oscar wilde, salome // phoebe waller-bridge, fleabag // richard siken, portrait of fryderyk in shifting light // brian fuller, hannibal // agnes varda, jane b. by agnes v.
baby's first Marvel movie!!! (not counting Daredevil season 1, bc it's a series but I love it nonetheless)
I'm so excited!!!
Also, yes, I'm watching Captain America: The First Avenger (2011) while doing mathematics. I'm goofy like that (and yes I can multitask like this, been doing it for a decade now... still don't know how)
also, yes, that is a Robin (DC) little, lego figurine in the background, he keeps me safe and calm
Uh oh girlies don't look now but it's don't text your father all the songs you know he would love because you love them and he is part of you and you'll never see him again not because he's dead but because he killed you before you even had a chance to live and you'll never ever ever escape your fathers house and when vessel said for me it's still the autumn leaves and the way all my trauma smells like winter is slamming me into the ground and screaming at me and it is shaped like an angry feral scrawny little girl who is only twelve years old and doesn't understand why she wants to howl alone in the old family van with her stuffed animal and baby blanket dear god the baby blanket and she's crushing me into the ground over and over asking me why didn't anyone come save her especially the ones that KNEW and I will bleed on her and she will rage upon me and together we will claw our way out of the fucking tomb every single person has ever abandoned us in and stand in the life we demand from the limited infinite time we have on this spinning rock hours, I guess! 😀
Honestly, me signing up to all of these other substacks after Dracula Daily is the equivalent of someone hooking up with random people because they’re going through a terrible breakup / unrequited love js
My partner took me to the coast for Christmas (the same coast I grew up at where my old beach house used to be ) and for our anniversary, It was a surprise trip. He rented a Cute car, the Airbnb, and got me two of the best gifts that I could have ever asked for… I am truly grateful for the partner that I have now and how much he thinks of me and does for me.
( mind you this all started because A month prior I cried about hating being in the city, and how much I missed being around the beach and in nature…
A week after that, he left for a business trip across the country so I was sad and during his trip he may have spilled the beans about it, Because I was telling him how I didn’t really want anything for Christmas and what I didn’t want. I didn’t think I was going to get. Which was a mental escape from my very busy job and a break from my slightly toxic family, For the holidays.) 
For once I felt seen truly seen I 100% never expected he would do that for me and the fact that he realized that this was something I truly cared about really touched my heart.
woodz is going to leave to the military for 2 years n come back n we’re still going to be waiting on that supposed “full album” sunmi said she’s releasing next 😭