#to sign up. i can ask around. i can ask my gp. im just. soooooo fucking excited. :D!!!!

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(gayly) hiiiiii guys. I literally can actually afford testosterone this year. what THE fuck this is. top ten best things to ever happen. to ever realise. I literally can. I can go on t. I can go on t!!!!!!! I have to wait a few months get another blood test maybe actually pick one GP to go to as my regular one maybe!!!! but FUCK!!!! I can to on t!!!!!! screaming!!!!

#this post is just. happy noises. its REAL its not like this really distant in several years ill have moved out moved away kinda thing #its THIS YEAR. so long as i dont loose my job dont spend my wages (luckily my family dont charge me rent or expenses) then!!! this year!!! #THIS YEAR i can start t!!!!! gd fuck im so happy im so excited. im so happy and excited and im kinda pissed how my mum made a face when i #was describing the effects t can have on your body and then how she jumped on 'what if you go bald????? your dad went bald really early!!!!' #but NO. now is HAPPY time. fuck holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit??? holy SHIT i can go on t. for real. HOLY SHIT #mine #and yeah the regular blood tests are going to be Hell but thats okay. ill like. get used to em. plus doing daily t gel should mean that i #dont get bad t spikes right? probably. idk ill ask ill probably book a phone call w/ggp at some point i have months before i acually need #to sign up. i can ask around. i can ask my gp. im just. soooooo fucking excited. :D!!!!