#tom complimenting her so true<33

[ren-from-mars]

Omg hiiii guys look! It’s Becky! I participated in the wonderful @hatchetfield-yearbook-project and got to draw her for the Alumni page <33

Go check out the project, it’s chock full of amazingly talented artists and writers who all captured their characters perfectly! Seriously, reading through some of the club articles I needed to convince myself it wasn’t canon work it’s sososososo good!

Down below are the little details I did while working out how Becky would have been both in highschool as well as how she aged!

I focussed on a lot of lines mentioned in black friday and nightmare time to try and get a grasp on how exactly Becky would have changed over time. Things like “she’s not as hot as she used to be”, how long she was with Stanley, how working at the Hospital is Incredibly Fucking Stressful, and of course her “Rah Rah Team Spirit”! I went a bit overboard in the details but if you’re reading this right now you want them so BAM here it is!

First off, Hatchetfield High Becky!

These are all just my personal headcanons, none of the appearance based details are directly stated as canon and are rather derived from my personal beliefs for her and things stated about her in the show.

Before the list- I put her in the same HFHS cheer team uniform that we see Brenda and Stacy both wear! I like to think that people wearing their cheer uniforms around the school is just. a think the Nighthawks Cheer Team just Do, and have done for years. They're insane like that (and the dark blues really compliment Beck!)

Her Rah Rah Cheer Spirit leaks into everything, and she does her makeup often with a silver and blue eyeshadow. she changes this look up every now and then, but being the cheer captain and dating the star quarterback comes with its own. social expectations on appearance, so Becky regularly goes back to her tried and true method.

star earrings star earrings! blue for the nighthawks, but the star is based on the fact that Becky and Tom would often stargaze on the football field, especially after the big games. Hatchetfield would have been a pretty bright city even back then, but it wasn't nearly as light polluted as it is in the present day. Stargazing together became their way to unwind and talk, without people listening in on every little thing being said and spreading rumours. Not like they would dare do that to two of the most popular people in school.

This is more targeted to her whole face, but this comes back to Beck doing her makeup every day. Obviously that shade of red isn't natural on her, but she would put it on the exact same every day that eventually people forgot about it. This ties into her 'not being as hot as she used to be', because she was always dressed up and wearing makeup. God forbid a woman age and not do things to be performative and appeal to you any more

The locket! This locket was a gift from Tom to Becky when they were together. She chose to put a photo of Tom in it, taken after the Nighthawks had won a big game (he had the biggest goofiest smile on his face). Note that the chain is long enough to fit underneath current Becky's clothes! She kept it all this time, Stanley told her to get rid of it, but she put it under a floorboard in their house in a simple box. When they *cough* broke up, she got the box back out but didn't wear the locket again until her and Tom inevitably meet again and reconnect. Now, she wears the locket every day, and Tom Hates that old photo of him (but in reality, he's touched that she kept it all this time). Despite that, he would never in a million years make her change it. In the worlds where they get to stay together and look after Tim, she adds a photo of Tim to the locket but still doesn't change Tom's photo. Years later Tim hates the old photo but knows how much it means to his mom.

And now for present Becky!

Wrinkles !! because that happens and is very regular ! My only thing with this piece is that I wish I would've made them a bit more prominent. Most of her wrinkles are on her glabella (above the nose, between the eyebrows) because she had them furrowed so often. she also has forehead wrinkles and wrinkles next to her eyes, as well as a permanent slight eye bag. Those sleepless nights never did her any good.

She now rocks simple pearl earrings. They get in the way a whole lot less, and aren't distracting at work. Not much to say about them (but look at how tasty the rendering is on them!!!).

Back to wrinkletown, she only has slight wrinkles on either side of her nose. After cheer, she didn't do a whole lot of smiling.

White hairs! She has gone through so much stress don't you even tell me she wouldn't be slightly greying from that. She killed her husband. Her hair colour is also oh so slightly desaturated because of more natural greying (where the hair just loses pigmentation and goes blonde or white over time, but with no singular grey hairs. man red hair is weird). She also works at the hospital, you cannot tell me she wouldn't have a few unnatural grey hairs from all the shit she's been through.

This is just pointing out the height of her collar, the locket is there :)))))

I also forgot to point out, but her lack of makeup! This absolutely leads certain people to perceive her as ""less hot"" because of how she was constantly dressed up in highschool to maintain status. She was never disingenuous about her care for the Nighthawks and her cheer spirit, but highschool. Does something to people.

And another thing, that goes over both pictures, her hair is shorter! This is to help keep it out of the way easier at work. Her hair is tied into a high pony in highschool (again, think Brenda and Stacy), so letting it down would make it a Heap longer. Now she makes a lot of her hair decisions based on what makes work most convenient.

That's it! Please if you have any questions pester me about it, Becky is my girl i love her so much <33333 and another reminder to go check out the project!!!!!!

#typing mom instead of mum hurt in the soul .. its pretend to be american time #starkid #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #becky barnes #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield yearbook project #hatchetfield high #art #my art #ren from mars #creativity on mars #ren rambles #<- for how many paragraphs of becky hcs there were

[stardstgf]

literally sitting crying over amelia and the superhero pose i Cannot deal with this today

#amelia shepherd #grey's anatomy spoilers #GOD THE MUSIC IN THAT SCENE #I LOST MY MIND #I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING #okay this is ridiculous i’m just crying about this #tom complimenting her so true<33 #yes she IS elegant focused and confident i agree #best girl i love her so much it hurts

[blinder-secrets]

White Lies, Twice Over - Tommy

#33 - ‘Please come get me.’

tommyxfem!reader, 3.5k words

prompt list

You’ve had your fair share of bad dates. Boring dates, awkward dates, dates with people you felt sorry for. It’s just never been enough to put you off. This was the first time, though, that a date has felt wrong. Dangerous. Your gut had told you the moment you sat down, but you’d ignored it. And when his foot slid up the side of your shin, you’d ignored that too. But the longer you sit with it, the feeling, the more nervous you get.

He’s being nice enough. Asking questions, smiling. He ordered a starter for you, then a main, now wine between to rest your palette. It all worked. It was all delicious. Every action has been smooth, charming. Flattering without being condescending. You want to enjoy it, but there is just something off about it all. Beneath the jokes, and the compliments, there’s something about him that bothers you. An edge to his questions. A game to the touches he’s placed.

Everything he’s done has felt rehearsed, practiced. So far nothing has happened without a motive behind it; he seems to know the cause and effect of every move that would be made, yours included.

He’s looking for a waiter, to pour you another glass, when you decide to do something about it.

‘I should call Ada,’ you say, hoping to sound convincingly innocent. ‘Do you think they have a phone here?'

His hand drops back to his lap, his eyebrows scrunch. ‘Ada? Who’s that?’

‘We live together.’ You try to smile as you answer. ‘She said she’d wait up for me.’

‘And?’

‘And,’ you drawl, buying time, ‘if we’re staying longer, I should tell her not to. She may as well go to bed.’

‘I see.’ He likes your reasoning. His foot finds your calf under the table.

He must have been successful in catching the waiter’s eye, because now there’s a man stood beside you, smiling and unknowingly offering you an escape route.

‘Do you have a telephone?’ you ask, praying that the answer is yes, and that it’s free to use. And that it’s far, far away from the man that you should’ve never said yes to.

‘By the bar, ma’am.’

‘Thank-you.’ You stand, too quick to be graceful, and bring the purse up from your lap. ‘I won’t be long.’

His lip pulls sideways into a smirk. ‘I hope not.’

You turn and walk toward the bar, hoping your gait is easy, relaxed. Hoping your shoulders haven’t pulled up the way they do when you’re anxious. It’s not that he’s done anything wrong, just that he might, and that the more you sit with the thought, the more positive you are about it. There are always feelings you should ignore, but never the ones that bite hard enough to linger. If it was first-date nerves they’d have passed by now.

The phone is free, hanging on the wall by the bar as he said. You don’t want to look back at the table but you do. It’s more natural. A quick smile over your shoulder to satisfy him, convince him you’re keen still, to make him think his games are working. He nods back at you; he’s been watching the whole time.

You pick up the receiver with a sigh and put in the numbers you need, tracing the vines on the wall-trim in front of you while you wait. They curl up and along, over each other and away.

The line connects. Your finger stills on the wall as it rings.

After what feels like an unusually long time, someone picks up, but they say nothing. ‘Hello?’ you chance, ‘Ada?’

‘So, there you are.’

It’s not Ada, but Tommy. The absolute last person you wanted to speak to. He leaves his statement alone to rot in your ear-drum. He knows it’s you that has to explain yourself, you that needs to fill the silence with answers to questions he shouldn’t have to ask.

‘Tommy…’ You start your plea, but the words sink back under your tongue.

You’d told him you were busy tonight, with Ada, that you couldn’t be free to do what he asked. The truth, of course, was that you had nothing planned. Not until your date had offered his company for the evening. Before that, you had just lied. Plain and simple. He’d asked if you were free to help him, and you’d said no. You hadn’t wanted to. You couldn’t be another peace offering to a scorned business partner, you wouldn’t be the distraction. If he wanted a woman he’d have to find another one.

Stupidly, it hadn’t crossed your mind that he might go to Ada’s. That he’d check what you’d said was true, that he’d keep order of the things that weren’t his. It had seemed like an easy lie when you’d told it.

‘I can explain, Tommy,’ you say, ‘but not now. Let me talk to Ada.’

‘Where are you?’ he asks, his voice so bare of emotion it makes you shrink inwards, against the wall you’re facing. ‘I came here to find you.’

‘Out,’ you answer. ‘Busy, like I said.’

‘But not with Ada.’

‘No, not with Ada.’ You’re holding onto the receiver with both hands. You don’t want to look back again. ‘Please pass her the phone,’ you add quietly. ‘It’s important.’

‘What is it, Tom?’ you hear Ada ask, though the question falls flat on him.

He interrupts you both before you can even get the word out. ‘Tell me what is is,’ he says. ‘If something’s happened, I need to know.’

You’re impatient enough to allow him that one. Ada or Tommy, the result is the same. It doesn’t matter who comes, just that they do, and quickly. ‘I’m at Vitelli’s, the one in Camden. I need you to come get me and give me a reason to leave.’

‘Camden?’

‘I know, I’m sorry, I know.’ You lower your voice again, though with the noise of the restaurant it’s hardly likely your date can hear. ‘I shouldn’t have come.’

‘Who is he?’ There’s a pinch in his tone, like he’s finding amusement in your disaster. ‘Must be some man, eh, to have you ringin’ for help.’

‘Does it matter who he is?’ you snap. Tommy doesn’t know him, and he won’t. You won’t let him. ‘I don’t like him,’ you say, adding, ‘I don’t trust him,’ after a pause. It’s that part that makes Tommy stop. When he replies, the humour has gone.  

‘What’s happened?’ his voice is low, serious. ‘Did he touch you?’

The question sinks in your stomach. ‘No.’

‘Will he?’

You hesitate. The blankness of his tone hinders you; whether he’s asking if the man has ulterior motives, or if you were planning to take things further yourself, you can’t tell. He leaves the question open on purpose. ‘I don’t want to be here, Tom,’ you say. ‘Please come get me.’

‘Alright.’

You hadn’t expected him to agree so quickly.

‘I’ll be there soon,’ he continues, his voice steady, calm. ‘If you feel scared, wait in the bathroom. I’ll find you.’

You nod, promising it to yourself. ‘Okay.’

He clears his throat on the other end, the sound acting as static on the line. ‘Now,’ he says, ‘smile. Make him think Ada wished you well.’

‘Okay, I will,’ you answer, louder than before. You smile and the action carries into your voice. ‘Thank-you, I’ll see you later.’

When you hang up, you turn to find your date has left the table and is now a few steps away from you. From the smug-laced smile he’s wearing, your final act was a convincing one. The line had landed as instructed.

‘You’re in the clear then?’ he asks, with his hand falling all too easily onto your side.

‘Yes.’ You force another smile. ‘She said I should take as long as I like.’

‘Well, aren’t you lucky.’

You step away from his hold, putting your hand to his wrist for a moment to soften the blow, to make him think you’re still sweet. ‘I’d like dessert, shall we go back?’

His head shakes once. ‘I’ve already paid the bill.’

‘Oh,’ you swallow the bile in your throat, ‘you have?’

He’s back close again; his hand wants your hip but you twist and force him to settle for your waist instead. ‘Why don’t we have dessert somewhere else?’ he says. ‘Somewhere quieter.’

‘I like it here.’ You won’t leave with him. You’d thought it after the starter, but now you knew it for sure. He’d have to drag you out the restaurant, kicking and screaming, if he wanted you to join him. ‘Can’t we at least look at the menu?’

He laughs in response. It’s a sour noise, one that makes your whole body tense.

‘I know you aren’t thick, but you’re acting like you are.’ He lifts his hand, pushes the shawl from your shoulder to leave your collarbone bare. His gaze falls onto the exposed skin. ’We’ll have something sweet,’ he says. ‘Promise.’

‘At your place,’ you finish, as blankly as you can. It isn’t a question so you don’t pose it as one. Everything in his voice, his posture, the way he’s trying to claim you, tells you that it’s already decided. You’d be going where he wanted you to go, regardless of your feelings toward it.

‘I suppose I should be flattered?’ you ask, faking another smile and ignoring the itch to cover your shoulder again. ‘You must like me a lot.’

‘That’s right.’ He’s said it sincerely but you’d put money on it being false; he’ll take any girl he can home. From the way he’s been watching you all night, you know that liking them isn’t a factor, liking their body is. His routine has worked a thousand times over, you’re sure.

‘Okay, but I need to visit the bathroom first,’ you lie. ‘To freshen up. You can wait outside, if you like.’

‘I’ll wait here,’ he replies, too quickly to be pleasant.

Your smile tightens into a straight line, or a grimace — you turn before he can decide which it is.

Without looking back, you walk towards the bathroom. If he’s watching you go, you don’t want to see it, you’d rather pretend he’s lounging against the wall and thinking about things that’ll never happen. It’s better that he feels like he’s won, that you’ll be out and in his hold again without complaint. It’ll only make things difficult if he suspects the opposite.

Once you’re in the toilets, your shoulders relax. The tension clatters off them and onto the tiles. You pick the cubicle furthest from the door and lock yourself into it; the more layers between you and him, the better. All you can do now is wait, and hope that Tommy finds you like he said he would. It shouldn’t be too hard, if he doesn’t see you in the restaurant, he’ll know to look in here. Your date won’t think anything of it, he doesn’t know Tommy. Or that you know Tommy. It’ll just look like some man, any man, has come looking for his wife. Or his girlfriend. There’s no reason to be nervous about it. For once, Tommy will slip by, unseen, and then the two of you…

You put the toilet seat down and sit on the lid. That part you can’t think about.

The idea of walking back out again, with Tommy in tow, is enough to kick your heart-rate up. He could get in unseen, but getting past your date unnoticed will be impossible. And, knowing Tommy, it wouldn’t be without conflict either. He’s used to that but you aren’t. Aggravating your date could lead to any number of things, scenarios that you’re already beginning to concoct, of course. Even with the tinge of wine in your system, your mind proves to be the biggest enemy. The possibilities it’s coming up with are starting to worry you more than the man waiting outside.

But, you won’t think about that. You won’t. You’ll just sit and wait for Tommy, and what happens after can be dealt with when it has to be dealt with.

Sighing, you sink your face into your hands. The door to the bathroom swings open, but from the giggles, and the chittering of heels on porcelain, you know it’s no-one for you. The girls fill the room comfortably. One takes the cubicle next to yours, the other waits by the sinks. You watch her ankles under the door.

‘I think I’m drunk,’ says the woman to your right.  

Her friend laughs. ‘It’s cause you’re sitting down. It’s always worse on your own.’

You want them to stay. You want them to crack open your door and sit, and talk, and make you forget about men with questionable intentions. If you were anyone but yourself, you’d ask them to. Instead, they talk, and you listen.

‘Come on, Daisy, they’ll get bored without us.’

They leave after that. The door echoes when it closes.

You haven’t got a watch but from the ache of your thighs, punctured by your leaning elbows, you know it’s been long enough to seem strange. If he hadn’t already, your date would soon wonder what you were doing. You watch the lock on your door like it’s going to betray you.

After a long stretch of quiet, you hear footsteps in the corridor. They’re too blunt to be heels so you stand quickly, wishing, wishing and then hoping and then the door opens.

‘[Y/n]?’

You don’t need to hear it again to know who it is. ‘I’m here,’ you say quickly, like he’d leave if you take too long. ‘I’m here, Tommy.’ The lock rattles beneath your fingers, before slipping back to release you.

He’s across the room in two strides, his hands taking your forearms like you might fall. ‘You alright?’

His lips part as he waits for an answer, his breath quiet but faster than resting. He’s been worrying, you realise, like you had. Imagining things that might have happened.

‘I’m fine,’ you say.

He lowers his head to keep your gaze. ‘You sure?’

You nod, the gesture small but enough to reassure him.

‘Good.’ He lets your arms go. The motion causes your shawl to slip, but he catches it before it can fall, and pulls it back onto your shoulders. ‘Can you wait here a bit longer?’ he asks.

Your face folds into a frown. ‘Why?’

Tommy sets his jaw. He doesn’t answer, you get there before he can.

‘No,’ you say, in a voice close to disgust, ‘no, don’t go cut him.’

He sighs, and for a second you remember that he’s annoyed at you. Or that he should be. It flashes onto his features, sneaking between one expression and the next, like he’d forgotten to stop it. ‘Did I say anything about cutting?’

As if every cut he’s made has come with a warning. As if it has to be said, to know that it’ll fall.

‘Tommy, I’m serious,’ you start, ‘I don’t want you—‘

‘You think I would?’ Now his voice is the one teetering on disgust. ‘In a restaurant?’

‘I don’t want you talking to him,’ you finish. ‘Please, I just want to leave.’

You watch a breath fall from his chest, and then another. It’s new to him, to enter a situation and then leave it again, without changing a thing. You can see in his eyes that he doesn’t know how. He wants to help, take control. He wants to fix it for you but some problems just aren’t his to solve.

‘Please,’ you say again. ‘I don’t want anything to happen.’

‘You won’t have to see it.’

‘Tommy.’

He nods. It costs him to agree to it. ‘Alright. I won’t.’

The relief covers you, drips from your head to your shoulders, along your arms to your fingertips. He listened, for once he listened. You’d thank him but he’d take it as an insult.

‘You shouldn’t have lied,’ he says. It drones out of him, turns from his lips like an ache. ‘Someone should know where you are.’

‘Ada knew,’ you offer.

‘Yeah. Ada knew,’ he scoffs, ‘Ada knew and she wouldn’t tell me cause she does what she does, and trusts you before her own brother.’

You sigh and close your eyes just long enough to take a breath. ‘I asked her not to, Tommy.’

His hand flies upwards, gesturing to you as he shakes his head. ‘And look where that got you.’

‘Can we save this for later?’ You don’t have it in you to fight him. ‘I made a bad call, alright? I just wanted  something nice. ’

Your tone catches him, pierces his frustration. Pulls him back to you like water to the moon. ‘You’re sure he didn’t touch you?’ he asks. ‘You’d tell me, ey? If he did.’

He’s serious enough that you resist the urge to roll your eyes. You just nod, and wait for him to relax again. Once he has, your eyes flick to the door, your urgency to leave returning as quickly as it had earlier.

‘Is he still outside?’ you ask, ignoring the small spike in your heartbeat.

Tommy shrugs. ‘There’s no-one outside.’

‘Blonde, tall,’ you list, ‘he’s by the phone.’

Something shifts in the look he’s giving you, recognition maybe. His chin juts down once. If Tommy’s seen him, he doesn’t say. If he’s still out there, you don’t know. It might be the only time you’ve appreciated Tommy’s aversion for words; you thought you’d wanted him to tell you where he was, but you realise now that silence is better. If he isn’t spoken into the room, he doesn’t exist. Tommy knows that. All he does, is ask, ‘Have you got a coat?’

You shake your head quickly. 'Leave it, I don’t care.’ The coat is old and menial enough to be sacrificed. It’d be stupid to risk a trip through the tables for that. ‘I’ve got what matters.’

He nods, reaching for you. ‘Come on.’ He guides you to walk in front of him, his hand gracing the lowest point of your back. ‘You first, I’m right behind. We’ll go out the back, alright?’

Somehow his calm starts to itch at you. You weren’t nervous until he started talking so simply, so ordered. It didn’t feel dangerous until he set a plan in motion. He’s doing it to reassure you, you know that, but the effort is setting you on edge.

You push open the door, meeting the restaurant noise with reluctance. Tommy extends an arm to hold it open and, conveniently, prevents you from looking left, down the corridor to the bar and the phone and—

‘That way, it’s just ahead,’ he explains. ‘S’alright.’

‘I’m okay, Tommy,’ you say. It isn’t loud, you don’t even convince yourself, but he hears and pretends to believe it all the same.

‘I know,’ he answers. ‘Watch your step here.’

It’s easier to let him walk you through it. To let him help you, even if it makes you worry. You hope that it stills the need, keeps that voice in his head quiet, the one that tells him to take control of things. The one that wants to end the date on your behalf.

You feel his fingers pull away from your back. It’s slow, like he hasn’t realised it’s happening, but enough of a loss to make you hesitate. When you turn to search for him, he’s already in the process of turning back to you.

‘I’m here,’ he says, before you can ask. ‘Just checking, that’s all.’

Over his shoulder you think you see the familiar curve of a flat-cap. The peaked-tell of his foot soldiers.

‘Don’t,’ his voice is hush, his face softened in a plea. ‘You don’t want the answer.’

‘But you said—’

He sighs, putting his hand to your back again, though this time his palm’s flat against your spine. ‘Let’s just go, ey? They’re bringing the car round for us.’

You nod. You don’t know why, but you do. If he’s done what you think he has, then he lied to you, he stood and told you he wouldn’t get involved, knowing he was going to anyway. It wasn’t him, but the order was. That should bother you. Instead, when he pushes you toward the exit, you let him. And when he says, ‘We both lied, [y/n],’ you sigh, and tell him, ‘I know. Take me home, Tom.’

The car’s waiting outside, like he said it would be. His hand doesn’t come away from you until you’re in the passenger seat with your bag on your lap.

‘Tommy,’ you say, catching him before he can shut the door. He looks at you, face tilted up slightly. It’s dark; you search for his expression in-between the shadows. ‘Would you always come?’ you ask. ‘If I needed you?’

He holds your gaze for a moment, and then nods — but it’s so slight you might’ve imagined it. His hand slips from the edge of the door to squeeze your knee. You wait for him to say something, but he doesn’t, he just pulls away again and shuts you in.

Perhaps he can’t promise it. Perhaps he’s spent enough time reassuring you, and making sure you’re alright, that he’s hit his limit. If he can’t lie to you twice, he won’t say anything at all.

#tommy shelby x reader #tommy x reader #tommy shelby imagines #peaky blinders fanfic #prompt fic #he does his best bless him :( #nortie boy

[murswrites]

Insane ⎯ John Shelby One-shot

Pairings: John Shelby x Solomons!FEM!Reader Fandom: Peaky Blinders MASTERLIST Word Count: 1.7k (ish) Warnings: Cursing, drinking, description of puking  SUMMARY: When you and your best friend go out for a drink at an unfamiliar pub, you run into John Shelby. A man who you just happen to “hate”.  Request from @encounterthepast​: If requests are still open could I go for John with "He’s driving me crazy” and “Have you totally lost your mind?” ... ? Thank you!! (Also I'm loving your social media AU)

A/N Hi! Thank you for requesting!!! It means a lot & I’m glad you’re enjoying SBE <33 I’m really proud of this? I actually thought about what I was going to do b e f o r e writing it... which is new to be quite frank. Y/F/N means “Your friend’s name” & Y/F/E/C means “your friend’s eye color.” I tried to keep them gender neutral since I made the reader female :D, enjoy!

Y/N Solomons was a name many knew. It was one many feared, except for John Shelby, of course. That sarcastic little fuck was always flirting and trying to hook up with Alfie Solomons’ sister. The fear that surrounded her, was due to her brash and no-nonsense attitude. Y/N, apparently wasn’t that way when she was young, she was sweet and wholesome. The war changed her, many say. But Alfie and John knew otherwise.

The fact that they were in the war beside (not literally) her, gave them a perspective many didn’t have. Alfie hadn’t wanted his little sister to be a war medic, but she was adamant about helping. The war didn’t change her, for say, it just caused her to grow up at an alarming rate. She went from the ripe age of twenty-four to practically forty in those long four years during the war. Being in your twenties usually meant partying and doing illegal things.

For Y/N, it was quite the opposite. She went through so much, trying to save so many lives, and losing so many due to the lack of supplies. It was hard, but she made it through by becoming numb to it all. And John Shelby seemed to be the only bloke able to get through her stoic surface. Managing to make her irritated with a smirk or snarky compliment. 

“Look, it’s that angry woman.” John would sometimes say, or he’d say something that held a double meaning. “I bet you like being in control everywhere, love.” The pet names were annoying enough as it was. Y/N hated and loved the attention in a strange way. She never got the attention of men anymore, it surprised the younger Shelby boy. Y/N’s beautiful, everyone knew that.

Everyone also knew that she was Alfie’s sister and that often scared men away. But not John, John’s adamant. He’s insistent that Y/N has feelings for him too. So he tries, for months he tries to woo her in any way possible. Little does he know that it is in fact working. Y/N took a long time to master appearing unamused and uninterested. It was hard work, but holding her angry resting face became a habit, a mask… hell, even protection.

Showing no emotions gave her an advantage. When all others showed everything with their faces and body language, she was left to read them like books. John Shelby was one of those people, he was young and she knew that. Along with reading him like a story, she could tell that he wasn’t pulling her leg. That he actually found her to be interesting and he wasn’t interested in forming a contract between them too. One to mutually benefit the Solomons’ and the Shelbys. 

Y/N wouldn’t lie, he intrigued her. How he blatantly flirts with her even with Alfie present. It entertained her, watching Alfie lose his shit over harmless flirting. “I don’t like that boy one bit.” Alfie often spat out while stroking his beard thoughtfully. 

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 “He’s driving me crazy,” You mumbled while holding your head in your hands. Y/F/N and you were out drinking, it had been a long day with Alfie moaning and complaining about everything under the sun so Y/F/N thought it’d be nice to forget it all for one night.

Y/F/N turned to you, a drink in hand, and raised an eyebrow, “Alfie?” You chuckled, that was a reasonable question. All damn day, your brother had been cursing up a storm and complaining about everything in sight. 

“No, John fucking Shelby,” The annoyance in your voice was clear as their eyes widened. You haven’t ever openly complained about John’s pestering, perhaps it was the alcohol pushing your thoughts out. You picked up the full glass– it was whiskey, Irish, your favorite –and downed it in one go. “Always askin’ me out and fucking flirting with me�� it’s annoying as fuck.”

“Maybe if you sleep with him, he’ll stop?” The slap you sent to Y/F/N’s arm startled them, your eyes were cold and hard.

"Y/N Solomons doesn’t lie with any man, especially not a fucking Shelby.” You spat your words out bitterly, tapping your glass on the counter to let the barman know you’re empty. The bar that the two of you sat in, wasn’t the usual place you chose to forget in. It was dark and kind of gross. But that didn’t matter, the alcohol was making your brain fuzzy, that was what mattered. All that mattered was that John’s taunting was forgotten.

But it seemed like the original plan was stunted, the many memories of John giving you a cheeky grin or saying something obscene surfacing in the presence of the shitty alcohol. “Now that’s not a very nice way to talk about me.” Immediately, at the sound of hearing the bastard’s voice, you groaned loudly. 

“Just my fuckin’ luck. Where are we Y/F/N?” Their Y/F/E/C eyes looked toward the floor sheepishly, they planned this. “Of course.” The sound of your voice made your best friend flinch, expecting an outburst. John Shelby stood behind your chair, you could feel his presence easily. Since he often made an appearance during the meetings between Alfie and Tom, you saw John frequently. It was annoying, not enjoyable. 

You turned in your chair at the feeling of John’s hand on the back of it, raising an eyebrow in question. “Why, you’re at The Garrison, love. Best dam pub in Small Heath.”

“That’s debatable.” Y/F/N muttered under their breath. John calling you love was a normal occurrence, something he often did. You never paid any mind to the flirtatious comments that often left his lips. For some reason, tonight, the name caused heat to spread throughout your body. Your nose, ears, and cheeks felt warm. The thought of John seeing the blush oddly worried you. As if seeing you react would only entice more flirting. 

The pub was growing hot and you suddenly felt the urge to vomit. You quickly grabbed your purse and practically ran from John and Y/F/N, clutching a hand over your mouth on your way out. Thankfully the night air of Small Heath was cold and bitter. It helped you as you nursed the vomit from your bowels violently. It felt like you puked for hours before you walked away from the bush and leaned on the brick wall in an alleyway. 

—

“Jesus.” John’s voice brought you from your thoughts, why was he here? “Are you alright, love?” That stupid nickname… you cursed under your breath as John took a swig from a flask. He held the silver flask out to you and you gladly took it. The taste of vomit making your stomach churn even though puking now would only cause pain.

The alcohol burned your throat, but you welcomed the pain since it tasted better than the puke. “I’m fine.” You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, itching to get away from the young man. It wasn’t that he disgusted you or made you want to punch him (although he often did). It was the feeling that your lack of sobriety made you feel with him standing there, with that shit-eating grin like he knew what you were thinking without even knowing.

John wasn’t ugly, you knew that, he even knew it. He annoyed you to no end, constantly flirting and trying to gain a reaction from you. The pet names, the jokes, the sinful glances… it wasn’t like you didn’t secretly crave the attention. You were beyond touch starved and you knew it was your fault. From being a blatant bitch to downright turning men down, soon they stopped trying. Add being Alfie Solomons’ sister to the mix and you’ve got the potential for a natural disaster.

Shelby’s and Solomons’ don’t mix. Everyone (not everyone. Those in the Peaky Blinders and Alfie’s boys knew)  in both Camden Town and Small Heath were aware of the icy slopes that the businesses were on. That any rock in the boat could shoot everyone off-board and into the murky water of the cut. These thoughts are the reason why you hesitated when John fucking Shelby kissed you with enough force that you had to grab the lapel of his suit coat. 

It was why your eyebrows screwed in confusion before you realized what was happening, right before you melted into his touch, you pushed him back harshly. John’s breath was ragged and fast, like he’d just been underwater. “Have you totally lost your mind?” You spoke over one another, “That was amazing.” 

John caught onto your words, his pale blond eyebrows also furrowing. “What–” 

“This would never work.” Your voice was stoic, John sighed as he realized that you retreated back into yourself. He saw the real you for only a moment it felt like, but it was a wonderful moment. When your hands held onto his suit and pulled him in. How heavenly your lips felt against his own. 

He nodded, jaw twitching, “We could make it work, Y/N. You and I– we’d be the most powerful couple in all of England.” You scoffed dryly, of course, he was thinking of business.

“And here I thought you actually liked me–”

“What? I do! No– that’s not what I meant, I meant that nothing could stand in our way, we’d be dynamite.” A laugh forced its way through your rouge lips, how hilarious… you thought to yourself. He was worried about his image and not how he truly felt. John’s cheeks were surprisingly red as he rubbed the back of his neck, this was an odd sight to see. The flirtatious Shelby boy… all meek and shy.

It made you feel powerful, like you held the strings that controlled him. You knew it wasn’t true but it was quite the sight to see, him blushing before you. All because you tripped him up with your confidence, so you did the one thing you’ve been forcing yourself to not imagine for the past few months. You grabbed the lapel once more, only this time, you were initiating the contact. 

John replied immediately by holding your cheek and neck lovingly as you two kissed passionately in the dark alleyway. The feeling was strangely euphoric, the adrenaline rush high, and your hands moving across one another’s bodies. Trying to feel every part of them. Soon though, you had to break apart for precious air. Your hair felt a mess and John’s cheeks were even redder than before, if possible. He had a smile on his face and you had half the mind to smack it off.

“You’re insane, John Shelby.” You whispered into the night, enjoying the feeling of his embrace.

“Says the Solomons girl.” John quipped back.

“Ouch.”

#john shelby x reader #john shelby #john shelby imagine #peaky blinders imagine #peaky blinders x reader #peaky blinders #alfie solomons #solomons sister #peakysource #shelby oneshots #johnny boy

[harryhandhoe]

92 truths tag :))

rules: say 92 truths about yourself and when you’re done tag some peeps

tagged by @harryandlouisofficial !!You’re so kind!!

LAST:

Drink: water

Phone call: momma

Text message: gc with my best friends

Song you listened to: where the skies are blue by the lumineers

Time you cried: um yesterday ((yikes))

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: in fifth grade but does that actually count lol

Been cheated on: haven’t had a legit bf so.. no thankfully

Kissed someone and regretted it: um no I’ve never kissed anyone :(

Lost someone special: sadly yes

Been depressed: no. I’ve been hecka sad but no I don’t think it qualifies as depressed.

Been drunk and thrown up: no

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: yes

Fallen out of love: no

Laughed until you cried: yes

Met someone who changed you: yes!!!

Found out who your true friends are: absolutely- my very best friends forever and ever<33

Found out someone was talking about you: yeah that was an icky situation that I like to forget happened

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: 3

Do you have any pets?: yes— 3 doggies and 2 kitties :))

Do you want to change your name?: no

What time did you wake up this morning: I woke up before noon today I was so proud

What were you doing last night: reading a lovely fic ;)

Name something you cannot wait for: I’m super hype to rush when I get back to school (highkey don’t wanna leave home tho) ALSO one of my best best friends come home tomorrow (omg today now that it’s after midnight ahhhh) so I’m pumped as heck to party with her

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: lol yeah my uncle’s name is Tom

What’s getting on your nerves right now: I should be tired but I can’t fall asleep :/

Blood type: umm idk rip I should prob know that

Relationship status: single (highkey wish I had a bf tho ugh)

Zodiac sign: aquarius

Pronouns: she/her

Favorite show: the office, friends, full house, pretty much anything on hgtv or hallmark lol, some other stuff that I can’t think of rn??

College: Virginia Tech #gokies

Hair color: darkish brunette

Do you have a crush on someone: uhh not really atm

What do you like about yourself: i really like my eyes and my smile!! It makes my day when someone compliments me about these things.

FIRSTS:

First surgery: I had tubes put in my ears a million times when I was little (does that count??) I also had foot surgery in 6th grade bc I had extra bone!!

First piercing: my first ear hole

First sport you joined: tennis when I was a youngin hahah

First vacation: to Charleston, SC when I was still in elementary school!! It was a huge deal haha it was my first plane ride and I got to stay in a house right on the beach ugh I loved it!

First pair of sneakers: hmm I don’t really remember lol

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: Christmas cookies

Drinking: water

I’m about to: attempt to go to sleep hopefully ugh

Listening to: the lumineers

Want kids: yes 100%!!! I always think 3?? But I don’t care how many I just definitely want babies :)

Get married: yes yes yesss

Career: hopefully physical therapist specializing in working with kids (I love kids sm gosh dang it)

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: right now I feel like hugs bc I’ve never kissed someone I love so maybe someday this will change🤷‍♀️

Shorter or taller: I’m kinda tall so taller would be nice but it really doesn’t matter

Older or younger: Older?? But like with height if I love them it doesn’t really matter!

Romantic or spontaneous: I don’t really like surprises bc I get scared easily hahahah so prob romantic and I’m just highkey into romantic stuff

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: I feel like I’m pretty hesitant unless I’m with my friends bc then I’m lowkey a troublemaker hahahahaha

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: no

Lost contacts/glasses: yes

Sex on first date: nope

Broken someone’s heart: I broke my boyfriend’s heart in 5th grade and he didn’t talk to me for the longest time hahahaha that doesn’t really count though

Been arrested: no

Turned someone down: yes

Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: sorta kinda?? I need to get better at believing in myself

Miracles: yes!!!

Love at first sight: yes I think so??

Heaven: 100% yes

Santa Clause: no… sadly this guy Jacob ruined it for me in elementary school smh

This is so exciting!! I’ve never done one of these before but it seemed fun and I can’t sleep so here she is!! Also I don’t have many followers other than my real life besties, a few other kind souls, and some nasty porn blogs ugh….. so I’m gonna tag a few peeps!!

@giraffehippieharry @lovelyyylukeee @harrycloseups @niallhgifs @reveriehs

Y’all don’t have to do this by any means but it may be fun for you too so here ya go :)

[noonetosmilefor]

Get to know me

So 1 anon asked me to answer these questions. Here we go.

1. Name - Christina

2. Age - 22.

3. City that you live in - Gänserndorf/Vienna.

4. What do most people not know about you? - That I cry a lot.

5. What do most people know you for? - My jokes, I guess.

6. Hobbies - Listening to music, meet up with my best friends, traveling, reading, watching Netflix, going to the cinema.

7. What are your passions? - Traveling the world, getting to know other cultures.

8. What do you search for in a significant other? - A good sense of humor, loyalty and a contagious smile.

7. What are you most proud of? - My sisters.

8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love? - On Sunday.

9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it? - Postcards & concert tickets/movie tickets.

10. List 10 things off of your bucket list. - traveling to Australia & New Zealand, going to Harry Potter World in Orlando, visiting Brighton again, roadtrip through the USA, going back to Canada, be happy with my life, build up a home with my loved ones, write a book, see the whole world.

11. What was the last thing you learned? - Boxplot in maths.

12. How many relationships have you been in? - 2 serious ones.

13. Turn ons - good sense of humor, great taste in music, spontaneous but also calm at the right moments, loyal, honesty, green eyes, a contagious smile.

14. Turn offs - disrespect, homophobia, rasism.

15. Favorite food - Greek food.

16. Favorite drink - Coke.

17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received? - I think my Sony Alpha 6000 camera.

18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? - Pessimistic.

19. Do you sleep during class? - No.

20. What is the most expensive thing you own? - My MacBook Air.

21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own? - My hair brush.

22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone? - 10-20 time so way too often.

23. Text or call? - Text.

24. Opinion on long distance? - I won’t mind having one.

25. What is your definition of success? - To be truly happy with what you’ve achieved and proud.

26. Favorite song? - Jasey Rae by All Time Low.

27. Favorite artist? - All Time Low.

28. Celebrity crush/crushes? - Where should I start.. Tom Hiddleston, Tom Holland, Alex Gaskarth, Avan Jogia, Joe Keery.. man there are too many.

29. When was the last time you read for fun? - Yesterday.

30. Favorite flower? - Tulip.

31. What is the best gift you could receive right now? - Love.

32. Any guilty pleasures? - I used to have some, but you know I just like what I like and if anyone think’s it’s weird, that’s okay, idc.

33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? - My laziness.

34. What do you search for in a friend? - Someone who’s getting me up when I’m feeling down, I can tell everything to. Who laugh’s and cries with me and stands by my side no matter what.

35. How many times have you said "I love you" in the past month? - 0.

36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? - Grocery shopping.

37. Why do bad things happen to good people? - Because the world sucks.

38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? - Being stabbed in the eye.

39. How many green shirts do you own? - 2.

40. Do you like anime? - Never watched it, but I don’t think I’d like it.

41. What do you invest the most time in? - Work.

42. What was the name of the last book you read? - How To Stop Time by Matt Haig.

43. What's the difference between loving and liking someone? - Loving is some kind of way deeper form of affection.

44. Where are you most productive? - At home.

45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends. - Drinking, laughing, eating.

46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone. - Going on tumblr, listening to music, reading.

47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist? - No, not as long as humans are on this earth.

48. Do you have any allergies? - YES. A whole lot of them.

49. When was the last time you cussed at someone? - Yesterday.

50. What was the last promise you made? - That I’d not tell anyone.

51. What was your last dream about? - I can’t remember.

52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be? - my two best friends, @hopedreamssoul, my sister and her best friend.

53. How many countries have you visited? - 18.

54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) - Music.

56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? - Today.

56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? - The way I laugh.. oh man.

57. Do you consider yourself mature? - Yes.

58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? - Way too many.

59. What is your favorite quote? “if you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.” - Johnny Depp.

60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be? - I wouldn’t want to start a new religion. I mean just look what religion did to the world, to the people..

61. What is your greatest accomplishment? - My self-esteem.

62. Do you believe in the death penalty? - No.

63. What are your goals for life? - Being truly happy and to travel the world.

64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now? - Idk.

65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world. - Brighton.

66. What were you like in 2013? - Messed up and sad.

67. Do you have a job? - Yes.

68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend. - She was one of the funniest girls I knew and would do so much dumb stuff and I loved it.

69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be? - Erase the hatred from the people’s mind.

70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before? - About 5 to 10.

71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? - I guess Twitter.

72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? - Sleep all day. I know, I’m not that crazy.

73. Does money equal happiness? - No.

74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime? - Luckily a lot of times.

75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime? - Also a lot of times..

76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told? - “When did Anakin's Jedi masters know he was leaning towards the dark side?” - In the Sith Grade.

77. When was the last time you looked at the news? - A few hours ago.

78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say? - Fuck humanity.

79. What is your favorite animal? - Cat.

80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it? - No way, I’m not overdramatic Sherlock.

81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at? - Being nice.

82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get? - When I have to go to work the next morning at 10 pm and I usually get 7-8 hours of sleep.

83. Does age necessarily equal maturity? - No.

84. What is your favorite clothing store? - Forever 21.

85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? - Gloves.

86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? - Wings.

87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? - No.

88. What do you fear the most? - Losing loved ones.

89. How many digits of pi can you recite? - 5.

90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be? - Maybe 2010.

91. Describe yourself in one word. - Honest.

92. Describe your last victory. - Uhhh.. I can’t really remember.

93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen? - Two ducks sitting on the road and looking at eachother.

94. What is something you will never forget? - The death of my second mom..

95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail? - Forget all of the past.

96. Have you ever broken a bone before? - Yes.

97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody? - Love.

98. Coffee or tea? - Tea.

99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way? - Being honest, listen to people.

100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today? - 1 or 2.

#tag #asks #asked #get to know me #tagged

[wisehowell]

just a lot of questions

got tagged by @teatowelhowell to answer these 92 questions- that’s a lot, btw THE LAST 1. Drink: water 2. Phone Call: one of my best friends to rant about something 3. Text Message: hm oh on sc i was ranting about bts to another best friend 4. Song You Listened To: let’s open spotfiy... coming home by tuen/anki. oh that’s a good song. i don’t think anyone knows it exists, but 5. Time You Cried: heh like i remember i probably hit my toe against something HAVE YOU EVER 6. Dated Someone Twice: lol single life (my parents no let me anyway) 7. Been Cheated On: heh 8. Kissed Someone And Regretted It: heh 9. Lost Someone Special: my grandma :( also three best friends bc we went to different high schools and it was too hard to stay together 10. Been Depressed: uhm no i’m too confident it’s kinda insane but yea 11. Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: yep, at age fifteen. (altho i’m like 19ish days away from sixteen) LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS 12. teal, green with a hint of blue. not aqua, which is blue with a hint of green. 13. silver (especially if it shimmers) 14. a rich blue IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. Made New Friends: of course! i made about thirty, idk. but i love em all. some graduated high school tho so now i’m sad 16. Fallen Out of Love: what is love 17. Laughed Until You Cried: duhhh 18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: nah i’m that “smart, cute girl that’s too loud and follows every rule ever” according to my friends we got no drama 19. Met Someone Who Changed You: my four best friends 20. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are: mhm. for now. but college... 21. Kissed Someone On Your Facebook: do you mean ig or sc bc fb is dead 22. How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know in Real Life: like i have fb no it’s for old people like my parents 23. Do You Have Any Pets: a hermit crab named digger! nickname- diggles 24. Do You Want To Change Your Name: well my name is annoying bc ‘phoebe’ is never in any gift shops and people (guy friends mostly) say it wrong on purpose or spell it wrong. people i’ve known for years spell my name wrong- pheobe. i’d change it to idk what something cool like olivia or kat. 25. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: that was a year ago jeez but i think i went to a waterpark 26. What Time Did You Wake Up: 7, altho today was a rarity usually it’s 8ish 27. What Were You Doing at Midnight Last Night: tumblr and anime and sc 28. Name Something You Cannot Wait For: taylor swift’s new album. yes i’m a swiftie. fight me. 29. When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mother: last night i’m still in bed lol 30. What is One Thing You Wish You Could Change About Your Life: my mom having the job she wants instead of being a librarian. nothing about me tho i’m good. 31. What Are You Listening To Right Now: i paused my music for that other question but okay the same song as before 32. Have You Ever Talked To a Person Named Tom: i know a tommy? but his full name is thomas. 33. Something That Is Getting On Your Nerves: fffffa- i’m not saying 34. Most Visited Website: google 35. Elementary: idk what that is but im assuming you mean primary school? so my favourite memories of primary school was egg-rolling in the park, my first best friend, sandboxes, jumping pig game, the ditch, cleaning fruit baskets, horrible pizza,SITTING ON THE MOTHERFUCKIN BENCHES, the music trolley, the ditch, love tunnel, shirt signing, plimsolls, penguin bar jokes, bringing in an old shirt for art, lunchables, recorder lessons, the shoes from clarkes with the shitty toys in the heel, doughnut socks, the 3d shape bag,PGL/ Residential trips, stuck in the mud, turning the lights off in the toilet, biff and chip, being told we were to big for the play equipment in year 6. (I feel like that was the most british thing I’ve ever written and any americans probably have no fuckin clue what half of these things are)

OKAY BUT I’M KEEPING  WHAT @teatowelhowell PUT BECAUSE as an american i have no idea what this says. like jumping pig game? lol is that like the frog jump game kids do? but pigs are frogs bc maybe there’s no frogs over there? altho i don’t think so. i know what a trolley is from british vlogs. but love tunnel? plimsolls? shoes with toys in the heels? biff and chip? huh? girl your language is confusing. as for my elementary it was pretty and i made a lot of friends but they all went to a diff high school & middle bc of boundaries so i only know like ten people from my elementary in high school. 36. High School: should i tell you? my mascot is shark 37. College/University: hm i wanna go to uc davis or uc something. 38. Hair Colour: brown with goldish highlights that are natural bc my dad used to be completely blond and i guess i got some of that 39. Long Hair or Short Hair: like medium 40. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: no bro just jensen ackles 41. What Do You Like About Yourself: i make friends with literally everyone i love it 42. Piercings: no bc i do year round soccer- for like ten years- so i never had time XD also i know why piercings are popular and how it all started with early us- natives- so idk it seems kinda uncivilized to stick a hole in a body part and put a stone in it. so when i’m done with soccer i don’t think i’ll pierce my ears bc it’s kinda weird to me 43. Blood Type: my parents don’t even know. whatever the most common one is, i’m sure 44. Nickname:(phoebe is pronounced FEEBEE) phoebs, phoebster, fo-e-be, phobe wan kenobi, anne (i give other people nicknames usally) 45. Relationship Status: go away 46. Zodiac Sign: leo. roar. 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: Supernatural, Reign, Once Upon a Time, Sherlock, Arrow, Gravity Falls when it still lived 49. Tattoos: no 50. Right or Left Hand: right FIRST 51. Surgery: i had an extra tooth so i had to get that taken out before it grew in. but i also destroyed my elbow in kinder and had to get stitches? idk if that’s a surgery 52. Piercing: we went over my feelings on them 54. Sport: soccer! did flag football with my soccer team too for two years it was fun but all the guy teams beat us bc we weren’t really trying we were just laughing 55. Vacation: uhm my parents take me a lot of places so idr. uhmmm maybe yellowstone? 56. Pair of Trainers: trainers? uhm are those pants? a bra? oh lol i looked it up. they’re tennis shoes. my first pair were probably just nike. 57. Eating: wtf ? is this like the first time i remember eating? << wisehowell agrees with her. 58. Drinking: i’m not old enough to drink legally so 59. I’m About To: eat breakfast? 60. Listening To: uhm whattt i just said i paused the dang song so same oneee but here i’ll rec you a few artists: BANNERS, LIGHTS, and clairity. (those two are supposed to be caps) 61. Waiting For: school to kill me 62. Want: nothing just my friends 63. Get Married: sure 64. Career: that’s confusing YOUR TYPE 65. Hugs or Kisses: hugs 66. Lips or Eyes: eyes altho i have brown eyes and everyone hates brown eyes so idk man. but i’ve never been complimented on my eyes in my life so i feel rude if i say eyes bc as a lame eyed i know how cruel it is to judge by eye color 67. Shorter or Taller: i’m 5ft flat so everyone is taller than me 68. Older or Younger: idc 70. Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: no 71. Sensitive or Loud: idc 72. Hook Up or Relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or Hesitant: neither bro 74. Kissed a Stranger: no 75. Drank Hard Liquor: no I’M FIFTEEN usa has strict drinking laws okay like yea my uh fun friends get high and drunk but i’m a valedictorian i gotta keep my rep 76. Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: i have glasses but i would never lose em 77. Turned Someone Down: when someone turns up i’ll let you know how it goes << I’M LAUGHING 78. Sex on First Date: again do i need to say my age 79. Broken Someone’s Heart: some guys had crushes on me and my friends told me that they told them like a year later so i guess i did 80. Had Your Heart Broken: no 81. Been Arrested: no, i luv rules 82. Cried When Someone Died: wth 83. Fallen For a Friend: nah my guy friends are too stupid to love DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: yea 85. Miracles: no god isn’t real 86. Love at First Sight: uh we’ll see 87. Santa Claus: nooo not since i was four 88. Kiss on First Date: why not 89. Angels: no if god isn’t real why are his slaves (i’m kidding, i totally respect the religious community) OTHER… 90. Current Best Friend’s Name: i’ll give the first letters of the four. a, a, c, c. (i’m not kidding for whatever reason most of my close friends have a or c names like i had two old best friends with both a. and another with c) here i’ll tag one. @galaxy-searcher 91. Eye Colour: brown (boooooo) 92. Favourite Movie: idk i don’t pick favs but song of the sea is cute

uhm. i don’t want to tag people bc it’s 92 questions. do it if you want XD

#about me #personal #other #tdl? #idk maybe i'll bury it

[paullrud]

It’s your favorite Answer All Anon again!!!!! Answer all the Unusual Asks PLZZZ?

hey AAA :) glad to see you back on my page. hope you like these answers. sorry it’s late, yet again. ✦ nova

1. spotify, soundcloud, or pandora? soundcloud. every. single. time.

2. is your room messy or clean? a little bit of both. one corner of my room is just a mountain of clothing, but my bed and closet are super neat.

3. what color are your eyes? brown, like chocolate.

4. do you like your name? why? no. and i ellect to not have my name on here, that’s why i have an alias of “nova”

5. what is your relationship status? single. i cried in the car on my way home from work for that exact reason last night. i kept thinking, “will i ever be good enough for someone to love me?”

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less. humorous, depressed, intro/extrovert

7. what color hair do you have? it used to be all sorts of colors, different every month. but, i went corporate and dyed it back to my original color.

8. what kind of car do you drive? color? black 2017 toyota corolla. used to have a matte black 4-door jeep wrangler, but my mother took it away from me for the terms of “responsibility” and “immature nature”

9. where do you shop? anthropologie and urban outfitters, mostly, because i work at urban. sometimes lf (only when their 70% off sale is going on), dover street market, kith and off-white.

10. how would you describe your style? total hypebae. i love streetwear, my influences are virgil abloh and heron preston when it comes to style and what clothing i wear.

11. favorite social media account that’s a hard one because i’m really not sure what you mean? if it’s a person, i don’t have one. if it’s an app, twitter, most definitely.

12. what size bed do you have? full size!

13. any siblings? one sister. hate her.

14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? like i said before in the other ask ^.^ france. nantes for the spring and summer, paris for the winter and fall. i fell in love with paris when i went for the first time with my friend (who i like, by the way) when he invited me.

15. favorite snapchat filter? do not have a snapchat, so i can’t say.

16. favorite makeup brand(s) i don’t wear makeup a lot, but anatasia for the brows. most definitely. my favorite perfume though is viktor and rolf, flowerbomb.

17. how many times a week do you shower? winter and fall is 4 to 5 times a week. spring and summer is 5 to 8 times a week.

18. favorite tv show? if it’s not “the office”…… i send it back!

19. shoe size? 8 to 9, depending on the company.

20. how tall are you? 5 feet, 1 inch ^.^

21. sandals or sneakers? i hate feet, so sneakers

22. do you go to the gym? god, no.

23. describe your dream date running errands then cooking a meal together. sounds lame, but to me that really is the most domesticated thing you can do with someone you love.

24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? i’m all cashless, baby.

25. what color socks are you wearing? navy blue with little red hearts on them.

26. how many pillows do you sleep with? 2, but they suck so i’m going to get 2 new ones, when i get my paycheck.

27. do you have a job? what do you do? yes, i have 2 actually. i work in retail for both (cole haan and urban outfitters)

28. how many friends do you have? i have a lot of accquaintences, but only 4 to 5 people i call my true friends. my ride or dies, if you will.

29. what’s the worst thing you have ever done? probably steal. i was a huge kleptomaniac back in my early teens.

30. what’s your favorite candle scent? vanilla or the green one from febreeze (i forgot what the scent is named)

31. 3 favorite boy names everett, cole, aspen (+bonus scott)

32. 3 favorite girl names alex, denise, elle

33. favorite actor? tom holland or sebastian stan. don’t make me choose!

34. favorite actress? zoe saldana by a landslide.

35. who is your celebrity crush? i really don’t have one! i admire celebrities for their acting and charity work.

36. favorite movie? a tie between captain america: the winter soldier and scott pilgrim vs the world.

37. do you read a lot? what’s your favorite book? i don’t read a lot, but when i do they are mostly about real life events and autobiographies.

38. money or brains? why not money and brains

39. do you have a nickname? what is it? my real name, yes. but for now, let’s keep with nova.

40. how many times have you been to the hospital? too many times to count, if i’m being honest. always for my depression or suicide attempts.

41. top 10 favorite songs in NO particular order, btw! – lover is a day by cuco – it’s strange by louis the child – in your head (rl grime edit) by g jones – ucla (heimanu remix) by rl grime – flicker by porter robinson – pursuit (jawns remix) by gesaffelstein – the wave (louis the child remix) by elohim – hi this is flume (whole ep) by flume – you’re on by madeon – luv by whipped cream

42. do you take medications daily? yes.

43. what is your skin type? dry… smh.

44. what is your biggest fear? being kidnapped and sold on the black market.

45. how many kids do you want? zero.

46. what’s your go to hair style? space buns!

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) medium-ish

48. who is your role model? my friends. they’re older than me (by a couple years) and they’re doing exceedingly well for their age.

49. what was the last compliment you recieved? “i like your dress!”

50. what was the last text you sent? “thankssssss.”

51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? sadly, 10 or 11. smh, my mother really let me believe in a lie for 10 years.

52. what is your dream car? maserati SUV.

53. opinion on smoking? don’t like it. but, i’m a hypocrite because i juul.

54. do you go to college? yes!

55. what is your dream job? definitely NOT what i’m doing right now. probably working at the refinery 29 office in los angeles, doing something with the fashion department.

56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? i love the city but when it comes down to it, my ideal place would be rural… me and my husband secluded on a goat farm in nantes, france? amazing.

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? yes. if you don’t, then what’s the point of going to a hotel?

58. do you have freckles? no :( i wish.

59. do you smile for pictures? yes, but a tightlipped smile.

60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? 24,680

61. have you ever peed in the woods? yes, on a camping trip.

62. do you still watch cartoons? yes, futurama, archer and bob’s burgers!

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from wendy’s or mcdonalds? never had wendy’s! never had mcdonald’s!

64. favorite dipping sauce? the honey mustard from wings over… *watering mouth pursues*

65. what do you wear to bed? al-natural, baby.

66. have you ever won a spelling bee? no. sadly.

67. what are your hobbies? i have my own clothing line and i really love photography, drawing and painting. also i make music ^.^

68. can you draw? cc: 67th question.

69. do you play an instrument? piano.

70. what was the last concert you saw? louis the child at governor’s ball ^.^

71. tea or coffee? coffee.

72. starbucks or dunkin donuts? that vanilla bean creme frappucino ^.^

73. do you want to get married? yes. of course.

74. what is your crush’s first and last intial? s.p.

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?maybe… we’ll see.

76. what color looks best on you? black.

77. do you miss anyone right now? s.p.

78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed.

79. do you believe in ghosts? yes.

80. what is your biggest pet peeve? stupidity.

81. last person you called s.p.

82. favorite ice cream flavor? ben and jerry’s milk and cookies :)

83. regular oreos or golden oreos? regular, always and forever.

84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow! it’s happiness in sprinkles

85. what shirt are you wearing? a red one :)

86. what is your phone background? porter robinson ^.^

87. are you outgoing or shy? little bit of coloumn a… little bit of coloumn b…

88. do you like it when people play with your hair? yes, only if i’m comfortable with you.

89. do you like your neighbors? the right one yes, the left one no.

90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? no, only in the shower :)

91. have you ever been high? yes, not a pleasant experience.

92. have you ever been drunk? yes… also not a pleasant experience.

93. last thing you ate? homemade macaroni and cheese

94. favorite lyrics right now any lyric from “lover is a day” by cuco

95. summer or winter? winter !

96. day or night? night !

97. dark, milk or white chocolate? i do not like chocolate ! yuck !

98. favorite month? april :)

99. what is your zodiac sign virgo 

100. who was the last person you cried in front of? my coworker :(

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D92 Statements Tag!

tagged by @makaroniii1 cause that's apparently a requirement now lmao RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (no Idk that many people)

THE LAST: 1. drink: seagrams black cherry something or other. alcohol. 2. phone call: my sister’s roommate asking if she wanted mcD’s 3. text message: some personal shit from my boyfriend (I FINALLY CAUGHT ONE YALL) 4. song you listened to: currently Blackpink Boombaya 5. time you cried: like two days ago in macaroni grill :l

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice: ha. no. 7. kissed someone and regretted it: omg yes 8. been cheated on: yeah my ex gf cheated on me with a minor (: 9. lost someone special: of course 10. been depressed: who hasn't? 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: like two or three weeks ago

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14. - baby pink / mint / lavender

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: MY DRINKING CREW AYE 16. fallen out of love: yes thank gOD 17. laughed until you cried: yes over someone telling me Scooby Doo’s full name is SCOOBERT DOOBERT 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah my own fucking family. 19. met someone who changed you: No. I don’t need anyone to want to change myself  /hairflip 20. found out who your friends are: I was already well aware 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: god yes

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: the majority of them 23. do you have any pets: that I live with, no. I have a cat Oscar in NY 24. do you want to change your name: nope I like the name Kara 25. what did you do for your last birthday: nope. I think I smoked a bowl and hung out with my older sister. business as usual 26. what time did you wake up: like 9 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: drinking and watching standup with my sister and bf 28. name something you can’t wait for: tomorrow night I'm going to a bar arcade with some friends! 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: its been a month or so. we had a major disagreement 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’m moving in with @makaroniii1 in the next month I need that to be here now 31. what are you listening to right now: lie by exid 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my new manager’s name is Tom 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my fucking anxiety. oh and a tooth ache 34. most visited website: either tumblr or youtube 38. hair color: dark brown with red tint cause I'm a dumb dumb n I thought I could dye my hair red without bleach 39. long or short hair: currently long :) 40. do you have a crush on someone: YEAH AND WE JUST BECAME EXLUSIVE FAM IM SCREAMING 41. what do you like about yourself: I tend to act confident when I'm super nervous or something and apparently no one notices that I have horrendous anxiety because of it so winning I guess 42. piercings: industrial, four lobe piercings, a tongue piercing, and soon to be nipplessss 43. blood type: O neg 44. nickname: two people call me “little” but that’s it 45. relationship status: taken 46. zodiac: gemini 47. pronouns: she/her (i’m so over pronouns don't talk to me about it) 48. favorite tv show: right now I've been marathoning ER with my older sister and its life honestly 49. tattoos: I have a tramp stamp from an anime. no regrets lmao 50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: ...no 52. piercing: I already said yes who wrote this 53. sport: dancing and hiking since everyone’s good at walking 55. vacation: I went to Aruba in February but that’s the last time 56. pair of trainers: don't judge me but for some reason I don’t currently own a pair of sneakers

MORE GENERAL 57. eating: nada 58. drinking: bitch beer. bout to be coffee 59. i’m about to: make some fucking coffee didn't you hear me 61. waiting for: my feelings to catch up with me honestly. 62. want: A FUCKING KITTEN. 63. get married: eventually yeah. I'm total waifu material I promise 64. career: ASL translator or something adulty

WHICH IS BETTER 65. hugs or kisses: kisses. or backhugs from tall people 66. lips or eyes: eyes 67. shorter or taller: taller. protect me pls 68. older or younger: older please god 70. nice arms or nice stomach: arms but either’s cool 71. sensitive or loud: I’ve dated both and I would prefer someone who is kinda both??? 72. hook up or relationship: relationship 73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. my anxiety can’t handle all that

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: on multiple occasions 75. drank hard liquor: of course i’m not drinking for fucking taste. 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t wear that shit 77. turned someone down: oh yeah 78. sex on the first date: yeah what do you think tinder is for 79. broken someone’s heart: yes 80. had your heart broken: I wouldn’t say broken but kinda kicked and stomped on 81. been arrested: lol no 82. cried when someone died: wow are you a monster 83. fallen for a friend: lol yeah that went well

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: only if you compliment me 85. miracles: something like it 86. love at first sight: no that’s infatuation. I think true love develops over time 87. santa claus: what why 88. kiss on the first date: I already told you I fucked on the first date how asinine would it be to not kiss 89. angels: eh not necessarily

OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: Kristen 91. eye color: brown 92. favorite movie: recently nothing years ago it was RENT So I tag: @realcereal @taekwoonie-my-cutie-pie @byunsbaekary @su-gasmic @1rapmon @gothchanbaek  @sehuns-nipple-hair @wait-wjh I cant think of any more. if you wanna do it, do it kbye

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Get to know me better


LAST 
[1] drink: Coca-cola Cherry 
[2] phone call: Probably le boyfriend 
[3] text message: boyfriend 
[4] song you listened to: Sugar, we're goin' down - Fall Out Boy
[5] time you cried: about 40 mins ago ha
[6] dated someone twice: nah 
[7] been cheated on: no
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: yeh
[9] lost someone special: yeah 😓
[10] been depressed: yeah...
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no thank god 
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 
[12] Black 
[13] black 
[14] black IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
[15] made new friends: yeh 
[16] fallen out of love: Noo 
[17] laughed until you cried: I don't think so 
[18] found out someone was talking about you: yep🙄
[19] met someone who changed you: YES🙌🏻
[20] found out who your true friends are: *loading...*
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: well yeh 
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I'd say the vast majority 
[23] do you have any pets: not anymore 😪but hoping to adopt this summer 🐱☺️
[24] do you want to change your name: Noo I always get complimented for my name so... even though I didn't choose it obvs. It's kinda an icebreaker in itself because it's 'different' so yeh I like it 
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: it was on my first day of college 🙄😅
[26] what time did you wake up: 11ish
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: editing my latest YouTube video 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: Life
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: um a couple days ago 
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: too many things to name but I'm trying not to fixate and only improve 
[31] what are you listening to right now: boyfriend has avengers on 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeh first guy to randomly ask for my number before actually knowing me already aha😂
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: myself tbh like my outlook 
[34] most visited website: Pinterest 
[35] elementary: bitchy girls 
[36] high school: poorly 
[37] college: just finished 1st year after leaving 6th form and taking a year out before hand 
[38] hair colour: currently blonde 
[39] long or short hair: medium/long 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: yeh I guess 
[41] what do you like about yourself?: emotional intelligence 
[42] piercings: just lobes but dying for more 
[43] blood type: A+ I think 
[44] nickname: T,, lulu,, 
[45] relationship status: in a relationship 
[46] zodiac sign: Virgo but according to the new one I'm Leo now 😳
[47] pronouns: she/her
[48] fave tv show(s): idk rn 
[49] tattoos: I'm scared I'll end up hating anything I get 😫 but I really want wildflowers 
[50] right or left handed: right FIRST… 
[51] surgery: liver biopsy, age 13 
[52] piercing: ears 
[53] best friend: Girl called Keegan 
[54] sport: football I think 
[55] vacation: lanzarote when I was 3
[56] pair of trainers: idk🤷🏼‍♀️ Nike air max are first ones I remember but that was just before they were 'cool' 
[57] eating: idk everything
[58] drinking: first alcoholic drink? Malibu && the love affair continues!!🍹🍹🍹
[59] i’m about to: see if J still wants to go 
[60] listening: first song I listened to? Probs hey baby by DJfresh!! 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻 ballin 
[61] waiting for: something I should probably go get myself 
[62] want: good health 
[64] career: designer YOUR TYPE… 
[65] hugs or kisses: don't make me choose 
[66] lips or eyes: eyes 
[67] shorter or taller: taller for boys, similar height for girls 
[68] older or younger: older boys, younger girls - that just sounds seedy 😳
[69] romantic or spontaneous: both 
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: ? Arms😍
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive☺️
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: umm can I get some middle ground on that 
HAVE YOU EVER… 
[74] kissed a stranger?: ye
[75] drank hard liquor?: yep 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses?: don’t need them but nah I just tend to break them 😫
[77] turned someone down?: ye
[78] sex on first date?: didn't even date my first so... oops but it wasn't until we were in a relationship for a while so I'm gonna go with no?
[79] broken someone’s heart?: yeh 😓
[80] had your own heart broken?: 😩
[81] been arrested?: nah
[82] cried when someone died?: ye
[83] fallen for a friend: I liked them before being friends tho and always got them in the end tbh DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 
[84] yourself?: I try 
[85] miracles?: not sure
[86] love at first sight?: Infatuation yes love nah
[87] santa claus?: of course 😲
[88] kiss on the first date?: there shouldn't be a rule for that, if you feel it, you feel it 
[89] angels?: 🤷🏼‍♀️
[90] current best friend’s name: Josh, Kate
[91] eye colour: Green (used to be blue tho)
[92] favourite movies: ?? So many

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Get to know me 1. Name - Jimand Mamaa Adoley Allotey

2. Age - 21 (22 on the 22 Of May)

3. City that you live in - At the moment its Canterbury

4. What do most people not know about you? - Surprisingly that my name is a compilation of my parents name which are, JIMMY AND AMANDA= JIMAND.

5. What do most people know you for? - that I'm into theatre?? Lol i dunno..

6. Hobbies - MUSICAL THEATRE, BECAUSE MUSICAL THEATRE IS LIFE, lol

7. What are your passions? Jesus, Musical Theatre, Movies and Tv Shows.

8. What do you search for in a significant other? umm gotta be funny, compassionate, be my friend, Jesus, TBH i hate questions like this cause well you never know really.

7. What are you most proud of? maturing in my personal life, overcoming my insecurities and the hate i had for myself, my growth with my general theatre skill, my A level grades lol and lastly possibly how happy I am in compared to the last 2 years of uni.

8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love? last week sunday, with my mum.

9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it? yep, a delivery to new look, i think it was just a bunch of clothes. 

10. List 10 things off of your bucket list-

• win an Oscar • win a Tony • Be in a Disney movie • play A Marvel or Dc character • sing For hillsong • jump out of a plane • learn how to ride a motorcycle • meet Beyonce • meet Lin Manuel Miranda

11. What was the last thing you learned? my lines for my show.

12. How many relationships have you been in? well tbh id say one really 5/6 year long relationship but i did have 4 “high-school boyfriends” 

  13. Turn ons- good smell you know like cologne or aftershave (it just gets me going) love a man who smells good, kissing my neck.., a guy who can sing and play an instrument, oh and sincerity.

14. Turn offs-  SNORING, No sense of time, being a dick, smelling bad and late replies.

15. Favorite food - A white chocolate crepe with strawberries. 

16. Favorite drink - cold ( Sprite)  Hot ( Chai Latte) Alcohol (Strawberry daquiri) 

17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received? um a tumblr page dedicated to me, it was really cute..

18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? In between really but i am more of a pessimist. 

19. Do you sleep during class? sometimes lol 

20. What is the most expensive thing you own? a chanel bag. 

21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own? my hairband.

22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone? lol too many to even count...

23. Text or call? Call

24. Opinion on long distance? y'all were right.. 

25. What is your definition of success? BEING HAPPY IN LIFE. 

26. Favorite song? everything and anything BEYONCE.

27. Favorite artist? BEYONCE.

28. Celebrity crush/crushes? dylan o’brien, chris pratt, tom holland. 

29. When was the last time you read for fun? last year.

30. Favorite flower? cherry blossoms

31. What is the best gift you could receive right now? MONEY

32. Any guilty pleasures? probably singing in the shower and imagining performing, also nothing ever beats that white chocalate crepe with strawberries.

33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? my pessimistic and how i overthink things.

34. What do you search for in a friend? sincerity. 

35. How many times have you said "I love you" in the past month? Too many times lol i love my friends and family legit say it whenever i say bye. 

36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? um i was on campus earlier? lol 

37. Why do bad things happen to good people? because life is beans

38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? being left out.

39. How many green shirts do you own? about 6

40. Do you like anime? YASSSS

41. What do you invest the most time in? THEATRE( MUSICAL THEATRE AND PLAYS) 

42. What was the name of the last book you read? The alchemist 

43. What's the difference between loving and liking someone? love is unconditional, no matter what you do they have a spot in your heart, its not by choice also it just happens, whereas with liking someone well that is a choice.

44. Where are you most productive? probably in my sitting room or my bedroom.

45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends. - watching movies or tv shows, random adventures or trips, drinking and dancing with them lot.

46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone. - showering, sleeping and reading. 

47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist? nope

48. Do you have any allergies? yep 

49. When was the last time you cussed at someone? this morning.

50. What was the last promise you made? LOL something crude.

51. What was your last dream about? travelling actually with friends. 

52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be? Eli, Mum, Dad, Ben, Josh.

53. How many countries have you visited? 6 

54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) has to be Musical Theatre.

56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? Last night.

56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? look for the small one.

57. Do you consider yourself mature? yup.

58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? probs 700 there bouts. 

59. What is your favorite quote? Carpe diem.

60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be? let there be peace, love and happiness.

61. What is your greatest accomplishment? Atm sticking with my passion and following it. 

62. Do you believe in the death penalty? No.

63. What are your goals for life? to make it on the west end, broadway, hollywood and to also worship in a church.

64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now? lol living life.

65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world. - probs the marvel universe.

66. What were you like in 2013? depressed. 

67. Do you have a job? nope.. but working on it. 

68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend.- SHE IS THE BEST THING TO EVER BE CREATED AND WE STILL ARE BEST FRIENDS, SHE IS MY HEART MY SOUL, MY OTHER HALF AND CONTINENTS MAY KEEP US APART BUT WE BLOOD AND WE SHALL BE BESTIES TILL THE END OF TIME. 

69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be? the hatred that exists.

70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before? too many.

71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? Twitter. 

72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? strip naked and run around lol y'all won't think il be crazy when I'm balling.

73. Does money equal happiness? no.

74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime? 3 times when I gave my life to christ, every time I worship and every time I'm on stage performing. 

75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime? 4 times in my life. 

76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told? lol too many to write up

77. When was the last time you looked at the news? last sunday.

78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say? fix up guys. 

79. What is your favorite animal? eagle.

80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it? lol bye guys, i am going into hiding. 

81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at? COMMUNICATION.

82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get? lol 2-4am and usually 5-12 hours. 

83. Does age necessarily equal maturity? i don't believe an age has a specific maturity level, people gain maturity at different ages. 

84. What is your favorite clothing store? probably new look or zara.

85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? beanies.

86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? wings

87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? nope 

88. What do you fear the most? spiders

89. How many digits of pi can you recite? can't

90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be? 2001

91. Describe yourself in one word.- energy

92. Describe your last victory.- beat depression.

93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen? lol i can't even pin point i see too much weird shit on the daily.

94. What is something you will never forget? getting lost in disney land at the age of 5.

95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail? remember.

96. Have you ever broken a bone before? nope.

97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody? hate. 

98. Coffee or tea? tea.

99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way? don't compare myself to people= no more insecurities= love myself= no more depression = HAPPY JIMS.

100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today? well this has taken a bloody hour and 30 minutes to do lol

[jasonvtodd]

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

tagged by @lebannabell once more cause shes a gorgeous being <33

tagging @citiofstars @rawcatlawnchair @bcydbeaulieu @exyfexyfoxes @jaisontodd @ohvaltersen @starspangledsprocket @luxluci

LAST… [1] drink: lemon, lime & bitter cordial [2] phone call: the wife (shocking, i know @bcydbeaulieu​ and i on the phone? when ever) [3] text message: siudhfbg ill check in a few bless im so here for this-- to hirraa [4] song you listened to: something by imagine dragons [5] time you cried: just before

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: yis [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: yis [9] lost someone special: yeah [10] been depressed: ha yes [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: first time i got drunk m8

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] red [13] blue [14] black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: indeed [16] fallen out of love: ya [17] laughed until you cried: yeah [18] found out someone was talking about you: yeah [19] met someone who changed you: yeah   [20] found out who your true friends are: yeah [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yeah

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: liike. hm. 2? ya just two [23] do you have any pets: not atm gah its the worst  [24] do you want to change your name: nah bro [25] what did you do for your last birthday: no idea [26] what time did you wake up: 730 [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: rereading foxhole and crying ove rhow gay they all are [28] name something you cannot wait for: jUSTice mcfuckin leaguEE!!!  [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: just before  [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Many [31] what are you listening to right now: shitty flash in the background [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yea [33] something that is getting on your nerves: nothin atm [35] elementary: ya?? ya’ll confuse me with ur american ways [36] high school: yis [37] college: not yet [38] hair colour: brown [39] long or short hair: longgggg [40] do you have a crush on someone: ya [41] what do you like about yourself?: me? like something about myself? nah but i like my humour lmao --leaving bells answer here but come have hot beverage w me and we will compliment each other and ill tell u how beautifl you are [42] piercings: ears, its all about the ears [43] blood type: a+.. i think? [44] nickname: em or emy [45] relationship status: lol [46] zodiac sign: virgo [47] pronouns: she/her/dumbass [48] fav tv show: lMAO dont do that buffy spn hbo pain trilogy etc. [49] tattoos: none yet [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST… [51] surgery: ya [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: someone whos stupid and texan @bcydbeaulieu also @cptandorcassian isnt too hard to be around i guess [54] sport: dancing [55] vacation: u s of a (or maybe nz) [56] pair of trainers: no idea

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: nothing [59] i’m about to: read? maybe, who knows [60] listening to: nothin [61] waiting for: the void [62] want: a good sleep, feelin refreshed [63] get married: lolno [64] career: who know not i

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: both [66] lips or eyes: both [67] shorter or taller: idc [68] older or younger: whicever [69] romantic or spontaneous: both?? [70] nice arms or nice stomach: either [71] sensitive or loud: loud [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: bothhh mann

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? ya [75] drank hard liquor? yah [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? nope [77] turned someone down: lowkey but yeah [78] sex on first date? nope [79] broken someone’s heart? probably [80] had your own heart broken? absolutely [81] been arrested? nah [82] cried when someone died? yah [83] fallen for a friend: yah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? nah [85] miracles? nah [86] love at first sight? nah [87] santa claus? nah [88] kiss on the first date? it depends lmao [89] angels? dont know

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: beth & laura [91] eye colour: blue [92] favourite movie: iron man & warrior & scream &

#i got tagged #cheers for the tag bub #you're a peach #text post

[jellyfishbrobro]

LAST…
[1] drink: water
[2] phone call: Mom
[3] text message: my cello bud
[4] song you listened to: Violet Hill by Coldplay
[5] time you cried: I never stopped~ HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: nope
[7] been cheated on: no
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: god yes
[9] lost someone special: too many
[10] been depressed: I've had chronic depression since I was 6! 😃
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: i don’t drink LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:
[12] Blue
[13] indigo
[14] Yellow/orange IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: Yeah~
[16] fallen out of love: yeah, actually 
[17] laughed until you cried: all the time
[18] found out someone was talking about you: Ha! Yup
[19] met someone who changed you: her name was Luna
[20] found out who your true friends are: all my friends are true friends? Until they're not I guess....
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: I don't have facebook GENERAL…
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: don't have face book
[23] do you have any pets: three amazing doggos~~
[24] do you want to change your name: My last name
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: I got all my friends together and we went out to eat bento and ramen
[26] what time did you wake up: I'm still asleep. Ha. (7:10am)
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping
[28] name something you cannot wait for: top surgery, testosterone, college, getting a dream job, 
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: About an hour ago
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my body,
[31] what are you listening to right now: The wind sliding against my window, the distant roar of cars and the occasional plane, the ever constant buzzing of electricity and ringing in my ears, and the sweet sound of my dog snoring as she sleeps.
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: uuhhhhhhh.... the only time I can think of is the one from svtfoe
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my bio-father and everything he does and everything that has to do with him (inflicting pain on him being an acception) 
[34] most visited website: YouTube or IQ academy 
[35] elementary: hell. 
[36] high school: Mountain View
[37] college: none, yet
[38] hair color: purple, blue and tortoise 
[39] long or short hair: short hair~
[40] do you have a crush on someone: maaaaaybe??????? I'm not sure?
[41] what do you like about yourself: *coughs* (I can't give myself compliments without getting a small anxiety attack)
[42] piercings: ears 
[43]blood type: I have absolutely no idea
[44] nickname: Seba, Sebbles, Seb, Sebs, Sebby, Basty, deer boy, pine tree, and.... I think that's it
[45] relationship status: MANY FRIENDSHIPS
[46] zodiac sign: Aries (but I was born p close to the Taurus' start date so)
[47] pronouns: he/him,
[48] fav tv show: Voltron, Gravity Falls and Criminal Minds
[49] tattoos: one day....
[50] right or left hand: Right FIRST…
[51] surgery: none... YET
[52] piercing: ears
[53] best friend: I have many~~~ 😊
[54] sport: fencing, always
[55] vacation: I'd like to travel the world one day
[56] pair of trainers: ....what?? RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: I had a banana a while ago 
[58] drinking: I drank some water after eating that banana
[59] i’m about to: go to bed
[60] listening to: see above
[61] wait for: it (Hamilton aside, I'm just waiting for time to pass, most the things I want, I will both lose and gain with time)
[62] want: mental stability
[63] get married: when I'm older, like, maybe it my late 20's early 30's (I want to adopt kids too~~)
[64] career: free-lance artist WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs. Definitely 
[66] lips or eyes: eyes 
[67] shorter or taller: no preference? 
[68] older or younger: older, I usually get along better with people older than me
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: hey, as long as the proportions are good, I don't care.
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: ???? Eh? *shrugs* idk??? HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? Gods no
[75] drank hard liquor? no
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? I have broken SO many pairs of glasses
[77] turned someone down: yeah
[78] sex on first date? Ew no
[79] broken someone’s heart? Maybe? Idk?
[80] had your own heart broken? Oh you have no idea
[81] been arrested? no
[82] cried when someone died? Yup
[83] fallen for a friend? ...yeah.. DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? It... depends
[85] miracles? I want to?
[86] love at first sight? not really
[87] Santa Claus? no
[88] kiss on the first date? I don't like kisses 
[89] angels? Nope OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: I have too many~ lol~
[91] eye color: hazel 
[92] favorite movie: Anything by Miyazaki I tag @slivisshit @kielja @yourmomsdickfriend @depressed-demon-hunter @neo-reborn

#have fun you nards~