bruise - like tender. every razor - edged motion purposeful. calculated. but it wasn't. it never was. because rotting all starts to look the fucking same, michelle. so she begins to dissolve in the very presence of thin - veiled sheep. into an oppressive crawlspace. into a realm that isn't quite here nor there.
won't exactly account for the ringed pattern of the floor. or the skewed layout she analyzed the night before. or the chipped paint on the honed - like walls. because she wasn't obtainable. because she didn't think she fucking ... cared.
and so it commenced. child - like utterances, hands bound. a vacant stare. a slacked jaw. and not a goddamn thing in hand.
she sits. in the back. always in the back. simply quiet. noting the in between's. the haunting lull between the first breath and the last. the crucifying hum of cynicism. the apparition that simply won't find solace in death.
and then nothingness. again. nothingness. the thought, almost acidic. brims off the tips of her fingers sacrilegiously — rots the inside of her ribcage. her mouth, teeth decaying. always decaying. decaying. decaying. enough. enough. enough.
Please tell me if I am reading this wrong. But is this person saying that alters/parts/people aren't their own people???? Like genuinely that is how we read it. We read it as "Alters aren't their own people, they're just parts of the 'core'" (oversimplified). And I can't imagine heavily gatekeeping THAT.
PLEASE dm/send an ask/reblog and let me know if I'm reading this wrong /g /np
it's not the biggest table and it's certainly not the best table, but it will function fine for my party and it's at a good height for my wheelchair.
i wish kira were here to play given how much he's helped me with the lore of this homebrew campaign, but alas i will simply have to insert him as an NPC inspired by him instead. (of course, i have permission!)
i kind of want to make a personal sideblog for d&d now that i'm playing again. i'll possibly be making doodle comics about what my players get up to.
on the table for today (session 0), i have blank character sheets, pencils (sharpened), dice trays, LOTS of extra dice, a copy of the player's handbook, tokens for a mechanic i came up with, scratch paper, a calculator, and a dry erase marker. i've also got clipboards nearby.