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momikoji · 7 months
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help me find it
hi genshin smut community recently i've been going on a wild goose hunt trying to find this one smut that was absolutely gold for me. it was a thoma x reader smut (with childe x reader in the 2nd part), and there were like 3 parts to it. the first part was thoma x reader, second part was thoma x childe x reader, and the third part was jealous!thoma x reader. the plot of it was like thoma and childe are brothers and you have feelings for childe, but he doesn't have feelings for you. thoma, however, likes you and when he catches you at a party that you decided to go for childe (or at least i think that's how it goes) and he notices tht ure like heartbroken by childe so he basically fucks u thru it (?) idk it was kinda like that. the 2nd part is childe walks in on you guys and he finds interest in not you but your body and he basically uses you (thoma hates it btw) and then he ends up leaving you when he's done and the third part was like there was a scene where thoma was jealous and he was fucking you in the shower bc why did you let childe fuck you urhghh please help me
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alluina · 2 years
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[9:03PM] - Loving Is Easy [Gender Neutral!Reader]
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AYATO KAMISATO knows he can’t be with them. It is his duty to continue the family line, to marry within his class, to find someone who will bring fortune to the Kamisato clan and prestige to the Yashiro Commission. He knows that if he doesn’t marry for money, then Ayaka will have to— and knowing his sister, she would make the sacrifice without complaint. Despite this, he entertains the idea of a relationship with Y/N periodically. He wonders what life could be like if his teasing words became something else. If he was able to speak his mind.
Instead, he speaks in riddles, ones that only Y/N can decipher. They rarely find themselves together in public (it’s easy for people to get the wrong idea when he looks at them like that). Y/N has often taken up residence in the Kamisato household for late nights, taking to helping their housekeeper on the days Ayato spends a little too long cooped up in his study.  
Not once have they asked for more, and Ayato realizes that perhaps he is being selfish. Selfish with their time, their emotions, their heart. Although he has no guarantee that Y/N’s heart even belongs to him, a part of him, a selfish part, desperately wishes it does. And he has a feeling that if he asked, they would give it to him.
He doesn’t deserve their heart though. 
But they give it to him so willingly, offering it up on a silver platter in the moments they spend with one another. And undeniably, he does the same. Wordlessly offering Y/N his love and affection; the brush of a hand, eyes meeting for far too long, a smile reserved for lovers, a conversation that goes too deep—
“I’m sorry.” The words leave him before he has a chance to think, something rare for him among others, but a commonality when it comes to Y/N. They seem to have an effect on him, the type that forces him to leave his diplomatic facade behind.
Y/N only laughs, “for what?”
He doesn’t know what to say next, what he can do without addressing the one thing they’ve wordlessly agreed not to discuss. And so, the silence that washes over them is unfamiliar. 
Y/N simply says, “it’s okay.” Eyes fluttering shut as they rest their head against the wall, “I know.”
Which is why he brings them to Thoma.
Thoma, who is charming, dedicated, and kind. Thoma, who sweeps Y/N off their feet. Who need not worry about damaging marriage prospects with other potential suitors. Who makes time for Y/N even when it seems as though he doesn’t have the time. Who cares for them in a way not even Ayato can conceive because only Thoma can love so deeply (this is what Ayato tells himself, that is). Thoma, who is easy to fall in love with, who is easy to love.
Ayato Kamisato is not easy to love.
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sunarinscat · 2 years
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Tohma teases you all the time, he knows it's a bit mean, but he likes watching your face go slightly red when he batts his eyes and asks if the reason you're staring is ‘because you have a little a crush on him.’ He thinks it's adorable when you huff about how you were 'just glancing across a room that he happened to be in'.
So why is it that he's dreading being patronized by you for what he's about to do?
He's considered one of the popular kids, a hotshot if you will, and has no shortage of love letters flooding his locker, desk, and mailbox regularly. He knows he's good looking and enjoys flaunting it.. to a degree.
So why is he suddenly doubting the fact that you could ever want someone like him?
Tohma has been there with you through it all, he's seen you at your worst, and knows you've seen him there too. You've been loyal to each other as long as he can remember, from the time you were small children.
So why is it that he's so terrified he's about to ruin a bond he can never mend?
He sits alone in his car, a bouquet resting at his side. He chose the arrangement himself; it's filled with your favorite colors. He's got chocolates, but those are probably melting right now. Is this overkill? What if things go wrong? What if it's never the same?
But every time he sees you laugh his heart sinks, longing to pull your face towards his and describe just how much he loves you. He wants to be with you all the time, to grow and change with you. He already knows you like the back of his hand, but he wants to know more. He can't stand it when you tell him he's the 'best friend a person could have' or wag your finger in his face and tell him 'That's what friends are for'. He doesn't want to be friends. But he doesn't want to lose you.
So, he drives away. He places the chocolates in the fridge, and the flowers in a vase. Maybe next time.
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dogloveri23 · 2 years
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Drama
Pairing: Thoma x reader
Warning: Drama, Angst, Heartbroken thoma
A/n: I apologise is advance for what you are about to read. I’m sorry this took so long! I Had to write 2 posts today to meet up. thank you @chxnniko @dmlarchives @nayyyomi @azr3lle @shin-o-gems for your comments and quote retweets! It’s finally here!
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Part 1
Originally written by @dogloveri23
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Many things go in a good book or story. One that you used frequently was drama. You couldn't be any more different from your characters. You often pushed emotions to their peaks and yet you never thought you'd feel like the characters whose very life you'd played with. The key to writing a decent drama for you was to put yourself in your character's shoes. But it was too much for you. Your feelings were getting the better of you and all you could do was try to get away from it all. Focus on yourself and get through this. The jealousy, the doubt, the disappointment, all of it!
The Grand Narukami Shrine was peaceful like usual. A few kitsune and some shrine maidens going about their day. Though Guji Yae was not yet back to the shrine, you sat atop a few stairs in the shrine away from the rain but enough to take in the view of Inazuma city which was currently experiencing rainfall. Everything was calming except for the shaking from your body both from crying and from cold. When you had left the Kamisato estate, people called for you and yet no one came after you. If not anyone, then at least Thoma should have. In his defence, the rain showed no mercy to anyone, not even you!
"My, my if you're going to show up at the shrine, at least help around? The maidens could use an extra pair of hands. It might take your mind off what bothers you. I must say I do not enjoy looking at you with pity", Yae said helping you up and walking you into the shrine. "Before you make any big decision, I would advise you to think carefully. this matter is very delicate. The vision hunt decree ended not long ago and the boy needs a little bit of time to get back into it", Yae said as she walked with you to the sakura tree in the shrine. You hadn't said anything back yet, much to Yae's surprise, things were quiet which is unlike you.
" I understand and yet, I still remain upset! He admitted that he chose to spend his free time with Lumine instead of showing up for our date! I waited 3 hours and got nothing but an excuse. I made up scenarios in my head, giving myself excuses on why he wouldn't show up and yet his reason wasn't nearly enough. I don't know Yae, I just have to sleep on it and maybe stay away from him till I get over it", you say sadly. "And who knows, it might make for a good book!" You say trying to lighten the mood, laughing bitterly at yourself. Yae sighed as she pondered what she could say but settled on silence. None of this was your fault and you weren't at all acting out of line. When the sunset, you bid your goodbyes to Yae, and you headed home avoiding the Kamisato estate.
Upon reaching your home, you were met with Thoma at your doorstep. "My love! Where were you? I searched everywhere but I couldn't find you, are you ok?", Thoma asked. "I'll be ok when you leave my house", you said with malice dripping from your voice. Thoma was taken aback! he had never heard you speak to anyone like that before. "I just want to explain what happened and then after I'll leave if you don't want me here", Thoma said worriedly. "You already had your chance to explain. At the Kamisato Estate remember? 'I was with Lumine while I left you at our agreed date spot for 3 hours!'", You say coldly. "Let's go inside. The rain is pouring, you're going to catch a cold" Thoma said as he rushed over to you trying to gain control of the whole situation. As he reached for you, you moved back. At that moment, Thoma looked dejected, he didn't know what to do! Fights had never gotten this serious before! Both of your emotions were heightened.
Time seemed to stop as neither of you had moved and your bodies were continuously being beaten by the rain. "Leave Thoma, I need to be alone", You said as you walked past him and made your way into your house. Thoma hadn't moved still. he was frozen in his spot, his green eyes looked dead. You were pissed, he had done it this time. Had he been cancelling and missing dates too frequently? Were you done with him? He had been blowing you off for someone who wasn't even his partner! He had to make this right, he could die on your porch trying for all he cared.
You looked out of your window and watched Thoma's shoulders droop in defeat. You sat on the floor with your head in your hands, the guilt overtaking you. You heard a few gentle knocks on your door. "Babe, can we talk, please?" Thoma said meekly with a crack in his voice. You get up,  slowly open the door and look at him. He had tear-stained cheeks, was dripping wet, and eyes that slowly regained their shine as you opened the door.
" I was hanging out with Lumine and lost track of time! She was trying to distract me because I was about to work on my off day. I was told really late yesterday that today was a free day. I had planned to tell you during the date, but while Lumine tried to keep me company, I heard Lord Ayato was home and a servant was sick. I had planned to cover for her so she could rest. I know that I haven't been the best boyfriend and I should have told you ahead of time, I-", Thoma stuttered but interrupted when you dragged him by his collar so he could be face to face with you. He had shaky breaths and was struggling to even form a sentence. "I'm sorry, I thought you were blowing me off. You've been so busy, I thought you were avoiding me", You say before placing your lips on his. Thoma relaxed, his frantic breaths settled, his mind numbed and he closed his eyes, focusing only on enjoying the time with you. At a point, you both forgot why you were quarrelling in the first place.
Thoma's hand found its way to your hips while the other was on your chin deepening the kiss. Thoma reluctantly pulled away, his hands not leaving their positions. At much as I'm enjoying this, my love, I would prefer if we got changed. We'll catch a cold if we stay like this. "Ugh, why do you have to ruin the moment", you playfully complained. "We'll pick things back up when we're in warm dry clothes", The says giving you a small peck before dragging you into your home. The whole thing was too much for you, for either of you. You were just happy things were back to normal. You weren't built for drama, maybe you should slow things down for your characters as well.
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jd-loves-fiction · 2 years
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𝐁𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐫
❏ to dance artlessly, without particular grace or skill but usually with enjoyment.
❏ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Tohma x reader
❏ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff
❏ 𝐰𝐜: 366
❏ 𝐚/𝐧: HAVE SOFT FOND TOHMA BEING IN LOVE BCS IM IN LOVE WITH HIM HOPE YOU LIKE IT :D also genshin impact and twisted wonderland requests are open ;)
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No matter how long you practice it you have to acknowledge the fact that you'll never be able to dance as gracefully as Ayaka. Not that it matters to Thoma whose eyes seem to hold a permanent look of fondness whenever they fall upon you. No matter the circumstances.
What you lack in practice or talent, you make up for in excitement, this is the first thing he notices when he first comes upon you practicing the type of dancing that Miss Ayaka is so fond of.
There's no music playing. The only sounds heard are of your sock clad feet moving against the tatami mat along with your wonderful hums of the melody you’re dancing to.
To anyone else who’d seen Ayaka's interpretation, yours would seem incomparable, but Thoma doesn't care. At this moment all he sees is you and your giddiness while prancing around the room like a fairy by the river.
Thoma leans against the doorway, watching full of wonder, waiting for you to notice his presence.
Comparing both interpretations of the same dance isn't fair, Thoma thinks. To him, they are two different worlds, two different feelings.
Ayaka has her gracefulness, earned through hours of practice, drifting through the routine like a slowly falling snowflake. So beautiful yet so detached, so well practiced that it becomes inhumanly perfect. Cold just like freshly fallen snow.
But you dance so freely, almost carelessly. Sure, you think you're alone so it's to be expected, but that's not it. There's another layer to it.
The original dance is slow and careful, but you seem to linger only on the key movements in order to draw attention to them, which makes for a much more captivating performance.
You stumble suddenly, quickly laughing it off before your eyes lock with his peridot ones, “Thoma!”
“A simply wonderful performance, my dear!” He exclaims While clapping cheerfully, “You flatter me...” You reply bashfully, looking down at your feet.
“Oh, but it's not all flattery, I assure you. You were dazzling.” He tells you honestly, clasping your hands in his.
In his eyes you can see that he'd rather watch you balter for hours than a flawless copy of the original.
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mililika · 2 years
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Genshin boys x elemental beings
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character: xiao,thoma cw:fem!reader, headcanons, fluff note:I rewrote every headcanons two or three times. I thought I could write at least about three guys, but…I don't have the strength))
Xiao
It is almost impossible to meet a mermaid in the shallow waters of Liyue, such a chance appears if you are incredibly lucky or the mermaid turned out to be a little stupid fish. Xiao wouldn't call himself very lucky, so your meeting happened because of your stupid curiosity. You were wondering what these two-legged creatures that the older mermaids called people looked like. You swam into the river and ended up on the Dihua Marsh, but when you swam past one rock, one big boulder broke off and got right on your tail. And then you met one person, but to be honest you were in a panic because you were injured and you won't be able to swim away if the person is aggressive. That's just it wasn't a man, but an adeptus.
—Silly fish—said the guy with the spear. He lifted the boulder as if it weighed nothing and freed your tail.
Mermaids are greedy for very beautiful things. And you thought the two-legged one who saved you was beautiful, very beautiful. But you can't take him for yourself like that beautiful fish or shell, he's also alive, just like you. It seems that people have a tradition that if they like someone, they begin to take care of him. That's why you decided to do the same
You started following the adeptus. Of course, he saw you hiding among the lotus lilies, but he didn't do anything, although it annoyed him. Xiao didn't understand why the mermaid was following him now, do you really want to eat him? Although Xiao is confident in his abilities, he will not be able to fight in the water. So one day he decided to come to you after all
— What do you want from me?—Xiao asked and pointed his spear at you. Honestly, you thought you were hiding well. What does he say? You still don't understand the language of people well.
You purred something in response, your long ears fluttered, and you held out a beautiful shell. Xiao really didn't expect this. He could not even think that one day such a proud and obstinate elemental like a mermaid would happily hand him a rare shell, smile sweetly at him and purr something in an attempt to speak
He took the shell and abruptly disappeared. Did he not like your gift? You sighed in frustration and your ears drooped sadly. Gurgling water with the help of your nose, you swam back into the sea. What can this person like?
Watching people, you gradually began to understand speech, but instead of words, gurgling words still came out of your mouth. Why is the language of people so complicated? Although it was frustrating, you didn't want to give up, you wanted to conquer this man with a spear with your knowledge.
Your incredible interest in a person (read as: falling in love) was noticed by other mermaids. Many of them giggled and made fun of you, someone was happy for you and gave advice, and the older mermaids were against it (although their opinion is not important to you). You started watching people, trying to understand how they look after each other. A lot of things shock you, for example, why do people touch their lips? But still, you tried to be tolerant of the oddities of bipedal creatures. — You began to catch Xiao's eye more and more often and, to his surprise, tried to talk to him, although your speech still looks like a cat purring or gurgling. For him, your behavior was very strange. Mermaids are very peculiar creatures, playful and a little good-natured, but quite dangerous. Therefore, Xiao did not understand why this strange mermaid began to pursue him and every time she is so happy and tries to give something. Therefore, when the Traveler found herself at the Wangshu Inn, Xiao decided to turn to her, because he needed a human look. She just laughed and said: "Xiao, this mermaid just liked you! Apparently she wants to make friends with you
The mermaid will like it, it's a strange feeling, especially for Xiao. He's not even human, so it's quite difficult for him to understand such feelings… but for some reason it's quite pleasant. The mermaid does not even suspect that he is a Demon Killer, that he has a karmic debt, that he is an adeptus. It is unlikely that she will understand this, but all elemental beings have a special sense with which they can determine the bad from the good. So why doesn't she leave? It's nice (pull yourself together Xiao, you're an adeptus, you don't care about any human feelings!), but it's confusing
The more often you see him, the nicer and more beautiful he seems to you. His amber eyes occasionally shimmer with the color of an emerald. You like his voice, with a little hoarseness and severity. Sometimes you imagined how the bird on his arm became alive and flew straight up to the clouds, it seemed to you that Xiao himself was this bird, free and sublime. What you liked has more freedom than yourself, ironically — I don't understand what you want from me—Xiao caught you again for another persecution—I am an adeptus, I protect people from like you. If you want to thank me for that occasion, then you don't need to, go away. And stay away from me—maybe this time you'll realize that he's dangerous even for you. You looked at Xiao thoughtfully and frowned sweetly. Didn't you understand what he said? Suddenly the face lit up with light, and you joyfully held out your little finger to him —Friends?— you purred. Like this gesture people show when they want to be friends? Right? Looking at the expression on the Xiao's face, you realized that you had messed up something again
Apparently he's going crazy since his heart is pounding so hard in his chest, and butterflies are fluttering in his stomach, seeing how brightly you smile at him. Too attractive, curious, a little stupid fish makes you feel like this. Gently, even through the gloves, he felt the cold of your skin, he intertwined your fingers.
A sharp splash of water and Xiao did not even realize that he was knocked on his back. Even through his gloves, he felt the sliding of scales. You were like an obedient dog who finally met his master. You were so happy that you didn't even realize right away that you had pinned him down with your whole body, and when you hugged him, you listened to how fast his heart was beating. If Xiao knew how to understand beauty, like people, he would definitely call this mermaid incredibly beautiful
(I've rewritten it three times! and I still don't like it)
Thoma
Thoma loves pets. And pets love Thoma. It's no secret that when Thoma leaves the house, he takes with him various goodies for pets. Almost every day he comes to one big tree on the outskirts of the city, where there are always a lot of stray cats and dogs (probably because they don't fight), and he was able to remember almost every pet, and even knitted clothes for some. But one day, when Thoma came back to feed the animals living under the tree, he noticed an unfamiliar cat. This cat was a big tricolor with a long tail and wounded. There was a big scratch on the front paw. She was lying on the ground, snorting tiredly and looking around with displeasure.
— Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you—Thoma carefully sat down next to the cat and slowly pulled his hand towards her, she might get scared and hurt herself. The cat growled in displeasure, but when she sniffed his hand, she no longer showed signs of aggression—I just want to help you—Thoma gently scratched her behind the ear and she looked at him … he had never seen such beautiful and intelligent eyes in animals.
Taoma carefully picked up the cat in his arms and ran home. When Thoma was treating the cat's paw, she did not hiss or try to bite, but only watched him and, perhaps, so intently that it was even a little scary. Thoma decided to leave the cat at home, left her food and ran to run errands for lord Kamisato, but in the evening, when he returned home, the cat was gone
Thoma got lost) Thoma. Got lost. A strange phrase, because Thoma remembered most of the forest that surrounds the Kamisato estate. But due to a little rain and darkness, the moon disappeared behind dark clouds, perhaps he turned off the road. Somewhere in the distance he hears the voices of monsters, and if Thoma does not find a way out now, he will become a dinner for monsters. The bangs stuck unpleasantly to his forehead, Thoma can only see the nearest trees, and his palm hurt because of an abrasion. Thoma was already starting to think where to find shelter to wait out the night, but suddenly he heard meowing. Somewhere five meters away sat a cat, the same one: tricolor and large. A path of stray lights that shone like candles led to it. Is it really a spirit?! Did Youkai decide to help him?
The cat smiles with her eyes and waits for Thoma to follow her. The voices of the monsters are getting closer and closer. He has two options: to stay here and face the horde of monsters that are looking for him, or to go after youkai, who may not mind eating him himself. The cat meowed again, she was waiting for him. Thoma squeezed his eyes shut and began to think. To hell with that! Thoma ran to the cat, but as soon as he was in the place where she was sitting, the cat disappeared. And again there was a meow, the cat was already in another place, and the lights appeared again and led Thoma to her. Thoma began to follow the cat, which could disappear in a moment and appear in another place. Twenty minutes later, Thoma no longer heard the screams of monsters, heard the rustling of leaves and the chirping of grasshoppers. The cat led him to an almost invisible path, and he obediently followed her. Soon she led him to the Kamisato estate.
Thoma finally got out of the forest, so a happy smile appeared on his face. Thoma began to climb the stairs, and on the highest step a cat was already waiting for him. When Thoma got up, she crawled between his legs like water, kindly ran her tail over his leg, but when Thoma decided to look at her and stroke her, she disappeared again. Yokai helped him, perhaps fate rewarded him with great luck.
You were walking through the forest as usual, even the rain didn't stop you from exploring your territory. But suddenly you heard human heavy breathing, heard a man running away from monsters. You're not an evil yokai, so you decided to help. You were so glad to see the familiar beautiful face of a cute boy with golden hair. You had a strange warm feeling in your chest when you noticed. He was so cute and charming when he got lost: a little pouty lips, a lost look in his green eyes and he shrank and it seemed that he wanted to shrink because of fear. You wanted to protect him. And the best place to protect Thoma is at his house)) You started living at his house)) and eat his food))) You considered it an equivalent payment for protection from other yokai. Of course, Tom did not know that he had a cat at home, so he did not understand where his food was disappearing. Periodically you accompanied him in the city, sometimes you watched him work when you were lying on the roof of the Kamisato estate.
One winter morning it was especially cold. You shivered with displeasure and woke up from the cold. You need a warm place. And the warmest place in the house is a futon with a warm host at home. And so Thoma woke up in the hot embrace of a naked girl, and something long and fluffy is wrapped around his leg.
—Who are you?!—Thoma jumped up from the futon abruptly. You sleepily rubbed your eyes and yawned sweetly.
—Thoma, I'm cold—you reached for a warm blanket—go back to bed, it's cold here without you—you grabbed his pant leg and a second later Thoma was already lying on the futon. You covered both of them with a blanket and settled comfortably next to the guy.
—Who are you?— your nose twitched from the smell of stress and anger. You slowly opened your eyes and looked into Thoma's eyes—saved you, protected you from other yokai, ungrateful boy. And if I'm fluffy again, will you sleep with me?— in a second, you returned the appearance of a big cat and looked at the guy carefully.
— Thoma lost consciousness) Bakeneko are aggressive towards people, but you can't get mad at such a cute and sunny guy. It is unlikely that Thoma will drive you away, you are so attractive, your legs are giving way, and you did not plan to leave him
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dark-night-hero · 5 months
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Imagine being Genshin Men's the one that got away part 2 featuring Kaeya, Pantalone and Thoma.
Kaeya Alberich
Cause now I pay the price.
Imagine being used to be very close to Kaeya and Diluc, with your parents being close to their father, Crepus Ragnvindr. You have always been Diluc's friend every since the two of you were a baby. So the arrival of someone new, someone as pretty and cute and Kaeya was something that both of you were happy and excited of, a new member into te family, a new friend to get along to.
Imagine you were their friend, always hangout out with the set of brothers playing around and causing troubles here and there. The three of you were just unseperatable, and you were also slowly being aware of the feelings you were developing for him.
Imagine Diluc has always been a brother, annoying little brother you never had. And Kaeya, kaeya was different. Maybe it was the fact that you knew he wasn't biological a Ragnvindr and he looked a lot different than Diluc whom you had enough seeing his face of already, but he was different. His smiles lit up your mood, your heart races when he laughs, when he messes with your hair. It was different, you never want to see him as a brother or anything close to it.
Imagine things started to took a turn when Diluc joined the knights and you didn't, Kaeya did follow his steps a little later though. You watch side by side how Diluc becomes the youngest ever appointed Captain to be within the ranks of the Knights of Favonious. "He's awesome, isn't he." "Hmmm." This is enough, just being there by his side.
Imagine pursuing to become a merchant. The three of you going on a different paths with the two closely related to. Diluc was already busy enough tk begin with causing you and Kaeya to be hanging out by yourselves. And those nights, those nights were memorable, it was wonderful. The way he laugh, the way he looks at you, the way the two of you were looking at each other. You can feel it. You might be young, people might say both of you were young, but you knew, damn it, you knew what this is.
Imagine it was raining, it was raining when Crepus died and it was raining when two brothers parted ways with each other with you standing in the middle of it. "Stop it! You're both going to end up hurting each other!" "Did you heard what he said?! Are you deaf?! Crazy?! You heard what he said and you're still sticking on his side?!" "I am not picking anyone's side in here! What I'm trying to say it that you calm the fuck down-! Dilu-! Kaeya!" As you tried to interfere midway, you were pull by the back of your neck backwards as a bird like flame of fires came into yours and Kaeya's direction.
Imagine that night, you gain a pretty deep scar on your side, cause by the burn of your best friend as well as the intense icy frost that comes after it. Not only that, not only did you lost your childhood friend, but you also lost him, Kaeya. "I'm sorry." It was pouring hard as he kneel by your side. "I'm sorry." He spoke once again, his fingers slowly slipping away from yours. "Kaey-" "I'm sorry." Then he left.
Imagine, one of the hardest thing Kaeya ever did was to walk away from you that night, knowing what he- what the two of you coulf have been has now down the drain, and will forever remain their frozen in time.
Imagine that same night the two brothers fell out, so does everything connected to them, you. Dilic left without a word. And Kaeya started ignoring you. Maybe it was because out of guilt, maybe it's because of the things he said that night. But if there was one thing for sure is that he won't see you, he won't talk to you. No matter now much you begged, he never did. He was all that you have now, and you're pretty sure that goes the same way for him, so why is he okay? How could he be okay? Fuck it.
"They left." "I know." "I heard they might not come back." "... I know." "You're not going to see them? They're still waiting for you outside." "... No." And so you left.
Imagine, Kaeya has always been aware that there was something going on with the two of you. You were quite different after all, different when it comes to him and Diluc. And it was quite obvious to be honest. So when he started ignoring you after that night, it was strange and funny. How his heart would often ache just by you calling his name.
Imagine when you left, a part of him left with you too. You were... everything after all. It may not be obvious, but you and Diluc were his everything back then. So as years have gone by, things like his were on the back of his mind, long to be forgotten. Just like what he was always hoping to. Or so he thought.
"One glass of wine please!" He utter with a smile, one way of teasing Diluc as the red hair started serving behind the counter when the familiar bell rings indicating an incoming customer "And one beer for me." And there comes the ache again. As the two head turn, one red and one blue. "It's been awhile." They smiled, the same damn smile they always gave them.
Imagine after a long moment of silence, he manage to hold up a smile. "Back in town?" "Oh you bet! It's been so long!" "You should have given us a heads up before you came back." "Oh please, I don't want to hear that coming from you, who left without a word, Diluc." You joked, even giving Kaeya a side eye as you made fun of the other guy, just like the old times but there was something obviously different. The way you look at him...
Imagine it was a joyful yet silent night for the three of you, with Kaeya just smiling, butting in for a few times but just there by the side, it was quite uncharacteristic of him, just casually playing with the wine on his hand before it was time to go. "Well, I got to get going." "Already?" You pout, Diluc scoffing at your reaction but somehow giving Kaeya a look of concern. "Duty calls." He laughs before giving you and Diluc a playful smirk then walking out of the pub.
Imagine as soon as he did, he let out a deep sigh before walking towards the direction of the headquarters. And just like all those years back, his heart ached every steps he take. Then he stops, look back, then look up then down to his feet as he hold a hand on his mouth. The way you look at him right now. "Oh Barbatos." He suddenly laughs. "I'm late, am I?" He added.
"Kaeya!" Unlike before where no matter how much you called after him, he did not turn around. This time, he turn around to face you. "Miss me already?" "Yeah!" You laughs, and oh celestia. How wonderful that laugh sounds. "Let's grab a drink in sometime okay? When you're not so busy!" "Alright, but your treat, okay?" "Aww! Come on now!"
You were a wonderful experience even if you're never mine.
Pantalone
Can all this mora buy me a time machine, no.
Imagine growing up with Regrator on a very poor neighbourhood, basically in the streets. It was pretty much forgotten how the two of you first met but what was important is that the two of you have manage to stick together in tough times. Being young, broke, and basically has no one to take care of the two of you. The two of you only have each other to hold on and lean on into. That was the childhood of the Regrator.
Imagine, now that he is practically the richest man in Teyvat, there was no other things he couldn't buy at the same time. There was nothing that picks his interest. "What do you think, (Your name). It's such a shame that the gift I was planning to give Tsaritsa was stolen within the warehouse, though. I'm quite thankful the things I've bought for you was safe." "..."
Imagine they said that the Regrator was a man of desire, a man greedy for money for some reasons for they do not know where he have come from nor his goals. He was also quite close to the Doctor, someone almost everyone was too scared to talk into. There were a lot of things that came into mind when asked about the Regrator but if there was something obvious that no one talks about was the torn, ragged and almost faded picture on his office table not fiting for its picture frame that probably causes hundreds, no millions if not much higher cause of mora. And no one was allowed to talk about it.
Imagine, life was tough for you and the Regrator. But you manage to make it side by side. You manage to survive though that poor environment. Then he started making money, he starts finding a way to get you out of then damn place. You were there when he started a new goal. When he started pursuing his goal. Life was tough, it was but at least you have each other by your side.
Imagine, Pantalone was wise. He was greedy, but he was wise. You knew that, you knew him more than anyone else. So imagine one day as the two of you gets back to the old worn house, if you could call it a house. You felt a sharp pain on your chest. Causing you to frown and reach out a hand to massage it. "Are you okay?" "Yeah, just a little tired."
"I kept getting flashbacks nowadays." "..." "It was good- good old days, I suppose." He chuckle in contrast to the fake smiles and laughs he was giving other poeple specially in business. "I don't think I will be back anytime now, (Your name). You'll still be here when I came back, no?" "..." "I'll see you later, my treasure."
"Please... please please I'm begging you. Please treat her I- I'll make sure to pay la-" "Get out! I have no plans to treat beggars like you!" "No ple-" "Get lost!" As the door closes for the fifteenth time that night, and by the harsh impact, he ended up taking a step back that ended up with him falling backwards with you in his arms, keeping his arms around you to protect you from the fall as he could feel you burning up in his arms, quite trembling.
"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck... Just a little bit (Your name)... Just a little bit." Why does it has to be this way? Eveything was doing fine. The two of you have finally manage to save up some money to start up a business and it was doing fine. In fact you would be having your profit in days to come even though you two were quite broke right now. Why do you have to be sick right now? No wait no no, he's not blaming you. Just. Fuck. If only he has a vision, if only those so called Gods could help right now, create some miracle. FUCK!
Imagine, as a new recruit fatui member carelessly and mindlessly barge in into the office room of the Regrator. Even foolishly touching things here and there in the room, as soon as he took a lift up a book within the shelf, the shelf moved causing the newbie to gasp nevertheless as curiosity got the best of the her, she followed down the road where it leads into a small cozy room but there was something which causes her jaw to drop.
Imagine, in the corner of the room was a glass like container, which contains a doll, no. It was too realistic to be a doll. It was a person. A person who seems to be sleeping but the newbie knew really well that that was a corpse. Talking a few steps to get a closer look. She noticed that the corpse was well dressed, be it on the silk that made up the clothes, the jewellery that compliments the overall looks of it to the shoes and even the (hair color) hair that seems to the styled by the best hair artist in teyvat. It looks like tons of mora was wasted on such corpse.
"I would have understand if they were alive, in fact it would have been worth the mora if they were only alive. Is it the hobby of the Regrator to dress up such thing? Such a weird hobby." "Are you done?" "Ah sir!" As the newbie was about to turn around, she couldn't, already missing her head. "Ah ah, look at the mess you made, Dottore." "You'll make a bigger mess if you took care of it. See the blood already staining the glass of your beloved?"
Imagine Pantalone rolling his eyes at Dottore who just smirk before leaving the room. He already had enough of the thing that was about to happen, besides he just happened to have a new lab rat he just killed because a certain someone wouldn't leave him alone to make something.
"Pantalone." He felt your hand clenching around his. It was warm. "You're warm" You smile. "I wish we could stay like this forever." "The Doctor is coming... Hold on a little more, okay?" Despite the intense pain you are feeling right now was you tried to hold on into every little bit of consciousness you have left. "Pantalone..." "They're coming okay? Just a wai-" "I'm tired." You snuggle even closer to him. "I want to sleep... Can I sleep?" "No... no no no no no no." "Aww. Why?" You tried to open your eyes. Wanting to see him again for the last time. "I lived a good life." "No, I haven't given you that good life yet. Not yet, please. Please please in a moment the doct-" "Pantalone... I'm going to sleep now. Okay?" As you shut your eyes forever, never once did the doctor came.
"I'm sorry, look at how messy the room has become." He apologizes as he approaches and hold on into the glass were you were being contained and preserved. "Since no one is allowed to enter this room other than Dottore, I would have him clean up the room." He sigh before pressing his forehead on the glass. "He said it woulk take time and money to find a cure for you but don't worry. I would be willing to spend all the money in the world as long as you wake up again, okay?" "..." "I cannot wait for that day to come so for now I apologize but you have no choice but to stay asleep."
I'm sorry for leaving so early, for leaving you all on your own to face the world, I love you.
Thoma
In another life, I would make you stay.
Imagine you were his childhood friend, his best friend, his partner in crime and the list could go on for so long as the two of you basically grew up together. His father being on of the servants within your household and him being allowed to stay whenever he would come to Inazuma after the vacation of his father back in Mondstand. To Thoma, you were someone whom he knows very well. After all, you were his first master to serve before the Lord of the Kamisato in present times.
Imagine you were the heir to one of the prestigious clan within Inazuma. And as the heir comes with responsibility, the training was very harsh and strict, you could never let your guard down even for a child who should only be enjoying wonderful things in life. But you are different, those (hair color) hair and (eye color) iris that your clan seems to worship, the true appearance and characteristics of a heir they say that would only come once per generation. It was nothing but a curse to you.
Imagine growing up in a strict environment. With your younger siblings basically neglected from the parental things that one child needed, you were the one to fill in the role for them. Giving them all your free time, making sure not to let them experience the same treatment that was given to you. Basically the puppet of the elders within the clan. To be honest it was exhausting. You knew your parents loves you at the same time the way they are treating you, saying it was for the greater good was something you hate then for. And to add the neglectful treatment of your siblings, you basically becoming the parental figure to them when you yourself is lacking one. And you hate them, you hate the freedom they have that you have and probably would never got.
Imagine that is where Thoma came into. The shy but kind boy from Mondstand who came with his father one day and started interactin with you. Following you anywhere, watching you do what you're supposed to do such as train and studies. It was strange to be honest, but the more he get to know you and the more you get to know him, the more he influences you. You started smiling, laughing. Started enjoying the little things in life you never really looked into before.
"Will you be back?" You cling into the hem of his shirt as he gives you a toothy grin. "I will, little lord-" "(First name). Call me (First name)." As soon as you said that, his eyes widen, then he giggle. "Alright, (First name)." With your little hands letting go of his shirt, "Wait." "Hmm? What is it?" "What's your name." "..." "I've been playing with you for a month and you don't even know my name?" "..." "It's Thoma." "... Thoma, huh." "Yes! Don't forget that!" Although that did earn him a roll of eyes as you turn your back at him. You never forgot his name.
Imagine the more you two grew close, the more you felt freedom within him. Maybe it's because of the land where he came from, Mondstant was it? The city of Freedom as they called it. At the same time, behind the laughs and smiles you express as he comes by. Was the more hasher and strict the rules for you had become. The more you were focused to the goal of becoming the perfect heir for them, as you should have become. It was slowly ruining you, it was slowly killing you from the inside despite the smiles and freedom you have whenever you are with your sisters, but more specially with Thoma.
Imagine, on your becoming of age. Despite the celebration of the whole village, the whole manor. You're not happy. You're not happy at all. All the unwanted responsibilities, the expectations. The lack of freedom, love. Your sisters and Thoma was all you have. They were all you have left and the music that Thoma have taught you. The music that seems to have set you free. But in order to pursue that dream, you must leave. But how could you leave?
"Are you alright?" He spoke as he stand next to you who was in the middle of the hall. "Why won't I be?" "You really look like you want to leave right now." "... Want to dance?" "Right now?" "Right now. Let's go." You urge him, standing up from your seat as you hold up a hand for him to take. And he did, with a smile on his and your face, you let him guide you in the middle of the hall, causing people to move away as you move, probably confused at the same time because this is far from the custom this country has. And this, a dance was something common to his culture.
"(First name)!" It was only after the dance that you part ways with Thoma and meet up with your sister when the youngest came into you with... a lovestruck look on her face? "Who was that guy?" "Huh?" What is this sudden feeling of uneasy? You have never felt like this before. "The one you danced with! Who is he?!" She asked enthusiastically. "I have never seen him before! Who is he?" "Huh?" This time, your lips unconsciously curl up, the feeling of wanting to laugh and throw up was building up all at the same time. "(First name). Introduced me to him, please?" Huh? "Sure."
Imagine things happened fast. One moment your sister came up to you and the next moment you were introducing her to Thoma who seems to took a liking on her. Making you realise that this was in fact the first time they have meet, your sister has always been in one of the spare houses within the village and not in the main manor. On the heirs stats in their and so does Thoma, who happened to be your best friend and one of your close aide when he was on vacation to Inazuma.
"Your sister is very kind. I think... I think I may have liked her." He laughs and so did you. At the same time something inside you broke. Was it your heart? Maybe? But for the first time in your life, the urge to get away finally kicked in as if you have lost all means of any reason to stay. So that night. That night you left, you left as you have no other reason to stay with so many things waiting for you, your freedom.
Imagine how hurt, confused, and lost they all are when you left without a word. Not even a letter. But then again, everyone in your family, sisters aside seems to have moved on easily. But eventually he does too, leaving your family clan into the Kamisato, someone your other sister was once in a relationship with too and work there while being in a relationship with your youngest sister.
Imagine years after you were gone. Came back. As the main family gathered in the estate. With him standing next to your sister, all these years staying strong and engaged. His Lord, Kamisato standing rigt across him with your other sister by his side yet knowing the cold look on his face, he knew his Lord wasn't happy. Your parents currently out the room, greeting you probably who came back after long years of disappearance.
"It's... been so long... everyone." It was a voice he haven't heard for so long. A voice he have long forgotten but knows who it was if he had heard it in the middle of the crowd. And the very moment you emerge into the room. Everything seems to stop, your smile. It was brighter than ever, than those nights the two of you would sneak out to have some fun. This time, he knew you were happy. "Thoma! It's been so long! How are you."
Imagine he don't know how to reply, his heart beating wildly on his chest upon seeing you again. He without thinking, he pull you into a hug, breathing your scent he have missed for so long. Oh Archons, how much he missed you. "Hahahahahaha missed me that much Thoma?" "Oh you little- of course I do! How have you been?! Are you coming back for goo-" Mid sentence were you pulled away from him, a pair of strong arms warped around your waist pulling you away from Thoma. "Too close." Your fiance pout on your shoulder. Huh?
"Darling, behave. Don't embarrass me in front of an old friend." You giggle but doesn't break away from your lover's arms. Huh? "Oh right, Darling. This is Thoma, the one I often told you about in my childhood, the one who taught me how to play instruments? And Thoma, this is my fiance..." he couldn't hear it. But he could hear the a cracking noise from somewhere. Was it his own heart breaking? Why was it breaking? He was in love with your sister. Why is he feeling this way? Should he be feeling this way? Wh- huh?
"What are you doing here?" You spoke as you emerged from behind. It was midnight, and it was right after the banquet that everyone was supposed to sleep when you two happened to see each other from the old stop where the two of you often meet in the past to sneak out. "Can't fall asleep?" You asked and he shook his head. "Don't worry, I'm the same. Probably home sick, I'm glad that my lover was able to fall asleep easily though, probably quite nervous into meeting my family, specially upon confrontation with my parents." You chuckle and sat beside him.
Imagine the comfortable silence, or at least for you as he was drown in thoughts. Thoughts he shouldn't be having but right now, he does. "(First name)." "Yeah?" "Would you leave if I told you to stay?" "Back then? I would probably have." "I see." "But I don't think we would work out." "... What makes you think so?" "My sister was inlove with you, and you were in the process of falling for her. You know back then I would do anything for my sisters" You chuckle, looking from to the sky then on him. "Right?" And then he look away.
"I should get going." "Already?" "Yeah, my lover would be anxious not to see me by their side when they wake up." "You love them alot." "I do." You chuckle. "I do love them alot. I wouldn't come back here if I don't." You shook your head before standing up. "Don't stay up later for so long, you may catch a cold." You spoke then messes with his hair then started to walk outside. "And Thoma?" "... Yeah?" "Thank you for staying by my sister side. It's really good to see you again."
I loved you too early, and you love me too late.
[ⓒdark-night-hero] 2023°
: Fun fact, Thoma and Ayato fell for the same reader. Another fun fact, Thoma and Ayato's idea came from my fictional novel 'She was' (totally not promoting.)
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Stop Being Nice and Fuck Me
Thoma x fem reader smut
cw: neighbors to lovers, cunnilingus, fingering, squirting, vaginal sex, filming/recording, doggy style, mirror sex, modern au!
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minors dni 18+
You were at Thoma’s, having your weekly tea get together. While you sipped on the prepared tea, you sat across from your very handsome neighbor. He was always so sweet and kind, happy to listen about your week, ignoring and gliding over any hiccups in your stories or speech. He was fully engaged too, asking questions with a pair of attentive emerald eyes trained on you. Thoma was the perfect man, and this was barely even the tip of the iceberg.
It was no wonder that you were interested in him. And this week, you were particularly determined. You had some “dirt,” for lack of a better term, on Thoma. And there was no better way to start the conversation about your blatant interest in him, so you felt.
Setting down the white teacup with a gentle clank to the saucer, you smiled softly. “Thoma, one small thing before I head out.”
“Hm? Yeah?”
“You never told me how thin the walls are, you know.”
Thoma just tilted his head, confused smile painting his face. “What do you mean?”
“Well,” you inhales. Here goes. “If I could hear you clearly moaning this past week, that means you could hear me the countless times I’ve had my more…intimate alone times.”
The smile had slid right off of Thoma’s face at this. He began feeling himself paling but dually burning up. His world was in slow motion. Thoma racked his brain in an attempt to recall if he had said anything embarrassing two nights ago. He had been so stressed that evening, he figured that letting off a little steam would help. Like two loads of steam, if you catch his drift.
He couldn’t even recall if he’d moaned out your name or not. He was mortified enough, but if you heard that part, he was going to bury himself in a hole and never come back out. You’d probably assumed he was a pervert or a freak. Masturbating to thought of his own neighbor. His own neighbor he sees and hangs out with at least once a week. What if you moved or never wanted to see him again?
“Well, as always, thank you for the tea, Thoma.” You gave him a saccharine grin as you stood from your seat. Thoma stood up straight away, embarrassment evident on his face. At the sight of this, you felt a rush of boldness run through your veins. With your heart pounding, you reach out, fingertips brushing his upperarm as you lean in. You place a gentle and quick kiss to his cheek. Thoma doesn’t make a move, so you push yourself, leaning up to his ear to whisper softly, “My door’ll be unlocked the rest of the day should you feel…compelled.”
And with that, you pulled back, giving a cheeky grin and wink to Thoma. You grab your phone off the table and the hightail it out of there. This wasn’t your typical thing. Coming onto someone, and so strongly, was never even on your agenda. You practically sprinted down the hall to your apartment, flinging open the door.
“I can’t believe I did it. Holy shit, oh my god,” you mumbled. You began pacing about your living room space, unaware of the storm raging on in the apartment one over. Unaware of the man making a split decision and grabbing his phone and keys. Unaware of the door being thrown open only to be hastily locked. Unaware of the fire hot on your trail, until he was throwing open your door.
Thoma didn’t even waste a second in locking the door and marching up to you. He looked angry but hesitant. The fire and storm that raged on inside of him were at war for dominance. Thoma reached out, grabbing your arms as you stood there waiting for a confession, an explanation, a response, anything.
“I…!”
He was struggling so much. Thoma needed with everything in his soul to be a gentlemen. He was a feminist above all. He couldn’t degrade you and ask for sex like that. Are you kidding?
You reached out, gently smiling while you removed Thoma’s grip on you. “Thoma. Stop being nice and just fuck me. Please. I can only handle being this forward for so long-“
You simply did not have to tell him twice. His hand once again found their place on your arms, stabilizing both of you as his lips cut you off. He was so warm and soft. Thoma tasted of the tea you’d had only minutes ago. Something about the kiss was just right in every way. It was like those fairytale kisses that made a big to do about it all.
He barely broke the kiss to gasp for air before going back in, tongue swiping at your lip, begging for entrance. You were more than willing, giving him entrance immediately. You figured Thoma had to be at least average in his skillset; he was good at everything, after all. But never in your life were expecting for Thoma to be so sloppy but so good.
His tongue was practically down your throat within seconds. Thoma’s soft moans and hums had your head spinning with the added vibration, even. Each swirl of his tongue left you weak in the knees and longing for more. It had you submitting to your favorite neighbor, knees threatening to buckle, instantly.
As you grabbed onto Thoma’s shirt for some stability, you whined softly against his tongue. God, if he was this good with just his tongue, you couldn’t even imagine what was to come.
You weren’t going to have to wait long to find out, thankfully. Thoma started walking you back into your bedroom, never breaking from the kiss. He was cautious, hand on the back of your head to be safe in case you pumped into something along the way. He was always so considerate.
But now wasn’t about that. You wanted him to be selfish. You grabbed at Thoma’s jacket and practically threw it in the doorway of your bedroom. It was like a desperate plea, screaming ‘fuck me! Fuck me fuck me fuck me!’
And Thoma heard it loud and clear. He nearly threw you onto your bed, climbing on top immediately.
“So this is where you play with your pussy?” he said through a heavy breath. Thomas sat back on his heels, grabbing at the hem of his shirt. You looked on almost hypnotized by his torso as he threw his shirt to the side.
He was so pretty. You couldn’t believe you took so long to work up the courage to ask for this. To ask for him.
“______,” he cooed. “I asked you a question.”
“Y..Yes.”
“Mm. Well, I look forwards to seeing you squirt. After hearing you make a mess for months on end, I’ve been dying to see it.”
“H-How’d you know that I squirt?!”
You felt your cheek burn. There was no way he just knew that. Did you say something? There was no way..
“Oh. I didn’t. But I’m gonna make you regardless.”
With that, Thoma practically ripped off your shorts, throwing them off into the abyss of your floor. He looked to you to check how you were doing and that nearly sent him over the edge.
Your face was flushed and you looked at him with a lustful lidded gaze. A daze smile adorned your mouth, tongue peeking out. Thoma almost completely stopped in his tracks at the state of you. You were hot. You were a dream. And you were all his right now.
Thoma dove in, cupping your face with both hands, kissing you. You were irresistible in this moment and he didn’t know what to do first. He let one hand travel down to the bottom of your shirt, pushing up. He was ruthless in grabbing your breast upon realizing you had no bra on.
You whined, throwing your head back even further into the pillows, breaking the kiss. This gave Thoma the perfect opportunity to jump right to your tits, sucking and biting. He practically growled in lust, sucking on your nipple. You felt your panties getting wet and you didn’t know how much longer you’d hold out.
“You know,” you began panting. Thoma looked up at you while he laid hickey after hickey on your tits, giving his full attention. “when I could hear you touching yourself, I was doing the same thing. You sounded so hot.”
“Fuck,” Thoma gasped, finally letting go of your tits.
“I had my vibrator on my clit and two fingers inside of me.”
“Gods, I need you now. I can’t be patient.”
You didn’t even get another word in. Just like your shorts, your wet panties were gone in an instant. Thoma wasted no time in leveling himself and running his tongue up your folds. He moaned as he slurped up your slick, sending shivers down your spine. Thoma’s still gloved hands yanked at your waist, pulling you closer to his mouth. You had no where to go - not that you were complaining. Thoma was the final destination as far as you were concerned.
You put your legs that already felt like jello over his shoulders as he began to flick his tongue back and forth over your clit. He was relentless. Thoma, like everything else he did, was amazing at this. He applied just the right amount of pressure and was the right speed and-
Holy fuck! You squealed at the unexpected sensation. Thoma had began to suck on your clit sharply. He chuckled, adding a wonderful pleasure that had your back arching already.
“Th-Thoma!” you whined. He was so fucking good at this. You were bucking your hips into his face, unable to control yourself anymore.
“That’s it pretty girl,” he cooed, having finally come up for a breath. “Just like that.”
“More,” you whined, hands flying to his fluffy locks.
“More?~ God…such a needy lil thing.”
You looked down to him and those green knows you knew so well were clouded with lust. Thoma sat up, a devious grin on his lips. “Give me your vibrator.”
You halted for a second, confused. But the smile on Thoma’s lips and his patient yet needy demeanor had you reaching into your nightstand. You pulled out the white, cordless wand, and handed it over, no questions.
Thoma took it, rising from the bed. “Come here,” he beckoned, holding out his free hand. He happily steadied you as you got up, holding your hand as he walked you over to your mirror. He sat down in front of the floor length mirror, legs spread wide.
“Sit,” he said, patting the floor. “I wanna watch you make a mess and get this mirror all dirty.”
Holy shit. Holy shit holy shit. Thoma was nasty. You obeyed his request immediately, sitting in between his legs. You didn’t even need to be told to spread your legs, held them open, hands underneath the bend of your knees.
Thoma placed a gentle kiss to the back of your head as thanks. “Such a good girl.” He leaned you back a bit and then pulled something from his back pocket. “______?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I take a video?”
You froze for a minute, looking back to him. “Wh..Why?”
“It’s…a lil embarrassing. But so I can have something to watch next time I’m thinking about you.”
Thoma’s ears grew red and he seemed to be honest about it. Thoma was a nice guy. He wouldn’t just spread a video like that..right? No, there’s no way. Besides, the thought of him using a video of him playing with you to get off to, was kinda hot.
“O-Okay,” you nod. “Just, don’t show anyone please.”
“Of course not! Oh my god! I would never.”
Right. That’d be out of his character. You felt bad even thinking he might. This was Thoma after all.
“Go ahead, then,” you smiled back at him.
“Thank you, _____.” Thoma wasted no time in turning on the camera of his phone and pressing record. He set aside your toy for now and played with your pussy, showing it off to the camera.
He spread your lips wide, showing the mess you’d become from just a little bit of toying to the camera. You tried to look away, but Thoma beckoned you to look at your pussy. The puffy red clit, the drooling cunt. You were messy, and it was all his fault.
Thoma then sunk a finger into your pussy, looking you dead in the eyes. Both of you moaning at the sensation of his finger sinking inside. You were so fucking tight and the stretch felt so good. You couldn’t wait for that cock to fill you up.
“Good girl,” Thoma whispered into you neck, placing gentle kisses. He slowly began pumping his finger in and out, relishing in the soft squelch your pussy made.
It was divine. His long, skinny fingers hit the exact spot that drove you crazy. And it was nearly automatic, that he knew where to curl his fingers. He curled them, flexing and pointing, making you see stars already. You gasp and moaned, tears of pleasure pricking at the corner of your eyes.
But there was a familiar sensation that normally took a bit longer, already bubbling up. Thoma knew damn well what he was doing. This man was a god. There was no way he wasn’t mad fucking, not when he was this good. But that was a question for later.
“Soooo sensitive,” he moaned into your neck. “Do me a favor, angel?”
Through dazed eyes and in a near hypnotic state, you hum in approval.
“Put your vibrator on your clit, please?”
You obeyed, happily, grabbing the wand and turning it on. You pressed the button, setting it to the first setting, you hovered over your sensitive clit, anticipating the sensation.
Thoma’s finger never stopped though, bumping in and out at a consistent pace. As you pressed the wand’s head to your clit, you threw back your head onto Thoma’s shoulder. Fuck. It felt so good. The familiar bubbling in your stomach grew and you whined.
Thoma places gentle kisses along your jawline and neck, whispering soft praises against you. “You’re doing such a good job, love. Can you take another finger?”
“Please,” you whine, pleading for more. You wanted to be a good girl and fulfill his wishes. You wanted to squirt all over the mirror. You needed Thoma to fuck your stupid while you were forced to watch his cock slide in and out of you in the mirror. The anticipation was killing you.
You heard a deep chuckle from Thoma’s throat and you felt the sting of your cunt adjusting to the second finger plunging in. Your pussy ached but as Thoma curled and pumped his fingers, the splotches in your vision returned.
“Th-Thoma,” you moaned, breathlessly.
“Turn your vibe up.”
You whimpered as you followed his command. The buzzing against your clit and Thoma’s fingers pushing against your g spot, had your toes curling. You bit down on your lip and cried out in pleasure.
Everything began to blur as you felt a familiar sensation burning like a hot iron in your tummy. Your vision grew splotchy and your mind went hazy.
“Such an angel. Taking my fingers so well. Can’t wait to see you take my cock,” Thoma whispered into your ear.
You practically drooled at the mere mention. Thoma’s cock. You needed it. You needed it now. You needed your neighbor’s cock bullying your pussy until you were screaming and crying, stupid with pleasure, unable to think about another but his cock.
You let out a loud, pleased moan to show your excitement and began to grind against Thomas’s fingers faster. “Need it,” you panted.
“Hmm?~”
“Need your cock inside me,” you whined. God you sounded pathetic but it was so hot to the man that was knuckle deep inside your sopping wet cunt.
“Once you cum, I’ll give you what you want, alright?” Thoma returned to placing kisses along your jaw in an attempt to appease you some but you whined a bit.
You turned up your vibe a bit more and groaned. The splotches in your vision grew and grew until your body tensed and you practically squealed.
Thoma’s fingers never ceased even as your cunt got loud and messy, squelching filling the room
“Thoma!” you cried out. His name back a chant on your lips that drive you to the brink but kept you down to Earth at the same time. Your vision blurred fully and tears gently fell from your eyes. You were in pure bliss, unaware of anything.
But Thoma grinned, watching as you came. You squirt all over your mirror, making an absolute mess. Your free hand searched for purchase anywhere at all, grabbing Thoma’s thigh, chomping down and digging in your nails. It was too much. Your body spasmed and you arched your back as much as as you possibly could, head shaking side to side.
You barely had time to recover before you felt something warm and sticky touch your back. Thoma’s cock.
You hadn’t noticed but in your fucked out sat, Thoma laid back, getting ready for you. He gave his hard cock a few pumps with his hand, groaning at the ache he felt.
“Are you okay to-“
You didnt even let Thoma finish. You were tired from the orgasm Thoma ripped out of you but you were determined. His dick was yours.
“Stop being nice,” you whined out, repositioning to be atop of Thoma’s hips. “Fuck me. Please!”
You tossed your vibrator to the side and sat up on shaky haunches, grabbing your neighbor’s cock. Impatiently you positioned its tip to line up with your cunt. But you stopped, looking back to Thoma. His face was red, but you could tell how badly he needed you.
“Your phone,” you demanded. Thoma looked left and then right. A little dazed but handing it over with no questions. “I’ll get you some more videos. That way you have more…uhm..options.”
Thoma groaned at the thought, hands gripping your hips. “Youre so hot. You know that?”
“I’ll film so please, Thoma. Manhandle me. Fill me. Fuck me.”
You pressed record, watching yourself through your reflection in the mirror on the phone. You stared at where Thoma’s cock slowly slid in, making sure it was in frame before throwing back your head in a moan.
“Oh, fuck,” you groaned as Thoma shoved your down further and further. “So big…”
“And it’s all yours, angel.”
Thoma was ruthless, just as you asked. Barely giving you a second to adjust to his cock before thrusting up into you. He was gracious enough to keep a slower pace for now though. Which allowed you to watch as your tight cunt sucked in every inch of him until you sat flush to him. And then to be pulled up, almost entirely off his cock, pussy juice and precum shining off each inch.
The moan left your mouth was straight sinful as you resisted the urge to throw back your head. You panted as you stared almost hypnotized by the image before you. But you wanted more.
“F…Faster, please, Thoma,” you whined softly. And he was happy to oblige. His hips picked up pace creating a thwacking noise each time your hips met. It had you leaning back, steadying yourself with your free hand on Thoma’s chest to keep from falling over.
“God,” Thoma groaned. His grip on your hips was near painful as if he was trying to restrain himself from going feral. But that was all you wanted. It was all you needed; just to be thrown around but this man who met you to chat over tea. Who cane to your rescue when you were locked out of the apartments. The man who was there for you after a rough day, happy to watch a movie, cook you dinner, and listen to your troubles.
“Let go, Thoma. Let me be your toy. Please,” you cried out. “Thoma, please! Please, let me be your fleshlight!”
Finally, you whined as Thoma growled. The final string holding him back snapped as he began to sit up, roughly shoving you down so you were face down, ass up. Thoma didn’t miss a damn beat though, going ballistic in his pace. He lifted a leg and smacked your ass hard.
“So whiny,” he complained. In this position, Thoma’s cock reached a spot that had your legs shaking and had your spit pooling in your mouth. You struggled to keep his phone up, recording the sight. But that was the least of your worries. “Is this what you wanted? Hm?~”
“Yes, sir,” you panted. Your eyes began to roll back into your head as you felt Thoma’s balls slap against your clit with each thrust.
You were straight up drooling on the floor now. You were in pure ecstasy hearing your neighbor grunt as he pummeled his cock into your sloppy pussy. And from the sound of it, he was so, so close.
“Inside, inside! Inside, please! Cum inside me, sir!”
A tug on your hair brought your head up just enough to look in the mirror. You tried with all you had to focus your eyes, looking up at Thoma’s reflection.
“So fuckin’ filthy. But since you asked nicely, I suppose I can grant you this.”
At this, your eyes rolled back into your head again, Thoma’s phone laid flat on the floor and you let yourself just go wild, moaning and crying out for Thoma. His deep, fast thrust had you panting like a bitch in heat. He was ruthless. He was everything you asked of him.
But it wasn’t long before Thoma’s hips stuttered. A warm sensation came over you as Thoma’s hot, white cum emptied right into your cunt. He gave you every single drop, refusing to pull out until he was certain that was he was fully empty.
Thoma gently let go over your hair, making sure you didn’t slam your head on the cold floor. As he pulled out, he tried not to look and prioritize your wellbeing and aftercare first.
“______? You okay, love?” He asked in the softest tone. It was such a contrast to the gruff tone he was using only a minute ago. He placed a light hand on your back, rubbing gentle circles. “Let’s get you cleaned up, hun..”
You didn’t have much energy in you but you grunted in agreeance before gasping.
“What is it? Are you okay?”
You met Thoma’s eyes as yours struggled to stay open. In between pants, attempting to catch your breath you said, “I put your phone down before we finished..”
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pochipop · 2 years
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# GENSHIN IMPACT !! ♡ — THEY COMFORT YOU AFTER A ROUGH DAY.
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#. synopsis! — everyone has bad days. it's always nice when you don't have to deal with it alone .
#. characters! — thoma , itto , diluc, zhongli , xiao .
#. warnings! — none .
#. alt accounts! — @ddollipop (nsfw) @yyolkchi (reblog/spam) .
#. others! — navigation & masterlist .
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𖦹. ━ THOMA !!
The moment he meets your eyes, Thoma knows something is wrong. Try as you might to hide it, stuffing your emotions down so as not to burden him with your problems, —he simply knows you too well to ignore the subtlety sullen expression you're wearing. His approach is gentle and comforting, greeting you with a warm hug. By no means is that out of the ordinary, —in fact, it would have likely felt more bizarre if he hadn't done so. However, this time he holds you a little closer and for a little while longer than he usually would.
"Are you hungry?" He asks the moment he pulls himself away, smoothing some loose strands of hair out of your face. "I can make you a snack if you'd like. I also just poured some dango milk, so feel free to drink up if you want some."
A smile tugs at the corners of your lips. It's hard to feel down when you're around Thoma, —maybe even impossible. His smile and laugh are infectious, and he brightens any room he steps foot in. He's so sweet that it's hard to believe he's real sometimes and not a story book prince that's come to life by way of some magical spell.
"No thanks," you shake your head, not feeling up to eating or drinking anything at the moment.
You're sure to thank him for his offers though.
"Is there anything you wanna talk about then?" He asks, being sure to tread lightly.
He doesn't want to make you feel pressured to tell him anything. If you'd like to keep things to yourself, that's more than okay, and Thoma completely respects that! However, he also wants to be sure that you know you can come to him when you need encouragement, advice, or even just someone to lend an ear to your troubles.
Of course, with a lover like Thoma, you already know all of that and more.
"It was just a hard day," you admit. "Nothing seemed to go right, and I kept making silly mistakes that I'd normally never have made any other time. I don't know why either. Everything just seemed to go wrong."
He looks at you with sympathetic eyes, hand reaching out to grasp for yours. Thoma smoothes his thumb across the ridge of your knuckles, nodding in understanding.
"Everyone has days like that," he assures you, voice so sweet it might as well be dripping with honey. "Sometimes easy tasks just don't go the way we'd like them too, and that can be frustrating. But you made it through, didn't you?"
"Yeah," you nod in confirmation, "I did."
"Because you're strong, and nobody should be judged by their roughest days. Tomorrow's another chance to start again, do things differently, and ease yourself back into normalcy."
He sing-songs a "but," free hand reaching out to grasp for your own.
"Tonight is a chance to let things go and know that you can fix them later on. So, for now, —let me rub your shoulders for a while, and then I'll make dinner. Your favorite. How's that sound?"
You feel your stress slipping away in his wake, and you pull him in for another warm hug. Thoma squeezes you a little tighter, pressing a fervent kiss to your temple in the process. There's always been something about him that's soothed you, calmed your stormy seas into little more than lapping tides. It's easy to forget your problems when you're with him.
"You're the best," you mumble into his chest, which leaves Thoma grinning from ear to ear.
When it comes to you, he's foolishly lovesick. You make his heart race a mile a minute, and he loves every second of it. "I am pretty cool," he playfully agrees, "—but you're the best, actually. Now come sit, make yourself comfortable and I'll help get rid of some of this tension."
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𖦹. ━ ITTO !!
Itto tends to be a little oblivious to the feelings of others. Actually, he can be pretty aloof in regard to his own emotions as well, so it can't really be helped that he doesn't immediately notice that you're a little upset. You tell yourself it's probably for the best anyway, —he seems to have had a fairly good day, no complaints to make note of, and you don't want to simmer his mood down. Even so, it's almost impossible to keep up a happy-go-lucky facade after your stress filled day. From start to finish, it was as if the world were stacking all odds against you.
By the time you were halfway through, you were already prepared to just go home and shut out the rest of the world for at least the rest of the night. But forgoing your responsibilities just wasn't an option, unfortunately.
Eventually, Itto picks up on your unusual amount of silence and decides to ask if everything is alright. He takes a seat next to you and places his large hands on his thighs, thumbs curling under his palms.
"You haven't said much since you got back," he notes, "is everything okay?"
"Yeah, yeah, —everything's fine," you say, but you can't tell if you're trying to reassure him or yourself more with those words.
It's a little white lie. . .
"I'm just tired," you elaborate. "Guess the day felt longer than it really was."
"You just seem sad," the oni says, "and I don't like it when you're sad. It makes me sad."
"Oh. . . I-I'm sorry," you apologize reflexively, "today was just a little rough and I. . ."
Your words trail off, but Itto quickly corrects himself.
"Don't be sorry! All I meant was that I don't like seeing you look sad because you deserve to be happy! But, humans and oni. . . We both have feelings! I know it can't be helped sometimes, so you have nothing to be apologizing for. It's only natural."
Somehow, that sentiment you were already well aware of makes you crack the first smile of the day. Maybe it was just something in the way he said it, but it brightened your mood with ease.
"Thank you," you tell him, slinking yourself into his side.
The sudden touch surprises him a little, but he welcomes it all the same. He places an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close and allowing you to snuggle into his body. His lips ghost along the crown of your head.
"You can stay at my side as long as you need,* Itto tells you, "—even if that means you'll be here forever."
Of course, that's an outlandish prospect by all accounts. Even so, the idea of it doesn't seem half bad. If you could spend the rest of your life surrounded by his warmth, you probably would, —and who could really blame you? At the end of the day, your soft-hearted boyfriend is little more than a giant teddy bear.
A teddy bear with a lot of built-up muscle and a lengthy criminal record, but a teddy bear nonetheless!
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𖦹. ━ DILUC !!
Diluc doesn't ask right away. The last thing he wants to do is overstep, and although he doubts you'd feel that way about his inquiry, he doesn't want to risk making a wrong move and spoiling your already sour mood even more so. His top priority in the situation is your well being, —so he whips you up something fresh to drink and even offers to prepare something for you to snack on.
He feels more comfortable asking about your downtrodden expression once you've taken the drink. As you sip on it, Diluc places a single hand softly on your shoulder, a reassuring warmth seeping from his palm to your skin through the fabric of your shirt.
"Did something happen today?" He asks.
You bite at the inside of your cheek, struggling to be completely honest. It was just a rough day from the very beginning, and things had progressively gotten worse as it went along. It was hard juggling all of your missed steps on top of everything else, and by the time you were free to go home, you were left with a heavy feeling in your chest. Even so, you don't want to bring Diluc into it. You know his job is stressful enough as it is, especially when he doubles as the midnight vigilante that protects Mondstadt from the shadows once the moon makes its way into the sky. 
"Just. . . Just some small things that built up, I guess. Nothing horrible, but my day could have gone a lot smoother," you acknowledge truthfully.
"Would you like to talk about it?" Diluc suggests, thinking that maybe getting the finer details off your chest would help to alleviate some of your displeasure.
You decline the offer, knowing that rehashing things now will only make you feel silly for being so blue about it all in the aftermath. Still, you make sure to tell Diluc that you're appreciative of his offer.
The drink he made for you is halfway gone by the time he slips his arms around your waist and rests him chin on the crown of your head. It's a simple gesture, but you can't help but to feel special when Diluc pulls you close to him like this. He's so reserved that only you get to experience such acts from him, and knowing that makes your heart skip a beat.
"It's okay if you're not interested in talking about things," he says, reassuringly so. "Just know that I love you, and if you change your mind, I'm always here to listen."
Diluc tends to be more of a read-between-the-lines type of guy, so for him to be so upfront is a bit of a surprise. A welcome one, granted, but a surprise nonetheless.
"But, if you don't, that's fine too," he continues. "It's up to you. And I'll be here no matter what."
His sudden vocality is a bit startling if you're being honest, but you appreciate his effort to be more communicative nonetheless. You lean into his warmth, finding comfort there. His body heat seems to dim all the negative thoughts and feelings plaguing you after your less than stellar day.
He offers you a few small pecks to the apple of your cheek for good measure.
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𖦹. ━ ZHONGLI !!
Though Zhongli has only lived amongst humans for a short time in comparison to what his appearance might lead many to believe, he's become quite adept at ascertaining emotions from small details. He's become especially good at identifying your moods in particular, so it comes as little to no shock when you come home after a fairly rough day and Zhongli almost immediately catches onto your thinly veiled fretting.
"Today didn't quite go as planned, I presume?" He asks, placing a comforting hand on your knee as he takes a seat beside you
It's a small geture, but it means the world to you.
"Not exactly," you reply. "Nothing that happened was all that bad, but it became harder for me to focus once my rhythm had been thrown off, and I ended up scrambling for the rest of the day."
Zhongli nods in understanding.
"Some days are harder than others. The best you can give will be different at any given time, so it's important to acknowledge your efforts and treat yourself with kindness, even when you don't feel like you're working to the fullest of your capabilities."
Ah, there he goes again, being so wise. You can't help but to smile when he speaks to you like this, tailoring advice to you from his long history of experiences. When you tell him things, no matter how disjointed at times, he seems to see right through all the inconsistencies and the emotions that get jumbled up in the mix, cutting through to the heart of the problem no matter what it may be.
"I'll keep that in mind," you nod, "—thank you."
He senses very quickly that you feel something is missing but don't have the nerve to ask for it. He pauses, waiting to see if you'll cave and just be honest about your desires. When you don't, however, Zhongli decides to offer himself to you.
"Would you like a hug?" He asks, pressing the flat of his palm to the crown of your head affectionately.
You're a bit embarrassed that it was so easy to see through you, but you're certainly not in any place to turn him away. After all, you really do want that hug. So, you nod your head, and Zhongli smiles at you softly before pulling you into his embrace.
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𖦹. ━ XIAO !!
As someone who hasn't spent much time around humans or the adepti that live among them, Xiao is quite a bit out of touch with his own feelings, —as well as everyone else's. Emotions aren't an easy thing to muster up for him, nor to understand in others. Still, he's by no means oblivious to the way you don't greet him as happily when he shows up at random this evening.
Even so, he says nothing of it until hours have passed, the evening sunlight has been replaced by a waning moon, and you've yet to truly seem like yourself.
"Are you unhappy?" Xiao eventually asks.
He maintains a steady distance for the time being, uncertain of what it is you need. If he were to go off his own personal experiences, he'd likely give you space and time to sit alone and think, to process, to grieve whatever's happened. . . But he's proficient enough in the way humans work now to understand that being alone isn't always preferable. In fact, now that he's thinking about it, being alone hasn't always been preferable to him, either.
"Unhappy?" You parrot, "—I don't think I'd say that, no. . . I'm just a little down is all."
He nods in understanding and closed the gap between you a bit, standing nearer to you.
"Is there a reason why?"
He asks because, from what Xiao has gathered, sometimes humans just feel sad because they do, with no inherent rhyme or reason.
"Not a singular one, no," you shake your head, "but a lot of small things built up over the course of the day, and I ended up. . . Feeling really overwhelmed," you elaborate.
Now that Xiao understands. He knows what it's like to be completely and utterly in over your head, floundering for breath, making mistake after mistake. He understands very well the way pressure builds inside the body, threatening to explode in any form it can, —whether in sadness, anger, frustration, or something completely different altogether.
"Is there something I can do to help?"
Such a simple gesture, and yet it means the world to you.
You don't need anything in particular. It's obvious that you can just try again tomorrow, be better than you were today. . . You know how to fix things, how to men your mistakes and get quickly back on track. But the fact that Xiao is so clearly going outside of his comfort zone to offer you refuge away from yourself is enough to make your heart jump in the cavern of your chest.
"Could I just have a hug?" You inquire honestly.
Though Xiao is quite a bit taken aback by that, he sees no point in denying you one. So, he nods his head and wordlessly accepts you into his arms, holding you close. One of his hands comes up to lie flat against the back of your head. He doesn't say it, but you know you can stay there for as long as you need.
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dumplingsfordays · 5 months
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i'm your best friend, no?
pairing - best friend!roommate!thoma x reader
genre - fluff (comfort)
summary - after your (now ex) bf sends you some very... questionable texts, thoma, like the sweetheart that he is, lends a helping hand.
cw!: cheating, implied sex (between reader's bf and someone else), thoma being super duper sweet <3
note - couldn't pick a character bc I live for comfort fics so decided to do an (imo) underrated one 😭😭 haven't written for genshin in a bit so likeee might write some for it later
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ping!
ping!
ping!
ping!
You opened your eyes lazily, with a sigh escaping your slightly chapped lips. Your phone on your bedside table was making noise. What time was it, even?
Reaching over to grab it, you felt your head spin a little and feeling the chap-ness of your lips, you gave them a quick lick before turning on your phone.
Who sends this many notifications at 2 in the morning?
You glanced at the sender. Oh. That makes much more sense.
39 messages from babe
"Ughhhh... it's way too early for this."
ping!
ping!
"Oh, fine!" you whispered angrily to yourself, opening the messages. "It'll be fine, y/n, he probably just wants to apologize for yesterday. Always does."
To your shock and disappointment, the messages weren't an apology. They were photographic (and even audio, which disgusted you infinitely more) evidence of him cheating on you with some brunette girl. The first thing you noticed was how pretty she looked - wide doe eyes, reddened lips... and then you saw the background and other details of the photos and almost vomited.
Almost immediately your eyes shot to the texts, praying that you would find an apology or at least an excuse.
were having sm fun baby, come join us ;)
What. The. Fuck.
All the other texts were written in the same fashion. There were no apologies or excuses - only sleazy, vile invitations and comments on how the brunette did everything so much better than you did. Was he trying to make you jealous by cheating on you? If so, it didn't work at all. You were positively horrified.
Diving under your blanket with record speed, you started to quietly sob. Fat tears formed at the corners of your eyes, threatening to roll down your cheeks, and your bottom lip trembled violently as you shuddered. How could he? Why? Were you not good enough for him? Were your eyes too big or too small? Were your lips too pale or too red? Was your personality annoying?
You knew what to do, but you didn't have the strength to do it.
And then, interrupting your thoughts, came a voice. Your roommate's voice, specifically.
"Hey, you alright in there?"
You didn't want to call out and pretend that you were sleeping, but alas, your brain chose otherwise before you could even decide.
"Y-yeah," you sniffled, "I'm good."
"No you're not, you're crying. I can hear it in your voice."
God, why did he have to be so insistent?
"y/n," he continued. "If something's happened you can always tell me. I'm your best friend, no?"
After a pause you reluctantly accepted. "Oh, fine."
You shifted, lifting the blanket and sliding your feet into the slippers beside your bed. They were unpleasantly cold, but you didn't really care - the floor was probably colder, and this was better than nothing. Slippers squeaking slightly on the floor, you made your way to the door and opened it to a very messy-looking, and very worried, Thoma.
"Hey, sweetie," he muttered as he furrowed his eyebrows, using that oh-so-familiar nickname. You smiled sadly in return. The blond reached out to you and pulled you in for a hug, and as you felt his arms loop around you, he sighed into your shoulder.
"C'mon, tell me what happened."
At this you couldn't hold in your tears any longer. They poured out of your eyes like a river, probably staining the white shirt that he had on, but he didn't seem to mind - in fact, he leaned in and let you hold on to him.
Deciding that it was best to let you lay down, Thoma scooped you up into his arms and carried you to your bed, where he placed you on the sheets, covering you with the blanket as you sniffled.
"My boyfriend," you started, grasping Thoma's hands in yours, "he- he sent me some texts just now and-"
You burst into tears all over again. Just say it, you thought to yourself, just do it! Why is this so hard for you, y/n?
"Oh, sweetie," Thoma cooed in return, leaning over to hug you warmly. "Do you wanna show me the texts or do you want me to wait a sec?"
You nodded weakly, plucking your phone from where you left it on the nightstand and unlocking it. You handed it to Thoma, whose eyes widened upon glancing at the messages. His brows furrowed as he scrolled further down, only raising in disgusted shock as he reached the bubble that finally made you break.
were having sm fun baby, come join us ;)
"What the fuck is your boyfriend thinking?" he whispered, looking back at your reddened cheeks and trembling lip as he finally laid down beside you.
"I don't know," you replied, sliding farther under the covers. "I mean, he did this before, but he apologized-"
"y/n, he did this before? And you didn't dump him?"
"N-no, but-"
"Sweetie," he sighed as he put the phone back and hugged you again. "When your partner cheats on you, never stick around. Doesn't matter how much they shower you in praise or how many dates they take you on, 90% of the time they will do it again. You put your trust in him and he broke it twice. I'd say that's more than enough cause to leave him."
"But why did he do it? Are my eyes too small or big compared to that girl in the picture? Am I uglier than her? Is my personality worse? Am I a bad person, Thoma?"
His expression turned from one of perplexed anger to one of consolation as he spoke.
"No, no, you're a wonderful person," he said gently, "I honestly don't know either. You're gorgeous and stunning and every time I see you, you bring a smile to my face regardless of how bad of a day it's been. You're not a bad person and I hate to see you think of yourself that way."
His hands gave yours a small, comforting squeeze as you sniffled.
"Thanks, Thoma. I think you're a wonderful person too," you smiled softly, tears still running down your cheeks.
He chuckled quietly in return. "Of course. Now, are you gonna go to bed, or do you wanna stay up for a little bit and watch a movie or something?"
"A movie sounds nice. But we're watching it together, right?"
"Only if you want to."
"Yeah, I do."
Returning your smile, he sat up, still holding your hand, and as you grabbed a large blanket from your closet, you realized that you couldn't have wished for a better roommate.
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ninlilwinds · 1 year
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Cooking with the boys
Summary: Reader is cooking with the genshin boys
Characters: Diluc, Thoma, Childe
All but Childe’s can be seen as either platonic or romantic 
A/N: Kind of rushed and bad, but I enjoyed writing it. Enjoy.
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You prepared the ingredients whilst Diluc made sure to cut them up and handle the hot oil and boiling water. You had decided to make homemade french fries that day after being outside working at the vineyard all day.
You would clean the the potatoes and peel them, Diluc would cut, boil and fry, and finally you were taste tester 
Every time Diluc heard you going too fast with the peeling, he would look over and tell you to slow down before you hurt yourself 
And of course, you accidentally cut yourself after going fast and realizing Diluc was waiting for you. Blood came out of the wound and Diluc sighed, placing it under the sink to wash the water off as you winced. 
“I told you to be careful.” he gently scolded, wrapping you finger with a bandaid before grabbing the peeler himself. He would tell you to take a break and add the spices and condiments you wanted to the one that was finished.
Besides that small inconvenience you had tons of fun with him 
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Thoma wanted to perfect making this particularly hard bread recipe, one that if you did one wrong measurement would get too hard, deflate, or all of the above. 
He’d try a few times by himself, but then finally enlisted your help. Making the dough and kneading it was harder than you thought, but not for any reason.
Thoma and you kept laughing and joking about anything. You got flour on your cheek? Expect to be laughin for the next 5 minutes. You tripped and bumped into him? Another laughing session 
It was a very joyful kitchen, and even caught the attention of other maids and the Kamisato siblings. Ayato and Ayaka soon joined in too with making the bread. 
In a day or so when you came back after leaving the dough to rise, you placed it in the oven crossing your fingers.
All of your previous helpers that had come in when they heard all the laughter waited in the common room drinking tea and chattering. WHen the bread was finally ready you all brought it out and placed it in the center of the table 
All eyes on the bread as Thoma picked up the knife and cut it, passing out the fresh slices. 
Everyone took a bite together, and soon cheers of success rang out. The bread was gone fast, and it tasted delicious. Turns out all Thoma needed was a little bit of joy, one you seemed to bring wherever you went 
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Not being able to see Child every day because of his work always caused you some pain, eating your dinners alone and sleeping in the cold of night. 
So, whenever he comes over to welcome you, you're overjoyed, until you realize you haven't cooked anything. 
Since he’s been gone you’ve decided to just order food or go out to eat at places, rather than cook just for yourself. Some nights you didn’t even eat out for laziness.  
Childe would reassure u, kissing your forehead and taking out your two matching aprons, ready for your first activity to be cook your dinner together. 
You were both hungry, so most of the time it was a little bit for the pot, a little bit of the chefs. He would hold up food to your lips so you could try how the recipe was going so far. 
At the end of it all, he would eat with you catching up on everything that happened.
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shibachan8 · 2 years
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Just posting another TartaLi drawing that I never posted on here 🫠 this was drawn back when the fandom thought Thoma would be some sort of dumb f*ckboi 😭 oh how wrong that collective head canon was. Date: 7/15/2021
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guardian knight , cyno 𓆝
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synopsis from the marine lover -> the seasonal winter ball is upon your region, as it’s princess, you must attend but this year there’s a few twists involved or my piece for @2022gisecretsanta​! this one goes out to you, @mestiako​, i hope you enjoy and pardon me for being late </3
phylum echinodermata -> genshin impact - sumeru
characters -> cyno x reader, nilou, yae miko, kaeya, tighnari, collei and dottore(🧍) make an appearance. diluc, ayato, tohma, and scaramouche are mentioned. sidnei is a made up character here!
word count -> 6.7k 
content -> one shot; fluff, royal AU - female reader
water levels -> all safe, warnings — dottore. just dottore. 
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your family famously holds two balls, one in the winter, and one in the summer. currently, your retainers are preparing you for the winter ball. this year, there’s more excitement, for the public at least. now you’re at the age where you are supposed to find someone to be betrothed to, and at tonight’s ball, you expect the flocking of men trying to win your hand. you aren’t excited.
“princess, is something troubling your mind?”
“nothing at all,” you sighed.
one of the ladies who was doing your hair but the brush down, and began to gush, “i bet you must be excited! you’ll be getting loads of men coming up to you today!”
“how excitingly wonderful,” you said, sarcasm seeping through your teeth.
“maybe lord ayato will ask for your hand,” she continued.
“or perhaps the duke of mondstadt, diluc!” another one piped in. they continued listing nobles that had confirmed attendance, your annoyance grew further.
“that’s enough you two, please leave the princess alone and quit pestering her,” your lady-in-waiting, nilou, said.
“nilou,” you sighed thankfully as the two maids finished their touches, delicately placing the small crown upon your head, and left the room. even when they left, you could still hear their whispering gossip.
nilou shook her head as she watched them walk away, “in your presence nonetheless.”
“it’s bound to happen, certainly won’t be the last i’ve heard of it.”
“has your father talked to you about, you know, this,” she hinted.
“no, he hasn’t actually. you know he’s always been more lax with traditions.”
“relaxed enough to let you be with him,” she giggled, placing her hands on your shoulders and looking at you through the mirror, her bright hydro vision shook at the movement.
“nilou…” you mumbled, casting your eyes to the side.
she giggled, “just teasing.”
just as you were gonna retort back to nilou, there’s a knock at your door, “princess, the ball is about to start, are you ready?” one of the maids spoke.
“yes, i’ll be right there,” you said, standing up. “how do i look?” you asked nilou.
“perfect like always,” she smiled. you thanked her and walked towards the door.
“please, pardon i wasn’t here to help you get ready, my lady,” the familiar lady bowed, “i was tasked by your father to help arrange the ballroom.”
“sidnei,” you smiled. she had been your head caretaker ever since you were born, like a mother to you since you never knew yours. “i’m glad you’re here now.”
“allow me to walk you, you look stunning tonight, as always.”
you thanked her, and began walking, “speaking of which, where is my father?” you asked.
she nervously laughed, “you see, he’s busy currently, he won’t be able to walk you tonight.”
“i see…”
“however, sir cyno will be walking you,” she said, with a knowing smile, as you both turned the corner.
“w-what—“
“the king personally appointed him.”
“you cannot be—“ you said, before you look away from sidnei to meet his piercing red eyes, standing in wait for you, your royal knight, cyno.
he was shorter than most, shoulder length white hair tied back, and ruby eyes. just from appearance, most would assume he’s a mediocre knight at best, but cyno one of the kingdom’s last lines of defense, the best of the best. and he’s your personal knight, ever since you both were young. even if officially he’s called your knight, you honestly consider him your best friend.
at least you thought you did until a while back, you realized slowly yet quickly you were developing feelings for the man. you’d seen him grow into a respectable man. many do fear him, but with you, you get to see the side of him that loves telling jokes, that is infatuated with card games, that just has a hard time forming thoughts into words. the man you know as cyno, not as the royal knight of the princess.
that’s why, you can’t help but feel this way. long before you know it, sidnei is gone and you’re left with cyno.
“if it makes you uncomfortable, we can find someone else,” he said, breaking your train of thought.
“no! it’s alright, i wouldn’t have it any other way,” you smiled, walking up to him.
“are you sure, your highness?”
you looked into his eyes, giving him a knowing stare. it took him a second, but once he understood he argued, “i will not—“
“you will or we won’t be moving from here,” you said, crossing your arms.
he sighed, “are you sure, [y/n]?”
“yes, i’m sure, cyno,” you smiled.
he coughed into his arm, “then, may i?” he said, extending his right arm to yours. you nod and take his hand, wrapping yourself around it as he walks you towards the ball. “nervous?” he asked you.
“not really, i just want to get the night over with.”
he hums, “i see.”
“what will you be doing?” you asked.
“pardon, me?”
you sighed, “who else would i be asking?”
“it was meant to be a joke…” he mumbled as you sighed once more. “i’m on duty tonight, i’ll be keeping guard. there’s a lot of foreign diplomats visiting tonight.”
“i see.” you nodded. you noted he had his electro vision near the sheathed weapon, a clear sign he was on duty and he wasn’t lying. “won’t you be enjoying the ball tonight?”
he pondered for a moment before shaking his head, “no i won't.”
you looked over at him, wondering what to say. he’s a hard worker, barely taking time off. even if you wouldn’t be enjoying your time tonight, maybe he could enjoy it for the both of you. alas, you couldn’t come up with something fast enough as you were about to reach the door. two knights were waiting. they salute the both of you, wishing for a successful night. you thanked them, while cyno opted to nod.
cyno led you through the door and to the stairs, you caught a glimpse of your father sitting at the throne above, a smile casted your way when he saw you. you take another glimpse downwards, you could hear the murmurs of the crowd, and you weren’t sure if your eyes were playing tricks on you, or was it seemingly a larger number of people this year?
“…we now introduce the princess, [y/n] of sumeru, and her loyal knight, sir cyno.” you heard your father’s primary royal advisor announce only thanks to cyno gesturing you to take your bow. he leads you down the last flight of stairs before taking your hand to your fathers, who had come down from the upper level, before taking his position at the right hand side of the staircase.
“thank you, cyno,” you smiled. he returned one of those rare smiles to you, and nodded.
“would you care to dance with an old man such as your father?” he joked, extending his hand to you.
you softly laughed, “it’s always a pleasure to dance with you, father.”
he led you towards the floor, the orchestra taking its cue to begin the soft serenade of the strings and woodwinds alike. typical. it was the song you always danced to with your father, without fail. it was a variation of a lullaby he used to hum to you when you were younger, not so much now due to royal duties, but you still hear it once in a while when you walk past his office.
“to think,” he begins, “perhaps next year, i won’t be having the first dance with you anymore, my little girl could be whisked away right before i know it,” he said with fake tears laced through his words.
“father…” you whined as he softly spun you, allowing you a momentary glance at cyno.
“i know, i know. i just want you to know, when the time comes, find someone you truly love. we’ve always stood for these ideals.”
you scoffed, “you sound as if i am to be wed by the strike of midnight.”
“who knows, maybe you will,” he heartedly laughs.
“in some wild fantasy,” you laugh as you take the final bow. the crowd around you begins clapping, as your father leads you to them.
“i do have some business to attend to, concerning some of the nobles from snezhnaya. please, enjoy yourself little one. try not to get married and leave this old man behind,” he jests as he walks off before you can say anything.
“princess, you looked enchanting as always,” nilou said, walking up to you. before you could respond, she perked up, “please excuse me, i believe that’s lady eula. it’s been a while since i've seen her, i’ll be back!”
an attendant passes by with a platter of drinks, offering your favorite to you. you thank him and take the glass, softly swirling it in your hand. snezhnaya and sumeru currently were in the middle of a political conflict, your father wished not to involve you, but you understand that it’s majoridly about the akademia, one of this nation’s greatest achievements. the situation was tense, your father was going to cut off the amount of control the snezhnayan court had over the akademia, but it would cause several issues, worst would be a war, but it was definitely plausible. you wanted to help your father, you truly did, but what could you do?
“mora for your thoughts?” you hear a woman’s voice say, sly in her tone. you turn your head to see the duchess of inazuma, yae miko smirking at you.
“lady yae, my apologies,” you said, fully turning towards her.
“none of that little one, i spoke out of line,” she bows.
you spoke, “i hope everything is well overseas, i’ll see it soon visit, the nation of electro is always a pleasure to see.”
lady yae smiled, saying how she wished their region had a more respectable young royal such as yourself.
“speaking of, you do know i’m obliged to ask, wouldn’t you be interested in our princes’ hand?” she hums, laughing when she sees you glancing away. “that brat really won’t ever find someone, now will he,” she sighed.
“are you allowed to speak of the prince in such a manner?” you asked.
“but of course i am. who do you think taught him the sliver of manners he knows?”
you nodded, “right, of course.”
“well then, if it isn’t the prince, might you be interested in lord ayato? or perhaps, you’re interested in the kamisatos’ lord-in-waiting, tohma?” she teased.
“lady yae!” you softly scolded as she laughed once more.
“so much for trying, could’ve made an amazing story. i better get back to making sure the prince doesn’t offend any nations, heavens knows what happened last time.” she says, walking towards a small commotion at the right hand side of the ball.
“why if it isn’t the rambunctious princess? i’ve got to say, you seemed to have mastered waking in those heels, i remember when you’d trip on flats,” a familiar voice spoke.
“kaeya!” you smiled, the marquees of mondstadt, kaeya walks up to you. you had known him and his brother, diluc ever since you were little, but after their fathers death things changed for them, subsequently you lost touch.
you both caught up, exchanging pleasantries and stories on either side. it was nice to speak with a familiar face after so long.
“kaeya, where might diluc be?” you asked him, as you hadn’t seen the red haired man tonight.
“not quite sure myself. why are you asking? looking to court him?” he mused, slightly leaning down to meet your face.
“of course not!” you argued, swatting his forearm, before you could retort, he teased once more,
“or could it be that, you’d be interested in me?” he asked.
you broke eye contact with kaeya to glance to your right, cyno was still there, keeping watch as he’d been doing. you weren’t sure if it was your imagination, but you swore you saw him make eye contact with you. you heard kaeya click his tongue, a habit he had once he realized something, and you quickly turned back to him.
“sir kaeya, with all due respect—“ you began before kaeya softly shushed you.
“i understand, i understand.” he sighs, fake sadness laced across his tongue, “i do value when a fair maiden stays true to her ideals, just like when we were younger. i remember it like yesterday, saying how you’d never marry one of us since we were like siblings after some nobel had spoken out of line. do take care, princess. i’ll be off looking for my—or should i joke, our brother to make sure he doesn’t get his hands full with, a few special guests.” he smiled.
you returned the smile, softly laughing as you caught onto his sarcasm through the whole questioning. he bowed and was about to walk away to take his leave, another male voice entered the scene.
“if i may, i’d love to speak to the princess.” a masked man says.
“who might you be?” kaeya said, smiling but slightly pushing you behind him, leaving you confused.
he chuckled, “do pardon me, where are my manners. my name is il dottore, marquess of shneznaya. it’s a pleasure to meet you, your highness.” he said, taking a bow and your hand, pressing his lips against the back of your hand.
“i leave you in his company then,” kaeya seethes as he walks away, having no other choice as he was supposed to take his leave already, evident by the glare the marquess had been sending kaeya’s way..
“lord dottore, the pleasure is all mine…” you said, nerves beginning to swarm you, from both the odd reaction kaeya had, as well as the fact a shneznayan diplomat wished to speak with you directly.
he laughs, his singular earring swings back and forth, “now now, don’t seem so tense your highness. i assure you, the political standing between our nations musnt spoil our conversation.”
“i appreciate it.”
“i must say, you look rather divine tonight, as you always do,” he says, smiling as it’s only his upper face covered by the mask.
you returned the smile, a lot smaller than his, “thank you, i’d love to complement you as well, but i only have a smile to go off.” you said inquisitively, hoping it would spark a conversation to avoid the awkward pleasantries. how wrong you’d be.
“i assume you mean my eyes? they are indeed covered. say, wouldn’t you like to see the rest of my face.”
you hummed, “i suppose so.”
“i’d allow you to see my whole face as many times as you’d like, if we were wed.”
you nervously laughed, “i suppose i’ll never see your face then.”
“oh? why’s that?” he asked. an attendant walked by and dottore placed his empty glass on the tray. his now free hand takes yours and presses yet another kiss against it, this time taking it and placing it against his cold, metallic-like cheek. “what if this is my proposal to you?”
you remove your hand from his grasp, “i call your bluff.” you scoffed.
“wrong call,” he eerily smiles, “it’s true, i wish to marry you. think about it, we’d tie the knot, not only between us, but out nations as well, ending this vicious cycle that you and i both know will only end in a war. i know you’re smart enough, your highness.”
“i believe our nations can come to an agreement without this sort of thing,” you argued as he clicked his tongue.
“you’re breaking my heart,” he cackled, “who said i only wanted to marry you to help our nations, i could care less. i meant it when i said you’re divine, i’m infatuated by you.” he said. if it weren’t for the underlying creepiness in this strange speech, anybody would’ve thought it was a sweet, heartfelt confession. you were beyond creeped out though.
“how could i even consider a marriage proposal from someone i just met, i barely even know you.” you claimed, instinctively taking a step back, eyes wandering around the room, hoping someone you knew was close by, if cyno was close by. alas, you couldn’t find anyone in the short seconds you had.
“if i told you more about me, would you consider my proposal?” he mused, taking a step forward towards you.
“i suppose so…” you mumbled, reminding yourself you have an image to uphold as this regions princess and you couldn’t just yell out what was on your mind.
“then allow me to share some more, personal details about myself. some call me, the doctor.” he smiled.
“the doctor?” you gasped, eyes widening ever so slightly.
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you’ve been out to the main plaza before, but only a few times have you visited farther away villages. a few months ago, you headed out with cyno to gandharva ville for the first time. your father had come down with a unknown sickness, right when the ties with snezhnaya began to sever, and cyno had recommended a doctor who could help. even against the insistings of the court and cyno, you accompanied him. after all, you’d be saftest with your guard, you argued.
begrudgingly, he took you along in a disguise, and you met tighnari. you learned they were friends, good ones too it seemed. you learned tighnari was recommended to become a royal medic, but he refused, stating how his research was better out here in gandharva ville. he learned of the conditions of your father and agreed to head to the castle, but on the condition he was able to give treatment to his current patient.
you had suggested for the patient to come with you guys, only to earn a modest scolding on the dangers of doing so. smiling at your own lack of medical knowledge, you apologized where as he sighed. you concluded that the treatment wouldn’t take longer than a few hours, not ideal, but you understood.
out of curiosity, you asked about the patient. unexpectedly, cyno was the one to tell you about her.
“her name’s collei. she’s a young girl, about 11 years old. she’s…” he stopped before continuing, “she’s a victim of the doctor. some crazed lunatic taking children and experimenting on them for his nation's gain. from my intel, it seems that the bastard is from snezhnaya.”
“goodness…” you whispered. this was the first you had heard of such thing, and by the look on cyno’ s face, it seemed like it wasn’t something he wanted you to find out of.
tighnari spoke, breaking the silence, “the good thing is that she’s recovering well ever since cyno brought her over a few weeks back. she just had a major flare up this morning, and i just need to make sure she’s stable to—“ he spoke before cutting himself off.
“collei, what are you doing out of bed?” he softly scolded as she peeped out of the door.
“i thought…i thought i heard him…” she says, taking a step outside.
tighnari was going to step towards her to help calm the little girl down but you beat him to it. you took cautious steps and lowered your hood, you could already hear cyno scolding you, but to your surprise, he stood silent, only standing guard in case something happened.
“everything is going to be okay,” you softly said, kneeling to her level “he isn’t here, he won’t hurt you anymore.”
“aren’t you the…”
you shook your head, “nevermind that, what’s your name?”
“it’s collei,” she answered.
you smiled at her, “it’s lovely to meet you collei, is there something you’d like to do? i’m sure you must be tired from laying in bed.”
“can we get zaytun peaches?”
“i don’t see why not, why don’t you go get ready? i think tighnari is about ready to give you your medicine anyways.”
she nods and goes back inside, you turn to tighnari who had previously been bickering with cyno while you talked to collie. he excused himself and walked inside to give collei her medicine, while cyno gave you a blank stare.
“what’s wrong?”
“your highness,” he began, “have you ever…picked zaytun peaches yourself?”
“no, but that’s why i have you to—“
“good. because then you’d be hunting your own kind.”
you tilted your head, softly beginning to laugh, “i’m sorry?” you asked.
“because you’re a peach. do you get it?” he deadpanned. “i can explain it if you don’t understand. you see, when people say you’re a peach, it’s to say…”
this time, you began laughing. partially because of the joke, but mainly it was due to your knight's execution of the joke. at the sound of your laughter colored your cheeks, and while you didn’t notice, cyno allowed himself to fondly look at you and smile, a similar color painting his face as well.
“that was terrible. never say that again, cyno,” tighnari said, exiting the small hut.
“now, now, everyone has different tastes. are you insulting the princess’s taste,” you joked as tighnari looked away, mumbling something along the lines of ‘how was i supposed to know.’
“truly, i do apologize, princess. collei got the last of her medicine, we can head out if you’d like.”
“please, don’t worry about it, my knowledge in medicinal science isn’t great, i should be thanking you for teaching me, i see why cyno recomended you.” you said as you began looking around the area, “however, we can’t leave now, i did promise collei we’d pick peaches together. my father isn’t in critical condition, we have a few moments to spare. do you happen to have a basket?”
“you’re just as kind as he—i mean, as they say. i’ll grab you one. in the meantime, i’ll get my materials ready.”
you thanked him as he walked back to the small hut, and out came collei with a small basket. the three of you began to head towards an area of the forest, per cyno’s lead. collei asked you questions every once in a while, and you’d gladly respond.
at one point, she wandered off a little ahead to grab some harra fruit she had seen in a distance. you and cyno stayed behind, but still watched her.
“she’s taken a liking to you rather quickly,” he spoke, looking over at you. a faint look of jealousy washed over him.
“i guess so, what's with that look?” you laughed, poking at him.
he stopped to think for a moment then responded, “nothing, it’s just it took collei a while to like me, and she took a liking to you rather quickly.”
“aww, are you jealous?” you teased. you had expected him to remain silent, like he usually does whenever you bother him, except he surprised you.
“a little, but not really. you’re a wonderful person, it’s no wonder why she felt comfortable around you so quickly.”
you looked into his eyes to see if there was any hint of sarcasm in his statement, but there wasn’t. “cyno…” he coughed to break the silence, looking over at collei who had now resorted looking around for sumeru roses.
“since when have you known about this, the doctor i mean.” you asked, looking away from collei to glance at cyno’s expression.
he sighed, “i figured you’d ask.” he began to explain in more detail what had happened. you learned that she’s from sumeru, she suffers from eleazar. her mother couldn’t cover her treatment, but a sponsor under the name of the doctor said he’d have her treated, with no expenses. only condition is that she’d need to travel to schenzaya. from then on, she was experimented on using ancient relics. cyno had gone to mondstad for not only an expedition, but because an old alma mater had requested for his assistance. he was able to bind the ancient spirit, but it took a lot out on the poor girl.
“why didn't you tell me? you told me about everything that happened on the expedition to mondstat except this,” you argued, not loud enough to disturb collei but enough to get cyno’s attention just how upset you were.
“this is far from your realm of responsibilities, it would’ve just been a burden to add onto you.”
“as far as i'm concerned, i’m the princess of sumeru. it's my duty to make sure my people are safe, and she’s a child of sumeru who was gravely hurt, more than words can describe. this is unacceptable.” you firmly reprimanded. cyno looked shocked for once, but quickly composed himself. “we’ve always worked together, we’ve been a team since forever, cyno. my position means nothing to me when i’m with you and you know it.”
“…i didn’t know you felt that way.” he says.
“of course you knew, you just chose to ignore it at times. i’m not made of glass, you know.”
“says the one who would always complain about not having a vision when we were younger.”
you blushed, “not the time.”
he chuckled, “you’re right, please accept my apologies, for everything. i promise, i’ll let you know if i learn something new.”
“that’s more like it, there’s the cyno i know,” you smiled. “it’s settled then, we’ll find out who the doctor is and take him down, together!”
you smiled at him and he nodded, you took his hand that was in a fist and forced his pinky finger out, hooking yours onto his, intertwining them together. he looked bashful, is what you could describe. you imagined it was because he must’ve thought you were acting childish.
“i’m done, this is for you!” collei says, coming back with a small padisarah and handing it to you.
you smiled as you took it, releasing your hand, rather, your pinky from cyno’s, “thank you collei! i’ll cherish this because it came from an amazing friend!”
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“please, excuse me, lord dottore, i must attend to the other guests,” you said, looking around for a way to leave, for someone, anything.
“why so frantic, your highness?” he questioned, leaning down to your ear, “i do think i’d be wise for you to consider this…proposition of sorts.”
“i’d be best for you to—“
“to? what’s this, the princess is threatening me, shneznayan diplomat? on what grounds.” he said, roughly grabbing your forearm, pulling you towards him. “i suggest you chose your words carefully. who knows what could happen to this precious kingdom. perhaps you’d be better off accepting my proposal, you’d have an…immunity of sorts.” he laughs as you rip your arm from his grasp, running towards the back garden.
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do you inform cyno now? or even your father? accepting his proposal would put an end to all the political issues your father was facing, but it meant sacrificing your happiness, the safety of your people. who knows what would happen with a crazed lunatic like him ruling, yet again, look at the power he has already, to harm such a large number of people just as a marquess. you couldn’t, you’d be betraying collei, and all his other victims from not only your nations but others as well. but not accepting would also put your people in danger.
“i knew you’d be out here,” you heard a male voice speak. you sighed loudly.
“lord dottore, how many times do i have to tell you, i’m not interested. please leave before i—“ you said before gasping, “goodness, cyno you scared me.”
“what was that about someone pestering you,” he said, bringing his hand to the sheathed weapon on his hip, the purple vision beginning to spark.
“no, no, no need for that,” you said, placing your hand against his, both of your movements momentarily ceased. soon after, he quickly kneeled one leg on the ground, like he does on royal duty.
“your highness, what are you doing out here?” he asked.
“cyno get up,” you commanded as he rose, “i just am outside, no particular reason for it. and could you quit it? it’s just the two of us, no need for the formalities.”
“you seem to forget that tonight is an official event, i can’t toss aside formalities.”
you stepped forward and pinched his cheek, you heard a soft ‘oww’ released from his lips, you were sure it didn't hurt, he probably did as such to make you feel better. wouldn’t be the first time he’s done so.
“i understand that, trust me.” you sighed, “but it’s just the two of us, lighten up won’t you?”
he hummed before asking, “‘s something plaguing your mind?” he asked. you internally groaned. he’s good, you’d expect nothing less from the man who’s been by your side for who knows how many years.
you thought about it for a moment before shaking your head, this isn't the right time, or is it? you weren’t sure, but you had to respond before cyno became suspicious. “i don’t know, i’m just overwhelmed. i think i need to dance to clear my mind,” you said absentmindedly.
“then let me take you back inside, i’m sure there’s plenty of nobles who—“
you shook your head, “no.”
he raised his brow at you, “no? didn't you just say…?”
“i’m aware of what i said,” you sighed, “but i want to stay here.”
“allow me a moment then, i’ll find someone to come out here and dance with you—“ he said as he turned around, beginning to head back inside.
“no!” you shouted, grabbing his wrist. he looked confused, and you looked at him through your eyelashes, “i’d like for you to dance with me, cyno.”
he stared at you for a few seconds before coughing, “princess, i’m aware some of my jokes aren’t the best, but you’ve got me beat here.”
what.
“what part of what i just said sounded like a joke? i’m serious, i wish to dance with you cyno.”
“and i refuse.” he says, crossing his arms.
now you are the one to raise your brow, this time in amusement, “are you telling me no?”
“indeed i am,” he grunts.
“we’ve danced before you know.” you said, “you’re the one who taught me for my debutant.”
“its…different now.” he said, looking up to the moon.
you stood in front of him, using your hands to bring his face down, “how is it different now?”
“you’re a lady who is supposed to be finding someone to be wed to, we aren’t children anymore.”
“i don't care about that, and you know it. cyno, i truly just want to dance with you.”
“i…” he said, finally meeting your eyes.
“please?” you asked, on the brink of giving up.
that was until you felt a pair of hands reach your waist, and your feet forcibly began to waltz. you look up at him to see the moonlight hitting his face in just the right way, enough to visibly show the pinks of his cheeks.
“please, tell me if you wish to stop,” he muttered, meeting your smiling face.
you hummed, placing your hands on his shoulders, “i doubt i will ever want to stop.”
the soft waltz became more grand, he led you through the garden gracefully, perfectly weaving through the bushes of sumeru roses before staying in place and swaying. this reminded you a lot of a few years back, when you were practicing for your debutante, except this time there was no heels stepping on the poor young man’s feet. this time, it was a graceful dance between you and the man you harbored feelings for.
“i take it back.”
“what? we can stop if you wish—“
“no, i mean what i said earlier. when you asked if i was nervous and i said i wanted this to be over with. i don’t wish for this night—well, for this moment to end.”
“you know we mustn’t,” he softly says.
you lean your head to his chest, continuing the soft swaying, “indulge me this once then, please.”
“is that an order?” he laughs.
“if it makes you stay, then yes.”
“i would’ve stayed regardless…” he whispers, low enough for it to be carried away by the midnight wind, but loud enough for you to hear, it too carries away the worries littering your mind. i’d be an issue to resolve tomorrow, you decide.
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“good morning!” you hear a cheerful voice sing. “you better wake up before i splash water on your face~” you heard the voice tease.
“nilou, please, it’s archons knows what time it is,” you whined as you sat up.
“now, now, none of that, you have to tell me what happened last night.”
you turned to her as you tilted your head. surely it wasn’t about the marquess, was it? “what are you talking about, nilou?”
“i’m talking about the dance, obviously!” she exclaimed, sitting down with you. “sir cyno brought you hear, claiming you had fallen asleep. but i heard that you were dancing with someone~” she teased as you blushed.
“it was cyno, wasn’t it,” she gushed, as you looked away, “it totally was!”
“nilou! not too loud, you’ll get him in trouble.”
“so it was him! was he the same one who proposed?” before you could ask what was she talking about, one of your attendants walked in the room.
“princess, your presence is called for in the main throne room by the king. please, allow me to assist you in getting ready.
“alright then, where’s sidnei?”
the maid looked around nervously, “she’s…she’s somewhere. we aren’t exactly sure where, this is also the case with a few other staff members.”
what was going on.
nilou walks you to the main throne room, this time she was silent, sensing you were tense. thoughts raced across your head, did your father find out about the dance you shared with cyno? was he okay? what about sidnei and the other staff, where were they? and, what happened with dottore, or rather, the doctor? you had planned on investigating further on his actions, but everything was happening so fast.
your last question was answered as soon as you entered the throne room, and the man was standing before your father.
“my beautiful daughter, you didn’t tell me!” he exclaimed when he saw you enter the room.
“father, what are you talking about?” you asked as he walked up to you, engulfing you in a hug.
“why don’t be silly, lord dottore is asking for your hand in marriage! you’d know this better than i, after the dance you both shared, so he was telling me.”
you briefly heard nilou gag, mumbling disappointedly.
“he did what…?” you asked your father, his expression being the polar opposite of yours.
“please, your majesty, allow me to ask properly,” he says, taking your hand and kneeling on one foot, pulling out a box. “princess of sumeru, will you marry me?”
gasps flooded the room with the few in the room, applauds began to echo, and you could hear the distinct sound of your father sniffling. you glance around to see everyone happy, nilou looked disappointed and was the black sheep in this crowd, alongside you. you look down at the man currently kneeling in front of you, that eerie smile painted across his face.
“i…” you stuttered, unsure what to do. lucky, you wouldn't have to decide what to do.
only a few were able to hear the footsteps, and only another handful saw the purple sparks of electricity fill the room, but everyone saw the fist of the princess’s guardian knight connect with the marquess' jaw, knocking him to the ground. the mask now forgone to the ground, splatters of blood stained the carpet below him that matched dottores eyes. if you were to make the comparison at this moment, his red eyes were blood crimson, while cyno’s eyes reminded you of rubies.
gasps yet again filled the room, whispers exchanged as the only clapping now belonged to nilou, before she ceased her excitement.
dottore groans, attempting to sit up only for cyno to throw a spear—his preferred weapon—right next to his face, grazing the man’s face, yet again more blood. he then rushed forward, holding the spear down.
“cyno!” you gasped.
“cyno!” your dad yelled, voice filled with rage. it was rare to hear the king upset, and whenever he was, all you could do is pray for the unfortunate soul that the anger was targeted towards. “explain yourself! this is treason!”
“forgive me, your majesty, but this man is placed under arrest in the princesses orders,” he said, as everyone gasped once more
“arrested?” dottore maniacally laughed, “my fiancée wouldn’t do such a thing, i’ll have a war waged—“
“you dare make such baseless threats after you threatened this nation's princess on her own land? you’re lucky i didn’t take action last night, but today i won’t be so merciful.” he began, his spear becoming engulfed with electro.
your eyes widened, had cyno really seen everything that happened? at what moment or even where was he, you couldn’t see him at all.
“this man has gone mad!” dottore yells, “your majesty, you see, my suggestion isn’t so far fetched after all, he’s going to spread this madness to the princess.”
“the only one spreading madness here would be you, doctor!” you yelled.
“how do you know about that?” your father asked, more so rhetorically.
cyno continued, “you thought we wouldnt have noticed the missing number of attendants, especially sidnei? the princess’s personal attendant? what a fool you are. we have the reports on certain wine barrels that were contaminated by a poison coming from your region, as well as the personnel serving them. everything ties back to you. however, this is an open investigaton, im typically not allowed to arrest you in those cases, but not only did you verbally threaten the princess, you manhandled her. in front of thousands nonetheless.”
“what about the dance from last night?” the king asked.
both you and cyno coughed, but he continued speaking, “…it was i who was dancing with her.” the room was silent once more until nilou softly squealed, whispers filled the air once more.
“my daughter, is this true?” your father asked, turning towards you.
you looked over at cyno, his eyes shining with determination. you nodded, signaling you’d follow his lead.
“yes father, everything sir cyno said is true. that man on the ground is the doctor, the crazed lunatic who’s been experimenting on our people. i had cyno investigate further after he insulted me last night, and i issued the arrest order. such filth cannot be left unattended to.” you said, your stance radiating a commanding force.
“and the dance?” nilou chimed in, before one of the attendants slapped her hand across her mouth.
you sighed, “yes, the dance too,” you said bashfully.
“that does it then, guards!” your father snapped his fingers, “il dottore, marquess of shneznaya is to be arrested immediately, as per the princess’s orders!” your father commanded. as guards took dottore away, he yelled curses until his voice ran dry.
“princess,” cyno said, kneeling before you. “please, excuse me for my actions. and lack of actions last night.”
“cyno, please stand.” you said as he rose to his feet, “thank you for trusting me and for letting me help even if it was a little. please, allow me to apologize for not telling you last night.”
you turned to your father, “and to you as well, i should’ve told you both sooner rather than now.”
cyno was the first to speak, “you helped a lot more than you can imagine, my lady. you got the doctor to reveal himself. and we're a team, aren’t we?”
“that we are,” you smiled.
“so, who’s gonna court who?” your father mused.
you exclaimed, color painting your face, “father!”
he laughed as your father’s royal advisor sighed, “i thought the choice in dottore was weird, but who was i to judge who you loved?” he asked turning to cyno, “i was rooting for you the whole time, son?”
“…thank you?” he responded, visibly and understandably confused.
you sighed at your father and turned to cyno, “you know last night, i only wished to dance with you.” you smiled at cyno, walking up and kissing his cheek, “thank you.”
“it’s always my pleasure, princess.” it was an address you were used to by many, but this time it felt different given the circumstance.
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glass bottle message -> this was NOT supposed to be this long LKJAKBJB but i really hope you enjoyed, and to anyone else reading! thanks kat for pushing me, love you the most stinker @lovely-josuke​
also the fact i had to rewrite the whole thing because google docs didn’t save it 😔💔 regardless i love how this turned out hehe
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Yan! Ayato Kamisato + Tohma x Reader
To covet is to desire something you don’t have.
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Tohma is someone you could rely on.
It's what he's praised for, obviously, as his nickname among the locals isn't just for show. He's kind and friendly, the most congenial to any kind of person. His ability to mediate arguments and find solutions is invaluable. 
Quite frankly, you could use some of that 'fixer' energy. It seems like he could never lose his passion or energy as he bustled about helping with chores and small errands of the townspeople.
You just don't like that his help came with a leash.
The yurt has been cleaned and the tea table is set with whatever traditional Inazuman silverware the caravan could scrounge up. You could only hope they don't look too closely to see how several cups and plates are not matching patterns in the ceramic. Your people were traders; but they weren't merchants, and there was never a need for priceless antiques. 
"I'm grateful for this chance to meet." Lord Kamisato says with a closed eye smile. A clear pond reflecting only its surroundings. Tohma kneels next to him with his back ramrod straight. An obedient dog heeling for its master.
Your assistant looks over to you nervously, signaling with her eyes 'to smile, don't piss him off!' as she wrings her hands. She's always been bad at masking her anxiety in difficult negotiations. No matter how much you chastise her, she's never been able to completely get rid of the habit.
"Likewise." Your response is measured and civil. Not warm, but not cold either. A cool, fresh breeze that barely disturbs the water.
It's more than what he deserves, to be honest. If you weren't restrained by manners and decorum, you would have liked to choke him to death yourself. This bastard was the cause for everything to go wrong for the caravan. 
But you can't linger on that now. You pour the hot green tea into their cups, as per the tradition in Inazuma as their host. You can only hope that they burn their tongues on it and never speak again.
"It is sad to see the famous Djinn caravan leave–its presence will be quite missed." When Lord Kamisato opens his eyes again, you only see yourself reflected in the clear water. "Our Archon, glory to the Almighty Raiden Shogun, would surely allow you to stay if you wish it."
A vein in your forehead throbs. Hah…as if that was the problem. No, it was the fact that your people should've been able to travel outside of Inazuma's borders since the Sakoku degree dropped. 
"I'd like to go visit home in Sumeru," Your assistant had once said, with a melancholic look on her face, "but only if we can! Don't worry too much about it!"
It's cruel, you think as you take a sip of tea, of how much others like to view your people as nothing more than entertainment. Outsiders, with strange traditions and customs that are the amalgamation of many different cultures mixing. Too many times have you been gawked at for your clothing and jewelry by whispering adults and children who pointed. There are those who turn their nose whenever your people ask for help, so ingrained in the idea of how these barbarians are taking over their town.
And in Inazuma, where foreigners were already looked down upon? It has already long worn down the morale of everyone.
"My people are nomads, Lord Kamisato." Tohma gulps at the way you pointedly reply over your cup. "We go wherever and whenever we wish. It's not in our nature to stay in one place for long."
"Not unlike your Vision, hm?" 
The air warps and shudders. Tohma doesn't have to even look to know you're drawing from your Vision, sending its aura pulsating around the room. Its message is clear.
Back off.
Tohma has seen Anemo users tap into their Vision before. He's watched the samurai Kaedahara summon wind drafts to send him floating high above; witnessed detective Shikanoin pulling from the air currents to send enemies flying. But he has never seen someone use it like you. 
It's like you're aware of how the air settles around the yurt, how it envelopes and encompasses not just the people, but the entire room. It's not that you draw from it, but more of how you simply will the air to compress, not unlike how a human breathes with their lungs. And you did it all without so much of a blink of an eye.
"Humans are not animals to be contained, Lord Kamisato." Somehow, your voice is still level as Tohma stares in awe. "We are beings with our own wills. And my people long to travel to other lands."
He has the nerve to chuckle with a smile with no sincerity. You'd like to throw your cup of tea at him, but it'd be a waste of tea and ceramic.
"Of course, I would never imply such a thing about our dear friends."
"But at this time, there are not any big barges that can take you for a while–and I've heard that the Crux has been hired for mercenary work and will not be back for at least half a year!" Tohma leans in, worry painted across his features. It seems genuine at least in comparison to his master.
Now you realize why Lord Kamisato hasn't been pushing. He's simply letting his guard dog do the work, simply arranging the negotiations like a go board for the pieces to fall in place.
"My people can find a way." You force the statement out with gritted teeth. "And if it means building our own boats, so be it."
Your assistant glances over in alarm and you feel your guard behind you shift. Ok, it's a partial lie that your people could, but you had complete faith that if they couldn't, your desperation could get you leagues away from here. From him.
Lord Kamisato starts laughing. It's not a reserved fake one, but a full belly genuine laugh that makes his eyes crinkle and lips and mole stretch. Even Tohma is caught off guard, the action so rare that he barely expected it himself.
"Goodness, there's no need for all that. What kind of people would we be if our guests had to find their own way home?” He leans in with a conspiratorial smile. 
"Perhaps in exchange, the fair leader of the caravan can give up some of their time?"
You wonder again if you could get away with splashing tea on his face.
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“Can you live embracing both righteousness and wrongdoing entirely?” Song title: Toward X Producer: YurryCanon Voicebank: Gumi Mood: bitter, contemplative, fantastical Why you should listen: yurry canon brings an emotional dark fantasy vibe to the function that any enjoyers of tohma-style vocarock will definitely enjoy. Content warning: flashing, guns
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DD/PM'S PLAYLIST OF VOCALOID SONGS ! (2023) PART 2
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Hi!
Let's get to business, my last post got so big tumblr wouldn't allow me to post as one big gigantic thing, but nothing will stop me from getting people to listen to my funky robots!!
In this part we will go over GENERAL BANGERS & WEIRD SONGS I LIKE! Reminder, this is a continuation to this post!
They are also separated by language and grouped by producers (and credited, hopefully all correctly) but there is no general order to them - important noting here as well that some of the producers might nowadays not be the best people around, but I didn't take that into account.
Please enjoy this!! I put a lot of effort, so I'd love to see any opinions or additions!
More under the cut!
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GENERAL BANGERS:
ROKI - Mikito P
This fucked up Wonderful World Exists For Me - N.K
The entirety of Wowaka’s discography
What's Inside - Pinocchio -P
Love it - Pinocchio - P
Apple dot com - Pinocchio-P
Anonymous M - Pinocchio -P
inabakumori - Lagtrain
Vampire - DECO * 27
Young Girl A - Siinamota
Bitter Choco Decoratio - Syudou
Tokyo Teddy Bear - NERU
Hole Dwelling - Kikou
Kara Kara Kara no Kara - Kikou
Age Age Age Again! - Mitchie M
39 Music! - Mikito - P
Jitter Bug - Hachuya Nanashi
+♂ - Reol, Giga
Machine Gun - Kira
DIGITAL GIRL - KIRA
Dream chuchu - emon
How To World Domination - NERU
REBOOT - Jimmy Thumb P
Ah, It’s a wonderful cat life! - Nem
This is, the Happiness and Peace of Mind Committee. - Utata P
Sweet Devil - Hachioji-P, q * Left
Villain - teniwoha
Story Of Evil - MothyNight ∞ Series
Hitoshizuku P, Yama△, Suzunosuke, TSO, VAVA Hidari
Meltdown - iroha, kuma, nagimiso, Shirow Miwa, URAHANABI
Matryoska - Hachi
Common World Domination - Pinnocchio P
MMO ADDICTS ATHEM - SPRECHCHOR
The Fox's Weeding - MASA Works
Heat-Haze Days - Jin
Game Of Life - Yuzuhiko
Solitary Hide And Seek - Koyori
Miku Miku ni Shite Ageru - Ika
Envy Cat Walk - Tohma
White Letter - GonGoss(one of her first songs, besides her software preview!)
Last Night, Good Night - Kz
Karakuri Pierrot - 40meterP
Go google it! - ggrks
Snowman - halyosy
Paired Wintry Wind - Shigotoshite
Nya Nya Nya Nya Nya NyaNya Nya! - daniwellP
Colorful X Melody - Team MOER
2 fanclub - mikitoS
Super Turkish March Owata \(^o^)/ - Owata-P
Tell Your World - Live Tune
WEIRD ONES I REALLY LIKE:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - Nashimoto P
Okaasan - Machigerita-P
Scissorloid - Zawazawa - P (as edgy as it is, its a classic.)
Fear Garden - Chaa
Alice Of Human Sacrifice - Yugami - P
Kagamine Let’s Say The P Names! - MARETU
Len Banana Song / Rin Orange Song - ShounenT
Double Lariat - Agoaniki-P
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Oh my god this was long. The original list had some crediting mistakes (children, remember to credit your producers!) but if you notice any, please tell me!
If there are any suggestions, please give me the translated song name, producer name and link!
I hope this can help new people and returning fans alike!
DD/PM <3
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