#to ten years ago last month

[seukorei]

mornings

#art #so i actually started this piece #ten MONTHS ago!! #in march of last year #and i lowkey hated it at the time bc i spent so much time looking at it and it just wasnt good enough for me #but i just found it again and finished it up and it was actually pretty cute #so yeah this is really old #but i hope thats ok #bsd #bungou stray dogs #skk #soukoku #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #bsd fanart #dazai #chuuya

[kyouka-supremacy]

I think we should just bring back Wungo Wednesday and start a fandom collective anime rewatch

#Because otherwise I can feel I won't last much longer #Because like. The last two hyperfixations of mine ended the moment I started feeling like there wasn't any new content #And two days ago in one day I started a new manga a new book and rewatching a favourite show #Whereas I hadn't started anything new in the two years ever since I got into bsd. Which makes it NOT a good sign #But the bsd anime has now ended for one month and 25 days and that's the last time the plot actually moved forward. #And if I counted right. The manga took 4 chapters (that is chapters 110-111) to adapt 6 minutes #That means it's going to take another 12 months (18 minutes left to adapt. that's 12 more chapters) to catch up with the anime #Yeah I'm not. sticking around this long with nothing new to see I'm sorry #Best case scenario I take a one year hiatus but that doesn't make it sound likely that I'll be back #And I know it's fresh news as early as this morning that author said they were introducing a new character but like. #They also said they finished writing this arc like. One year and half ago if I remember correctly? #And we still have yet to see the end of i t so... #That is to say. I'll probably be starting an anime rewatch starting next Wednesday. I've been meaning to do it for a while anyway #I don't want to leave the fandom I like the one chapter a month format #On the positive news I still have a queue of original posts that spans over ten months #And I was meaning to start the reblogs queue too in these days. So there's that #random rambles

[disposal-blueeee]

doodles

edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez

scriabin by zarla-s

#vargas #edgar vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin vargas #zarla s #scriabin #doodles #YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!! #well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!! #i've been fine !! :333 #got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it #okay i want to ramble about these wait a second #the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff . #if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened #i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh #the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta . #about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw #i just find their whole relationship so amusing . #like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?! #they complement each other so well though . i love them #THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol #i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though . #when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE #wonder how he does it ! #and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art . #love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell #anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows #going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back . #please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL #okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!

[runawaymarbles]

separating dental insurance from normal medical coverage and making it fucking impossible to navigate is evil, actually

#i don't have a dentist rn because i have switched insurance 3 times in 3 years #and i just got my new insurance in january and i never got a fucking insurance card #anyway this tooth issue from a couple years ago came back in force last week #and so I'm trying to find someone to look at it but most places don't take emergency patients if you haven't been there before #half the dentists in my area are known for telling people they have 30 cavities so i do NOT want to walk in with an actual problem #and there's a dental urgent care but they don't say what insurance they take and my insurance phone tree is not telling me what is fucking #covered #jesus fucking christ #and I don't know if I'm looking at a couple hundred or ten thousand dollars here #i think this tooth is going to have to go eventually but i don't know if it has to go NOW #screaming #maybe i just do not eat any hot or cold food for the next three months???? #op

[fanatics4l]

today i am sad thinking about how billy didn't have a single person in his life who cared about him or looked after him. we can assume that neil stopped really being there for billy after his mom left, so he most likely became independent and stopped asking people for help once he realized his mom wasn't coming back. he started pushing people away and getting tougher to please his dad, when all he really wanted was for his mom to come back and for someone to hear him.

he had no one throughout possibly ten years of his life and died with the knowledge that no one cared enough to save him. he saved his mom from his dad as much as he could but she still abandoned him. he saved a town he hated but ended up dying for people who would later on barely acknowledge his existence and what he did for them. like oh my goodness this kid was so selfless.

he spent his entire life looking after people who didn't care enough about him to look after him in return. every time susan looked away from him when neil hit him, he probably felt so stupid and little and worthless. billy was a kid forced to be a caretaker before he could even enter his twenties, a caretaker for people who didn't care about him.

#laugh out loud #billy hargrove #me when i make myself sad #i just have so many feelings about this boy #every time i think about how he died before even reaching his twenties #literally like four months after his eighteenth birthday !!!!! #im 😂 #he cared for all these people who never cared enough #he gave up his life for people who hated him #and didn't even try saving him 😊 #he got his strength from a memory from ten years ago #it shows that that was the last time he was ever loved #LIKE #😂😂 #he had no recent memories of what love felt like #girl bye #billy hargrove deserved better

[maddy-ferguson]

thinking about the haterest tweet i've seen this week that said rachel being on the 30 under 30 list but not ayo is crazy one of them was so much better than the other in bottoms when she (ayo) was literally one of the judges and was on the list last year...

#like now what #and the tweets throwing her under the bus because noah's on it when it was probably made a while ago and even then people were like um he #literally went to israel this summer this is not new like do you think ayo edebiri is frantically checking where noah schnapp travels to #and also. THE TWEETS SAYING FINN SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON IT INSTEAD BECAUSE HE'S THE BETTER ACTOR ANYWAY skDKJSKDJKSJ like OH MY GOD. we were #all here last year and even just six months ago when tweets saying finn was the worst actor out of the kids had tens of thousands of likes #it's like when mila kunis and ashton kutcher (and also debra jo rupp and kurtwood smith) wrote letters for danny masterson and people were #like oh this is why topher grace didn't hang out with them when they were filming that 70s show and everyone praised him for literally #doing nothing because in comparison he was suddenly extraordinary #but like. saying finn deserves it more because he's the better actor is so fucking funny like I REMEMBER #also he was on the list in 2020 and you can only be on it once but just. very funny revisionism #a lot of tweets were also saying what about like millie sadie (who have also been on the list before) but finn was the #funniest. no shade #and like i say: brf slt

[mantisgodsdomain]

If you ever go into traditional art in any way, then we HEAVILY suggest investing in a good ruler. A metal one, without the rounded edges that you'll see in some stores. You WILL want its assistance in drawing straight edges, you WILL want to be able to reliably measure any piece of paper you might need to cut down to size, you'll probably use it far more often than you'd expect, and the durability of a metal ruler will mean you will almost definitely never have to replace it and also let you use it as a multitool for anything that may require a flat hunk of metal.

#we speak #a ruler is a normal & appropriate object to open a package with and dont let anyone tell you otherwise #this psa brought to you by: we spent like two hours looking for a metal ruler with all flat edges a few months ago #and we consider this time & effort investment to be 100% worth it. the ruler itself was like ten bucks btw #this way we dont fuck up our good knives when we need to cut through shit like tape. invest in a flat hunk of metal today! #we used to have a different ruler that we used for like 7 years but our dad took it when we moved and we dont think we're getting it back #plastic rulers are fine short term but they dont last and you cannot use them as a multitool unless you like shattered plastic #weirdly specific stances on things time now. we are metal ruler advocates here.

[b4kuch1n]

hi it's me. bulletpoints

job has concluded! barring sudden expansion on the project I think that's gonna be it for my work here. six character cards in total! this leads to

wrists are bit fucked. I'll be putting that thang (creen tablet) in da closet again for at least a month while trying to hold as few heavy objects as possible for the time being

why one month deadline? well it's bc I made an artfight account. I'm fucking doing it this year on god I'll kick anyone's ass I'll kick my own ass. I'll post a link to my acc a week or so before the event starts, meanwhile I'll keep updating my roster and cleaning up this cardboard box I arrived at their door in. do u guys have a spare pair of suspenders I have a really funny joke to make

will be doing it on the creen tablet, unless I make enough to get a new graphic tablet that works with SAI2 inbetween. on that note

ink comms should come back sometimes next week babeyy I need to get back into da groove! miss my G pen it feels like I was close to something last time. I wanna get back to it. but also

I'm writing a fic now. tis the season it seems this happened last year too. but I'll try my best to not disappear off the face of the earth for 3 months running again lol I'll do my best to pace myself, since this is gonna be one of the heftier writing things.

sk8 people and another very specific subset of people will be pleased to know it's a sk8 Real Steel AU. if this means nothing to u carry on. have a good day. to the five people still here I'll probably be brainposting abt writing this so don't be surprised if that comes up here and there

circling back a bit I'm currently 120 USD away from the graphic tablet I wanna get, so that'll be what the ink comms are going toward. otherwise if u enjoy my art and have a spare doller to buy the baku a coffee I'd absolutely appreciate ur support! not mandatory but I'll definitely be very thankful! especially bc

I'll probably phase out the redbubble store some time in the future. at the very least I'll probably stop uploading new things on there while looking for alternative. ohh baby they are doing some wild shit and I want off the ride please. please

but yeah. that's the current plan for things. I've accepted that comics happen when they want to, and I have faith they still want to see the sunlight some time this year. meanwhile we keep busy keep training keep recovering! thank u for ur patience. have a good night take this sharp object

#bakuspeech #boy oh boy. its been a Month #hi. I received a sticker sheet and a clay pin of frogs today. its been good #art wise Ive been on day three of drawing break. and day. something. of writing this fic #I! kind of! know how itll end! but if nothing I know I am so willing to improv this shit to the bitter confusing end #you guys dont get to see the proof of that sorry. but my friend yumi specifically u know. u know #at least nobody died graphically ten thousand years ago in space this time #this year has been real fuckin topsy turvy so far art wise. but I have learned a lot! including to fuckign pace myself. and I am practicing #straight up had at least three unrelated art and art-adjacent breakdown in the last three months lmao. its so. this is so #well. Im better now. I am so smart and I kick my own ass so well. we good! we are good. dw abt me! #hope ur having a good day. games official ship date now lands in october. my art will be out there in peoples hands soon...... #ah. well right now I need to sleep. or finish ryan chongoshows hifi rush stream series. whichever applies first #have a good night lads! do a twirl to skip this level

[janiedean]

will get to all your lovely replies asap but for now let me get down the mood with my usual

fuck but i really do hate this month and everything it represents or better the fact that each single year it gets just more miserable

#i’m sorry fuck i wish i liked christmas i do #but i haven’t felt anything close to enjoyment of the period since what was it right ten exact years #every single fucking one of them it just got MORE fucking depressing #we dont talk about covid times because god i wish i could delete them from my existence #two years ago it was just depressing af #last year for a miracle it was halfway okay and hey managed to spend one with the grandmother for once #except she died three months later and this one it will be….. meh but the rest of the month has been a total nervewreck already #but of course EVERYWHERE around you is like JOYOUS TIME EVERYONE IS HAPPY SEASON OF MAGIC #as it is i’mma have to do half of the presents in january ffs #ah right forgot today was the anniversary of the other grandmother dying #and the entire first week is anniversary of 2020 nervous wreck of doom so hey that’s all fine #yeah that happened no i had no plans to mention it good luck to me wanting to move over that specific instance ig #i just wanna stop feeling stuck in being miserable until december 26th arrives and i can hope to get my shit under control the year after #yeah sorry for the pity party i’m just not feeling great whatsoever add feeling totally useless to the list and here we are #i’mma just go catch up on replies now just god now i feel like crap bc the moment i opened the app i just vomited out negativity g r e a t #personal for ts #janie rants

[rindomness]

i think the thing that makes me most powerful as an artist is the fact that i have kept copies in some form or another of almost everything i have made since i started and thus whenever the imposter syndrome is hitting i can look at the literal piles of sketchbooks and notebooks and binders i keep the physical copies of my work in and go oh yeah. ive been working at this for like ten years. and then it just goes away.

anyway i absolutely recommend this as a strategy no matter how cringey it might seem keeping visual evidence of skill progression is an incredible tool against imposter syndrome. voice in your head can't tell you you're faking your skills if you can pull out a literal record of your skill growth against it

#even digital stuff like. #keep a file on a physical drive with your shit on it. back it up every once in a while. #google docs is fine but nothing quite beats digging through your files on your laptop and finding something you wrote five years ago #that's maybe not as technically sound as what you can do *now* but still isn't like bad. #legitimately i found a notebook while cleaning last month that was just like. #half of a novel. handwritten in this little composition notebook. #was it *good?* eh! but im also looking at that after yeah like five or six YEARS of practice #and that even beats finding stuff i wrote. like. Actually Legitimately Ten Years Ago #always makes me sad to see younger artists than me declaring theyre gonna delete their stuff cause its embarrassing or cringey #like. ok so what i spent a full two years drawing bad undertale comics with every panel on a new piece of paper. #im going to keep them until i have no choice but to get rid of them which will likely be when *i* die and not a moment before #reminder i need to back up my stuff . wheres my hard drive for that.

[jvten]

blah blah blah violations of the geneva convention whatEVER. he had no business being THIS FINE in (the first version of) percy jackson.

#sean bean #percy jackson #pjo the lightning thief #i know we don't talk about the old version... BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW HE ATE AND LEFT NO CRUMBS IN THE OPENING SCENE OF LIGHTNING THIEF #how did i forget he was zeus anyway. #(probably because i hadn't watched the lightning thief for maybe almost ten years until last night) #hhhh curse you sean how could you do this to me /nm #it's not even zeus im attracted to because i know zeus in general is the worst greek god - it's just SEAN IN A SUIT THAT DOES IT FOR ME DHJ #also no joke i literally wore the same outfit that he wears in this scene in some play i did a few months ago #if i ever get to wear it again i'll take a better-quality picture of myself and compare 🔥 #but in the meantime. stares copiously at this fine man #WHEN I TELL YOU THIS MAN IS SO FINE #WHEN I TELL YOU THIS MAN IS SCRUM-DILLI-ISHIOUS #HE MAKE ME WANNA *lands on floor violently* ON GOD #/ref /silly #keheheheh

[arctic-hands]

It's so fucking stupid I've gone from dreading back to school sales time even twelve years after leaving school because the trauma of it is still raw, to now having baby fever because I want to go back to school shopping with a little one in the future

#'but arctic for like the last ten years you've been saying you're child fr–' YES YES I KNOW I'M A TRAITOR TO THE MOVEMENT #fuck #i said if it was gonna happen it was gonna happen in my thirties and guess who turned thirty three months ago #so not in a place to do it right now tho

[cherrysnax]

I have extremely realistic dreams abt adopting things and then I wake up feeling like I lost something.

#had a dream last night that I adopted a mysterious blonde kitten #that was very very energetic #kinda reminded me of our old cat ginger before he died #the cat just popped out for under our bed in my dream #we were just abt to name them and then I woke up #one time I dreamt that I. that I adopted this little boy I found on a train #I think we were in an apocalypse type situation #it was. a lot #I watched him grow up #me n chevy raised that boy for ten years and then. I woke up #and I cried #it was some lil white kid that I don’t even think I’ve ever seen in my life #I have no want to be a mom. but like that was months ago and I’m tearing up thinking abt him #I think his name was Johnny

[love-fireflysong]

Well this is super upsetting. Just last night my ps4 decided to black screen of death me and it turns out that the issue is a hard drive problem and that needs to be replaced. Which isn't the issue, cause due to the fact that I had replaced my laptops hard drive last summer I hilariously enough have a spare 1tb hard drive laying around! And that's something super easy to fix.

No, my problem is that replacing my hard drive means that all my saved game data has just gone *poof*. And while checking my saved data on my roomies ps4 pretty much nothing was saved to the cloud so I can't even recover it... And because I'm having a bsod issue I can't even back up all that save data either 😭

#Im gonna lose so much shit again 😭 #This is like my ps3 debacle from like ten years ago but worse #Cause that one was replacing the entire motherboard cause my hdmi and bluetooth werent working anymore #So i was at least able to finish any games i was playing at the time before sending it in #I just lost some trophy data cause due to bluetooth issues i couldnt connect to wifi so my psn account wasnt logged in #And with this one im keeping my trophy data but losing all my saved game shit #Which i would regretfully accept if it wasny for the fact that im losing all mu crash 4 progress now #Like i spent *months* getting those n.sanity relics #Hell it took me the last 3 months alone to finally beat crash landed cause i kept psyching myself out and making stupid mistakes! #I had 31/38 n.sanity relics and that alone makes me wanna cry 😭 #I dont wanna replay the entire game when i was so close to the end and that sweet sweet platinum trophy 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[lorillee]

#lord help me for it is time to refill the op-grand-collection queue #its been ten thousand years...... no for real the last time i actually sat down and refilled it proper was #not quite a year ago but definitely like 8-9 months

[userwoodz-archive]

tagged by @njaems, @jinniebit, @yonglixx and @moonsua to show my receiptify, thanks beloveds !! also i’m not here much lately so if i missed anyone i am so so sorry i love you promise <3

idk why the text has turned blue? but yeah here are my top songs and artists of the last month ! <3 very late to the party but heart burn my beloved omg

tagging no one because i am way too late with this ashdhdjfj but if you see and feel like doing it. feel free to tag me <3

#i went to keshi last month that explains the amount of him. i actually wanted to do this a few weeks ago and then my top ten was just him #didn’t get to it eventually but yeah ashdhdjfjfjf if he’s not my no. 1 this year spotify is a lying liar #also i’m aware bobby released cherry blossom like three days ago don’t judge me pls agshshdjd i am obsessed #also idk how red velvet is here at all ?????? maybe because of my one daily mix of gg’s ? #*tag games