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wishartszxxyuh 4 months ago
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bajifuyu's love language:
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I miss Keisuke. 馃ぇ
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xi4ngling 9 days ago
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Brain Revolution Girl 2016 ver.
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deescade 7 months ago
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Tokyo Revengers (beach ver.) click and drag game!
warnings: flashing images
includes: tokyo manji gang plus former members
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Game notes 鈥 How to Play
Please use a browser other than Google Chrome to play because the GIFs always lock onto their first frame on Chrome. Safari and Firefox work, please try those
If you're on mobile, screenshot the gifs either as a set or individually
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goissuki 6 months ago
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鈾○煡燄煃 銈偤銉堛儵
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nocstuff 6 months ago
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bontenaddict 5 months ago
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|| 饾悡饾悗饾悐饾悩饾悗 饾悜饾悇饾悤饾悇饾悕饾悊饾悇饾悜饾悞 饾悞饾悓饾悁饾悢 || 饾悓饾悽饾悿饾悶饾惒, 饾悆饾惈饾悮饾悿饾悶饾惂, 饾悓饾悽饾惌饾惉饾惍饾惒饾悮, & 饾悂饾悮饾悾饾悽 饾悜饾悶饾悮饾悳饾惌饾悽饾惃饾惂饾惉 饾悥饾悺饾悶饾惂 饾悩饾惃饾惍 饾悥饾悶饾悮饾惈 饾悁饾惂饾惃饾惌饾悺饾悶饾惈 饾悂饾惃饾惒饾惉' 饾悏饾悮饾悳饾悿饾悶饾惌
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inuiz 2 months ago
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moonreimo 8 months ago
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鍐澅鍗 岽嵣磱岽囀 & 岽吺岽岽嬦磭纱 matching icons & wallpaper
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Manjiro 鈥楳ikey鈥 Sano & Ken 鈥楧raken鈥 Ryuguji
岽涐磸岽嬍忈磸鍗嵤岽囜礌岽嚿瓷⑨磭蕗隃
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mmolto 4 months ago
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they're in gay love
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nevess 11 days ago
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Y/N: What if i press the brake and the gas at the same time?
Mikey: The car takes a screenshot.
Draken clearly tired of their bullshit: For the last time, get the fuck out.
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lila-skies 6 months ago
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come back, come home.
prompt: the journey of bringing back baji keisuke and hanemiya kazutora to their home, to their found family.
pairings: tokyo manji x female reader (platonic relationship)
word count: 9,517 with six scenes. ((god i got carried away))
warnings: canon divergence, spoilers, character death, swearing, angst without comfort through and through. also no proofread lmao + WORD VOMIT !!! expect a lot of narrations than dialogues. possible grammatical and typographical errors.
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"i quit."
"i'm leaving to join valhalla."
"from now on, first division's captain, baji keisuke will be toman's enemy."
baji's words during the toman's meeting are still ringing in your ear, and they are making your head spin. quit? valhalla? toman's enemy? it doesn't make sense. you try and you try to look for reasons why baji uttered those words you never expected he'd ever do. baji has always been an unpredictable one, but you鈥檝e always managed to see through him. why can't you do it now?
you try. you have been trying ever since he walked away from the meeting, but you just can't find any. so here you are, trailing behind him and calling his name over and over again to find out why.
"keisuke!" you shout, your strides bigger than usual to catch up to baji as quick possible. "keisuke, what the fuck was that?!"
it was supposed to be chifuyu following baji now because he said "this is my responsibility as the first division's vice captain." you stopped him though, stating that all of you don't have any idea what's running inside baji's head. there must be something wrong with mine then, you think. it wasn't chifuyu who followed baji but you when, in your own words, you don't have any idea what's wrong with the person you're following.
however, you think this is something you should do, as someone who's being considered as tokyo manjikai's only pillar. being the only female member in toman, the position automatically belonged to you. the brain, the meditator, the pillar, the bridge; anything that will keep toman united and prevent its downfall. you name it.
you think it's complete bullshit, though. because if you really are the pillar they think you are, then you wouldn't be put in this position, in a dark alleyway filled with silence, baji's back facing you. you wouldn't feel as if there's a huge wall between you two when you two have always been inseparable. pillar, my ass.
"go home." for the first time since you followed baji, he speaks. "go back to toman."
"i'm not going back until i hear your reason, keisuke," you tell him, determined. "no, scratch that. i'm not going back until you come back with me."
"i won't. so just go home," baji says, his voice sharper than usual. "i'm not going to save your ass when something happens to you."
"i don't need to be protected!" you yell, your frustration already getting the better of you. "i only want to know why you're lea鈥"
it was so quick that you didn't even have the chance to react. baji threw whatever the thing that was near him moments ago with full force. you didn't get hit, though. baji has always been like this, short-tempered and does whatever the fuck he wants. still, you know, no, you trust baji that no matter how foul his mood is right now he will never lay a finger on you. not even a strand of your hair.
perhaps, it's the sole reason why you decided to follow baji yourself. trust. that's the only thing you have right at this moment. trust that baji won't do anything to hurt you, that he would confide his thoughts to you.
that he would walk back home with you and meet the higher ups of toman, laughing his ass off like he didn't announce in front of everyone that he's going to quit.
"keisuke, i'm your friend! if you have anything you wish to tell me that you... you," you pause, taking a deep breath. physically, you are strong that you can take down guys twice your size. however, when it comes to toman, it gets hard for you to control your emotions. they are, after all, both your strength and weakness. "If you have things you can't tell the others, you know i'd be willing to listen."
baji stands before you, face stoic. you're not afraid but rather, the discomfort in your chest is starting to grow seeing how the baji in front of you doesn't even look like the baji you know. a completely different person, it's the aura that baji's giving off.
"let's go home, kei-"
"oi. what's with this drama?"
your words were cut off when you heard a familiar voice that you haven't heard for so long, coming from behind you. could it be...? is that the only reason why baji's here? to meet with him?
"long time no see, kazutora." your suspicion was proven to be true the moment baji mentioned his name. with wide, hopeful eyes, you slowly turn around to see for yourself. and there he is, leaning on a wall with both of his hands resting on the back head, looking straight at you. his hair is longer compared to last time you saw him and with yellow highlights now. you wonder, is that the only thing that changed?
"kazu-chan," you call, the nickname rolling off your tongue just right. "how have you been?"
"y/n-chan." hearing kazutora say the nickname gave you hope that everything will soon fall back to the right place, only to be shattered the next second. "baji's right. you should go home. we are enemies now, aren't we?"
kazutora walks past you to go to baji. as for the latter, he hasn't said a single word after greeting kazutora. you notice that kazutora's wearing a white jacket that doesn't look like a normal jacket鈥 a gang jacket. but you hope, hard, that it isn't. because you waited a long time for kazutora to go out of juvie and make him wear his toman jacket again; you've kept that jacket with you all this time. you try your best to persuade toman into bringing kazutora to where he originally belongs, to toman. they're still reluctant, mikey especially, but you really can't blame him. still, you like to believe that there's an improvement in each day that you do.
you wish it's warmth instead filling your body as you stare at baji and kazutora, with the latter slinging his arm around baji, making baji support all his body just like before. but it's dread. because you don't have any idea what's going on. for some reason, it's making you feel hopeless.
if there's one thing you're sure of, it's that you know it won't be easy fixing what was once ruined. just a few days ago, you only have kazutora to worry about, but now you have baji. it's going to be a one hell, long of a journey bringing them back.
"i'm not going to say it again," baji warns, trying to intimidate you with his voice alone. "go home. i'm going with kazutora."
"you heard him, y/n-chan," kazutora points his finger at baji who's already walking away. "he's going with me."
pathetic and helpless, that's what you think of yourself right now as you can't do anything but to watch them leave. you hate it, the sight of toman members' back facing you and then vanishing from your sight the next moment. how many times have you seen that? first was with kazutora, when he was caught and brought to juvie; second was with pah-chin, when he gave up himself after stabbing the leader of moebius; third was just a few hours ago with baji and now this. how many more times do you have to go through this?
baji and kazutora reach the other end of the alleyway without looking back. you wish they did, though. so they would realize that you would wait for them to come back no matter what, in any other circumstance. the flickering lights from the lamp post hands you the opportunity to take a glimpse of kazutora鈥檚 jacket. and you wish that it didn鈥檛.
valhalla.
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it鈥檚 been a week since baji left toman. no one in toman knows yet that you followed baji that night, that you met kazutora and the two of them are in valhalla. these idiots. you know they鈥檝e been worrying about baji since that night, they just choose not to let it show, that鈥檚 why you don鈥檛 want to say anything about it yet. partly because you don鈥檛 want to add any more stress on them and partly because you really don鈥檛 know how to break it to them.
mitsuya, the ever observant mitsuya, takes notice of your silence. at this point, you should be screaming 鈥榮top it!鈥 now and tackling mikey down for being so rowdy. you were even accidentally hit by a water bottle in the head because nahoya, who鈥檚 behind you, asked mikey to throw him one, but you didn鈥檛 even flinch. chifuyu doesn鈥檛 know you went after baji that night but he can tell.
they all know something鈥檚 going on with you, but they don鈥檛 say anything, just waiting for you to open up yourself.
you find yourself looking at takemichi and when your eyes meet, the boy only gives you an awkward smile before looking away. mikey mentioned in passing that he asked takemichi鈥檚 help into bringing baji back from valhalla. in return, mikey will demote kisaki as the third division captain if he succeeds. you can鈥檛 help but think about it, will takemichi be enough? will he be able to convince baji? baji is stubborn, takemichi is the same, so maybe it鈥檚 possible for him to cave in with takemichi personality alone.
but will it be okay to make takemichi do all the job? you are toman鈥檚 said pillar, and if there鈥檚 anyone in toman who should bring baji back then it鈥檚 you because it鈥檚 always been your responsibility. ironically enough, for someone who鈥檚 deemed to be the bridge that connects all the members, you can鈥檛 think of a way to do something about the rift slowly growing between the people important to you. so you suppose, it would be fine to ask for takemichi鈥檚 hand from time to time.
"kazutora鈥檚 in valhalla.鈥 mikey鈥檚 room that was a mess just a few seconds ago is now silent, and their heads simultaneously snap at you. chifuyu and takemichi have their mouths agape, the smile in nahoya鈥檚 face faltered a bit, while the rest have their brows furrowed. except mikey, he鈥檚 the only one who appears to be calm after that revelation of yours. he鈥檚 always been like that.
mikey settles on the floor, in front of you and asks. 鈥渉ow did you know that?鈥
鈥渋... it鈥檚 because i...鈥 you hesitate for a moment, feeling tense with all their eyes focused on you. toman鈥檚 always been over protective of you even if they know you鈥檙e capable. 鈥... i followed baji that night.鈥
鈥測ou followed baji?鈥 with a frown on his face, draken repeats, making sure that he heard that right. you can only scratch the back of your head and whisper a quiet, 鈥榶eah, i did.鈥
鈥測/n,鈥 mitsuya calls from one corner of mikey鈥檚 room, his voice gentle yet there鈥檚 still a hint of him being vexed. 鈥渨hat you did was dangerous. weren鈥檛 you the one who stopped chifuyu from going then?鈥
鈥渋 know, i鈥檓 sorry,鈥 you say, genuinely. 鈥渋t鈥檚 just, i thought too highly of myself. i really thought i could bring baji back that鈥檚 why i went. wait, no, i didn鈥檛 mean chifuyu wouldn鈥檛 be able to do it if he was the one who went, but it鈥檚 just... i really...鈥
you are already scrambling to find words that won鈥檛 hurt anyone, and chifuyu, who鈥檚 the nearest to you only runs his hand on your back to soothe you. he understands what you鈥檙e saying. besides, he knows that he doesn鈥檛 even have enough confidence on himself that he could do it.
鈥渋 just thought it would work out more if i went instead. but as you can see, it didn鈥檛. i鈥檓 sorry.鈥 while you鈥檙e already too used with sputtering apologies whenever there鈥檚 an inconvenience within toman, they aren鈥檛. because what the hell are you apologizing for? it鈥檚 not like it was your fault that kazutora killed shinichiro or pah-chin let himself get caught. this one too, it鈥檚 not your fault that baji didn鈥檛 want to go back with you that night.
your eyes scan the room, gauging everyone鈥檚 reactions for the last time before leaning forward to mikey, placing both of your hands on his shoulders; the action obviously caught them off guard.
looking straight into mikey鈥檚 eyes, you smile a bit. 鈥渕ikey, i鈥檒l do it myself.鈥
鈥渉uh? what?鈥
鈥渋鈥檒l bring baji back from valhalla.鈥 mikey notices the way your face soften before you speak again. 鈥... and kazutora. i鈥檒l make them come home.鈥
鈥渘o way in hell!鈥 souya stands up from the sofa, the usual angry look of his is more intense this time. 鈥渁ll alone? that鈥檚 dangerous!鈥
鈥渘ot alone!鈥 you retort, letting mikey鈥檚 shoulders go. 鈥渋鈥檒l ask takemichi to lend me a hand.鈥
takemichi blinks at you, confused then points at himself. 鈥渕e?鈥
鈥測es, you.鈥 the answer you gave takemichi didn鈥檛 even help him a bit to understand the situation. 鈥渋 need you for this, takemichi. you might be able to convince baji more than me, and... and when we succeed with baji, you can leave kazutora to the both of us.鈥
draken slams his hand on mikey鈥檚 table, making everyone flinch. you already knew that it wouldn鈥檛 be easy for you to see eye to eye with them. with draken, most of all but what else can you do?
鈥渉old on, hold on,鈥 draken says, pointing his finger at you. 鈥渨hy are you asking for takemichi鈥檚 help already? have we allowed you to do it?鈥
mitsuya nods. 鈥渂aji would be fine, but we don鈥檛 know anything about kazutora now.鈥
鈥渒azu-chan is still kazu-chan!鈥 you cry, immediately silencing the debate going on. you don鈥檛 even know where you got the confidence to say that. heck, you鈥檙e not even sure if the person you met a week ago is still the same person a few years back.
but you can鈥檛 give up on him now, can鈥檛 you?
their blatant disagreement on your proposal is knocking you sideways. you鈥檝e never felt this helpless before while you only stand in the middle of mikey鈥檚 room, fists clenched on your side. if this continues and they manage to convince mikey who hasn鈥檛 said anything about it yet, you鈥檒l never be able to do it. the thought of not being able to do anything makes your stomach churn.
as a last resort, you turn to mikey, only to find that he already has his eyes on you. you really can鈥檛 tell what鈥檚 mikey鈥檚 opinion about it as his face remains to look indifferent. the eye contact went on for a minute or two before he broke it, and that鈥檚 when you found the answer you were looking for.
鈥渢akemichi, make sure you鈥檇 help y/n when she needs it,鈥 mikey turns to takemichi. 鈥渋 leave her in your hands.鈥
鈥渕ikey!鈥 the others shout in unison except chifuyu who鈥檚 smiling at you, admiring your determination.
鈥渨hat are you so worried for?鈥 mikey asks, looking at you then back at the others. 鈥渋鈥檝e always trusted her. aren鈥檛 we on the same boat?鈥
鈥渋t鈥檚 not just about trust! of course, i do trust her but.... haaaah.鈥 draken sighs, admitting defeat. he already knows there鈥檚 no way words would go both into yours and mikey鈥檚 heads.
鈥渉owever, there鈥檚 a condition.鈥 of course, you already expected that much. 鈥渂ring them back before we fight valhalla. they will probably schedule a fight sooner than we expect. if you don鈥檛 manage to do it before then, i won鈥檛 allow you to join the fight. are we clear?鈥
in short, you don鈥檛 have an exact deadline. the fight could happen a month from now or it could be three days from now. that鈥檚 what makes it hard but still, it鈥檚 better than nothing and completely losing baji and kazutora to valhalla.
鈥渋鈥檒l help, too! but only if y/n-chan would like me to,鈥 chifuyu announces, grinning. you nod at chifuyu, returning back his smile. the boy could be very useful to you since after all, he was baji鈥檚 vice-captain.
the others could only glance at you with concern, thinking that they really can鈥檛 do anything to stop you now. still, they put all their trust on you like they always have.
this time for sure, you鈥檒l live up to the name tokyo manjikai, your found family, gave you.
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it鈥檚 one in the afternoon, and you鈥檙e supposed to be attending class during this time. and yet here you are, sitting under the sun outside of an abandoned storehouse. you lean your head on the wall behind you as you try to normalize your breathing, eyes tightly shut.
you鈥檝e been in the same spot for twenty minutes now, and you鈥檝e never stopped praying for it to stop already since you arrived. chifuyu sent you three messages earlier before you went here. the first one said that baji wanted to meet with him; the second was the location of the storehouse; and the third was an apology and to trust him. as soon as you received the third one, you immediately ditched school. why would chifuyu apologize? what is he planning to do? there鈥檚 no way he鈥檚 joining valhalla, too, right? you trust chifuyu because just like you, he鈥檚 desperate to have his captain back. but still, it scared you.
when you arrived at the said place, there you saw baji on top of chifuyu, throwing punches directly in the latter鈥檚 face as if chifuyu isn鈥檛 one of his most trusted ones. chifuyu doesn鈥檛 even bother fighting back, he鈥檚 just lying there on the ground, letting baji do whatever he needs to do. you couldn鈥檛 stand the sight, you had to run away and stay somewhere far where you won鈥檛 easily be seen, but near enough to hear what鈥檚 going on inside. immense guilt swallows you whole knowing you left chifuyu alone like that. you can handle yourself, sure, but after weighing the pros and cons of barging in, you realized it's impossible for you to fight more than fifty guys alone. your only consolation is that chifuyu told you himself to trust him, so that鈥檚 the least you could do.
resting your head on your knees, you bring your hand on your chest, clutching onto your uniform tightly that your knuckles are turning white. and for the first time since baji left, you let your tears flow. how long has it been since you tried fixing things? you don鈥檛 know anymore. the only thing you鈥檙e sure of is that you keep on failing every time you try. the rest of the members don鈥檛 ask you how鈥檚 it going, careful not to put more pressure on you. when they see you with a dejected look in one corner, they already know the answer.
it鈥檚 embarrassing, to say the least. you were so confident on that day you proposed this whole thing to mikey, and yet there has been no progress. to make matters worse, you overheard a conversation earlier that valhalla will soon challenge toman for a fight.
the noise coming from the storehouse gradually quiets down. you take that as a cue to take a peek at the entrance, and you see takemichi going out, guiding the almost lifeless chifuyu.
鈥渃hifuyu! takemichi!鈥 you yell, running towards them. takemichi welcomes you with his eyes wide open as he never expected he鈥檇 see you here. all by yourself, on top of that.
鈥測/n-chan? what are you doing here?鈥 asks takemichi. you stand next to chifuyu, bringing his other arm on your shoulder, so both you and takemichi can support chifuyu together.
鈥淚 received a message from chifuyu earlier and i鈥斺
鈥渙hhh, what do we have here? a girl?鈥 you move your head to the side to at least have a glance on who it was. the voice oddly sounds familiar.
鈥渋t鈥檚 hanma,鈥 takemichi whispers. 鈥渢he one from moebius before.鈥
鈥渢akemichi, do me a favor and hold chifuyu for a second.鈥 chifuyu moves beside you, giving you a quiet 鈥榙on鈥檛鈥 while grabbing the sleeve of your uniform. 鈥渋 won鈥檛 do anything,鈥 you assure them both, especially chifuyu by tapping his hand.
swiveling your body, you face the group of people. it really was hanma, with baji and kazutora beside him. the shock on baji鈥檚 face was gone before you could even see it.
鈥渨hat鈥檚 this? challenging us for a fight already?鈥 hanma asks, simply mocking you.
鈥渄o you think i鈥檓 dumb?鈥 you ask back, unamused. staring down at you, hanma raises a brow but you remain unfazed. you鈥檙e really not one to easily intimidate. 鈥測ou clearly have the upper hand. that鈥檚 a little bit unfair to me, isn鈥檛 it?鈥
鈥渟o your business here is....?鈥
you point to chifuyu. 鈥渢o obviously pick him up before he dies of blood loss.鈥
but since you, a toman member who鈥檚 currently in a valhalla territory, wouldn鈥檛 it be a waste to let the opportunity slip? the next thing you know, you鈥檙e being surrounded by them. you can hear takemichi panicking behind you, mumbling to himself, while chifuyu reaches out to grab your hand. still, you stand there with your head held high to get your message through: that you鈥檙e not as easy as they expect you to be. if chifuyu and takemichi notice how your hands tremble while holding the former鈥檚 hand, they won鈥檛 say a thing.
鈥渂ut isn鈥檛 she toman鈥檚 beloved princess?鈥 someone asks from the crowd. 鈥渟o if we do something to her, then wouldn鈥檛 it be easier to crush toman? if she鈥檚 really as important as what the other gangs said.鈥
your eyes automatically land on baji, and you鈥檙e certain you saw his eyebrows twitch at that. does that mean he still cares? valhalla members start to holler, and you couldn鈥檛 catch what they鈥檙e saying except 鈥榗rush toman鈥 and 鈥榞et her鈥.
a guy approaches you and with the sharpest glare you could muster, you're glowering at him. 鈥渢his little girl is so tough, isn鈥檛 she? exactly my type.鈥 chifuyu pulls you by your hand, making you stumble a little. however, the guy in front of you continues to walk forward.
the guy extends his arm towards you, his intention as clear as day and that is to touch you. using your free hand, you slap his face 鈥 hard, that it left a mark. 鈥渄on鈥檛 fucking touch me with that hand.鈥
鈥渁nd if i do?鈥 to provoke you even more, he asks. takemichi holds your other hand, silently telling you to stop by squeezing it.
鈥渢here鈥檚 only one way to find out,鈥 you egg him on, wearing that smug smile both baji and kazutora are familiar with. it means you're ready to fight back; you miss it for the second time, how baji's and kazutora's expressions turn into concern.
the guy stares at you in disbelief, obviously didn't anticipate how you can appear to be this unbothered and do something reckless like slapping him. he takes your words, though and attempts to touch you again.
鈥渟he鈥檚 weak, it鈥檚 useless,鈥 baji interrupts before the guy could lay a finger on you. 鈥渓et鈥檚 just go.鈥
鈥測eah, baji鈥檚 right. the rumor going around her being strong is false,鈥 kazutora adds, pulling the guy away from you. 鈥渋f you really want to have her then defeat toman, so you could have her all by yourself.鈥
to your surprise, no one in valhalla seems to question the action of baji and kazutora. not even hanma. you steal a glance at the two of them, their faces void of any expressions. but you know that deep down, they did it to protect you, especially that they鈥檙e aware you鈥檙e ready to knock the living daylights out of the guy messing with you. and if you did, the answer is right in front of your nose.
before baji and kazutora could walk away from you again, you shout their names as loud as you can that you feel your throat burning. 鈥渂aji keisuke! hanemiya kazutora!鈥
they don鈥檛 dare to take a step forward, but they don鈥檛 bother to face you either. but that鈥檚 fine, you only need them to listen. 鈥渋 swear i鈥檓 bringing the two of you back to tokyo manjikai no matter what it takes. when you鈥檙e back, i鈥檒l make sure i鈥檒l be the one handing out your punishments!鈥 and then you make your way to where chifuyu and takemichi are, so the three of you could go home.
to wait for baji and kazutora to look at you is useless because they won鈥檛... is what you thought. but they did, and this time around it鈥檚 the two of them watching you fade from their view. they couldn鈥檛 help but stifle a laugh because you are something else. you really are a member of the tokyo manjikai for a reason.
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attending this specific toman meeting is the last way you wanted to end your day. mikey's standing before all the toman members with draken beside him like the usual. you can't even bring yourself to lift your head up and meet eyes with mikey or with any of the higher ups because you're so ashamed of yourself.
"tomorrow, we are fighting valhalla!" mikey declares, his gaze fixated on you which you can't see, given that you have your head hanging low and your eyes closed. the blonde signals to mitsuya, ordering him to check up on you.
you feel a hand slip into yours, and you see mitsuya smiling at you the moment you opened your eyes to check who it was. shame starts to take over your whole being once again, so you avert his lilac eyes even if they are much more comforting today.
"you did well, y/n," mitsuya mutters, his thumb rubbing soothing circles on the back of your hand. "we appreciate your effort, you know?"
"i... i didn't do well,"
for the past few days, you refuse to believe that you didn't succeed, that's why you didn't want to attend this particular meeting because it will only serve as a big slap to your face, crushing the little delusion you have in order to comfort yourself. however, with mitsuya consoling you like this, you can't help but to concede.
"baji and kazutora would've been here with us if i did well, but they're not, takashi." your words led to mitsuya holding you tighter, hoping that it will be enough to stop your shaking. "and... and tomorrow you guys will..."
"ssshh, sshhh. it's okay, y/n. calm down," mitsuya shushes you as he puts his arm around your shoulder, pulling you closer to him. gently running his hand up and down your arm, he says. "you already did your part. it's time we do ours now, no?"
the higher ups' eyes including takemichi鈥檚 have never left your figure since they caught mikey gesturing to mitsuya. they're unable to stop themselves from wondering just how heavy the cross the moniker 鈥榯oman鈥檚 pillar鈥 is making you carry? just how under the gun were you the past two weeks for you to tremble in mitsuya鈥檚 arm like that, your lower lip in between your teeth and bleeding? is it their fault why you鈥檙e like that? is it because they gave you that nickname they never thought you would try your best to live up to?
鈥減repare yourselves for tomorrow!鈥 it鈥檚 draken speaking up, but his voice was a bit softer, his own way of comforting you. 鈥渋t might get a bit dangerous so be more observant tomorrow!鈥
you want to cover your ears, you want to run away and go home and fall asleep because maybe this is all just a nightmare. maybe the whole thing starting from baji leaving toman up until now are just part of a long, horrifying dream.
a snicker reaches your ear. you turn to mitsuya and hakkai to check if they heard the same thing but based on how focused they are on mikey, they probably didn鈥檛. suddenly, the conversation you had with takemichi yesterday crosses your mind, saying he can鈥檛 tell you the reason why, but kisaki is dangerous and that he shouldn鈥檛 be in toman. it was enough for you to cast your eyes over the said guy and seeing how there鈥檚 a manic smile on his face, it was obviously him.
without thinking things through, you go over to kisaki, catching everyone鈥檚 attention. even mikey鈥檚 who was about to finish tonight鈥檚 meeting.
鈥渒isaki tetta.鈥 it鈥檚 inevitable for people taller than you to look down when you鈥檙e in front of them, and you鈥檝e experienced that a lot of times. but seeing kisaki do the same annoyed the shit out of you.
for him to be on the same eye level as yours, you pull him down by his collar with a scowl, your eyes blazing with anger. 鈥渨hy the fuck are you laughing? do you think this is funny? why don鈥檛 you stand the fuck up on where mikey is right now and tell everyone what you find so entertaining about this!鈥
鈥測/n,鈥 mikey calls you, his voice stern. a warning. however, you, who let the overwhelming frustration you have triumph over your usual bright nature, could only brush mikey鈥檚 admonishment off.
you let kisaki鈥檚 collar go, making people assume that you鈥檙e done with him, only for you to grab his face and hold it in between your hand. he winces at how your nails are digging on his skin, but you don鈥檛 move an inch, eyes still staring directly at his. the lower members quiver in terror for this is the first time they鈥檝e seen you like this 鈥攜ou were always smiling and laughing, playing around with the higher ups and always greeting them with enthusiasm. kisaki is taller than you, enough to tower over you 鈥 but now, it鈥檚 like it鈥檚 you towering over kisaki with your presence alone.
kisaki raises his hand abruptly, with the intent to push you away from him, but you hear nahoya鈥檚 voice from behind him. 鈥渙i, kisaki. if i see one crease on her clothes, i鈥檒l make sure to put a crease on your face.鈥
鈥渋f you have plans on bringing tokyo manji down, i suggest you stop now. because if i catch you with my own two eyes, mikey won鈥檛 be the one making you vomit blood as you kneel for everyone鈥檚 forgiveness, it will be me.鈥 you hiss, putting emphasis on the the last four words.
you only notice draken's near you when you feel his hand patting your shoulder as he whispers 鈥榣et him go now, y/n鈥. so you oblige and let kisaki go, albeit harsher to his liking that he tumbles sideways.
looking over to your shoulder, you continue to speak. 鈥渁pologies for disturbing the meeting, mikey. you can suspend me from attending for as long as you want.鈥
mikey ended the meeting soon after that little scene of yours. the truth only dawned on you then, that you weren鈥檛 able to bring baji and kazutora back before the fight with valhalla. you would talk to mikey and draken to try and win them over, so you can join in tomorrow. but with the fuss you caused earlier, you already accepted that it wouldn't be possible.
鈥測/n-chan!鈥 chifuyu sneaks beside you with a grin. 鈥測ou were so cool earlier!鈥
鈥渞eally, 鈥榝uyu? you鈥檙e not just saying it to make me feel better?鈥
鈥渘o, y/n-chan! you were really cool!鈥 says takemichi, who鈥檚 now walking beside you, too. 鈥渒isaki was scared shitless!鈥
鈥渉e really was, wasn鈥檛 he?鈥 you laugh, in contrast to how you acted moments ago like your eyes alone are enough to open up the gates of hell. 鈥渋鈥檝e never liked him. i鈥檓 only tolerating it because i trust mikey.鈥
鈥渂ut, y/n-chan, why are you going this far?鈥 takemichi asks. he鈥檚 genuinely curious even if he already knows the answer as to why. the past days that he was with you, takemichi witnessed how strong you are, physically and mentally 鈥 always shrugging the uneasiness with a smile. 鈥渋f you don鈥檛 want to answer, it鈥檚 fine!鈥
鈥渨hy, you ask? hmmm...鈥 you trail. the other members are a few steps ahead of you, falling about the place laughing at mikey who's standing there like it's the end of the world, his dorayaki on the ground. you only have one answer.
"because toman's my family," you say with a smile; the biggest one takemichi has seen on you yet. "toman feels more like home than my actual home."
chifuyu and takemichi are well-aware of how much you care about toman, and they adore you for that. they think, no one else is fit to be toman's foundation but you. all the other members, higher ups or not, would agree to that, that much is for sure.
you stop walking to sling your arms around their shoulders, pushing their heads closer to yours. "so tomorrow, bring baji and kazutora back for me, yeah? let's complete this family."
"we will!"
"thank you for helping me until now, chifuyu and takemichi!"
and then, you went on ahead, leaving chifuyu and takemichi behind. for some reason, your figure slowly disappearing from their sight didn't sit right with them.
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you made a promise to toman when they paid you a visit hours before going to where the fight will take place that you would only stay at home, that you wouldn鈥檛 do anything reckless. the said location is only a few streets away from your house. the reason? so they could hang out with you after and immediately make baji and kazutora apologize to you, mikey said.
they didn鈥檛 leave without making a promise to you, too 鈥 a promise that they won鈥檛 let your efforts go to waste by dragging baji and kazutora鈥檚 asses back to, according to you, where they should be, here in toman. and if they did, all the credits will still go to you because it was you who suffered the most. you really don鈥檛 need the credits they told you about, but you were still thankful, nonetheless. draken said you should only relax and let them do their part now, so they made you promise again to do your new part 鈥 staying at home.
you were supposed to be in the confine of your bedroom, binge watching dramas or sleeping while waiting for them to come over just like what they advised you to do. they wouldn鈥檛 make you wait for a long time, why were you so impatient?聽
you鈥檙e supposed to open the door of your home for them later, the distress visible on your face dying down as soon as you see baji and kazutora with them. their bruises are supposed to be treated by you while being scolded for not being extra careful, but you would still handle them with gentle care. but why instead of them, you were the one who got wounded?
all of you are supposed to spend time together after this fight just like how they promised you... that鈥檚 what鈥檚 supposed to happen. and yet, you鈥檙e here, in the place you weren鈥檛 even supposed to be in, lying on the cold, dirty concrete. the white shirt you鈥檙e wearing is steadily being painted by red 鈥攂y your own blood.
鈥渨ho the fuck had the gun?! this isn鈥檛 some killing show, dude! bullshit!鈥
鈥渃all the ambulance! call the ambulance!鈥
鈥済o and look around, try to look for the culprit!鈥
you hear different voices around you, people panicking and running around. even if you鈥檙e in the same place with them, they sound so, so, far away from you. for some reason, you can鈥檛 hear the voices you want to hear the most.聽
ever since you opened your eyes this morning, an unsettling feeling, like a foreboding of some sort, never left your body. you were willing to brush it off and regard it as simple as nervousness as it was your first time staying in during a fight. that is, until you were cleaning your room, and you tripped on your feet, accidentally hitting the photo frame behind you. it was a toman higher ups group photo, and there was a crack on the glass, exactly on baji鈥檚 face.
the next thing you knew, your feet already brought you here. you instantly searched for baji in the crowd, then for the others when you saw baji can still fight. you found everyone, except for one person. kazutora. a mere five minutes, you only spent five minutes to look for the said boy.
and there he was, a few steps behind baji, holding a knife. your heart was in your mouth the moment you saw kazutora rushing towards baji. everything鈥檚 already a blur from there, but you鈥檙e certain you stood in front of a shocked kazutora, shielding baji. and then the next thing you can remember, two consecutive gunshots were heard. you wanted to yell, to tell them that they were not supposed to bring a weapon in a fucking fist fight. however, before you knew it, you were falling on the ground.
based on the knife that鈥檚 beside you, the one kazutora was holding, you managed to prevent him from killing someone and baji鈥檚 possible death 鈥攖here鈥檚 no trace of blood on it. had you been a minute late in finding kazutora....
鈥測/n? y/n?鈥 baji calls you, his voice small that it almost sounded foreign to you. you can feel different hands, trembling hands, tapping every part of your body.聽
slowly, you open your eyes. everyone鈥檚 looking at you with tears, and you wish you have enough strength to wipe their tears for them but you don鈥檛. god, you can鈥檛 even lift a finger. not too far away from where you are, you hear mikey losing himself; pouncing on all the valhalla members he sees, kazutora included, screaming 鈥榠鈥檒l kill you all鈥 with all his might. from the corner of your eye, you can see mikey beating up kazutora, while the latter only allows him. you don鈥檛 want to see that, especially now that you鈥檙e in this situation.
鈥渕ikey....鈥 swallowing the lump in your throat, you try to get mikey鈥檚 attention to no avail.
鈥測/n, don鈥檛 speak. please, save your energy. talk to us when you鈥檙e already out of the hospital, okay? please,鈥 mitsuya pleads, his voice shaking. he鈥檚 always been the calmest one, you find this a little bit out of character, but it makes you feel warm somehow.聽
letting out a silent laugh, you suppose that maybe it鈥檚 time for you to bring out your trump card to save kazutora from mikey鈥檚 hands. you never thought you鈥檇 have to do it this soon, though.
鈥渕ikey... leader.鈥
everyone flinches hearing the title coming from you and just like you thought, mikey lets kazutora go. mikey has always wanted you to call him leader, but you always refuse. as childish as it sounds, mikey threatens you that he would kick you out of toman if you don鈥檛 do it at least once. you only ignore him, saying you would only call him that in your last breath. you had聽always brushed mikey鈥檚 requests and threats aside, so why now...? why now?
鈥渓eader...鈥 you repeat, now that mikey鈥檚 in front of you.聽鈥渄id i do well... bringing baji and kazutora back?鈥
mikey wants to tell you that you did, but he finds it so hard to utter those three words. because how can he say that when the cost of your achievement could be your own life? but those words... he knows you're aching to hear them, so he tries.
鈥測eah... yeah, you sure did well,鈥 he assures you, the words leaving a bitter taste in his mouth. 鈥渢hat鈥檚 why i said i鈥檝e always trusted you, right? so stay awake, okay? you have to. we鈥檙e going to play and fight a lot just like before.鈥澛
鈥渢hanks, leader...鈥
if only mikey knew that this is how it would be like being called leader by you, he wouldn鈥檛 have pestered you then. he hates it.聽鈥渟top calling me that already. didn鈥檛 you say you would only call me that when you鈥檙e dying?鈥
鈥渂ut i am dying, mikey.鈥
鈥渘o, you鈥檙e not!鈥 they all shout.聽
you, too, would like to believe that you aren鈥檛; that some god will grant you a miracle to let you live more and be with them longer, but you know that isn鈥檛 the case. your vision is getting blurry, your breath getting more ragged in each second 鈥 the only thing stopping you from closing your eyes is draken lightly slapping your face. that, and that you still have a lot of things to tell them.
鈥渙h. when pah-chin... gets out of juvie, tell him i said... welcome home,聽鈥榢ay?鈥
鈥渢ell him that yourself!鈥 peh-yan barks.聽鈥渨e鈥檙e not going to tell him that, so you should do it!鈥
鈥渘ahoya, souya... peh-yan, i鈥檓 asking you to behave... take notes from hakkai.鈥
hakkai and peh-yan are still, while souya鈥檚 already leaning on his brother鈥檚 shoulder and crying. nahoya, on the other hand, is still smiling, but it shakes every now and then. it鈥檚 not like he finds this amusing because fuck no, it鈥檚 just he knows you like his smile a lot. so here he is, trying to prevent himself from making it so dreary.
鈥渢akemichi... chifuyu, thank you... we brought them back.鈥
the two who were with you the most during this small journey could only let out the tears they were trying to stop, can鈥檛 even tell you not to thank them. last night, they told you they would do in your stead, but as it turned out, it was still you who did it. for them, they鈥檙e not deserving of your gratitude.聽
鈥渄raken... takashi... sorry, i have to leave... all of them in your hands now.鈥澛
both draken and mitsuya are silent. either they鈥檙e trying to remain calm, or they already accepted the truth. the lilac haired boy has his hand on top of your head, his thumb caressing your forehead as gently as he could. it鈥檚 warm. you hope they can feel that warmth, too while their hands are on you and not how cold your body is getting.聽
鈥渒eisuke?鈥 you call for him, who鈥檚 been sitting beside you all this time and holding your hand.聽鈥済o home... okay? with kazu-chan.... toman will... they will welcome you with open arms... because that鈥檚 what i told them.鈥
baji nods as he puts your hand in between his, and you just know he鈥檚 holding it tight, but you鈥檙e already numb.聽鈥測eah, we will. we鈥檙e sorry for putting you through this, so hold on a little bit longer, okay? we will make it up to you. please...鈥
from a distance, you can hear two different sirens. one, from the cops; the other, from an ambulance. you listen to the sound of people frantically dispersing, of the motorcycle engines being revved at once. toman, on the other hand, remains frozen in their places. idiots...
鈥済o now. can鈥檛 have... all of you entering juvie... right?鈥 you tell them, but they refuse to leave you all alone because maybe... maybe you can still get out of here alive, and they鈥檙e sure you鈥檇 get so scared inside the ambulance without one of them holding your hand.聽
鈥渋鈥檓 staying with y/n,鈥 you hear kazutora say from somewhere.聽鈥渢his is partly my fault, so i will live with this burden forever. i鈥檓 sorry.鈥
鈥渘o, kazu-chan...鈥 your voice,聽despite being a lot quieter than earlier, is still stern. "if you... if you go back to juvie again.... then who would bring you... cookies?"
right... right. the cookies the staff in juvie gave him every week, why hadn't he realized that those were from you? why did he think that you, of all people, would abandon him? if he had known about it earlier, then maybe things would've turned out different. if only he had listened to you at least once, you wouldn't have pushed yourself like that and meet your end like this. if only...
"it's not your fault." even if you're having a hard time catching your breath and you're coughing blood, you continue. "so... don't blame yourself... kazu-chan, 'kay? just go back to toman... whenever you鈥檙e ready."
the place that was just buzzing with excitement, followed by horror, is now dead silent that your heavy breathing and occasional sobs are so audible. it鈥檚 almost empty, you鈥檙e almost alone if it weren鈥檛 for the founding members beside you, on their knees. you try, although weakly, to reach out for mikey's hand one last time to say your last words. you don't want it to be your last yet, you haven't said everything you want to. but judging by the way blood comes out of your mouth rather than words, it's clear you don't have that much time left. your eyes are getting heavy, like they're begging you to finally give in and just... sleep.
"mikey... i'll be watching you create that new age... i promise."
with the last string of strength you have left in your body, you smile at them. at the people who once became your family 鈥 your people who made you feel what a blissful home is like.聽
you were always on pins and needles every time their backs were facing you then fade away from your eyes the next second. before your eyes shut close, you got to see it again 鈥 the five of them fleeing together, all their backs turned on you. for a split second, you saw their twelve-year old selves. they were laughing to their hearts content and suddenly turned around, waving their hands at you, as if they were calling you to come.聽
maybe it was because you were already hallucinating, or maybe it was just simply a reward for being toman鈥檚 pillar until you can鈥檛 anymore; that鈥檚 why the gods wanted to show you that for the last time. you wouldn鈥檛 have it any other way, though.
it wasn鈥檛 such a bad sight, after all.
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it鈥檚 suffocating.
being formal like this, wearing suit and tie, and staying in a place full of grieving people as if they never disregarded your presence before. excruciating and infuriating. they would rather be in an intense fight, wherein no one would go home unscathed, all of them bruised and bleeding than be in this room. anywhere but here.聽
their eyes, lacking any type of emotions, are fixed on the middle of the room where you are right now 鈥 your framed photo and your casket. everyone, excluding kazutora, remembers that photo. it was taken during your last birthday. you have balloons in both of your hands, your face smeared with icing as they took turns putting one. but even so, you are beaming from ear to ear, enough to rival the sun itself.
you were always so perceptive, always noticing even the smallest details about them. but if there鈥檚 one thing you failed to notice, it鈥檚 that the only reason why toman felt like home is because you were there, spreading the warmth you radiate and rubbing it off on everyone. and now that you鈥檙e gone, they鈥檙e not sure if toman would ever feel like home again..
鈥渂aji, kazutora,鈥 mikey stands up from his chair, looking over his shoulder.聽鈥渓et鈥檚 go. i鈥檓 sure she would like to see the two of you.鈥澛
baji and kazutora both contemplate until draken ruffles their hair, motioning them to follow him. so they do. is this the punishment you mentioned before that you would give them? you, inside a casket, while the two of them have no other choice but to look at you? this is such an unwelcomed punishment then.
鈥渉ey,鈥 mikey greets your framed photo, as if it would respond to him.聽鈥渄o you see these two beside me?鈥
鈥渨e鈥檙e home,鈥 baji whispers, his body shaking at this point.聽鈥渨e鈥檙e finally home. see?鈥澛
鈥渨e鈥檙e home... but why aren鈥檛 you here?鈥 kazutora asks, eyes brimming with tears, his grip on the edge of your casket hard.聽鈥測ou were the one who waited the most, don鈥檛 you find this unfair?鈥
mikey tries to form a smile, even if it鈥檚 only small, while looking at your lifeless body.聽鈥渋 told you, didn鈥檛 i? you did well. the day you told me you would bring them back, i knew that you could do it. that鈥檚 why... i let you do it.鈥
鈥測/n, keep on watching us, okay?鈥 they all ask, beg, you. before, whenever they asked you聽鈥榗an you watch my back for a sec鈥 during a fight, you would only laugh and say聽鈥榥o need to ask鈥. if you were here and alive, they know your answer would be the same.
one by one, they touch your framed photo, hoping that it was you聽instead and not just the you behind this small, cold glass. they know it鈥檚 impossible and that it will never happen anymore, but they would love it if they hear your gleeful voice, saying聽鈥榖ye bye! take care!鈥 as they walk towards exit, similar to what they always heard before whenever they drop you off.
鈥渦hm... excuse me?鈥澛
a woman, maybe in her mid 20s, stops them from completely going outside. after gathering enough courage, she looks up at tokyo manji. they all can鈥檛 help but think that if you were only alive, this woman is exactly how you would look like if you鈥檙e already in her age.
鈥渋鈥檓 y/n鈥檚 sister. you鈥檙e tokyo manjikai, right?鈥 she introduces herself, fiddling with her fingers; probably nervous that she鈥檚 facing delinquents and a known one on top of that. but the fact that they were your friends eases your sister鈥檚 worries a little.聽
鈥渦h, yes. we were her friends. how can we help you?鈥 mitsuya politely asks. toman knew you never had a good relationship with your family, except for a sister who ran away from home. it鈥檚 probably her. she wouldn鈥檛 have approached them if it wasn鈥檛 her.
鈥渄o you mind if i tell you different stories about my sister? i鈥檝e always wanted to meet her friends,鈥 she says, smiling. a tear went down her cheeks, unnoticed by her but toman did.聽
they don鈥檛 mind. actually, they would love to hear it. all of it. at this point, they would take anything they can get just so it would feel like that you鈥檙e still beside them.聽
so, they let your sister talk her heart out. it seems like she didn鈥檛 have anyone to talk to the past few days with how she鈥檚 just rambling about you, rarely pausing to take a breath. she tells them stories of you when you were a kid, about how you used her eyelash curler when you were five and got all your eyelashes cut off; how you fell off the tree and dismissed it like it was nothing but cried when you got home, saying you were not pretty anymore because your forehead was swelling; how you got bitten by a dog and you almost bit it back if she hadn鈥檛 stopped you. all the stories she told were all embarrassing, really. but toman appreciated it, it鈥檚 like your sister is trying to distract them from their sorrow.聽
鈥渁h, if she was here, she would鈥檝e pulled me by the collar now,鈥 your sister says, wiping the tears on her eyes. from too much laughing or from mourning, they don鈥檛 know and they don鈥檛 ask.
鈥渘ee-san, did you know that she collared one of our members before?鈥 chifuyu asks. and yes, your sister asked them to call her nee-san because she said would miss hearing someone call her that.聽鈥渟he was really cool!鈥
your sister rises up from her seat, shockingly asks back.聽鈥渞eally?! that girl really...!鈥
鈥測eah, she did. the guy got so scared of her that night. he couldn鈥檛 even look her at the eye after that.鈥澛
鈥渋t was a guy?!鈥
鈥渋t was a guy, nee-san! and taller than her!鈥
your sister could only let out a laugh. between the two of you, you were the bold daughter, while she鈥檚 always been the softer one. she even wondered before if it was only normal or something鈥檚 wrong with the two of you because she thought your personalities were interchanged.
鈥渟he鈥檚 always been stubborn, you know?鈥 her voice sounds a lot more somber now, and toman remains quiet.聽鈥渁lways telling me that she would protect me and she would kick everyone who will make me cry, even if i鈥檓 ten years older than her.鈥
sounds like you, alright.聽
鈥渨hen i found out she died, i wanted to pin the fault on all of you.鈥 toman feels their breath hitch because of the sudden confession. but she lost you, they can鈥檛 blame her.聽鈥渂ut then i saw you earlier, truly grieving her loss unlike our other relatives. i鈥檓 sorry for doubting you. kindly accept my apologies if you want to.鈥
鈥渘ee-san, you don鈥檛 have to apologize,鈥 draken guarantees.聽鈥測ou were her sister, after all. we understand your sentiment.鈥
鈥渁nd besides...鈥 mikey starts, his eyes going from one member to another.聽鈥渋t鈥檚 true that somehow, we are also to blame for her death. it鈥檚 because we failed to protect her when we all swore that we always would.鈥
鈥済uess we鈥檙e on the same boat, no? we all let down the person who did nothing but to protect us.鈥
鈥渨e鈥檙e sorry, nee-san...鈥
your sister waves her hand, turning down their apology because they didn鈥檛 have to.聽鈥渘o need. but you know, she wouldn鈥檛 like it if she hears us saying things like this and blaming ourselves. so make sure this is the last time we will,聽鈥榢ay? or else she would visit us in our dreams every night.鈥
the thought of seeing you again, even if it鈥檚 only in a dream, is soothing鈥 a dream wherein you鈥檙e all smiles that your eyes could replace the crescent moon in the night sky, or wherein you would tell them off for being too rash but with just one joke, you would crack and fool around with them; or wherein they鈥檙e fighting and they would feel reassured because you鈥檙e there, or just you in general. even if you just stand there, not doing anything else but breathe and blink, would be fine.聽
鈥渁h. i have to go now, my friends are paying y/n a visit,鈥 your sister breaks the short silence.聽鈥渟orry for taking too much of your time.鈥
鈥渋t鈥檚 fine, nee-san,鈥 baji says who still couldn鈥檛 meet her eye because apparently, your sister knew about baji and kazutora.聽鈥渨e appreciated it. hearing things about her we never knew.鈥澛
鈥渋 want to say thank you to all of you, by the way.鈥
鈥渉uh? for what, nee-san?鈥
鈥渨hen i ran away from home, it probably took a toll on her. i felt bad for her, i really did, but i just couldn鈥檛 go back,鈥 your sister starts choking back her tears again.聽鈥渂ut i鈥檓 just glad that she had all of you until the end.鈥
鈥渋t鈥檚 nothing, nee-san,鈥 kazutora speaks for the first time since they met your sister.聽鈥渋t鈥檚 because she was always there for us, never leaving any of us behind even if...鈥 he stops there, looking away from your sister because of shame.聽
鈥渢hank you, tokyo manjikai. you acted more like a family to her more than our family ever did,鈥 she makes her way towards each member, ruffling their hair.聽鈥測ou guys were her home, you know? that鈥檚 what she told me.鈥
鈥渘o problem, nee-san. but y/n loved you dearly, too,鈥 mitsuya tells her, and she smiles. she was your older sister, the person whom you shared the same problems with so of course, she knew that.
鈥渂efore i go, i have something to give all of you,鈥 she pulls something from her bag 鈥 your funeral photo but in wallet size.聽鈥渋 know it鈥檚 kind of weird giving out this photo like this, but i thought you would appreciate it.鈥
they do. they really do that they could only stare at it and just wish and wish to let them see that smile in person once more; to give them the chance to make you smile like that again, and they promise they would take care of it better than they did before.
but that鈥檚 impossible. and again, they would take anything that they can get at this point. this photo would suffice.聽
鈥渋 was about to get a copy of a different photo, but i know that day was so important to her because she told me so,鈥 she points at your photo then at all of them.聽鈥渁nd you were the reason why she was so happy that day, that鈥檚 why i decided to give you that.鈥
鈥渢hank you, nee-san.鈥
鈥渘o problem! that鈥檚 the least i could for you after taking care of her in my stead,鈥 she flashes them a smile, almost akin to yours.聽鈥渓ive well and stop blaming yourselves, yeah? i just know she鈥檚 content now wherever she is.鈥
鈥渢hank you again, nee-san and we鈥檙e sorry.鈥
聽鈥渏ust keep my sister in your hearts, that鈥檚 all i ask.鈥
keep you in their hearts, they surely would.
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