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poorly-drawn-mdzs ยท 9 months
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There's nothing he can't do. Yet.
(Thank you to everyone who participated in the poll!)
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comradecowplant ยท 1 month
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so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.
#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS#youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao#i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol#to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting#she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3#anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel#THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now#telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this#so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly#turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly*#shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds...#but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ srry 2 b a freak like that#also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to#so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings#gender into conversations that it does not belong in#'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks#she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america...#girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!!#i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine#ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies ๐Ÿฅต while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found ๐Ÿ˜˜
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commanderfreddy ยท 10 months
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i never remember to explain shit anymore i just vaguepost and expect people to catch up but i finally have good news, we've made a lot of progress with my parents' estate (they both ran their own businesses and you know those images of nightmare cable management? well imagine that with bank accounts) and i actually have money now - im taking a trip to Aotearoa NZ with my mate Jules next week (dark sky reserve! lotr filming locations! snow! FOOD!) and then in august i will be moving to nyc to pursue a 2 year masters degree in library science with a focus on rare materials archival studies!! shits happening in my life!! im not just sitting in my house doing nothing all day!! and like i said i have money!! if you're taking commissions lmk bc while im focused on my getaway for the next few weeks i wanna support my friends and their art and when i get back i wanna throw u cash to draw my ocs!!
#fred says a thing#personal#i havent slept (its 8am) but not for sad reasons! i was reading a good book and then i just had a lot of thoughts!#invariably i will be sad again - probably soon! i will definitely see stuff on my trip that i will want to show my parents and have to#experience the strange nature of grief-for-what-never-was several times over during otherwise great moments#- but i will also be happy in the future too!#my therapist says i definitely have ptsd! im learning more about emotional flashbacks and how to manage them!#im a human being and i will continue to be one for the rest of my life!#i hope thats a long time!#but even if that isnt something my genetics allows i was happy now! and people were happy to have me in the world!#im realising that sounds rather alarming but i just have a lot of fears about my genetics considering. you know. the cancer orphaning.#im trying to manage both my health fears and my health itself in a reasonable way! i made a chicken tomato pasta sauce last night#just from ingredients i had lying around and it was pretty good!#i have a ripe tomato i picked from the garden yesterday that today i will fry up with bacon and put on some toast i think#there are so many books i want to read#there are so many books i want to write#in a few days i will be experiencing snow (a rarity for me) and i will probably be handling the cold very poorly and i will feel excited#and uncomfortable at the same time#and for much of my life i will experience a lot of contradictory things at the same tiem#and i will experience times of great boredom and inaction! we all have to stand in queues and wait for buses and go to the dentist#and wonder what might have been#but i will experience them. i will.
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a-passing-storm ยท 5 months
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Also! Sorry, I am in a Rambling Mood! According to the substitute teacher, one of my teachers described me as his most intelligent student, and I'm like... I would be lying if I said that it did not go straight to my head, but I also think it's super weird and fucked up if he did say that, but I also really doubt that he did. I imagine he said something like "they have the highest grade in the class" or "they have shown the most demonstrated interest in the class," (<- still skeptical about that one, because it's subjective), but like... Wild. I want to ask him about it, because it went straight to my head because I'm really curious about what he actually said, but I don't think it's a thing I could Bring Up.
#i am so conflicted on this. i really really don't think he would ever say anything like that. he seems to be... like... an ethical teacher?#about not picking favorites and about viewing all of his students as equally capable. and also he Definitely seems the type to view#intelligence as very subjective and not a good indicator of actual... like... anything. so like.#he doesn't seem the type to describe ANY of his students that way. but i also especially cannot see him describing me that way.#i did so poorly in his class last year and he could definitely Tell that i was bullshitting half of it and not putting much effort in.#also why would my substitute mention it to me...#she called on me first to present a project but my partner wasn't here so i didn't have to present#but then she called me over and she was like "i asked you to go first because your teacher said you were the smartest and i wanted...#to see what an a would look like for this presentationโ€œ like... i think i literally was like โ€... is that really what he said?โ€œ#anyway she asked me to recommend the Second Smartest Kid In My Class which was WILD too. like. excuse me???#admittedly i was complicit in that system though because i did recommend one of my friends to go first but like...#hmm... also i swear my presentation is so much worse than like... 80% of the presentations that went today... so. the substitute#will be very disappointed when i present tomorrow i guess. it's a lot of pressure. but like. yeah. i'm really so fascinated by that.#i shouldn't. i really shouldn't think about it it shouldn't matter what my teacher thinks of me especially if he's stupid enough to call#any of his students the most intelligent or whatever. but um. i am thinking about it i'm a people pleaser and i compare myself to others...#sigh.#dante dicit#might delete#idk how to tag this
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bunny584 ยท 4 months
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OBSESSED: GETO
A/N: Suguru is a patient, kind, wonderful, completely out-of-his-mind-insane man. I just had to capture it on paper. (The Yuuta installment is up next, this one was just crawling out of me lol)
C/W: Voyeurism (the real Shibuya incident ๐Ÿคญ) Mature, 18+
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Suguru should stop.
He really should fucking stop.
You two are friends. Innocent. Platonic. The very best of friends.
And yet, here he is. Watching a live feed of you walking through your apartment door.
Keys to the left.
Heels kicked off to the right. Youโ€™ll come back to those later.
He drapes the bath towel around his neck. Catching the last few almond water droplets from his thick, near waist length hair. Heโ€™ll be at your place later; he wouldnโ€™t forgive himself if he was the reason you caught a cold.
And capital punishment for anyone who rouses a single strand of hair on your head.
6:38 PM. A little late today. But itโ€™s a Wednesday and thereโ€™s a farmers market in the town square. You always stop for chocolate croissants too late on Wednesdays. The vendor leaves before youโ€™re out of work.
There are four of them on low heat in his oven right now.
Because Suguru now knows the vendor on a first name basis. Heโ€™s paid him well over asking price to have 4 chocolate croissants (made 2 batches later than what he sells during the day) be delivered to his place every Wednesday.
Because youโ€™re his friend.
His best friend. And he canโ€™t stand the thought of you going a second without anything you want in this lifetime.
Oh fucking hell.
Your (his) favorite blazer is off. As is the demure mint silk button up that it was covering. Both now wistfully draped over the corner of the kitchen island. He finds the way you throw your things around haphazardly so adorable.
But that doesnโ€™t matter right now.
Like clockwork, Suguruโ€™s left hand drags down his sweatpants, just enough to let his overgrown, painfully hard cock free. It bounces well past his belly button, like a fresh wire spring.
And with cinematic timing, you lean over your kitchen island. In nothing but your lacy bra and snug little pencil shirt. Mindlessly catching up on your social media.
The way your plush, pouty rose lips hang slightly open. And your fucking perfect tits spill over the top of your slightly undersized bra. The lazy S curve from your petite shouldersโ€ฆtapered down to your waistโ€ฆback out to the swell of your hips.
โ€œFuck,โ€ a king cobra hiss escapes his lips.
Youโ€™re dizzying. Utterly fucking intoxicating.
Suguruโ€™s chest rises and falls. The pace of his hand around his cock crescendos. Almost angrily.
How could you do this to him?
Youโ€™re his best friend for fucks sake.
Precum slicks from his thick, blunt tip. Squelching around his knuckles.
Your back arches into a mini crescent moon. And Suguru might as well have swallowed a blow torch.
โ€œNnnhhgh fuck, g-godโ€ฆsoโ€ฆโ€ Sharp drags of air mix with his poorly choked down moans.
His hand grips harder. Hips now rutting up off his desk chair. Hungry. Needy. Imprecise pumps into the slick ring of his fingers. Chasing another high he so desperately wishes you could personally give.
Because the way he feels right now?
The sheer malevolence in his mind. The depravity. You trust him completely and he canโ€™t trust himself with you at all.
Beautiful, enchanting girl.
You reduce him to a perverted, bird brained slave to his desires.
You make him want to violate you. To fuck a cock-shaped hole through the back of your skirt to your cervix.
He wants to pick you up and bounce you along all 10 inches of his length and watch himself bludgeon through to your stomach.
He wants to pin you down and use your pretty little throat as his personal cocksleeve. And watch you garble and cry and drool around his invading length while you struggle for air. And listen to the melodic sounds of you gasping and muffled around his dick when he makes you apologize.
Apologize for being so goddamn irresistible. For bringing this depraved shell of a human being out of him.
Electricity runs the length of his manhood. His breaths are jagged, tendrils of wavey hair matted to his forehead.
The sound of your ringtone slices through the static in his brain. Tethering him back out of his criminal spiral.
โ€œH-hey, pretty.โ€ Suguru forces his baritone to level out. Hand still stroking his length.
Your wispy, girly giggle almost finishes him instantly.
โ€œYouโ€™ve gotta stop with the pet names, Suguru! The trail of women in your wake hate me enough as it is.โ€
โ€œHa-I c-couldnโ€™t care less.โ€ Talking is harder than breathing for him.
You lean up from the counter and start twirling your hair in a way that makes him want to carve out another galaxy for you. Just for you. Anything for you.
โ€œMovie night? Iโ€™ve been wanting toโ€”โ€œ
โ€œYes.โ€ Suguru is almost embarrassed at how quickly he cut you off. Like a fucking dog.
You laugh again and stroll to your refrigerator. He knows youโ€™re lamenting the missed croissants. And he knows you know thereโ€™s a 99.99% chance heโ€™s already gotten them for you. Because he is silly putty for you. He crumbles to stardust in your hands.
Because heโ€™s your best friend.
โ€œI got them.โ€ Suguru rasps out. Hands moving so fast up his shaft, precum surging out his tip. Heโ€™s so close. So fuckingโ€”
โ€œGod I love you.โ€
And he snaps. Hot, thick ropes of his cum splay everywhere. Suguru draws metallic from his bottom lip, clenching down so hard not to give himself away.
You said it so innocently. So platonically. And it shifted his entire world on its axis.
His best fucking friend.
โ€œLove you too, Iโ€™ll be there at 8.โ€
PART. II
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nariism ยท 7 months
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เณƒโ€โžท THIEF! โ˜…
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Based off this ask by @raphuna-nekomada !!
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The first time, Neuvillette brushed it off as if nothing had happened.
He spent the entire morning looking for his dedicated Monday bow, black with silver intricacies that you personally picked out for him many years ago.
"Must be a sign from the universe not to go into work," you hummed from the bed, rolling over and inviting him back under the blanket. He hadn't indulged you on Monday, instead opting to use his Tuesday ribbon and huffing about how he would find the missing article later.
The second time it happened, he was suspicious.
Two days in a row his ribbon had gone missing, now his Wednesday ribbon had been used for Tuesday. It irked him, and while he had no other reason to suspect that you were the culprit, the way you beckoned him back to bed again flicked a switch in his mind.
Ultimately, he hadn't indulged you on Tuesday either.
The third time it happens, he saunters up to your side of the bed immediately.
"My love," he calls, and for a moment you think he hasn't caught you because he's lacking any sort of stern toneโ€” the kind he would address Wriothesley with.
"Yes?" You peer up at him with a glimmer of mischief, clutching something to your chest. His eyes narrow and he kneels onto the bed beside you.
"Have you seen my ribbon?"
"I haven't."
"Are you sure? I'm certain I left it on the dresser last night."
"You must be imagining things, dearest."
You give him a sly, lazy smile and that's when he knows you're nothing but a terrible liar. He nearly scoffs in your face, leaning down closer so he can look at you with a hardening expression.
"And what exactly is your ploy here? Would you like me to wrestle it out of your hands?"
Your eyes widen in surprise for a moment before you laugh, clearly finding his suggestion humorous. "Would it keep you at home longer if you did?"
The gears turn in his head at your words, slow realization washing over him as you blink up innocently. (Feigning innocence, actually. Poorly.)
Ah, so that's what this is all about.
"You want me to stay home?"
A beat of silence. "And if I said yes?"
"You know my answer." Yet he hasn't pulled away, gotten off the bed, and left for work like he does every morning. In fact, you're pretty sure he's drawn a couple inches closer to you.
The fabric you stole from him suddenly wraps around the back of the neck and you rein him in until he's hovering just above you, arms and legs caging you in on either side.
"Got you," you sing quietly.
His gaze flickers down to your lips and then back to your eyes. "You got me," he repeats in faux defeat, swooping down to capture you in a kiss.
He starts to think that maybe a day off wouldn't be the worst thing in the world, but he has more than one trial today and there is no one to fill his role in his absence.
Still, Neuvillette decides that he can come to a compromise if only to hold you like this before his busy day. Besides, if he didn't indulge you now this would never end.
"Ten more minutes."
"Ouch. Stingy."
He smothers you under his body so you'll stop talking.
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ยฉ ALABOADOA 2023 โ€” please do not translate or post my works to other platforms.
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autistic-shaiapouf ยท 1 year
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Pouf manga panel "why am I filled with such overwhelming anxiety" dot pea en gee
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confessioncassette ยท 3 months
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๐‘๐ž๐๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง - ๐€๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฑ ๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ
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๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–+. ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ญ.
๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ : ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฆ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ซ๐ž๐๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐š๐ง๐ ๐€๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.
๐ญ๐ฐ : ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐›๐ฎ๐ณ๐ณ๐ž๐, ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐›๐œ๐จ๐ง, ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐š๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ง๐š๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž
๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ : ๐Ÿ.๐Ÿ—๐ค
๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ : ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ง, ๐š๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ง๐ข๐œ๐ž, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ž. ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ƒ๐Ž ๐๐Ž๐“ ๐‘๐„๐€๐ƒ. ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐, ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐›๐ž๐œ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ข ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐œ๐ž๐ง๐š๐ซ๐ข๐จ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ - ๐ฐ๐ž ๐๐ข๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง
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Embarrassing.ย 
That would describe it. The vulnerable feeling walking up the entrance of, happy hotel? Hazbin Hotel?
You didnโ€™t even make it a week in hell. Waking up in this place confused you, youโ€™re not really sure why youโ€™re here. You werenโ€™t a terrible human on Earth, maybe it was lust? Greed? Who knows, but this place makes you sick. Youโ€™ve encountered horrors from every corner- robbings, gruesome killings, torture- it just wasnโ€™t your scene. Having to pick yourself up in eternal hell with nothing but the clothes on your back was difficult.ย 
Until a commercial from the Hazbin Hotel played on a TV while you were walking down the street.ย 
Would they take you? It would be hell of a lot better to be here than the street. Maybe you could have a chance at redemptionโ€ฆ it would be nice to be in heaven. No more paranoia, sleepless nights, or having your soul burn forever. Itโ€™d be a fresh start, to flip a new leaf. You could do it, just-
โ€œWhy hello there!โ€ย 
The abruptness of the front door to the hotel startled you back into reality.ย 
A tall man resting his hands atop of a cane, dressed in a red suit greets you happily.ย 
โ€œHello, I saw your commercial,โ€ you present the poorly drawn hotel poster to him, โ€œI was wondering if you had room for me?โ€
The man tilts his head to the side, sizing you up and down for a second.
โ€œSplendid! Yes, of course, my dear we have plenty of room for you. Iโ€™m Alastor, the host of this hotel, and you are?โ€ The demon stuck out his hand, patiently waiting for you to take it.ย 
You introduce yourself and shake his hand. Alastors grip is firm and within a millisecond, he eagerly jerks you into the hotel.
โ€œPleasure to be meeting you, my dear! Quite the pleasure, welcome to the Hazbin Hotel!โ€ย 
He gestures to the main lobby with his free hand.ย 
โ€œWe recently underwent some renovations after the extermination. Everything is brand new and in tip top shape. So donโ€™t you worry your pretty little head about an old rickety hotel. Youโ€™ll be staying in luxury!โ€ His cane thuds on the marble floor, emphasizing his last word.
The hotel is beautiful, youโ€™ve seen nothing like it. Stunningly high vaulted ceilings with walls decorated in patterned maroon wallpaper, beautiful velvet curtains draping the large windows, golden light fixtures, a push carpet acting as a runway leading up to a giant staircase in the middle of the lobby. A bar to the left, and a common room to the right. Everything is spaced out, but it feels home-y.
Maybe this wasnโ€™t a bad decision after all.
Alastor was a pure gentleman. He was polite, entertaining and a bit of a sweet talker. He gave you a thorough tour throughout the hotel, and everything is much more than the commercial seemed.ย 
You met the current residents at the hotel as well, who welcomed you with open arms. And the princess of hell, Charlie, was the most ecstatic to meet you. Bringing you into a giant hug, her eyes practically glistened with joy, โ€œWe are here to help you, and we are so happy youโ€™re here!โ€
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You hit 1 month today.
Walking down the grand entrance stairs you were surprised by all your friends congratulating you on your โ€œanniversary.โ€ย 
A poorly made sign (KunGratZ!), most likely made by Nifty, hung over the bar, balloons scattered the marble floor and everyone was waiting for you by the large dining table. In the middle of it, sat a beautifully decorated white and red cake.ย 
โ€œHappy 1 month today,โ€ Charlie squeals, โ€œyouโ€™ve been doing great!โ€
Despite this being a small accomplishment, Charlie and Vaggie planned the rest of the day in celebration of you.ย 
Everyone enjoyed games, drinks and some people even gave you gifts. Nifty gave you a handmade knife, โ€œto kill the angelsโ€, Charlie made you a bracelet, Angel got you a lovely pink robe, Vaggie gifted you a pair of stockings. Husk gave you all the alcohol you could want, while trying to teach you how to gamble. You and Angel danced to music played by Alastorโ€™s microphone cane until everyone joined in. By the end of the night, everyone had their fill of alcohol and food.ย 
You ache with gratitude.ย 
It was quite a lot for 1 month living here, but this is what they do. Itโ€™s only been a month, but it feels like family- your home.ย 
And by midnight, Husk asked what your goal in hell would be.ย 
โ€œTo be redeemed. To go to heaven and live forever as a pure soul! Thank you for everything you have done for me so far guys.โ€
โ€œCheers to that,โ€ he nods, lifting up a glass of whiskey. โ€œTo you, dear friend.โ€ย 
โ€“
โ€œAlright, goodnight toots, Iโ€™m off ta bed.โ€ Angel stretches, getting up from the sofa. You both were engaged in deep drunk conversation for a few hours now. Circling the drink in your glass, you suppose itโ€™s time for you too to get off to bed.ย 
โ€œGoodnight, Angel.โ€ You smile as he blows a kiss in return before he exits the living room.ย 
Yawning, you get up from the sofa, almost falling. How much have you had? Youโ€™re buzzed pretty bad.ย 
โ€œNeed help, my dear?โ€ The familiar static-y voice lingers behind you.ย 
โ€œOh, Alastor-think i had tโ€™much.โ€ You smile and you can feel your flushed cheeks radiate heat.ย 
โ€œNow, now sweetheart. Youโ€™re in good hands. May I?โ€ A gentle hand comes to rest on your lower back.ย 
You nod, letting him easily scoop you up. Your face cradles into his neck. Feels kind of funny, having the spins and being carried.ย 
โ€œDid you have a good time tonight?โ€ His voice rumbles in his chest as he talks.ย 
You giggle, โ€œKeep talking, it feels nice.โ€ย 
He hums and it satisfies you. โ€œEveryone is proud of you. Not many people in hell are open to the option of being rehabilitated or changed. You should be incredibly proud of yourself.โ€
โ€œDid you have fun tonight?โ€
โ€œI sure did, sweet girl. I loved playing all your tunes tonight. I havenโ€™t heard of most of them, but they were catchy.โ€ย 
Your weight in his arms shift as he walks up the stairs.ย 
โ€œHow long have you been in hell?โ€ You ask.
โ€œFor quite some time. I could tell you hundreds of stories about how hell was before you got here. Maybe stories before most people got here. The times are changinโ€™.โ€ย 
โ€œA lilโ€™ over a month fโ€™me,โ€ you grumble, โ€œI donโ€™t know why I came in the first place.โ€
โ€œNow darling, youโ€™re at the safest place in hell. Donโ€™t you worry, soon enough youโ€™ll be climbing up that ladder to heaven.โ€
You sigh.
โ€œIsnโ€™t that what you want?โ€ His ear twitches.ย 
It takes you a moment to reply, trying to collect all your runaway thoughts.ย 
โ€œYes, but, do we know this even works? Does all this work like that? Am I really able to cleanse my soul?โ€ Your chin lifts up to meet his eyes already staring back at you.
Alastors boots click down the hallway and stop at front of your door. Without putting you down, your door clicks and opens. You keep talking to him as he gently lays you down on your bed. Your plush pillows and soft bedding caress you, trying to lull you to sleep in your drunken state.
โ€œI thought souls stay here to burn forever. I never thought a place like this would even exist in a world likeโ€ฆthis.โ€ย 
Alastor stands next to your bed, red eyes gleaming down on you through the darkness of your room. His figure half illuminated by the moon, microphone at the top of his cane reflecting in the light.ย 
โ€œCharlie is a dreamer.โ€ He sighs and shrugs his shoulders. โ€œShe believes it can be done.โ€
With your eyes fighting to stay open, you close them and put the emptiness beside your bed. โ€œBut do you believe it can be done? Keep talking to me, Alastor. I like when yโ€™talk. You know you were my first friend here?โ€ย 
โ€œDarling, youโ€™re a pleasure to be around. Your company brings a lighter feel to a room.โ€ He coos as he settles himself. Your bed dips as he sits.ย 
โ€œMaybe one day you can come up to heaven with me. Wouldnโ€™t that be fun? We could foxtrot on the clouds.โ€ You giggle.ย 
โ€œYou might need a few more lessons in that before then dear, but yes, I suppose that sounds like a grand olโ€™ time.โ€
He waits a moment before speaking again, โ€œYou really want to get to heaven, donโ€™t you?โ€
You mumble a yes to him, โ€œYou didnโ€™t answer me before Alastor. About if you believe it can be done?โ€
He adjusts himself to face you directly. โ€œI know it can be done.โ€
Your eyes shoot open.ย 
โ€œReally? How?โ€
โ€œIf itโ€™s cleansing your soul youโ€™re looking for, I can do that myself.โ€ย 
โ€œReally? You perk up, โ€œYouโ€™d help me?โ€
He cocks his head to the side, looking down at you through hooded eyes. That cat like grin grows wide.ย 
โ€œOf course! Iโ€™m the radio demon, look at all the things Iโ€™ve done to this hotel. All the things Iโ€™ve done to protect this place. Now, I donโ€™t go around telling people this, so keep this our little secret,darling would you?โ€ He waits for you to nod excitedly. โ€œI once helped someone get to those pearly gates before.โ€
A demon like him was able to help someone go to heaven before? Alastor is so many great things, youโ€™ve seen it yourself, but this? This was your ticket. He could do this for you, and heโ€™s always helped you before. Heโ€™s never let you down. Alastor has been your tride and true.
The smile on your face shows Alastor all too well that you believe him. He knows your pretty head is filled with trust. Heโ€™s never given anyone a reason not to. And he knows how naive you are. A sweet, simple naive little girl. So new to this worldโ€ฆย 
โ€œIโ€™ll do the best that I can every day if you can grant me this one wish, Alastor. Iโ€™ll work hard and you cleanse my soul.โ€
Alastors eyes darken as his ears twitch.ย 
โ€œMake that a deal?โ€ He leans in, extending his hand to you like he did that first day. The first day of your new life in hell. His ears twitch in anticipation, and you take it a second later.
โ€œA deal! Thank you so mu-โ€
In an instant, youโ€™re pushed down on the bed.ย 
Alastors body is quick to climb over yours. His hands have an iron grip on your wrists.ย 
โ€œMight as well cleanse your soul now, right darling? No better time to, no time to waste!โ€ย 
You gasp and wiggle in his grip. As if agitated, his knee pushes up and into your leg, making you open for him. The dress you wear slides up to your waist as he does this.ย 
โ€œWhat is it? Donโ€™t believe me?โ€ He pouts, fakeness and mockery ooze through his voice.
โ€œNo-I,โ€ your brain is hazy from the alcohol. Your mind is spinning a million miles a minute.ย 
โ€œGood, never doubt me again.โ€ He growls, voice stuttering and filled with loud static. Pushing your wrists deeper into the bed, he places his hips between your legs.ย 
โ€œYou want to see those gates in the sky? You want to leave?โ€
His hips grind into yours, his cock already hard. The coarseness of his pants hit into every nerve of your clit.
โ€œI-โ€ you begin.
โ€œDonโ€™t I do enough for you here? Cleansing a soul, HA!โ€ One of his hands shoots down between your legs and rubs harsh circles over your bundle of nerves.ย 
You let out a moan and arch your back off the bed. Unsure of why your body is responding to him like this.ย 
โ€œYou trust me, yes? So allow me to cleanse your soul, by chaining yours to me.โ€ย 
Your brain is too busy swirling to realize what you just did, the deal you just made, and the giant loophole Alastor just wiggled his way into. You buck your hips into his touch, your slick coating your panties. His fingers dance over your covered clit, made easy by your juices collecting there.ย 
His fingers press roughly into your nerves, and youโ€™re becoming an unholy mess. Your eyes fuse shut, feeling every movement he gives you. And it feels fucking goodโ€ฆ
โ€œFeels sโ€™good,โ€ you moan. Bucking your hips relentlessly now, silently begging for him to keep going.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll play nice, since you ever so graciously trusted me with your soul.โ€ He coos, upping his pace for you. His lips come down to gently kick your neck.ย 
โ€œLet go, be a good girl and cum for me.โ€ย 
Itโ€™s torture. His rough hands give steady and hard pressure, rubbing little fast circles, all while his mouth gives you coaxing soft kisses.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m gunna-โ€
His eyes are blown wide, a snarl catches his smile as he eagerly watches every muscle in your face as your head lolls to the side. Your beautiful mouth slacks open and your moans play him a lovely song.ย 
And there it goes, the pressure in your lower belly breaks. You give him everything he wants. Hot pleasure sizzles every corner of your body and you hump his hand through your orgasm.ย 
He hums as he watches you work your way down until you slowly stop grinding your hips into his.ย 
โ€œUp you go, sweet girl.โ€ Hands cradle your back, picking you up slightly to position you to the edge of the bed. Always with care as if every movement was thought out and afraid to break you.ย 
His body now stands at the edge of the bed, hands pressing your knees open and then guiding your legs around his waist.ย 
โ€œWho do you belong to now?โ€ He effortlessly takes his cock out of his pants. No time for removing clothes.ย 
You look down to see him. Heโ€™s big, youโ€™re not sure you could take thatโ€ฆ
A hand grips your face, โ€œI know youโ€™re curious darling, and youโ€™ll have your fill, but donโ€™t ignore me again or Iโ€™ll make this hurt more than you want.โ€
His face is so close to yours now, you can feel the tip of his cock poking at your clit and it makes you melt.ย 
โ€œYours, Alastor.โ€
He gently grinds his cock over your clit. All the way down the shaft to where his balls press against your slick opening, to all the way back up to his tip. He does this slowly, watching your every move like you're prey. His prey, ready to devour you in an instant.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s mine, now?โ€ He asks, cocking his head to the side. His antlers grow bigger and the grip on your waist now pricks with pain from his claws.ย 
โ€œMy soul, my soul is yours.โ€ His cock sliding up and down your cunt makes your furrow your brows and whimper for him. You donโ€™t care, you donโ€™t give a fuck, you just want him to keep making you feel the way you do right now.ย 
โ€œGood girl.โ€ Positioning himself to your opening, he dips his tip in just to catch your juices. As he pulls out, he slicks your wetness in circles over your opening, coating himself with you.ย 
Without warning, he thrusts in with one sharp movement. You gasp, mouth open for him, and he forcibly sticks his fingers in your mouth. His thumb acts as a hook under your chin.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re bonded to me forever,โ€ he growls. The fingers in your mouth press down on your tongue as he begins a steady and rough pace. Your body bounces back and forth on the bed, sliding yourself onto him over and over again. You give into the sensation and your body goes limp with pleasure. Your knees slack dead weight to the sides, but your feet still link behind his waist.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re a lovely sight, who knew you were so naive. A pretty, little naive baby who doesnโ€™t know any better.โ€ย 
You coat his fingers with saliva, and heโ€™s fixated on watching it roll down his arm and your neck, letting it pool on the comforter.ย ย 
โ€œLook at you, I already broke you, ha!โ€ย 
His pace begins to quicken. โ€œYouโ€™re so good for me. It drives me mad.โ€ย 
He fucks up into you at a relentless pace, everytime he thrusts into you his cock kisses your cervix, over and over and overโ€ฆย 
โ€œIs my darling going to take my cum? Iโ€™m going to fill your little cunt.โ€ His hand forces your head to nod for him, and you do your best to say yes with his fingers still in your mouth.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re clenching around me so hard, I know you want my cock to fill you up.โ€ Taking his hand out of your mouth, his wet hand finds your hip. His hands curl around you, claws wrapping around the small of your back, bouncing you back and forth onto him.ย 
His eyes are wild, his snarl exposes his gums and his ears are flat as he humps into you just one more time until snarling in your ear as he fills you up. You can feel his pulsing cock deep within you as his warmth seeps in every corner of your cunt.ย 
He grinds into you as he finishes his high. Once heโ€™s done, his grip on you loosens and fingers smooth over the scars he left.ย 
The smile on his face is dark as he looks into your eyes.ย 
His toy for eternity.ย 
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Buried in the pillow
Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
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A night of restless sleep ends better than expected. Based on;
warning: 18+ explicit content including edging, a little chocking, sexual intercourse, and dom spence
words: 4,6k (I got carried away๐Ÿ˜ญ)
a/n: am I supposed to be writing something else? Yes. Will it stop me from writing a slow, lazy sex scene? NO
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โ€œโ€ฆyouโ€™re buried in the pillow, yeah youโ€™re so loudโ€ฆโ€
THERE WAS NO DENYING THE WARM FLOOD OF AROUSAL RUSHING IN HER SYSTEM.ย Y/nย inhaled a sharp breath, her heart rate climbing in her chest she could feel her pulse throbbing through her entire body. She readjusted herself along her pillow and closed her eyes before exhaling, her thighs pressed together as she tried not to let her mind travel into any lewd thoughts.
But the sound of his shallow breathing was enough to make her terribly aware of the abrupt shift in her body. She could feel the dull, needy throb between her legs merging with that burn of sheer want for him low in her stomach. Her eyes fluttered open then, and there he was, sleeping on his side of the bed with his face facing toward her.
Spencer looked so peaceful. His eyes were closed, lashes brushing along his cheeks, and his mouth slightly parted while his chest rose in a steady rhythm, a sign of him in complete slumber. She had seen the drowsiness in his eyes the moment he walked through the door this evening, the fatigue clumped in his shoulders as he kissed her in greeting. It had been days since the last time he had proper sleep, having to travel across the country for a recent case, and today he finally had the chance to rest his bones from all of the work.
But it also meant it had been eleven days, fifteen hours, and forty-six minutes since the last time she had him buried deep inside her...
Not that she was counting.
Fineโ€”maybe she was. Maybe she was keeping up with their time apart because being with him was something she looked forward to, in and out of the bedroom. How could she not? He was her partner; her smart, caring boyfriend who she loved too damn much and would do anything to bide the time relishing in his presence.
Although tonight she did have a specific activity in mind, which now seemed more like wishful thinking considering he was already deep in slumber.ย He needed the sleep, she reminded herself. He was simply tired and he needed all the rest he could get.
Swallowing hard,ย Y/nย tried to push her desire back down. She turned over, laid back down on her back, and let her eyelids fall back down as she settled her arms to her side. But the position was too uncomfortable. She let out a groan and shifted again, hips moving along the bed a few times before she finally stopped.
The feel of something shifting woke Spencer up, his mind slowly stirring awake. A soft sigh escaped him as he lay silently, his mind quieted in the stillness of the night. Then his breathing evened out a moment later, exhaustion of the past few days took over before his eyelids lowered, body drifting back to sleep. Except for a little bit later, he heard more rustling along the pillow, a soft, feminine sound of frustration barely ringing in his ears. This time he slowly opened his eyes, adjusting himself in the dark.
The first thing he noticed was a mass of hair laid in front of him, then bare arms and a slender body clad in a silky nightgown. There was silence as he tried to pick up her breathing, watching her back move steadily in the poorly lit room. When another exasperated sigh escaped her, Spencer inched closer and reached out, an arm wrapping around her waist as he pulled her closer toward him.
"Hey," he softly murmured, concerned about her constant movements in her sleep. "You alright?"
Y/nย stopped herself from letting out a moan. On normal occasions, being pressed up against him in bed would lull her to sleep, the comfort of his arms provided an immense amount of warmth and safety.ย Definitely not tonight. The way his arm tightened around her, tugging her back into his solid chest awoken that part of her she tried to suppress. The heat of his body enveloped her and she found herself leaning back, accepting the warmth he was offering.
"Hmm," her returning hum answered, sinking deeper into his embrace.
"Bad dream?"
She stopped herself from snorting. She couldn't even get a wink of sleep and here he was, concerned about the possibility of her having nightmares. But it was a better reason than to admitย whyย she couldn't rest her eyes, so she nodded, her voice slightly breathless as she whispered, "Something like that."
The silence in the air after her reply was jarring. If Spencer was half-awake before, he was fully awake now, the rasp in her voice far too familiar for him to ignore. And when he finally regained his consciousness back, he became highly aware of his surroundings. The soft mattress underneath him, the plush pillow below his head, and the soft curves pressed against him.
He could feel her body trembling underneath his palm, her breathing picking up its pace as his fingers glided along her stomach. He could practically hear the sound of her heartbeat as he pulled her even closer, his head shifting along her shoulder, his nose brushing against the back of her neck. The subtle fragrance of flowers and honey filled his nostrils as he breathed in her scent, nuzzling further into her, the stubble of his jaw grazing along her skin.
"Spence," she muttered, tilting her head into the pillow. "What are you doing?"
"You seem to be having trouble sleeping." She felt the bed shift behind her as he moved again, and then a moment later she felt him pressing his hips into her ass. She let out a gasp. "I'm helping you relax."
She felt something pleasantly warm grazing her neck, his lips moving deliberately slow, as if he was in no hurry and only wanted to savor the taste of her skin. His hand then slid further up her stomach, palm flat as it dragged up her body, leaving a trail of fire in its wake. It eventually stopped its roam, halting its search when he cupped her left breast tenderly.
She couldn't stop the strained moan from slipping out of her mouth. "Sleep isn't exactly on my mind right now."
"I figured," he murmured beside her ear, his hot breath drawing goosebumps along her skin. "How long have you been awake?"
His hand gently kneaded her breast as his mouth traveled along her neck. Her eyelids lowered slightly, a wet heat forming between her thighs as her arousal intensified. "I haven't slept."
"And why is that?" A finger brushed across her nipple through her thin nightgown. She suppressed a helpless whimper as his thumb circled around the nub, caressing it so gently she could feel her body shaking with need. "Go on." He tugged on her nipple between his fingers. "Use your words."
"I..." She felt his tongue softly grazing her skin before he wrapped his mouth around her flesh, sucking on the spot. What was she to say? That she was too aroused to relax? She carefully weighed her words, feeling bashful verbalizing her thoughts, so she finally settled with, "It was too hot."
He hummed in response, somehow acknowledging the meaning behind her words. She watched as his hand left her breast, sliding up her bare arm before it settled on the strap of her flimsy sleepwear. He gently tugged down the thin string as his mouth lowered towards her shoulder, languorously trailing kisses down the line of it. "We should do something about that, shouldn't we?"
She couldn't think clearly when his touch sent her into a whirlwind of chaos. To crave something was one thing, to actually acquire that craving was an entirely different thing. She had wanted to feel him so much, but as his hand trailed back to her now-exposed breast, her mind was in a mess of desperate longing and need. Somehow his mouth trailing on her neck wasn't enough. Somehow his callused fingers stroking her nipple wasn't enough. She needed to feel every inch of his body on her. She wantedย allย of him.
More, more, more.
"Spence," she breathed out, her hoarse voice hanging in the air.
A ghost of a smile played on his lips. "Tell me." His grip on her nipple tightened, and she shuddered at the sensation. "Tell me what you want."
"You," she answered in a daze. "I want you."
"What do you want me to do?" He gently bit her flesh. "Do you want me to make you feel good? Do you want me to touch you, relax the tension in your body?" Then her heart sped up in her chest, slamming roughly into her rib cage at his next words.
"Do you want me to fuck you to sleep?"
A strangled whimper left her mouth. Spencer was a lot of things in bed. When they had first been together, he was so timid and unsure of himself, too caught up in his thoughts that left him too afraid to touch herโ€”which she honestly hadn't minded, she loved being the one who saw his transformation in the bedroom. But when he finally started to loosen up and be himself with her, exploring things he wanted to try, to finally take control? It drove her absolutely wild to experience him gain his confidence it made her weak in the knees every damn time.
Like this side of him now always managed to render her speechless. Perhaps it was the way he was so poised and calm outside the bedroom, a very different demeanor when he was alone with her, that made it all seem so overwhelming. In the safety of their bedroom, he was everything he desired, and being crude and demanding was what he decided to be this night.
His hand caressing her nipple slid up her chest, his fingers gently wrapping around the base of her neck. Her breath hitched as he softly gripped it, pulling her even further into his chest. "Tell me, is that what you want?"
She was breathing even heavier now, her shoulders heaving with each audible inhale. "Yes."
He bit her earlobe, evoking another breathless shudder out of her. "Explain it in words, I need you to speak to me."
Y/nย enjoyed the sweet, gentle way he made love to her. She really did. Very, very much so. But there was a certain enjoyment whenever he was in control. Whenever he let himself go and have his way with herโ€”crass words over sweet nothings, rough stokes over soft touches. It burned her skin and gripped onto her arousal, waking up the submissive side of her which she enjoyed more than she should probably have.
Spencer's grip tightened at her silence. "Are you not going to answer me?"
"Yes," she quickly responded, feeling the subtle bulge of him pressed along her backside. "Please."
"Please... what?"
She couldn't believe he was making her say it.ย Y/nย inhaled a sharp breath and leaned into his touch, practically shifting the weight of her body on top of him. "Spence."
"I need to hear the words or you won't get anything at all," he spoke, his thumb grazing her chin.
The thought of being left sexually frustrated was enough for her to nod, giving in to his command. "Yes," she whispered, and because she wanted to make him feel as desperate as she was, she squirmed, hips writhing along his groin as she searched for friction. "I want you to fuck me to sleep."
A pleased rumble vibrated in his throat. Letting go of her neck, his hand trailed down her body and landed on the top of her thigh, gently massaging the muscle beneath his palm. His fingers skimmed up toward her skin, pushing up her nightgown, exposing more delicate skin and skimpy underwear barely covering her ass. Then it happened so fast. One moment he was caressing her, the next thing she knew his hand drew back before it came barreling forward with a sharpย smackย that echoed in the room. She gasped in pleasant surprise, her clit throbbing in excitement as his palm rubbed along the stinging flesh.
"You liked that, didn't you?"
She whimpered in response. Then his hand retreated from her ass only to come flying forward again with another sharpย crack. Her hips jolted forward at the impact, her eyes closing at the delicious sting as his hand held onto her her stomach. His fingers then slowly trailed south and her breath hitched in her throat as she felt his lips hot on her ear.
"Open your legs, sweetheart."
Her knees fell apart at the demand, one of her legs laying on top of his. She waited for him to touch her, to dip his hand into her aching folds in the confinement of her underwear. Instead, his fingers slipped into the side of her fabric, tugging the material to the side, exposing wet, damp skin to his desire. The slick evidence of her arousal stuck onto the fabric so thickly it was enough for her to feel the heat creeping along her cheeks.
"Would you look at that?" He whispered, lips touching the back of her ear. "I haven't even touched you here and you're already soaking wet."
Her heart was pounding hard in her chest as she watched him. There wasn't a moment of hesitation while his fingers tugged the waistband of her underwear, gingerly sliding them down her legs before pulling them past her feet and casting them somewhere over the side of the bed. Then he grabbed onto her knee, parting her legs further apart but not doing anything to quench her desire. He could feel her trembling, writhing with need as she pressed further into his front.
The cool air hit her exposed skin, and it took a lot of self-control for her not to beg even further, but the way her body squirmed was enough to let him know what she craved. Though his hand stayed where it was, firmly gripping onto her left leg, sliding it on top of his while his lips lazily mapped along her neck.
"Here's what we're going to do," his gruff voice filled her ears. "I'm going to touch you, I'm going to please you in every way you likeโ€”" His hand slid painfully slow down her thigh before it came to a complete stop. "โ€”but you can only cum when I give you permission to." His fingers inched closer to her throbbing heat. "Do I make myself clear?"
A shiver spread along her body, understanding what he meant by those words. He wanted to rule her, he wanted to be the one in charge of her own body. And while she should've felt appalled at the thought, her arousal rather grew deeper at every ticking second as he waited for her reply.
And then suddenly his fingers wrapped around her neck again, gently pressing onto her skin as he jutted his hips towards her. "Do I make myself clear?"
"Yes," she begged him, her hand lightly tugging around his arm. "Perfectly clear."
Then his hand trailed down again, slightly brushing her aroused nipples before it settled on the heated span between her legs. When the pads of his fingers lightly grazed her clit, his teeth bit down on her shoulder. A hiss of pleasure instantly flew out of her mouth. Two of his fingers began running back and forth between her damp folds, the sensation was gradually pulling shallower and shallower breaths from her.
"You're so wet," he growled against her skin. "This what you've been needing?"
She faintly nodded, her hips moving gradually with his fingers. His fingers circled in swift motion and it was enough for her to roll her head back onto his shoulder. His fingers then slid back into her slicked entrance before he abruptly slipped two of them into her. Eyes snapping shut, she groaned in pleasure. He began thrusting slowly into her over and over, curling them deep inside. A whimper escaped her mouth at the feel of them as he began to pump into her roughly, her hips pressing eagerly back into his hand.
"I can already feel you clenching around my fingers," he whispered. "You really needed this, didn't you?"
"So much," she found herself answering, a hand grasping onto his arm as he kept thrusting his fingers at a steady pace. "I needed you."
"Then you have me. You'll always have me."
A breathy moan flew out of her at his words, her back arched in response. She felt his lips pulling into a smile along her skin, thrusting his fingersย allย the way in. She moaned loudly, her head dropping down between his shoulders as he pulled his fingers out before quickly pushing them right back inside.
"Spence," she breathlessly sighed, his fingers still vigorously thrusting into her, only pausing to occasionally curl inside of her which in turn had her toes curling on the bed, her body feeling closer to the edge of her release. "I-I'm gonnaโ€”"
"No. You're not."
She let out a loud groan, griping his arm as he thrust deeper, his fingers spreading wider into her as another finger entered her heat. His warm breath was brushing over her skin, the sensation mingled with his finger still thrusting into her deliciously pleasant. "Baby, I-I can'tโ€”"
"You can," he whispered, his breathing sounding harsher than before. "You're going to wait until I give you my permission."
A harsh moan ripped in her throat, her body spasming as she tried to force herself to control her body. but it was getting harder to do when her vision felt like it was blurring, her breath coming in sharp pants as his fingers continued to drive into her, the sensation had her legs shaking. She could hear how wet she was, the slick sound of him pumping into her echoed in the room.
"You're really enjoying this," he ground out as his pace picked up. "You're already so close."
She nodded against the pillow, whimpering out an affirmative noise that wasn't quite a word.
"Then I can't let that happen."
Instead of getting what she wanted, he abruptly pulled his fingers out from inside of her before she whined in protest. The loss of his touch on her body was too much to handle as she gripped his arm again, guiding him back between his legs. Spencer couldn't help the amusement dripping in his voice as he watched her move his fingers with her own. "What are you doing?"
"Spence, I was so closeโ€”"
"That's not how this works."
Then he retrieved his hand again before shifting behind her, and when she caught him pulling down his sweatpants, she couldn't help but arch her body towards him. She swallowed hard, goosebumps raising along her skin as she watched him pull out his cock, his hand gripping onto the length of it as he settled between her legs.
A moment later she felt the head of his cock rubbing through her damp folds, a shudder running down her spine at the sensation, a soft hum vibrating through her lips. She felt him line himself up with her entrance, her breath feeling like it was catching in her throat as she impatiently waited for him.
And then,ย finally, after many days of being apart, the tip of him slid inside of her so slowly. A gasp fell out of her mouth. Spencer rumbled out a very gruff, contented noise as he gradually sunk even deeper inside of her, pausing to let herself adjust to him.
"You feel so warm," he groaned out. "So perfectly warm."
She moaned in response, breath coming in hard. "Don't stop, please don't stop."
She could feel her walls fluttering around him, trying to adjust to his girth. Then his hips slowly began rocking into her, pleasure washing over her body in waves at the sensation. His mouth lowered beside her ear, each of his panting breaths falling straight into it. "Niceโ€”" He moved his hips back before pushing them forward leisurely, enjoying the way she clenched around him. "โ€”and slow."
The roll of his hips pulled her into a trance as her body responded; muscles straining, eyes widening, lips parting. Sparks of electricity began to ricochet along every nerve. The coil inside her was building up, her chest was rising and falling faster, more and more, dragging desperate breaths into her lungs with every thrust of his hips.
Then her eyes shifted downwards, watching the way he entered her deliciously body. It was a strange sight, to watch her body react to something so wonderful. Her muscles tensed, goosebumps sprang up along her skin, and it was all there for her viewing pleasure. She watched as he shoved himself into her, over and over again, her walls trembling at how intoxicating he was making her feel.
"Baby, Iโ€”" she whimpered, trembling in her wake. "I can't hold much longer."
"You can," he assured her, his fingers digging into her skin.
Weak and desperate, she surrendered in the wake of the urge elicited by his abrasive touch. His hands were all over her, large and expansive, confident in the way he touched, squeezed, and fondled every part of her body. Eager flames bloomed in the pit of her gut. "Iโ€”I can't."
He relished the way she clenched around him, her breathing coming out shallow as he took what he wanted. Then he gripped her hips, building up his pace as he thrust deeper into her. "You're so close, I can feel it," he pointed out. "Do you want to cum?"
She tried to focus her mind on something other than the feeling of him inside her. "Yes."
"Hmm," he hummed out, his pace briefly slowing. His lips brushed the shell of her ear as he demanded, "Beg me or I'll stop."
A whimper left her. "Spence."
His lips found her neck when he felt her walls squeezing him even tighter, "Do you want to cum?" he repeated against her skin.
"Mhmm."
"Use your words," he groaned as he increased the pace of his movements. "Say it."
Swallowing hard, her head rolled against his shoulder. Her lips were quivering as he kept up his pace, her body inching closer and closer to her release. She was fighting to hold it back, her body slowly beginning to shake along the mattress.
"Beg."ย Thrust. "Me."ย Thrust.
She wasย soย close. Her eyes were half-lidded her voice rang in the air, breathless and desperate for his mercy from the overwhelming pleasure. "Please," she finally breathed out, almost letting out a cry, her lips parted in delight. "Babyโ€”I-I...ย pleaseย let me cum."
"What was that?"
"Spencer," she whimpered desperately. "Please.ย Please. Let meโ€”fuck.. baby,ย please."
This time she did let out a cry.
He snarled behind her before his teeth snapped at her earlobe, tugging at the delicate skin. Her body was quaking on the bed as she whined, struggling to hold back any longer. And when she felt like she was about to lose control, he finally released her earlobe and spoke, "Go on, then. Cum for me."
A loud moan flew up out of her throat, her body pressing back into his. She felt the hard clench of her walls around his length as pleasure spread through her entire body. As the coil in her stomach grew, she couldn't help but snake a hand down to where they were connected and quickly found her throbbing sex. Catching her desperate fingers, he swatted her hand away, replacing it with his own as his fingers circled around her clit.
His rough fingers taunting their joint bodies tipped her over that tantalizing edge. She felt each pulse of her walls so acutely, felt the heat flow throughout her spine as the high she reached never came to an end. He buried his face into her neck, kissing and biting the smooth skin. A certain movement from his fingers made her whole body shake. She couldn't handle it, couldn't see through the tears falling, couldn't feel anything but him and the hot pleasure.
She finally came with a scream, wrenched from her throat so roughly it seared its way out of her lungs and into the air. She felt herself clench around him,ย hard, and his hips shuddered violently against her. Her ears tingled at the rhythm of his grunts as he exhaled her name, his thrusts growing erratic. Then she felt him completely, she could feel his warmth seeping into her heat as he let out the most primal groan she had ever heard.
Silence engulfed them afterward, their heart slowing down from their erratic breathing. It wasn't until he slipped out of her that she let out a tired moan, her voice echoing in the dark. He gently grabbed her body and turned her around, cradling her cheek before leaning in for a kiss.
Then slowly, but steadily, all he tasted was her. It felt like a missing puzzle falling back to its place as his warm lips connected with hers. He was so enraptured by her touch, by the taste of her, that it took a lot for him to pull away. Breathing heavily, he finally rested his head back onto his pillow, a coy smile stretched on his lips as his thumb stroked along her cheek.
"Hi."
A sincere smile flourished on her face. "Hi."
"Well, that was... something."
She laughed as she leaned closer, wrapping her arm around his waist. "It was fun."
"It really was," he agreed, suddenly feeling shy as he realized what had just occurred. "I always surprise myself when I'm with you."
"Good," she simply said. He wrapped his arms around her as she settled in his embrace. They lay in comfortable silence, her head on his chest, legs draped over him as his fingers drew lazy patterns on her thigh. Then after a moment of relishing each other's presence, his deep voice cut through the silence.
"You know," he started, his voice very soft. "You could've just woken me up if you have trouble sleeping."
She slightly leaned back to look up at him. "You looked so peaceful, I didn't want to disturb you."
"Nothing about you will ever be disturbing to me."
She wrinkled her nose. "Even if you got home from a long, exhausting trip, you wouldn't mind if I woke you up for sex?"
"I'd especially want to be woken up for that reason," he replied in disbelief. His fingers trailed under her chin, angling her gaze on him. "Wouldn't you?"
She smiled at the thought. There was a delightful feeling as her mind wandered on the possibility of him interrupting her sleep because he craved her touch. "Alright," she agreed. "Duly noted."
His arms tightened around her. "Do you think you can sleep now?"
She hummed out a positive response, her face burrowing along his skin, just beneath his chin. Her body suddenly felt the heavy post-sexual bliss, and now surrounded by his warmth, she could feel the fatigue creeping into her body.
"I was hoping so," he murmured.
Tugging the sheets up higher over their body, she felt him shifting along the bed for a minute, his arms encircling her waist. His chin was carefully tucked onto the top of her head as he drew her in tight under the covers. And when the steady rhythm of his breathing embraced her, her body finally relaxed, falling into sleep.
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A fic-lit about Danny working at the watchtower, not as a superhero but as an engineer.
This is based on an prompt I read months ago but cant find where Danny put that he was a halfa on his resume but the hiring manager didnโ€™t pay attention to it and hired him anyway. Rather than that its just Danny working at the watchtower and vibing on break when a tiny Robin finds him in the viewing deck.
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Danny had been working for the justice league watchtower for a couple of months. He has seen heroโ€™s come and go, paying him no mind and he was absolutely living for it! Unlike at 14, he was just a simple, normal workerโ€”despite being half dead and the next in line for the crown in the infinite realmsโ€”he is just a simple mechanical engineer, Danny Nightingale. No one to fight, no one to save, just a big space station that needed someone to help keep it up in space.
And that's another bonus to this job; Space!
He gets to spend his shift up in the stars, looking out at the cold expanse of their solar system. Admiring the earth from a whole new angle, and he is getting paid to do it! Sure he could go into space any time, but being able to spend a good portion of his time here really made his core sing in joy. When he was on break he would wander around the areas he had clearance to go into, looking out every window at every star. Cataloging the ships movement through space with sharp eyes. His favorite place to go is the viewing deck, it was exactly what it sounded like, a place to just go and view that space outside.
It was there that Danny decided to take his break today, the Watchtower was at just the right angle to be able to see the earth from the viewing deck. Danny smiled watching the planet he lived on from afar, this really was the best job he could have ended up with!
A few months back he was having a hard time finding work after college, sure he had all the proper qualifications for the positions he applied for. But due to his medical conditionโ€”being half dead with a slow almost nonexistent heartbeatโ€”they all refused him, afraid that his heart wouldn't keep up if he left the atmosphere to board any of the space stations orbiting the earth. To be fair it wouldn't have, he tested it by flying up to the moon and back the old fashioned way. But he couldn't just tell them that; being an ecto entity was still a crime that he was just barely able to get away from at age eighteen.
He came out to his parents once he graduated high school, they reacted poorly. Dannyโ€™s mom saw red and tried to kill him the rest of the way, claiming that Danny was just a ghost โ€œpilotingโ€ his corpse around. Dannyโ€™s dad just stayed silent and watched, but before maddie could really do anything he acted. Jack knocked Maddie out with a strong blow to the back of her head. Danny remembered the hope that he had when Jack did that, but after he looked up at the man that hope died in his chest. The man looked torn, both angry and sad and in a voice lacking any of the familiar warmth said, โ€œleave before she wakes up.โ€ And he turned to pick up Maddie and made his way up the stairs. It was because of his dad that he was able to get away because after that Danny Fenton was declared dead. With the help of Sam and Tucker he was able to make a new identity for himself and go to school. From that day on Danny decided to move on and never look back.
After putting his name out there time and time again he was rejected. It wasn't until he got a letter in the mail saying he had been scheduled for an interview at Wayne tech of all places. He didnโ€™t remember applying there but decided to go anyway, needing some sort of job to get him through. But when he got there he was greeted by Lucius Fox and Batman of all people! Danny nearly jumped out of his skin when he saw the dark knight, Danny couldn't help but think the worst. But before he could bolt, Lucius explained that Batman was looking for workers with the help of Wayne Industries for the base of operations for the Justice Leagueโ€”The Watchtower. Turns out all his applications to several different space programs caught the manโ€™s attention. He even explained that Danny wouldn't even need to have a physical or get on a spaceship because The Watchtower utilized teleportation technology. Danny was so excited that he agreed on the spot without even knowing the benefits he would get from working with them. Whichโ€”surprising to no oneโ€”were a lot of benefits.
Danny was drawn from his thoughts when he heard the soft, almost nearly nonexistent footsteps coming from behind him. Danny turned and saw a childโ€”no older than twelveโ€”wearing a heroโ€™s costume that looked like he was mimicking a traffic light. The kid froze in his tracks when Danny turned to face him, the two staring at each other for a few moments before the kid smiled and waved at him.
โ€œHi,โ€ the kid beamed at Danny, โ€œIโ€™m Dโ€”Robin!โ€
Danny lifted a brow, โ€œyou a part of the justice league?โ€ He asked, not remembering a kid being a part of their team.
The kid shook his head, โ€œNo, my guardian is though!โ€ He explained.
โ€œAh, neat,โ€ Danny said nonshalontly as he turned back to look at the window, โ€œyou come to see the view?โ€ He asked.
The kid walked farther into the room and gasped when he got a better look at said view. โ€œWoahโ€”โ€, he exclaimed, now standing next to Danny.
Danny looked beside him to see the stars reflecting off of the kids' eyes, โ€œcool isn't it? I come here on my lunch breaks," Danny says.
The kid looked at him and then squinted suspiciously, โ€œif you're at lunch where is your food?โ€ He asked.
Danny smiled, โ€œI forgot my lunch at home today,โ€ Danny lied, seeing the stars gave him enough energy to continue going. He usually eats when he gets home.
โ€œReally?โ€ The kid asked with a raised brow.
Danny smiled and looked around to see if anyone else was there, when he saw no one he asked, โ€œdo you wanna hear a secret?โ€ He asked. Robin looked around himself as well before he leaned down a bit so Danny could whisper into his ear, โ€œI actually just absorb the energy from the stars to sustain myself.โ€ He explained.
โ€œReally?โ€ Robin asked, looking at him again, trying to gauge if Danny was lying or not.
Danny smiled, โ€œyep,โ€ he said, popping the p, โ€œthat's why I got a job here, that way I wonโ€™t starve to death.โ€ Danny grins.
โ€œBut cant you just look at the stars from earth?โ€ Robin asked, tilting his head.
โ€œI mean, sure,โ€ Danny says with a shrug, looking back out the window, โ€œbut this is so much better, isn't it?โ€
Robin looked out the window, โ€œyeah!โ€ The boy exclaimed, โ€œit's so much clearer up here than in Gotham.โ€ He commented.
Danny smiled and looked back at the boy, โ€œI live in Gotham, too.โ€
โ€œReally?โ€ Robin asked, โ€œNo wonder you come up here,โ€ the boy commented, causing Danny to snort in laughter and it wasn't long before Robin joined him.
โ€œYou got that right,โ€ Danny says with a smirk before something dawns on him, โ€œWait, hero from gotham? I didn't know Batman had a kid?โ€ Robin looked away, Danny could feel his nerves and sadness pass through him.
Danny was about to tell him that he didn't have to talk about it but before he could get his words out Robin spoke up, โ€œMy parents died about a year agoโ€ฆ he took me in only recently, he decided to train me when I found out he was Batman,โ€ the kid says looking down at his feet, a glare etched on his face, โ€œi never got to avenge my parents, the murderer had a heart attack before I could even get to himโ€ฆ.โ€
Danny reached out to the kid and placed his hand on Robinโ€™s shoulder, Robin looked up at himโ€”as if remembering that Danny was there with him.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry for your loss,โ€ Danny says softly, Robin looks away from him. โ€œBut I can tell you wholeheartedly, your parents are proud of you and what you are doing,โ€ robin began rubbing at his mask, preventing him from wiping the tears away from his eyes underneath. โ€œHere,โ€ Danny says as he goes to pick up the 12 year old, โ€œlet's get you back to the Big Black Bat, I bet he is looking for you.โ€
Danny sits Robin on his hip and walks out of the room, rubbing circles into the childโ€™s back. They walk together in silence, Robin resting his head in the crook of Danny's neck. โ€œโ€ฆThank you,โ€ Robin mumbles.
โ€œDon't mention it kid,โ€ Danny says as he looks around the corridor trying to spot anyone who could help him get this kid to the upper levels, โ€œI know what it's like to lose your parentsโ€ฆ.โ€
โ€œReally?โ€ Robin asked, his head lifting off of Dannyโ€™s shoulder.
โ€œYeah,โ€ Danny says, โ€œthey didn't die, but they basically said they never wanted to see me again.โ€
Robin gasped, โ€œthat's not nice!โ€ Robin declared making Danny laugh again.
โ€œYour right,โ€ Danny agrees as he turns down another hall towards where the zeta tubes were, maybe someone in there could help. โ€œBut, now I'm here, having the time of my life with the job of my dreams.โ€
Robin smiled again, โ€œyou could say you're living the HIGH life.โ€
Danny paused in the hall and started snickering, โ€œthat was a good one, Birdy.โ€
โ€œBirdy?โ€ Robin asked.
โ€œYeah, your name is Robin, that's a bird, so Birdy,โ€ Danny explained, โ€œits a nickname
โ€œDoes that make us friends?โ€ Robin asked.
โ€œSure, as long as your guardian is ok with it.โ€
The boy smiled happily, excited at the idea of having made a new friend. The calm was interrupted but Dannyโ€™s supervisor yelled from across the room, โ€œNightingale!โ€ He shouts, causing Danny to jump.
Danny turns to look at the man, โ€œhey bossโ€”โ€ he starts, blocking Robin from the man, not wanting to scare the kid.
โ€œYou are late to clock back in! You're not getting paid to sit around with your head in the clouds!โ€ The man shouts.
โ€œSorry sir, I wasโ€”โ€
โ€œNo! You need to get back to work, NOW!โ€ He demanded, โ€œthis is a multibillion dollar space station, everything needs to be on a strict schedule!โ€
Danny sighed, his supervisor hasn't liked Danny from day one. Something about him being โ€œyoung and nรฏeveโ€ or something like that; โ€œhead higher up into space than we were right now.โ€ At least that's what Danny heard him say about him once or twice.
Danny was about to talk back when something just past his manager caught his eye. It was Batman, walking fast with a look that told everyone to get out of the way. But Danny could feel the worry bleed off the man in waves. Must be looking for Robin, Dannyโ€™s mind supplied. Danny sidesteps his supervisor and shouts, โ€œHey Batman!โ€ To catch the dark knightโ€™s attention. Danny had to restrain his laughter when he saw the look of horror pass on his supervisor's face.
Now with the vigilanties cold glare focused on him, Danny smiled and adjusted his stance to show Robbin to him. โ€œLooking for you kid?โ€ Danny asked.
Robin smiled nervously and waved at Batman, guess he wasnโ€™t supposed to wander off like he did. โ€œHey B!โ€ He shouts.
Batmanโ€™s glare softens so slightly, a regular person would have missed it. However, Danny could feel the manโ€™s previous anxieties melt away into a strong relief. Batman strutted forward and glared down at Dannyโ€”despite Danny being taller than him. Danny just smiled and adjusted Robin on him so he could hand him over to the dark knight.
Now in Batmanโ€™s arms, Robin tapped his pointer fingers together nervously. โ€œSorry for wandering off,โ€ he mumbled before his smile came back full force, โ€œbut,โ€ he exclaimed, โ€œI made a friend! His name is Danny and he liked my puns! And we both have bird names!โ€ He exclaimed all while pointing at Danny.
Batman looked from the kid in his arms to Danny, โ€œhmm,โ€ he grumbled. A man of few words, Batman nods at Danny.
Danny nodded back, โ€œHeโ€™s a good kid, glad I was able to help.โ€ Danny replied. Feeling gratitude from that small gesture alone. Batman isn't the most expressive but being able to read emotions like Danny really helps when talking to people.
Batman turns his head to look over at Dannyโ€™s superior, โ€œhmm.โ€ After that Batman turned and walked away.
Robin climbed to sit up on Batmanโ€™s shoulder and waved back at Danny, โ€œBye bird buddy! Have a good day!โ€ He shouts as Batman enters the elevator. The doors closing behind them and leaving the zeta tube control center in near silence.
Danny looked back to his supervisor who looked as pale as a sheet ghost, Danny gave him a shit eating grin and shrugged at him. โ€œI tried to tell yaโ€”โ€
โ€œGet back to work Nightingale!โ€ He shouts.
โ€œOk, ok, I'm going.โ€ Danny says, turning on his heels and walking away from the man with his hands held up in surrender.
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I have so many ideas for this au and if I write more I might post it on my AO3 feel free to read other things I posted on there!
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Boy, I sure hope this doesnโ€™t age poorly!! But I refuse to turn this moment into rancher angst. I refuse, I say!
Itโ€™s hard to explain my feelings properly, but I just feel like. Idkโ€ฆ I feel like Double Life Jimmy was soโ€ฆ lonely (what with everyone picking on him, betting and laughing over him dying first, etc) and tango felt like his only shining beacon. And in this moment, even though Jimmy didn't hesitate to go along with Joel (I could go on about Jimmy being eager to feel accepted and diving headfirst into whoever would accept him, but we wonโ€™t go there today), I just feel like thereโ€™s something about seeing jimmy so. Happy and goofy and able to have a good time. Am I delusional? Probably. But I like the idea that maybe Tangoโ€™s just glad to see Jimmy happy and, for him at least, heโ€™ll let his anger slide.
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๐’๐”๐Œ๐Œ๐€๐‘๐˜: carlos sainz and you have an on and off relationship: full of an alluring pain. and no matter what, it seems you two always come back to one another. ๐๐“. ๐Ÿ ๐‡๐„๐‘๐„
๐–๐€๐‘๐๐ˆ๐๐†๐’: 18+ (minors DNI), infidelity, toxic relationship, reader has a vagina, unprotected sex (wrap it up like a gift!), reader slaps carlos, crying, ANGST, carlos bordering on being a sadist, cumming inside, fingering in the car, that being said - dangerous car driving, oral sex, incorrect model stuff probs, severely poorly utilised spanish, probs poorly written smut lol, probably missing plot holes but yeh
๐๐€๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐๐†: carlos sainz x model!fem!reader
๐–๐Ž๐‘๐ƒ ๐‚๐Ž๐”๐๐“:ย 4k+
๐€/๐: this is poorly based off taylor swift' 'style'. i hadn't realised i turned such a nice song into something well um... not nice? proof-read but as always, don't hold it against me!
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โ‹†ย  โ€ขยฐ.ย  ใ€‚ย  .ยฐโ€ขย  โ‹†
Before you even started your cat-and-mouse game with Carlos, you were well aware that he was trouble the moment he walked into the room.
Scratch that.
Formula One drivers were nuisances. Ask any other model on the street and they would probably agree with you.
You knew that it was a relationship you probably shouldn't even be in. He was always going to be away in a new country every other week while you were doing photoshoots and walking runways. You would barely have time with each other. You don't think that you could even label such a relationship 'long distance'.
So when your management sent you down to the infamous Monaco Grand Prix as eye-candy, how were you to deny those brown eyes constantly lingering on you, following your body as he sported a smug smile? No one would be in their right mind to not fall for a guy like Carlos.
The heated gazes, the flirty comments, the burning brushes of touch... it was clear for the both of you that you had to be together.
But of course, despite knowing all of this, you couldn't help still feel a bit emotional about your relationship.
midnight
you come and pick me up, no headlights
long drive
could end in burning flames or paradise
fade into view, oh
it's been a while since i have even heard from you
Here you were. In Miami. The sun had fully set and the rare few stars you could find had taken up their night shift.
You were just leaving the office of your management after having a discussion on what photoshoots you were doing in the upcoming weeks and what events you were attending.
Chanel, Dior, Ralph Lauren, YSL, Louis Vuitton...
Brands on any other general day you would've love to talk about. But your mind was in a state of disarray after receiving a message from a certain Spaniard.
hot spanish polla (prick)
pick you up in 15, princesa (princess)
behind your office.
Even now, looking at the message again, you let out a scoff. You scrolled up, finding the last message you had sent to him. In January.
It was currently May.
Your fingers clenched around your phone as you let out a shaky sigh. Despite all the rage you felt, of course you were here, in the secluded area of your company.
You looked down at your clothes. A model life meant wearing 'fashionable' clothes. You, your manager, and your stylist often pre-agreed on the outfits you wore just for the sake of your image. Today, your stylist had dressed you in a black mini skirt and maroon sweater. You neck and ears all adorned in thin gold jewellery while you feet were hugged by a classic pair of white sneakers.
You pursed your lips. At least you looked good.
But of course this was just like Carlos. Speaking, calling, texting... all when he wanted. You knew he was in Miami. You weren't an idiot. You had all of this season's races organised into your calendar.
You were just in disbelief that Carlos had the audacity to even text you after not hearing even a word from him in almost five months.
Your ears perked up to a low rumble of a car entering the area. The headlights were off but you could still spot it's familiar features. You eyed the iconic Prancing Horse and rolled your eyes. The love and hate you had for Ferrari was unexplainable.
The car stopped in front of you and the door of the driver's seat opened. Carlos came out as if he were in slow motion.
You sucked your tongue to your lips upon eyeing his appearance. He was in a black coat, a simple white shirt that stuck to his sculpted body paired with black trousers that brought out his stupidly defined thighs. Those thighs... god, how much time had you spent on them?
and i should tell you to leave 'cause i
know exactly where it leads, but i
watch us go 'round and 'round each time
Carlos waved a hand through his hair and smiled at you. You could feel his eyes waver over you, making you suppress the innate shudder his gaze would usually send you. You couldn't let him think that everything was okay.
He opened the door to the passenger side and gestured for you to come in with an extended hand.
You folded your arms and stared at him. Were you really going to do this? Yes. Was this what you deserved after so long? A man who felt dizzy for you but wouldn't speak to you for four months? Yes and no.... yes.
Carlos narrowed his eyes, tilting his head to look at you. He knew exactly what you were thinking. "Get in the car, Y/N. Before I make you."
There was nothing threatening about his tone. In fact, even if it was, it would be an empty threat. Because at the end of the day, the both of you knew you were going to.
You internally sighed, before walking up to the open door. You turned your head to him and gave an amused huff. "As if you would, Sainz."
Carlos flashed his classic grin, the very one that had gotten you into this mess in the first place, and watched you enter his car.
By the time you had but on your seatbelt and rested your arm on the door, Carlos had finally sat next you.
"You look good, cariรฑo (darling)," Carlos murmured, bringing your hand up to his mouth to leave a small kiss.
You clenched your jaw at the fiery tingle that sprawled across your hand. You snatched your hand away. "I know. I look good all the time," You mentioned curtly.
Were you being a bitch? A bit catty? Simply put, yes. But you thought a man who usually got what he wanted deserved some sort of catty behaviour.
"Four months, Carlos, four goddamn months... of nothing," You sighed out.
A remorseful expression fell over Carlos' face. "I know. I'm so sorry, cariรฑo. I don't have any excuses."
You huffed once again with an irked smile, folding your arms while you looked out your window. You could think of one. But maybe it wasn't time to bring it up right now. You were tired of this game already. You would rather a false peace than the raw reality.
Your eyes peered over to him. "Long drive home?" You asked.
Carlos smiled softly at you. "As per usual."
You nodded slowly and Carlos turned the key of the car. The engine came alive and seemingly so did he as his hand naturally fell to your thigh while he reversed out.
you got that james dean daydream look in your eye
and i got that red lip classic thing that you like
and when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style
you got that long hair slicked back, white t-shirt
and i got that food girl faith and a tight little skirt
and when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style
Carlos could feel your eyes on him as he drove down the empty, long roads of Miami, dotted with the sparsely spaced palm trees swaying in the warm summer breeze.
Your eyes trailed over every inch of him. His hair. His eyes. His lips. His neck. His body. Every crevice. As if you were trying to print an image in your mind.
You always looked at him like that. Carlos remembered asking you about it. "What are you looking at?" He would ask.
"Just you," You would retort, "I just can't believe someone like you exists."
Carlos would chuckle and question what you meant by that. You simply said he reminded you of James Dean. Even now. His hair was slightly grown and slicked back with the heat of Miami. His entire aura was smug and intoxicating. The entire world could see Carlos Sainz as the Spanish romantic driver, but you knew that behind that warming exterior, was something dirty... troublesome in the best way, in fact.
You, god, you were the complete opposite. Y/N L/N. The good girl model. Pure. Untainted. The type of model you would see in spreads of brands right after they had a controversy because your angel aura would put anyone back in the good books. No matter how revealing your clothes were or how much skin you had on display, you were somehow still the epitome of unadulterated goodness.
There was a saying that people often associated with good girls like you. Every good girl wants a bad boy to be good just for her.
You wished that wasn't true. How desperately had you avoided all those flashy teenage popstars and actors. But here you were inevitably falling for an intoxicating Carlos Sainz. Time and time again.
so it goes
he can't keep his wild eyes on the road
You let out a shaky sigh as Carlos' hand travelled closer and closer up your inner thigh. "Carlos," You warned, eyes widening slightly as those brown eyes were planted firmly on you, taking in every little movement of yours, instead of looking at the road.
"Yes, my รฑina bonita (beautiful girl)," He answered almost questioningly in a teasing tone.
"Keep your eyes on the road," You weakly mumbled.
You both watched his fingers linger up your skirt. His fingers danced across your burning skin and paused at the thin material covering your core. You sucked in a sharp breath once those fingers met your panties.
Carlos grinned at your shaking eyes and the warm dampness on his fingers. "You make it hard to look away," He confessed earnestly.
You could feel his fingers rub your pussy ever so slowly, only just grazing over that sensitive nub of yours.
"Jesus fucking christ, Carlos," You hissed out, hips bucking at his touch.
Carlos could feel his pants become incredibly tight all of a sudden. The control he had over you was so enthralling that he wanted to simply stop in the middle of the highway, grab you by yours hips and fuck the living life out of you.
What a sight that would be. You straddling his lap, soaking his trousers as your ass rested against the Ferrari symbol embedded into the steering wheel. He would make sure that the brand he represented would be covered in your cum after he was done with you.
Carlos sucked in a sharp breath. "Jesus fucking christ, indeed, cariรฑo," He managed to get out, blinking hard at the road in front of him.
He watched out of his peripheral vision as your head fell back against while his thick fingers pushed past your panties and slid against your drenched folds.
His fingers ventured and craved a journey, feeling each crevice of your pussy. Carlos thrusted his fingers into your warm walls, briefly watching you envelope him entirely.
"Fuck, Carlos," You moaned out, hand instinctively reaching out to covers his. You couldn't tell if you wanted him to stop in this horny haze or push him in even further.
It must have been the latter as you could feel his fingers delve further into you. Carlos let out a strangled moan, foot pressing further on the accelerator. He needed to get you home as fast he could.
takes me home
the lights are off, he's taking off his coat
i say "i heard, oh, that you've been out and about with some other girl"
he says, "what you heard is true
but i can't stop thinking 'bout you and i"
i said, "i've been there too a few times."
By the time you had reached home and got to your bedroom, the entire of your house remained living in the darkness you had found it in.
Carlos and you didn't need lights. If there was anything he was purely confident about, other than his driving of course, it was your body. He knew it like he knew those race tracks. Every curve. The distance from your breasts to your pussy. How long it would take you to cum. He knew it all.
Carlos shrugged off his coat somewhere onto your floor, needing a release from the heat surging through his body. Your shoes and socks he had pulled off in a haste as well.
His lips had found yours as his hands roamed your back, pulling him closer to you. His fingers snuck past the hem of your shirt, brushing your bare skin while reaching up your torso to find a neat surprise.
"No bra," Carlos' hoarse voiced queried with the sound of a smirk playing at his lips. At least thats what you could assume in the dark.
Carlos inched you towards your bed as if it was a second nature to him.
The soft silk sheets he had bought you last year consumed the both of you as his fingers brushed past your nipple.
You released yourself from this kiss at the action, gasping for the air that Carlos had taken from you.
"I heard you were with some other girl. Is this what you did with her?" You finally asked, feeling a small smirk grow onto your face despite the annoyance running through your body.
You could feel Carlos stop moving, probably boring those beautiful brown eyes of his into you.
He knew what you were talking about. February. Pre-testing season. The drivers, some staff and their partners had gotten together to celebrate the upcoming season.
Lando, like the photo lover he was, had decided to document the night with his camera and post it to his Instagram dedicated to photos, lando.jpg.
You had clicked on it a few hours later, deciding to see how much fun they were having while you were doing a photoshoot with Kim Jones. Pictures of Charles dancing terribly with Max had made you laugh. Carmen looking concerned for George's wellbeing as he took shots had made you laugh even harder. There was also a photo of Alex and Lily being the cute paddock couple they were while Carlos was drunkly looking into the camera
But then your fingers stopped on particular photo of Carlos.
He looked good, you could not deny him that. Flushed skin, hazed eyes, the perfect smile... all while dressed as the Madrid's richest.
But lo and behold, that wasn't the only thing getting your attention. Instead, it was the girl in his arms. The same girl who in the next few photos had her lips on him and his hands on her ass. You could even spot a fresh hickey that wasn't on her neck in the previous photo.
God, the comments and tweets were coming in at lightning speed.
user55: who's the girl? i thought carlos was with y/n?
user04: maybe they broke up?
user16: wasn't just with her for new years? jfc, that man needs to get a grip
mickyschumacher: y/n deserves better than this
user44: i wonder if she knows?
Quite soon after, Lando had taken down the post, apologising to you profusely. You reassured him it was okay, even though deep down you were exhausted of this.
Not only had Carlos been going around with another girl, but he didn't even have the decency to say sorry. He would rather say nothing.
Carlos didn't know what was worse. His growing guilt or the fact that your reaction was making him harder.
His fingers skimmed across your swollen lips. "Obviously what you saw was true. But the thing is... I can't stop thinking about you and I, princesa. You consume me for every second of the day. Even if I don't show it. Fuck, I have a ritual before every race, you know? To cum to your name... to your body."
Was is it a poor excuse? Yes. It didn't even explain why he had done it in the first place. But the most damning thing was, you didn't care. Or you could care less to begin with.
Instead you were turned on. The pool in your panties had gotten even bigger as you released a light moan at his words. Your hands travelled to his waist, peeling off his white shirt while he raised his arms. The combination of your body heat was so high that it could almost be considered unsafe for the average human.
"You're a lucky man, Sainz. I can't stop thinking about you too."
Carlos could only let out a moan at your words, removing your sweater before bringing his lips to your nipples, dividing his attention to them equally. His hands were busy unbuckling his belt and taking off his trousers.
Your hand reached into his long hair, gripping the locks tightly as he moaned against your breasts. You could hear the clink and thud of his belt and pants hitting the floor as he pushed up your skirt, unbothered to take it off.
In face, these mini skirts were going to be the death of Carlos. He loved them on you. It wasn't just the easy access to the heaven down there. But if he had to explain it, it was the way they rested on your thighs. Laying there simply, not doing anything but creating a monster in him.
Carlos pushed your panties to the side, plunging his fingers into you without any warning. He could feel you arch your back and push your head into the bed while you writhed under his touch.
"Fucking hell," You swore, clenching your thighs around his hands.
Carlos chuckled. "Such a dirty mouth, princesa," He stated before speeding up his pace.
Your loud moans echoed within your empty house. Your hips bucked into his hand, fucking yourself faster on him to chase the release he had built up in the pit of your stomach.
"You wanna cum, Y/N? Hmm? Tell me?"
The sweat was building up on your skin as Carlos had added his thumb over your clit. He rubbed his thumb briefly in slow circles but he had given up on the teasing. He wanted you to squirm in his hands because that's how much pleasure you were receiving. He flicked the nub in fast motions, dropping his warm spit into your hot folds.
"Holyโ€“Carlos!"
Carlos smirked at the ironic combination of words following out of your mouth. Yes, he was holy. But if he was that divine, you were no angel. You were a sin. A goddess. A she-devil.
"I would love to watch you cum, princesa. I really would. But my cock is begging for you, hmm? I think your pussy deserves some attention that isn't my fingers, no?"
Carlos had stopped moving his hand and removed his fingers from you. He could feel you shake in his hold. From anger or pleasure, he wasn't sure. All he knew was that he had left you begging for more.
Although it must've been anger.
Because almost immediately, he had heard it before he felt it. The sharp whack of the air. The burn on his cheek almost sizzling.
You could feel his hot gaze pierce through you as your chest heaved up and down in frustration. "You're a little shit, Carlos," You groaned. "Sorry, no. What was it in Spanish? Polla? Yes, fucking polla."
The room had turned eerie in seconds. Carlos' silence had started to worry you. You could still feel his gaze and hear his laboured breathing but he was saying nothing.
Suddenly you felt his hands wrap around your waist and move to his lap. You let out a gasp at the bare cock you had been placed upon and the sloppy lips resting near your ear.
"I think I need to fuck the nice back into you, princesa, no? Maybe if you become my little divine goddess, I'll let you cum, hmm? What do you think?" Carlos' whisper was hot and heavy in your ear. "Use your words, mi amor (my love)".
Goddamn it. He had broken out the 'mi amor'. The only thing that had you hanging by a thread. The sliver of hope that whatever you and Carlos had going on was more than this. That you truly loved one another.
"Yes, Carlos," You said, bringing a gentle peck to his lips.
You could feel him smile against your lips. "There's my good girl.''
Carlos pushed your panties aside, assured that you were stretched out and wet enough by his fingers. He grabbed his cock and was overcome with a shudder when rubbing the tip of his cock through your folds.
"Spit, cariรฑo," His voice commanded.
You gathered all the saliva that had easily accumulated after salivating for this man and let the warm fluid fall from your lips.
Carlos couldn't see but he could just imagine if the lights were on. The bubbled liquid falling from those pretty lips of yours, turning into thin strings as they had perfectly landed on the slit of his cock.
He didn't even have to say anything as your nimble fingers rubbed your saliva over his shaft. You could hear his heavy breaths in the air and a small sigh of pleasure came from his lips. "Baby, let's get me in you, hmm?"
You let out a small whimper at his words before releasing a strangled moan as you pushed his cock into your pussy. You could feel each swollen and puffed out fold take him in and your warm walls wrapping around him tightly.
Carlos shut his eyes tightly. "Mierda (shit). You feel so good, princesa," He groaned, lifting his hips up.
You moaned in agreement, throwing your hands around his neck as he thrusted in and out of you.
The concept that cock could made a person dumb often sounded strange. But with Carlos, it was true. You couldn't do anything or say anything but moan in pleasure.
"Lamp. I need to see your face, princesa," Carlos muttered out in awkward pauses, rutting his hips against you in an angle that almost made it impossible for you stretch your arm out and turn on the lamp.
A yellow illuminated the room and finally, you could see each other.
You had made eye contact with Carlos. His eyes bore into you while his mouth was agape as if he was constantly ready to moan. His normally slicked hair was now tousled courtesy of your fingers.
Jesus, was he a sight to behold.
But Carlos didn't think any less of you. God, how were you even real? Your skin was flushed, hair sticking out in every direction, sweat and traces of your wetness across your body and your eyes: dazed with lust and bordering on the edge of being fucked out.
But most especially, those goddamn lips of yours. They were painted with red when Carlos had first picked you up. The red had faded, only trace amounts left mixed with the red flush of the swelling he had brought by kissing you. What a vision you were.
Your eyes flickered to the specifically red cheek that faced you. God, this man knew how to make you feel for anything. His hips jerked into you, pushing his cock deeper as every second passed. The spell he had on you was serious; dangerous.
You could feel a glaze of water fall over your eyes as your fingers brushed his reddened cheek. His skin was still warm from your slap. Carlos shivered at your touch, eyes fluttering shut.
"I'm sorry, Carlos," You murmured out so quietly that if he wasn't listening so intently, he would've missed it. "I didn't mean to."
Carlos could feel his heart pace as you softly kissed the burning skin of his. It was as if you were kissing his pain away. A warm tear from your eyes had fallen onto his cheek, making his heart melt.
Carlos could feel himself tighten at the action, even more so when you clenched your walls tightly around him.
"You think you deserve to cum, mi princesa?" Carlos queried, wrapping his hand around your jaw and making you turn to face him. His eyes shook at your teary eyed gaze. The mascara and eyeliner you wore had broken down. If he hadn't felt so soft for you, he would've teased you and said you looked like a racoon.
Carlos could feel you start to shake as you buried your nails into his skin. To his surprise, you shook your head no. You begun to slow your pace and clench around him, only trying to get him off.
"Oh mi amor, mi รฑina bonita, you deserve to cum. You deserve a lot more than you know," Carlos whispered, tucking your hair behind your ear. He planted a soft kiss to your forehead before bringing his thumb to your clit, rubbing hard and increasing the speed of his cock thrusting in and out of you.
You couldn't help but let out a sob mixed with both pleasure and sadness. A wave of euphoria convulsed within your body as Carlos staggered to a halt in you. His cock twitched and throbbed, spilling his hot cum into your walls.
You bought Carlos into a tight hug, pushing yourself further onto his cock, making him groan again and release a few more ropes of his cum into you.
Carlos brought his lips to your shoulders and left a small trail of kisses as the two of you calmed down.
The double meaning to his words had thrown you off.
You could tell what he meant.
This why he had reached out in the first place.
His guilty glances. The poor excuses.
This was the last time.
Whatever this was between you... it had to end.
You both needed to move on.
But especially you.
It was a gutting feeling to know. But Carlos was right. This sadness, this anger, this toxicity could go on no longer. Despite being heartsick, you were happy though.
Because even if this ended, you had gone out in style.
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๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ | neil lewis x reader
๐˜€๐˜‚๐—บ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜† | a visit to gumshoe video could go one of two ways... but one way or another, you're gonna get him.
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๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐˜€ | smut (18+ only), enemies to lovers, nothing too terrible just neil and reader bullying each other
this is a choose your own ending fic!! after the introduction, click to choose which way you want the story to go! each ending will have its own warnings section, so read those as well!
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Technically, you always dressed well for work.ย  Corporate jobs require professional attire, obviously; but you were slightly overdressed today, and it wasnโ€™t to go into the office.
Tight skirt and matching blazer, a silky-satin button-up, black heels, and thigh-high stockings with a seam up the back.ย  No, this wasn't how you dressed for a day in the officeโ€ฆ this was how you dressed when you were closing a deal.
A little bell dinged as you walked into Gumshoe Video, and you looked around for a moment after you stepped inside: the decorations wereโ€ฆ plentiful, and kitschy.ย  The displays were so small, and just a quick glance at some of the shelves had you frowning in confusion.ย  These are some seriously deep cutsโ€ฆ how do they make any money at this place?
Lucien came bounding up to you in an instant, hands pressed tight against his horribly out-of-fashion skinny jeans as if to hide that they were clammy already.ย  "Do you, uh, need help finding anything?" he asked.
You offered him a pitying smile, about to offer him a friendly โ€˜no thanks, butโ€™ and then tell him why you were really hereโ€ฆ but you were interrupted.
Jonathan, who had taken a break from sipping on a soda behind the counter, coughed to get Lucien's attention as he quickly shook his head.ย  He didn't seem to understand, though, looking back at you with his brows furrowed.
"Uh, ignore him,โ€ Lucien laughed nervously.ย  โ€œAre you looking for a rental?"
"Dude, she's not here to get a movie!" Jonathan snapped.ย  "Who dresses like that to pick up a tape?!"
"Maybe she's on her way to work!" Lucien returned sharply. "Or maybe she just came from somewhere!"
"Where?"
"My dreams!"
"No, your friend is right, I'm not here to pick up a movie," you admitted, and Lucien looked at you nervously.
"You, uh, don't like movies?" he wondered.
"I love them actually, butโ€”"
The door to the office swung open, with Neil glaring at you from the other side of it.ย  "You," he announced with disdain.
"โ€”but I'm here to speak with the owner," you finished, tilting your head and grinning at Neil.
"We have nothing to speak about," Neil assured you as he walked towards you.ย ย 
"We have multiple opportunities to discuss," you disagreed, "and my employers are very anxious that I deliver this message to you, so if we could please speak in your officeโ€”"
"Her employers?ย  Is this chick in the mob?!" Lucien blurted out fearfully.ย  "Neil, I know money's tight, butโ€” oh fuck, was that 'small business loan' just a coverโ€”"
"She's not from the mafia," Neil sighed.ย  "They actually have some morals."
You extended a hand to introduce yourself to Lucien.ย  After your name, you told him your job: "Head of Acquisitions, Media Giant, LLC."
Jonathan coughed again, poorly covering the sound of him saying "blood-sucking harpy" under his breath.
You smiled at him; "You really should get that cough checked out," you suggested pointedly.
โ€œWhatever it is your puppet-masters want you to discuss with me,โ€ Neil began, wiggling his fingers as if pantomiming a little marionette show, โ€œyou can take right over there into our womenโ€™s restrooms and shove directly up your ass.โ€
โ€œOh, thatโ€™s cute,โ€ you smiled, โ€œI bet youโ€™ve been saving that one since our last little visit.ย  Can we go to your office now?โ€
โ€œNo, you canโ€™t go in thereโ€” we just had the priest come by and bless it, we wouldnโ€™t want your feet to burn now, would we?โ€ Neil snarked in return.
โ€œFineโ€” get it out of your system,โ€ you encouraged.ย  โ€œSay whateverโ€™s been stuck in that pretty little head for the last month waiting for me to come back, and then we can have our meeting, alright?โ€
โ€œIโ€” well, uhโ€”โ€ Neil stalled, looking a little flustered as he suddenly leaned on a shelf of tapes with one hand.ย  โ€œYou think Iโ€™m pretty?โ€ he mumbled nervously, running his free hand through his hairโ€” only to put a little too much weight on the shelf and nearly tilt it over, having to scramble to catch it and make sure it was balanced again.
โ€œDude, pull yourself together,โ€ Jonathan snapped at him, and Neil glared at him before looking back at you.
โ€œFine, okayโ€” we can have a very brief conversation in my office,โ€ Neil offered with a sigh, motioning for you to follow him, โ€œbut itโ€™s going to go the same way it did last time: with me telling you hell no and you having to do the walk of shame back to your headquarters.โ€
โ€œLooking forward to it,โ€ you smiled, waving goodbye to the other men before stepping into Neilโ€™s office as he shut the door behind you.
You watched him step around you to sit at his desk, looking at you expectantly with his legs spread and his fingers interwoven in his lap.
โ€œAm I allowed to ask why youโ€™re dressed like a cowboy, by the way?โ€ you asked with a raised eyebrow, and he frowned at you as he tossed aside the hat and slipped the poncho off over his head, leaving just a much more normal outfit of jeans and a button-up underneath.
โ€œWeโ€™re running a special on Westerns,โ€ he explained, โ€œitโ€™s fun, okay?ย  Not that you would know fun if it smacked you on the ass and called you sweetcheeks.โ€
โ€œHoney, thatโ€™s just what I call a Friday night,โ€ you smirked as you stepped a little closer leaning against the side of his desk as he swallowed thickly.ย  You couldnโ€™t just sit across from himโ€” you needed to keep the upper hand.ย  โ€œBut Iโ€™m here for business.ย  Letโ€™s talk business, shall we?โ€
โ€œRight, business,โ€ he frowned.ย  โ€œIโ€™m guessing your business here today is trying to buy my store, again?โ€
โ€œSomething like that,โ€ you relented.
โ€œYou know, I guess I should take it as a compliment,โ€ he grinned, leaning back further in the chair.ย  โ€œClearly, you know Iโ€™m a threat.โ€
โ€œPlease,โ€ you rolled your eyes, โ€œweโ€™re a Fortune 500 company, and youโ€™re a guy wearing a poncho.โ€
โ€œI took off the poncho!โ€ he defended.
โ€œSo youโ€™reโ€ฆ just a guy, then,โ€ you corrected.ย  โ€œThe point is, weโ€™re not worried about you stealing our business at all.ย  We just think this location is going to waste.โ€
โ€œYou want the real estate?โ€ he realized.
โ€œYouโ€™re in a perfect spot, you know,โ€ you informed him, โ€œyou just needโ€ฆ a little more help utilizing it.โ€
He sneered at you sharply.ย  โ€œI donโ€™t want anything from you.โ€
โ€œYou only hate me so much because you resent success,โ€ you informed him with a sigh.ย  โ€œJust because youโ€™re broke and proud doesnโ€™t mean making money is a sin.โ€
โ€œIt is when you put making money above everything else,โ€ he replied, โ€œlike creativity and community and the authentic customer experienceโ€”โ€
โ€œHow exactly does Media Giant conflict with those things?โ€ you scoffed.ย  โ€œWeโ€™re a company founded on creativityโ€” and we always foster communityโ€”โ€
โ€œSpare me the doublespeak, Big Brother,โ€ Neil scoffed, โ€œyouโ€™re just a bunch ofโ€” of robots!ย  Your whole company, itโ€™s just full of people trying to make a quick buck, top to bottom: you think the people in the back at McDonaldโ€™s give a fuck about food?ย  Thatโ€™s what you are, the McDonaldโ€™s of the film industry.ย  Youโ€™d probably let a monkey work there if it could wear a nametag and convince someone to rent Fast and Furious Fifty or whatever the fuck.โ€
โ€œFine,โ€ you sighed, โ€œletโ€™s just say for a moment that youโ€™re right.ย  That my company is so terrible because we donโ€™t employ people like you.โ€
He relaxed for a second, and you leaned in closer in hopes that he was really listening.
โ€œThis is your chance to fix that!โ€ you explained.ย  โ€œYou can save us from the inside out, you know.ย  You can start from the bottom, be our best sales guy, and then it turns into a promotion and a raise and soon youโ€™re climbing the corporate ladderโ€” where you can make some real change.โ€
He shook his head, laughing a little.ย  โ€œThatโ€™s not actually possible, itโ€™s just a fantasy you tell all your little minions to keep them compliant.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s what I did,โ€ you shrugged.
โ€œYou?โ€ he realized with a laugh.ย  โ€œYou, in one of those navy vests and nametags, selling people tapes?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sort of a cinephile,โ€ you admitted.ย  โ€œI wanted a job where I could talk about movies all dayโ€” and thanks to me, that Media Giant location rented out more copies of The Seventh Seal than all the rest combined.โ€
He stood up quickly, stepping closer to where you sat on his desk.ย  โ€œY-you like The Seventh Seal?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s a masterpiece,โ€ you answered, speaking a little softer as he was so close, โ€œBergman is a genius.โ€
A strange look crossed over his face, a heavy-lidded sort of look as he examined you.ย  โ€œTarantino?โ€
โ€œOverrated, but not bad,โ€ you replied quickly.
โ€œTarkovsky?โ€
โ€œGood, but hard to watch.โ€
โ€œLynch?โ€
You scoffed; โ€œDonโ€™t insult me.โ€
He laughed a little, crossing his arms and looking away from you.ย  โ€œYou could be one of the good ones,โ€ he realized, โ€œbut you sold out.ย  And now youโ€™re just a suit.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not so bad,โ€ you smirked, โ€œI think youโ€™d like a little moreโ€ฆ structure, given the chance.โ€
โ€œAnd thatโ€™s what youโ€™re offering?โ€ he pressed, and you nodded.
โ€œWeโ€™ll let you keep the name, your employeesโ€ฆ most of the decoration,โ€ you offered, โ€œyouโ€™ll just be technically a Media Giant franchise.ย  You have nothing to lose, and so much fucking money to gain.โ€
He sighed a little, looking at you again.ย  You could tell he was considering it, but not very thoroughly.ย  All you could do was hope for the best, and wait for an answerโ€ฆ
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