Building rapport is a skill.
Providing emotional support is a skill.
Validating others' efforts is a skill.
Complimenting people is a skill.
Identifying the types of encouragement that different people need is a skill.
Skills take time and effort to learn. Messing up is part of the process. You will get better with practice.
Likewise, a lack of skill does not necessarily indicate a lack of enthusiasm. People who care about you may not always know how to support you. They may know what you need, but not be skilled enough to provide it yet.
This does not require neglecting your own needs. Different people have different skills that are better suited to supporting you in different ways. Recognizing the types of support you're in need of can help you seek out compatible people.
We are all still learning.
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love how inconsistent kilgarrah is, like he spends half the time talking about how merlin needs to fulfil his destiny and then he tells merlin that the only way to fulfil his destiny is to stop mordred and morgana from fulfilling theirs (conveniently by killing them) and after all that he tells merlin that no man can know their destiny as if half the plot of the show wasn’t merlin knowing his destiny
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very often, i feel like the human equivalent of that puffin that's standing on one leg because the little decoy puffin that a photographer or researcher put there only has the one peg "leg" underneath it, so the real puffin is like "oh! this is how puffins are now!" but it's that every time i hear about a career field or a new hobby or see a show or read a book set in a certain place i go "oh! that's what i should be doing! let me mimic that!"
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So what do you do when your favourite rapper makes a catchy song about the hardships of life that you want to love but upon release can’t connect with at all and after a few listens almost outright dislike because none of the pain and hardship life has put you through has ever made you a better person or given you the energy/motivation to do better and it actually just did the complete opposite and you’ve lost out on precious years of your life and so many opportunities while trying to process the trauma and undo the damage
But everyone else seems to love the song to the point that you start to wonder if maybe you’re just a fucking idiot for not being able to make something good out of said trauma and hardship instead of just being filled with crippling anxiety and depression and bitterness and grief and rage
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so not to be gay (just kidding! I'm super gay forever!) but I am... comfortable enough with my partner now that I think I'd like to eventually live with him.
Which is wack! Because after my first serious relationship went really sour and ended before I could fuck with my life by moving in with him, I kinda put the thought of cohabitating with a partner aside? Even when I was dating people? And YES that was the aromantic, I know that now but
I'm in my thirties now, I know who I am and what I want in life, I've got a job I like, I'm paying off my student loans and working on building my credit score... I'm mature enough that this is like.
This is planning. This is... something I want. I like him, I'd like spending time with him (when we want--we don't need to be together all the time). I don't want to share a bedroom, but I'd like to share meals. He said he's good at dishes, so I don't mind handling laundry. We have to visit each other first, but we've known each other for six years and dated for two of em. We're definitely not rushing.
IDK, this is just really foreign to me. Thinking of this as something I want. Knowing that we have to work to be in a place where it can happen, but... I'm taking concrete action so it can be possible one day. It's pretty scary, honestly. I like him, but I still worry that I'll fuck it up, or we'll discover we're completely incompatible in some strange way we haven't found, or it'll just... fall apart. But I can't dwell on those fears, right?
Anyway, I'm just rambling aloud! I still have to pay off the student loans, and all. And we might not live together as JUST us, I'd be up for nabbing someone else. I might meet someone new, he might. Could still get into that hype house, all that. But I'm looking at a future, with someone else, and being happy about that.
And the me of 10 years ago would have never imagined such a thing was even possible~
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and if i make sukuna my asexual muse … honestly i don’t think he’s bothered. could not give less of a fuck, he’s just like me
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