the end, boners, sex mentions, skimpy pajamas.
A/N: smash, im not really sure if you wanted this as smutty as i made it, if not i apologize (not proof read)
Dustin’s sleepovers were nothing new, they’d been happening for years. but now, you would be there…Dustin's cousin. who he’d be sharing the floor in the basement with.
When Eddie had first seen you, he knew. he was a goner. you weren’t very similar to Dustin in many ways. but enough to know you were related, Dustin had described you as: boring, girly, and had a boyfriend.
the little lying shit!…you were, funny, gorgeous and single!it has like he’d hit the jack-pot on a woman. just with one down-fall
you were Dustin Hendersons cousin…of course he knew that, but he only realized he was fantasizing about one of best friends cousin when you actually waked through the door. you were even better than he imagined, and from the looks of things. you didn’t mind him...maybe even liked him too.
from the very second you walked through Dustin’s front door, all eyes were on you. looking stunning as he assumed you probably always did.
your PJ’s would look normal to anyone else looking at you, but fuck. you were wearing little shorts that rode up your thighs exposing underwear with bats on them. as well as a short top with the words. “black sabbath”
shit.
“I’ve got to go!” Eddie quickly said, rushing off to the bathroom upstairs. how the fuck! he had a boner from less than 20 seconds of looking at you.
what was wrong with him?! Eddie quickly tried to decide if he should jerk off in the bathroom and leave, but with the possibility of you knowing.
he unfortunately didn’t have much time to decide because through the hallway was someone calling his name
you.
“u-uh yeah?” he gulped, locking the door door so you couldn’t get in. last thing he needed was you seeing his boner than telling Dustin, no. he couldn’t stand the embarrassment.
“just wanted to make sure…y’know, okay and shit” he could hear your feet shuffling with nerves. “i am fine don’t worry about it” now its awkward…
“well then, have fun with your problem Hm?” you laughed, resting your head against the door. you knew about his raging boner for you? “T-thanks”
and with that, you left. he heard your feet move down the hall then he decided to just…jerk off. your voice and face fresh in his mind…
from the few seconds he’d heard you talked, Eddie figured maybe you were shy? however in the dark you were much different than he was expecting. and to be fair, you were technically sleeping, but you knew what you were doing. you had too.
because there was no way, your sleeping body had just kept rubbing against him.
annoyingly bringing back the boner Eddie had earlier, only this time. more hard, and more needy for you.
the little sighs, groans and gasps your mouth let out only fueled the urge to grind back against your ass. was that weird to do? probably, but in that moment he had close to no self control when you are around him.
“F-fuck” he gave in…hands on your hips, gliding you into him.
by now, you had to be awake. or at least having a little idea of what's happening? right?
“Edd-Eddie, please” oh fuck. you were actually awake. and willingly grinding on him for release.
You only went harder, faster, until his dick twitched in his underwear. and with a loud moan, you had at least tried to muffle with your hand. Eddie came in his pants, just from a little bit of friction. “t-thats embarrassing—” Eddie Munson had never experienced a kiss like the one you gave him, full of passion, tongue, lust…
you were hungry.
the night only after that was full of hard breaths, moans, used condoms. and you both loved every second of it, you were his dream girl.
"Some of the best moments in life are the ones you can't tell anyone about." — Sarah Nader
-Summer
#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson#eddie munson x you#stranger things#eddie munson smut#eddie munson imagine
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Also, do you write for Kid or Killer…………? Is so PLEASE SOMETHING ANYTHING I BEG, EVEN JUST HCS FOR EITHER OR A POLY
-🌷 the Eustass and Killer (and barto ofc) obsessed Tulip
I ENJOY THEM SO MUCH AND I THINK ABOUT THEM SO CONSTANTLY YOU ASK I PROVIDE ❤️
nobody will understand how much i miss the pre time skip killer fit like he looks good in post timeskip but GOD.
Warnings: Cursing, kid being a dick
dating both Kid and Killer there will never be a dull moment
Kid is loud and rowdy and Killer is quiet
you and Kid bicker and poke fun at each other like you’ve known each other your whole life
When you and Eustass are at each other's throats it's Killer who comes and steps in to break the fight
Acts like a mom and is like “I don't care who started it I'm going to finish it”
Because you're too damn stubborn and Kid has such a thick skull Killer has to separate you more than not
Kid may not seem like he cares but he does
he shows it awfully though
he pull up to your bedroom door at an ungodly time of night before going to bed himself
he barges in and bangs on the open door just to wake you up
after your initial reaction which was to grab a weapon and hide under your bed you finally realize its just him
you crawl out and give him a nasty glare
“What is it Eustass? cant it wait until morning?”
“i made this for you asshole”
he gives you a new bracelet or necklace he made himself before leaving without another word
he leaves your door open just to annoy you
you slam the door before returning to bed
the noise from the door being slammed woke Killer awake and he knows exactly what happened
when you all wakeup you get an earful from Killer about being quiet at night because the crew needs to sleep in order to function properly
Killer is almost the exact opposite from Kid
any fights you have with him he will resolve in a normal, calm manner
he lets you sit in the kitchen with him while he cooks
you can talk his ear off and he wont butt in or interrupt you
he does get his piece in when you pause for a moment
most nights he cuddles with you since Kid stays awake pretty late
and if you do stay up late like Kid, Killer will sleep on whatever furniture available and just hold you in his lap
Killer is insecure about his laugh and face so when you first started dating he would only let you kiss his hands or mask
but slowly he warms up to the idea of you seeing his face and every now and again he moves his mask up his face more when you want to give him a kiss
when he does eventually remove his entire mask you cover his entire face in kisses and tell him hes perfect to you even if he doesnt think so
Killer loves it when you play or brush his hair
you help him style it and always puts it into a ponytail for him when hes cooking
Kid lets you kiss him only if you can reach his face
he will make you climb on furniture and jump around just to do so
when hes done making you work so hard he squats down only to tease you even more
“can you reach now, Tiny?”
“well now youre not getting a kiss for that”
“WHAT!? NO THATS NOT FAIR! I WANT A KISS AND I WANT IT NOW”
“Im not giving it to you for that!”
“GIVE ME IT NOW I DESERVE IT”
hes so demanding
when Killer sees Kid giving you shit for being shorter than him Killer will push the back of Kid’s head down so you can reach him
You kiss Kid’s cheek and then go hug the blonde while Kid complains that having Killer help is cheating
on nights where Kid is just worn out and actually decides to go to bed when you and Killer do its an amazing cuddle session
Killer has to separate sleep in the middle which he doesnt mind but only does this because you and Kid will Bicker about anything and everything
“STOP laying on me you big red asshole”
“well youre cutting off my oxygen when you lay on my chest” (you dont he just wants to have the last word)
“God you act like you cant bench triple my weight”
“you two fight like children just shut up and go to sleep” Killer had to physically move either one of you to the other side of him just so the poor guy can sleep
there are some nights you and Kid can sleep next to each other without fighting but you two are always up till 4 in the morning giggling and laughing about the most random ass things
“okay would you rather spend 24 hours in an abandoned mall with 10 cobras or 1 gorilla but you cant use your metal arm or devil fruit”
“Well obviously the gorilla because i feel like i could fight it without those”
“i didnt know youre that dumb”
“oh really what would you pick?”
“the snakes obviously”
“you dont know where they are though! one could drop from the ceiling and theyre harder to hurt! at least you can see the gorilla”
“Snakes are more afraid of you than you are of them if you leave them alone you will be fine”
“But if they bite you youre done for”
“Youre done for if you try and fight a gorilla!”
“i personally think i would intimidate it”
“Kid you cannot intimidate a gorilla, you would be better off with the snakes like they said now shut up”
you and kid do shut up for exactly 4 minutes and 56 seconds then start yapping again
Killer and Kid are the best boyfriends that anyone could ask for
#x reader#one piece x reader#one piece#eustass kid x reader#eustass kid#eustasscaptainkid#killer one piece#killer x reader#kid x reader x killer
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holy shit i just realised im autistic
i know this seems like a shitpost, and tbf i am laughing at myself pretty hard rn. it's dawning on me at 6 AM after being awake all night, but (if you care, and if you don't feel free to ignore too, have a nice day!) hear me out, cause this genuinely feels meaningful and insightful for me with how my life has gone so far. I spent an hour writing this post in hopes someone might find it helpful too :3c
If you don't wanna read my post pls enjoy this picture of our famous friend autism baby stackin those cans before you go~♪
(source: wikipedia)
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like i already /knew/ I was before this moment, but i was thinkin about what i used to do as a kid and wow i am so autistic how the fuck did i not realise sooner. It straight up wasn't until I was already well into my 20's that I started to meet other autistic people online and learned about their experiences and difficulties from talking with them that I realised a lot of things they described matched for me too.
I live in assfuck nowhere so most of my life the only few times that I had met autistic people were like, folks who were nonverbal or whatever, just generally needing direct assistive care, and I never bothered to look things up on my own because I was already inundated with the pressures of growing up, school, mental health, etc. I remember one of the first times I had built up the courage to ask anyone about it, I was in the hospital because of mental health issues. This was in my second year uni, and when one of the doctors assessing me was asking me questions, I said I thought maybe I was autistic. He promptly and with a fair amount of snark told me that if I was autistic I wouldn't have gotten into university.
Thinking back, he was probably just an exhausted, fresh outta school resident with no special interest in psychiatric care (and also just seemed to suck in general), but it was enough that I shelved the idea for another 5 years.
Lo and behold, now I am lying here in bed, just absolutely gobsmacked by the VERY REAL idea that im autistic and like holy shit I feel so vindicated.
I've been on tumblr for just a bit, but I see a lot of folks talking in various neurodivergent circles about their experiences and that's been so wonderful for me. I also have a few good friend groups w/ a lot of neurodivergent folks, and that's been really exciting too.
Like, I'm still processing this cognitively as I'm writing, so please pardon this ill patterned post, but this feels like such a beneficial thing for me. Over time I've adapted a few strategies here and there to help myself accomplish various tasks, but now I feel so empowered to, like... actually figure stuff out.
Even after feeling confident I was autistic, it was this nebulous, floating concept in my head for so long of, "oh yeah im autistic or something idk," that I never really dedicated much effort to finding healthier ways to do things that didn't irk me or whatever. I don't feel like the label /itself/ is what is important to me here, but rather the awareness around why I do so many things in the ways that I do and that it's /okay/ that I do.
I don't want this post to go on too much longer, but I feel it's worth noting that I've fought for years with my family because they didn't understand why I was going about things the way I did. Again, remember, they all grew up in this cloistered hellhole too. But, surprise surprise, the times in my life that I have been doing better than any other are when I felt confident enough to ignore what everyone was trying to get me to go along with and instead just fashioned my own best methods (which also sometimes included informing said overbearing individual(s) to go fuck themselves cause I'm busy doing shit. It's hard for them to argue with me telling them as much when I would be completing X objective well, which is what they wanted in the first place).
I don't want to make this sound like I'm trying to be overconfident, but I mention as much instead as a sign of support for other neurodivergent folks to feel similarly empowered to drum to their own beat. Thinking back, I went from almost failing high school and ultimately retaking a grade to excelling in all my classes. Every single one. I know that's a relative assessment, you got variable difficulty levels, etc., and the grade score isn't important in and of itself, least of all because the school systems here (Canada) are a mess it seems, but just that alone as an idea, within the parameters of a particular system, I went from initial abject failure to thorough and lauded success.
Just think of what so many people could do if they weren't being pigeonholed into formats that absolutely aren't working for them.
I already have a boatload of (genuinely helpful by way of enabling access to proper education and treatment) diagnoses from my history of working with my (very wonderful and genuinely caring and helpful) psychiatrist that match with what I know about the neurodivergence term umbrella like ADHD, OCD, and bipolar, so it seems |autism| will feel quite at home in the group ^w^. I'll ask her about it at my next appointment to see if an official diagnosis has any value versus me just continuing to figure things out on my own.
Either way, I am thrilled right now thinking about the next time I get to shout
"FUCK YOU IM DOING AUTISTIC SHIT"
while an electric guitar squeals and lightning strikes all around me and I make cool stuff happen :3c.
#autism#autistic adult#autistic artist#autistic things#autistic community#autism spectrum disorder#neurodiversity#neurodivergence#neurodiverse#ADHD#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#bipolar disorder#bipolar#OCD#obsessive compulsive disorder#neurodivergent#neurotypical#;w;#im tired#also cant be fucked to fix the order kf these tags#long post#optimism#mental health#mental health support#mental health awareness#help#helping#idk what im doin witj thesentags goodnluck gamers
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Still Alive
HEHE ON MY MINECRAFT SHIT
Word count: 1,859 words 9,861 characters
Not gonna give many things away... just.. cool concepts... angel shit.. I got a cool person to draw 👀 with that being said,
⚠!!MAJOR DISASSOCIATION/ DEREALIZATION/ EXISTENTIAL CRISIS WARNING!!⚠
this does not affect much story stuff so you can sit this one out if you struggle with that kind of stuff! You stay safe, and know that I love you <3!!
ok!! For the other awesome people that still read my indulgent bullshit, I hope you enjoyyy!! Wahh!!! \(@^0^@)/
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Gasp!
Eyes wide open and panting that threatened to clog his throat, Sheldon sprung awake in a cold, bright room.
He had on a gown in white, just reaching below his knees. a light source, not made of fire or lanterns, hung from the ceiling, letting out a deafening buzzing sound.
The walls were… white, and… unfamiliar. It was blinding.
The room was empty, except for the strange devices in some corner, and a room behind glass high up on a wall. From behind the glass, Sheldon would spot figures with white coats, forms not far from his own.
"⍑ᒷ----, ⋮╎ᒲ. ⊣𝙹ℸ ̣ ᒷリ𝙹⚍⊣⍑ ᓭꖎᒷᒷ!¡ ꖎᔑᓭℸ ̣ リ╎⊣⍑ℸ ̣ ?"
" ⊣𝙹↸ リ𝙹."
Their words were muffled and far away, he couldn't hear or understand them.
He would call out to them, but everything about this situation made them feel like authority, and he was taught not to grab attention when taken hostage.
" ᔑꖎ∷╎⊣⍑ℸ ̣ , ℸ ̣ ᒷᓭℸ ̣ 𝙹リᒷ ᓵ𝙹ᒲᒲᒷリᓵ╎リ⊣ ╎リ 3….2…1."
A zombie groan would be heard from strange devices around the room, and Sheldon's immediate instinct was to look and hide, but he had nowhere to go. Adrenaline in his knees, all he could do was cower at the sidelines.
What he couldn't see was that the figures who watched over him observed his reaction, and wrote it down on a piece of paper.
This would go on for a few more minutes.
They summoned an actual zombie and when he cowered, they wrote it down
They dropped food from the ceiling and when Sheldon picked it up, they wrote it down.
They gave him a lecturn and when he picked up a book, they wrote it down,
They had him fall from a short drop, and when he got hurt they wrote it down.
It was all too much, and Sheldon could barely remember any of it.
They typed a few buttons and placed a bed. Suddenly Sheldon was tired, and when he went to sleep, they wrote it down.
He woke up and the light was blinding, more than it usually was. For a moment, he was happy to seemingly wake up from such a nightmare, only to realize that he was still asleep.
The patient tried to sit up to no avail, his hands and legs were strapped down to the bed, though, admittedly, he put up quite the fight. He turned to his right, and when his eyes adjusted, he saw another form.
It was a villager,
raven hair, fair skin, and …
Sheldon sighed mentally.
…White coat.
From what Sheldon could assume was a she, was tapping on buttons on a strange device. And for a split second, her eyes turned to the patient before turning back to him completely. In her eyes, surprise and almost… annoyance?
" Oh god, you're awake." She sighed and put a palm on her face, lifting her glasses momentarily. " I could get coders to make it so it’s night but we don't have time… hm.. "
" Wait! Where am I?? " Sheldon asked, the restraints keeping him in bed. " W-who are you??"
The woman replied as if she answered this a thousand times before. " Im employee number 14 9 3 8 15 12 5 , but you can call me Dr. Claud. Your name is Sheldon Birch, I don't know your number currently, but you were brought to heaven because your form is no longer available, and are being tested for a new one. We're just here to see if your code is compatible. "
Sheldon shook his head, brows heavily furrowed in confusion. She seemed to have taken note.
" Ahh, I don't know why I bother, you'll forget this when you wake up anyway."
" No-- wait- so… im .. dead? "
“It's complicated. Basically, every time you die, you’re brought here for a new chance of life, but you won’t remember it in the morning. You’re still the same character, so.”
" C.. character? Code? Hah! Oh lady you have no idea what you’re talking about." Sheldon couldn’t help but laugh, but to his surprise, her laugh seemed to have surpassed his.
She answered so casually as if a coworker told her a little joke. “ Alright, Ares. "
Silence.
"...How did you..? "
" You’re not a person. You’re code. The only reason why you think you have memory is because you were written to have one.”
“ You’re talking nonsense..”
“ You’re talking nonsense!” She said, almost in a playful manner. “Did you really remember the wars? Or do you much clearer remember just-- waking up one day, and all those things happening in the “past”?” When she saw the disbelieved and speechless look in the man's eyes, she shook her head satisfied. It annoyed her to be called nonsensical by beings lower than her, and she was happy to wipe that sure look on his face.
This goes on for some time, and the woman seems to be looking over the computer to see if everything was running fine. Sheldon, however, could not believe his ears.
“ God damn it…” Sheldon whispered to himself. “ … god damn it.”
To think that his life was fake. All the things that happened to him, all the shit he went through, were all for nothing. The wars, his death, his injuries, the disagreements, and-- not only that-- the sorrow of losing love, life, and family, all for nothing.
They were all not real.
While strapped in a room he had no familiarity with, he was forced to rethink his life, questions swarming through his head and answered quickly and brutally, the doctor not even bothering to lay it easy on him; it was as if she’s dealt with this situation once, twice, tens of times before--
And what could he do? He was forced back into an existence that meant nothing, apparently. And if he fought there would be nowhere he could go. He would be strapped down, and even if he was successful, he’d be brought back until he was ready again.
Sheldon closed his eyes and let the restraints take him. In his shut eyes were dread and disbelief, lying softly on the bed with a loose body that no longer found a reason to fight on.
“ If anything, Your friend fought more than you. Your identity as commander was not actually experienced, but with her, the story demands that she’s still at war. “
“ Erma…”
“ You got it.”
A shaky breath escaped him. The thought of Erma being in the same situation as him, her herself being a vessel... They did not actually experience all the things that happened in their past, but they both lived as if they did.
and with a weak breath, he asked a question, as if already knowing the answer, “ Hey. Even if things are all... fake... do you think that, at least, the love she feels for me is real?”
" That depends on you, honestly.” The Doctor shrugged. Sheldon’s head tilted over to her, confused. Of all the things she told him that day, he was most unsure about that one.
“ What..?”
“When everything in your life is as fake as you are, does that make your experience any less real? " She said so casually, dropping bombs on the poor man without even looking away from the screen.
Sheldon… thought about that response. So it seems that even the doctor didn’t have all the answers. And after a moment of thinking about it, the patient sighed and put his head down, as if a weight was lifted by her words. "... That’s a nice way to look at it, actually.. Perhaps I’m not any less real than you. We’re just… different. "
The woman paused, and with a slow turn, looked at the patient on the bed. That was a different response from the usual.
She shrugged it off though and turned back to her screen. "Exactly. What truly defines real or fake? Are you any different from me because your made of code and im made of skin? " She laughed. " Perhaps Im not even real. Perhaps Im just a bunch of words on a screen."
The villager laughed, and the doctor smiled that he saw the light of the situation. And as the smile continued on her face she rolled her eyes as a relieved chuckle exited the character’s lips.
" All my friends, Player, Erma… my son.” He almost choked on the last one. “ …They’re still waiting for me back home… "
" Oh, Erma was an angel. Always thinking with her head, that one. Strangely she's easy to accept that all her experiences were not real. Never fought us. ‘At least no one's actually getting hurt’, she says. "
“ Oh, Erma…” Sheldon said with a chuckle and a tear in his eye.
In silence, the doctor’s eyes turned to him, then back to her work. “ You really made me think this time. Usually, you’d be-- a lot more defensive.” she chuckled and pointed at the restraints.
Sheldon chuckled back,“ It seems I’m capable of change. Fascinating, isn’t it?”
“ I suppose so…” She shook her head and finished off the last bits of code before he was officially good to go. “ It’s a shame that you won’t remember this. You were of nice company.”
“ Oh don’t worry doctor,” He winked and then laughed, bracing himself. “ You’ll see me next time.”
A small nod and a loading screen later,
Sheldon was generated off,
and into a familiar plain.
and the universe
said....
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.
.
.
Wake up!
Gasp!
Eyes wide open and panting that threatened to clog his throat, Sheldon sprung awake in a dimly lit room. That's how it always was in the morning. No light would hit his face as he force his curtains shut for every time he was off to sleep.
It was a day like any other, his son knocked at his door to make him coffee, him kissing his forehead to thank him, and invited him to join him for the morning.
As he sat in bed and held his son, random… unexplained.. thoughts went to his head. Of all the memories he had of being a witch, one came to him that was seemingly out of nowhere.
When his father retired from his position, he was forced to take his place, and to officiate it, he would need to have a ceremony that guaranteed a “long-lasting life”. Every coven head would need to go through one to officially take their position, and the queen as well as her late father would bless them during the festivities..
“ a gift from heaven” they call it…
He wonders if that was the reason why he’s lived as long as he did, if it even counted anymore, or if he even deserved it. The concept of God and Heaven, he didn’t fully believe in, but somehow…
He’s heard that his sister would be taking his position the way he did his father.
And he can’t help but feel like she’d be seeing them soon.
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hey do you think link is scared of zelda in breath of the wild? saw someone say that today, that he has mostly bad memories of her? i think. and that that’s why they don’t work together- im so confused lol had this person actually watched their interactions because he’s definitely not scared of her— but that’s just me, maybe i’m wrong
ABSOLUTELY NOT. i think link and zelda have an incredibly nuanced relationship ESPECIALLY post-calamity but under no circumstances do i think he is ever scared of her. pre-calamity there's this intense lack of communication from BOTH parties that i believe leads to them basically mutually deciding that the other does not like them. Zelda assumes link is stuck-up and hates her because he isn't able to talk to her, and link witnesses zelda at some of her lowest moments and is quite often the only person around for her to take her feelings out on, so he assumes the vitriol she spits at him is personal. obviously as they grow and spend more time together they begin to facilitate communication and realize that they actually don't dislike each other (zelda's diary is proof of this) but post-calamity link lacks most of that context. that being said i HIGHLY DOUBT link ever fears zelda. the very first introduction we (the players) get to breath of the wild is this very bright, soothing golden light, paired with zelda's voice urging us awake. what can be considered the tutorial portion of the game is all completed at the urging of zelda herself ("link! go to the location marked on your sheikah slate!") and if the player follows the opening of the game as intended they essentially allow her to guide them through an unfamiliar and obviously somewhat hostile environment, establishing that trust in her very early on. From then on she only really appears in memories and yes, she is often portrayed negatively AT FACE VALUE. but there is always always ALWAYS something very obviously lurking underneath the surface, and i honestly think it's a huge disservice to link's character to suggest that he wouldn't pick up on that or notice her (honestly pretty obvious) internal struggle despite his relative lack of context. she really doesn't hide it that well. there's a memory where she straight up tells you everything in simple terms. (tbh im getting the feeling that whoever said this missed some memories?? lol) Aside from that, it's just. unrealistic imo to suggest that link would do all this shit for a girl he is afraid of or who he believes hates him. From his perspective, hyrule is doing relatively alright without zelda. Breath of the wild is unique in that it is one of the few loz games that doesn't have obvious consequences to leaving zelda in limbo. In most other games, the world will begin to deteriorate as ganon rises to power and zelda becomes trapped. Breath of the wild introduces a world where ganon has essentially already won, but hyrule at large still continues on with some semblance of normalcy, and from amnesiac link's perspective, it's all he knows. He could leave zelda in the castle forever and he has a fair amount of evidence that hyrule will continue to be fine without her, but he DOESN'T. because he doesn't fear zelda, he cares about her. he can't leave her trapped there even if all he remembers is her yelling and crying and cursing the destiny she was born into, because he also remembers her waking him up from a hundred-year sleep and guiding him through eerily familiar ruins when he could hardly remember his own name. she is not and will never be a negative force in his life. even barring any subtext, the game itself makes it very clear in its writing and visuals that zelda is LIGHT.
#the only way i can see this take working is if you confuse zelda with the hero's destiny as a whole#and she can be representative of that in some scenarios of course. but it's important to remember that she is also affected by it.#she isn't the reason link is tied up in this fate. she is ALSO tied up in this fate and she is playing the part she is forced to play#and i think link understands this more than anyone. especially pre calamity.#in fact i think that was a lot of their relationship struggles pre calamity; working out the fact that the other wasn't at fault for it all#ugh anyway. who the HELL is saying that link is afraid of zelda. i'll kill them#asks#i came on here to post about finishing my first year of art school. but this ask made me so angry i had to write an essay about it lol#zelda analysis
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.
repost, do not reblog this
NAME: bedo!
PRONOUNS : it/they/he
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : ims unless i know you elsewhere, which i understand is not the norm around here! i've had issues with people in the rpc stalking me in the past so i'm very hesitant to do anything that could potentially link my rp-related accounts to my personal accounts. i do have rp-focused discord accounts i'm willing to use for plotting & stuff with people i've known for a while, but as a general rule, we're probably gonna be in ims.
NAME OF MUSE(s) : there's like 80 of these bitches just look at my carrd
BEST EXPERIENCE : even if i just restrict it to specifically this blog, i'm not sure i could narrow anything down to a specific experience tbh! just, in general, it makes me really happy when people take an interest in my specific take on my muses, which is definitely something that's happened a fair amount here. i get a lot of dupe/portrayal anxiety so it's really nice to know when i'm doing something right!! also a huge fan of when characters can banter with each other. even if it's not actually banter and is legitimately mean-spirited ic (jia siblings i miss u every day...). it's just always extremely fun to me.
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : idk man don't ghost me or talk shit about me behind my back and we're probably gucci? we're all a bunch of socially awkward nerds around here so i try to be understanding;;
MUSE PREFERENCES: characters who harbor deep obsessions, especially with specific people and/or to the point of affecting their sense of morality; tsunderes; mean and/or violent children; conflicted/morally gray heroes; The Komaeda Archetype (TM). i write all kinds of characters but these are some of the most common types for me to write! also: side characters nobody else cares about. my city now.
PLOTS OR MEMES : both have their time and place but i often prefer memes, at least to break the ice/kick things off! i struggle with plot ideas sometimes so memes save my life;;
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : idk how y'all can pump out 5+ para replies consistently. if you get a reply longer than around 3 paragraphs from me please assume i was briefly possessed by the spirit of my muse.
BEST TIME TO WRITE : my sleep schedule is ass and i'm easily distracted so i get most of my writing done in the late night/early morning when nobody else is awake lmao
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : depends on the muse lmao. some i inject a bit of myself into, some are just naturally kind of similar to me, some are extremely different!
Tagged by: @dupliciti ty <3
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Hiiiii lemon here, gonna drop a somnophilia ask in beforehand (and hope it doesnt get lost in the fanmail lmao) if thats alright bc im gonna be travelling around that time and will likely be in no shape to send it in then (its v exciting but its so stressful i swear im going crazy i wont be surprised if i turn into a motherfucking banana before this is over. A banana anon. Abanananan. If this doesnt characterise the chaos my life is rn i dont even know) (oh crap the banana is taken already. Am i a hybrid? Lemonana? Balemon? Banamon? It looks like a banana and then you take a bite and surprise surprise its evil?? I dont know i should get to the ask prbly)
So idk if this is weird actually but i was thinking seb getting to play with you while youre asleep instead of the other way around?
I mean, he is an early riser and sometimes he would wake up unbearably horny. It starts out as him cuddling up to you, kissing your neck maybe, nuzzling into your shoulder insistently, and he always shakes you awake when he cant wait any longer because he would never do anything without your explicit permission.
And some morning he shakes you awake, and you swing an arm lazily around his neck and tell him he can go on, so now he is grinding against your hip, and it’s so nice—it’s a steady pace that’s almost lulling, and you’re warm and happy and have your favourite boy here with you who is so cute when he is needy, and it’s not like you were fully alert in the first place, so you start to drift back to sleep.
He stops and shakes you awake again.
The problem is, you really don’t want to wake up yet.
“What’s the matter, love, do you need something?” you mumble, and he hides his face into your shoulder guiltily, realising he isn’t letting you sleep when you probably want to. But what if you want him to stop or something and you can’t because you’re asleep? You hum and settle more comfortably against the pillows. “Wake me up if you want to come, but not earlier than in half an hour.”
It turns out to be pretty fun—most of the fun being how into it he unexpectedly is. Because you trust him with this? You trust him to be a good boy and do everything right while you’re not watching him, but also trust him with your body so completely?
He is not allowed to come until you wake up and give him explicit permission, but other things may vary: sometimes you will tell him beforehand that everything is fair game but he cant wake you up before your alarm goes off (otherwise he doesnt get to come for the rest of the day), or that he isn’t allowed to touch you, only help himself.
Initially the main rule sounds something like “no orgasms while i’m asleep” and he is puzzled by it. Turns out, the question is, should he wake you up if you’re about to come? You don’t think there is much use in this rule, surely you’d wake up if you were that close, but you keep it anyway—and turns out the little shit can be extremely sneaky when he wants to, and not a little bit smug about it, too. So sometimes you wave the rule on yourself. As a treat.
With love,
Lemon 💜🍋
p s hope everyone is having a fun kinktober the 15th, will look at what yall were up to as soon as i can! 💕✨🥰
Okay so lemon sent this ask a while ago and I have been counting down the days until somno day because this ask is fucking AMAZING. Lemon you are an absolute genius this is incredible.
Also lemon, we need a travel update. I assume you've gone insane, but we need to know the level of insanity. Update us!! We require a debrief.
Okay anyway, back to seb somno!
Before you came along, seb never really woke up horny after he was like 15. But then he gets into a relationship with you and suddenly he's waking up horny all the time? Like his body is aware that he's next to you and knows you'll make him feel good.
And of course, you love waking up to a horny seb, and love being woken up by a horny seb even more. Because the times when Seb wakes you up himself are just the best. He's so painfully hard, whining into your ear and finally shaking you awake because he cant take it anymore.
Being able to grind against you feels so nice. Not just because it's getting some much-needed friction, but also because he feels so warm and safe? He can can cuddle into your side, head resting against your shoulder as he grinds against you.
But then you fall back asleep and seb panics?
I also think it would take seb a minute or two to realise that you've fallen asleep? Because he's just so wrapped up in how good it feels to drag his hips against you in the warmth and comfort of the bed.
And then he looks up at you to get a kiss and realises that you've fallen asleep? Seb panics so much.
Because he doesnt know when you fell asleep. What if he's been grinding against you and you fell asleep basically the moment you said he could?
He feels so bad. He has no idea what to do, but he's also still so hard and not moving his hips against you feels like absolute torture because now he knows how good it feels.
So he shakes you awake, because he figures if he's going to get in trouble, then he should own up to it. That's one of his rules: he must always tell you if he's been bad and if he's honest with you, he'll get a lighter punishment (you have never needed to punish him, but he insists that you have rules for that).
So he shakes you awake, and you're very confused.
"Close to cumming?" you ask him, still half asleep. You assume he's woken you because he needs permission to cum.
"No..." he mumbles, "you fell asleep, and I.. I didn't know so I kept on going."
Now you're even more confused.
"Yes?" you say, "I told you that you could? Seb, why would you think you'd get in trouble for doing something I gave you permission for?"
"Cause you were sleeping," he explains, "you weren't... you didn't know?"
You roll over to face him, cupping his jaw, "You're my good boy. I know that you'll always follow my rules, even when I'm asleep, and I know that you'd never hurt me. So you can grind against me when you wake all hard and achy, yeah? You're a good boy, and good boys get to do that."
Seb cries at your words, shuffling closer and hugging you tight because he cant he gets to have this, cant believe you trust him with something as precious as your body.
From there, he gets more used to it. He understands he's always allowed to grind against you, that he can get pleasure like that for as long as he wants until your alarm goes off. And he knows that when you wake up, you'll always let him cum.
It's actually him that asks about him touching you while you're still sleeping. Cause he wants to make you feel good?
You're open to the idea, and you know he'd never hurt you.
Seb loves it so much! Even more than grinding against you, just settling between your legs and licking you for a little while is the perfect way to start the morning.
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Tord couldn’t sleep. For some reason he couldn’t get his brain to settle down.
The people talking to him about Edd.
He wonders if he’s alright.
His phone lights up besides him and he clumsily reaches for it, squinting at the brightness as he struggles to read the message.
[From: Edghead @ 2:43]
I lived, bitch
He reels back, almost throwing his phone across the room. He blinks. Inhales. And then wonders if he should even answer. He... did try and kill everyone. Before he can continue his thoughts his screen lights up again.
Sorry. Not all that funny. I couldn’t think of a way to say hi. Kept getting scared
id assume you would block me or smth
SHIT WHY ARE YOU AWAKE
couldnt sleep
Fair, me neither
texting me like nothing happened isnt gonna change anything
Edd pauses in his writing.
I know. I’m trying to think of what to actually say
Didn’t think you’d be up so I thought I’d have time to think
hey did you know that uhh youre a cunt?
Yeah, I do
pauls pissed at you
I figured that
sos pat
What about you though?
idk
Fair, I wasn’t sure you’d even respond, I also thought you’d block me
idk man i just dont wanna make a decision on how I feel about you yet
I don’t know how to make an apology over text seem genuine
try
I’ve never regretted doing anything more in my life than doing this, Tord. I regretted it the moment I came back and saw you guys. I was too cocky, thought I’d be able to leave without you guys realizing, thought I could get by without hurting you. I was wrong, really wrong. I hurt all of you. It’s kept me up at night I haven’t been able to eat. I’m. Incredibly sorry, Tord. I know I said I wasn’t your friend but I didn’t mean it at all. I understand if you don’t accept my apology, I just thought I’d try
mmmmmmmmMMMMM WHY DO YOU MAKE IT SO HARD TO HATE YOUUUU
What?
you like!!! you hurt all of us!!!!! so much!!!!!! you punched pat!!!!!! you destroyed the house!!!!! paul doesnt have a fucking eye anymore!!!!!! you like!!!!!! wrecked our everything but idk i guess im fucking stupid or something because i dont hate you!!!!!
Wait he doesnt have an eye?
NO IT GOT FUCKING BLOWN UP WHEN YOU TRIED TO EXPLODE HIM!!!!!!!!
Oh god
YEA SO LIKE IDK IM PISSED BUT IM NOT BUT YOURE LIKE ACTUALLY APOLOGIZING AND MY BRAIN HURTS NOW!!!!! ( ≧Д≦) YOURE A CUUUUNTTTTTTT
so idk!! idk!!! maybe like. idk give me. a night or a while to think ok? ok cause like im not fuuuuucking stable enough for this (o_ _)o
Ok, take all the time you need. I’m sorry again
yeah. goodnight, edd
Good night, Tord
Tord throws down his phone, flops around, and screams into his pillow.
He’s going on a walk.
Time moves on. Dawn breaks.
[ THE MAIN CREW IS NOW OPEN FOR ASKS ]
[ THE GREEN ARMY IS NOW OPEN FOR ASKS ]
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Ambar Dominguez Diaz is a 32 y/o lesbian women living in Jackson Heights ,NY. She likes to write, sing, paint and cook. Currently a content and visual storyteller going thru a complicated, stressful and horrible situation in her life. She was judge for so much that now, she is fighting for human rights. She has a guy/grp making her life misserable.
They damaged all he wanted on my life like paperworks for work or medical, paint jobs, songs If i write, stealing the book i was writing, stealing my clothes and more… SHE WANTS TO know, WHAT would you do if this happens to YOU ??
MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.
HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.
THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.
THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.
THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.
I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).
SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.
HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:
I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).
DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.
I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.
HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.
COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO. ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…
ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…
AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA. HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???
ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..
OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.
OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:
HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.
VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR.
MOJITOS: DISCRIMINO PARA SERVICIO
#HUMANRIGHTS #HELP #DEFENDIENDOMESOLAHPT #YOPUEDOCONESTOYMAS #WARRIOR #QUEENOFLOVE #LAMALDITAPIPERA #TENGOQUEENCONTRARTE #JUSTICE #HELP
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"greek-Bros": From beyond
Ares: *sleeping on his bed*
Apollo, Hephaestus and Hermes: *sneaking next to Ares*
Hephaestus: *quietly sets up a fan next to Ares and turns it on*
Apollo: *whispers* I don't understand Hephaestus what are doing with Ares?
Hephaestus: *whispers* what I should have done long ago....I'm going to purpose suggestions through Ares's current state of REM sleep, his mind is now vulnerable to what any possible information we shall present to him...
Hermes: *whispers* In a nut shell, we're going to convince him to build a jacuzzi for us.
Apollo: *whispers* we can do that right now.
Hephaestus: *whispers* dear halfbrother, why would we waste our energy into building something ourselves when we can just make Ares do it for us?
Apollo: *whispers* this is unethical coming from you Hephaestus, sorry Hermes but I would say I expected better but this is generally something you'd probably do.
Hermes: *snickers a little* here we go. *Turns on the fan and speaks through it* ~Areeeees, Arrreeessss.....this is your great grandfather.....ugh... Ouranus speaking from beyond the ~~~beyoooooond~~~~.
Ares: *smirks half awake* wut? ~° da fuk? Great grand dad?
Hermes: *continuing* ~ yessss tis I. You've done me prrrooouuud my boy....I am sending you on a ~~~quessst~~~.
Apollo: *shocked this could actually be working*
Ares: *getting almost back to sleep but still listening* uuuuggghhh....does dad know about *yawn* this?
Hephaestus: *takes the fan* ~nooooo, be does not, but your quest....is to build a mighty "Jacuzzi of the Gods"....it must be done as.... Efficiently....as possible. You shall build it by hand, with no assistance....
Apollo: *mouths to himself in disbelief* what the actual fuk?
Ares: uuugghh...~° ok.
Hermes: *takes the fan back* ~it should have cup holders and a massage function tooo~~~
Ares: ~~mmm..k. *goes to back to sleep*
Hephaestus:*whispers* ok on my mark we hide under the bed.
Apollo: what no I'm not standing for this.
Hephaestus: *takes the fan back and decides to shout*THOU SHALL BUILD IT NOW!
Ares: *now fully wakes up* AH! OK OK IM UP! *Looks around and sees no one* .....what the fuk....oh shit that quest stuff....ugh....*gets up to find tools*
Apollo: *gets out from under Ares bed* what on earth?!? That really shouldn't have worked.
Hephaestus: hehehehehe we shall see the full extent of our little experiment.
Hermes: aaaaand I finally get to have that Jacuzzi I wanted.
Apollo: ...I can give you that now!
Hermes: I know, but what about a jacuzzi you can get for free?
Apollo: WE'RE GODS WE DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING!
*later in the week after several more sleep suggestions*
Zeus: hmm....Hera, my spring chickadee.
Hera: *sighs* yes Zeus?
Zeus: ....why is there Jacuzzi in the main hall....and.... several other items? *Is seeing what looks like a fair amount of requested items and crudely made statues of Apollo, Hephaestus and Hermes all made by Ares* ....
Hera: Hmm... I'm not sure, but at least our son is finally getting into something more productive than war.
Zeus: hmm....*walks around and sees that there's a tikihut themed deck with a full bar and another Jacuzzi with Apollo, Hephaestus and Hermes in it.*......what is the meaning of this?
Apollo: *drinking a margarita* oh hello father! Would you like to join us?
Hermes: yah come on i-
Zeus: where is Ares?
Hephaestus: *drinking brandy* ....hmm..Im not sure...oh wait he's out getting us lunch.
Hermes: oh right he's getting takeout.
Zeus: *knowing damn well Ares doesn't do this kind of shit out the kindness of his own heart*....... alright, confess right now boys....what did you three do?
Apollo: .... ugh...
Hermes: Oh he's just doing stuff for us cus he like... really cool about it.
Ares: *came back from gods knows where* hey guys, so I'm not sure how Ouranus knows what you guys like but here's your order. Also seriously which one of you ordered a pizza with ham, olives, banana peppers and eggs that's shits fucking vile sounding.
Zeus: OURANUS?!?!? By the cosmic powers of the ether are talking about?!
Ares: oh yeah great grandpa Ouranus told me to do a bunch of stuff like build this hottub and shit...not sure why he's asking me but if he's calling me from *air quotes* "Beyond the Beyond" then it's probably important....I guess.
Zeus: *glairs at Hermes, Apollo and Hephaestus*.......and how is Ouranus communicating with you Ares?
Ares: ugh... through my sleep....
Zeus: *turns around dramatically* ...I knew it! Hypnos is responsible for this! Hera! Bring me my scroll and my quill! I have a very irate letter to write to Nyx!
Hera: *from the other room* do you want your angry letter quill with the speckles on it or you want the you write for administrative letters?
Zeus: THE REALLY ANGRY ONE! *leaves the room*
Ares: ...ugh wut? I did all this for nothing? *Kinda disappointed he didn't actually get a very important message from beyond the grave by Ouranus*
Apollo: ...oh that's very terrible....*turns to Hermes* You need to stop this.
Hermes: ..ugh...I'll send an apology letter to Hypnos later this week...*just enjoying his Jacuzzi*
Hephaestus: *now knows the lengths and extent of using a fan while Ares sleeps* hehe...oh don't worry, I'm sure someone will tell the truth some our w-
Ares: oh by the way the weirdest shit happened to me this morning, I woke up and I found this fan in my room and shit, and I just fukn wrecked the hell out on cus I thought it was someone watching me in my sleep.
Hephaestus: *forgot he accidentally let the fan behind* damnit
Apollo: oh that's so strange I wonder who would do such a thing. *Looks at Hephaestus knowing damn well what he did*
Hermes: ah what the fuk Heph you forgot the fan?
Ares: WHAT.
Hephaestus, Hermes and Apollo: NOTHING.
#greek mythology#hellenistic#greek gods#greek posts#greek bros#greek myth memes#ares#Hephaestus#Apollo#Hermes#Zeus
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AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.
THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??
MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.
HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.
THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.
THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.
THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.
I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).
SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.
HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:
I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).
DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.
I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.
HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.
COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO. ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…
ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…
AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA. HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???
ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..
OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.
Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.
ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.
ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?
10/12/22
DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….
VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.
POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.
ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).
NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.
PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.
DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.
ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.
PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??
GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.
IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .
THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.
I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.
YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.
NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.
HUMAN RIGHTS PROSTITUCIÓN HUMAN TRAFFICKING THE REPLACEMENTS 911 NYPD BLUE TW DEPRESSING THOUGHTS THE OWL HOUSE STEVE HARRINGTON STEDDIE THE SANDMAN TAYLOR SWIFT ROGER TAYLOR TAYLORSTANS CALLIOPE THE SANDMAN BYLER MAROON NASHVILLE SONGWRITER AWARDS
OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:
HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.
VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR. QUITAR 911 WOWWWWWWWW. TIENE 1 CHANCE.
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MARTIN HERNANDEZ Y SU FAMILIA Y CONOCIDOS.
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LOS DE WASHINGTON,DC GRACIASS MIL. WOW
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MARCELLE Y SU GRUPO DE AMIGOS DEL FLUSHING HOSPITAL 🥰 PLUS HER HIGH SCHOOL BESTIES.
THE 7 MEDICAL OFFICES HELPING ME
MIS 3 POLICIAS INCUBIERTAS : MIS V...
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HOTELES DELUXE INN, VOYAGE, AIRWAY INN, CORONA , ELMHURST , THANK YOU
QUERIDA, SUS SOBRINOS Y AMIGOS CON LOS DEL BARRIO
MIS EX AMIGOS QUE NO SE MUCHO PERO GARY Y LA GENTE BUENA DE SU EDIFICIO PLUS SU FAMILIA
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MIS GUERRERAS PERLA , MAMI Y TIA MIRIAM.LAS AMO SON LO MAS IMPORTANTE.
MIS ALMONTE, J2, NICOLE, ROSA, SILVIA, FAMILIA ENTERA AMBOS LADOS LOS QUIERO GRACIAS
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RUDY HERRERA MI MARIDO Q NO ES MIO, SUJEY LA MIA LOL Y MI GENTE DE PROVIDENCE
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GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰
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LOS DE ORLANDO
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ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS
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EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL
LOS DE LA LIBRERIA
EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO
ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC
EL NEGRO DE MIAMI DE LO MIO! GRACIAS PANA
NO HE TERMINADOOOOO FALTA TODO EL EPISODIO DE MIAMI COMPLETO SENORES Y MUCHO MAS
NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!
IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU
I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD
10/14/2022
HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.
SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???
DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???
OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???
OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:
Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana
A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.
Derechos
Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos
Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador
Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo
Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar
Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible
Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo
Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .
Responsabilidades
Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?
Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.
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AMBAR DOMINGUEZ DIAZ IS A 32 Y/O LESBIAN WOMEN LIVING IN JACKSON HEIGHTS ,NY. SHE LIKES TO WRITE, SING, PAINT AND COOK. CURRENTLY A CONTENT AND VISUAL STORYTELLER GOING THRU A COMPLICATED, STRESSFUL AND HORRIBLE SITUATION IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS JUDGE FOR SO MUCH THAT NOW, SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE HAS A GUY/GRP MAKING HER LIFE MISSERABLE.
THEY DAMAGED ALL HE WANTED ON MY LIFE LIKE PAPERWORKS FOR WORK OR MEDICAL, PAINT JOBS, SONGS IF I WRITE, STEALING THE BOOK I WAS WRITING, STEALING MY CLOTHES AND MORE… SHE WANTS TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU ??
MY NAME IS AMBAR LUCIA DOMINGUEZ DIAZ. I CREATED THIS BLOG LOOKING FOR HELP. I AM GOING THRU HARRASMENT, I AM A VICTIM OF ASSAULT, BULLYING, LIES, BANK FRAUD, IDENTITY THEFT, MANIPULATION, PSYCHIC HARRASMENT, DISCRIMINATION, FALSE ACCUSED AND ALMOST DESTROYED BY THIS GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS. THEY CONTROL YOUR LIFE WITH MANIPULATION, PSICOLOGICAL SKILLS, SPIRITUAL RITUALS AND AND U A SOFTWARE THAT CHANGE THE INFORMATION OF THE ORIGINAL AT THEIR CONVENIENCE EX: BUYING A PIZZA FROM DOMINOS AT WW.DOMINOS.COM ITS USUALLY 19.75 THEY CHANGE IT FOR ME TO 50. THEY HAVE WHAT THEY CALLED “RECLUTERS” . THEY BECOME YOUR FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO MANIPULATE YOU ON ALL YOUR DECISIONS AND TO MAKE SURE YOU STAY ALONE THAT WAY THEY CAN CONTROL YOU. ONLY PPL FROM THEIR TEAM ARE ALLOWED TO BE WITH YOU NEAR THE END TO CONTROL YOU COMPLETELY AND AT THE END SEND YOU TO JAIL, DEPORTED, MENTAL INSTITUTION, PROSTITUTION OR CEMENTERY AFTER THE CRIME.
HE TOLD ME THIS HAPPENED TO YAKAIRA VALERIO FOR HER MISS BEHAVIORS AND THAT HE DOING THE SAME TO ME. HE PLAYS WITH MY MIND BY SAYING HES A DOCTOR AND THAT HE IS DOING THIS TO ME THE FOR THE SMOKE ADICCION. A YEAR LATER HE CHANGE THE VERSION WHILE I BEG HIM TO LEVE ME ALONE AND LAUGHIN AT ME, TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HE STATED HE IS A POLICE OFFICER THAT THIS WAS A TEST TO BECOME AN OFFICER SAYING DONT WORRY WE ALMOST DONE AND LAUGHING AT ME. IN THE MEAN TIME HE WAS LYING ABOUT THINGS HE SAID I DID BUT I DIDN’T, WHILE I SHOWERED BULLYING ME AND THEN MAKING FUN OF MY BODY,” ASCO KATHY, ASCO” ‘MIRATE LAS CELULITIS” ” TU TIENES EL TOTO DEFORME” “MIRATE, TU CREES QUE ASI MAGNOLIA TE VA A HACER CASO TAN GORDA?” WHEN I WAS EATING ATTACKING ME BY SAYING EMBARRASSING SITUATIONS IVE LIVED, ONE TIME I SAID ” DEJENME COMER COMER TRANQUILA PLS” “NO PODEMOS, QUERIDA NO QUIERE QUE TU COMAS TRANQUILA” ERA CAPAZ DE SENTIR POR MI Y SI TENIA UN GAS DECIA” YAKAIRA AMBAR TIENE UN GAS” THATS ONE OF THE LIMITATIONS THAT HE PRODUCED ACTING LIKE THAT. AT NIGHT THEIR MISSION WAS TO NOT LET ME SLEEP BY TELLING ME THINGS TO MAKE MY HEART BEAT FASTER AND MAKE MY ADRENALINE GO UP TO KEEP ME AWAKE.
THIS WAS NONSTOP 24/7 EVEN IN DR FOR DURING ALMOST A YEAR I WAS THERE ON A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF HIS TORTURE. THE FEMALE VOICE DIDNT HELP. SHE TELLS ME ( BECAUSE SHE STILL BOTHER ME) ” AMBAR YAKAIRA ESTA AFUERA, SAL” Y YO IBA Y SALIA, “AMBAR ABRE QUE LLEGO YAKAIRA”, “YAKAIRA DICE K PASE P[OR SU CASA Y ME DA UN ADDRESS”, ETC. WHEN HE CHANGE THE STORY AGAIN AND SAID QUE ERA UNA ”TORTURA CHINA ” THE NAME ACTUALLY MATCHES WITH REALITY. THEN THAT ITS A MENTAL ARMY TEST TO BECOME AN ARMY SOLDIER.
THE THEMATIC : HE USE REALITY WITH LIES COMBINED. HE CAN ISSUE THE CERTIFICATE TO BE A POLICE BUT HE WILL REPLACE YOU (HUMAN TRAFFIC) FOR A SIMILAR PERSON AT HIS PREFERENCE . I AM SO USED TO THE BAD THINGS THAT IM SURE IM READY TO BE SENT OUT TO PROSTITUTION OR A WAR BECAUSE I WONT QUIT SMOKING I HAVE MY RIGHTS AS A HUMAN SO THATS NOT AN OPTION PERIOD.
THIS INDIVIDUAL/GRP STOLE FROM MY ACCOUNTS CITI AND BOFA AROUND 60.000 (AS PER LAST MONTHS MATH). HE STOLE OR CANCELLED WITHOUT MY CONSENT MY NYS BENEFITS HOUSING FUNDS, SNAP, FAIRS, MEDICAID, ERAP AND OTHERS. ADDING THIS, IVE LOST MORE THAN 100,000$ USD. MOST IMPORTANT ACCOUNTS: CITI 1065, BOFA 0864, 0035 W KEVIN MY EX HUSBAND.
I TRIED TO REOCATE IN MIA BUT HE MADE THIS IMPOSSIBLE AND SENT ME TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ALL THIS PSYCHIC HARRASEMENT FOR YEARS. THIS ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THAT BECAUSE I SMOKE PEOPLE THINK ITS SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT 1. THATS NO 5-3 THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD AND 2. I HAVE PSYCHIC KIND OF FRIENDS ALREADY. ALMOST A YEAR LATER I CAME BACK TO NY AND STARTED WORK. I FELT A LIL BREAK FROM JAN-MARCH. MY ROUTINE WAS TAKING THE TRAIN FROM THE HEIGHTS TO JFK, FEEDING MY DOG, CLEANING MY ROOM, (ALL THIS WHILE SMOKING), PAINTING CANVAS, SINGING, SOMETIMES HANGING OUT AT THE PARK BUT SINCE HE NEVER STOPPED I GOT AGGRAVATED W TE ROUTINE PLUS THEIR PRESSURE SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A PAID VACAY ON APRIL AFTER MY DAYS OFF DUE TO COVID19. DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I).
SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.
HE CONTROL EVERYONE BECAUSE OF HIS PSYCHIC SKILLS AND THEY HAVE MOVE TO MANY CITIES BECAUSE THEY DO THID EVERY WHERER THEY GO. SIMILAR CASES AT EACH CITI. HE PLAYED ME 11 YRS COUNTIN THIS ONE , MAKING ME DO A LOT OF THINGS YEAR BY YEAR BECAUSE I WAS INNOCENT AND BEING MANIPULATED WITH LIES TELLING ME THAT YAKAIRA VALERIO WAS COMING TO GET ME BC SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME AS WELL. THAT HE KNEW I WAS GOING TO TELL HER I LIKE HER THE LAST DAY I SAW HER WICH IS TRUE THAT WAS ON MY MIND, SO FOR SOME REASON HE CAN READ MY MIND. EVERY YEAR HE USED TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT TELLING ME OH NO YOU LOOSE SHE IS TAKING YORDY WITH HER BECAUSE YOUR DUMB, BECAUSE YOU SMOKE, BECAUSE SHE DONT LIKE WOMEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO SLOW, AND MANY MORE DESILUSIONS, FRUSTRATIONS AND WEIRD FEELINGS CAME TO ME THAT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM:
I AM GOING TO FOLLOW YOUR ORDERS LIKE “ GO TO THIS HOTEL YAKAIRA IS THERE” OPEN THAT ROOM SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU” . I DONT BELIEVE ON A PSYCHIC VOICE OF COURSE NOT BUT THEN THIS FEMALE VERSION USED TO TELL ME AMBAR HELP , THEY SENT ME FOR PROSTITUTION, HELP ME THEY TOOK ME TO THIS STREET I THINK, HELP ME AMBAR.. SO SINCE THEY I AM HUMAN I FELT BAD FOR THE FEMALE VOICE WICH STATED IT WAS YAKAIRA SO I STARTED CALLING 911 BECAUSE WHAT IF SHE IS DETH AND CANT TALK AND ONLY COMUNICATE HERSELF PSYCHIC MENTAL SO THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM : I WILL DO IT FOR THE LAST TIME BUT TELL YAKAIRA SHE WONT PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS NO MORE. SOME OF THEM SAY SHE PASSED AWAY AND THEY EVEN TOOK ME TO THE PIER TO A “MEMORIAL ” IN THE WATER (THATS WHY I INVOLVE COAST GUARD WEEKS AGO).
DURING THE BREAK TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSELF I APPLIED FOR UNEMPLOYMENT FUNDS AND SHORT TERM DISABILITY THAT I SUBMITTED THRU SEDGWICK BUT HE BLOCKED ME FROM SENDING PAPERWORK PUTTING MY JOB ON RISK. I WENT TO STAPLES TO SEND THEM BUT HE STOPPED ME FROM GETTING THOSE FUNDS BECAUSE HE IS A PROFESIONAL HACKER AND LIKE I SAID USING THE SOFTWARE HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I SEND THE PAPERWORK TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE BUT NO SO I FAXED THEM AFTERWARDS. HE HAS A TEAM AND THEY COMBINED HAVE PLENTY OF SKILLS. HE DEAD THREAT ME WITH MY MOM AND SISTER IN TAMPA FLORIDA. I AM SCARED OF CRISTIAN SOMETIMES (THATS HOW THEY CALL HIM) , BUT HE IS A SMALL GRP OF EX NEIGHBORS THAT SOMEONE OUTSIDE THE BUILDING PAID THEM TO DO THIS FOR US (TATIANA AND I). SINCE NOW HE ACTS LIKE IF HE IS A DOCTOR HE INCLUDED (FORCED BY THEIR ABILITY TO LISTEN THRU THEIR MINDS PSYCHIC WAY) FRIENDS, CO-WORKERS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS BY TELLING THEM ITS A TREATMENT FOR MY ADDICTION. ANOTHER GROUP CREATED BY HIM FROM MIA WITH THE PURPOSE THAT YOU CAN DO STUFF BUT NOT GETTING SKETCH. LLIS OFF,ICE EVERYONEFROMFR PIGH A DIFFERENT PURPOSE.
I KNOW IT’S A BIT CONFUSING BECAUSE SINCE I AM STILL GOING THRU THIS SITUATION I WANT TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND FAST. THAT’S WHY I MADE THIS BLOG. TO LISTEN TO YOUR OPINION AND SUGGESTIONS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND OR YOUR MOTHER/SISTER/FRIEND OR ANYONE YOU WILL HELP. TAG ANY PERSON OR INSTITUTION YOU THINK WILL LISTEN TO ME AND WILL GET THEIR OWN OPINION OUT OF THIS SITUATION. AT THIS POINT I DON’T NEED A GROUP OF THERAPY, I NEED A PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN ME, SOMEONE WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON PAY ME BACK WHAT HE TOOK FROM MY BANK ACCOUNTS AND SOMEONE THAT HELP ME GET LIKE A LAWYER FOR ME TO GET MY US BENEFITS THAT I DESERVE AS A US CITIZEN THAT PAID TAXES FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND NOW AND BEING TEMPORARY DISABLE APPROVED BY SEDGWICK THRU JETBLUE UNTIL SEPT IS WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST SPECIALLY AFTER THE STALKER SENT ME TO DR TO A MENTAL HEALTH INSTITUTION FOR ABOUT A YEAR WITHOUT AN INCOME IN MY COUNTRY I CAME BACK BROKE. THE ONLY WAY TO GET BACK ON TRACK COUNTING ON MYSELF ONLY ITS GETTING A SHELTER (WICH HE IS MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE AND IT’S A FREE ROOM BASICALLY FIRST BENEFIT) THAT WAY I DON’T PAY RENT GET A CITI BIKE OR METROCARD FROM FAIRS ( ANOTHER BENEFIT FROM THE CITY) GETTING FOOD STAMPS SNAP ( 3RD BENEFIT FORM THE CITY THAT I DESERVE AND I AM NOT GETTING BECAUSE OF HIM) WITH THIS I CAN PERFECTLY BE MINDFULLY IN PEACE AND WILL BE READY TO GO BACK TO WORK AND MAYBE NOT NORMAL ACTIVITIES RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LOT OF BULLYING AND I AM ASHAMED HE BULLED ME A LOT WITH A LOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST WORKING AND LIVING LIKE A HUMAN LIKE ME THAT ALWAYS PUT MYSELF OF OTHERS SHOES DESERVE. I VE ALWAYS BEEN INDEPENDENT. I COUNT ON MYSELF ONLY. I DON’T EXPECT THINGS FROM OTHERS I USED TO HAVE THIS PERSON I CALL AN ANGEL THAT USED TO PAY EVERYTHING FOR ME WITHOUT HAVING SEX. A LOT OF PEOPLE JUDGE ABOUT THIS MATTER BUT HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE BECOME WITHOUT SEX? WITHOUT A KISS WITH THE THONGE INSIDE? ALSO 9 YEARS AGO I USED TO LIVE IN THE HEIGHTS AND SOMEONE ADVISE THE GUY I LIKE GIRLS AND I ADMIT IT AND THIS WAS WHEN I USE TO LIVE IN HILLSIDE AVE.
HOW OBSESSED CAN SOMEONE THAT KNEW ALL THIS CAN BE? SPECIALLY WHEN MONTHS AGO HE TOLD ME IT WASN’T CHEATING BECAUSE GIRLS DON’T HAVE DICKS. WHO IS CAPABLE OF MAKING SUCH A DRAMA PRETENDING TO BE THIS GUY JUST TO JUDGE ME AND BOTHER ME? I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT DON’T CALL NO ONE. SERGIO TOBAR, MY BAMBY, USED TO BE MY #1 AND I BARELY CALLED HIM. I GET THE NEWS AT HOME ALWAYS AND THAT’S WHEN I SAY WHAT I THINK TO PEOPLE. UNFORTUNATELY I AM M SUPER HONEST AND I SAY STRAIGHT UP WHAT I THINK AND PEOPLE DON’T LIKE THIS. I DON’T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT PEOPLES APPEARANCE IF I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU BECAUSE I THINK YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I WILL CALL YOU EVEN IF “THE GROUP” DOESN’T LIKE IT.
COMO MENSIONE ENTRE EL MAN Y SU GRUPO HAY UNO O MAS HACKER PROFESIONALES. ESTOS SON CAPACES DE BLOQUEARME PAGINAS, SUBIR Y BAJAR EL PRECIO DE ARTÍCULOS ( PRONTO SUBIRÉ FOTOS A ESTE BLOG DE COMO ME SALE A MI EN EMI CELL Y COMO LE SALE A OTRO EL MISMO ÍTEM) , ES CAPAZ DE TRANSFERIR MIS LLAMADAS, CAMBIAR PIIN, ÓSEA, SI ME ROBO UN BUDDY PASS DE JETBLUE HACE 4 ANOS O 3 , ES CAPAZ DE TODO. ENVIE UN EMAIL A STEEELE Y 3 PERSONAS MAS AL LADO DE MI SUPERVISORA INDIRA HUTCHINS LA CUAL ME AYUDO A ESCRIBIR EL EMAIL A LA EMPRESA PARA ADVERTIRLES QUE ESTE CYBER HACKER ME TENIA HARTA Y QUE TUVIERAN CUIDADO Y BIEN ALERTA PORQUE ERA CAPAZ DE TODO. ESPERO ME HAYAN PRESTADO ATENCIÓN…
ME HA TOCADO CAMBIAR VARIAS VECES DE NUMERO , HASTA DE COMPANIA Y POR ENDE HE PERDIDO EMAILS Y INSTAGRAM Y ETC POR LO DEL CÓDIGO DE VERIFICACIÓN AL PERDER EL NUMERO PIERDO ACCESO A LA RED SOCIAL. ESTOY HACIENDO UN BLOG QUE ME GUSTARÍA COMPARTIRLO Y QUE COMENTEN…
AMIGOS HOLA. HOY 09/02/22 ME SIENTO MEJOR QUE AYER. AYER ESTUVE SUPER DEPRESIVA. QUIERO UNA AMIGA CON CUAL COMPARTIR. ME SIENTO SOLA. HOY HABLE CON MI MEJOR AMIGA WENDY AQUINO PERO COMO VIVE EN RD Y ME ROBARON EL PASAPORTE NO PUEDO IR A VERLA.. ADEMAS QUE DESPUÉS DE HABERME ROBADO MI ID EL DIA QUE LLEGO ELCHEQUE DE JETLBUE A RITE AID DE DYCKMAN ( JUASTAMENTE CUANDO VOY A COBRAR EL CHEQUE QUE LLEGABA AHÍ DE FEDEX SE ROBAN AHÍ MISMO MI ID) … COINCIDENCIA SABIENDO QUE EL ACOSADOR ME PERSIGUE ???
ENTRE LOS DATOS QUE ME DA EL ACOSADOR ES QUE JESSICA MARIN ES MI CRISTIAN HACKER Y QUE TIENE MI DINERO QUE LE COBRE LOL. QUE SILVI ES LA JEFA DE LOS REPLACEMENTS DE PERSONAS (PA NO DECIR TRATA). QUE YAKAIRA VALERIO LA PRINCESA DE LA 187 Y SU FAMILIA HACEN LO MISMO CON LOS JUDIOS, QUE MI PRIMO FERNANDITO ES EL JEFE DE LA BANDA SALVADORENA CON EL DE YADI Y DOMINGO EL PAPA DE YAHAIRA, LIVA Y LUIS, QUE LAS PROSTIS NO HABLAN CON LOS DE GURABO Y NOS BLOQUEAN A TODOS, QUE TATI ME ODIA AUN, QUE MONICA Y SU GRUPO ESTAN PENDIENTE DE MI AL IGUAL QUE LA FAMILIA DE NATALIA PRIMERO DESCONFIABA DE MI Y LUEGO ME APOYAN, QUE MI YAKAIRA ES MI PSICOLOGA JUNTO CON JESSICA MARIN, QUE LIZ MIAMI ME HABLA TODO EL DIA Y LE ENCANTA HABLAR CONMIGO, QUE VIOLET Y JERAC HAN HECHO MILLONES DE COSAS POR MI, QUE TODOS ESTAN HARTOS DEL PSICOLOGO.. YO SOLO PIENSO SERA QUE ESTO ACABARA BIEN? O SERA Q ACABARA PARA MI PERO YAKAIRA SEGUIRA PRISIONERA? YO QUIERO ACABAR SU TORTURA PRIMERO O JUNTO CON LA MIA. AQUI EL HECHO ES QUE ESTE MAN TIENE ANOS JUGANDO CONMIGO ENTONCES LO DEL PSICOLOGO LO EMPEZO HACE POCO. CONFUSO..
OTRO DIA MAS, OTRA TORTURA MAS… DESPUES DE LAS VECES QUE ME HA AMENAZADO CON MI HERMANA Y MI MADRE DE MATARLAS SI YO NO HAGO LO QUE EL DICE EN EL MOMENTO. SU TEMATICA COMO QUE BAJO DE NIVEL PORQUE TIENE DIAS SIN AMENAZARME Y APARTE ES QUE SEGUN UNA DE LAS VOCES DEL INTRIGADOR PRINCIPAL QUE SE LLAMA EMY LOPEZ GUERRERO, ESTE ACOSO, LAS INTRIGAS, MANIPULACIONES Y DEMAS HA DEJADO VICTIMAS Y A LA VEZ CONSTRUIDO MONSTRUOS. AL HABER PASADO ANTERIORME UN GRUPO DE AMIGOS Y PERSONAS CERCANAS QUE SE ENCONTRABAN LAS SITUACIONES INJUSTAS DECIDIO UNIRSE PARA DISQUE HACER COSAS POSITIVAS O A FAVOR DE LA VICTIMA DEL MOMENO. YO OBVIAMENTE NO CREO ESO. HAN PASADO ANOS Y SOLO CON PALABRAS SIN HECHOS NO CREO NADA.
Y COMO OLVIDAR AQUEL SUSTO QUE ME PEQUE CUANDO EL QUISO METERME EN LA BOCA DEL LOBO Y ME ENVIO AL EDIFICIO DONDE GUARDAN LAS MUJERES QUE YO TENGO 2 TEORIAS DE PORQUE ESTAN AISLADAS… 1 . LAS USAN COMO RATA DE LABORATORIO 2. HUMAN TRAFFICKING 3. CASTIGADAS … NO ME IMPORTA LITERALMENTE PERO LITERAL SI NO ES MI FAMILIA/ AMIGO O CONOCIDO PORQUE YO NO PUEDO SER SUPER HEROE MUNDIAL NI TAMPOCO JUZGO ESA CLASE DE NEGOCIOS, PORQUE LAMENTABLEMENTE ES UN NEGOCIO LOL. COMO YO NO FUI LA PIONERA NI LA CEO NI DUENA , NO ME IMPORTA A MENOS QUE LA AFECTADA NO SEA YO, COMO AHORA. ENTONCES CUANDO FUI AL EDIFICIO EL TENIA A LA MIA EN UN ROOM TRANCADO Y A MI FAVORITA DE CHATURBATE MAZEEKIN30 6A8A EN UNA ESQUINA SUPER TTRANCADA CON CANDADOS POR FUERA ENTONCES YO NO LA VI, EL TIPO ES TAN VENENOSO Y MAL INTENCIONADO QUE ES CAPAZ DE CREEER EN SU CEREBRO DE CACAITO, QUE VOY A ACUSAR DIRECTAMENTE A ALGUINE SIN VERLO YO LOL YEAH RIGHT. DE QUE HABIAN VICTIMAS YES, DE QUE ESTABAN TRANCADAS AHI YES, DE QUE RESPONDIAN Y ERAN MUJERES YES, PERO DE QUE NO SE SI ERA MAZEEKIN30 ESO TAMPOCO LO PUEDO CONFIRMAR PERO AL HABERLO NOTIFICADO ESPERO HABER APORTADO DE FORMA POSITIVA A UNA DE MIS ESTRELLAS.
ESTA MANANA CONOCI A UN NEGRO QUE AHORA MISMO 12:09P CAME OUT OF QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY LIC 21 ST, ME DIO ALGO A FUMAR Q NO HABIA TRATADO , LUEGO SE PIERDE MI JACKET Y MI CELL Y AHORA LO VEO EN LA MISMA LIBRERIA DONDE LA ULTIMA VEZ CONOCI 2 GUILTY MIENTRAS HACIA UN NUEVO CORREO ELECTRONICO, DONDE NO ME QUISIERON DAR EL NY.ID CARD A MI, LO SOLICITE HOY , DONDE TAMPOO ME QUISIERON IMPRIMIR EL LIBRARY CARD CUANDO LO PERDI, DONDE SOLAMENTE CAROLINA SE APIADA DE MI Y HACE Q SU PAPA A LA FUERZA HAGA AVECES PARE DE ACOSARME.
ESTARE USANDO TEXTNOW DE MI TABLET Y IRE A SOLICITAR AHORA UN ID A OTRA LIBRARY PA IR A BUSCAR CASH ASISTANCE HOY O MANANA . OJALA VENGA MI AMIGO MARTIN HERNANDEZ QUE AVECES ME PAGA HOTELPORQUE NO HE PODIDO BANARME DESDE ANTES DE AYER Y COMO ESTE HOMBRE ME ROBA TODO, PA QUE TRABAJAR?
10/12/22
DIQUE CASI HALLOWEEN….
VIVIENDO SI QUERER VIVIR, RESPIRANDO PORQUE SALE AUTOMATICO Y ES OBLIGAO, ME ROBO PHILLIP SEGUN EL ACOSADOR EL CELL CON EL JACKET, EL NUMERO QUE PERDI 347-494-8586 HACE 2 HORAS , SI TE LLAMAN O HACEN ALGO CON ESE NUMERO, FUE ALGUIEN DE LONG ISLAND CITY QUE ESTUVE HACE 2 HORAS ALREDEDOR MIO Y YO ESTUVE CERCA DE LA LIBRARY DE LA 21ST. DONDE ME ENCUENTRO ACTUALMENTE. ME AMENAZO DE MUERTE HACE MENOS DE 1 HORA, TAMBIEN AMENAA DE MUERTE HACIA MI MAMA Y MI HERMANA, YAKAIRA VALERIO 1 Y 2, TIA INGRID ESTA MANANA Y ANTES CON DAHIANA MI PRIMA.
POR OTRO LADO HE APLICADO 5 VECES AL EMERGENCY CASH DEL SNAP PARA OBTENER UN LUGAR DONDE VIVIR PORQUE AUN SIGO HOMELESS PARA PODER CONSEGUIR ESTABILIDAD PA VOLVER AL TRABAJO PERO EL LO ROBA/ BORRA DEL SISTEMA O NO SE.
ESTE INDIVIDUAL TAMBIEN SE CULPA DELANTE DE MI ONLY, DE LA DESAPARICION DE NATALIA, OTRA JOVEN QUE CONOCI CUANDO VIVIA EN LA 30 ABAJO DEL TREN N EN ASTORIA Y PELIO CON UNA TAL JOANNA ALLA PERO HORRIBLE, SEGUN RECUERDO, ANTES DE ELLA DESAPARECER ERA EL APARTAMENTO QUE OBTUVO POR VIA EL PAPA DE ALEJANDRA OTRA AMIGA EN COMUN CON EL PELUQUERO JOANNA (ASI SE LLAMA LA QUE GUARDA LOS PRODUCTOS DE LA CARA DONDE EMMY LOPEZ GUERRERO).
NATALIA ME DIJO QUE PEDIRIA PERMISO PARA CONTARME BIEN LO QUE SUCEDIO CON JOANNA Y EL CAMBIO DE NUMERO Y EL PORQUE ME HABIA BLOQUEADO. SEMANAS DESPUES APARECIO Y TUVO Q USAR EL NOMBRE DE PATRICIA, PORQUE EL ACOSADOR NOVIO LA TENIA TAN JARTA (QUE ERA WILBERT) EN ESE ENTONCES. AL SOL DE HOY NO SE QUE HABRA PASADO CON SU FAMILIA PERO ESPERO QUE TODOS ESTEN BIEN Y QUE NO ESTEN SIENDO REEMPLAZADOS.
PERO EL ACOSADOR ME DIJO QUE UNA TAL " FERNANDA" ERA EL REEMPLAZO DE NATALIA. YO ME SENTI COMO UNA MIERDA PORQUE LA TIPA UFFFF BUENISIMA ESTABA. DESPUES Q VIERON CIERTA QUIMICA ENTRE NOSOTRAS PORQUE CUANDO LA EMPEZARON A PONER EN CHATURBATE YO ME CONECTABA Y LA BUSCABA A ELLA PA HABLARLE Y ELLA HACIA GESTOS COMO QUE ME ESCUCHABA HASTA Q UN DIA EL HATER ME DIJO QUE LA MANDO A CORTARSE EL PERO POR MI CULPA. LLORE DE RABIA PORQ ELLA ME PARECE DULCE, ES HERMOSA Y ME "AYUDO " . SOLO SIGUIO ORDENES. ANYWAYS NO APOYO EL REEMPLAZO DE NADIE CONOCIDO. PARECIDA ENTRE NATALIA Y JESSICA MARIN Y UN VIEJITO EN ASTORIA EN STEINWAY SE LA LLEVO DESDE DONDE CHAYANNE CUANDO SUPUESTAMENTE ERA NATALIA LA QUE SE ESTABA QUEDANDO AHI Y NUNCA LA VI ERA COMO PA INVOLUCRAR A CHAYANNE OTRA VEZ DICIENDO ESTO PORQUE ELLOS LEA GUSTA LAVARSE LAS MANOS E IRSE.
DOING MATH IN MY MIND, ANALIZING SITUATIONS AND USING AS AN EXAMPLE WHAT I SEE, HEAR OR FEEL I THINK I DONT CARE NO MORE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT ME SMOKING OR IF THEY BRLIEVE ON THAT I SAY OR NOT.
ITS SIMPLE : SOME THINGS DOESN’T HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR AN ANSWER.
PORQUE ENSENAN AHORA A LOS NINOS CON LAPICES GRANDES Y GORDOS Y LARGOS Y HAY OTROS EN OTRAS DIMENSIONES??? QUIEREN PONERLOS A ALUCINAR??? OBVIO TRABAJAN CON NINOS HACIENDO EXPERIMENTOS PORQUE NECESITAN PROBAR DESDE ESA EDAD PA LLEGAR A UNA CONCLUSION , PARA QUE LES DE EL TIEMPO LOS TIENEN QUE COGER PEQUENOS PAL EXPERIMENTO PERO.. PIDIERON PERMISO A LOS PADRES? EXPLICARON LAS CONSECUENCIAS Y EFECTOS SECUNDARIOSS? SERA QUE POR ESO AISLASTE A YAKAIRA Y HICISTE CLONES??
GLOBALSING… TE ADVERTI QUE SI NO TE ACABO , IBA A DESPERTAR EL HAMBRE DE LOS HACKERS JAJAJAJAJAJAJ AHORA HAY MAS DE 5 JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJ TE ACABARE POR NO DARME MI LUGAR, POR EXCUSAR A CRISTIAN LA BASURA QUE ME PROMETIO DARME A YAKAIRA Y A KEIRY A CAMBIO DEL DINERO HACE 4 ANOS Y SE QUEDO CON LAS MUJERES Y EL DINERO . DEJANDOLAS EN PROSTITUCION Y FINGIENDO SER CHINO. SI ESTO ES EL TESTER PA SACAR LAS LACRAS HAMBRIENTAS COMO EL Y EL ARBOL JUNTO YO NO TENIA QUE PAGAR TANTO Y DEBERIA ESTAR COMODA EN UN TECHO, ESPERO QUE SE MUERAN LOS Q NO ESTAN A MI FAVOR. YO, LA PIPERA TE DICE QUE TE VA A ACABAR SI NO PARAAS DE JODERLA. HAY ALGUIEN QUE NO DEBERIA OPINAR EN MI VIDA SI NO APORTA.
IVE SEEN WEIRD NEW ANIMALS LITERAL EN LIC, IVE LISTEN TO TOO MANY SHIT, IVE BEEN WITNESS OF THINGS, IVE DISCOVER THAT ASIANS ARE NOT ONLY MASSAGE/SEX OWNERS THEY ARE HUMAN, THEY SUFFER , THEY ARE VICTIMS TOO AND THEY ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD… SOME SMART SOME OF THEM NOT SO MUCH AND THEY ARE BLACK WHEN THEY ARE W A BLACK OR LATIN DARK SKIN TOO LOL. AIYON THANK YOU , ME LA PIPERA, AMBAR ANIBALS COUSIN THE ORIGINAL ITS ON A BIKE PROPABLY STOLEN BECAUSE WHEN I PAID 5 DOLLARS THRU MEDICAID TO GET A FREE ONE FOR A MONTH CRISTIAN STOLE THE BENEFIT OR DELETE IT FROM THE SYSTEM WICH FOR ME ITS THE SAME AS THE MONEY, IF YOU MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET IT OR ITS STEALING BECAUSE I NEEDED IT .
THEY SAY ‘AS AN EXCUSE THE PSYCO THAT HAS YAKAIRA THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS’ SHES 49 YRS OLD, SHES BEEN HIDDEN FROM ME BY THEM BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP ME. IM SINGLE AND I LIKE AROUND 24 GIRLS AND I CAN EASILY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP TODAY BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOOK FOR THAT ONE GIRL THAT BEGGS ME TO HELP HER OVER HER MIND/ PSYCHIC WAY. WE HAVE LIVED SO MUCH BAD THINGS , WE HAVED CRIED OVER OUR MINDS, WE HAVE LAUGHED SO MUCH THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT HER . THEY MANIPULATE THE SITUATION AND NO ONE HAVE AN IDDEA OF HOW MUCH PAIN OR PROBLEMS HE IS ABLE TO CREATE . HE MAKES HER FEEL LIKE TRASH EVERYDAY AND I WISH I CAN SHARE HER PAIN TO GET IT AND CARRY WITH THAT MYSELF SO SHE CAN BE A LIL FREE. I NEED HELP FROM THE WORLD.
I KNOW THAT PEOPLE THAT KNOWS CRISTIAN AND WHAT HE IF CAPABLE OF THEY ARE SCARED AND THEY DONT DO NOTHING EVEN IF THEY FEEL BAD FOR ME BUT IF UR A WITCH YOU CAN HELP BY NOT DOING BAD THINGS TO ME AND MAKE HIM FORGET ABOUT ME, IF UR A POLICE DONT PAY ATTENTION AND DONT BLAME ME FOR STUPID FAKE SHIT, IF YOU ARE AT A RESTAURANT DONT TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND CHARGE FOR WATER… NO ONE DOES.
YAKAIRA HIZO EL PAPEL DE CRISTIAN PERO NO ES CULPABLE, NO LO ES NI LA DE LA 187 JOVENCITA TAMPOCO . THE REAL THRUTH LA SE YO. SHE IS WHAT I AM PROTECTING TODAY AND WHO I AM LOOKING FOR. YO SE QUE EMPEZO MAL SEGUN EL MUNDO PERO ELLA LO ARREGLO. YAKAIRA TE ESTOY BUSCANDO NO TENGO CELULAR DESDE AYER 10 AM. VI TU CARRO EN LIC CUANDO VINISTE A BUSCARME Y TE SECUESTRARON LOS DE VOYAGE HOTEL Y DELUXE IN. TE BUSCARE SIEMPRE TE AMO . MANANA MUJERES MANDAN, COJAN BRIO, ELIJAN LUGARES QUE CONOSCAN LAS MUJERES Y QUE GANE LA MAS PERRA. CERRARE LOS OJOS Y CONFIARE EN TI. EL TRUCO ESTA EN SALIR TU SOLA DEL LIO Y SALIR YO SOLA DEL LIO. TU PUEDES ! USA TU MENTE , PIENSA LO QUE QUIERES DECIRME O RESPONDERLE A LA GENTE O LO QUE QUIERAS QUE EL RESPONDA PIENSALO TU A VER SI EL REPITE CON LA BOCA LO QUE DICES LOL ES COMO HABLAR POR EL… SUENA LOCO PERO TRATALO Y CONFIA EN MI, TE AMO , ESA ES TU CLAVE . OYE AMBAR TE ESPERA, CONFIA EN TI QUE NADIE ES MAS GRANDE QUE TU EN LA TIERRA TE AMOOOOOOOO. USALA MANANA O AHORA PARA PROBAR SI EL MALO REPITE LO QUE DICES TU EN TU MENTE, MANANA LO ANALIZARE SI LO HACES. MUAH. TO LAS MUJERES PUEDEN TRATARLO , DEBERIAN !!! OK!!!!SOLO NECESITO UN ROOM O STUDIO, UN CELL Y YA CUPONES ES LO UNICO QUE TENGO Y CON ESO ADQUIERO COMIDA.
NO HAY FINAL DE LA HISTORIA SI CRISTIAN NO PARA DE HACKERARME Y HACERME LA VIDA IMPOSIBLE. ESTOY ES MYRTLE AVE EN LA LIBRERIA A VER DONDE ME COJE LA NOCHE. SIGO AMENAZADA DE MUERTE LETS SEE HOW IT GOES TONIGHT. NO DEJEN QUE EL SE VAYA CON ELLA QUE LE VA A PEGAR POR ESTO QUE PUSE, ELLA NO TE DIRA NADA DE EL POR LA SUSTANCIA QUE EL DA ANTES. ELLA PARECE DE SU LADO PERO NO.
HUMAN RIGHTS PROSTITUCIÓN HUMAN TRAFFICKING THE REPLACEMENTS 911 NYPD BLUE TW DEPRESSING THOUGHTS THE OWL HOUSE STEVE HARRINGTON STEDDIE THE SANDMAN TAYLOR SWIFT ROGER TAYLOR TAYLORSTANS CALLIOPE THE SANDMAN BYLER MAROON NASHVILLE SONGWRITER AWARDS
OTRO METODO QUE UTILIZARE PARA DESMENTIR EL ENGANO ES HABLAR CON LOS DUENOS DE LAS COMPANIAS, HOTELES QUE EL AFECTA ESTE MAN CON MI NOMBRE. POR EJEMPLO:
HOTEL CORONA: EL STALKER SE SALE CON LA SUYA AL ASIGNARME UNA ROOM DONDE EL SECADOR DE PELO NO FUNCIONE O LO DANA O ME LO ENTRA ASI.
VERIZON WIRELESS : EL CAMBIO A TMOBILE SIN MI AUTORIZATION Y YO TENIA DEUDA PENDIENTE CON ELLOS QUE QUISIERA ARREGLAR. QUITAR 911 WOWWWWWWWW. TIENE 1 CHANCE.
MOJITOS: DISCRIMINO PARA SERVICIO #HUMANRIGHTS #HELP #DEFENDIENDOMESOLAHPT #YOPUEDOCONESTOYMAS #WARRIOR #QUEENOFLOVE #LAMALDITAPIPERA #TENGOQUEENCONTRARTE #JUSTICE
NICOLE, VALERIA, TANIA, KAREN, DOLLY,ANGIE, JOANNE , VALENTINA, LIZZ , VANESSA FIT , MABEL PERLA, LA ROOMATE, DALIA, MARCELLE BENOIT,CAROLINA, LA NOVIA DE CRI, CRISTOPHER Y LICETTE, JESSIE, ZAPATA, ALDO Y AFA, EL EX DE ALDO KATHY, MIS FRUGIS Y EL CORO DE PENROD, INES 🥰 Y LAS MUJERES DE EVO.
MARTIN HERNANDEZ Y SU FAMILIA Y CONOCIDOS.
JOSE REYES Y SUS AMIGASOSSS DE VENEZUELA Y ORLANDO MAS NY.
YAKAIRA, DAHIANA, YADI, MAGNOLIA, MARBELIN Y EL CHINO MIS PRIMEROS PADRINOS Y SOPORTE CUANDO NADIE ME CREIA NADA.
MI PAREJA FAVORITA DANIEL Y ALICIA LOL CAROLINA Y JOSE CRISTIANO Y LOS MALDITOS LOCOS DEL BUILDING CON QUIEN DESCUBRI QUE ES MEJOR TENER CONNECTIONS THAN MONEY. GRACIAS, LOS QUIERO.LOS MAINS LOS LOCOS DE PENROD LOL PLUS SUS HIJAS QUE FUERON A CUIDARME MIENTRAS ESTUVE ALLA.
LOS DE WASHINGTON,DC GRACIASS MIL. WOW
MIS COORDINADORAS Y GUERRERAS Y MIS MUJERES SHIRLEY Y ESPOOSO POR UN LADO Y MAGNOLIA CON PEDRITOO DEL OTRRO Y CINDY CON BIBIANA , CRISTY Y CINDY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
MARCELLE Y SU GRUPO DE AMIGOS DEL FLUSHING HOSPITAL 🥰 PLUS HER HIGH SCHOOL BESTIES.
THE 7 MEDICAL OFFICES HELPING ME
MIS 3 POLICIAS INCUBIERTAS : MIS V...
MIS MUJERES DE CHAYANNE Y GRUPO: LAS AME! GRACIAS
MONICA Y MI GENTE DELOS HAMPTONS
MI AMOR PLATONICO Y SU FAMILIA 🥰 JESSICA MARIN
NATALIA Y SUS HERMANAS ( SI ESTAN... NO LAS HE VISTO) LAS N CESITO VER
FALAN NEEZA SU GRUPO Y FAMILIARES
MI GENTE DEL BUILDING Y LA LIBRERIAS TODAS
OLD NAVY AND MCDONNALDS THANK YOU!! DD TOO!
HOTELES DELUXE INN, VOYAGE, AIRWAY INN, CORONA , ELMHURST , THANK YOU
QUERIDA, SUS SOBRINOS Y AMIGOS CON LOS DEL BARRIO
MIS EX AMIGOS QUE NO SE MUCHO PERO GARY Y LA GENTE BUENA DE SU EDIFICIO PLUS SU FAMILIA
MIS ARABES QUE ME EXCUSAN Y SALVAN LA VIDA 🥰
MIS GUERRERAS PERLA , MAMI Y TIA MIRIAM.LAS AMO SON LO MAS IMPORTANTE.
MIS ALMONTE, J2, NICOLE, ROSA, SILVIA, FAMILIA ENTERA AMBOS LADOS LOS QUIERO GRACIAS
MI TATA Y LOS DE TIA CARMEN, EMELY TAVERAS Y GRUPO
LOS DE LA CAPITAL Q TABAN EN EL REAL NUCLEO YERMYS Y ESPOOSO Y GRUPO
RUDY HERRERA MI MARIDO Q NO ES MIO, SUJEY LA MIA LOL Y MI GENTE DE PROVIDENCE
MI YUBERKYS CON EL PRIMER CRISTIAN
MIS RODRIGUEZ TORRES QUE FUERON SENALADAS DE JEFA DE PROSTITUTION POR CRISTIAN Y ERAN VICTIMAS
GRACIAS JAZMIN Y YAKAIRA LA DE FIROTE Y LUCY🥰
RIC, WADE , LISANDRO THANK YOU
LAS MUJERES DE GIO : SALON, CLIENTAS , AMIGAS .
LOS DE ORLANDO
MI TATI , ESPERO CAMBIAR ESA RABIA Q SIENTES POR MI, ERAS MI PRINCESA Y MI MUNDO. ESPERO QUE DIOS TE ME PROTEJA SIEMPRE Y TE AMO MUCHO SIEMPRE. ERAN MI FAMILIA.
ERICK,AMP, PIGNANELLIS ENTEROS MIOS
MI LIBRARY GIRLS 🥰 TY
MIAMI ENTEROOO MIO
VECINOS, BETANCES CREW AND MY JUDIOS
LOPEZ BENCOSME, PERALTA, DE WENDY Y FALAN
DORA,YUMA, LA NOVIA DE YUMA Y LAS MUJERES 🥰LGBT MIAS
SANNY Y SU GRUPO 🥰
LA JUAN V , KEVIN Y RUBEN, LAS ATLANTA LAURIE Y ELLOS GRACIAS 🥰
MONICA, JOSE MIGUEL LARES, ALEX, FRUCO Y TO LOS LONDONO, , LOS DE COLOMBIA DE SU FAM, LOS AMIGOS DE LARES Y LOS ESTUDIANTES 🥰
EL CORO DE ANEIRY LOL
LOS DE LA LIBRERIA
EL MARIDO DE YINETTE Y SU GRUPO
ELVIS,CRISTIAN, RODOLFO,GUSTAVO ETC
EL NEGRO DE MIAMI DE LO MIO! GRACIAS PANA
NO HE TERMINADOOOOO FALTA TODO EL EPISODIO DE MIAMI COMPLETO SENORES Y MUCHO MAS
NO QUERIA DECIR GRACIAS PORQUE NADA HA TERMINADO PERO GRACIAS!!!
IMAGINE BEING JUDGE BY THEM.. FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS ..IM MORE THAN ASHAMED. ANXIETY SINCE SHE LEFT 11 YEARS AGO LISTENING TO THE LADY THAT HE SENT FOR PROSTITUTION ASKING FOR HELP AND THE CHERRY ON TOP HAVING CRISTIAN HARRASING FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS OH AND ADD NORMAL PROBLEMS ON A NORMAL LIFE .... NOW TELL ME, WILL YOU STOP SMOKING???? FUCK YOU
I WANT TO BE ALONE WITH THE GIRLS I LIKE. MUAH WORLD
10/14/2022
HOY FUI A HRA. POR LO QUE CONTE ARRIBA DEL CASH APPLICATION. SIEMPRE PARA EL CASH DAN DRAMA. HOY APLIQUE POR 5TAQ O 6 TA VEZ PORQUE ELLOS NUNCA PUEDEN BUSCARME EN LA COMPU O DARME EL CASH. ESTO ES UNA PESADILLA.
SERA QUE EL UNICO SER HUMANO, CIUDADANO AMERICANO QUE TIENE PROHIBIDO TENER DERECHOS HUMANOS???
DERECHO DE HACER LO QUE QUIERA? DE HABLAR LO QUE QUIERA? AVECES ME ARREPIENTO DE HABER RENUNCIADO A DEFENDER MI PATRIA PARA DEFENDER ESTA!! DE QUE ME HA SERVIDO???
OSEA PORQUE HAY QUE ESTUDIAR Y RESPONDER BIEN ?? PARA QUE???
OSEA YO TENIA ENTENDIDO LO SIGUIENTE:
Derechos y Responsabilidades de la Ciudadanía Americana
A continuación, encontrará varios derechos y responsabilidades que todos los ciudadanos deben respetar y ejercer. Algunas de estas responsabilidades son requeridas legalmente de todo ciudadano, pero todas son importantes para asegurar que Estados Unidos continúe siendo una nación libre y prospera.
Derechos
Derecho de expresión --- me juzga el acosador hace 4 anos
Derecho de religión - me llaman la policia de la iglesia obvio el acosador
Derecho a un juicio justo y rápido - llevo 11 anos aguantandomelo
Derecho a votar por oficiales públicos - me roba la identidad e identificaciones . no puedo votar
Derecho a solicitar empleo federal que requiere la ciudadanía estadounidense *- me roba el ingreso desde nov 15 2019 que me cancelaron el unemployment por el rodo de identidad, es imposible
Derecho a ser elegido para cargos públicos - me desacredita delante de todos.. no puedo
Libertad para buscar “vida, libertad y la búsqueda de felicidad.” no me deja fisicamente ni psiquicamente, no soy libre. me hackea ciberneticamente too .
Responsabilidades
Apoyar y defender la Constitución. pa que?
Mantenerse informado sobre lo que sucede en su comunidad.
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17m ago
La otra amenaza aparte de muerte es que estaba prostituyendo a mi Madre , la chica que me gusta que es Yakaira Valerio Mule y ella no lo entiende por manipulacion y mentiras de nuestro alrededor, tengo 3 anos soltera esperandola , juegan conmigo diciendome falsa informacion de que ella viene diario y me dejan esperando o se va disque con yordy y me humilla. Como no escucho su voz no estoy segura si ella tambien esta con ellos en esa burla constante hacia mi o si es cristian mi acosador y su gente tambien dice q tiene una amiga y mi hermana, alegando haberle dado "burundanga" para ponerla a tener actos sexuales y asi conseguir beneficios economicos por ese medio.
Todo lo que digo es dicho por El acosador pero nunca se ha detenido a preguntarme si le creo o lo que pienso. Le dije yo, Ambar, q ni hoy mi manana ni nunca le creere no bueno ni malo.
Me dice que Perla va a morir ellos son la Gente relacionada con Mon donde Ella vivia en jamaica. Ahora Ella vive con la Amiga de Natalia Guzman en Tampa pero El acosador dijo q nunca se mudo, le reclame a ella q Salio en pornhub, le reclame una's Fotos llorando con El ojo morado con location de Philadelphia, donde SE encuentran casas de prostitution yme amenaza con que Mami y Perla ESTAn siendo prostituidas. Mirando que tiene mas 12 anos impidiendo q bisque a Yakaira cuando SE queja de q la envio a prostitution. Ella SE enoja y me deja de hablar parece q si era forzada porque no llegue a las 6pm y desde las 4pm no tenia communication con Ella. Me llamo llorando gritandome bruta, que era una urgencia y que yo no Servia .La manipulation y El miedo era enorme y la Unica condition era que yo hiciera cierto mandado llamada en ese entonces y como desde las 4pm perdi communication no pude pero no era yo la culpable trate de explicarselo pero no me entendio. Ella sabe que mi mama no tenia que ver porque Al enviarme diake una FOTO yo le reclame a Mami en gurabo y Mami me dijo que notenia nada q ver con eso. Ni En globalsign se metio mami porque decia q no Le gustaban las cosas ilegales. Le respondo quelo mato Al ver las Fotos de Perla porque El muy basura yo con mi Buena intencion depue de robarme El door dash El muy basura le digo: okay si tu no tiene papele ta Bien trabaja con mi doordash. Being humble tabamos en tiempo de COVID pa no ser egoista con mi social sin tener necesidad depue de ahi tomo mi social pa robarme unemployment y Todo lo demas.
Es confirmado que alguien pretende ser yo porque escucho information que yo no he dicho y ellos dicen que dije yo. Esa no fui yo.
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Si hay una tipa insistente en hacer dano y en hacer me creer que Ella es Yakaira psiquicamente es RITA PEREZ. SE le olvida q si quiere ser yo, Ambar la de nena la de chia , que tiene q borrar de la oficina medica que trabajo El nombre de Rita y hacer un bellisimo reemplazo a tooooooooodo El que la Conocio. No quiero que para protegerme supuestamete Segun hershey y no Paula, diga q soy yo. Mientras no me reencuentre con este ser que desde hace 15 anos estoy buscando no me interesan confusiones y El que las causa me hace dano y se convierte en El ser que mas me desagrada en la vida. That's how bad I want to see this girl. She's 46 y/o and her name is Yakaira Valerio Mule.
2d ago
Escuche que van a tener que ponerse a investigar los retirados porque siguen sonando y mas que a esa hora nos dijeron a todos que Yakaira ponia Gasolina y estaba conmigo Ambar en esa gasolinera y yo y todos fuimos pero Ella como en todos los lugares NO LLEGO...
Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :
Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?
Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?
Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....
He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???
No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????
Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈
It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol
Is it risky?
We
Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja
#jorgeramos
Estuve El otro dia recogiendo la Nina de una conocida en una escuela y me puse a revisar o a fijarme en que los utiles escolares como los lapices y otros figures estaban en diferentes dimensiones y me pregunte :
Que raro que son en diferentes tamanos?
Porque a ninos como de 3-5 anos ?
Seguro les toma tiempo El experimento si es q los roman de rata de laboratory....
He probably calculated his age so he could be alive, the kids age, the time it takes and wondering the result.. 3D eye???
No creo que fuera sin permiso d los padres ,,??????
Sounds interesting because Jessica Marin told me that she likes when I see a wall art and the way I see it, that not everyone appreciate or can see what's the art so so maybe with 3D eye people are going to be able to see different 🙈
It hàs to be something like that because to help me lol and make other allucinate it's NOT dike for you not to feel lonely lol
Is it risky?
We
Hoy en mi cumpleanos estuve preocupada. La Semana pasada rente (Martin pq no tengo $) un Airbnb de una talk Rosy and she told me on 92st around LGA that I had to pay extra because another guy besides Martin that paid for the place went to my room. I'm worried because I was sleeping and it's probably the guy harassing me since years ago. She saw him on the cameras so I asked her to save the images and today I asked her and she said she deleted them... Since Cristian pays people to make shit happens I'm wondering if one day someone reading this blog it's going to be fair and from LGBT world like me and will help against him... I'm still homeless bc he said he hide my girl on HRA and don't let her out. It's super important for to me say what trash says because since I smoke I want people to know that one thing it's what trash osea him what he says and another one super different what I think, but since he's not smart he doesn't ask me ... I'm laughing being smart on the inside by repeating what trash says so his friends knows he is the only one blaming them lol he never asked what i think lol . I guess bc he doesn't smoke jajajjajajajajajajaja
#jorgeramos
So El acosador parecia q esta involucrado en El crimen de Alejo o Alejandro donde Jackeline alias " la chama " que trabajo en cafe Nunez desaparecida tambien. En ese accidente que El acosador quiere repetir conmigo en la historian pa joderme escuche no SE q paso pero dike estaban tomando en su apt y una tipa media inconsciente la Otra habia salido y los 2 tipos pelearon y 1 mato Al otro y El q lo mato Salio dike Salio del pais. Ella Vivian en LIC y Cristian depue que la desaparecio trabajando pa El Cerro con ladrillos rojos las Ventanas de ese local que era su casa yo fui a llevarla 2 veces antes El tipo para que pareciera que nunca hubo vivienda sino que era un local tipo almacen las Cerro las Ventanas y ahora no hayl. El MISMO tipo que me acosa que cuando me hacia bullying (porque ahora no le da tiempo) yo Bien harta le dije que no veia yo razones para que me estorbara a mi porque yo no tengo dinero Tampoco taba con Tatiana, Ella al recibir 15k SE fue dejandome sola con la responsabilidad de la Renta que debiamos casi 12k juntas 12 mil dolares luego yo sola llegue hasta casi 16k y en esos tiempo si yo me quejaba de ESO. El estorbo me decia en vez de admitir que Ella fue una gonorrhea y q despues de 6 anos lo hizo Mal , El decia que era yo envidiosa de que Ella recibio dinero jajajja osea wow. Me decia Que Todo lo mio que me quitaba SE lo enviaba a Ella para q me diera rabia entonces sera que ella es complice de quien me roba ?
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Aradia Megido, Dave Strider, Tavros Nitram
Act 5, page 3481-3492
apocalypseArisen [AA] began trolling turntechGodhead [TG]
AA: hello!
TG: hey
AA: i think its absurd i never introduced myself to you in all that time i spent moping around the lab
AA: guess i wasnt in a very good mood
AA: hi dave my names aradia
TG: christ
TG: youre a fan of one of my websites arent you
TG: what asshole gave you my chumhandle
TG: also what was your favorite thing i did you liked
TG: and what did you think was so great about it
TG: also
TG: asl???
AA: um
AA: 6 a girl and a place very close to you
AA: in fact
AA: i could visit you right now if you would like
TG: oh holy shit ok youre a troll
TG: only trolls say theyre six i dont know whats up with you and that dumb fake age
AA: to be fair it translates to the same age as you which at the moment is 12 is it not
TG: makes no sense bye
AA: understanding disparities in the flow of time should be easy for people like us let alone understanding disparities in such pedestrian things as units
AA: i am 6 sweeps old one sweep is a little more than 2 years you dummy!
TG: cool story
AA: look it is either the truth or i am just someone who is being a bit playful what is the harm in that
TG: ok so 2=6 awesome joke hahahaha
TG: or wait maybe it was just a waste of time
TG: you people think im made of the stuff
AA: :D
AA: i know you arent
AA: but i am
TG: what
AA: maid of time
AA: whereas you are the knight of the very same cosmic faculty
AA: it would seem we have very little in common dave
AA: when in fact we have very much
TG: yeah
TG: i think
TG: im gonna shut off my phone now cya
AA: yes
AA: thats definitely what you did the first time we had this conversation
AA: so i will wait patiently while you realize thats not what youre going to do this time
TG: uh
TG: what
TG: the fuck
AA: dave describe to me why you are now incredulous please
TG: i remember this
TG: i remember shutting off my phone and never talking to you again
TG: but
TG: im still talking
TG: whats going on
AA: of course you remember that
AA: this is a memory
TG: no its a dream
TG: im asleep
TG: or am i
TG: what is going on here
AA: come to the window
TG: why
AA: because im outside
TG: bs
AA: take a look
TG: i dont see anything out there
AA: that iiis
AA: becaaause
AA: im not out there anymore!
AA: turn around
TG: oh sup
TG: looks like youre a fairy
AA: yeah
TG: thats cool
TG: these arent my shades anymore
TG: john gave me these new ones for my bday
TG: i remember that
TG: and i wasnt wearing this shirt
TG: it was this one
TG: howd it get like that
AA: try to remember
TG: i cant
TG: wait
TG: i wasnt wearing this actually
TG: i was wearing this suit
TG: no wait
TG: it was a black one
AA: are you sure
TG: yeah
TG: and i was playing sburb
TG: thats right
TG: and then i went to sleep at some point
TG: which is why im asleep now
TG: but
TG: if im dreaming
TG: then why am i not awake as my dream self
AA: why indeed!
TG: shit
TG: this wasnt the suit i was wearing
TG: it was this ugly fucking rag
AA: yes
AA: i think it looks pretty nice but go on
TG: and i went to take a nap
TG: terezi said id reach god tier
TG: or i guess show me why i wouldnt
TG: did it work is this part of the process somehow
AA: no
AA: sorry
TG: so then
TG: its just a stupid pointless dream
AA: not exactly
TG: wait
TG: oh yeah
TG: i woke up
TG: and then
TG: welp
TG: so then
TG: im dead
AA: yes
TG: then this isnt a memory or a dream at all
TG: its the afterlife
AA: yes and no
AA: yes and 2 nos!
AA: it is the afterlife
AA: but what is happening now is taking place in a bubble which is accessible to the living through dreams under the right conditions
AA: and it is also your memory
AA: the entry point for any bubble is always a memory
AA: either a memory of the dead
AA: or a memory of the living dreamer come to visit!
AA: but once you realize it is not just a memory
AA: what happens next is up to you
TG: ok
TG: what is going on over here then
TG: is this some disturbing ghost hallucination should i start slapping myself or what
AA: no this actually did happen
TG: i dont remember this
AA: thats because it isnt your memory
AA: this is alpha dave
AA: the one who chose not to take the nap which led to your death
TG: fuck
TG: lucky bastard
TG: so then i guess terezi tricked me
AA: did she
AA: didnt you ask for this
TG: it would have been cool to know if picking one option would definitely kill me pointlessly so yeah
TG: but i guess i kept giving her shit about it and i knew she was kind of crazy and morbid anyways so whatever
TG: is
TG: bro dead there
AA: evidently
TG: like in reality
TG: like thats a thing that really happened
TG: also
TG: is reality still a thing that means something can that be a question on the table too
AA: yes yes and yes
AA: yes it can be on the table and yes reality still means something
AA: and yes your guardian did die
TG: well
TG: dammit
TG: what did i do wrong
TG: aside from getting my ass killed in the most retarded way possible
AA: nothing
AA: all is well and as it should be
TG: whats he doing
TG: alpha me
AA: what would you be doing there if you were him
TG: i am him
AA: even better!
TG: i dunno
AA: would you be upset
TG: yeah
TG: sorta
AA: then maybe what you are doing is grieving
AA: in whatever way that comes naturally to you
TG: maybe
AA: you are lucky to be able to
AA: i could not for a long time
AA: but now that i can again im so relieved
AA: because i have discovered there is no reason to grieve!
TG: ok
TG: am i talking to someone there
AA: looks like it
TG: who
AA: who do you suspect you would be talking to in this situation
TG: probably
TG: terezi i guess
AA: maybe she is helping you through this
TG: i dunno
TG: would she do that
AA: you were helping her werent you
TG: was i
AA: i think so
AA: the living need each others help
AA: just like the dead do
AA: alpha dave still has a long way to go
AA: hes still not at ease with his mortality
AA: but people like us have to be!
AA: we have to be prepared to die a thousand deaths before our quest is complete
AA: the master we serve demands it
TG: so
TG: im just one dead dave offered up to the time god
AA: pretty much
TG: what about the other dead daves
AA: they come here too
AA: in their own bubbles
AA: you may cross paths with them if you wish
TG: uh
TG: i think
TG: im up to my neck in dave already
TG: just being one
AA: ha
AA: i know the feeling :)
TG: still doesnt seem right though
TG: why are you even here like why are you showing me this
AA: im not showing you im just visiting your bubble
AA: it projects your thoughts and memories
AA: as well as other things relevant to you much like the clouds do in skaia
TG: but like
TG: if im seeing this
TG: shouldnt i be able to do something about it
TG: or stop it from happening or
TG: i dont know like anything to keep helping my friends
TG: what do i do
AA: nothing
AA: none of this is your business anymore
AA: its time to move on
TG: where are we now
AA: oh look this was my hive!
AA: before it was destroyed
TG: oh so this is the trollplanet
TG: pretty cool not really what i pictured
AA: what did you picture
TG: i dont know its more subdued
TG: i pictured a lot more mayhem like
TG: a bunch of trolls flying around in little grub pods constantly screaming at each other through bullhorns shaped like buckets
AA: thats very silly and a little perverse
TG: hahaha
AA: but actually that sounds like what it might have been like on some parts of the planet sooo
TG: can we not go to those parts
AA: ill put in a good word with your bubble about it
TG: awesome
TG: so what am i supposed to do now that im dead
TG: what is like
TG: the primary activity here
TG: that ghosts get their shit worked up over
TG: like
TG: where are the fucking hauntoffs at is what im asking
AA: i dont know about hauntoffs
AA: but there is plenty of time to satisfy various curiosities you might have about existence and whatnot
TG: boring
AA: is it
TG: just kidding that sounds cool
AA: oh! yes
TG: what else
AA: there are all sorts of friends to meet
AA: ones you already know and ones you dont
AA: there is plenty of time for just about anything
AA: lots and lots of time
AA: enough time to understand that time isnt much of anything at all
TG: it isnt
AA: time is like a game
AA: just one fun game in realitys cupboard which is full of them
AA: its the one we are the best at!
AA: while other people are better at the other games
AA: but when all the games are back in the cupboard everyone is about the same
AA: and games are fun but sometimes you dont realize how much fun you were having until theyre all over
AA: and sometimes you look back and realize for some stupid reason you werent having any fun at all!
AA: then you laugh
TG: ha
TG: haha
TG: i bet you meant a laugh a whole lot less shitty than that
AA: that laugh will suffice
AA: hey!
AA: want to see inside my hive
TG: yeah sure
TG: well
TG: how about later
TG: not that that doesnt sound cool but i kind of want to just go home
TG: and i guess chill for a while cause i guess it was all a bit much
TG: if thats ok and i guess also possible
AA: it is quite possible and more than ok
AA: it seems you have a hiveguest dave
TG: aw hell no
TG: is this who i think this is
AA: tavros has been looking forward to meeting you
AT: hEYYY,
AT: fIRST, oK, i THINK YOU'RE FANTASTIC,
AT: wHICH IS TO SAY, jUST AN ENVIABLY COOL GUY, wHO i ADMIRE,
AT: lET'S PUT THAT COMPLIMENT ON THE TABLE WHERE WE CAN BOTH SEE IT,
TG: holy shit
AT: lOOKS LIKE i FOUND ANOTHER POINT IN TIME TO BOTHER YOU,
AT: wHEN, i GUESS,
AT: yOU ARE MORE EMOTIONALLY SUSCEPTIBLE,
AT: }:)
TG: dude
TG: are those sick fires youre packing there
TG: you best not be bringin that fire into my bubble less you plan on dropping that shit
AT: oHH, bRO,
AT: tHESE ARE WITHOUT ANY CONFUSION TO BE NOTED AS SOME TRULY UNHEALTHY INCENDIARIES,
AT: tHEY ARE IN ABOVE AVERAGE NEED OF MEDICAL ATTENTION,
AT: sO, iN OTHER WORDS, jUST TO COMPLETE THE ANALOGY, i HOPE YOU KNOW A LICENSED PHYSICIAN,
TG: i am your general fucking practitioner and doctors orders are to shut up and burn down my goddamn office
TG: ill break your brittle ass like a graham cracker and well roast smores over the flaming debris have i made myself clear
AT: aH, hAHA, yES, aND,
AT: cERTAIN FEATURES OF YOUR PALE ANATOMY MAY SERVE AS THE MARSH MALLOW INGREDIENT, nEEDED FOR THE MOLTEN SNACK,
AT: i WILL PROVIDE THE FUDGE, }:D
TG: dude
TG: gross
TG: so aradia just so were clear
TG: this is like a hellbubble right
TG: its my eternal punishment to have shitty rapoffs with this tool forever is that it
AA: yes you figured out the mystery!
TG: i guess i had it coming for a flagrant lifetime spent being unbelievably fucking incredible at rap and just about practically everything else
TG: except not dying
AA: you may think so but then again you have not faced team charge in a match of slam poetry have you
AT: oHHHH, yESSS,
AA: just kidding im no good at slam poetry haha sorry
AT: oHHHH,
AT: oH, }:(
TG: so is he dead
TG: he looks dead
AA: yes hes dead
TG: what about you
TG: you dont look dead
TG: are you dreaming
AA: no i am wide awake
AA: and i physically stand before you in person!
TG: so
TG: youre not dead
AA: oh no
AA: i am very much alive
AA: and i intend to stay that way :)
#homestuck#aradia megido#dave strider#tavros nitram#homestuck act 5#page 3481#page 3482#page 3483#page 3484#page 3485#page 3486#page 3487#page 3488#page 3489#page 3490#page 3491#homestuck act 5 act 2
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I still don't know
As the days go on I feel like my strength starts to die down. Im not feeling very strong about the while thing and I just wake up with a heavy heart. Which I don't want to, I want it to be light and airy because I deserve that. Ive been through too much dark shit to still be like this.
He texted me this morning saying he should be booking tickets within the next few weeks and that he'll have an exact date when he'll be back in town. My heart sank. Everything in me felt like it was on fire. I just stared at the message for awhile and then I sent a video of her and said no rush, we'll be here. He then said is she good on food? I said yes. He didn't reply, just thumbs it up. I wanted to die right then and there because how are you so okay dude I don't get it.
I waited a bit and then I caved. I said I know we're not talking but I need my best friend for like 5 minutes so can you please just be him. He said yeah what's up? I'm about to pass out though, fair warning. The man cant stay awake for nothing. I told him how I have to put cash down and how I don't think I can do it. He didn't respond so im assuming he fell asleep. Part of me just wants to unsend the message because I know it's coming from a place of weakness. Because im feeling so weak right now. Because I feel abandoned and I have abandonment issues. Because im actually going to be alone, not just emotionally but physically.
its just a lot right now and im glad you're good but im not. Im not good and im upset with myself for allowing him to become my person who I tell everything to when he walks away and I no longer have anything. I don't have my person and I need him to make this go away and he cant because he chose not to be my person anymore. Thats a really hard concept to wrap my head around. But I have to, because he's not my person anymore, and I know that. But in this moment I need him to be. Im normally pretty strong so I guess I have to give myself some grace when It comes to it.
I just have to keep crying and keep hurting until I no longer want to feel that way. I know it'll come but it just always feels inevitable.
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