#today my dad didnt call me on his way home from work and he didnt stop home between shifts and i legit was gonna cry

[hyperfixatedoncrimminalminds]

Aaron Hotchner x Teen Son reader

Summary: The Unsub is a school shooter and goes to Y/N Hotchners high school, He is taken as a hostage.

Third person pov...

It was early morning for the Hotchners, Aaron had been awake for hours waiting for his two sons to wake up, the man was currently in the kitchen drinking coffee and making breakfast for them.

Usually Aaron would be at work but he hasn't been called in yet for a case so he had time to spend with his sons before they went to school.

By 7.30 Aaron could hear his sons getting up, The man smiled and set the two plates of pancakes on the table.

Suddenly the sounds of his 7- and 14-year-olds running down the stairs made Hotch realise how much of their lives he missed while going on cases so much.

"Jack be careful don't jump" came Y/Ns voice from the hallway, the 14year old smiles and shakes his head at Jack as he jumps down the remaining stairs.

Jack only laughs and ran into the kitchen, the young boy gasps when he sees his dad there.

"daddy! Your still here!" exclaimed the ball of energy, leaping into Hotch opens arms, the man laughs as he catches Jack.

"hey Jackie" he exclaims with the same amount of enthusiasm, Y/N then walks in the 14 year olds stands by the door and looks at his dad, he hasnt seen his dad for most of week.

"no cases today" he says in the same tone Haley would when Hotch got a new case, the mans eyes lose there spark as he thought about his late wife and comparing her with Y/N.

The boy acts so much like his Mum, Hotch looks up at the teen. "yes actually, its mainly paperwork today so no cases, now come on and eat" says the agent ushering both sons to the table to eat.  

The 14 year old rolls his eyes but sits in the chair offered to him and begins to eat the plate of pancakes, while Jack pours sugar and syrup all over his.

Hotch continues to drink his coffee as his sons eat their pancakes and finish getting ready for school, soon the bus arrived for both boys. 

"see you boys later!" yells Hotch from the door as Y/N and Jack go to school. "bye daddy!" yells Jack while he got no response from Y/N.

As he was the oldest Hotch relied on his eldest alot such as helping to look after Jack and helping his mum around the house when Haley was still with them.

Before and after Haley died, the 14 year old never saw his dad alot, once his parents got divorced that number plummeted into the negatives, now 2 years later hes still getting used to seeing his dad again.

After everything that happened all three Hotchners were healing, Once Y/N arrived at his high school, he made his way to his homeroom and sat next to his friends. "morning guys" he said high fiving them, "Hey Hotch!" yelled his Tony.

Y/N glared at him, furrowing his eyebrow and looking alot like his das without realising. "dont call me that, thats not my name" he said, his friends stared a t him, he had never gotten this angry before when they called him Hotch.

Y/Ns teacher then appeared and started home room, Y/N sat in his chair and stared out the window, he had a feeling something was going to happen today he just didnt know what.

Hours later..

"Hey N/N you playin'" yelled Alex throwing a football to Y/N, the teen catches it with a smile, "in a bit, gotta run to the bathroom quickly!" exclaims the teen throwing back the ball and running back into the building.

Once he was done with his business he walked out of the stall and over to the sinks to wash his hands, As he did he felt his phone buzz, sighing he dried his hands and leant against the sinks and read the message.

It was from his dad, Y/N rolls his eyes “of course always checking up, im not a kid anymore dad, not like you could tell the difference” Mumbles the boy, as he was grumbling to himself another boy walked out of the stall he was from Y/Ns class.

Y/N scoffs and goes to put his phone away but gets distracted by the photo on his lockscreen, it was off his last family picture with both parents and Jack, he stares at it until the boy next to him looks over.

“your family?” asks the guy motioning to the screen, Y/N looks down and smiles sadly. “yeah it was” he said softly, know one except his friends and classmate know about what happened to his family.

Y/N the waves bye to the boy and walks out of the bathrooms and walking outside to the field. As he walked he was suddenly grabbed from behind.

“Oi let go” he yelled attracting the attentions off students and teachers in the hallway, as he struggles he feels the cold metal of a gun being pressed into his back stilling him.

He froze, having flashbacks of his Mum being shot by Foyet two years ago. “oh shit” he mumbles before he hears a familiar voice speak, it was the student from the bathroom.

“please stop struggling, don’t you understand we are the same” he says, pushing the gun harder into Y/Ns back making him wince from the pain. “we aren’t the same!” exclaims Y/N before he was taken to the Lunch hall.

A gun shot rang out effectively silencing the room, the shooter still held Y/N tightly while using his gun to get every one onto the floor and under tables. Before long the police, FBI where outside waiting to get the okay to go in.

“you don’t have to do this!” exclaims Y/N making the guy look down at him anger in his eyes, both boys had a similar background working dads who are never home, mothers whoscant deal with it all and younger siblings.

Y/N then groans in pain as the guy hits him with the bottom of his gun effectively making Y/N stop struggling, blood falls from thw cut on his forehead and into Y/Ns E/C eyes. ‘come on dad where are you’ though Y/N to himself.

Suddenly the door bursts open and in come Aaron Hotchner and his team, Y/N sighs in relief ‘finally you’re here for me Dad’ though Y/N.

The boy locks eyes with his Dad before shouting “finally Dad took you long enough!” this made the unsub angry and holds Y/N tighter making him groan in pain. “Andrew Holt, stay where you are and drop the gun” yells Hotch.

With 6 guns trained on him Andrew didn’t even flinch. “No I have to do this you don’t understand none of you do” he yelled tears in his eyes as he kept his gun on Y/N.

The teen didn’t even flinch as he tried to turn around to face Andrew. “they don’t but I do, remember when you saw the picture, that was taken years ago when my family were happy, before my Dad got even busier with work, when my Mum was still alive. Like you I rarely get to see my dad because of his job, he barely knows me you know how that feels right” yells Y/N going on a rant

As he kept on ranting Hotch listens and realised just how much his job effected his relationships with his sons. ‘is this how he feels’ though the man, He watches as the Unsub lowers his gun and drops in onto the floor eyes watching Y/Ns face for lies.

Y/N looks at Andrew sadly as the boy breaks down and falls to his knees, Y/N holds him tightly as his lets out his emotions.

Outside Y/N finally gets sway from the medics as they bandage his forehead, the boy is searching for his dad, when he sees the man he sprints over to him.

Hotch was talking to the team before something runs into him already knowing it was Y/N Hotch quickly turned around and hugs the boy tightly. “are you okay son?” he asks Concerned as his sons squeezes him.

Y/N looks up at his dad and gives him a smile the first once in years. “I am now Dad” he whispers content on hugging his dad.

The end!

Hope you liked this oneshot, so sorry for the wait I haven’t had the motivation.

So sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes as usual

Request are Open!

Word count: 1403

#criminal minds #fanfic #behavioural analysis unit #x child reader #fluff and comfort #light angst #oneshot #aaron hotchner #x son reader #x teen!reader #aaron hotchner x child! reader #aaron hotchner x son reader #jack hotchner #hostage situation #father son fluff #family problems

[kylelover]

stan marsh x reader

exhausted

☆ where stan comes home to his beautiful family right after being extremely tired and loopy from work.

silly and small stan drabble i wrote at 11pm

stan opened his front door silently, since it was already 7pm he expected his children to be tired and didnt want to bother his family.

he was exhausted, stan took a shift of over 13 hours.

his eyes were tinted a slightly soft red shade. down those there was dark bags from the insomnia he had over the stress.

stan felt like he could fall asleep at anytime now. he had to work like a dog day and night to comply to his boss demands.

the only thing he wanted to do was to see his lovely wife and his sweet lil kid.

as soon as the man opened the door he was met with the eyes of his 5 year old daughter, amelia, waiting for him at the door like she always did.

"daddy! mom, papas home!" the little girl shouted excitedly as she ran and hugged her fathers leg.

stan smiled fondly at the actions of her little girl. she was always such a bubbly and hyperactive child which could be annoying to others but to stan it was endearing.

"sweetpea!, hi" he said trying not to sound too tired as he hugged his daughter lovingly.

"dad, follow me! mommy made yummy spaghetti"

his daughter had the tendency to always call 'yummy' to her mothers cooking.

stans daughter grabbed his hand and lead him to the kitchen where he was met with his gorgeous wife cooking meatballs.

"hey, darling" stan greeted whilst amelia let go of his hand to immediately.

stan walked up behind you and looked back only to see his daughter watching peppa pig while eating spaghetti.

he put his hands softly on your hips and snuggled his head on your neck.

"i missed you" you whispered softly.

stan chuckled slightly as he kissed your neck fast yet so delicately. he always treated you like this, like a fragile flower which could snap in half if treated too harshly.

"i missed you too" he moved his hands from your hips to your shoulders as he looked at what you were cooking.

"hey i thought it was my time to cook today?" stan questioned.

ever since you moved together 10 years ago, you would take turns on certain tasks, such as cooking, cleaning, repairing stuff, etc.

but since you knew stan came home late today, you decided to surprise him by cooking dinner for him.

"i know love, i just thought- since you would always come home so late these days i decided i would do this... for you!"

"you didnt have to sweetheart" he whispered.

you examined stans face, the way his eyes light up when he smiled. he always stared at you like that, fazed, with an adoring and endearing look on his face.

he never failed to make you feel warm and happy.

#stan marsh x reader #south park x reader

[georgeweasleyslostearhq]

I DIDN'T KNOW

pairings: Eddie munson x Fem!reader

Summary: when you run away and hide for a week until Eddie finally decides to bring it up with you.

Warning: none

PART ONE -its obvious

I ran out of the library. I didnt want to be there. And I didnt want to be rejected in front of all the people in the library, there wasn't a lot, but there was enough to spread the news all around the school.

~

I haven't been to school in a week. I havent had this much time off in years, I've always tried my best in school so I guess that's why Dustin showed up yesterday to check on me.

"You ok, you haven't been to school since the library-" he started

"You had no right to tell him, Henderson" I've never called him by his last name, so.he should know that I'm upset with him.

He does, I saw the way his face fell and his body stiffen. I felt a bit bad

"I'm sorry, if that's what this is about then-" he stuttered

"I'm sick, the flew, that's why I havent been at school" I lied while pretending to cough and sniffle.

"Oh, ok then, well I hope you get better, I'll just let the guys know then. Bye" he said, walking away

I shut the door and watched as he got on his bike and rode away from my house.

~

Today was like the past week. I stayed in my room and did some chores. It was Monday, so I didn't have much to do, just some things here and there. Dad left for work before I woke up and mum left an hour after I got ready for the day. So I had the place to myself.

I sat down on the couch and put on some shows, flicking through the ones that didn't interest me, but I was rudely interrupted with a loud and vigorous knocks at the door.

They seemed to be in a hurry so I got up quickly and rushed to the door, opening it and seeing the boy I was trying to avoid.

"Hi" he smiled sweetly

"What are you doing here, shouldn't you be at school?" I questioned

"Shouldn't you? You don't seem sick at all" he stated with a chuckle

"What are you doing here?" I asked again

"To talk" he said, looking over my head and inside house

"About?"

"I think you know" he placed a hand on the door frame and tilted his head.

"Look, maybe we could talk some other time, I-" he cut me off

"No, no next time. I want to talk about it now, you've been ignoring my calls and turned your walkie off" he huffed

"Eddie-"

"Y/n, please let me in" he pleaded

"My parents are home" I tried lying

"Their cars aren't outside, stop lying to me, what did I do?" He whined

"Everything- nothing" I groaned

"Everything or nothing?"

"Just come in" I stepped out of the way and opened the door wider for him.

"That's what I've been trying to do" he walked in and looked around.

"Did you want anything to drink?" I asked

"I'll have some water, thanks" he replied and followed me into the kitchen

I gave him a glass and waited for him to chug it down, but he drank slowly, painfully slow.

"So..." I trailed off

"Dustin told me you had something to tell me" he announced

"Of course he did" I whispered to myself

"Huh?"

"Nothing" I shook my head lightly

"Are you gonna tell me or just stand there looking pretty?" He questioned sarcastically

"Nope, there's nothing to be said" I shrugged

"Really? Cause a week ago I'm pretty sure Dustin said I don't like you?" He quizzed "I thought we were past that"

"We are- can I just step aside for a second, I need to go to the bathroom" I admitted. I didn't need to, I just wanted to get away for a minute, to steady my breathing

"Yeah, go ahead" he nodded.

I walked away and into the bathroom and just sat down on the edge of the bathtub. Hands on my knees and breathing unsteadily

EDDIE'S POV

'Y/n, are you there? Have you told him yet?' I heard a muffled voice ask

I looked around for a minute to see where it's coming from

"Y/n? Have you told him you're in love with him" it said again, it sounded awfully familiar, but I couldn't pin point it exactly.

I walked into the living room and say her walkie on the coffee table.

It wasn't turned off, it was on. I looked back at the bathroom where she was in and picked the walkie up and pressed the button

"Hello?" I spoke into it

"Eddie! Did she tell you? What did you tell her?" Dustin

"Me?" I talked to myself, only out loud

"Yes! She's in love with you, you idiot, now what did you tell her!?" He yelled out into the talkie, making me flinch slightly.

I heard a creek come from behind me, followed by a heavy breath.

Shit.

NORMAL POV

Shit

He turned around slowly and faced me. I gulped down a lump in my through and stepped closer to him. He didn't flinch, he didn't back away.

He just stood there, with a surprised look on his face, like he didn't know already.

"Me?" He muttered

"Please give me my walkie" I ignored him and reached for it. But he retracted it.

"Eddie, please give me my walkie" I begged. I couldn't look at him, I didn't want to.

"You're in love with me" it didn't seem like a question, so I didn't feel the need to answer it.

"Please-"

"TELL ME" he yelled out

"What the point of telling you when you already know?!" I yelped

He walked over to my couch and sat down. Staring off into space. His lips slightly agape, with his big eyes looking lost almost.

"I didn't know" he muttered

"Yeah, well, I tried to hide it so" I shrugged

"Why?" He questioned

"Cause you're one of my best friends, I'm not just going to go up to you and say it" I said quietly

It stayed quiet for a couple of minutes. I slowly sat down next to him and just played with my fingers. That was until I saw him look at me from the corner of my eye.

He didn't look away, he just sat there staring at me for a long time. I didn't do anything though. I just looked at the TV that was still playing, it wasn't a bad show, I quite liked it actually.

Saturday Night Live. It must've been a replay because I've already seen this one..

I forget about Eddie staring at me and just laugh along with the show. This one was the suitcase boy with Robert Downey.

'And my books are overdue no thanks to you!" Robert yelled out, I laughed along with the audience

That was until Eddie pulled my face away and towards his. His lips connected with mine and he kissed me, not much force, it was soft, giving me the chance to pull away, but it was passionate enough for me to loosen myself into it. He pulled away and just started again

"I wish I knew earlier" he said simply

"Why's that" I gulped, still feeling the tingle of his lips on me even though he's pulled away

"Cause I would've done that ages ago" he confessed with a sigh.

He grinned at me before going to hold my hand. His cold rings made me shiver as our hands connected together.

"Guys" Dustin's voice was heard from my walkie

"GUYS ARE YOU THERE" he yelled out into it. Eddie reached over to where he put it and turned it off. Making Dustin's voice cut off and make the line go silent. Making us alight at the young boys enthusiasm.

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The first part was way better.

@tommyriddleobsessed @anangelwhodidntfall @stephanie-lkj @phantomxoxo @bellevsoares

#eddie munson #eddie munson x fem!reader #stranger things #eddie munson smut #eddie munson x henderson!reader #joseph quinn #steve harrington #fanfic #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson x shy!reader #imagines #eddie munson st #eddie the banished

[bridgyrose]

AU where Blake and Ruby get switched as babies, and only find out when they go to introduce their SO (one another) to their parents.

Ruby paced around the dorm when she had heard the news: her parents were going to make their way out to Beacon to meet with her. It wasnt like she didnt want to see them, but after running away and reaching out on a whim from Blake, everything felt like it was moving quickly. With each step, she muttered under her breath as she tried to figure out the best way to handle this. 

“If you’re that nervous, maybe you should let them know,” Yang suggested. “I mean, dad doesnt come around for Blake or I unless we want him to. Maybe your parents will do the same.” 

“Its more complicated than that.” Ruby sighed and sat down to try to collect her thoughts a bit. “I dont not want them to come around, but I didnt… leave on great terms. I…. I said a lot of things that I regret and I know they’ll be upset with me.” 

Blake sat down next to Ruby and pulled her in close. “Its not like you joined the White Fang or anything like that. I bet they’ll be happy that you’re safe, healthy, and working on being a huntress.” 

Ruby nodded and gently brushed her fingers through her hair with a heavy breath. “And… you wouldnt mind be there with me when we meet them?” 

“Of course not. And… when you’re ready, you can meet my dad.” 

“I’d like that.” 

Blake smiled and kissed her cheek, helping her relax. “Everything will work out, I promise.” 

Ruby nodded and relaxed into her girlfriend. She pressed into Blake as her nerves started to melt away, her fears started to calm as her eyes closed. “Maybe we can take them around Vale tomorrow after they get here. I’m sure we can find a couple restaurants they’ll like.” 

“You just want fish again.” 

“Can you blame me? I grew up on an island where most of our food was fish, rice, and fruit. You sorta get used to it.” 

“I know.” Blake smiled and rubbed Ruby’s back. “All I ask is that you dont go overboard this time.” 

Ruby smiled and started to doze off a bit, answering sleepily. “You know me, overboard is my middle name.” 

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Ghira paused as he looked over Blake, his eyes moving between her and Kali as he noted the similarities between the two. A nervous smile crossed his lips as he watched her bow to him. “Blake Xiao Long, right?” 

“Rose, actually.” Blake slowly extended her hand to him. “I took my late mother’s last name as a reminder on who I strive to be.” 

“I see…” Ghira winced as Kali jabbed him in the side. “She must’ve been a great huntress. And from the looks of it, you seem to be good for Ruby.” 

Ruby nodded and pulled Blake a little closer. “She’s helped me get onto the right path to being a huntress. And maybe you can get to know her a bit more over lunch?” 

Ghira nodded. “Your mother and I will meet up with you in Vale. And maybe we can meet Blake’s father later today. If he’s not busy.” 

Blake nodded. “I’ll give him a call and Ruby and I will make sure we’re ready to head out in a couple hours. Until then, we could show you to the gardens for you to relax while you wait.” 

“I think we’ll be able to find them on our own.” Ghira smiled and waved his daughter and her girlfriend off as he pulled Kali close to him and started to walk through the Beacon halls. His mind started to wander, only being brought back when Kali finally talked. 

“Blake’s supposed to be our daughter, isnt she?” Kali asked. 

“You noticed that too then?” 

“Hard not to when she looks similar to my own mother.” Kali leaned into and let out a heavy sigh. “I always wondered why her eyes were different when we brought her home, but I… guess I never questioned it. That doesnt make us bad parents, does it?” 

“Maybe, but its too late to correct that now. Ruby’s our daughter and she’s turning out to be much like you when you were younger. We’ve done something right with that.” 

Kali nodded a bit. “But you still worry that we’ve done something wrong, right? That by this whole mix up, we lost our daughter and took someone else’s?” 

Ghira shook his head, then sighed. “I’m worried about what will happen if her real father finds out and wants her back. We just got her back and I dont want to lose her again.” 

“We wont. We’ll fight tooth and nail to keep our daughter, and get to know the one we lost.”

#ruby rose #rwby ruby rose #blake belladonna #ghira belladonna #kali belladonna #ladybug #rwby ladybug #blake x ruby #family swapped #family swapped au #drabbles

[itlivesproject]

OKAY BUCKLE UP, if you thought the last 2 rundowns i sent in were long, this one is so long that i’m sending it in 3 parts (i can only apologise for the chaos i am causing)

RIGHT THEN, here is the abel simp anon ILW FINALE thought dump (part 1! covers up to when we play as devon)

i can’t believe i just installed the game for the very last time

(i’ve already cried twice today LMAO)

i can’t believe this is the last time i’m experiencing a new chapter for the first time (i hope that made sense)

i’m sorry lincoln :( i know matthias was awful but he was still his dad

MATTHIAS DYING DIDNT ACTIVATE THE RITUAL? WE STAY WINNIN

ALL THE OLD GANGS!!!! i am already tearing up YIKES

devon, harper, and rowan - my babies :( they’re all safe and sound 🥹

YOU CANT HIT ME WITH A “thanks. for everything.” THIS EARLY IN THE CHAPTER OUCH

i saw abel and crumbled. i’m going to miss him so much. full tears.

THEY’RE GONNA LIVE TOGETHER !!!!!

“We’ll be okay rowan, I promise. I'll smother you with food, you'll complain that I work too much, we'll buy up an ugly couch at a thrift store and find somewhere for it to call home.” JDJEJJAJDJ

THE FINAL TIME SEEING THE TITLE CARD AND HEARING THE THEME MUSIC FOR A NEW CHAPTER I AM SO EMOTIONAL

AND THE CHAPTER BEING CALLED “IT LIVES” SOMEONE GIVE ME A HUG PLEASE I AM HAVING A MOMENT

oh god i can’t do goodbyes (even though i definitely knew it was coming)

lincoln :( AND THEIR FRIENDSHIP DEVELOPMENT FROM START TO FINISH???? no one talk to me

wild weekend with lincoln in vegas?? i think yes, especially now that he and abel are besties

i could do with an amalia hug rn tbh

“I don't care if you and Abel want to celebrate Christmas or not, you're both invited, by the way. I hope to see you both there.” WE WILL BE THERE BABE DON’T YOU WORRY

“I won't be there to watch over you anymore, but I still want you to take care of yourself.” STOP

hey jocelyn :(

“I’ll do what i want. Like i always do” never change joss, never change

“I'II miss you, Rowan. Thanks for being my friend.” i’m in a puddle

(continued in part 2)

-abel simp anon🫶

Everyone, please enjoy this three part special ❤️

#ask #anon #mod win #abel simp anon

[hawksmybirdie7]

Keigo wanted to spend Christmas with Enji but he didnt want to intrude. It's time to be with family and he not part of the family.

They don't know about our relationship yet Enji did say he was going to tell them. Keigo isn't sure when but he knows Enji going to do it.

Keigo sighs looking down everyone looks so happy and here he is miserable.

"I wish I was off I could do something fun." Keigo mumbles he takes his cell out scroll through social media Everyone says happy holidays or posting pictures of themselves with family Hawks sighs again texts Rumi.

Hawks knows she is on patrol maybe they can meet up for dinner.

When Rumi texts him back. "Sorry babe Im meeting up with my mom you can join us!" Hawks says no enjoy your time together. "Well looks like it's just me." Keigo wraps his arms around himself watches the street.

🔥

Endeavor got up from his desk and shut his laptop Shoto called him and said everything was almost done are you on your way home? Enji was grateful for his relationship with his kids and ex wife going well. Not completely fixed but it's working.

Enji calls Keigo he doesn't want wing hero to be alone.

"Keigo?" Wing man answers with sorry the wind was strong.

"Enji! Hi didn't think you would call me." Enji frowns why wouldn't he call him and Hawks sounds sad.

"Are you flying?" Keigo tilts his head lands on roof," I was why? Something wrong?" Enji knew he shouldn't do this but he wants Keigo to be with him today not alone.

"Meet me at my office we need to go over something."

"Ok be there in a couple minutes!" Keigo ends the call and flies over.

"He is not going to be happy with me."

🔥🐥

Enji takes Keigo to his house bird hero wonder why they couldn't stay at the office.

"Rei and Fyumi made dinner wants us to be here to enjoy it." Keigo doesn't want to intrude Fyumi comes to greet them she smiles that them.

"Hi Dad happy you made it! Oh Hawks san so happy you're here please come in." Keigo walks in and takes his boots off he follows Endeavor.

"Enji good to see you." Enji gave his ex wife small smile nods at her she looks at Hawks san," hello Hawks so nice of you to join us here have biscuit." Keigo takes one bites into it almost moans its sooo good!

"yum this is delicious Rei San I can eat the whole basket!" Enji rolls his takes the basket from him Keigo pouts Rei hides her laugh.

"Let's sit at the table Keigo behave yourself." Keigo grins follows Enji the pro heroes walk over to the table Rei watches them she wants to say something but not now.

"Mom are you ok?" She smiles nods," yes honey I'm good just watching your father and Hawks. How long have they been together?" Fyumi tries to remember what she knew for while now it's funny that they think we don't know!

Shoto walks in with Bakugou the two been dating over year now. Fyumi gave her brother boyfriend bright smile.

"Hi Katsuki good to see you it's been awhile."

"Hey Fyumi and Rei nice to see you two thanks for inviting me." Rei gave the teen hug.

"Let's go eat."

🔥🐥

Everyone sat down and ate Keigo nervous calm down but he was still on edge he not use to these family dinners everyone was in good spirits.

Natsuo and Touya behaved they didn't make comments about Hawks being there and Fyumi sweetheart she kept asking me if I want more I declined. After dinner we went in the living room.

"Enji aren't we supposed to work on. Enji cut him off pulled Hawks onto the couch next to him," No we are not working Keigo I brought you here to relax and enjoy Christmas. The commission isn't in charge of you anymore." Keigo sat up look at Enji he wanted to cry.

"You want me here?" Enji nods he really hates seeing Keigo like this he wants to change that.

"Yes I do now relax and enjoy yourself." Keigo smiles and buries himself next to Enji Bodies press against each other. Keigo felt so good he holds Enji tight.

"Geez dad couldn't wait until you're alone." Touya drops himself on other couch Enji looks at his oldest son he raise eyebrow.

"Touya we're not doing anything don't be so loud Keigo asleep." Bakugou sits next to Touya who begins to tease the blonde.

"Ok everyone let's watch some movies then open presents oh is Hawks asleep?" Enji nods runs his fingers through thick hair Fyumi takes picture.

"Let him sleep poor dear looks like he hasn't slept now let's watch some Christmas movie." Enji thankful Rei step in she good at distracting the kids.

Enji not big fan of Christmas movies Keigo woke up middle of the movie he looks around confused then realized where he at.

"Sorry I fell asleep." Enji pulls him close," don't worry about you can go back to sleep we're just watching movies going to open presents Keigo hums close his eyes.

"Thank you for inviting me Enji." Endeavor hugs Keigo close whisper in his ear," Anytime Keigo." That brings a smile to Keigo's face He is so happy to have Enji and his family who welcome him with open arms.

~~Fin~~

#endeavor #endhawks #mha hawks #todoroki family #bnha hawks

[starnightlover]

Hello star, can I confide in you please , I am in need of advice and reassurance

I just raed a post of yours ir was an ask from someone several weeks back. This person talks about struggling to improve their sc and how their siblings are treated better and they are treated like shit. I think they also said they would never wish that on their siblings and how everywhere they go they are ignored and stuff. And I resonate so much with this that I hate to even admit

I know I am the creator and I know about loa and stuff still my sc is bad. I totally get their pain when they said about being treated worse than others. I know how shitty it feels. I will tell you about yesterday we went to a party and met other family members abd all that and again my sister went along with my other cousins and I am awkward and nervous coz its always been this way. If I try ti say something everyone acts like it was stupid or just ignores. Then one of (my cousins husband came along saying to my sister "she us my fav sis in law" and introducing her to everyone around calling her his fav. I know its such petty and stupid things to even think about but I felt really bad I was right there. My mom always sides with her and talks oo me like shit a lot if times.

I remember once 2 or 3 years back I was sitting on my couch and I said my skin looks so dull and then my dad said out of nowhere stop being jealous and youll be fine { he meant it pointing towards my sister as if I was jealous of her and he said in a way more mean and rude tone. Idk how to express that feeling but I was so shocked as it was so random. Back then I had none of these problems. I didnt even care if anyone treated my sister better than or shit like that. I was fine in my sc and had fun wherever I would go and life was so much better. My parents were the only ones who would compare me to my sister and say look at her does she ever demand for stuff or does she refuse to do this and blah blah and at that I time I could have cared less coz I knew for a fact that I was not wrong in voicing my opinions and thats why they always compare me to her (if I ever felt bad about their behaviour and expressed it to my parents they would call me toxic, or my head is filled with negativity while all I was doing was letting them k ow how hurtful their words can be ). I remember that day when I heardmy dad say that about me it hurt me so bad idk how to explain but even today when I recall it feels like I am getting physically stabbed AND after that I got so concious of every little thing I started comparing myself to ger and with all the circumstances I went through these years my sc just got even worse.

Now when I try to work on my sc I feel like I cant be the best, or good enough , or the most beautiful or all those things I want because I dont deserve it yeah but my sister does. I am stuck at home so I have to face this everyday. Like all these things are reserved for her. All I wamt to have is the best sc I dont want my sister to experience any shitty stuff and I dont want to be the one to experience it either. I sometimes get so angry on her in my mind and I just get irritated and I hate being with her coz I dont want to feel less than and looked down upon and then I feel guilty for feeling this way.

You might dislike me for saying the things I did but I really dont know how to get rid of all this. I dont want to be ignored or sidelined or treated like some third or 4th option or always getting shit from my parents. I know I have to affirm and persist or states but how do I even maintain it seeing the 3d it all feels like such a lie to me.

I see so many people manifesting weightloss and df and db and so much more. Even people who say they were horrible at manifesting and stuff like that they did it so quickly and I struggle to even manifest biscuits.

First off, I want to say I am so sorry you have gone through these experiences! You deserve the world and nothing less, hell you deserve the whole universe/multiverse! You wanting to change your self concept is a huge step! I know you are in hard circumstances but you are still in control, you are still limitless! You can manifest anything you can ever think of!! You are NOT limited whatsoever! You're amazing, talented, beautiful, worthy, loving, extraordinary just because you exist! You are the first choice because this is your reality! Pick yourself up and know you are chosen because you said so!! Recognize your limitless power! You have the power to bend all of reality t your will, realize how amazing and powerful you truly are! YOU ARE THE GOD OF YOUR REALITY!! Isn't that amazing? Don't blame yourself for everything that has been told to you or that you have gone through, you are not your trauma! I advise you to not identify with the 3d! The 3d is merely a reflection of your imagination. You fulfill within your imagination and the 3d has no choice to reflect that. Your emotions don't manifest, feel them all you want! Cry your eyes out, as long as you are not identifying with the outside world but with your imagination, which is the true reality you can not fail! YOUR DESIRES ARE INEVITABLE!! Nothing, I repeat nothing has control over you! Not your family, not your friends, not your 3d, not a single thing has any power over you! Failure does not exist you will always win! You can change your self concept by starting to identify with what you desire and not the unwanted circumstances! Change your conception of self because the world is merely a reflection of thyself. Change your assumptions towards manifesting! Change your assumptions to you always get what you want, people treat you amazingly, you are always the first choice, you manifest anything instantly! You need to change your conception from having such assumptions and identify with your power and awareness! You can maintain a good self concept by persisting in the dominant assumptions that align with your self concept being at a peak! Remember you are in control, you got this!

#law of assumption #manifestation #neville goddard #anonymous asks

[37q]

so yall know i gotta lor sis righ. well. fuck dude. those obligations from earlier. part rant part support seeking skip to the very end for that second part

context. 17 y/o not in school, homeless, lowkey estranged from her parents. father is unemployed and lying abt it, abusive and his ego is constantly reacting to his material precaritys impact on his manhood, sits at my old shop all day doing nothing. mom, actually employed, covering for dad, also used to work at my old shop before being fired for stealing a stack of cash, getting worse w her precarity and also sits at the shop a lot a lot. no idea where her lor bro sleeps. no idea how old he is too, could be 12 in an 8 year olds body for all i kno

so i pick her up at 1030, we go to the mall and check the ubreakifix type place and they dont work on iphone 8s. bet. we have a spare XR she bought off her big bro. missing sim tray, got a free replacement from the shop. go to the apple store, the XR is permalocked unless factory reset from the icloud acct tethered to the device (truly dystopian imo), schedule genius bar appt for tmrw at 11. take her back to her friends house, the one i hired a month before i left so she could have a comrade and a place to stay nearish work that isnt her moms (although they were kicked out of their motel right when i hired steven i think. so, unhappy coincidence?).

sis works then so i drop her off at work at 9 and take her phone w me. go home come back to the mall. genius at the bar says its busted, whatever. not like i been sayin that. its missing like the bottom 1/5 of the backing like straight up exposed circuitry and she leans it on its bottom edge on whatever flat surface she can find at her perpetually wet food service job. refurbished options more expensive than the cheap 'new' products, not saying much tho. deliver busted phone and info to her -- her mom and dad are there ofc -- go home. later pick her up that night (last night) and drive her to her gfs in the heights. oh also dropping steven and their mutual friend off at stevens on the way. whatever its like literally en route its actually kinda perfect every time.

apparently im picking her up this morning. Okay. oh yeah shes locked out of her paycard account. she locks the card when shes at 0 in case she gets an auto withdrawal thatll overdraft her. she got paid today so she was gonna unlock it but how did she access her acct previously? thumbprint. no password memory whatsoever. pretty fair, id say? she texted me asking for the last 4 of her SSN this morning. nobody picked up her call to the bank(?) until she called them in the car with me. the form required to change login credentials when u dont have account access required those digits and a form of photo id. no ability to access it from her ADP because the pw changed at some point but it still took her print.

reminder. shes homeless and out of school. she has a birth certificate but thats where my certainty of her documentation ends. ive run into this before where i wanted to start a real bank acct for her but they require legally viable photo id and even non driver state ids require 1. proof of permanent residence (X) and 2. proof of enrollment in school for minors (X) at the MVA.

so anyways weve kinda hit a wall with the limitations her unsupportive parents / guardians have provided! its taking up a large portion of my emotional, mental, physical, and temporal space in life right now so i wanted to make a post about it. my little bandaid desire is to at least set her up with a new phone which i estimate would be $200 minimum for actual 'verified third party vendors of used phones' but ugh i didnt budget for this.

oh the support seeking! if you know me and wanna ease the load on my sisters shoulders a but, id be grateful for some help raising funds for a new phone! ill include some $ links. if were unacquainted but youre reading this anyway and have a spare $5 wed love the support! thanks for reading :)

cashapp: $rmwperfect | venmo: @rmwperfect | paypal: @37q

#fuck it ill edit links in since its not letting me paste anything

[chronicallyonlinecath]

Monday, 18th June 2023 - Procrastinating chores

Mother woke me up this morning saying she wanted me to do four things;

1. Clean the summerhouse

2. Hoover the house

3. Put toilet duck down the toilets

4. Do my ironing

I only just finished 4 - I spent most of my day outside with Harvey or on call with him. Alison messaged me at about ten asking if I was going outside and if so if I could not rush so that she and Harvey could be alone together. I didn't tell him this, but he probably picked up on it, as he messaged me at some point asking me to go out and meet them - so I did. Alison had to be home by 12, so we wandered back to hers and then Harvey and I went and brought 4 lucozades for £2.50 (fuckin bargain), before heading to Mattson's to bully him into going outside. It didn't work. Lad had a tech exam this morning and was probably exhausted, but he has messaged Alison and I asking if we're free tomorrow, so I might be seeing him.

After our failure at getting Mattson to come outside, Harvey and I headed toward a park near mine, which has a tree in it nicknamed the "Cath Makeout Tree" by the council.

Actually, I made out with Mattson at a different tree in that park as well, but oh well.

We got there, and on it was scrawled a purple heart surrounding several different initials - C + J, C + M, C + S, C + R, C + W, courtesy of Bella. I'd been told before that that was there, but I didnt genuinely believe it until I saw it, and stared, open-mouthed at it, muttering "the little fucks" while Harvey giggled as he figured out what it was.

We continued to try and bully Mattson into coming outside, without success, until we decided it would probably be more worth our time if we went home and just sat on a discord call.

So that's what we did. Harvey played warthunder, I watched Rick and Morty (he's been bugging me into watching it for absolutely ages) and ate my lunch, and finally when I left the call at about 16:10 did I actually do what my mum had told me to do through today- plus feeding the cat.

Also, a bunch of clothes came today in the mail from Shein for when we go to Mexico in August - which I'm super hyped for, it's going to be incredible (but updates will be irregular while I'm there because of the time difference-). There's still another lot of clothes on their way, which include a genuinely gorgeous red dress I am so hyped to try when it comes. I still have to tidy my room though in preparation for college - it's an absolute monstrosity at the moment, and I intend to spend most of tomorrow morning tidying it if I don't go out and wreck havoc with Mattson and Alison (unlikely, we all just bully eachother)

Bonus(not for my dad tho): My dad has had a very unlucky day. First he got a puncture while cycling to work, then the handle of his favorite tiger tank 131 mug broke off and the mug sliced his three middle fingers, and then as he was talking about his bad day to my mum when he got home, he dropped his phone and now it's cracked. Can we have an F for my dad please he's had a rough day-

For now tho imma go - wish some luck for Matty tho, they're playing the new Zelda game at the moment and though it looks awesome it also sounds fucking difficult.

~CM

[binkszamsstuff]

The reflection crouse

Goodbye mommy pt3

Masterlist

"I love you Tilly girl" y/n spoke to her.

"I love you too mommy" tilly responded, the image of her mother days before she lost her would always make her cry. As a child Tilly really tried not to notice the changes her mother was going through. But now those were all she had left of her mother.

She remembers her pale and sunken skin, her mother was terribly skinny and Ill looking. Her hair thin and dull, her eyes the same Tilly once found a journal full of her mums health that her dad kept to try and keep track. The last entry wrote.

Day: the 10th

Medication: take three times day, the two with the blue stickers on them she takes before eating and the ones with red after.

Weight gain/lose: I've tried to keep her full of protein but she still remains at 80 pounds.

Notes: the doctors and I have tried so many medications to give her more time, nothing's working. I fear the constant change of meds is doing more damage then saving.

Tilly had it hidden in her closet under her Jean's, she knew if her father found out she had the journal of her mothers last date he would be upset. Not mad just upset, tilly knows that he tries to keep the the hurt from her.

It was monday. Every monday before school Tilly and y/n would have mommy Monday. Pancakes and cartoons and after was the best. Today is the first monday without her mum. No pancakes, no cartoons, no mommy mondays, no mum. Tilly cried all day at school they called home and james had to pick her up early.

If someone asked Tilly what the hardest day of her life was she would say that Monday when she awoke to no mum.

The many times Tilly met dot she hated it. Her father's blatant disregard for her back handed compliments and tone deaf jokes made Tilly made.

The way she spoke about her mother was the worst of all, 'im your new mom now' she would "jokely" say. Or 'why is this old stuff all around?', 'we need to clean out this house of her junk' all these things bucky was ignored, all the clear dirty looks and eye rolls that Tilly gave to Dott ignored too.

"Dad I told you I'm going out with!" Tilly said with an annoyed sigh.

"Tilly can't you just spend some time with Dott? It's family night I told you this yesterday."

"And I told you I was going out on Monday! She is NOT family"need

3 months later.

17 she was turning 17, tilly had found some old pictures from her grandma and grandpa of her mother on her 17th birthday. Y/n had a 70s themed birthday party and everyone dressed up. They told her to the keep the pictures. And when she showed her dad he laughed so hard at the mere sight of them.

"The song dancing queen by abba played all night long, god look at me I almost forgot about my long hair. I guess I did a good job on the custom" he laughed. Their were many pictures of aunt Natasha, uncle tony, steve, thor, sam, aunt wanda, pepper, and tilly's favorite was her mum holding a very grumpy 10 year old yelena in her arms as she danced.

But her real favorite was the last two, one was of y/n smiling about to blow out her birthday candles her eyes filled up with joy and the candle light made her look beautiful. And the other one was of bucky and her slow dancing the perfect photo caught of the two. The look that her father had in his eyes Tilly has not seen in a long time. The way he looked at her mum.

So now it was tilly's 17th birthday and she was having a 70 themed party with all her friends and grandparents. She was off the walls as she and her aunts ready in her room, the only thing she didnt like was her father's new girlfriend Dott. Tilly hated her and she didnt care that her father was moving on and happy call her selfish but she didn't care. No one could replace her mother. When aunt nat found out she almost slapped bucky and she told tilly why. Dott was always trying to steal bucky away from her mother and the drama that went with it was enough for Tilly to never ever want Dott around her or her father.

Bucky insisted that Dott come tonight that it would be a good bonding time for them. Tilly felt as if her father was shoving her down her throat. And every time Tilly saw Dott she always tried to bring up that she should move in and 'we can get rid of all the old stuff' tilly's mother was NOT old stuff! Or she would try and convince bucky to donate y/n's things that were still around the house.

The party was going fantastic all tillys friends were there and her aunts and uncles. Until Dott spilt her drink on her shirt. Bucky and her going upstairs to clean her up but when Dott came down in one of her mothers shirts Natasha lost it and so did tilly and everyone else.

"What are waring?" Natasha seethed at Dott.

"She spit her drink nat its fine" bucky blew off.

"No it's not fine that was your wife's shirt, not just some shirt james your wife's."

"It doesn't matter Natasha shes gone. My wife died!" Dott smile didnt flatter.

Tilly started to cry. Did her dad really not remember what that shirt was? Was he that careless? That was the shirt y/n went to the hospital in. That was the last time y/n ever went to the hospital because she never came home from that one. That was the last shirt Tilly had ever seen her mother in and the music stopped, tillys grandpa holding her grandma as she cried and Natasha was about to slap bucky until Tilly muttered.

"I hate you, and today is my birthday that me and my family throwed to celebrate my mum and me. And you've ruined it! I didnt even want you here." Tilly stormed off her friends following her to make sure she was okay.

"Its just a damn shirt!" Dott said rolling her eyes "your mommys dead get over it!" Y/ns mother marched her way up to her and slapped Dott and then bucky. "My daughter deserves better then this and so does my granddaughter! That girl misses her mother and you! James my husband and I love you and my daughter did too but this is too much! I know it's been 7 years but that does not mean she didnt exist. I know everyone deals with grief in different ways but you forcing your daughter to act like her mother never happened is wrong. I'm every disappointed in you james" and with that grandma and grandpa walked upstairs to go to their granddaughter.

A/N: I know this was a crappy chapter but I needed to get it out so🤷

#bucky barnes #bucky x female reader #marvel #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky barnes oneshots #steve rogers #steve rogers au

[honeyflies05]

911 LIVE WATCH!! (SPOILERS)

HOLY OH MY GOD GUYS ITS HERE!!!

AAAAAHHHHHH

high,,,, hopes?????

…blimp….

ah yes, hating on the mother-in-law

stadium!! RECORD CROWDS

oh this girls bi, it’s in the haircut,,, and the soccer jersey

CHEESE ADJACENT

who needs an engine lol

HE CALLED 9-1-1????

ITS THE 118!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone who called most of the injuries due to mass panic,,,, you’re so smart

HOW IS THE BLIMP TEETERING THERE??

EDDIE!!!!!!!!

ATHENA<<<<<3333333

buck<3

HER HEART????

I stg if Eddie gets stuck in a blimp-

it’s so nice to see diaz on a turnout again

WHERE IS THIS GIRLS MOM

buckandeddie<<<333

Athena turning into medic Athena>>>>>>

THERES SO MANY DIFFERENT STORY LINES HAPPENING AND WE’RE ONLY 10 MINUTES IN JESUS

eddie doing stupidly dangerous things😡😡😡

was this,,,, the major disaster???

Buck: “who’s gonna get the rest of that?”

Hen: “not our problem.”

BATHENA!!!!!!!

LUCY’S BROKEN FOOT AHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHA HER NEICE!!!!!

Buck’s confused face>>>

no because Lucy as interim captain doesn’t MAKE SENSE.

interim captain han ehhhhh

CHRIS!!! EDDIE!!! BUCK!!!!!

THSI HAS TO BE WHERE THE LINE COMES IN

buck cooking❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

EDDIE AND CHRIS GANGING UP ON BUCK!!!

“ITS WEIRD” SCRSMAING ANDICHDHSHSHAHA

“maybe I don’t wanna pick the wrong couch again” …Buck…

DAD CHIM!!!!!!! DAD CHIM!!!!!

MADNEY MOMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY!!!! LOVE!!!! EACH!!! OTHER!!!!!!!!!!

oh god,,,, golf

WOODCHIPPER OH GOD

that little boy, in the yellow suit, (who’s playing golf with his dad) is so talented

HIS WEDDING RING SAVED HIM!!!

OH SHIT! HIS DAD!!!!!!

someone tweeted that the wood chipper got a twofer and I started crying from laughing omg

shameless plug go follow me on twitter @honeyflies05

BUCK TRYING TO TAKE CHARGE AJDJCUDHDHDHHSS

EDDIE<3

“what was the patient shot with?”

“my tungsten wedding ring!”

“never saw that in combat….” EDDIE?????

BOBBY LOOKING SO CONFUSED ANDJCIBDHSHSJSS

NEW 911 DISPATCHERS!!!!!

josh and maddy back together for work🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

YES!!! THEY DO STILL LOVE EACH OTHER JOSH!!!!

may having a breakdown ab college! girl I relate!!!!!!!

BOBBY WITH THE HAWAIIAN SHIRTS SNFJCICHDHJDSJSJ

bobby having a whole spreadsheet is so on brand

i know this car scene!!!

i stg there was a grey’s anatomy episode like this but with a wedding dress

the inflatable man is the star of today’s episode idc

BOBBY HOLDING HIM BACK AJDJCIDJHDAJA

sassy eddie>>>

SAWS AND JAWS!!!!!

BUCK SMILING AT THE GUY AS HE WALKS BY!!!!!!

i love one evan buckley

good thing they both got a car<3

HEN!!!! HEN!!!! HEN!!!!

tacos are the way to a besties heart

I’m so glad we’re building on the Hen Med School Arc

HARRY IS WITH MICHAEL?????

THE SAD MUSIC WHEN TALKING ABOUT BOBBY’S ALCOHOLISM????

maddie falling asleep and chim just letting her<<<<3333

ARE WE GETTING MADNEY MOMENT!!!!!!!

IF THEY KISS I WONT SHUT UP UNTIL NEXT MONDAY

IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAA

where is CHIM.

CHIMNEY. U DID NOT.

EDDIE BEING ABLE TO TALK ABOUT SHANNON CASUALLY>>>>>>>>>

new guy???🤤 NOAH!

poor kid🥲

THESE KIDS OMG THEYRE ADORABLE

MADDIE GROWTH!!!!!! MADNEY GROWTH!!!!!!!!!

they better get married!!!!!

it would be so cute if maddie proposed

buck just hopping out of HENS (???) AMBULANCE

CLIPBOARD!!!!!! BUCK!!!!!!!!!

hen and chim friendship <3333

hen: “a weapon in the wrong hands” ANDICJJXHDHDUSJWIWHDHSHSUA

“ohhh that’s what he’s been doing” LIKE YOU DIDNT KNOW

hen acting like she wasn’t the best choice

god this is so I love this

HEN BEING INTERIM CAPTAIN!!!!❤️❤️❤️

what is buck doing💀

if this leads to buck breakdown or lawsuit arc 2.0 oh,,,, oh boy

LIFE EXPERIENCE????? MY POOR BOY HAS HAD SO MUCH HAPPEN TO HIM HE HAS ENOUGH LIFE EXPERIENCE

“Is this because I don’t have a couch” BUCK!!!! YOU HAVE A COUCH!!!!!! ITS WAITING FOR YOU AT *HOME*!!!!!!!

seeing hen in that spot>>>>>

BOGGLE??????

BUCK JUST PICKING UP THE CHAIR AKDJCIFNDHJSHSSJ

JEE!!!!!!

that stupid shirt oh my god

ATHENA’S PARENTS????????

#911 on fox #911 fox #911 spoilers #couch #it’s a metaphor #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #athena #bobby nash

[magentamedicines]

What's in the Dark (Pt.3)

-------------------------

Evan had always hated school, he had a good reason for it, everyone there was just as mean as everyone at home. What was the point of leaving the house if everything was always the same regardless?

"Alright kids, find a partner for today's art project," Evan was barely concentrating on what the teacher was saying, how could he when he was too busy being pelted by spitballs from the back of the class?

"Last one left has to pair with the loser," Evan didn't recognize the sneering voice from across the room, but he didnt care to figure it out, all his classmates sounded the same anyway, exactly like his brother.

So Evan waited, and since his class was an odd number of students, eventually he was left by himself.

Well, mostly by himself- he always had Fredbear Jr. of course. Most of his classmates though the bear was creepy, it had a weird smell, it was always watching somebody, but Evan didn't mind, he thought it was quite rude for everyone else to judge the bear because they didn't like Evan.

"Evan? Aren't you going to join another group?" Miss Vallerie was a nice woman, she had black hair that was always pulled into a tight bun and she always wore the color blue, Evan liked her a lot, but she didn't seem to notice much.

"All the groups are full, I'm gonna work alone," Evan said plainly, already grabbing for a box of crayons.

"Alright, let me know of you change your mind," Miss Vallerie sighed, turning away.

Art time was Evan's favorite time of the day, he was pretty sure that was the only thing he and Michael would ever have in common, but Michael was never very nice with Evan's drawings.

Then again, Michael was never very nice about anything relating to Evan.

Which was why he hated the fact that it was always Michael that picked him and Elizabeth up from school to take them to the diner.

But, at least the diner had something the house and the school didn't, somewhat decent food.

"Thank you Uncle Henry," Evan muttered as he started on a slice, laughing slightly as his uncle ruffled his hair.

"Anything for my favorite customers, I'll see you later little buddy," Henry said with a chuckle before disappearing off to the back.

Evan watched him leave for a while before turning to the coloring sheets Henry had placed on the table for him.

He'd gotten so engrossed in his coloring in fact, that he'd completely missed when his brother and sister left the diner for home.

"Mike? Lizzie? Dad?" Evan looked around, rather frantically, for any sign of his family members.

He left without you. He knows that you hate it here. You are right beside the exit. If you run, you can make it. Hurry- run toward the exit.

Evan stood frozen for a few moments, not quite sure what to make of Fredbear Jr.'s instructions, then he thought perhaps he could make one last try for the stage, that perhaps his father was performing.

NO! Do you remember what you saw? The exit is the other way! Hurry and leave!

Evan stood petrified at the shadows on the walls of Fredbear and Springbonnie, their movements were mechanical, there wasn't anyone wearing the suits on stage right now.

Finally, Evan managed to move back toward the exit, glancing to the side to finally see his father, he was helping someone into one of the suits, whoever it was looked tired, like they were falling asleep.

Evan thought about calling for him, but his father looked angry- bothering him when he was angry at work was even worse than just bothering him at work.

It's too late. Hurry the other way and find someone who will help- you know what will happen if he catches you.

But when Evan turned back toward the exit he was met with something much more terrifying, another big yellow bear with too many teeth staring down at him.

And Evan felt that same familiar trembling sensation, a quiver in his lip, and tears began to fall from his cheeks.

"Evan! Charles- go back to greeting the other customers, I'll handle this," Evan's tears subsided into sniffles at the sound of Henry's voice, and at the disappearance of that terrifying bear creature.

"Shh shh- I gotcha little buddy, where's your brother?" Henry asked, picking Evan up and holding him on one side so his head could rest on Henry's shoulder.

"Left without me- Lizzie too. . ." Evan said quietly, his voice already hoarse.

"I see- how about I ask Will if I can drop you off myself then?" Henry said, Evan's eyes widened, he shook his head frantically.

"Can't bother dad at work- busy busy busy-" Evan muttered, Henry frowned slightly.

"Alright, well then how about you stay with me in my office while I fill out paperwork?" Evan just nodded, already falling asleep from emotional exhaustion.

The scolding he got from his father wasnt quite as bad as two days prior, but the fact that Michael had barely been punished for leaving him behind certainly hadn't helped matters.

"I knew I should've just walked home. . . If it happens again I'm just gonna run for it." Evan muttered.

Tomorrow is another day. . .

#cori writes #whats in the dark au #evan afton #michael afton #henry emily #elizabeth afton #william afton #tw abandonment #tw abuse

[winterfireice]

@the-abandoned-schoolbus I was going to send you an ask but I was to long. Um fair warning this was the first thing I wrote when wanting to post it to tumblr. And I was going to send you just a snippet but decided you deserve the full thing. I really like the idea just think I can do better

Here we go

I say “coffee” and “orders” too much(also in this sophie and amy are both adopted by grady and edaline while jolie is there birth daughter and jolie is 2 years older than sophie and amy is 2 yars younger than sophie placing jolie a freshman in college, sophie a junior in high school and amy a freshmen) also i know nothing about running a business just keep that in mind

~Sophie~

I was taking orders and making coffee on a saturday moring so basically I was fucked; usaly theres more people working during rush hour but my parents were on vacation for there anniversary, my best friend Keefe called out for a date he planned a week ago and that was fine when I thought id have my cousin Dex and my little sister Amy working with me but Amy got a stomach bug and passed it to Dex. But I'm not having Keefe cancel his date so here I am. When my parents were fresh out of college they bought a little coffee shop near the center of town and started Calla’s Coffee well actually started “A Coffee Cup” but they were never sold on the name and when our family friend Calla who loved our coffee we had our name. And even though the building is pretty small it was very popular. The bell on the door rings for the tenth time in five minutes and I look up and see a beautiful girl with dark brown hair tied into a intricate braid and teal eyes she's wearing faded jeans with a simple white blouse tucked into them she gets into the back of the line when the phone rings I grab it while turning around to make a young man's tea “Hello this is Calla’s Coffee how can I help you?”

“Hey sis” I get a way too chipper voice for eight am “Jolie” its not exactly a question but my older sister answers it like one any way “that would be me” “why are you calling the coffee house?” I question “well you sound happy to hear from me” she teases “Im working alone.” I hear a ohh of reilization my sister is two years older than me and has definitely worked here enough to know when its the busiest. “Wheres everyone else?” “Busy.” theres no need and no time to explain. I grab the green tea bag releasing its empty “you have until im done grabbing some more tea from the back.” I say into the receiver luckly my mom convinced my dad to get the cordless phone so i can bring the phoen with me. “Also why are calling the land line and not my phone?” I ask. We almost never call the coffee shop “I didnt know who was working.” she responds “I think I left a stack of papers on the table in the staff room the last time I was there.” Jolie is a freshmen at college but trys to come home pretty regularly because shes only about an hour away but this weekend she had to study. I grab the tea bag and walk over to the table, our back room doubles as a storge room and break/staff room. “I dont see anything let me check the cubbys” all of the staff has a cubby for our stuff but since theres six of us and ten cubbys we use the extra four for random stuff we have here. “Is it a report on how our economy is going?” Jolie wants to be a social worker for the foster care system but is taking some extra classes to expand her knowledge or something “yes, did you find it?” “yeah shoult you have this on your computer? Just print out another one.” “My computer broke its getting fixed right now but wont be ready by the time I need to turn that paper in. Guess ill be seeing you tommorwer id pick it up today but I have a study group all day.” “ok Love you see you soon” I tell her “love you too” Im walking back to register when Keefe walks though the door and over to me already putting on his apron “I thought you had a date?” “somthing came up on his end were getting dinner insead.” He says shrugging “here ill take over making everything you get the orders.”

It's about ten minutes later when a brown haired girl comes up and pulls out a list “I'm going to warn you I have a long list and a very annoying brother.” she says in a way that says she is sorry in advance. I put both my hands on the counter and lean on them “oh thats fine would you rather tell me the order or give me that list your holding?” I say with a smile on. She hands me the piece of paper and I give it to keefe behind me. “He looks at it and gives it back “you take this one you're good at complicated” I look down at the order and see one of the most complicated lattes i've ever seen not to mention an equally complicated tea and two simple coffees. I turn towards the girl “there's four names on this list which one should I call when it's ready?” “That's all you have to say?” keefe says quietly beside me but loud enough where the girl can hear him. She doesn't look mad though, more understanding “Biana” she nods “Pretty name.” I say and turn back to the coffee maker but not before I see her blush I smile to myself knowing I'm the reason for the pigment in her cheeks.

“Biana” I shout, putting her drinks in a tray and on the receiving part of the counter. She walks over and picks it up and grabs something from her back pocket “just one more thing.” and hands me the folded paper and walks away. I open it seeing her name and a phone number below it. Smiling, I put it into my pocket and go back to taking orders.

~Biana~

I dont think Ive ever giving a girl my number before but she was really cute and really good at making coffee especially the one im drinking right now itt has a little milk and sugar with a good amont of cinnamon and toffee flavoring ive never gone to this place before but have heard great things about it and it live up to the hype. I open the front door to my familys two bedroom apartment its smaller than our old house but still enough room for all of us. We all wanted to get out of our small town when my father got all mad about my mom getting engaged especially to another woman. But with me and my mom’s decorating skills its super warm and homey. “Coffees here.” I shout, my future step mom or mum as me and my brother call her gets up from the couch and grabs her coffee and standing next to me around our coffee table that ive put our drinks on while my mom and brother come out of their rooms and grab there much more complicated drinks. “Thanks I needed this want to go on a run before it starts to rain.” my older brother says gesturing to the window where clouds are starting to roll in. My brother basically has his football scholarship in the bag but still workouts like a mad man he enjoys it though and it gets him out of the house so I cant complain “I think your stopwatch is on my dresser from the that last run you dragged me on.” he nods right before chugging hsi coffee and getting ready to leave “that cant be good for your stomach” I sit on the arm chair in our living room. Our aperntment has the living room and kitchen in one room and we also have a coffee table next to the kitchen in the living room we have a couch that can fit three people and two arm chairs with a smaller coffee table in the center its all facing the tv. My parents are on the couch and turn on the tv to some cooking channel and we all finish our caffeinated drinks. “Im going to some homework.” I say walking to my bedroom. I share it with Fitz so theres two beds two dressers and a desk plus a small closet. I sit down at my desk and open my computer. My old school offers online learning so Fitz and I are finishing our school year and next year well be going to the loal high school, well I will Fitz will be in college. He's a year older than me and currently a senior while I'm a junior.

Im still studying hours later when my phone dings with a new text

hey its sophie from Calla’s im the barista you gave your number to

I smile, I was a bit stressed when I first gave it to her that i just left right away in case she turned me down. I add her into my contacts and respond

Hi Soph

My phone rings after a few seconds “hi” “hi” we both chuckle even though theres nothing funny happing just two gays being awkward “you still working?” I ask and immediately regret of course shes not its almost dark and shes calling someone she just met not something you do while working. “Umm no I got off a few hours ago I just had a lot of homework and I had to take my dogs on a walk.” she sounds flustered “you have dogs?” “yeah two mutts” ive always loved dogs of course she has dogs “what are there names?” “oh well ones Iggy and the other is Silveny there annoying but adorable sometimes and vocal sometimes I feel like I know exactly what there thinking” shes laughing and I can tell she really loves her pets “I think I have some photos if you want them?” “Yes” I answer maybe to quickly “of course I want dog photos” she sends a few photos of two dogs a medium sized grey boy Iggy I learn and a slightly larger white girl Silveny. We end up talking the rest of the night until Fitz comes into the room I got a text about an hour after he left this morning saying he was going to spend the day in town I did’t relise it was ten pm until looking at the clock on his dresser “where were you” I whisper angling the phone away from my mouth “errands, and I met someone it's nothing” he shakes his head “im going to take a shower” I nod at him as he leaves the room “sorry my brother just came into our room, hes gone now getting ready for bed.” “bed its only,” sophie pauses im guessing checking the time “holy shit it got late fast im so sorry but I got work tomorrow and should probably go to bed. But I want to talk to you again if your available come to the cafe a little after noon its pretty calm around then” “perfect ill see you there” we hang up and a fall onto my bed squealing she said she wanted to talk to me again. I get ready for bed the smile not leaving my face.

“Hey I really liked that coffee palace we had yesterday I think im going to go back today.” I'm grabbing my purse and heading to the door Its not noon yet but I dont know if I can wait much longer knowing a cute girl is only ten minutes away, well by walking. “Sweatheart its almost twelve dont you want lunch insead?” my mom is giving me a quizzing look and shes right I almost never have coffee at lunch or no lunch espicly since our family opened a diner and started making amazing hamburgers. “That coffee place had muffins and stuff that I wanted to try. Plus they had a good variety of teas without caffeine” I dont know why im rambling I did want to try there muffins when I was there last time but I got distracted. “Ill come too” Fitz is puting on a thin jacket over his t shirt “No no I bet your busy Ill just bring you somthing home, ill send you a photo of the menu” ive opened the door and walking to hallway im sure my moms are giving me weird looks since I basically just ran out of the house but I hear jingling of keys and footsteps coming twords me “Why are you being so weird Its just a coffee place right,” Fitz gives me a questioning look and I wonder if hes thinking about who could have been on the other side of my very long phone call. “Plus that way we can drive there” Fitz is walking ahead of me and I relise theres no way out of this. I dont even know why im annoyed its not like this is a date Sophie just invited me to her job when shes working im basically just a customer with connections.

“So who is it?” Fitz is driving and has an annoying voice like he knows everything “Ill answer your question if you answer mine. Whos did you spend the day with yesterday?” “just some guy I barley know him” “same but its a girl and she works at Calla’s Coffee” im trying to hide my excitement “ooo so thats why you wanted so desperately to come alone.” I look away out the window nodding. Fitz laughs beside me and brings his attention fully to the road again.

I step into the building and hear a little bell Fitz is right behind me I tried to convince him to stay in the car or go do something else but he was very persistent. “So this is Calla’s, its nice” Hes looking around and hes right it feels lived in for a coffee shop while still updated enough where you dont feel like its missing anything. But im not realy paying attention to the decoring but to the blond girl wiping down some tables she looks up and smiles at me. At me im eternally screaming and apparently not moving because fitz pushes me sltightly guigding me to the counter were theres a few bar seats. “Hi” I sit down in the seat closet to in front of her “Hey you came” she smiling and im having trouble breathing. “Yeah should I have texted I could have let you know I was on my way” “no no its fine its like a surprise” she laughs and im totally gay panicking and just stairing at her id feel self concise if she wasnt doing the same thing “Foster are you going to take her order or just keep looking at her” a tall blond guy is standing in a doorway that gose to the back of the store. I hear Fitz take a weird breath and sit down beside me wile sophie shakes her head like trying to get out of a trance “do you want the same as last time” I shake my head “whats do you recommend for something with low caffeine?” “Foster low caffeine I dont think she knows that exists” she laughs and Sophie glares at him. “I know something want a surprise” i nod at her “any allergies?” “nope, you have free rein” “perfect,” she turns to Fitz’s deration “anything for you” “I dont know if you still have are order from yesterday but Ill have a latte with-” “ohh complicated latte got it” Soph turns around and starts making our drinks im paying attention to her but can definitely can still pick up on the weird tension between the second bareista his name tag says his name is Keefe and my brother but im too preouipated being gay. Sophie puts down our dinks mine looks like a kind of tea and tastes like citrus and amazing. Fitz takes a sip of his coffee “its perfect, how I never saw you look at a paper or anything” “eidetic memories” Keefe points to his head and sophie’s “both of you” I gape at her “thats so cool” she shruggs her shoulders like its no big deal and looks down I think to hide that shes blushing it dosent work very well. “So how did you two start working at a Coffee shop?” Fitz asks “Well my parents own it so it was a no bainer for me but when Keefe needed a job his best friends family owned business just happened to have an opening” Soph says that last part like maybe she had a little to do with Keefes job opportunity. “Oh your family owns Calla’s?” I say as the door rings and a guy that I guess is just slightly taller than keefe walks in “hey diz” Keefe says throwing an apron at his head it falls off his face and he checkers it putting it on “thanks because you couldt just hand it to be like a normal person” he pulls out a name tag out of one of the many pockets and pins it to the top right corner showing his naem is Dex “normal is boring” Keefe says to him “Biana, Fitz meet Dex, Dex meet Biana and Fitz. Dex is my cousin, well by adoption” I turn to Dex “your adopted?” I ask hoping its not an offensive question “no I am” Sophie says as dex joins them behind the counter “but we see each other more than bio cousins plus its been long enough that you might as well be related by blood.” Dex shrugs. “Its nice to meet you.” he says “you too” me and Fitz say at the same time. We sit in silence for a little while Sophie and my eyes meeting and we simle “Hey, when are your parents getting back?” Dex says leaniing though the doorway to the back room. “Five and remember Jolie is getting here around four and staying for dinner, also Edaline and Grady don't know shes coming its a little surprise” Sophie answered just briefly taking her eyes off me to answer Dex before turning back to me “Jolie’s my older sister and at college but taking an impromptu to trip. And my parents are going on a much needed vacation camping.”

“how many photos do you think they took?” Keefe asks wiping down some mugs “oh hundreds, no doubt” Shopie giggles, I love how close these three seem and how nautul they seem even with two new people sitting infront of them. A ring comes from sophie's back pocket and she pulls it out looking down at it “oh sorry I got to take this” she says clicking on the answer button “hey sis”

#sorry for the weird gap I don’t think there is anything I can do about it #frizz frizz frizzle✨ #hope you like it #I’d like to think my writing has come a bit farther

[tonarinohappiness]

first time for everything

I have decided I need a good healthy medium, or any really, to put the thoughts in my head into the world. I can't always say them or cant always find an ear to listen. Which isnt actually true. I have several people that will listen to me, I just cant get the shit out. I'm fucked up a little bit. I tried therapy and no called no showed to both appointments ( shitty ). This page is solely meant to vent, cry, type angrily, question etc. if it brings you entertainment well then win win.

Just for some background: I am a 25, soon to be 26, year old single mother with a six year old daughter. I work at a bank Monday-Friday. I read, take care of my plants, watch anime, and mom in my free time. I have 6 sisters and 2 brothers. And all with the same mom, sheesh. I am currently going through a messy, angry, confusing breakup with my daughters father. We have been together since 2014. I havent cried yet. All I feel is anger and yearning for him. We are still living together because he cant keep/get a job and I cant afford to move out on my own. I wish this bitch of a housing market would crash already so a mf can live. So I'm pretty much stressed in every aspect of my life. Arent we all? Hopefully someone (HA) out there can relate and maybe this vent will help. Or not, either way. Stay tuned. Idk where to start tbh. The childhood? The current? There is so much shit I could be here all day. I will just start with something that upset me recently. Today was a good day, or mundane I should say.

My dad, hes maybe 53? 54?, drove 3 hours away yesterday morning to go to a rehab for his crack addiction. I dont feel sad by this, I feel completely indifferent. I am no stranger to family going to rehab. That's the thing, no one cried, broke down sad blah blah. It was another day for all us siblings. My sister as even taking snapchats of the teepee outside of the rehab. Which is fine, but not normal I think? He got pulled over a couple blocks from my dead grandmothers house he still lives in (my brother took over the mortgage) and they made him walk home. The best part is, it is his own nephew that is selling him the crack. When he is high he gets creepy. One time when i was in third grade, I came home from school and he was sitting in his room cracked out watching a porno with wide eyes and a slack mouth. I think I went to my cousins house after that until it was very late and I had to go back. I didnt tell my uncle or anyone. I was scared. He stared at me in my sleep and tried to touch me. When I woke up he would move back like he wasnt doing anything. He had a one bedroom, run down house so we shared a room. This happened several times throughout the night. I didnt get a lot of sleep obviously. I had to be 8 or 9 idk for sure.

I'll stop there for now. I hope this is beneficial to me.

#therapyblog #mentally tired #mental health #sheesh #childhood trauma #parental abuse #hopeful

[sabsoreal]

3.17.24

saint patricks day and the last time i'll drive back to school (i think so but i guess i could drive home before i graduate for something random)

this morning we went to church - all of us (my parents and david, samantha doesnt come with us because she has her own family now)

ben was there, we met his girlfriend and i saw him cry during the closing prayer, about how God is the someone who loves you no matter what you do. it's good when God is the thing that makes grown men cry.

the whole sermon was about love - agape love, sacrificial love. the love we can only give because we have received it.

dad made eggs and sausage. there was orange juice.

i packed my bags and i ate

there's supposed to be a baby goat born soon. david is taking a teaching certification exam tomorrow, he needs an 80.

i packed my car before i went to say goodbye. we hugged. everyone told me they loved me and then they told me to be safe.

"i love you" "be safe" "i love you too" "i will" from my mom and dad and aunt trisha, david gave me a very long hug, we laughed but he didn't walk me out.

i stopped by aunt trisha's house to say bye, my mom walked over to make sure she was the last person i hugged before i left.

i didn't fill up my tank before i got on the interstate.

i stopped at a love's before i got out of TX - 2 hours into the drive

a guy named donovan worked at the subway. he was working a double. he was tired and they were out of the bread i wanted. he asked me how my morning was going at 3:30pm donovan was very nice. "have a blessed day" he said. im sure none of this matters but i might want to remember. i stopped for gas one more time and stopped at the alabama rest stop to pee.

i ate a footlong and a Ton of salt and vinegar chips.

i watched gilmore girls almost the whole way - rory graduated college

and then i remembered about 9 hours into my 9 hour drive that this was my last one - 56 miles from tuscaloosa i was making horrible time

but i cried because i thought i had missed it. this whole drive i forgot to Care that it was my last drive back to school. i turned off gilmore girls - i shouldn't watch netflix when i drive anyway, but i did wear my seatbelt today.

i cried and i called my mom and i told her to tell my dad thank you for spring break and i told her i loved her and that i appreciate them.

"i love you, we all love you you know that right?" i do

"i just want to make sure i get to do everything i want, i only get to do this one time"

"there were ups and downs but that's life you just have to hope there are more ups" i do

i cried and i texted bri and cass and lindsay that i forgot that it was my last drive to school and i had forgotten to notice.

lindsay called me poetic and bri told me to come back home so i could do it again.

i tried to thank God for all of it and i cried again (im doing that right now)

somewhere in there i remembered that trevor broke up with me and i didn't cry about that.

i listened to wide open spaces too early, right as i went under the bridge onto mcfarland.

i thought i saw eli's car - i didnt. i thought about driving to redpoint just to look at his car or texting him that i was all nostalgic about college and that no matter how shitty i was glad he was a part of it - i didn't. (now that im home i dont know why i even thought about that)

i listened to wide open spaces again (2 more times)

grace was awake when i got home, clementine is sleeping in her own room now.

i paid attention in time i think

[group-four]

Family Blog

Growing up, my dad's family was very poor. Having to share everything from food to clothes was hand-me-down, especially for him being the smallest of 12 older brothers and sisters. He was only close to a couple of his brothers because his others were so bad, either a part of gangs, stealing, and sometimes threatening their mother. My dad had to stand up for himself and his mother at a young age. His father was tough on him and his brothers. He worked at a young age in El Salvador to help his family. He would work with his friend to help fix cars and semi-truck engines. Back in El Salvador he didnt have money to eat good food so he would rely on whatever was left over at him home. His mother mostly cooked pupusas, yuca frita and many more.

He knew that he would have to move to America because of the dangerous conditions in El Salvador. The gangs would run the streets, and the police would do nothing about it because of how significant the gangs were and how much power they held. So although he understood that it would be tough to move to America, it would be more dangerous to live in El Salvador. Gangs such as the MS-13 and Barrios-18 ran the streets, and no one stopped them. The police didn't have the funding because the president would steal all the money. Today the new president of El Salvador has funded the police, taken over the government, installed martial law, and struck fear into the hearts of the gangs by imprisoning over 50,000 gang members. He then built a new prison where he was able to house 40,000 prisoners making it one of the largest prisoners in the world. The culture of El Salvador in the 70’s were not the best but he never forgot about it. He would always be close to his family in El Salvador and his culture. His nationalism was very strong and would always talk to me about how El Salvador use to be and how much better it is now. 

Raymond William expands on the article “Culture is Ordinary” and does so by explaining what culture is and why it is so important. “Culture is ordinary in every society and in every mind.” Understanding culture and the way of life is so important because it teaches us how they live, think and can act. And when interviewing my dad, it somehow take me to his mind where he explaining how difficult it was living then with the gang violence being so normalized. This taught me how to understand and appreciate my culture from all parts. El Salvadorian culture form my dad, Puerto Rican culture from my mom and Ameircan culture because I grew up here. 

  He only spoke Spanish when living in El Salvador and understood that he would have to learn and understand English to succeed in America.

Adapting to the culture of America was challenging because of how different it was. Everything was different, but he understood that he would have to adjust. He slept in the streets until he could find a job and had to work with bus engines because of what he learned in El Salvador. He had many jobs, and jobs he had he would put 100% effort into them. He went from working on buses to making his way up to working at Carl's Jr. Still needing to learn English, he worked as a cook there and studied the way they worked. This was where he started building his life. Working more hours and understanding how to run the Carls Jr as a manager, he learned many things, including how to speak English. As a store manager, he got good at his job and somewhat adapted to working in America. He would then eventually meet my mom and have my sister and me. Then from there, he would move from job to job. He was a Manager at Carls Jr., then working at Direct TV installing satellites, to working for Ecolab where he would fumigate businesses, and now as a shop foreman at a Honda Dealership in Gardena where he works on cars and is a citizen of the US. He still has his core heritage in El Salvador, where he visits and gives back to his mom, but he also lives what is called the “American Life,” where he has responsibilities to work at his job and eat “American Food” such as burgers and fries. He has incorporated American mainstream culture but still maintains his in his core.